on the one hand "trap" and "femboy" were concepts that teenage me used to explore the idea that maybe i was extremely uncomfortable with growing into masculinity. but on the other hand they dug their claws into my psyche so deep it took me years to come to the conclusion that "y'know maybe i *do* wanna be a girl. maybe i *do* wanna try estrogen."
"trap" is fucking right. they just had it backwards! the only one who ACTUALLY got tricked into being a gay man here was me!!!!!!!!






















