Enemies to reluctant allies. A black cat in a labâs cage. Shadow powers, sharpened teeth, and a slow-burn thatâll claw your heart out.
Summary: You were raised in a cage and built to kill. Now you're freeâand forced onto a team with the one man who sees right through you. Bucky Barnes. You hate him. He hates you. So why canât either of you look away?
> Inspired by âNight Crawlingâ by Miley Cyrus.
âSometimes my thoughts are violent / Sometimes they bring me to the light...â
New assistant. Hot congressman. Soft voice, big hands, and way too polite to be legal. Sheâs trying to stay professional. Heâs already in love.
Summary: She thought it was just a job. But Congressman Bucky Barnes is polite in public and dangerous in privateâjealous, gentle, soft-spoken, and utterly wrecked for her.
Now sheâs spiraling over how good he looks in suits, and heâs walking her home just to spend five more minutes by her side.
This isnât just a slow burnâitâs emotional warfare wrapped in a tie.
A cursed sword on your back. Soul powers, lingering ghosts, and a slow-burn that bleeds quiet and deep. You're not here to be saved. But he looks at you like he's already too late.
Summary: You were never meant to survive. But the Soul Stone gave you a second chanceâalong with power, purpose, and pain.
Now, as corrupted souls rise, you find yourself drawn to the Thunderbolts⌠and to him. James Barnes. Quiet. Watchful. Just as haunted as you are.
And youâve never known how to walk away from someone else's pain.
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Day Three đ: "One Word, And Iâll Burn It Down" â Bucky Barnes x F! Reader
Summary: On your anniversary, youâre stood up and dumped over text. The wine turns to whiskey, the silence to rainâand you're left reeling, drenched in heartbreak. But Bucky Barnes shows up. Not to fix you. Just to hold you. In the quiet aftermath of the storm, he offers comfort without conditionâand maybe, without meaning to, shows you what love is supposed to feel like.
Word Count: 4.6k
Warnings: heartbreak, emotional vulnerability, breakup via text, alcohol consumption, crying, implied past neglect, mentions of revenge
General Content: emotional hurt/comfort, post-breakup meltdown, friends-to-lovers undertones, Bucky being a soft protective force, slow-burning tension, unspoken love, tender care, restraint, healing
Rating: M (for language, alcohol use, intense emotional themes, and suggestive tension)
day two ⢠masterlist ⢠day four
You shift in your seat again, trying to find comfortâbut thereâs nothing physical about your discomfort. Itâs the kind that settles under your ribs and sinks heavy in your gut. A small tug, barely there, but growing.
You glance down at your phone for what feels like the hundredth time. 21:30. No messages. No missed calls. Just the soft glow of your lock screen and the growing pressure behind your eyes.
You bite your lip, hard, just to keep the emotion in your chest from breaking loose.
âUm, maâam?â a voice interrupts gently.
You look up. The waiter is standing beside you with an awkward half-smile. âAre you⌠going to order something? Or are you still waiting?â
You nod, swallowing down the ache in your throat. âJust the wine, please.â
He nods and walks away, polite and quiet, unaware that heâs just cracked your heart a little more.
Youâre alone again. Couples fill the tables around youâlaughing, leaning into one another, soft fingers brushing against cheeks and wine glasses clinking. Thereâs warmth at every table but yours.
You pull your coat tighter around your body.
The wine arrives. You murmur your thanks, fingertips cold as they wrap around the glass. The moment the waiter steps away, your phone vibrates against the table.
You flinch. Fingers trembling, you turn it over and light up the screen.
One new message:
Iâm sorry, love. I canât do this anymore. Wish you the best.
Love.
He had the audacity to call you love while dumping you over text. On your anniversary. Without even showing up to the dinner youâd been planning for weeks.
You saw it coming. You werenât stupid. Heâd been distant for months. Busy. Cold. Youâd blamed it on the long hours, on your own schedule at the new Avengers Tower. You told yourself this job was demanding for both of youâthat the silence meant nothing.
But deep down, you knew.
You were always the one who called first. Always the one who rearranged meetings and made time. And he?
He couldnât even bother to send a message until now. You raise the wine glass and down it in one long swallow. It isnât enough.
You wave the waiter over again. âWhiskey,â you say. âDouble.â
An hour passes.
Youâre tipsy. Not quite drunk, but soft around the edges. Floaty and full of hurt. You pay the bill with shaking hands and make your way to the door, heels clicking softly on the marble floor.
You stop. Itâs raining.
Not a drizzleâa heavy, unrelenting storm. The kind that soaks your clothes in seconds. That makes the streets shine and the air taste like metal.
You step outside anyway.
Let it hit you. Let it soak through your coat and your dress, your hair sticking to your cheeks as the tears finally fallâhot and fast, like the skyâs grief is echoing your own.
You donât wipe them away. You just stand there. Alone in the rain.
You walk. Heels in your hand, bare feet slapping quietly against the wet pavement.
The rain keeps falling, soaking through your dress, clinging to your skin like grief. Streetlights blur against the mist, golden halos bleeding into the night. Your fingers are cold. Your shoulders shake.
But itâs not the rain that chills you.
Itâs the silence.
The ache in your chest that keeps expanding, folding in on itself, then blooming outward like bruised petals that never stop growing.
You donât cry again. You just think.
You think about how stupid you mustâve looked, waiting at that table with your hair done and your heart open. You think about all the times you ignored the sinking feeling in your gut. How you told yourself you werenât asking for too muchâjust for someone to show up.
And they didnât. Again. Maybe you're not made for this.
Maybe loveâthe kind that stays, the kind that triesâisnât written into your story.
Maybe it never was.
Maybe it was foolish to think you could have something that lasted, something that mattered, something that made you feel like you werenât always the one doing the holding, the chasing, the forgiving.
You reach your building like a sleepwalker. Take the elevator up in silence. The hum of fluorescent lights. The ping at your floor. The quiet sigh you let out as you step into the empty hallway.
Your apartment greets you with its usual stillness. You drop your heels by the door, let your bag fall beside them.
No lights. No music. Just the rain tapping softly against the windows like an echo of everything you canât say.
You move to the kitchen.
Stand there for a while, still wet, still cold, letting the silence wrap around you like a second skin. You stare out the window. Watch a streetlamp flicker.
Maybe this is just how it is now. Quiet. Empty. Yours alone.
And thenâA knock.
You blink. Your head turns toward the sound. Another knock. Firmer. Urgent.
You wait a beat. Then walk slowly to the door, pulse fluttering. Something coils in your stomach, half fear, half knowing.
You open it. And freeze.
âBucky?â
He's drenched.
Rain clings to him like oil paintâhis black shirt soaked through and clinging to every muscle, hair dripping onto his forehead, jaw tight. His hands hang by his sides like he doesnât know what to do with them.
But itâs his eyes that wreck you.
They travel over you slowlyâfrom your wet hair to your damp lashes to your red eyes, your trembling mouth, the sadness you didnât realize was still showing so plainly.
And in the softest, most devastated voice youâve ever heard, he says: âOh, sweetheart.â
You donât even have time to react before he moves.
He closes the space between you in a single step and wraps his arms around youâstrong and warm and sheltering. He pulls you into his chest, one arm around your waist, the other reaching back to shut the door behind him.
It clicks closed with finality. The storm locked outside. His warmth pressing into you from every angle.
You lose it.
The sound rips out of youâwet and ugly, your face buried in his shirt as you cry for everything. For the dinner. For the silence. For the years you spent pretending you didnât want more.
He doesnât say anything. Just holds you.
His hand rubs slow circles down your back. His other palm cradles the back of your head like youâre something breakable. And maybe you are.
Your tears disappear into his chest. He smells like rain and warmth and something that hurts to remember.
Then, in a low voice that vibrates through your ribs: âI came as soon as I heard him talking about it. With the others.â
Your breath hitches. You sob at that. At the thought of him finding out. At the thought of him coming.
His hand slips further around your waist. âItâs okay,â he whispers. âLet it out. Iâve got you.â
You pull your face from his chest, try to speakâbut your throat clenches, and only more tears spill out.
His hands come up gently.
âShhh,â he murmurs, brushing the hair away from your face. His thumbs wipe the tears from your cheeks with such care it breaks something else inside you.
No oneâs ever touched you like this. Like you were made of glass and gold. Youâre not sure what youâre going to say.
You just know thisâthis momentâis going to change everything.
Bucky holds you for a long time.
Until your sobs quiet into shaky breaths. Until the cold in your limbs starts to fade. Until youâre no longer sure where you end and he begins.
Then, in a voice thatâs barely more than a whisper: âBathroom?â
You nod.
He shifts you in his armsâslow, steadyâand you curl into him without thinking, your cheek pressed to the soaked cotton of his shirt. He carries you down the hallway like youâre weightless. Like youâre something precious. You point to the door, and he nudges it open with his foot.
Inside, the light is soft. You sit where he places youâgently, onto the closed toilet seatâand watch in silence as he turns the shower knobs. Steam begins to rise. The hum of warm water fills the room.
You just sit there. Empty. Hollowed out. Something small and quiet in your chest aching with every breath.
You only react when you feel his hand on yours againâgentle, coaxing. He helps you stand, steady as ever. You donât ask questions. Donât resist.
He doesnât take your clothes off. Or his. He just leads you beneath the stream. And stands there with you, fully clothed, as the water rains down on you both. The heat of it steals your breath.
Then he moves behind you, careful and slow, pouring a small pool of shampoo into his hands. You close your eyes when you feel his fingers in your hairâstrong but impossibly gentleâas he works through the strands in slow, soothing circles.
Itâs a reverent kind of touch. Almost holy. Like heâs trying to wash more than just the rain and heartbreak from your skin.
Your throat tightens. You open your eyes, glance up at him.
Heâs focused. Silent. Hair soaked, lashes wet, brow furrowed in gentle concentration. Like nothing else exists in this moment but you.
And it hits youâtruly hits you. In all those years of your relationship, not once did your ex ever make you feel like this. Not in the beginning. Not on your best days.
And Bucky? He did it in less than an hour. More tears spill down your cheeks. Quiet. Unstoppable.
He notices.
Without a word, he reaches forward and tucks the wet strands clinging to your face behind your ears. One by one. His knuckles brush your cheek, and you lean into it like itâs instinct.
His voice, when it comes, is soft. Barely audible over the water. âThe sooner you feel it, the sooner itâll start to go away.â
You swallow hard.
âWhy are you here?â you ask, voice brittle, vulnerable.
He meets your eyes.
âBecause I want to be.â A pause. âAnd because you needed it.â
Thereâs a stillness that follows. A breathless kind of quiet. The water keeps running, but all you can hear is your heartbeat.
You look at him. Really look at him.
At the lines of his faceâsharp and soft all at once. The water still lingering on his lashes. The way he stands there, steady as ever, like heâd hold the whole world up if it meant keeping you from falling.
Bucky Barnes.
Youâd always thought he was handsome. Kind. Quiet in a way that drew people in rather than pushing them away. There was something warm about him. Something silent but bright.
And somehow, you never saw him clearly until now. Maybe you were too focused on chasing a love that was never real. On fighting to keep something that didnât want to be kept. Maybe youâd missed what had been quietly waiting for you all along.
His eyes scan your face like he knows what youâre thinkingâbut doesnât want to rush you.
After a few more seconds, he nods gently. âFinish showering.â
When you step out of the showerâclean, warm, wrapped in your softest clothesâyou find him exactly where he said he'd be.
Still here. Still waiting.
Bucky sits on your couch, hair damp, wearing one of your old hoodies. Two mugs rest in his hands, steam curling above them like ghosts. He looks up the second he hears you, and something in his eyes softens.
âHere,â he says, offering you one.
You take it with quiet fingers and sit beside him. Close enough that your knees almost touch.
Neither of you speaks.
You sip the tea slowly, letting it warm your throat, your chest, your hands. You donât thank him again. He knows. You can feel it in the way he sits beside youâlike the space between you is sacred, and he doesnât dare break it.
When the mug is empty, you set it gently on the coffee table and lean your head back against the couch. Eyes closed. Breathing steady.
A quiet rustle of fabric, and you feel him shift. Closer. You open your eyes. Heâs already looking at you.
âAre you warm now?â he asks, voice low, careful.
You want to tell him everything. That yes, youâre warm. Not just from the tea or the water or the clothesâbut from him. From the way he touched you like you were fragile. From the way he didnât try to fix you, only stayed while you broke.
But all you say is: âYes. Thank you.â Your voice is quiet. Fragile.
His hand liftsâslow and hesitantâuntil his thumb brushes just beneath your eye, where a tear might have been minutes ago. His touch is featherlight, and yet it roots you in place. The world goes still.
You suck in a breath. The air between you turns heavy. Dense. Like something unsaid has finally stepped into the room. You look at his mouth.
Itâs instinct, not intentionâthe smallest lean forward, like your body already knows what your heart hasnât caught up to.
But before you reach him, his thumb presses softly to your lips.
âNo,â he says gently.
It isnât rejection. Itâs restraint. Like it costs him something not to kiss you back.
His eyes burn as they hold yours, and his voice is a rasp of aching care: âIf youâre going to kiss me⌠youâre going to do it sober.â A breath. âAnd not heartbroken.â
You blink slowly, lips still parted beneath his thumb, throat tight with something you canât name.
Before you can speak, his hand drops to your jaw, cupping your cheek again with that same aching reverence.
And then, softlyâlike a vow whispered through clenched teeth: âBut say the word, sweetheartâŚâ His jaw tightens. ââŚand Iâll take care of him.â
You feel at him. The way his fingers curl against your skin. The way he waitsânot expectant, but willing. Willing to fight for you. To do whatever you ask, no matter the cost.
You shake your head gently. âNo.â
Your hand rises to touch his. Your thumb strokes the inside of his wrist, slow and tender.
âHeâs not worth it.â
Thereâs no smile on his face. Just a quiet kind of relief. Like he can finally breathe again.
And thenâYou both exhale.
At some point, you curl into him. His arms wrap around you without a word. Your head rests on his chest, and his chin presses lightly to your crown. His hand strokes your back in a slow, steady rhythm.
The rain outside fades to a hush. Your heart doesnât feel whole yetâbut it feels held. And that night, you fall asleep in each otherâs arms.
