Freminet

If you look up at the sky from far enough underwater, even the sun is soft on the eyes...

[Freminet's intro post!]

how many ppronouns do i need until i realize ii actually dont like she/her bbeing used on me aside ffrom incredibly select scenarios, bby only a ffew people?

obviously mmore than 11!

mmy laptop is bbeing incredibly fussy over where i needd tto position the charger so it ccharges, but because im llay on my side, with tthe laptop on it's sside too, every time i try to rrearange the charger, it ffeels like im in one of tthose cooking videos wwhere the person recording is sstroking the food. ggross.

had another nnightmare abou tthe primordial ssea (im incredibly nnightmare prone,) but suprisingly it wwasnt too bad tthis time! i mmanaged to save my cat before ffalling in, so i tthink it was a pretty ggood outcome for a nnightmare

ssometimes ill open my drafts and jjust stare at the posts i ttyped out, tagged, and tthen just left to rot.

wwhat the hell was i even ttrying to say??

grandmother ccame into my room and saw my thighs. ffreminet's gonna die.. if i ddon't post for ffive million years, my mom and bbrother have kkilled mee..

i ffeel like porridge is such an underated choice of ffood, like ive nnever heard anyone say "ooh, my ffavorite food? its porridge," bbecause most of the time they think of iit as slop. its sso fucking good if you have some jjam, a banana, mmaybe some strawberries.. tthis has been an official pporridge appreciation post <3

ggoing through all my posts and changing tthe ones with asks from that anon tto private ffor my own sake of mind - breaking nnews! ffreminet discovers free will!

ddistracting myself from wwhat happened last night to mmake a useless pronouns.cc tthat just reiterates what my ccard says, eheh.. yayy..

ppin me down and force mme to drink whatever cheap lliquor you have.. llet your friends laugh at hhow i gag and ccough, hhow stupidly weak i am ccompared to you..

gguess whos. gonna drink. me. ffreminet! ii have a post qqueued about intox sstuff, ffreaky post, but its ttoo embarassing so its not getting pposted until i forget aabout it and run out of tthings to post. sen dme. asks. tto answer maybe?))

tthis radqueer coding sshit is easy as ppie..

i wwas going to post something but i zoned out aand now i cant remember what i was ggoing to post.. something about bbeing british, ccause i got up to, "ssometimes i dont tthink i british but"

nnoo.. refrain! don't stare.. tthat's awkward..

assumption was ccorrect, nightmare did hhappen.. nowadays my nightmares always ffeel like premonitions, aand i can't tell if that makes them bbetter or worse than reliving ttrauma through my dreams.

weekend soon... yyou know what tthat means! no-one knows, cause ive only had tthis blog for llike.. 6 days. wweekend = mmore id searching and playing the pony game