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me: wants to be healthy and recovered
also me: actively enjoys self destructive behaviour

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stop being cute or come be cute in my bed
i've been dead for years yet somehow i'm still breathing
Fuck everyone saying they hope I have a nice winter break. Fuck everyone saying "at least you will get to be with family, that should help you". Fuck everyone. And fuck my family. Fuck them so much. Selfish fucking pricks. Every last one of them. They cannot fucking step out of themselves for even one fucking second. They care more about brooding in their own trauma soup than about people in their lives now. FUCK THEM AND FUCK THEM FOR NOT EVER FUCKING GIVING A SHIT ABOUT ME. FUCK ALL OF THEM. FUCKING FART BAGS.

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It's really strange....
once you're in your late 20s
and you're one of the few people left with
Severe mental illness
And.....
....
....you just don't really have those genuine connections to people anymore....
No one
No one
Understands
The constellations of misery
That are in your soul.
Where stars should be
There are black holes;
Where life should be
There is a vacuum...
....
....
....and unlike earlier in life....
...you are now
completely
And utterly
Alone
In this vaccum. And because you are
Alone
The demons
The demons can get to you faster
And can drag you deeper
And nothing helps
While you drown
Alone
Like an astraunaut in the ocean.
― Andrei Tarkovsky
Safia Elhillo, from Home Is Not a Country; “Haitham”
Anne Carson, from Autobiography of Red

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i am just an unhealed wound that is constantly being picked open again
i’m stuck
hw // vent
my soul feels sick and i wish i knew what to do
i’m scared i’ll never be able to fully heal and that i’ll have to carry the weight of everything forever

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