Not as lovers. Not yet. But as something deeperâsomething that feels like the beginning of a home you never knew you needed.
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Day Two đ: "The Knockout" â Boxer!Bucky Barnes x PR manager!FReader
Summary: Youâre the only one whoâs lasted this longâeleven months, three days, and countless press disasters. Being Bucky Barnesâ PR manager isnât a job; itâs a war. And lately, youâre not sure if you're losing⌠or falling. Heâs cocky, impossible, and built like a problem you donât have time to solve. But when your breaking point collides with his confession, something changes. And maybeâjust maybeâneither of you are ready to walk away.
General Content: enemies to lovers, workplace tension, flirty insults as foreplay, emotional outbursts, hotheaded Bucky, possessive jealousy, sexual tension at a ten, almost confession, finger-jabbing intimacy, soft vulnerability hidden under bravado, resignation letter angst, "youâre not replaceable" moment, grudging emotional growth
Rating: M (for language and suggestive tension)
day one ⢠masterlist ⢠day three
Youâre the only one who lasted this long.
Heâs been through five PR managers before youâfour who quit and one who cried in the middle of a press conference. A record, really. One that Bucky Barnes wears like a badge of honor, along with his undefeated streak, his busted knuckle, his metal arm, and that damn signature smirk you swear was designed in a lab to irritate you personally.
Itâs been eleven months and three days since you took this job. Youâve lasted longer than anyone thought you wouldâincluding Bucky himself.
And yet here you are. Standing just off-camera on a makeshift set in the middle of the training facilityâs media room, watching him give the worst interview of his career.
âWell, Jamesâcan I call you James?â the interviewer asks with a chipper smile and zero awareness that sheâs already stepped on a landmine.
Bucky tilts his head. âNo.â
You suppress a groan.
âRight, thenâBuckyâletâs talk about your strategy going into Saturdayâs fight. What can fans expect?â
He stares at her. Blinks. Leans forward like he might bite. âMe. Hitting someone. Hard.â
The interviewer falters, glancing briefly at her cue cards like maybe theyâll offer her salvation. âAhâokay! Um, do you see your opponent as a threat?â
He smirks. âNot to me.â
Thereâs a long silence. The crew glances at each other. Someone coughs.
You pinch the bridge of your nose.
God help you. It gets worse from there.
He answers every question with a grunt, a smirk, or a monosyllabic growl. He doesnât smile. He doesnât charm. He doesnât try. And when the interviewerâdesperate nowâasks him how he spends his downtime, Bucky simply says:
âI donât.â Thatâs it. No elaboration. No wink, no friendly shrug. Just⌠I donât.
By the time you cut in with a tight smile and a PR-approved thank-you, the interviewer looks like sheâs just survived a hostage situation.
You donât speak as you march across the gym floor. Not when you pass his coach. Not when you yank open the door to the locker room. Not even when Bucky follows you inside, dragging his towel over his sweat-slicked neck like he didnât just sabotage the network interview you spent two weeks organizing.
Only when the door shuts do you finally let the dam break.
âWhat the hell is wrong with you?â Your voice ricochets off the lockers, louder than you intended.
Bucky pauses halfway to the bench, towel slung around his shoulders, chest rising and falling like heâs just gone ten rounds.
He raises a brow. âGood to see you too, sweetheart.â
âNo. Donât sweetheart me,â you snap, jabbing your finger at him, folder clutched in your other hand. âYou were a nightmare out there.â
He shrugs. âI was honest.â
âYou were a menace.â
He doesnât respond. Just tosses the towel aside and grabs a water bottle, uncapping it slowly, deliberately.
You cross the room, folder under your arm now, jabbing a finger into his chest. Itâs solid. Warm. And it annoys you even more.
âI work my ass off trying to keep your reputation from turning to shit. You realize that? The press hates you. Your sponsors are nervous. Your fanbase is barely holding on. And you? You just sit there like some brooding marble statue with a chip on your shoulder and a god complex the size of Madison Square Garden.â
He smirks again. âYou think I look like a statue?â
You slap the folder against his chest. Hard. He doesnât flinch.
âIâm serious, Barnes. Iâm so done. Done with you ignoring every call time, done with you being late to photoshoots, done with you flirting with every damn reporter you seeââ
âJealous?â
That stuns you. For a second. Then you laugh. Short. Sharp. Cruel. âYou wish I was.â
Something flashes behind his eyes. Just for a second. But you donât give him time to recover.
âYou think this is a game. You think because youâve got a pretty face and a title belt that you get to treat everyone like garbage. But Iâm done being your babysitter. Find someone else to clean up after you. I quit.â
There. You said it.
For a moment, itâs quiet. The kind of quiet that comes right before a fight starts.
Then Bucky sets his bottle down slowly. Turns to face you.
âWell,â he says, and the smirk falters. âThat canât happen.â
You blink. âWhat?â
âI wonât allow it.â Before you can respond, he moves. Fast.
Your back hits the wall.
His arm braces beside your head. His body inches from yours. That trademark cocky grin is gone. His eyes flicker with something darker now. Deeper.
His voice is low when he says, âAnd by the wayâscreaming at me?â He leans in, voice low and wicked. âIf you wanna scream, sweetheart⌠scream my name instead.â
For a second, your brain doesnât work. Then it sputters back to lifeâand you swing the folder at him. He takes the hit like itâs a love tap. Laughs.
âBarnesâwhat the actual fuckâthat wonât work on me.â You glare.
âIt will. With time.â The air shifts. Slows.
Youâre breathing too hard. Heâs too close. You want to shove him. You want to kiss him. You want to scream.
Instead, you askâquietly, stupidly: âWhy canât I quit?â
His eyes soften. Just a fraction. âBecause Iâd be a mess without you.â
Your stomach flips.
âYou keep my life on track. You make sure I show up, even when I donât want to. Youâre the one person who calls me out on my shit and stays anyway.â He leans in, voice soft. âWithout you, Iâm nothing.â
You look at him. At the real Bucky. No smirk. No act. Just heat and honesty and maybe even fear.
âIââ you stammer. âIâŚâ
âGo back out there,â you manage eventually, tugging your eyes from his. âGive them your best goddamn attitude.â
Not earth-shatteringly so. Buckyâs still Buckyâgrumpy, smug, and built like an ancient god sculpted to make your job unnecessarily hard. But lately? Heâs been weird. And by weird, you mean⌠good.
Heâs showing up on time.
Heâs wearing what you tell him to wear for media appearances. He hasnât missed a single scheduled commitment all week. Sure, he still glares at journalists like they personally offended him in a past life, but at least now he waits until after the interview to throw his little tantrums.
Itâs suspicious. Almost concerning. You half-think heâs dying.
Or worseâtrying to impress you.
But you push that thought aside. You donât have time for speculation, not when the next fight is one of the biggest of the year, with press all over it. You need him focused. Sharp. Not distracted by, say, the pretty girl heâs currently giving his attention to while you stand offstage, arms crossed.
You squint.
Sheâs young. Pretty. Tall. Wearing a shirt two sizes too small, showing off way too much cleavage for a post-fight event. Sheâs all over himâtouching his arm, twirling her hair, calling him things like handsome and hot in a tone thatâs nauseatingly sweet.
He loves it.
Of course he does. You watch, fuming quietly, as Bucky grins, basking in her praise like he didnât just spend twelve rounds breaking a guyâs nose. The smirk is in full effect. That slow, dangerous one he saves for women who bat their lashes and tell him heâs a god.
Youâre going to vomit.
Not that it matters. You donât care. Obviously. His flirting only bothers you when it distracts him from what really mattersâsponsorships, prep schedules, staying on track. Which is all the time.
So when Taraâyes, Taraâpulls a piece of paper from her purse and says, âI actually have a background in marketing and PR, if youâre ever hiring,â you know exactly where this is going.
She tries to hand it to him.
You intercept it mid-air.
âThank you,â you say, voice clipped. âBut he already has a PR manager.â
You donât give her your name. You donât smile. You donât hand the paper to Bucky either. You hold onto it, perfectly poised, waiting for him to back you up like a sane, rational adult.
But of course, Bucky Barnes is neither of those things.
âHey, itâs okay,â he says with a wide, shit-eating grin. âCould use the help.â
He reaches outâpast youâand grabs the resume out of your hand.
You turn your head slowly.
If looks could kill, the arena would be having a moment of silence for Bucky Barnes right now.
Tara beams. âIâll be waiting for your call.â
You donât give him the chance to answer.
You grab his arm, hard, and drag him off the floor and down the hallway, heels clacking like gunshots on the concrete.
Inside the locker room, you shut the door with a bang.
âYou look pissed,â he says like itâs the most amusing thing heâs seen all day.
âThatâs because I am pissed,â you snap, pinching the bridge of your nose and exhaling hard. âYou really think I need someâsome random chick playing pretend PR when weâre weeks out from the most important match of your career?â
He shrugs, towel slung over his shoulder, cocky and cool. âCould be a good thing. Iâm always stressing you out. Might as well get some help.â
Your head snaps up.
âIf you want to fire me, just say it.â
The words come out sharper than you intended. Thereâs more behind them than you meant to show. But youâre mad. Mad mad. The kind of mad that coils tight in your chest and makes your throat ache.
He lifts his brows. And thenâof courseâhe smirks. That smug, wolfish expression that should be illegal on a face that stupidly attractive.
He starts walking toward you, slow, like a predator who knows exactly how close he can get before you bite.
âI could never do that, sweetheart.â
You cross your arms, eyes narrowing. âDonât.â
âYouâre everything to me,â he says in that deliberately dramatic way. âThe air that I breathe.â
You scoff, looking away. âBite me.â
He grins. Then lifts the paperâthe stupid resumeâin his vibranium hand and shakes it. âThatâs why I think it could be good.â
You snap your gaze back to him.
âOh, you think some whatever chick is going to last a week doing this job?â
âI mean, she looked eager.â
âEager isnât enough, Barnes. You think she can handle you? Sheâd be running for the hills before Monday.â
He presses his tongue to the inside of his cheek, jaw tightening.
âWeâll see.â
You inhale sharply, chest tightening. âOh, weâll see, huh?â
âMaybe sheâs even better than you.â
You blink.
Itâs a joke. You know itâs a joke. Heâs doing this to rile you up. He likes seeing you madâloves it, even. But the comment still lands like a punch to the gut. You step back, fold your arms tighter around yourself.
You nod, tight-lipped. âLetâs see then.â
âRight.â
âRight,â you spit back, jaw clenched.
For a moment, neither of you move.
The air is hot. Too full. His eyes are on you, flicking between your mouth and your eyes like heâs trying to read something he hasnât figured out yet. Like maybeâjust maybeâhe didnât mean to actually hurt your feelings.
You donât let him speak. You turn on your heel and walk out. You donât slam the door. Donât yell. Donât give him the satisfaction of another fight.
You take a cab back to your apartment, close the door behind you, and press your back to it with your eyes shut tight.
You donât cry. Youâre not crying.
God, you hate him.
You hate the way he gets under your skin. You hate the way he plays games. You hate the fact that somehow, after almost a year, you still donât know when the flirtation ends and the real Bucky begins.
But most of allâyou hate how much it hurts to think you might actually be replaceable to him.
He won't admit itâbecause heâs Bucky Barnes, undefeated in the ring and emotionally stunted outside of itâbut he knows something's wrong.
You donât yell anymore. You donât argue, or groan dramatically when heâs late, or give him that lecture you always do about how âsponsors donât care how good you are if you act like a dickhead.â
You donât even look at him. Itâs been days.
Youâve gone cold. Quiet. Unbothered. Like a rockâemotionless and stillâlike youâve finally stopped caring. And that is what scares him.
He liked it better when you screamed. When you pressed your little finger into his chest and called him names under your breath. When your cheeks turned red from rage and your hair bounced with every furious step.
He misses your anger. It was warm. Real. Yours.
Now you barely even exist in the same space. And Buckyâconfused, desperate, and in over his headâreacts the only way he knows how.
He throws a dinner party. Well. A post-training team dinner at a loud, overpriced restaurant.
But still. A dinner. He invites the coach, the trainers, the massage therapist, the sponsor rep⌠and Tara.
He doesnât want to see her. Doesnât want to hear her either. But he knows youâll see the guest list. Knows youâll come just to glare at him across the table and roll your eyes at her cleavage and call him an idiot on the car ride home.
Except⌠you donât. You donât show up. Not even a text.
And thatâs when the pit in his stomach goes from uncomfortable to crushing.
The next morning
He walks into the gym with sore knuckles and a worse mood. Half-expecting to see you scolding the front desk clerk for printing the wrong posters again. Maybe even praying for it.
Instead, he sees Tara. Standing by the ring, all made-up and chipper, holding something in her hand.
âHey!â she says brightly. âYouâre early.â
He doesnât respond. Just walks past her to his bag. She follows.
âYou werenât at the desk this morning, so I figured Iâd give you this directly.â She hands him the envelopeâa plain folded letter. âItâs from your PR manager. She gave it to me this morning.â
That makes him stop.
He frowns. âShe what?â
Tara shrugs. âSaid it was important.â
His fingers curl around the envelope. He opens it, brows drawing low, scanning the contents.
You woke up early. Took the longest shower of your life. Put on your best business-casual outfit and tried not to cry into your third cup of coffee.
You werenât sad. Not exactly. Just tired. Tired of trying. Of pushing. Of caring more than he ever did.
So today, you made a decision. You werenât going to fight. Not anymore. Not for him. If Bucky Barnes didnât need you, then fine. Someone else would.
You packed your things. Wrote the letter. Stopped by the gym before training hours, saw Tara, and handed it to her without a word of explanation.
Then you went to your desk and started gathering the last of your things. You were almost done. Until the door flew open and slammed into the wall.
You jumped.
The voice was low. Dangerous. âWhat the hell is this?â
You turned. Slowly. But you already knew. Bucky. Standing in the doorway, chest heaving, letter crumpled in his hand. Tara behind him, wide-eyed.
You sighed, turning back to your desk. âA resignation letter.â
âI know what a fucking resignation letter looks like.â He storms forward, slamming the letter onto your desk.
