august

i made miso soup for lunch and spilled it everywhere ,,, dinner omad incoming

period bloating sucks so much i feel huge

hearing people point out that youve lost is a different kind of high

i think im breaking out, i feel like shit and im still awake at midnight despite needing to take my id photos today sigh

weighing myself tomorrow for the first time after like a week of not being able to count cals oh lord

its so disappointing when you lose enough to wear what you wanted but still end up hating how it looks on you

trying to romanticize journaling but everything i write is either paranoia or calculating cals and mealplanning

vent kinda but does anyone else focus on food or losing as a way to ignore/avoid their other problems kinda ?? like whenever i feel myself starting to worry or obsess over something in a bad way i start obsessing over food and my weight instead