Dadburs

My Fundy left when he was eighteen. He never came back, but I did look for him. I found out he was okay, doing coding and youtube stuff, making a name for himself. I do miss him.

My source memories are weirdly vivid for a system with aphantasia. Most of them are in the form of very strong emotions but there’s also some memories that I can’t really explain. I can’t remember them clearly but I also Do.

I wish there was a server for dsmp yumeshippers. I’d make one but I can’t manage a server for the life of me.

playing minecraft is so strange to me. i feel so happy and joyous but i am also attacked by intense feelings of missing my friends. half of the time i expect tommy to start shouting again. or to hear big q’s giggles. or to hear phil say tommy’s name in an exasperated tone.

unfortunately i am indeed a father who still baby talks his grown adult son. i cant help it.

im so svared whst if people beat me up for interacting with them