天使 ♡

Entra sin permiso, sacude las cortinas gastadas y me recuerda que el invierno de tu ausencia se ha quedado a vivir en esta habitación.

Ya no queda rastro de nuestras tormentas, solo un orgullo tibio que empieza a congelarse.

Y en esta marea de recuerdos borrosos, olvido la forma en que tus labios pronuncian una disculpa.

cause i know i don't lie to mine when i tell her you're better off without me

Just a ghost of a girl locked inside of a cage

Got this heavy old ache I've been dragging along

Since I was a teen, I've sang the same song

Every time somebody gets a little too close

I hold on too tight 'cause I’m terrified most

that they'll pack up their bags and just walk out the door

like everyone else I’ve been waiting here for

Is it ever gonna change?

Am I gonna feel this way forever?

Stuck out in the rain

praying for a shift in the weather

I wear all my scars like a coat on my sleeve

just craving somebody who isn't gonna leave

they look at my face and I know they can see

there’s a sad little teen still breathing in me

I'm drinking nostalgia like water on ice

living in memories, paying the price

sepia tones on the walls of my brain

I’m guarding the past like I'm guarding the pain

I cage every bird just to hear how it sings

'cause I'm so deeply scared of the flutter of wings

The lies that the darkness has put in my head

are just echoes of tears that I've already shed

I have to let go of the grip on the wheel

to finally feel something different, to heal

I'll take off the coat and I'll learn how to breathe

I will be the someone who isn't gonna leave

Los días, teñidos de tu presencia en mi mente y calados por la falta de tu cercanía, se mezclan entre sí formando un solo y eterno tiempo de espera.

Esperando a que vuelvas, esperando a que te acerques, a que todo se sienta como en un principio. ¿Puedes por favor mirarme de frente y decirme todo lo que sientes?