m o l l y

entering this great new phase of my life where, when someone treats me like shit, instead of going "oh man I guess I'm a piece of shit" I can whole-heartedly go "christ alive, what is wrong with you? you can't treat people like that" and it may sound simple but it took a long time to get here and there's no fucking way I'm going back

remember: you should ALWAYS be fighting. you should be COMPARING yourself to your peers until it gives you tremors. a friend is a MISSED OPPORTUNITY to have a GOOD ENEMY. live as your liege pleases and die in a DISPUTE over which heir gets to own BARREN MORAVIAN FARMLAND

i talked to the butcher and he said i'm his favorite lamb he's ever slaughtered. and when i mentioned your name he didn't even remember slaughtering you

but! we! cannot! simply! sit! and! stare! at! our! wounds! forever!

i knew from a young age i was weird and off putting and unlovable