Straight From The Fridge

20, no longer a “teenager”, but not necessarily and adult per se. Idk man, mostly I’m like hell yeah I’m waaay up, I feel blessed. Work grind, friend grind, living life grind... But dude, if y’all think it’s gr8 & happy, it’s not. Lotsa effort to be counting blessings all the time and taking care of myself and other responsibilities. It’s hard to not overthink things and trap myself into this weird mood where I’m not happy but I’m not sad either? Like is that a thing? I’m trying to figure stuff out still and it’s hard. Feelings? Life? HOW DO? I’m in a weird spot. At least I know it’s okay to not smile all the time; like man, I ain’t got no one to please but myself. SO just need to remind myself to give everything my best because life is things happening and how you react to it aka let’s pick up that attidude, dude. ~Note to self.