Just finished PHM and now I will be writing fics about them
PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE THERE ISNT ENOUGH OF THEM
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Just finished PHM and now I will be writing fics about them
PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE THERE ISNT ENOUGH OF THEM

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âEridians dislike earth because they abandoned Grace.â *Incorrect Buzzer Sound* ya missed the point of the story buddy! Itâs not about someone being âbadâ itâs about the incredible power of love and that love being worth dying for!
Gimmie Eridians who are absolutely heartbroken to hear that humans where so desperate and so scared that they where willing to part with not just one Grace, there were three of them! Gimmie Eridians touched to find that the humans planned a way for their sacrifices to be as comfortable as possible. Gimmie Eridians who send earth a message saying âWe know it must have hurt to send your heroes to die, but one made it and heâs safe here. We lost 22 good Eridians on the journey we would have lost 23 if not for your Grace.â
Give me humans sitting on Earth slowly coming to the conclusion that when we look up not only are we not alone, someone out there is alive because of one of us. That no matter what we think of ourselves a whole species thinks highly of us because we helped save the galaxy. Give me humans who figure out how to send a probe to Erid filled to the brim with messages for Grace and footage of a monument being raised that reads his name, his crews names, and then âin memory of the 22 Eridians who lost their lives on the journey to save the stars.â
Yknow the lil fanfic trope where a character, usually non-human, purrs like a cat. In this case it would obviously be Rocky but what if it was Grace instead hear me out-
Hookup era Hollanov where Shane is just so tired and sleepy but he wants to have sex with Ilya so bad but his thrust are rocking him back and forth and his chest is so warm and Shaneâs eyes are closing heavy and only barley fluttering open again. Ilya leans in and is grinding now more than thrusting and whispering all sweet in Shaneâs ear âOh so tired. So sleepy under me. But you still need it donât you, need me so bad even when barely awake.â And Ilya meant it more as teasing but then Shane is nodding against his shoulder, breathing deep and holding him with this weakening grip and Ilya is feeling a lot more turned on but also a lot more conflicted. Itâs too sweet, too intimate, too painful and all Ilya wants is to give in and cuddle Shane so close while he drifts off to the sensation of Ilya fucking him so tenderly, being everything he needs to feel content and relaxed and safe
But for now itâs too much. He finishes them both off quickly, giving Shane a few face pats to keep him awake. Itâs not as hot as it was a few moments ago and Shaneâs smile has gone from dopey to polite, and Ilya makes the rushed excuse of a shower so he can try to run away from the aching in his heart
When he gets back Shane is out cold, somewhat literally since he didnât pull the covers up. Ilya gives himself a moment of grace under the guise of being a good hookup and careful cleans Shane with a warm washcloth, lingering a little longer than necessary, and tucking him in properly. Ilya feels his legs freeze under him as his task is now complete, and without thinking too much about it leans down to kiss Shaneâs sleeping form, petting his hair as he shifts and sighs
Ilyaâs leaves after that, like always, unaware that heâll eventually get to settle the buzzing in his chest, in both their chests, at a scenic cottage where heâs never expected to leave

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Ilya is the type of depressed person who opens the fridge and realizes thereâs no milk and is like âFine, Iâll just kill myself thenâ and Shane overhears and wears a really exasperated look and says âI told you not to joke about thatâ and Ilya responds âWow okay I thought it was healthy to share my feelings but I guess I will just bottle them up thenâ and Shane gives him a look like heâs got five seconds to run.
Ilya is the type of depressed person who opens the fridge and realizes thereâs no milk and is like âFine, Iâll just kill myself thenâ and Shane overhears and wears a really exasperated look and says âI told you not to joke about thatâ and Ilya responds âWow okay I thought it was healthy to share my feelings but I guess I will just bottle them up thenâ and Shane gives him a look like heâs got five seconds to run.
COUNTERARGUMENT THEORY
Iâve seen people comment that Pomniâs torture scenario was kind of weak compared to the others, and that it could be because she hasnât been in the circus as long, thus Caine canât personalize her punishment as well.
And even if heâs technically using their traumas to hurt them, I donât think that was his main intention. I think he was âreplyingâ to their criticisms.
Pomni: We think your ideas suck!
Including Gummigoo, Pomni?
Zooble: Pathetic! Youâre like a child! What kind of all-powerful being has such fragile ego?
How can someone, whose body perfectly encapsulates their mind and is fully customizable, not feel satisfied yet? How many options do you need? How vain can you be, Zooble?
First of all, I know that Zooble most likely suffers from dysphoria, and Caine focusing the torture scenario on that was a massive dick move on his part, especially when Zooble had shared their insecurities about their body in a previous episode.
However, in that same episode, Caine shared with Zooble his own insecurities.
Caine: Making adventures is my art! Itâs all I exist to do! All I am⌠good at. (âŚ) ⌠w-what youâre saying could imply that Iâm bad at the only thing Iâm good at, and thatâŚ
Iâm just saying that he probably took Zoobleâs criticism as a low blow of its own and he made it personal.
Ragatha: You never let us feel like weâre at home.
Which home? Yours, Ragatha?
Gangle: You discourage us from thinking outside the box and doing things our way!
Spudsyâs was a hell of your own making, Gangle.
Jax: You lie to us constantly!
And you donât, Jax?
I found more of my favorite leydenkilgore posts. I thought it was gonna be lost forever but alas. Her advice was the best.

