★ RONNIE ★

i was a bit busy with exams so im sorry for being late!!!

I want to wish a happy month to everyone, including:

- bi, pan, omni, poly and other people in mspec!

- people in aro/ace spec!

- queer kids and teens!

- binary transgenders, people in non-binary spec, people who identify as either feminine or masculine, but are not binary women or men!

- people who are both women and men, something in between, identify as many or all genders at once or whose gender changes!

- xenogenders!

- people who are not ready to come out for their friends, family or coworkers!

- queer POC!

- skinny, chubby and fat transgenders!

- victims of abuse and bullying from queerphobic society!

- people who cannot express themselves because of the imposed religion!

- people in countries where hormone therapy, gender-affirming surgeries, same-sex marriage, and public displays of queer identity are prohibited!

- people who prefer not to use any labels!

- intersex people!

- people whose neurodivergence has influenced their view of their gender!

- feminine transmen/masc and non-binary people and masculine transwomen/fem and non-binary people!

- he/him queer women, she/her queer men and they/them binary queers!

- trans people who don't want any surgeries!

and all others who are NO LESS valid and worthy of a happy life!!!

HE STINKS SO FUCKING BAD.

added sundial innego and disgrace

too many chiefs – retard-o-bot

stud punch – retard-o-bot

discover the worm - uncle outrage

культ тела – буерак

also theres a reason why i associate the third one with them

the entire plot revolves around john and his diary (thats why the au is called "diary of a sinner")

throughout his childhood, john was supposed to write down all the sins he committed and strive to atone for them, but the idea was given to him by a teacher at the religious school where john studied, and to his detriment, john only sought to make things worse

eventually, years after graduating from school and entering harsh adulthood, john realizes that he truly wants to improve, and continues to keep a diary, hoping to learn from his and others' mistakes. at the same time, john gets rid of the people in his life who were dragging him down, learns to understand his own boundaries, the difference between good and bad, because life in a society full of hatred and condemnation has greatly influenced his worldview

heed and carnation are dating

ire and sorrow are married

dozer and litany are dating

slight and slugfish are having an office romance or something

john is genderqueer genderfluid (he/any)

litany is nonbinary (they/she)

mime is genderfluid mtf bigender (he/she)

elkman is mtf bigender (she/he)

seesay is nonbinary (they/any)

sundial is a transwoman (she/they)

ronnie is just my self-insert and only exists in the au branch focused on his relationship with john

the story touches on many topics such as racism, queerphobia, fatphobia, sexism, and abusive relationships. more specifically, i would mention sexual violence (including CSA), the impact of patriarchy on men, traumagenic disorders including eating disorders, selfharm, suicide and complex relationships