my yearning #myyearning

just got my first fake security bot message on here. you can’t stop me

thank you universe for giving me the bestest most awesome coincidence in the entire world. my blorbo writing shall flourish now

my favorite game to play: how many real-life incidents can i mention in this vent fic under the impression that it's merely made-up things for the characters before they start to get suspicious?

being very autistic around people who aren't autistic is it's own special kind of hell. yeah haha it's funny i'm autistic but like also I Am Autistic and i need some sort of accommodations for this or else i'm going to die...?

“yeah haha im writing about this character at his absolute lowest screaming and sobbing and begging to be loved because its a part of his character that we never really explore and i wanted to shed some light on it!” nooo its a vent post baby

you can tell i’m insane cause we talked a little bit more than we have been recently and i instantly got completely better

i think i’m realizing i can only really tolerate one-on-one interactions right now, which kind of sucks cause it’s like. i like hanging out with more than one buddy at once?

i’m not normal at allllll i’ve never been normal never trust me when i say im normal

i’m normal again btw dw

how much do i have to give until you decide you might as well keep me around?

i actually do not understand how people can be normal about relationships and not like, be on the brink of suicide if something changes even the tiniest bit?

:/

whatever created anxiety should kill itself a trillion times over and suffer eternal punishment for its actions