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Went to my bf house, so far from the city that I felt home.

It was such a calm and soft environment, I loved it.

I saw the hole sky, without buildings and stuff :D

How have been all doing?

My mind is fucked, but at least I’m positive.

All the things that had happened until today made me who I am now, that’s nuts.

I haven’t meditate, and now is hard to get into it again, is not easy but I repeat, all that happens for something.

Now I got a Job, is not a big deal, but at least I’m useful, I bought things for my music and I’m kinda happy :)

Idk, a lot of weird things happened this 2020.

Like: I have a ticktok now, shit, is not because I want to, but is very famous lately and I said “fuck it” and made it, now is over there, I remember that the only thing I watched about Tiktok was cringe videos(most of all) its new so is not full of content,but idk if you have one my nickname is bluvaloop :) (also my ig) ;)

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Men, where do you go when your head can’t shut up.

No literally.

I just have a full house again in my head, I need a spring cleaning ;) .

I have a lot of thoughts, and Can’t help it.

Need to relax, but with my country almost fucked up and my school shit, my ex in my head thinking if he’ll be back tho is another person now, and a new relationship that is making me happy and forgetting him, so many questions, I just have to let it flow I guess, so many thoughts I could never count ‘em.

Anyway this is a way to say the things I never say, cause I still in fucking quarantine, YES is so frustrating, 120 more or less days, who cares, is horrible living in a small house.

Try to keep my old and horrible past away, and smile at life, is better than be sad all the time, is not good business, hahah, anyway, at least I have good weed, and my pets, and I start having good thoughts, I like writing stuff here. ✨

Besides, there’s people having a really bad time, not like, someone is less important than other, but at least I have a roof, and a bed where to lay at a cold night.

like people from Líbano, have to leave their homes and I’m sad cause my head is tired.

Is not something less important as I say, but I feel bad feeling bad in this world.

Hope you are better than me now, shit happens, but sometimes is a hole fkng swamp.

Such a great artist

RIP ✨

Love the art of this human being.

I just imagine myself flying inside my memories and mind at sunset.

Is like I don’t wanna hold my phone anymore.

Watch Instagram or other social media.

I’m like, tired and I rather stay off..

I only like my phone if it is to listen to music.

And write here.

Hi babe!

Now I’m happy

Now I know that everything

Has it’s bright side

It was hard

And I had to hate it all

But now I know

There’s a nice side.