Im So Tired From Thinking About You

‪and by better i mean have crushes on all of their co workers ‬

my love for b was innocent. i never dreamed of him pulling me over his desk and fucking me. i never wanted anything but his love and kisses. i was so much younger than anyone on these pages yet what i felt was so very real. every glance he sent my way had me on my knees begging for more of his attention. i miss him with all of my heart, but he was my first love and that’s it. he wasn’t my forever. he was my distraction.

so we all know i don’t get to see b anymore (still love him but in more of a bittersweet way) but i have this teacher named P and i had him 2 years ago and i have him again and he’s so freaking fun??? like i think he’s so kind and lovely and attractive?? wow go me but yes more tc things will be posted on this page! THE HIATUS IS OVER

so there’s this guy who likes me and i don’t like him but i do keep flirting with him cause... why not? and yesterday i was talking about this book i wanted and boom. HE BOUGHT IT FOR ME ??!? I HAVE A SUGAR LIBRARIAN

i know i’m really inactive on here anyway, but i will probably be taking a break for the entire summer!! i know i suck but i really don’t want to spend my summer feeling any sadder then i already am :(( i miss so many people rn (B being #1) and i just need some time to breathe??? if that makes sense. s and i are buds!!! his wife is expecting which is so so exciting and i can’t wait for him to have the family he’s always wanted. much love, i hope you are okay. i know the summer can SUCK but make the best out of it and kiss a fucking stranger cause why not?? see ya (maybe) in august!!!

so there’s this guy in my chem class who flirts with me incessantly. of course me being me, i flirt back. today was a super chill day in s s class so we were just hanging out, and s yells “hey lovebirds, keep it down!” looking DIRECTLY AT US..... there was a couple literally sitting in one another’s lap in the back and veryone was screaming while we were just sitting in a couple desks talking. call me crazy but i hope he was

okay so here’s the deal, b and i follow each other on twitter and i have his tweet notifs on ( because let’s face it imma stalker) and i woke up at 6 am randomly a couple days ago and he tweeted at 2 am that like new stuff was on the horizon and he was leaving education. but there were a bunch of exclamation points and question marks which is sooooooo unlike him. AND THEN when i woke up again at 8, because ya girl was not getting up at 6, he had deleted it?? idk i thought it was super funny/ concerning

i have a really cute chem teacher! i always seem to think the science ones are attractive :/ anyway he will now be known as s! i don’t know if i actually like him or if i’m talking myself into it because damn it he’s sweet and smart as fuck.