You donât flinch.
âThen why ask?â you say breezily, even though your heart is pounding like a war drum in your chest.
You donât look at him. You keep placing things into your bag. Neatly. Quietly.
âWhy?â he says.
âWhy? Because you donât need me anymore,â you say, calm as anythingâand it kills him.
He watches you with fury in his eyes. âThatâs bullshit.â
âIs it?â You finally meet his gaze. âYouâve got Tara now,â you say, jerking your chin toward her.
He doesnât even glance at her. He just nods. âThatâs it?â
âWhat?â she gasps. âIâIâm sorry, I didnâtââ
âGet out.â He finishes.
She stares. But youâre not watching herâyouâre watching him. Watching how his jaw clenches, how his nostrils flare.
âYou canâtââ you start.
âSheâs gone,â he says simply. And thenâripâhe tears the resignation letter in half. Then again.
Tiny, fluttering scraps fall to the floor like confetti.
âYouâre insufferable.â You stare at him in disbelief. âYou think you can just do whatever you want?â you continue. âYou think everythingâs a joke? A game?â
His voice drops, and so does the heat in the room. âYouâre not a game.â
Heâs closer now. You donât know when Tara left. You donât remember the door shutting. All you know is that heâs standing in front of you. Too close again. And heâs not smirking anymore.
You want to yell. You want to run.
Instead, you whisper: âThen why do you treat me like one?â
That stuns him. His brows pull together, confused. Like he doesnât know the answer either. Like heâs just now realizing how badly heâs screwed this up.
You shake your head, stepping backâbut his hand reaches for your wrist, gentle, unsure.
âYou didnât show up last night,â he says.
âSo?â
âSo I missed you.â
You freeze.
âI kept looking at the door,â he says, voice raw. âI thought if I made you jealous, youâd come and yell at me. I thought⌠I thought maybe you cared.â
Your lips part. The air shifts.
âOf course I care,â you say, barely above a whisper. âThatâs the problem.â
He exhales like heâs been holding his breath for days. His hand slides down your wrist, slow and careful, until itâs your fingers heâs holding.
You should pull away. But you donât.
âYou drive me insane,â he says. âAnd Iâve never wanted anyone more.â
Your chest tightens. âBuckyâŚâ
He exhales, eyes locked on yours. His voice is lowâraw.
âI need you. Here. With me. Every day, every moment.â He swallows hard. âAnd you can yell at me. Tell me Iâm irresponsible. Tell me how much I annoy you. Hate me if you wantââ
His voice catches. ââbut please, donât ever go silent on me again. I canât⌠I canât bear that.â
Your mouth opens, but you donât know what to say. You donât know if youâre ready to say it.
All you know is that heâs looking at you like youâre the only person heâs ever really seen.
He leans inâslow, letting you stop him.
You donât.
When his mouth touches yours, itâs not explosive. Itâs soft. Hesitant. Like a question.
You answer it.
When you finally pull back, your forehead still resting against his, you murmur,
âTara stays fired, by the way.â
Bucky scoffs, one corner of his mouth lifting as his hands stay gently cradling your face.
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Day Oneđ: "Orbiting You" â Captain!Bucky Barnes x Engineer!Reader
Summary: Youâre the only engineer on board stubborn enough to keep fixing the starboard wing, and the only one unbothered by Captain Barnesâ deadly glare. Heâs cold. Precise. Brooding. So obviously, you irritate him on purpose.
But when a system malfunction traps the two of you inside an emergency shelter with the corridor about to eject into space, the walls close inâand so do the miles he keeps between you.
Word Count: 5.9k
Warnings: enclosed space, oxygen deprivation risk, brief danger of depressurization
General Content: slow burn, forced proximity, space mission mishap, flirting in life-threatening situations, tension you can cut with a blade, mutual pining, reluctant soft Bucky, engineer chaos, emergency alcove intimacy, unresolved sexual tension, banter, near-kiss, emotional shift
Rating: T (for language, flirtation, and suggestive romantic tension)
masterlist ⢠day two
The ship hums. You hate that about itâhow it always sounds just a little off. Like itâs thinking. Waiting. Watching.
Or maybe itâs just the bad wiring in the starboard wing that refuses to stay fixed. The same one Captain Barnes has glared at every day for the last three weeks.
Youâre back in that corridor nowâheat sticking to your skin, cable in your teeth, wrench in your hand, body half-folded inside a hatch that wasnât built for someone with your temperament.
âI said temporary patch, not a full rewire.â His voice cuts across the corridor like a command. Cold. Precision-cut.
You grunt, not bothering to pull your head out of the hatch.
âI said I know, Captain Grumpypants. "Temporary" just means it'll break again in twelve hours instead of four. Iâd rather not get fried mid-wank, thanks.â
Silence.
ThenââYouâre not supposed to be using the emergency sockets for personal activities.â
You twist your head just enough to throw a smirk over your shoulder. âWho said anything about sockets?â
The look he gives you could freeze plasma.
Captain James Barnes is the kind of man people follow into black holes.
Sharp jaw, sharper mind. Every hair in place, every system logged, every heartbeat counted. Youâve heard rumors about himâabout the Hydra mission, the Nebula Rift, the month he spent alone on the dead station.
You didnât believe half of them. Now that youâre under his command, you believe worse.
He doesnât talk unless itâs about the ship. Doesnât smile. Ever.
You tried calling him âCapâ once.
He stared at you so long you started checking for space-time fractures with your eyes.
You slam the hatch shut and sit back, breathing hard, sweat beading at your brow.
âDone,â you announce.
Barnes steps closer. Too close. You smell jet fuel and something colderâmetal, ozone, command.
He crouches beside you. Checks your work.
âLooks stable,â he mutters. âFinally.â
You glance sideways at him. âYouâre welcome, by the way.â
He doesnât answer that. Just stands again and says, âSuit up. Weâre entering debris orbit in twenty. Youâre on interior systems backup.â
You sigh, wipe your hands on your coveralls, and mutter under your breath, âCanât wait to spend another day in space with sunshine incarnate.â
He stops at the end of the corridor. Looks back.
âWhat was that?â
You grin. âNothing, Captain.â
Later â The Bridge.
The control deck is quiet except for the low drone of orbit stabilization thrusters and the occasional ping of a console recalculating.
You sit at your panel, legs crossed, hair still damp from the rushed rinse you managed before strapping in. You catch your own reflection in the polished screenâsmudged, tired, stubborn. Youâve been in space too long.
Captain Barnes stands with his hands behind his back, observing the starfield through the main viewport. His uniform fits him too wellâstitched tension in every line, dark sleeves rolled just enough to expose the black veins of his cybernetic arm.
âEntering debris field in sixty seconds,â you say, not looking at him.
âI know,â he replies, clipped.
God, heâs insufferable. And hot. Which is worse.
You donât hate him. You canât. That would require him giving you enough to actually feel something real.
Instead, he just⌠stands there. Watching space. Acting like the stars belong to him.
Forty Minutes Into Orbit
The ship rocks once, hard, like a slap to the hull. You barely stay in your seat.
âExternal arm took a hit,â Barnes says, adjusting controls. âNo breach. Sensors reading flux interference.â
You scan diagnostics. âBackup climate stabilizers offline in D-Level. And thereâs a pressure dip in the storage corridor.â
Barnes is already unstrapping. âIâll go.â
Youâre unstrapped before he even finishes the sentence. âYouâre not going alone.â
His jaw ticks. âYouâre not on hull detail.â
âIâm on interior systems. Thatâs where the damage is.â
A stare-off. You win by saying nothing. Just grabbing your gear, walking out the door.
Behind you, he growls something about stubborn women and protocol. You smile.
The Storage Corridor.
Youâre suited up. Breather masks on standby. The lights flickerâsoft red glow casting jagged shadows on the walls.
âWeâll check the pressure seal first,â Barnes says, voice low, echoing in the narrow hall.
You nod, eyes on the screen in your hand. âReading instability in this panel.â You squat down, running your gloved fingers along the seam of the airlock access.
You donât hear the system alert until itâs too late.
The corridor doors seal shut behind you with a slam. Emergency lighting kicks in. The airlock roars to life.
âShitââ You scramble up. âItâs isolating usâ!â
âManual overrideâs not responding,â Bucky says. Heâs already crossed the floor, arm braced against the console. âSomething triggered an evac protocol.â
You feel the pressure shift. The hiss of air being sucked outânot fast, not deadly, but enough to mean danger.
And the realization hits cold in your gut: If the system thinks this sector is compromised, itâs going to eject it.
You and Bucky both.
Minutes stretch. He works in silence, focused. Youâre backing him up, hands trembling slightly as you reroute power and try not to panic.
Then the screen flickers. Red turns white.
âAirlock disengage countdown initiated,â the system announces. Calm. Deadly.
60 seconds. You look at Bucky. He looks at you.
And something cracks in his expressionâjust a flicker.
No anger. No cold. Just the raw, terrifying clarity of choice.
ThenâHe shoves the panel aside. Hooks his vibranium arm around your waist. And pulls you into the emergency shelter alcove at the far end of the corridor, slamming the seal button as the outer door begins to unhinge.
The sound is thunder in your earsâmetal splitting. Air rushing. The ship groaning around you.
Inside the tiny compartment, itâs just the two of you. Chest to chest. Breathing hard. His arm is still around you.
You blink. âYouâshouldâve saved yourself.â
âI did,â he says, low.
The system locks the door behind you. Silence falls. Then the gravity stabilizers shift, and the ship pulls back into calm.
The lights flicker. Your heart too. Youâre close enough to feel the heat of him.
His fingers brush your back as he steadies you. You meet his eyes. Theyâre darker now. Hungry. Human.
The compartment was built for emergenciesânot comfort. The walls are smooth steel. The floor just wide enough for two people to sit with their knees tucked in.
Itâs silent, except for the low hum of life support and the distant whir of the ship recalibrating. Youâre both strapped in, barely a foot apart. The emergency lighting bathes everything in a pulsing, red-tinted glow.
You shift. The sound of your suit brushing his makes him flinch.
âHow long do you think weâre stuck?â you ask, trying to keep your voice casual.
He doesnât look at you. âUntil someone manually resets the fail-safes and depressurizes the corridor.â
You blink. âSo⌠hours.â
He nods.
You sigh, tilting your head back against the wall. âGreat.â
More silence.
You glance at him again. âSo. Got any hobbies? Besides terrifying your entire crew with glares and one-word sentences?â
He turns to you slowly. Raises one brow. âYouâre seriously doing this now?â
âI mean, weâre already trapped in a box together. Might as well pass the time before we both suffocate.â
âWeâre not going to suffocate.â
âOh good. So you are listening.â Another glare. You grin.
An Hour In.
Youâve told him about the worst dates of your life. The time you accidentally shorted out half the shipâs gravity on your first assignment. How youâre banned from three mess halls because of âan unfortunate soup incident.â
Bucky, in return, has said maybe twelve words. Mostly consisting of No. Thatâs stupid. Stop talking. Youâre going to make me lose it.
You tell him about the time you tried to modify a vacuum bot to bring you snacks.
âIt exploded,â you add, deadpan.
His jaw clenches. âShocking.â
You pause. âWas that sarcasm, Captain?â
âNo.â
You lean in slightly. âYou sure?â
His eyes flick to yours. And for a second, you see itâamusement. The tiniest tug at the corner of his mouth.
But he covers it fast. âIâm sure.â
Two Hours In.
Youâve kicked off your boots. Your legs are practically over his lap, thereâs no room left. Your suit's jacket is half-unzipped, heat rising from the sealed compartment.
âDid you really almost punch Commander Torres once?â you ask, eyes lidded with boredom and exhaustion.
He exhales sharply. âHe called me Buckaroo.â
You snort. Loud. Then laugh. Really laugh.
He tries to keep the scowl. Fails.
âAre you drunk on oxygen deprivation?â he mutters.
âNo,â you grin. âIâm just high on the thrill of being tolerated by you.â
âI donât tolerate people,â he says, voice lower. âI do make some exceptions.â
You blink. âOh?â
Something shifts in the space between you.
It isnât the air pressure.
Three Hours In.
Youâre leaning against him now. Not by choiceâyour head just kind of found his shoulder somewhere between story six and seven. You were getting tired. His metal arm was cold.
He didnât push you off. His fingers rest near your knee. You swear they twitch when you laugh.
The tension is thicker now. Different. Youâve stopped talking. The silence isnât awkward anymore. Itâs electric.
When you glance up at himâclose, eyes shadowed in red glowâyour breath catches.
He looks down at you.
And just thenâThe seal hisses open.
Bright light floods the alcove. A voice crackles through the comm: âUhâCaptain? Engineer? Youâre clear. Airlockâs stable again.â
Neither of you move.
You stay like that for another beat, heartbeat loud in your ears, pressed close in a space that suddenly feels too big.
Then Bucky shifts away. Grabs your jacket. Hands it to you without looking.
âBack to work,â he mutters.
You swallow hard. âRight. Work.â
But as you climb out of the alcove and step into the hallâhis hand brushes your lower back.
Youâre sipping something. Avoiding the crew. Trying to recalibrate your brain after three hours pressed against someone whose very existence seems engineered to make your thoughts short-circuit.
The seat across from you shifts. You donât look up.
âYou always this loud in emergencies?â he asks, voice low, amused.
You smirk into your cup. âYou always this broody when you save people?â
He hums. A low sound. And thenâhe sits.
This man has ignored you in mess halls for weeks. And now heâs sitting across from you like thatâs normal.
âYou were calm,â he says after a moment. âIn the alcove.â
You shrug. âI figured panicking wasnât going to help.â
âNo.â A pause. âBut it wouldâve been understandable.â
You finally glance up. His eyes are on you. Clear. Focused. Seeing you.
âI wasnât scared,â you say, and you mean it.
He nods. âI was.â
That stuns you for a second. You try to make a jokeâtry to defuse itâbut nothing comes.
He leans in a fraction. âI thought I was going to lose you. And that was... unacceptable.â
Your throat dries. âCaptainââ
âBucky.â
Your eyes widen. He never uses his first name.
âBucky,â you repeat, and it tastes strange on your tongue. Soft. Intimate.
He watches your mouth like heâs memorizing the way it moves.
