Went off my meds to see if I was normal and I was given a strong reminder that I’m, in fact, not.
Unfortunately this did trigger a small depressive episode, I’m back on my meds but like Ugh. My usual dopamine hits aren’t hitting.
The good news? I found a swan lamp. It lives in my shower sometimes for when the bright lights feel overwhelming. I hope this update is enough for now haha..
Please send me whatever has helped you c*m lately, I’m just not seeing anything original that sparks my interest or curiosity.













