lover of soft bellies n soft feelings

I mean it kinda is in that you’re so excited to show up and see how much I tortured my gut by stretching it so far with so much god damn food. Like I literally eat until I’m gasping at the table and I can’t lean forward anymore, and y’all just scramble to see how much more far gone I am each week 😩

27 fucking tacos, AGAIN

27 CANNOT be my new normal. My gut is absolutely blowing the fuck up, it can’t be pounding this too many calories. Seriously I’m getting so fucking round and wide now from literal weeks of taco Tuesdays. It’s all piling on my gut because I just keep feeding it bigger, I look in the mirror and see this giant fat guy each time having to realize it’s me. All the while I know I’m about to leave and have more tacos 😩

Once I get past 24 I can’t lean forward anymore which sucks because I have to lift the food up over my gut to my face and I end up spilling a bit more. I don’t wanna be a slob but when you’re pounding down this much food and you can’t fucking move in your seat I’m bound to spill some on my shirt. Just because at that point I can barely get my lips around each bite.

I feel like I leave this restaurant a disheveled mess each time. Waddling out, belly bulging against my shirt, light food stains on it, maybe my under belly hanging down out of my shirt. I come in so well put together, but when I’m leaving I just look like an out of control slob.

Look at all these fucking tacos. 27 of these ended up right in my big fat belly after dinner. How can I even hold all of these. I just keep fucking asking for more. They just keep putting them in front of me and I just keep pounding them down.

God also this pic of me in my car, if you look at that pic smaller or farther away from the screen you can see the shadow of all those fucking tacos bulging out of my side. That’s my stomach shoved with so much food it’s unmistakably bowing out to the sides 😩 I can pat it and feel how stuffed even my sides are ugh

Ugh I’m getting so fucking fat, I try just to stuff myself but I just wanna do it all the fucking time. I do it so much my belly is getting just so fucking big, I see all these new stretch marks on it which might be just because of how much it stretches to hold all these gut busting meals.

Fuck I need my gut rubbed and told how fat and massive my tank is getting. I need to be teased and bullied until I fucking cave and gorge myself again. Being told how fucking massive I am while I binge eating out of control 😩

Tell me eat more until I fucking burst 🥵

Eating 2000 calories before my work from home day even begins.

finally drew jett

oouf~