Cut for Joy

I know I haven't posted in forever but for the people who followed my journey, I'm Doug a lot better. I've been clean for 4 months after a recent relapse. I'm going to university and starting to get my life of track. I want to say how grateful I am to have had all of you! Thank you for everything but I think this will be my last official post of tumblr! It's been a rocky 4 years and I'm happy to have had a lot of you. I've met some amazing people on here and have kept in touch with a few ! So again thank you!

A not so happy end to the beginning

The drowning flower

My darkest sympathies

Impress yourself

The thing is. It took me going half way across the world to find out who I was. Now the scars won't fade but they'll eventually mean less.

Great advice 😘😙

Buddhas and postcards. Jasmine and dandelion tea. Forbidden cities and secret temples. I found myself discovering China ✈️🇨🇳 #china2k15 #trip

You told me you hated this picture because you've seen better. And that's the exact reason I posted it

Thank you 💕 you're amazing !

The Adam Chronicles

A scared teenager

Memories are the hardest things to conquer, and they are the reason you probably feel like this but trust me when I say that your life is worth living. Because ever life is important and your body is a temple that's beautiful and amazing and even though you can't see it now, somebody does and things always get bad before they get better, I love you and message me anytime!💕

Because you feel like it’s something you can rely on. It’s the only pain in your life that you can control. But what you have to understand and what I’ve learned to understand is that cutting indirectly affects everyone around you and your hurting others to. I understand why you feel like this I do but what you have to do Is decide if it’s worth it and it’s not and then make a plan to stop. I love you beautiful. Stay strong !💕 and never break a promise

Ed Sheeran is on my breasts 😏