Silly Goose

I never got an evaluation or appointment longer than 10 minutes

I wrote down things that happened in the last appointment

Tw maybe psych abuse

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told me i NEED to work

said i can just live with it if i don't want to do therapy when due to circumstances outside my control i have a 3rd new therapist as of Wednesday

told me to ask my PHYSICAL health doctors about conversion disorder which would make my providers never listen to me about concerns ever again due to stigma

told me "it seems like i want to be on medicine" when in the previous appointment i asked to work on tapering off seroquel, which i was no longer taking at the time of comment

when i mentioned wanting to go up on rexulti from 2mgs to 3mgs, made yet another vague comment about clozapine being my only option left for antipsychotics

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I was texting my cousin and they said girl like that, probably out of habit, but edited their message to dude cuz they know I prefer masc or neutral terms :)

i am deeply saddened by the loss of him to our community. i wish i had been able to know him better personally. i admired him a great deal. i am thankful he was here. i am glad we were both around on this earth for enough time to know each other. he made the world a richer and better place by having been here at all. i can't thank him enough.

suicide is an immensely personal and final choice. he was unhoused, disabled, and without options for a life that felt meaningfully survivable. it was his right to choose to end his life, he expressed this himself. as painful a choice as that choice is, i am glad he felt able to make it with an appreciation for life and a genuine belief in our ability to fight for a world where disabled trans people never have to make this decision out of desperation again. i am glad he went with a sense of peace and love for himself and the world.

His final words on his last post are: "Keep fighting comrades, and never lose your compassion for yourself and others."