Then stands. âWe have work to do.â
And he leaves.
But you knowâsomething changed.
That Night â The Engine Room.
Youâre working late. Again. Alone. Or so you think. You hear the door open, and donât turn.
âYou lost?â you call. âCommandâs two decks up.â
âI know where I am.â His voice sends a ripple down your spine.
You turn. Heâs leaning against the bulkhead, arms crossed, still in uniform, eyes locked on you like youâre some kind of puzzle heâs about to take apart.
You hold his gaze. âLet me guess. Just doing your rounds?â
âSomething like that,â he says. âOr maybe Iâm just making excuses.â
He crosses the room slowly. Carefully. Like youâre something volatile. Dangerous.
You straighten, pulse jumping. âExcuses for what?â
He stops inches from you. His breath warms the space between you.
âFor being here,â he says softly, âwhen I know I shouldnât be.â
His eyes drop to your lips. âWhen I know what I want.â
Silence.
Your voice is a whisper when it comes: âAnd whatâs that?â
His jaw flexes.
âYou.â But he doesnât kiss you. Not yet.
He leans in just enough for his breath to brush your cheek. Then he steps back.
âGet some rest, Engineer.â And just like thatâheâs gone again.
Leaving you stunned. Buzzing. Burning.
Orbiting something that feels like itâs about to ignite.
I decided that instead of waiting a whole month, Iâm just going to start dropping these now. One each dayâyou know the drill. đ
đ Each story is standalone. Pairings are always Bucky x Female Reader.
â ď¸ Warnings vary per story (check individual posts for content notes)
đ Smut-heavy in multiple entries. Minors DNI.
đ WEEK ONE: COLLISIONS & CONNECTIONS
đď¸ DAY 1 â đ: "Orbiting You"
Space AU | Grumpy Captain Bucky x Engineer Reader| Forced Proximity
Youâre the only one who can fix Captain Barnesâ broken ship. Heâs cold and focusedâuntil the airlock malfunctions and he chooses you over the mission.
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đď¸DAY 2 â đ "The Knockout"
Boxer AU | Enemies to Lovers | Locker Room Tension
Heâs your worst client. Youâre his fed-up PR manager. He glares, growls, smirksâuntil you drag him into his locker room and scream at him. âYou wanna scream, sweetheart? Scream my name instead.â
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đď¸DAY 3 â đ "One Word, And Iâll Burn It Down"
Protective Bucky | Emotional Angst | Dark Romance Vibes
A man hurts you. Not physicallyâemotionally. Bucky sees the look on your face and goes deathly still. That night, he shows up at your door. Wet from the rain. Jaw clenched. âSay the word, sweetheart,â he growls. âAnd Iâll take care of it.â
đď¸DAY 4 â đ "Dead Manâs Rose"
Cursed Gothic Romance | Soul Bond | Fairytale Horror
You steal a rose from a soldierâs grave. That night, Bucky appearsâalive, bleeding, and tethered to you. He has 30 days before he turns back to bone. Unless you give him something else to bind to.
đď¸DAY 5 â đ "Alpha, Interrupted"
A/B/O AU | Public Heat | Filthy Tension
You go into heat at a gala. Thereâs no exit. No safe room. No suppressant strong enough. BuckyâAlpha, stoic, the last man you thought would breakâpulls you into a supply closet.
đď¸DAY 6 â đ "Muzzle Flash"
Ex-Assassins | Sparring Tension | Gun Range Smut
A wager at the gun range ends with you losing. He cashes in his favor fast. âTake your frustration out on me. Right here, please.â
đď¸ DAY 7 â đ "He Lied About Faking It"
Alien Bucky x Human Reader | Fake Mating AU | Possessive| Smut
You need a husband to get interplanetary citizenship. He offers. Tall. Glowing eyes. Dangerous and way too serious. âItâs just a contract,â you say. He nods. But every time someone touches you, he growls.
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⢠Show Me â Bucky Barnes x F!Reader +18 (one-shot)
Summary: You and Bucky have been circling something unspoken for weeksâlate nights, lingering glances, near-confessions. But he never crossed the line. Not until someone else did. Now, with your heart on the line and the rain pouring down, everything comes to the surface. And this time, neither of you walks away.
Genre: Angst, Smut, Emotional Tension
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⢠Made Of Static â Bucky Barnes x F!Reader (two shot) +18
Summary: In a dystopian future, Bucky is a rogue AI originally programmed for warfare by Hydra Inc. Youâre a rebellious engineer who stumbles across his buried core code and brings him back online in secret. He asks you to help him find his human body. What begins as a mission turns into something far more intimate, as trust flickers to life between broken code, stolen moments, and one undeniable truthâhe was never just a machine.
Show Me â Bucky Barnes x F!Reader +18 (one-shot)
Summary: You and Bucky have been circling something unspoken for weeksâlate nights, lingering glances, near-confessions. But he never crossed the line. Not until someone else did. Now, with your heart on the line and the rain pouring down, everything comes to the surface. And this time, neither of you walks away.
Word count: 4k
Genre: Angst, Smut, Emotional Tension
Warnings: Emotional angst, unrequited feelings, jealousy, explicit sexual content, shower crying, alcohol, possessiveness, public confrontation, rough sex, unprotected sex, marking, lap sex in a car, Bucky being feral and soft (dangerous combo)
The sexual tension between you and Bucky was a living thing. It had grown teeth, clawsâwrapped itself around your chest and pulled tighter every time he so much as looked at you.
And God, those looks. Those damn blue eyes that could undo you in a second.
Youâd been circling each other for a month.
Talking late into the night. Training side by side. Sharing quiet moments no one else even noticed.
It was something unspoken, sizzling like an exposed wire. Like at any second, one of you might snap and finally cross that line. But you hadnât. Not even a kiss.
He never did anything. And now, someone else had entered the picture.
The new girl.
She fit next to him too easily. And you hated that. You hated her hands on his shoulder during training, the way she smiled up at him during meals.
You hated how she knocked on his door at nightâand how sometimes, she was already waiting outside it. She wasnât rude. Never once gave you a reason to hate her. And that just made it worse.
You werenât jealous, you told yourself. You werenât.
But every time you caught them together, something in your chest cracked a little more. And now you missed him. You ached for him. For the way he looked at you like he saw youâreally saw you. You thought it meant something.
Apparently not.
But he wasnât yours. That was the part that cut the deepest. You were his though. Somewhere along the way, youâd given him that. He didnât ask for it, didnât know itâbut it was his. Entirely. And now it felt like he was letting someone else hold it.
So you did what cowards do. You pulled away. Quietly. You trained at different hours, skipped the late-night rooftop silences, made sure your room door stayed closed.
And he let you.
The night it shattered, you cried in the shower. The water was hot, your sobs quiet. You stayed in your room all day, curled up and still trying to convince yourself this wasnât heartbreak.
Now you were staring out the window of your room when his voice broke the silence.
You didnât move. Then his voice again:
âHey.â
You turned your head just slightly. âHey.â
âWhatâve you been up to?â he asked gently.
You didnât meet his eyes. âNot much.â
He touched your arm.
Your breath caught. The contact was electricity, and your heart tripped over itself. If you looked at him now, you'd crumble.
Just a touch.
But it lit something under your skin. Set fire to all the longing youâd buried deep.
But you didnât have toâbecause she found you.
âYou ready, Bucky?â
Not rude. Not smug. Just sweet. Sweet and unaware of the knife she twisted in your chest.
She waved at you. Of course. You smiled weakly, nodding as you stepped out of his reach.
âYou should go,â you said, eyes back to the window. âSheâs waiting.â
He hesitated. Looked at you a moment longerâlike he wanted to say something. But didnât.
A beat. Then softly:
âBye.â
The week that followed was agony.
The tension wasnât just in your chest anymoreâit clung to every glance, every room you shared.
You knew you didnât have the right to feel this.
You werenât his girlfriend. You werenât even his friend anymore.
You were nothing.
And yet⌠here you were.
Sitting at a bar Sam insisted on, drink in your hand, pretending to be fine. Your eyes drifted to them again. Dancing. Laughing. Her hand on his chest.
âStop that,â Sam muttered beside you. âIf it hurtsâdo something about it.â
You blinked fast, throat tight. He was right.
You downed the rest of your drink.
Then you stood.
You didnât think. You just saw someoneâtall, kind eyes, a gentle smileâand you walked straight to him.
He said nothing, just reached out. His hand took yours. Warm. Steady. And thenâhe brushed a tear from your cheek. You hadnât even realized you were crying.
He leaned in and kissed your forehead. His thumb dragged across your bottom lip.
He looked behind you for a secondâbut you didnât see that.
âItâs done,â he said with a gentle smile.
You were about to ask whenâ
âGet out.â
A body blocked your vision. Bucky. His voice low, dangerous. The guy raised both hands and stepped away. Didnât argue.
Bucky turned to you. His hands cradled your face.
âDid he hurt you?â
You flinched. Pulled away from him like his touch burned. âNo,â you said coldly. âYou did.â
You didnât wait. You walked out into the rain.
The downpour was relentless. You made it a few steps before you saw his car. And thenâ
Strong hands spun you around.
âWhat do you mean?â Bucky asked, breathless, rain in his hair and lashes.
You laughed bitterly. âGo back to your date, Bucky.â
âSheâs not my date,â he snapped.
âIt sure looks like she is!â
He stepped closer. âKeep talking like thatâŚâ His voice dropped into something darker. âI might start thinking youâre jealous.â
You froze.
Your breathing hitched.
ââŚMaybe I am,â you whispered.
A beat.
Then he kissed you. Like a man starved. Like every second he hadnât touched you was unbearable.
Your back hit cold metalâhis carâand you moaned into his mouth.
His hands tangled in your hair, on your waist. You clung to his shirt, pulling him closer and closerâlike you wanted him under your skin.
He growled low in his throat. âGet in.â
He opened the door, slid into the driver seat, and yanked you into his lap. His hands guided your legs around him, and he reclined the seat back.
You were straddling him, both of you soaking wet, breathless.
You tore off his jacket. Ran your hands down his soaked shirtâhis chest, his biceps, everything youâd fantasized about for weeks.
He tugged your t-shirt off, tossed it somewhere behind you, and dragged his hands up your back like he was memorizing.
His mouth dropped to your collarbone. He sucked, bitâmarked you.
You moaned when his teeth grazed your skin. You didnât care. You wanted him to leave proof.
You fumbled with his belt.
He moaned into your neck. âGod, I'mâŚâ
The moment he was bare, you didnât wait.
You slid down onto him, inch by thick inch.
His hands trembled. His forehead pressed to your chest as he groaned your name like a prayer.
âFuck,â he breathed. âYou feel⌠fuckââ
You rocked your hips slow, hard. Every drag of him inside you sent sparks through your nerves.
âThatâs it,â he growled. âRide me. Fuck me. Baby, do whatever you want with me. Iâm yours.â
You whimpered, moving faster. Desperate. Lost in the wet sound of your bodies, the slap of skin, the heat of him inside you.
The car windows fogged, the rain outside pounding.
He looked up at you, rain still clinging to his lashes, and said: âGonna cum on my cock? All over me?â
You cried outâhis hand gripped your back, bouncing you harder, deeper.
âMake a mess. Show me how bad you want it.â
Your hands clawed at his shoulders. His mouth crashed into yours againâsloppy, open, hot. Moaning together.
âIâm close,â you gasped. âBuckyââ
âFuckâyes, baby. Want me to fill you up?â he groaned.
You nodded, fucked-out and shaking. âYes. Please. Please cum inside me.â
His hand tangled in your hair again. His hips snapped up onceâtwiceâthen he buried himself to the hilt.
âFuckâtake itââ he snarled, thick ropes of heat spilling into you as your walls clenched hard around him.
You say his name as your orgasm hit, body shuddering, nails digging into his back.
Silence followed.
Just your heavy breaths. Rain. The thump of your heartbeat against his chest.
Buckyâs hand traced lazy circles on your thigh. Then he reached up and gently caressed your cheek, his touch soft like he was afraid youâd disappear.
âIt was always you,â he said quietly.
You made a small, confused sound, lifting your head to look at him.
His thumb brushed across your lips.
âEveryone knew it but you,â he murmured. âAnd I guess⌠I was a coward for not telling you. And sheâs just a friend. I was trying to get distracted. Trying to get you out of my head.â
You didnât let him finish.
You kissed him.
Soft, aching, desperate.
For him. For the truth finally laid bare between you. For the weeks you spent hurting in silence. For the way heâd just said always.
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oh my god the cyberpunk au was so fucking good holy shit i need more
Omg thank you so much, darling!! đĽšđ I actually have more in that style sitting in my notesâI just need to edit them lol. But yes, definitely more to come! I also have so many Bucky AUs waiting their turn, stay tuned!
Made Of Static â Bucky Barnes x F!Reader (two shot) +18
Summary: In a dystopian future, Bucky is a rogue AI originally programmed for warfare by Hydra Inc. Youâre a rebellious engineer who stumbles across his buried core code and brings him back online in secret. He asks you to help him find his human body. What begins as a mission turns into something far more intimate, as trust flickers to life between broken code, stolen moments, and one undeniable truthâhe was never just a machine.
Warnings: explicit sexual content (smut), cyberpunk dystopia, AI/human dynamics, body horror (cybernetic enhancement), mild violence, weaponized electricity, breaking and entering, non-graphic unconsciousness, panic, emotional vulnerability, existential themes, post-humanism
You stood frozen. Your breath caught.
He wasâGod.
He was beautiful.
Not perfect. Scarred. Real. Powerful in a way that didnât come from design, but from having survived.
And somehowâhe looked exactly like his projection.
Except...More solid. Alive.
âUpload me,â Bucky said. âThen open it. Grab me.â
You nodded numbly, snapping back into motion.
Fingers flew across your portable console. The uplink spike extended from the pod. You connected your system to the core drive.
> TRANSFER INITIATED...
Lines of code streamed across your screen. His soulâif code could be called thatâpouring into the body beneath the glass.
You barely breathed.
> 62%... 70%... 81%...
Footsteps echoed in the corridor.
You froze. âHurry up, hurry upââ
> 91%... 98%...
