Brain Rot

— the beast you’ve made of me

explicit ; 3.4k

omegaverse au

afab terms used

I can’t separate jon’s murder at the hands of the nights watch and their hatred of his empathy for the free folk in general from homophobia

because Thorne says things like “do you want to choose a man who’s been fighting the wildings all his life, or a man who makes love to them?” And yes, he is obviously talking about ygritte but the present tense and the way they bristle at jon’s closeness to tormund makes it way too easy to think that the nights watch is disturbed by them for more than one reason. Thinking about Jon being lured down into the courtyard and attacked for his “love of the wildlings” just ruins my brain chemistry

ALSO. There is a deleted scene between thorne and tormund that just makes this 10000X more impactful because tormund is essentially flaunting to thorne that jon will not let anything happen to him

LIKE IS THIS NOT JUST RIDICULOUS

AND in season 6 when jon reads ramsay’s letter which says “I will not trouble you or your wildling lovers” WHILE TORMUND IS SITTING RIGHT THERE??? LOVERS PLURAL???

that scene on its own is insane because the more uncomfortable jon gets and the angrier tormund does he starts to shift closer and is eventually in jon’s personal space responding strongly to the way jon is shifting in his seat and breathing heavily, and he is STARING DAGGERS into jon

as for the wildlings, their anger towards jon is expressed very often through homophobic ridiculing of his perceived femininity, calling him “pretty” as an admonishment (the person who calls Jon pretty before this is CRASTER) and this extends to tormund in the BIBLICAL scene where the lord of bones starts to mock tormund by asking if him and “the pretty crow” have sex implying that tormund is making himself sexually vulnerable for a crow.

tormund obviously reacts SO STRONGLY that he beats him to death right there, which can easily be played or laughs or like as a man he was just ultra offended by the idea someone would think that of him, but if there’s any vibe weve had from tormund so far I would not say they’d have us believe he would genuinely be that horrified by someone thinking that of him. to my deluded mind, his rage feels very much like someone who feels called out, like he IS attracted to Jon and hearing someone mock him for it is just too much.

When tormund later calls jon pretty, which has before only been said to him with venom, he says it with reverence and follows it up with praise of his ability.

anyway teehee

So....since I'm again traveling around Eorzea(FFXIV) how can I not make MadaSaku out of it ;DDD

Sakura is the best healer of Free Company-KONOHA with the newest generation. (Though she prefer playing DPS) Now obsessed with collecting mounts.

Madara is one of the founding members of Free Company-KONOHA. After he mastered all the jobs he still login everyday to go fishing, or sometimes take care of the younger members.

Sakura wants the ceremory mount that can only obtain by getting married in game,so she ask Madara to help her;)