Feral Child

I've been off my meds and made a big mistake!

I've been pushing him and everything else to the back of my head since our break up. I've refused to face the reality of everything until now, so now everything is sinking in and I don't like where it's at. I've been crying all night and it doesn't look like I will stop anytime soon

my boyfriend and I broke up and now I am so sad

I need a better way of coping than imagining all the ways I could die

It's my birthday!

I'm the happiest I've been in my whole life!

My boyfriend is too good and pure for this world. I have the constant urge to wrap myself around him and kiss every inch of his body. I'm so proud to date someone who is so ambitious. He is so smart, he literally teaches me something new every day. Even if I stumble over my words, or say something dumb, or don't understand something simple, I never feel like he holds it against me. He says I am precious and delicate, but I always want to protect him. Nothing I've ever felt feels like the way that I love him.

I wish such a great band like The Growlers didn't remind me of such a shitty person...

I'm sure I failed my design class. Look, I don't care if I like my career anymore. I'm not detrimental to society. I'm just done being a failure.

I know my boyfriend loves me, there isn't a doubt in my mind that he cares about me so much I just don't deserve it