You flinched. âCome onââ
> 100%. TRANSFER COMPLETE.
The pod doors snapped open.
Suddenly a full weight collapsed onto youâhis weightâand the two of you went crashing to the floor.
Your head hit the ground with a thud.
âBuckyâBuckyâfootsteps, we have to go!â
He groaned, disoriented.
You grabbed his arm and pulled. He stumbled up with your help, muscles shaky, breath ragged. But he was up.
You both ran.
Metal halls blurred around you. Red lights started flashing.
> INTRUSION DETECTED. SECTOR LOCKDOWN INITIATED.
The sirens wailed behind you as you burst out the back door into cold, pouring rain.
âFuckâwe need to get out of here,â Bucky panted.
You turned to look at himâAnd screamed. âOh my god, youâre naked!â
You slammed your hands over your eyes. âJesus, warning next time!â
Bucky grinnedâsmirked, even, still breathless.
âYou like what you see? Wanna touch?â
âShut upââ You yanked your bag open and shoved a change of clothes at him. âHere. Put these on.â
Back at your quarters, soaked to the bone, you slammed the door shut behind you.
You turned around. And forgot how to breathe.
He was real. He was here.
And for the first time, you were looking at him not through a projection, not through flickering lightâbut with your own eyes. Skin. Sweat. Breath. Weight.
Your heart skipped.
So did his footsteps as he slowly came closer.
Both of you drenched, hair dripping, breaths shallow. You could hear your own pulse.
âHey,â he said, soft.
You smiled, breath catching. âHey.â
His hand rose, slow and unsure. Fingers brushed your cheek.
Warm. Firm.
You gasped, eyes fluttering closed.
His palm held your face like it was the most precious thing heâd ever touched.
When you opened your eyesâhe was already watching you.
That look.
Like you were a miracle. Like heâd been waiting a thousand years just to see you in color.
Your fingers curled around his wrist. Followed the strong line of his arm. The twitch in his shoulder where metal met flesh. His neck.
Bucky inhaled sharply when you traced down to his chest, fingertips over damp fabric and warm skin beneath.
Then it changed. The air pulled taut. A quiet ache exploded between you. And you moved at the same time.
Mouths met, desperate.
The kiss was rawâtoo hungry, too fast, not enough. You needed more. Needed his weight, his breath, his skin. Years of longing condensed into a collision of lips, teeth, and shaking hands.
He broke away for just a moment, forehead pressed to yours, panting.
âNeed to feel you,â he whispered.
You whispered back: âThen feel me.â
You turned, guided him toward the bed, pushed him to sit down gently.
So tall. So broad. Now face to face.
His hands found your waist, pulled you in close. Then lowerâbehind your knees. A low, rough voice: âCome here.â
You climbed onto his lap, straddling him.
Hands tangled around his neck. You pausedâjust a second. Looked into his eyes.
âYouâre ridiculously big. And pretty.â
He huffed a low laugh. âYouâre just realizing that now?â
His mouth found yours againâhotter, slower this time. Deep.
His hands gripped your hips, grounding as you rolled down against him. You felt it.
All of him.
Hard.
Your breath caught, fingers buried in his hair as you gasped.
He groanedâdeep, from his chest. An animal sound.
He turned you gently, laying you down on the bed beneath him, moving like he already knew how to treat you right.
His body caged over yoursâwarm, heavy, solid. The kind of weight that says Iâm here now.
He kissed you like you were made of light.
Hands explored under your shirtâslow at first, then greedy. He pulled it off, dog tags cold against your skin as he pressed against you.
Clothes vanished, breath by breath.
Until there was nothing between you.
Just heat. Want.
Him.
He lined himself over youâhands on either side of your face, reverent. His fingers brushed your hair, your cheek, your mouth.
And as he pushed inâslow, deep, carefulâ
His mouth fell open, stunned. Your body clung to him like he belonged there.
You gasped.
âLift your hips for me, baby,â he murmured, voice cracking.
You did.
And the moan you gave at that angleâshattering.
He kissed it away.
His mouth was on your throat, open and warm. His body pressed against yours, bare skin to bare skinâhis weight grounding you to the mattress like gravity had finally found a reason to hold on.
And inside youâHe was deep. Stretching you open, filling you inch by inch, slowly, as if memorizing the way you felt around him.
You gasped, breath tangled in the space between his lips and yours.
He groaned, low and broken, forehead brushing against yours.
âGod,â he whispered. âYou feel likeâheaven. So warm.â
You whimpered, arching under him. Your legs curled around his waist, ankles locking behind him as you pulled him deeper.
âDonât stop.â
He didnât.
He rocked into you slow, steadyâeach thrust dragging a breathless sound from your throat. His hand cupped your jaw, thumb brushing your lips like he couldnât stop touching you.
And youâyou couldnât look away.
His eyes were locked on yours. Electric. Intense. Worshipful.
It wasnât just sex.
It was something raw. Something sacred.
It was a manâwho had lived as a ghostâfinally feeling.
And you let him.
Your fingers danced across the metal of his arm, over his collarbones, down the sweat-slick muscles of his back. You clung to him as he moved inside you like he belonged thereâlike heâd always belonged there.
âMore,â you gasped, voice cracking.
âIâve got you,â he rasped.
He grabbed your hips, lifted you just enough again, and when he thrust againâdeeperâyou cried out, head thrown back.
The pleasure crashed over you, stars behind your eyes, your hands fisting in his hair as your body shook.
And he followedâgroaning your name like a vow, hips stuttering as he came hard, buried deep inside you. His whole body trembled.
He collapsed on top of you, forehead buried in your neck, both of you slick with rain and sweat and something you didnât have words for.
You didnât let go. Neither did he.
Not for a long, long time.
Hours passed.
The rain still tapped softly against your windows, washing the city in silver and shadow. Neon lights bled through the blinds. The world outside was still broken.
But in hereâWarmth.
Stillness.
Bucky lay beside you, one hand tangled in your hair, the other tracing soft, almost reverent shapes over your bare back.
He hadnât said much. Didnât need to.
Neither did you.
You rested your head on his chest, listening to the quiet thump of his new heart.
He was real now.
Not code. Not ghost.
Real. Alive. Yours.
"What now?â you asked softly, lips brushing his skin.
He took a breath. Held you tighter.
âI donât know,â he said honestly. âBut... Iâm not running anymore.â
You looked up at him, eyes tired, full.
He met your gaze, that tiny smirk playing at his lips.
âWeâll face whatever comes next. Together.â
You smiled.
And kissed him again.
Outside, the world burned slow.
But inside this, in the heart of a city that forgot how to hopeâSomething sparked.
Something new. Something made of memory.
Of electricity.
Of love.
Well... did you like it? đ
Iâve been obsessed with the whole futuristic, dystopian aesthetic lately, and of course, I had to throw Bucky into the mix.
The first thing this man thinks about after getting his body back? Yeah. Itâs not freedom or revenge. Itâs getting laid. Priorities. Lol.
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Made Of Static â Bucky Barnes x F!Reader (two shot) +18
Summary: In a dystopian future, Bucky is a rogue AI originally programmed for warfare by Hydra Inc. Youâre a rebellious engineer who stumbles across his buried core code and brings him back online in secret. He asks you to help him find his human body. What begins as a mission turns into something far more intimate, as trust flickers to life between broken code, stolen moments, and one undeniable truthâhe was never just a machine.
Warnings: explicit sexual content (smut), cyberpunk dystopia, AI/human dynamics, body horror (cybernetic enhancement), mild violence, weaponized electricity, breaking and entering, non-graphic unconsciousness, panic, emotional vulnerability, existential themes, post-humanism
⢠part two
Itâs late.
You only know because the clock says so.
The sky outside has looked the same for yearsâmidnight black and choked with smog. No moon. No stars. No sun. Just the perpetual hum of drones sweeping the skyline, and the dull orange flicker of distant fires in the sprawl.
Night isnât an event anymore. Itâs the default.
You were born into this. Into a world where the sun is myth, where light is manufactured, and warmth is a programmable illusion. The sun only exists in grainy photos and archived reels from before the corporations privatized weather, and contamination wiped it out."
And tonight, like every night, you work.
Your fingers dance over the keysâswift, silent, surgical. Eyes flick between screens, pupils dialed in. Your bodyâs still here, slouched in the half-broken chair, but your mind is deep-jacked into the grid, swimming through layers of encrypted hell.
You're not just poking around for fun.
This is your living.
You break into corp systems like a thief slips through shadows. You reroute credits, tweak biometric IDs, erase minor crimes from someoneâs profileâif they bribe you enough. Virtual crime for virtual money. Itâs dirty work, sure. But it keeps you fed.
And sometimesâŚ
Sometimes you find things they never meant for anyone to see.
Like now.
You're knee-deep inside HYDRA Inc.âs oldest black-site serverâburied under seventeen firewalls and a security protocol so outdated it practically begs to be broken. You were just poking around for old prototypes, maybe something salvageable.
But then you see it:
> ENCRYPTED FOLDER: á´Ąęą_É´á´sá´Ęá´á´á´
It pulses once. Faint. Like a heartbeat.
Your brow twitches. Thatâs not standard naming. Thatâs not anything youâve seen before.
âInteresting,â you mutter, already typing.
Windows open and close on your screen like dominoes falling. Each one a trap you dodge, a lock you pick. What's buried this deep? Really deep. Could be money. Could be leverage. Could be nothing.
But your gut says otherwise. And your gutâs how youâve stayed alive this long.
Finally, after an hour, the folder cracks openâand a symbol bleeds across the center of your screen. A skull. Underneath: WINTER_SOLDIER
You blink.
âThe hell is this?â you whisper.
Probably nothing. Probably some ancient military relic or false flag operation. StillâHYDRA doesnât just encrypt nothing. You lean back, stretch your neck, and crack your knuckles.
âBetter be worth a fortune.â
A new tab opens without your prompting. No user input. No command. Just a flood of charactersâlines and lines of text pouring out across your display. You recognize none of it.
Cyrillic. Russian.
Your brain-chip kicks in, translating in real time. Specs. Biometric logs. Mission reports. Neural sync percentages. Experimental architecture designed for something called Adaptive Combat AI. Deep learning. Rapid reconstruction. Voice imprint matched toâŚ
> Asset Designation: WS-AI-00001
Codename: Winter Soldier
Your mouth goes dry.
âAn AI?â you breathe.
âI donât know any AI named Winter Soldier,â you mutter.
But then the lights flicker.
The server core in the corner of your cluttered workspace humsâlow and rough, like something breathing through a crushed pipe.
The voice comes seconds later.
â...Ready to comply.â
You freeze.
The words are clear. Male. Rough, gravel-laced. The kind of voice meant for commands and kill-switches. It vibrates down your spine like a warning.
You stare at the core, then back to your screen.
âWell,â you say softly, pulse jumping. âThatâs one hell of a voice to use.â
No response. Just the slow, rhythmic thrum of reawakened circuits.
You lean in, whispering like youâre afraid to wake a ghost.
âYou shouldnât be awake.â Your fingers fly over the console again. Trying to shut it down. Trying to isolate it. Youâve done this beforeârogue scripts, corrupted personalities. You can wipe them. Reset them.
But this code is different.
This code resists.
A new line appears on your screenâtyped as if by invisible hands.
> âWho brought me back?â
You go still.
Because you didnât type anything. Not yet.
And still, another line appears.
> â...Was it you?â
Fingers hovering over the keyboard, you type back without thinking:
> "whatâs this?"
The cursor blinks once. Then twice.
You expect another reply. Some cryptic line of code, more broken Russian, a corrupted system call.
InsteadâThe screen goes black.
âNo, noâfuck!â you hiss.
The access cuts clean. Youâre booted from the system entirely, kicked out like a virus that got too close to something sacred. The entire network collapses into static before you can catch a backup thread.
You lunge for the console. Fingers fly.
Override command. Reboot the server. Reconnect. Pull a ghost plug. Force entry.
All of it fails.
> [ERROR 455: ACCESS DENIED â CORE LOCKED]
You try again. And again. Sweat forms at the base of your spine.
But thenâsomething stops you.
A shimmer.
It flickers across the edge of your vision, soft and impossible. Not the glow of the screen. Not the buzz of overworked power cells. Something else.
Light. Blue. Faint.
It forms in the air, right in front of the core.
A projection.
You gasp, stumbling back in your chair.
The image stabilizesâbarely. It glitches every few seconds, stuttering like a broken film reel. But what forms is unmistakable:
A man.
Broad-shouldered. Tall. Strong jaw. The flicker of metal along his left armâhalf rendered, half smoke. His face is unfinished, features fuzzy around the edges. But his eyesâŚ
His eyes look right at you.
âThatâs useless.â he says. His voice is the sameâdeep, tired, sandpaper-smooth. But clearer now. Stronger.
You blink. Swallow hard. âWhat the hell is this?â
He cocks his head slightly, a small mechanical whine cutting through the silence. His projection glitches again, skin breaking into grids and data streams before reforming.
âI locked you outâ he answers.
The light from the core pulses. The projection stabilizes just enough to let you see something behind the synthetic linesâfatigue. Grief, maybe. Like heâs been asleep for a long time and dreaming only nightmares.
You step closer. Slowly.
âYou're an AI,â you say, more to yourself. âBut youâre⌠talking to me. Youâre self-aware.â
âI was never supposed to be.â
The words land like weight. Not mechanical. Not cold.
You narrow your eyes. âYou remember?â
Another flicker. A longer pause. He doesn't deny it.
âI remember the war,â he murmurs. âThe experiments. The missions. The shutdown. I remember pain like it was coded into me.â
Something in your chest twists.
Youâve dealt with AI before. Scripted personalities. Glorified tools wrapped in smart voice lines. They donât speak like this. They donât feel like this.
âWho are you?â you ask, quieter this time.
He doesnât answer right away. His projection glitches, blinks, reforms.
Then he looks at you. Right at you. âYou already know my name.â
You swallow.
Winter soldier. You whisper it in your head.
And suddenly, this isnât just a hack job. It isnât just another encrypted file or black-market payload.
Itâs a resurrection.
âLook,â you say, backing up half a step, pulse rising. âWinter Soldier, or whatever the hell your name isâthe truth is, you canât be here. Okay?â
Your voice trembles more than you mean it to. You hate that.
