Hi. Hello. This show has ruined me. Altered my brain chemistry yet again. I am normal. I am fine. I don't know anymore. I may or may not have already ordered the next 2 light novels since there's no season 2. I am well-adjusted. I am so normal about shin and Lena. I have ruined my productivity for the next week. This is fine. Yay. The way Shin looks at Lena needs to be preserved in a museum. Fun. Happy. I am opening all my social media as we speak. I am reacting to this show in a way that is reasonable. I may have screamed at my screen and banged my fist against the bed 479354 times. I may have let out noises no human should be allowed to hear. Oops. Well anyways I am opening a fanfiction draft as we speak. Normal normal person behaviour I say.
Also more coherent follow-up: I love the direction the author took with Shin's character. I expected him to be one of those emo/edgy/cold/brutal mmcs (and there's nothing wrong with that), you know with being called the Reaper and everything, but turns out he's just a silly lil guy. He doesn't seek revenge to the hells of this earth, he just wants to save his brother and keep his friends alive and carry on the memory of everyone he has lost.
Shin doesn't try to repress his own emotions, he smiles and laughs and cries the way any human would. He's just stoic, so his expression is relatively unchanging, but even then he's not hiding anything. Everybody thinks of this guy as kinda scary and demonic, but he's just trying to save the people he cares about :(
Shin is so full of love, it genuinely surprised me watching the anime but I love it. Bro's yearning for someone he met face to face for the 1st time and I need even More of it. He's so cute and he deserves nothing but happiness in his future so I cannot WAIT for the lightnovels to finally come to my house
