that ugly cupcake

August was slow AF but I still ticked on down. My Jan1st goal is to hit the new year solidly in the 230s. As we all know navigating food holidays is hard when you’re working on weightloss. So I’m not giving myself an impossible number I won’t be able to hit.

Before my journey and 1 week postpartum. I was 247lbs pre pregnancy and 277lbs when I checked into the hospital to have my newest potato 🍼🥔🍼 I’ve dumped the initial 20lbs like it weren’t no thing and am positive the last 10 will be gone before my 6week postpartum appointment. Or....at least that’s what I hope. I find myself STARVING a lot of the time. As I’m breastfeeding I’m trying to listen to those cues that I do in fact need more food so I can make food. Its a weird thing and I frequently have to remind myself how far ahead of the game I am from where I originally started

STOP BEING SO GOD DAMN HIGH IN CALORIES NUTS! Jesus.

Lord save me from the calories.