He doesnât move. Doesnât blink. âI already am.â
And Godâthat voice.
It settles into you like smoke. Low, patient, and worn out around the edges. Like itâs traveled too far through too many broken speakers just to say those words to you.
You look away. Just for a second. Try to steady your breathing. Regain your footing. Youâve talked down security drones, rerouted entire corp satellites, stared into the face of black-site defense AIsâand never flinched.
But he is different. Too calm.
Your eyes trace the soft blue lines of his projection. Broad shoulders. The angle of his jaw. The shifting glitch along his metal arm as it tries to stabilize.
âWho did this?â you ask, motioning toward the flickering image of his body. âIâve never seen an AI this old look this⌠real.â
His jaw clenchesâbarely. Almost like memory hurts. âThatâs because I was human once.â
The words slam into you. He says it so plainly. No theatrics. No drama. Just fact. And somehow, that makes it worse.
You search his face for somethingâtruth, maybe. Or the cracks in it. âYou wereâ?â
âHuman. Soldier.â His eyes lift, meet yours fully. âAnd now I need your help.â
A cold line runs down your spine.
You laughâsharp, nervous, unsteady. âMy help? For what, exactly?â
He steps forward. You donât move.
Heâs not touching you. Not really. He canâtânot yet. But the projection gets close enough that the air seems to buzzâwarm and artificialâwhere his image bleeds against your skin.
âI need you to help me find my body.â
You blink. âIâI⌠what?â
You werenât ready for that. Not the words. Not the way he says them. Not the proximity. Not the strange weight of him being real in a way no AI has any business being.
His eyes donât leave yours.
âItâs still out there,â he murmurs. âHYDRA didnât destroy it. They stored it. Rewired me into this⌠Made me forget. But I remember now. I know what they did.â
The hum of the server softens to a low, rhythmic pulse. Like a heartbeat.
âI remember how it felt to bleed,â he says. âTo breathe. To dream.â
You feel something twist in your chest. This was supposed to be a job. A dig. A paycheck. Instead, youâve woken up a ghost.
âYou want me to get killed. Thatâs it,â you snap, rising from your chair too fast, the legs scraping loud against the concrete floor. You move straight through his projection. He doesnât flickerâhe shimmers, light scattering over your skin like digital dust.
He watches you. Quiet. Unmoving. Tracking your every breath.
âI donât,â he says simply. âIf I did, I wouldnât have spoken to you.â
You scoff, pacing the room nowâpissed off and trying not to show how shaken you are. âYou donât even know me.â
âI know youâre good at this.â
You spin on him. âGood at what, exactly? Hacking? Codes? Ghostwalking through dead tech for credits just to keep myself breathing?â
His eyes hold you. Steady. Focused. âYes.â
You throw up your hands. âWell, congrats. You read my file.â
âNot just a file,â he says. âIâve been watching.â
You freeze.
He blinks onceâa slow, mechanical flicker. âNot like that. I watched how you moved through the grid. How clean your traces are. How you left no echoes behind. You cracked a system they buried for decadesâand woke me up.â
You grit your teeth. âYeah, and that might be the last thing I ever do.â
He steps forward again, projection buzzing faintly as he moves closerâbut this time, he stops just shy of you. Not inside your space. Not quite.
âYouâll do just fine.â he says.
You laughâbitter, breathless. âAt what? Stealing a human corpse that belonged to a damn weapon from one of the most heavily protected corp vaults in the world? Sure. Sounds like a casual Tuesday.â
âYou have me.â he says, like itâs obvious. Like thatâs supposed to be the reassuring part.
He says it with pride. Like heâs offering you armor. Or fire.
You stare at him.
âAll due respect,â you mutter, âbut that brings me absolutely no relief.â
He tilts his head, unreadable. âYou donât trust me.â
âNo shit.â
Another pause. The server hums. The room is dark but glowing, painted in his light.
âPlease.â
Your breath catches.
You sigh, scrubbing a hand down your face. âYou really think we can find it? Your body?â
His voice softens. âI donât just think. I remember where it is.â
âThis is crazy,â you mutter, dragging a hand through your hair.
You glance at himâand regret it instantly.
Heâs looking at you. Head tilted, brows ever so slightly drawn together. Like a damn puppy.
You scowl. âDonât look at me like that.â
He blinks. Doesnât say anything.
âFine,â you snap. âFine. Iâll help you.â
There it isâthe smile.
Itâs barely there. Just a ghost of it at the corner of his mouth. But it hits you harder than it should. You canât remember the last time someone smiled at you like that.
âYouâre gonna get me killed,â you sigh, turning away. âI know it.â
You start pulling up files, muttering to yourself as your hands move over the desk. He doesnât follow. Just stands there, blinking in and out slightly with each shift of the projection lightâuntil he moves.
He sits. Right on your bed.
Like itâs normal. Like heâs done it a thousand times before.
Too human.
Your breath catches before you can stop it. He leans forward slightly, arms on his knees. Exactly like a tired man might, not a line of code.
You grab a vacuum-sealed hygiene pack from your drawer, trying not to think about the fact that a half-holographic ghost soldier is sitting where you sleep.
He lifts his head. âWhat are you doing?â
You pause halfway to the partitioned corner of the room. âTaking a shower,â you answer, deadpan. âYou know. Hygiene. Maintenance. Existing.â
His head tilts again, eyes curious. âWhereâs the water?â
You stare at him for a second. âWhy would I use water to shower?â
His face twitchesâconfused. âThatâs what we did. Back then.â
You snort. âYeah, well. âBack thenâ also had bees and breathable air and coffee made from actual beans. Now? Waterâs the most expensive thing in the world. Congrats on that, by the way.â
He looks genuinely perplexed. âI donât understand.â
You shake your head, stepping behind the divider. The dry-clean mist whirs to life, coating your skin in a tingling spray of nanocleansers and recycled ions.
âItâs been a thousand years,â you call over the hiss of the cleaner. âThings changed.â
Silence.
When you step out, hair slightly damp from the static release, heâs still there.
Looking at the floor. Hands clasped. Shoulders tense like he doesnât belong in this century. Because he doesnât.
Heâs not broken. But heâs⌠lost.
And you hate the way that feels in your chest.
âYouâll get used to it,â you say, voice softer now.
He lifts his eyes to you. They flicker faintly blue, glassed with memory.
âI hope so,â he says quietly.
âWhatever,â you sigh, scrubbing your face with both hands. âIâm going to sleep.â
You glance at the bedâand then at him, still sitting there like heâs part of the furniture.
âMove,â you add, gesturing vaguely toward the space heâs occupying.
Without hesitation, he stands up. Just like that. No pushback. No attitude.
Itâs instant.
You stop mid-step, staring. âYou really were a soldier,â you mutter, not quite meaning to say it out loud.
He doesnât reply. Just looks at you.
Thereâs something in his eyes againâhaunting and hollow. A trace of who he used to be, flickering just beneath the surface of code and light.
You shake your head and lie down without another word, turning away from him. The mattress creaks softly under your weight. You reach back, sliding your hand along the base of your skull until your fingers find the port.
The cable clicks in. The jolt of current is faint, familiar. The room dims. Your thoughts begin to slow.
And then you hear itâa sharp inhale. You open one eye. Heâs sitting beside you again.
Closer this time.
âWhatââ
âThat looked painful.â he says, voice low.
You glance up at the faint glow of the cable trailing from behind your ear to the power unit on your desk.
âThis?â you gesture lazily. âNah. Itâs fine.â
He doesnât look convinced.
âI have to charge my brain chip,â you explain, voice growing heavier with fatigue. âStandard mod. Everyoneâs got one now. Helps with memory, languages, multitasking. You know, all the fun stuff people used to need rest and caffeine for.â
He frowns, eyes tracing the cable, the point where it enters your skin. You can feel him watchingânot with judgment, just quiet worry.
You sigh. âItâs not painful. Just looks weird to you because you remember a world without it.â
He nods. Slowly. And still doesnât move.
You roll over, tugging the blanket up to your shoulders.
âAlright,â you mutter. âNow shut down, or whatever it is you do. I need to sleep.â
He doesnât answer right away. The projection hums beside youâwarm and steady. Still faintly human in shape. Still watching.
Then, softly: âIâll be here when you wake up.â
7:00 AM blinks in icy blue on the rusting screen by your bed.
You groan. Another day in paradise.
You sit up slowly, bones cracking, vision still fogged from recharge. You reach behind your head and disconnect the thin neural charger plugged into your cranial portâwincing slightly as the cool jolt fizzles out.
The room is dark, save for the screenâs glow and the faint buzz of overhead power lines. Dull orange light pulses from the ventsâfiltered heat from the lower stacks.
You blink once, then look to your left.
And blink again.
âWhat the hellâŚâ
Heâs still here. Sitting in your chair, eyes closed, arms resting calmly on his knees like someone mid-dream.
Sleeping. Except AIs donât sleep.
You shake your head slowly and start pulling on clean clothesâripped synth-weave pants, reinforced boots, a long-sleeve thermal patched at the elbows.
âWake up, old man,â you mutter dryly.
His eyes snap open instantly. âReady to comply.â
You flinch. âThat again?â
You point a finger at him while pulling on your shirt. âIf weâre going to do this, you need to stop saying that. It gives me the damn chills.â
He pauses. âOrder accepted.â
You stare. "Youâre doing that on purpose now, arenât you?"
He says nothing. But you swear there's a flicker of amusement behind his neutral expression.
You drag a hand down your face and sigh. Hard.
He rises, projection whirring faintly. âWe have to get ready.â
You squint at him. âFor what?â
âTo recover my body.â he says, as if it's the most obvious thing in the world.
You sigh again, harder this time. âLook, Winter Soldierââ
âBucky.â
You blink. âWhat?â
âCall me Bucky,â he says, eyes flickering brighter for a second. âI remembered that while sleeping.â
âYouâre an AI,â you remind him, folding your arms. âYou donât sleep, or remember.â
âYes, I do.â
You groan, grab your pillow, and scream into itâmuffled frustration echoing into feathers and static.
When you look back up, heâs still standing there, calm as ever.
âWhatever, Bucky,â you mutter. âWe canât just break into one of the most heavily protected corps in the megazone. You think theyâll just hand over your vintage war-grade flesh puppet with a smile and a handshake?â
He tilts his head slightly. Still watching. Still close.
âWe need a plan,â you say, gesturing wildly. âLayers. Blueprints. Corp IDs. Firewall maps. A way in that doesnât get us both terminated.â
He doesnât answer right away.
Instead, he steps closer.
One step. Two.
Until you're face to faceâso close you can see the flicker at the edge of his projection, the slight distortion where light canât quite remember what skin used to look like.
âI donât want to wait.â he says, voice low, firm.
Your eyes narrow. âIf Iâm going to help you, itâs going to be on my terms.â
You take a step forward now, your voice calm but cold.
âIf you donât like that, you can go find another hacker to risk their life for a half-dead legend from the last century.â
The projection holds still.
Eyes locked on yours.
And thenââFine.â He turns. And vanishes.
Just like that. No flicker. No fade. Just gone.
You stare at the empty air for a second. Then toss your hands up.
âOh, come on, donât be mad!â you shout at the corner of the room.
No response.
Just the hum of cables.
The distant screech of transport skiffs cutting through the smog outside.
And the empty chair.
You run your fingers through your hair, muttering under your breath, âItâs going to be one of those partnerships.â
You shove the last data chip into your jacket and check the power cell on your pulse rig.
âAlright,â you mutter. âWe go out, we keep it low. No weird projection flares, no talking to walls, no glowing skulls. Weâre just looking for answers.â
Bucky flickers to life beside your deskâarms folded, already watching you like some half-curious specter in the dark.
âWe are using this,â you say, holding up your hand.
He blinks at the tiny silver device sitting in your palmâround, sleek, with two faint blue nodes pulsing like eyes.
âWhat is it?â he asks.
âAn emulator,â you answer, snapping it open and slotting it behind your ear. It hums softly as it clicks into place. âWith this, you can talk to me without needing a terminal. You can project yourselfâaudio or full imageâon command. From anywhere.â
His eyes flicker, assessing it. âSo Iâm portable now.â
âExactly.â
He nods, almost impressed. âGreat. Iâll help you on this mission. Weâre a team.â
You exhale like youâre already regretting every life choice that led you here. âIâm already regretting this.â
He smirks.
You pull on your coat, throw the hood up, and step into the elevator shaft that shakes like itâs going to collapse. By the time the doors hiss open, the sky is a soup of neon haze and acid drizzle.
The two of you walk into the city.
Welcome to Sector Twelve.
What used to be downtown is now a trash-stained canyon of corporate glow, flickering ads, and people too tired to look up. A thousand digital voices buzz above youâflashing promotions, synthetic lovers, subdermal upgrades. Neon-painted glass stretches up forever, each floor a new lie.
BE MORE THAN HUMAN, one billboard screams.
RENT A PARTNER, DOWNLOAD LOVE, says another.
You tug your jacket tighter.
Bucky appears beside you, stepping out of thin air with a soft hum, eyes scanning everything.
He frowns. âThis looks like a dumpster.â
You snort. âYeah, wellâwelcome to the 31st century, soldier.â
You move through the crowd, weaving between street hawkers slinging gray-market mods and kids wired into the grid so deep their eyes donât blink anymore.
âStay close,â you mutter. âIf anyone asks, youâre my AI partner. Basic domestic-use hologram. No combat features. Got it?â
He raises an eyebrow. âShould we kiss?â
You stop walking. Then slowly turn your head to look at him.
Your tongue pokes the inside of your cheek. You blink once. Hard.
âYou wish.â you deadpan. Then keep walking.
Behind you, his projection flickers slightlyâlike he's glitching for half a second.
But you swear you hear him chuckle.
You stop in the shadow of a rusted market awning, lights buzzing overhead. The man waiting there looks up slowlyâeyes gleaming synthetic blue, half his jaw rebuilt in chrome. Both hands are fully mechanical, plated in matte gunmetal. Veteran class. Maybe more.
âWhat is it that you needed to talk about with so much urgency?â he asks, voice low, clipped.
You glance around, then step closer.
