Nimbus

I’ve typed and retyped it so many times over the past few months, I’ll try to do my best! I’m sorry if this is long.

i was in a now deleted among us server with the dream team. I did like, one or two among us lobbies with them.

When everything was going on with Caiti, I was really disgusted with them. For years being in the creator space, I’ve heard multiple times from people who worked with them how much they sucked, but I never said anything until this because I didn’t think it was my place.

I’m a sexual assault survivor. I was a few years younger than Caiti when I was SA. I wanted to help her and I was so angry at them for how she had been treated, I made some very angry tweets, which looking back, I don’t know if they were helpful. I took them down when I started being harassed and I felt like it was taking away from her story.

A person reached out to me and shared a conversation they had with GNF. In it, he was dismissive and sexist towards her. She asked me to share it on her behalf in hopes of adding credibility to the sexist nature of GNF. I was asked to not share details because the person was very afraid of being found out and harassed, which is valid.

I heavily cropped our discord messages just to further protect her identity. I understand people, including Dream wanted more info, wanted to know why I hated them, etc. and that’s valid. I do understand how frustrating it was.

As I’m sure y’all remember, there was also a separate horrible situation going on with a former friend of mine who had hurt a lot of people that I love. I frequently would vent my frustrations on a now deleted alt account, and did not directly name the people I was frustrated with. I think people assumed I was talking about dream and george when I was not because I was not friends with them.

Dream messaged me asking for more clarification and details about the person who had the sexist experience with George and I provided him with what I had given the public. He repeatedly pressured me to give up more info and I don’t do well under pressure, but I tried.

When asked why I didn’t like them when I had been nice to him before and had even sent him nice DMs prior, I reminded him of the few times we’ve talked in which they didn’t make the best first impression, but it had never really bothered me. That’s why I say it was never about among us. It was about how I’ve heard so many first person accounts of them being dicks to people, especially female content creators. I was civil with them and even extended friendship to them years ago when we had mutual friends, but once I had been around for a bit, I was just really, really disgusted with what I saw and heard.

I know it’s hearsay and I don’t have evidence to back it up. It’s vcs I’ve been in and private conversations. I don’t collect evidence on people, that’s weird. But I know this makes me less credible and I’m sorry for that.

After I told dream I wouldn’t be giving him more details and I was sorry about that, but our conversation was becoming convoluted, he posted our DMs on one of his twitter accounts and sent the post to me. I felt intimidated into silence and had to private my account and took down any posts I had made about the situation. I begged him to take down his post because I was scared because of being doxxed and putting my family at risk.

I’m sorry for so much text. In short, I never hated them for being slightly rude and annoying in an among us lobby. It was years of watching and hearing from people who worked with them about how they behaved.

At this point, I do have more I wish to say, but honestly, I dont want anything to do with this. I want to support people who have been hurt and share info.

I hope you have a good day, I hope this clarifies a few things.

Edit: https://www.tumblr.com/time-is-restored/746100692317503488/im-seeing-so-many-people-say-that-sophietexas-said honestly this post explains things really well

tubbo: u said/did this

dream: no

tubbo: yes u did heres the proof