besties! im officially a graduate! with a first class degree!

It’s taken 6 years and many interruptions. You know just to save my life by being admitted on to an EDU three separate times.

I spent a lot of my early twenty not even wanting to be alive. So to have finally made it and graduated feels incredible.

hey friends! i know I’ve been away forever and actually I think that’s a really good thing. sometimes i feel as though this blog was used as something to keep me hooked on to my eating disorder n i think a way to make myself feel heard n validated which i really wasn’t getting in the real world.

life is wild n full of so many unexpected turns (something my therapist reminds me of regularly). It’s truly amazing what can happen when you put your all into creating a better life for yourself. It hasn’t been one straight road of recovery, yes i am still in recovery n wobble n mess up & completely convince myself im going to relapse. But here i am, not only feeding myself but ALSO my baby (wahey to breastfeeding)!! Elias is now three months old and he honestly fills my whole heart with so much joy and love💖. It’s coming up to our first Christmas together as a lil family of three and I’m so grateful to be in this world.

Here’s some pictures of me and Elias💜

I’ll never forget how far I’ve come. From the worst relapse of my whole illness just 8 or so months ago. I’m not 7 months pregnant, and a lot happier than I’ve been in a very long time. My body has changed so much, but I’m growing a little baby so ofc it has. I am so proud of myself. And so grateful for the amazing things my body has done for me 💘