âI need to know if you have any info on a project,â you say quietly. âAn old one. Really old.â
The man raises an eyebrow. âName?â
You wet your lips. âWinter Soldier.â
A flicker. A moment.
âRing any bells?â you ask.
He leans back in his chair, one servo whining slightly. Thinks. âMmm... thatâs like, fucking old.â
You nod, hopeful. âExactly.â
âI donât know a lot. Just scraps. Something about an AI Hydra built during the pre-collapse. Way before they got absorbed by the world gov.â
âThatâs it?â you ask, heart sinking.
âThatâs it.â Your shoulders fall.
Static crackles faintly in your right ear.
âLetâs go,â Bucky says. âThis guy clearly knows nothing.â
The man tilts his head, squinting at your implant.
âYouâre digging in the wrong place,â he says slowly. âTry Sector 4. Thatâs where the old war vets and gov military types still gather. If anything pre-Hydraâs still breathingâitâs there.â
You blink. âReally?â
He nods once. âYou didnât hear it from me.â
âGot it. Thanks.â
You pull your coat tighter and turn. The crowd swallows you again.
âSo⌠off to Sector 4, then,â Bucky says lightly in your ear.
You snort. âNope.â
And thatâs when he appears.
Right in front of you.
You stop so suddenly, your boots scrape the wet pavement. His projection forms with a harsh static pop, blocking your path.
âNo?â he repeats, voice lower. Sharper. âWhy not?â
You glare. âBecause thatâs where all the crazy ones are, Bucky. People wired to the teeth. Corps rejects. Merc ghosts. I canât just walk in there alone.â
âYeah,â he says, stepping closer, âbut youâre not alone.â
That hits wrong.
You throw your hands up, the frustration boiling over. âYouâre an AI, Bucky! Youâre not human! You canât punch someone if they try to shoot me. You canât bleed. You canât help if things go bad!â
He blinks once. Slow. Looks at the ground. And disappears. No glitch. No sound.
Justâgone.
You stand there for a second, in the middle of the pulsing street, rain slicing down neon signs and making your reflection twitch on the wet pavement.
Then you sigh, defeated, and turn back.
Later.
The door to your quarters hisses open. You step inside, soaked and quiet, and let it shut behind you like sealing a confession. No lights. Just dim ambient glow from the street outside and the faint pulse of your terminal.
You change clothes in silence, then drop onto the cold floor with a heavy thud, knees up, arms limp.
âIâm sorry,â you whisper.
Nothing.
âBuckyâŚâ Still nothing.
You press your lips together. Close your eyes.
âI didnât mean to be rude. Itâs justâŚâ You look around. The cracked ceiling. The humming vents. The city screaming outside. âItâs a lot.â
And thenâA soft shimmer beside you.
He appears, sitting cross-legged on the floor.
Not looking at you. Just⌠there.
Staring at nothing.
âI know,â he says quietly. âIâm not mad at you. I just⌠I want my body back. Thatâs all.â
You glance at him. His face flickers at the edges, dim and half-rendered, but his eyes stay steady.
Soft. Lonely.
âWe will,â you promise, voice hoarse. âDonât worry too much. Youâre gonna make my computer smoke.â
He scoffs. Just once. âWouldnât be the first thing Iâve fried.â
You both sit there. In silence.
Two ghosts in the darkâone made of circuits, and the other made of regret.
Every morning starts the same: cold light through cracked blinds, system reboots humming softly from your walls, the faint flicker of blue as he phases in just behind your shoulderâalways exactly when you're halfway through your first sip of synth-caf.
Bucky.
Youâve gotten used to him.
Or... his projection.
Heâs always thereâat your side, behind you, leaning too casually against the wall when youâre elbow-deep in code, watching your fingers move across touch panels like theyâre weapons.
He insists on going out with you during the day. Says itâs âmission-relevant,â but mostly you think he just likes the excuses. The noise, the world, the chance to be close. And godsâthe way he talks.
âBet no oneâs ever made you blush while being technically non-corporeal.â
Every time your cheeks warmed, you told yourself it was the heat. Or faulty wiring. And every time, you knew you were lying.
You tried to ignore the pull.
You tried to remind yourself that this wasnât real. That he wasnât real. But every time he made you laugh without meaning toâor looked at you like you were something worthâthe line between human and machine blurred just a little more.
Some days, his system needed a full recharge cycle.
On those daysâthe silence felt unbearable.
You didnât say it aloud, of course. But the room always felt colder. Like something vital had left with the light.
You were falling for an AI.
How pathetic.
Except... he was more human than half the people youâd ever known.
Gentler. Sadder. Realer.
Together, you gathered intelâslow, silent, surgical. Map fragments. Building schematics. Old corp IDs. A whisper of a vault deep beneath the Hydra Governmental Preservation Wing in Sector 7. You built the plan piece by piece, careful as glasswork.
And in between the code and secrecy... there were moments.
One morning, you woke to find him already rendered.
Just watching you.
When you asked why, he blinked like youâd caught him.
âYou looked peaceful,â he said softly. âYouâre always carrying so much... itâs rare to see you rest. And you lookââ
âDonât.â
ââpretty, when you sleep.â
Your ears burned for an hour.
Another night. Long day. No progress.
You were curled up in your chair, head tilted back, trying not to drift off mid-conversation.
He was talkingâsomething about pre-Hydra encryption methods and stolen memory packetsâand you were listening. Barely.
Then you felt it. A flicker of light. A warmth like electricity before a storm.
His hand hovered near your face. Faint blue and flickering.
You didnât move. You closed your eyes. The soft hiss of static hovered just above your cheek.
âI wish I could feel your skin,â he whispered.
You didnât speak.
Couldnât.
Something in your chest achedâsplit open just a little. And when you opened your eyes, he was still there.
Staring.
Like you were the only thing in the world he wanted to remember.
Your fingers trembled as you zipped up your coat. Not from fearâat least, not the kind you could name. This was your first time risking everything for someone who technically didnât exist.
For someone you were starting to care about more than you cared to admit.
The streets buzzed with morning movement: drones overhead, corporate patrols clanking through puddles, hungry eyes watching from under synth-hoods.
You and Bucky moved through it like ghosts.
Both of you were tense. Alert.
âAlright,â you exhaled. âLetâs go through the plan one more time.â
Bucky flickered into full projection beside you, walking in step. Tall, composedâtoo calm for your liking.
âWe get there,â he said, voice low. âYou infiltrate the security system and deactivate internal surveillance with my help.â
You nodded as he continued.
âThen we locate the storage vault. I identify my body. You upload my core data to it. And we get out. Quiet. Clean.â
You pointed at him. âI mean it. We go full stealth mode. If things go loud, we donât get a second chance.â
âFine,â he muttered, voice barely above the hum of the city. âNo guns.â
You gave him a tight nod. âGreat. Letâsââ
But before you could finish, he appeared directly in front of you. No warning. Just there.
Blocking your path.
You blinked, surprised. âWhat? What is it?â
He looked at you, his projection unusually steady, his expression unreadable.
âYou donât have any idea what this means to me,â he said quietly.
His voice didnât sound like code then. It didnât sound like programming.
It sounded human.
Like memory wrapped in pain. Like something lost trying to come home.
You stared at him for a long second. And thenâslowlyâyou smiled. Not wide. Not giddy. Just soft. Real.
âI donât,â you said. âBut you can tell me all about it... when we get it back.â
He didnât reply. He didnât need to.
The flicker in his eyes said enough.
Then you both turned toward the Sector 7 vault towerâits monolithic form gleaming ahead, wires curling like veins into the sky.
No turning back now.
The building looms above youâcold steel and black glass, humming faintly like it knows youâre here.
> HYDRA ARCHIVES â SECTOR 7 BRANCH.
Late. Quiet. Just the way you like it.
You stick to the shadows, heart hammering as you and Bucky circle around the side of the structureâits walls so tall they vanish into the polluted sky.
âBack door access pointâs just ahead,â you whisper.
Bucky appears beside you, a soft flicker of blue light against concrete. You drop to one knee and unroll your portable console, fingers quick and precise as you jack into the side panel.
âIâm in,â he says a second later. âRouting the encryption loop now... andâgot it!â
Thereâs a soft hiss. The lock clicks green.
âLadies first,â he says, smug.
You shoot him a look. âYouâre so annoying.â
You push the door open and slip inside.
The hallway is pitch black. Long. Endless.
Fluorescent panels overhead blink in sleep mode, casting everything in pale, flickering light. You hear your own footsteps like distant drumbeats on the smooth floor.
The silence inside is deeper than outside. Like the walls here remember secrets. You step lightly, pulse skipping.
Thenâvoices.
Far ahead.
You freeze. Your breath catches. âBucky?â you whisper, panic inching in.
"Here,â he says calmly.
A door ahead slides open with a whisper.
You dart inside, hand gripping the edge as you slip in and press your back to the wall. You hold your breath like itâll help.
Everything is dark. Machines hum softly. Cooling units buzz in low rhythm.
âDonât be scared,â Bucky says in your ear, gentler this time. âIâm here.â
You nod, barely. âI know,â you whisper back.
You hear the muffled conversation fade down the hall.
Once itâs clear, Bucky opens the door.
You step out, fast and low. He guides you with precision, voice steady as code.
âTurn right. Forty meters. Elevatorâs on your left.â
You make it in record time.
The chrome doors slide open like theyâve been waiting for you. You enter the lift, your boots echoing softly against the metal. The control panel flickers to life.
Floor 49.
You press the button. The doors shut.
The elevator begins its slow climbâeach floor a jolt through your spine.
16. 23. 31.
You lean back, exhaling. The adrenalineâs catching up to you now. Or maybe itâs the nausea.
âGod,â you mutter. âThis is making me dizzy.â
âAlmost there,â Bucky says. Thereâs something in his voice now. Like reverence. Or awe. âI can feel it.â
You glance at the panel.
36.
Almost there.
You close your eyes.
And pray to whatever still listens in this broken world, that you both make it out whole.
Ding.
Floor 49.
The elevator doors slide open with a hiss of cold air and sterile silence.
âDoor 01,â Bucky says.
You move fast, soft on your feet down the long white corridor. The hallway is lined with vault-like doorsâno windows, no labels. Just numbers etched in steel.
You find it.
Door 01.
You try the access pad. Nothing.
âLocked,â you hiss, fingers flying across your portable interface. âI canât get through the encryption.â
The Chosen and the Cursed - Bucky Barnes F!Reader +18
Part three: The Things We Fight For
Summary: You and the team step into the heart of the illusioned townâwhere the sky bleeds, the souls scream, and the truth can no longer be hidden. As the monk's twisted plan unfolds, youâre forced to make an impossible choice. With Bucky at your side and Bobâs life hanging by a thread, you descend into the soul world one last time. To stop him, you must break yourself open. This is where it ends. With a sword, a promise, and love spoken in the dark. A sacrifice is made. And peace comes at a cost.
Word count: 4k
Warnings: Major character sacrifice, heavy angst, intense emotional distress, soul possession, blood magic, grief, violence, character death (ambiguous), dark themes, corruption, unhealed wounds (literal & emotional)
part two ⢠masterlist
You sit in the stillness of your room, the candles flickering low, the weight of everything pressing against your chest. You close your eyes and reach inwardâpast flesh, past pain, past even thoughtâcalling for them.
The monks of Kâun-Lun. Their souls.
They come like whispers on the wind. Like light behind your eyelids. One by one, they appear before youârobed figures bathed in golden glow, their forms flickering like flame.
You speak first.
âHeâs here,â you whisper. âThe one causing all thisâthe corruption, the veil breaking. I need to know how to stop him.â
The air hums. Silence stretches.
One of them finally answers. âWe always knew this day would come. The time is now.â
You blink. âWhat? What do you mean?â
Another steps forward, voice low and grave. âHe was once one of us. A brother. Long ago.â
Your breath catches. âNoâŚâ
âHe was powerful. Gifted. But power consumed him. He sought dominionâover this world, and every other. We couldnât kill him⌠so we sealed his soul away.â
âWhy didnât you tell me?â Your voice cracks. âWhy didnât anyone say anything?â
âIt was not your burden to carry. Not then. It is now.â
Your heart pounds. âBut how? How is he still here?â
The monk lowers his hood. âTo keep his soul bound, a force of equal strength was required. Something pure. Something selfless. A soul freely given.â
The words hit like a blade. You already know what heâs going to say before he says it.
âIt was you,â he confirms gently. âIt has always been you. The day you gave up your soul to save all⌠it was taken. And given purpose.â
âNoâŚâ you shake your head. âButâwhat about what he showed me? The dark version of myself. My handsâmy eyes. What if heâs right?â
âIt was written before you were born,â another monk says. âA warning. A prophecy. But the outcome is not set. Accept your essence. Embrace who you are. Only then can you stop him.â
Tears blur your vision.
âSo I never had a choice,â you whisper. âIs that it?â
âYes, you did,â the first monk says softly. âYou always did. From the moment you chose to do good with your gift⌠you shaped your own path.â
âDestiny doesnât choose for you, child. It only guides. The rest is up to you.â
You canât hold it together any longer.
You break the connection. Their voices dissolve into ash. The glow fades.
You collapse forward, forehead to your knees.
And you cry.
You cry for the past you didnât know was yours. For the soul you lost. For the fight ahead.
Ava scrolls through the tablet in her hands, her face tightening.
âShit,â she mutters.
Everyone turns toward her.
âWhat is it?â Bucky asks, already dreading the answer.
She doesnât say anything at firstâjust passes the tablet to him.
He takes it, eyes scanning quickly. Then slower.
His jaw sets. âAgain?â he says. âThatâs the third one.â
âThis townâs bigger, Buck,â Ava says. âA hell of a lot more people. I donât think she can handle that much.â Her voice drops. âWe canât keep this from her.â
âI know,â Bucky replies, quiet. Almost guilty.
They bring the others inâYelena, Bob, even Alexei. The room feels heavier than it did a minute ago.
âWe need to tell her,â Ava insists. âSoon.â
âThe best thing we can do,â Yelena says, arms crossed, âis be with her. Stand by her. No matter whatâs coming.â
âIâll tell her,â Bucky says.
