flowerchild

I just achieved SI nirvana. i know the answer to my question that i ask google "painless suicide method". The answer is FENTANYL. like holy shit dude im so smart i already buy weed off mr social media so like ... i just gotta figure out who to ask. it's the best way to kms too because ODing on it doesn't have those nasty side effects like fucking nausea dizziness and vomiting. i don't want my last moments to be DISORIENTING AND SCARY AND PAINFUL. i can do it in a secluded place so when i finally get found i'll be gone by then. nevertheless, i believe it's horrible how lethal doses of that shit is cut into drugs without the users knowledge. fuck that. also fuck people who sell drugs to kids. i think it's fucked up even though i'm financially supporting it. WHATEVER MAN THIS IS MY FIRST TIME NOT BEING HIGH IN A MONTH .... THE SCARY THOUGHTS ARE BACK ... i miss my weed :[