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what are you supposed to do when nothing makes you feel alive anymore. where do you go when you always feel dead

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i cry every time they sleep before i do. because they're the only one i wanna talk to at night and i don't wanna be lonely i don't

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would they like me more if i was prettier? i try so hard to be pretty i do my hair every day and wear nice clothes why am i not pretty thr way other people are pretty

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i wish they'd just say they hate me cause i know they do

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a-healthy-dose-of-apathy

i feel like someone dead pretending to be alive

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thedisorderedpoet

why does loving people feel so guttural and painful for me? i just want to love without feeling every ounce of emotion to my core.

it’s becoming more and more difficult to find reasons to stay.

my existence is torture.

saccharinehell

Why tf was I born ugly?

will i be remembered as good or a monster

#bpd thoughts

sofiabix

billyjc-deactivated20250227

when you feel so empty and desperately hope that something will come along to fill the void

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maybeshehasbpd

Can’t it be over already, please

spoiledmwilk-deactivated2025022

Still in disbelief two days ago i couldve kms and only two people cared . Two . After so much ive done && time ive spent with these people 2 cared ???

Maybe its my fault because im always jokey and most things i say arent srs . Do i need to put a damn tone tag after everything . Do i need a gun to my head live 4k to get people to say anything .

Clearly . Regardless i blocked them . I now know who isn't and is my friend ^ _ ^

worthless-mess

lullxbyblue

I always think I hit rock bottom and then I sink even lower and realize there is no bottom, it just keeps going down.

tezriaetho

i’m fighting a war within my head that i don’t want to fight anymore it’s so exhausting and no one understands

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lilhumbleloser

Can I please stop waking up

emotionaleating

i am so tired of everything around me. if there's a way i could vanish without an explanation, i would.

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