Soooo…it’s been a while, life’s been a bit crazy but now that I finally have some peace again…I’ve been having some thoughts…
Forgive me if this gets personal but, if you know me…you know…😅
I’m sitting here on the bed in my private room, wearing suntan pantyhose along with a freshly built pregnant belly and maternity top…and, this feels right. Not like the normal ‘mmmmm’ kind of way but the sort of ‘my body should’ve been made to do this…’. It’s like being pregnant is as natural for my body as breathing…yet I got the cruel joke of being born with the …”wrong plumbing” 🙄
For now, I’m considering this Phase One of ‘coming out’…doing so in public is still rather daunting to me right now, especially after 40 years of being…well…
I just found myself lost for words on where to go with that, how do you truly ever say goodbye to who you were for so long?
At least I know Tumblr should be a decent place to begin and so…say hello to Crystal Allers!
While I will still post the same hot reblogs as before, expect also likely MtF-related posts and perhaps even pics of me ‘dressed up’…once I get to that level of confidence anyway! 😅
So, that’s really it for now…at least I know who I am now…❤️🔥💋❤️
