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hollis x roman | m/m explicit

cw: internalized homophobia, denial spiral, mild daddy kink mention, explicit sexual content, roman’s brain having a category 5 meltdown, unsafe driving while horny (don’t do that irl)

hollis x roman | m/m explicit cw: internalized homophobia, denial spiral, mild daddy kink mention, explicit sexual content, roman’s brain having a category 5 meltdown, unsafe driving while horny (don’t do that irl)

roman 4:17 am

still up?

hollis 🖕 4:18 am

yeah. you?

roman 4:18 am

can’t sleep thinking about the green room earlier

hollis 🖕 4:19 am

you mean when you shoved your tongue down my throat the second the door closed

roman 4:19 am

bro it was just a kiss chill

hollis 🖕 4:20 am

you were literally jerking me off while calling me “daddy” but sure just a kiss

roman 4:21 am

i was drunk

hollis 🖕 4:21 am

you were sober enough to swallow

roman 4:22 am

delete that

i’m not gay

hollis 🖕 4:23 am

never said you were

still came in my hand tho

roman 4:24 am

fuck off

hollis 🖕 4:25 am

you texting me at 4am because you want me to fuck off?

roman 4:26 am

no

yes

idk

hollis 🖕 4:27 am

cute

roman 4:27 am

i’m serious

hollis 🖕 4:28 am

so send a pic then prove you’re serious

roman 4:29 am

[photo: mirror pic, sweatpants pulled down just enough, hard and leaking, caption “this is your fault”]

hollis 🖕 4:30 am

pretty

door’s unlocked if you want something done about it

roman 4:31 am

i’m not driving over

we’re not doing this again

hollis 🖕 4:32 am

cool then stroke yourself thinking about my mouth and pretend you’re straight night romes ♡

roman 4:33 am

fuck you

hollis 🖕 4:34 am

offer stands

[roman is typing… disappears for 8 minutes]

roman 4:42 am

on my way this doesn’t mean anything

hollis 🖕 4:42 am

obviously

[real life — 22 minutes later]

roman slams the hotel room door behind him, breathing hard, eyes wild. hollis is exactly where he said he’d be: shirtless, leaning against the headboard, one hand already in his sweats, scrolling tiktok like he hasn’t been waiting.

roman stands there, fists clenched.

“this doesn’t mean anything.”

hollis doesn’t even look up.

“never said it did.”

roman crosses the room in three steps, crawls onto the bed, straddles hollis’s lap.

“i’m not gay.”

hollis finally meets his eyes, calm as ever.

“cool. take your pants off.”

roman does, shaking.

hollis flips him onto his back, pins his wrists above his head with one hand, leans down until their lips brush.

“still not gay?” he murmurs.

roman’s voice cracks. “shut up.”

hollis kisses him slow, filthy, like he has all the time in the world.

roman whimpers into it.

they don’t talk again for a long time.

♡ the cycle continues

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1: humility's pages, featuring a page with a messy heart and scribbled and underlined words that read "see the state I'm in." as well as the opposite page underlining "I don't want this isolation" and adding the additional line "I see the state of you now."

2: the page between hollywood and kansas, that has "my soul" written in one corner and a picture of murdoc with his face scribbled out in the other

3: the pages for kansas: one repeating the text "Am I incapable of healing the memory of my fall from grace in your heart," and the other scratching out "I don't want to cry" to replace it with "I'm not gonna cry"

4: the page between idaho and lake zurich, featuring the word "selfish" in one corner and a picture of murdoc's face scribbled out and (seemingly) surrounded by hearts in the other

5: the page for magic city having text that reads "About us? About you!"

6: the pages for fireflies: one modifying the lyrics to read "Sometimes I follow a firefly; He takes me into the night baby," and the other page having a note that reads "you = are/were = everpresent"

7: pages in the break between lyrics that feature a torn free murdoc sticker, and a note in the corner that reads "where have you gone"

8: pages in the break between lyrics with notes that read "you gotta have fate" and "I'm sorry too"

9: the page for souk eye with a doodle of two people in a car on the road and (what appears to be) a robot shark (both reminiscent of the stylo music video, referencing murdoc and 2d being in the front seat of the car, and the car later turning into a robot shark at the end), and notes emphasizing the lines "I will always think of you" and "I'm a renagade"

Additional Notes about the album and surrounding media !

1: the souk eye live visual. these were the visuals created for the song, intended to be projected during concerts. the live visuals for souk eye heavily feature footage of murdoc (from phase 3, 4, and 5). both calling back to phase 3 (like the book had done) And seemingly stitching together a narrative of murdoc breaking out of prison (interspersing footage of murdoc driving from a phase 4 commercial with police chase footage)

here's a fan recreation of the visuals:

2: both interviews and the free murdoc chat confirmed that the album was written (by 2d) About murdoc, and most probably because of his incarceration

3: pages from 2d's private journal being scattered on a desk in murdoc's winnebego. particularly "I am an island" and what appears to be the modified lyrics for firefly (featuring "he"). likewise, murdoc has appeared to have framed 2d's booty shorts from the humility mv and hung them up on his wall.

Bonus: my playlist of visuals for the now now

WEIRD/UNUSUAL DIVIDERS, PART I

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WEIRD/UNUSUAL DIVIDERS, PART I