S A D I S T I C

the house

you are haunted by the house. your childhood home was like a warm hug. worn wooden floorboards. fading floral wallpaper. a comfy couch you used to curl up on when you were small. but at night it frightened you. the floor plan became sprawling and unnavigable, the frame expanding and collapsing with laboured breath. something bad happened here, and the house cannot forget it. it is suffering, and nothing you can say or do will placate it. it simply wants to have you, if you'll let it. and if you won't, it will take what it can regardless. perhaps you should stay with a friend for a while.

                                            Happy Hour!

tagged by:  stole it

Multi, single, or fewship?:

I’d like to say multiship, but we’re going with ‘fewship’.

What are you willing to RP when it comes to shipping?:

I’m down for pretty much anything, honestly.

How large does the age gap have to be to make it uncomfortable?:

Never written an age gap of more than 1-3 years, but I’ll say...8?  10?  Somewhere in there.

Are you selective when shipping?:

Yes.  I prefer to feel things out between muses before even considering the thought of shipping.  If there’s no chemistry, there’s no ship.  That’s just how it works with me.

How far do steamy moments have to go before they’re considered NSFW?:

If hands start wandering into places considered ‘inappropriate’ by most normal standards, I’ll tag it NSFW.  If clothes are coming off and/or Tab A is entering Slot B, it’s going under a Read More.

Does one have to ask to ship with you?:

Yes and no.  It’s nice to just see where things go with muses, but I’ve had some bad experiences in the past, especially with Hidan here, so I now I’d rather someone approach and ask if I’d be willing to ship.  Again, it will depend on chemistry entirely, but still.  

How often do you like to ship?:

Kind of in the middle between "often” and “rarely”.

What is your favorite ship in your current fandom?:

KakuHida, if we’re sticking solely to the fandom.  Otherwise, I have a poly-ship going on with @cyansovereign​’s Grimmjow and @cavaeaquilae​’s Abirama, set in a modern verse, but that’s basically contained to Discord since those two don’t pop on Tumblr much anymore.  STILL, I’m counting it.

Tagged by: @bloomingtalent​ (thank you!)

In longing, you feel fear. You're uncertain and wary of what your feelings may betray you to. You don't enjoy the feeling of not being in control of your own self, you ask, "why can't I just stop?" There's a cold feeling in your chest, your hands become clammy, you know you behold this desire too strongly, but the feeling goes nowhere. Rationally you think, "this desire is foolish and I don't need it," but that doesn't work for long. Secretly you yearn for that you seek, trying to hide it even from your own self, fearing that if you even let yourself know what you crave, nothing will be the same. Sometimes it's lonely. Sometimes you wish you could tell someone.... anything. You reference it vaguely in conversations, a joke that only makes sense to you, but is actually the longing veiled in fear. Your desire is forbidden, unattainable, by your own standards or someone else's, but it lurks in the back of your mind, persistent, deafening in the way that silence often is. Fear not my love, take a deep breath. You will find your peace.

TOUGH SHELL

bruised knuckles. bloody noses. eye-rolling. empty bottles. messy hair. sarcasm. lip biting. unwashed jeans. coffee breath. loud music. broken neon signs. chipped nail polish. leather jackets. always wearing headphones. swearing. sneaking out at 3 am. dark lipstick. frown creases. burning cigarettes. plaid shirts. under eye circles. dark colors.

SOFT INSIDE

honey tea. flower crowns. giggling. blowing kisses. dancing without worries. white lace. soft textures. fluffy throw pillows. using too many heart emojis. empathy. constant daydreaming. handwritten letters. fairy lights. bullet journals. designated driver. warm hugs. garden picnics. quiet. smile lines. optimism. flowy clothes. pastel colors.