Cwrsed_xx

"I dislike trans men that don't try passing and don't want to transition through hormone treatment because they're taking it away from me!!!!"

How is someone that does not want hormone treatment or gender affirming surgeries taking them away from you? Just think about it for two seconds.

And I can make this simpler.

Imagine you're in the market, you're walking around, minding your business, right? You pass through the instant ramen aisle, and you don't really want instant ramen, you've thought about it, but it's not really what you wanna eat, so you just don't buy those Instant noodles.

You keep walking and then you feel an annoyed pat on your shoulder, another customer, and he yells : "why did you take the instant ramen away from me!?"

You're confused, you did not take the instant ramen.

But the customer keeps going. "Do you know how hard it is to me to get instant ramen!? And you have them so easily!"

You didn't even want instant ramen, you don't even know if you can afford the instant ramen right now.

If you didn't get it, hrt is the instant ramen.

The reason why you can't access hormone treatment and gender affirming surgeries is not because a trans man decides to embrace himself as he is, not caring if he fits in the masculine stereotype, you can't access them because the are politicians that hate us as a whole, and are taking away our rights.

Not the non passing trans guy, the fucking government, put your hate and anger towards the government and the transphobes, not towards the people in your same side.

Anyway my user is Cwrsed_xx

I wished us, as Hispanics (and Brasil, we love Brasil) were more united.

It pains me that it took a match against another American country to the hate towards México explode.

I also don't know how to call their ship

Ivan hate, the world is healing ❤️❤️❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

Tw : Addiction , he's a bit of an asshole.

• Ivan is usually the carrier of bad news , even if the case isn't his , he usually volunteers to say the worse updates . He can keep composed in almost every situation , and he knows how much it affects his co-workers delivering the news to a patient's family , so he does it instead because he knows it won't affect as much or at all .

• He tries to be on his best behavior with patients and his co-workers , it's more practical and saves him from drama he doesn't have the energy to deal with . Patients say he is a quite good doctor , kind , a bit charming , he makes them feel like they aren't a burden .

• Ivan has learned how to have good bedside manners from movies and co-workers , he would have a way worse satisfaction rate if he acted like the nurses at his school did .

• Most of Ivan's good behavior is learned from movies , series or just by watching and over analysing people . His latest observation subject is Javadi because he is genuinely surprised how someone so young can be such a good doctor .

• He also has learned a lot from Cassie and has genuinely put him questioning his own opinions over addiction and relapsing .

• He enjoys dealing with unconscious patients , it's exhausting for him putting the act of nice doctor .

• He is not the best teacher , he has taught Kwon and Ogilvie how to be more insensitive at the worst stuff that happens in the ER . It has helped Kwon to not slip up because feelings interfere, but has caused Ogilvie to be even more obnoxious because he now has someone that validates his behavior .

• He has become used to a state of emotional numbness in the hospital , it has become worse as it has reached his life out of the hospital .

• He does know what is wrong with him , but won't try to help himself , won't try to get help , at least not until it starts affecting his work life .

My oc isn't meant to be a likeable / good person , " He's a dick! " Thanks , that was my point , hating on him is fine ( probably gonna giggle at it ) but please keep it respectful with me , questions are always received happily.

Perlah : Ivan respects all nurses equally , he thinks they go through too much bullshit . Perlah likes him , sometimes spills the tea w him because he genuinely doesn't tell anything to anyone . Trustable man .

Cassie M'kay : He admires her quite a lot , since working with her has had just good stuff to say , he lowk wants to have her empathy . She thinks he's a respectable doctor and someone diligent .

Princess : Pretty much the same as Perlah , but Princess has started to notice how close Ivan is with the med student.. Uhmm.

Victoria : Dgaf about her , lol , he respects her diligence and how she genuinely seems to care about her patients . She thinks he's a bit creepy because of how he stares at people .

Santos : Dgaf about her , he has realized her problems , he won't do anything about them , is not his problem . She HATES his guts because he talked well about Langdon to Al-hashimi .

Mohan : Pretty similar to Victoria and M'kay , felt somewhat bad for her because of how Robby treated her and her panic attack .

Dana : Lowk loves her because she was kind to him when he was about to lose it , since then he respects her even more . Dana thinks he's a good kid and a good doctor , but that he really needs a break .

Robby : Used to think well of him , but the way he treated Mohan reminded him of his instructors , he despises it . Robby thinks well of him but Ivan couldn't care less .

Mel : Doesn't care much about her , but Langdon has talked well of her . Mel has noticed some stuff about Ivan and how he behaves , sometimes thinks there's a bit more going on .

Shark : They know each other from outside the hospital , they're something like friends .

Langdon : Wouldn't have given a fuck about him , but discovered he had an addiction and the way he was treated because of it (Is unknown if he's aware of what happened between Santos and Langdon).

Shen : Shen respected his diagnosis a lot , and that made Ivan respect him , he also likes that he doesn't try too hard .

Know : That's his favorite med student !! They're friends and joke together during the shift . Share snacks .

Al-hashimi : The only day shift attending he willingly answers too , he admires her work ethics even though he feels the AI is stupid . Al-hashimi thinks he's a good doctor and that he is quite respectful .

Emma : Once more , he respects nurses in general , he doesn't know her so he doesn't care .

Abbot : THAT'S HIS DAD !! Lol . Abbot sees a bit of himself in Ivan , they met at the night shift and since always respected Ivan as a doctor .

Garcia : He wants his sub speciality to be emergency surgery and surgery in general , so he respects her . Garcia doesn't know much about him .

Mateo : That's his buddy , they were good friends when he was on a night shift .

Withaker : Doesn't give a fuck about him .

Ogilvie : His lover????? Uh, something like that.

Ellis : likes her a lot as a friend , they had quite a good time when they shared shift and both + Shen had probably caused 80% of abbot's grey hairs .