creative apnoea

You know I don’t really enjoy Sam without Cait and I don’t really enjoy Cait without Sam. I just loved them the way they interacted with each other . That’s what I loved .

It's all a bit mad, isn't it? Disappointment, concern, frustration, sadness? It's as if every different theory/possibility has all been thrown into one jar and shaken. We've each read a lot of these ideas. We ask all the questions. For myself in my already emotional state, (and like a childhood friend use to always say) I feel like I don't know my ass from a hole in the wall. It's what led me to write the Prayers post. We DO know: Sam is different. Sadness? Tiredness? He 'appears' to have closed the Outlander door. We are all generally in agreement something is off. Something is not right. MW ? Caitriona? Health? We don't know. May never know. Every long running show has an ending that's either dearly loved or hated with passion. So let's just do the one thing WE have the power to ... pray. Not a praying person? Cool. No problem. Just send good vibes all week and let's get past this traumatic OR lovely event. Heartbreaking as it is, it's happening. Mercy me!!

Lately, when I see in my notifications that there's a new story from Sam, I immediately reach for the screenshot, because I know it's going to be a picture of him with his soulmate.

Tairn: I have two daughters. One is a constant whole body ache, and the other is a constant headache, but I don't recommend hurting them. Not even ashes will be left.

Sgaeyl: So I know you have a lot of daughters and you keep saying fuck me. That can be arranged.