Riia

hi hi ✦

name: Riia (or whatever you feel like calling me tbh)

Any pronouns are fine

Askbox: open (feel free to ask whatever)

Requests: open (only with crk characters. I do not promise I will do them all, but I'll try my best hehe. Also might take some time to be completed)

i draw. a lot. mostly stuff with dark themes, questionable emotions, and characters who definitely need therapy. and angst.

we love angst in this establishment.

currently: obsessing over healerfount and timemocha

tags:

#riias art — my art ta (without wips)

#riias rambles — talking / thoughts / shitpost

#riias asks — answers to asks / requests

AUs

– To love the divine AU (My main HealerFount AU)

Ocs

- Frail Asphodel Cookie (PureLily fan kid)

feel free to talk to me or scream about characters, i support both

welcome to the mess

Oof, a question I can't answer yet since I haven't really reached the BY arc in my au yet, and I have yet to decide if I'm doing the doomed ending or a happy ending

does that make it yahoo? (nonbinary yaoi/yuri)

or does it make the yaoi yuriful

and the yuri yaoiful?

do you think fount would listen to mitski

Ouch, it seems you've thrown him a bit too hard...

hell yeah

I really like Shadow Milk being touch-starved too, ngl. Really fits him for obvious reasons

Also, this gave me the opportunity to finally draw awakened PV hehe

also because of this, during his corruption, the darkness naturally made his body cooler so that hes not too hot during summers (this could also bleed into a shadowvanilla headcanon that vanilla uses him like an oversized ice pack during summer)

Haven't got to figuring out that part of a story yet 😔🤚

He probably just watched all of his memories because he was bored

But I'm pretty sure he would still have access to pure vanilla memories after healer Cookie

I'm pretty sure he didn't have access to soul jam while he was in healer Cookie I'm not sure

But pure vanilla doesn't have access to healer Cookie memories so maybe both of them couldn't

So yeah, this made me realise I might have a bit of a plot hole there cause, in my au, Healer had access to his souljam (in canon he didn't, I think, but I'm not sure either). So yeah I will have to think of a way around this meh meh

But I had more thoughts: Just imagine that part of the reason Shadow Milk Cookie hates Pure Vanilla Cookie so much is because he's too good to be true. He's too genuine and humble and compassionate in a way no one else has been since Healer Cookie. He sounds like him, he looks like him and yet he doesn't remember a goddamn thing about Shadow Milk Cookie. How could he understand Shadow Milk Cookie when the closest person to understanding him died in front of his eyes? How could he mock Shadow Milk Cookie as this living reminder of what he lost?

And for Post Death Healer Cookie imagine him returning to his timeline, dazed and confused, his memories more fractured than they already were. But he knows something is missing. He travels but he can't escape the feeling, that loneliness that has followed him wherever he went. Then Healer Cookie meets the High Forkbearer, getting swept up in their movement now that he's finally found a peer. They're so kind and knowledgeable and personable, they feel like someone he could feel at home with. At least that's what he thinks. Because the longer Healer Cookie stays with the High Forkbearer and their new congregation the more he watches them fall into extremism. He feels lied to watching the High Forkbearer manipulating these people into their cult of personality, he feels like he's been made a fool of. So he leaves and tries taking whoever he's able to with him, because at the end of the day the High Forkbearer wasn't who he was looking for.

Okay, so this is actually a really good explanation. Even though some of those things don't apply to my au, I still really like the vision :00

So, what is different in my au is that Healer and Smilk kinda swapped amnesia, lol. Healer, although his memory might be a bit hazy after his return, still remembers Fount and his kids. Meanwhile, Smilk, due to grief and trauma, forgets how Healer looked entirely (apart from his colour palette, which kinda haunts him andddd makes Smilk think that Pure Vanilla mocks him, as you said).

I'm not that familiar with the High Forkbearer lore amd you kinda reminded me about its existence 😭so i will have to think about how it goes but i think that it will be really close to your version only that healer reason for staying there being the search for any information on Virtues.

Omg, someone actually remembers my whining lmaoo 😭😭😭

Okay, so update for everyone curious since I haven't really talked about this other than in tags

My graduation project is still in progress, BUT I did finish the major part of it, which is a comic book that I already have printed out in a few copies hehe

I still have small things to finish, like merchandise to go with the comic book and some technical things with documentation and stuff. And then... the defense... which is in 2 weeks... Which means I don't have much time left, and this is a great opportunity to mention that I will probably post a bit less than I do now soon 😭

I think I will post an update about how the defense went too hehe

Do we see the vision

I saw the vision but the vision didn't want to copy paste on my paper as i wanted it to (Like Fount being embarrassed for example)

I don't think their wedding was grand cause I like to think that it was more of a quiet family event with just Virtues and their henchman, with Black Sapphire being the officiant and Candy Apple as a flower girl hehehehe (For context, BS and CA in my au are healerfounts adopted kiddos, and they were just orphans they found on the streets (I just want Found Family can you blame me lmaooo))