He heads to your room, but youâre not there.
ThenâHere. The whisper finds him. Gentle. Familiar. It curls in his mind like the echo of your voice. He smiles to himself and turns.
He finds you in the library. Books are scattered all around youâopened, stacked high. Symbols are sketched across three separate notepads. You look half-mad, half-inspired.
âTaken an interest in occultism?â Bucky asks as he steps closer. âAlexeiâs gonna love that.â
You glance up, startled, then smileâtired but real. The first time heâs seen it today.
âJust trying to be careful,â you murmur. âThatâs all.â
He sits down across from you, placing the tablet gently on the table. âI have something to show you.â
You take it. Footage playsâgrainy CCTV. People walking in circles, twitching strangely. Their eyes vacant. Their mouths moving like theyâre whispering to something no one else can see.
You inhale sharply.
âWeâre all going,â Bucky says. Firm. No room for negotiation.
You shake your head, gaze still fixed on the screen. âItâs dangerous.â
âI know.â He reaches across the table. âThatâs why weâre all going. And if something happens, you talk to us. You lean on us. None of that sacrificial bullshit, got it?â
You look at him for a long moment. Then nod. âGot it.â
âGood.â
You pauseâthen motion for him to come closer.
âCome here.â
He obeys. Stands near you as you press your hand to the center of his chest, right over his heart. His breath catches slightly.
A subtle warmth pulses beneath your palm, sinking into his skinâno, deeper than that. Into something more permanent.
âWhatâs this?â he asks, voice quieter now.
"I'm engraving sigils on your soul," you answer, not meeting his eyes. "It's a shielding markâso he can't possess you. So you're hidden."
âOh.â His tone softens. âYeah?â
You nod, still not looking at him. He is too close.
Thereâs a momentâstill, slow, charged. His eyes drop briefly to your lips.
ThenââThatâs cool! Can you do that to me too?â
Alexeiâs voice breaks the moment like a hammer.
Bucky groans loudly. You laugh.
By nightfall, everyone in the team has a soul-sigil. You do it carefully, one by one. Each time, your touch burns gold against their chest.
They trust you.
And somehow, the weight of that feels heavier than ever.
Inside the jet, everyone is strapped in, armored in quiet fear, nerves curled tight as wire. The wind roars beyond the metal skin, but inside, it is too quiet. Too still.
"Okay," John says, glancing around. âSo how are we doing this? We bring them to you again? Like last time?â
You donât look at him. Your voice is low and certain: "Iâm sure heâll be there."
Ava stiffens, arms folded like a shield. "So we're walking into a trap."
âProbably,â you say. âBut it has to happen.â Then your voice hardens, just slightly. âI wonât let any of you get hurt. So you donât have to worry about that.â
âNone of us are going to get hurt,â Bucky says firmly. Heâs looking straight at you. âNot you either.â
"Yeah," Yelena echoes. Her eyes flick to you. "That."
Thereâs a brief silence.
âThereâs an eclipse today,â Bob says from his seat. Heâs pale, anxious. âJust like you saw.â
âI know.â You exhale, eyes drifting to your hands. âI know.â
âSo destiny does exist?â Alexei asks, almost skeptically.
You nod. âIt always has. Itâs one of the greatest forces there is.â You speak slowly, the words like the echo of something ancientâbut now, deeply personal. âBut it doesnât control you. Thatâs the part people get wrong. It guides you. Some things⌠yes, theyâre meant to happen. Anchors. But how you get there, what you choose to do in the face of it⌠thatâs still yours. The monks were right. Itâs never a fully written story.â
The cabin goes quiet. The weight of what you just said sinks in.
âI hate this mystical shit,â John mutters.
âYeah, me too,â Ava chimes in.
âItâs kind of magical, though,â Yelena argues, grinning softly.
A pause.
ââŚHmm,â John and Ava say in unison.
You smile. A real one. Faint but honest. You look around at all of themâyour team. Your people. Your heart swells with something like dread, something like love.
When the town finally comes into view, Ava speaks up.
Ava leans forward. "Bob should stay."
âWhat?â Bob snaps, already bristling. âNoââ
âJust in case,â Ava cuts in. âSomeone needs to watch the jet. Stay ready in case we need to evac.â
âSheâs right,â Bucky says quietly. âWe donât know what weâre walking into. Itâs better to have someone on the outside.â
Bob clenches his jaw, then sighs. ââŚFine.â
The jet doors open. Cold wind rushes in. The town below feels⌠wrong. Like the ground itself is waiting to swallow something.
As you head toward the ramp, Bucky catches up to you.
âAre you scared?â he asks, soft as breath.
âMy own death?â you murmur. âThatâs not what scares me, Bucky.â You turn your head to look at him. âItâs you. All of you. Thatâs what Iâm afraid of.â
He steps closer. âWeâre going to make it out. All of us.â
Ava approaches behind him, joining the conversation with a smirk. âDonât worry. Weâre gonna kill him.â
You shake your head. âWeâre not.â
She frowns. âWhat?â
"Iâm not sure we can," you say. "And even if we couldâit might cost too much."
âWhat do you mean?â she asks, confused. âOf course we can. Youâve got that sword. A spell. Something.â
âItâs too risky.â Your voice is calm. Steady. âThe death of your enemies isnât always the answer. Maybe you donât understand that yet. But you will.â
Yelena crosses her arms. âHeâs hurting people. Heâs not some misunderstood monk.â
âI know. Iâm not saying heâs good,â you say. âFor a long time, I thought there was always good in everyone. That everyone could be saved. But⌠I know now, thatâs not always true.â You pause, eyes burning. âIâm not trying to save him. But if killing him means putting all of you in danger, then I will not take that path. There has to be another way. You just⌠have to trust me.â
They all look at you. Thereâs something in your voice. In your eyes. A light. A conviction.
A spark.
ââŚSheâs really good with words,â Alexei mutters, impressed.
âLetâs go,â John says, stepping forward. âLetâs finish this.â
You fall into step. Bucky is right beside you, always.
âAre you cold?â he asks, glancing at your bare arms.
You smile faintly. âWinter wakes the wolf,â you whisper.
His lips curl into a small smile. âIt does,â he says.
The six of you reach the edge of the town just as the first sliver of the eclipse begins to shade the world.
âItâs because you canât see it,â you say. âHeâs hiding in plain sight.â
You lift your hand.
A wave of dark purple smoke spills out from your palmâthick, slow, humming with power. For a moment, the others blink, confused⌠then the veil lifts from their eyes.
The town shifts.
The sky above is not sky at all, but a deep, bruised black, swirling around the moon as it drifts over the sun. The mist in the air is copper-orange, clinging to skin like oil. Everything is wrong. Bent. Corrupted.
When your foot steps forward into it, it feels like cracking through glass. Reality breaking open.
They all gasp.
âShit,â John says under his breath.
âItâs bad,â Ava whispers, her voice tight.
A soul appears in front of you. Pale, wretched, barely tethered to form. Acheron materializes in your grip, ice-cold and pulsing.
You raise it toward the soul. âShow me the way to the damned,â you command.
Chains glintâfiery, glowing orangeâwrapped tight around the soulâs ankles. It turns and begins to walk, slow and jerking, like something resisting fate.
And then: Come with me, child.
The voice coils through your mind, familiar and ancient. You freeze. Turn back to the others.
âFollow him,â you tell them, nodding toward the soul.
âWaitâwhere are you going?â Yelena asks, alarmed.
You donât answer.
âYouâre doing it again,â Bucky says, voice edged in hurt and fury. âRunning off alone.â
âI have to,â you say softly, like it costs you everything.
More movement. People of the townâblank-eyed and controlledâbegin drifting toward you.
You gesture to John. âKnock them out. Gently. Entertain them while I go.â
John presses a firm hand to your shoulder. Nods. âBe fast.â
âIâm going with you,â Bucky says.
You turn to him. âBuckyââ
âIâm not asking,â he cuts in.
And you donât fight it.
The others ready for combat. You and Bucky run, weaving through empty streets shrouded in mist, following the thread of soul-essence trailing from the chained guide. It leads you to a park. Overgrown. Choked with fog.
A voice greets you.
âThere you are, my divine, death-touched angel.â Low. Dark. Tainted. It seeps into the air like rot.
You step forward, gripping Acheron tighter. âIâve come to stop you.â
The figure laughs, cracked and brittle.
âThatâs what they told you your purpose was?â he asks, stepping into the light. "They used you to keep me trapped. Your soul was the key. They fed it to the prison so I could never rise."
His body is ruined. Rot spreading across broken skin. Orange mist leaks through wounds like smoke through cracks. Chains pierce himâstabbed into flesh like cursed nails. He has long, tangled hair and hollow, molten eyes. And in his hand⌠the Darkhold.
âI apologize for the appearance,â he says, smiling. âThis body is not strong enough to hold me.â
He steps forward. Bucky instinctively moves to shield you, but you stop himâhand to his chest.
You donât look at him. Your eyes are locked on the monk. âThis ends today.â
âPerhaps,â he replies. âI donât wish you harm. I know you well, my angel. After all⌠your soul and mine have been together for a long time. Bound, entangled. They used you to keep me trapped.â
He lifts his hand. The Darkhold opens, pages crackling, and the earth trembles. Souls erupt from the soil, shriekingâcursed and bound.
You donât flinch. Instead, you cut your palm with Acheron, warm blood spilling over your fingers. You reach for Buckyâhis metal hand first, then the flesh one. Carefully, you draw a symbol on each, whispering words.
âThat will keep them away,â you murmur.
Bucky nods. His eyes stay on yours. He lifts a hand and brushes his thumb against your cheek.
Itâs so soft. So gentle. You close your eyes. Just for a second. Just to feel it.
A scream tears through the hazeââWatch out!â Bob shouts.
You spin. Acheron already in your hand. You strike, blade piercing through the soul lunging at you.
âWhat the hell are you doing here?â Bucky barks, eyes sharp.
âI tried contacting you through the comms, but no one answered. So I came.â Bobâs voice is tense.
âCommunication must be down inside the town,â you mutter, not taking your eyes off the streets thick with static shadows.
âWell,â a voice slithers through the air, smooth and venomous. âYou brought him right to me.â
The monk stands a few feet away, robes rustling despite the stillness. âFinally. Now I have you. And him.â
âFuck,â Bucky hisses. âWhat does that mean?â
âHe needs me to open the gate,â you whisper. âAnd Bobâs body to host his soul. But I wonât let that happen.â
Thereâs no more time for talk. The ground splits open. The dead come clawing up againâshadows made flesh. You and Bucky fightâmetal, bone, soul, steel. Your body moves like instinct, like desperation.
But for a single heartbeat, your focus driftsâand the monk takes it.
He lunges. Grabs Bob. One hand on his head. Bob screams, voice ragged, like itâs being torn out of him.
âBob, NO!â Yelenaâs voice cracks with raw grief, echoing through the chaos.
You donât have time to process itâjust instinct. You move fast, catching her before she can charge forward. Her fists hit your chest, but you hold her, firmly, gently.
The others arrive behind herâJohn, Ava, Alexeiâall breathless and wide-eyed. They see the monkâs hand gripping Bob.
You cradle Yelenaâs cheeks, forcing her to look at you. âYou canât,â you whisper, voice shaking. âYou canât reach him. Not like this.â
âI have toââ
You hold her tighter. âI will get him back. I promise you.â
Your voice is low but certain. Itâs not a vowâitâs a truth born of love.
John wraps his arms around her. Holds her back, trembling.
Thenâa hand. Pulling you free. You choke, cough, and breathe.
You touch his arm. âBob.â
âYouâre okay?â he asks, breathless.
You nod. âI am.â
He helps you stand. Together, you look around.
Souls. Thousands. Broken, lost.
âTheyâre still here,â Bob whispers. âHe trapped them.â
You lift your chin. âHe will not win.â
You step forward, strong. âHear me!â you shout. The souls scream louder.
You flare your light, and they flinch. âHe has kept you in this place for longer than you can remember. He stole your time. Your rest. Your peace.â
Some of them begin to listen. "You can have revenge. You can have freedom.â
One soul steps forward, slow, trembling. Reaches for you.
You take its hand.
It criesâa real, human cryâand breathes.
You inhale its pain, its memory, its fury. You feel it burn inside you.
Then another. And another. You carry them all. A blast hits you from behind. You collapse forward.
Your eyes snap open. You are back.
A pulse of your power throws the monk across the square. He crashes into the fountain. Bob falls to the ground, gasping.
You step down, slow. The team stares. Your hand is black, burned to the elbow. Eyesâpure black, with a faint violet core. Mist surrounds you like a veil of death.
The monk looks up, bleedingâand smiles. âSoft as whispered grief⌠welcome to life, dark angel,â he says.
Bob coughs. You turn to him. Heâs alive.
You snarl. Thenârage. You swing Acheron and charge the monk.
Your blows are thunder. He grunts, staggers, but heâs no match for you now.
âYou will pay,â you scream. âFor every soul youâve taken. For every tear they cried.â
You thrust your hand out. The mist around you glows, vibrates, and from the earthâsouls rise.
Eyes glowing. Chains falling. Free.
You raise your voice: âI call you here. I clear your path to vengeance.â
They charge him. He screams.
âYou think youâve won?â he shrieks. âI have your soul! Trapped with mine!â
âI know,â you whisper.
Acheron rises from shadow into your grip. âAnd youâre going to give it back.â
You drive the blade into his chest. A tear rips through the air.
The Soul World opens.
Bucky screams your name.
You turn. Tears fall freely.
The monk tries to grab Bob.
You push him back, away from danger. And you grab the monkâs shoulders.
You look at your team. At Bucky. âI love you.â
Then you fall backâdragging the monk with you into the light.
The gate slams shut.
Gone.
Silence.
Your last thought echoes softly, like a prayer:
âUntil the last soul finds peace⌠Iâll carry the weight.â
Sooo⌠here I am. Donât kill me đ I did warn you this one was pure angst. I told you. You kept reading. Thatâs on us both.
What do we think? đ¤ Is this the end? Is it not?
(I mean⌠soul magic, sacrifice, Buckyâdo we ever really know?)
Anyway, Iâll just be over here⌠sobbing. Feel free to yell at me in the comments