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shifting to experience youth w a friendgroup that always has your back
â how to "actually use" awake methods !
it's simple.
i've recently been doing research on why awake methods seem to be "ineffective" for me and using tarot cards to get deeper personal insight on what i should do differently and instead i ended up exploring a rabbit hole on spirituality and meditation.
i feel that maybe this resonates for many people and could be really helpful in allowing yourself to successfully shift; during awake methods sometimes you may be deep into your attempt and suddenly get a gut feeling that "nothing is working" or even a sudden deep urge to open your eyes and confirm that "you're still here", the best way i could describe this is as for example: i may be affirming that i am present in my intended reality constantly and within a good amount of minutes of doing so my thoughts will strongly waver towards disproving that and completely counterarguing it, trying desperately to remind me that i am still in my cr or that i should open my eyes. a sort of huge wave of disappointment.
this is whole experience in meditation is named by many different terminologies in the spiritual community such as: "the ego self" or in other words "the guardian" (rudolf steinerâs esoteric teachings) and it refers to your engrained beliefs that you learn based off of your experiences in this original reality, it's an attempt for your consciousness to make logical sense of the sudden loss of control and the shift that is beginning to take place.
âđđ ࣪⚠here's a diagram from meditation teachings that show the different phases:
(i'll probably go into more depth on this diagram on another post) !
it means that you are actually approaching and are close to shifting or if anything your "attempt" is working so deeply that as a result you're threatening your own beliefs of what physical reality is, who and where you are so much so that you've awaken or encountered (3.4.3) your "ego", a self defense to make sense of everything. you're rewriting your identity as a being and that is seen as a threat your physical body and so it desperately tries to make sense of this experience. it's not a flaw it's actually an attempt at your self trying to protect yourself from the unfamiliar.
this is important and where shifters say "let go" or have "patience" it applies here, do not fight the doubts or insecurities that come, persist in the feeling of knowing you are shifting and surrender to it, acknowledge each urge but understand that it does not defy nor control your abilities, remember that you are more than your physical self, take each thought as a wave count to 30 if you need to, the longer you persist and do not fight but rather alchemize these thoughts, the more they'll quieten until they become nothing and gradually you'll enter a deeper state and sink, losing awareness of your reality each time.
you are able to shift with doubts. you do not have to fight them, you have to acknowledge them and realise you hold more power. each time you fight them the more power you give these thoughts and the less you'll allow yourself to flow.
at certain point you'll reach a deep meditative state where you're free of any thoughts and your doubts do not seem as having much power, you're unaware of your surroundings and completely free of anything, free of expectations of what reality is and what we're "able to do" and most importantly free of any reality. that is when grounding affirmations can redirect your subconscious completely to another reality.
so anytime you've taken a shifting awake method attempt and felt "nothing is working" remember you were closer than you think.
hopefully this is helpful!
(again this is my own theory lmao based off of shadow work, shifting is individual entirely so.)
"he's wanted to go to NYU since he was six years old!" and he got to go to nyu FUCK MY STUPID JONATHAN BYERS LOVER FOREVER AND EVER LIFE
and as the smoke clearsâŚstonathan rises from the ashes of literally every other ship in the show
Whatâs even more fâd up for that gay bar scene is that other characters imagined futures had something to do with their personalities, but all Willâs had to do with his sexuality.
Yes, he should embrace that part of himself that he used to be ashamed of, but holy shit. Nothing to do with his art? His paintings?
Thatâs even worse. Thatâs what makes me angry. They genuinely watered him down to the âgay oneâ of the group there.
Correction: they also did that to Lucas and Max. Yes, their relationship should be shown but also nothing about them as individuals? They reduced one of their POC characters to a âboyfriendâ but ig they did that to Mike too so⌠basically everyone was flanderized through this

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you're telling me max and dustin, two characters who canonically went through depression and ptsd from seeing people close to them die in front of their eyes didn't immediately get war flashbacks and go on suicide watch those 18 months
the fact that they couldâve showed future Will in an apartment making art or having a career as an illustrator, and then a guy walks in and leans over his shoulder and they kiss. but no. half-assed ending in a gay bar. and mike was imagining it too, where is my creative out-of-the-box storyteller, MY mike would always picture Will as an artist and see that side of him.