âOff scriptâ| Lee Know
Somewhere between late-night rehearsals, brutal arguments, and a kiss that definitely wasnât just acting anymore, everything starts falling apart off script and when the movieâs biggest performance finally arrives, neither of you can tell where the characters end and your real feelings begin.
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The atmosphere on set had changed.
At first, nobody really mentioned it.But people noticed.
The playful teasing between you and Minho happened less often now. Conversations became shorter. Rehearsals sharper.
Everything between you felt tighter somehow.
Like both of you were pulling a string too far without knowing when it would finally snap.
âAgain from the top!â
The choreographerâs voice echoed through the rehearsal room as the music restarted for what felt like the hundredth time that day.
Your body moved automatically now.
Minho matched every movement perfectly across from you, expression focused as his hand slid to your waist during the turn.
Too naturally. Too comfortably. You hated how aware of it youâd become lately.
âCloserâ the choreographer interrupted again.
You exhaled sharply through your nose.
âNoâ they replied immediately. âYour characters are supposed to be fighting attraction right now. I need tension.â
A few backup dancers exchanged knowing looks nearby.
Heat crawled up your neck instantly.
Minho looked entirely too calm about it.
âGot itâ he said easily.
You shot him a glare. That only made the corner of his mouth twitch slightly.
The music restarted. This time he stepped in closer immediately during the choreography, fingers settling firmly against your waist as he pulled you into the spin.
Your breath caught. Again.
And judging by the way his jaw tightened slightlyâŠhe noticed.
By the end of rehearsal, you were exhausted. Not physically. Emotionally.
âNice work todayâ the choreographer said while checking something on the monitor. âThe chemistryâs getting kind of insane now.â
Several people nodded in agreement.
You immediately reached for your water bottle to avoid eye contact with literally everyone in the room.
Minho leaned back against the mirrored wall beside you, annoyingly unaffected as always.
âYou trying to outdo me or something?â he asked lightly.
The teasing shouldâve felt familiar.
Instead, something about it irritated you immediately.
âMaybe keep up better and you wonât have to ask.â
The words came out sharper than intended. Several staff members nearby suddenly became very interested in literally anything else.
Minhoâs brows lifted slightly.Not angry. Just surprised.
Then slowly, he smiled. Small. Dangerous. âCarefulâ he said quietly. âYouâre starting to sound competitive.â
Your pulse jumped unexpectedly.
âMaybe I am.â His gaze lingered a second too long before someone called him away for wardrobe.
And somehow the tension only got worse after that.
The inside of the trailer felt too small.
You sat on the narrow couch near the window, script abandoned beside you while muffled sounds from the set echoed faintly outside.
You were supposed to be reviewing lines. Instead, youâd spent the last ten minutes rereading the same page without actually processing a single word.
A knock sounded against the door. Before you could answer, it opened.
Minho stepped inside and immediately, the air changed.
You looked away first. âThought you had wardrobe.â
âI finished.â His voice was calm. Too calm. The door clicked shut behind him.
Silence settled almost instantly after that. Heavy. Uncomfortable.
You hated it. Usually being alone with him felt easy. Now it felt like standing too close to a fire and pretending you couldnât feel the heat.
âYouâve been avoiding me.â The words left his mouth quietly. Not accusing. Almost confused. You scoffed softly, still staring down at your script. âThatâs dramatic.â
You finally looked up then. He was leaning against the opposite counter now, arms crossed loosely over his chest. Watching you carefully. Like he was trying to figure something out.
âYouâve barely looked at me all weekâ he continued. âEvery time rehearsal ends, you disappear.â
You shut the script a little harder than necessary. âWeâre working.â
âThatâs not an answer.â Something sharp twisted in your chest immediately.Because the worst part was that he was right.
You had been avoiding him.
Not intentionally at first.
But after the rehearsals, after the choreography, after every lingering stare that suddenly meant too muchâŠ
being around him started feeling dangerous.
âYouâre acting weird tooâ you shot back.
His brows furrowed slightly. âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â
âYou know exactly what I mean.â
âNo, actually, I donât.â
You let out a frustrated laugh. âSee? This. This thing you keep doing.â
âActing like nothingâs changed.â
His expression shifted slightly then. Smaller. Tighter.
âMaybe because nothing has.â
The answer came too quickly.Too rehearsed.And somehow that irritated you more than if heâd yelled.You stood abruptly from the couch.
âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â
You looked at him finally. Really looked at him. And suddenly all the frustration from the last few weeks came rushing up at once.âYou keep pulling away every time things start feeling real.âThe words slipped out before you could stop them.
Caught off guard. âWhat?â
âNoâ he said quietly, pushing himself away from the counter now. âI wanna hear you actually say what you mean.â
Your heartbeat sped up painfully. Because that was the problem, wasnât it? You didnât fully know what you meant anymore. You just knew everything between you felt wrong lately.
Too tense. Too careful. Too loaded.
âYou act like Iâm making this all upâ you said. âLike I imagined the way things have been between us.â His jaw tightened slightly. âIâm not saying that.â
âThen what are you saying?â
âThat maybe youâre reading too much into things because suddenly everything feels like a competition to you.â
The words hit immediately.
Your expression changed before you could hide it. And Minho noticed instantly. He regretted it just as fast.
But it was already too late.
You stared at him in disbelief. âWow.â
âThatâs not what I meant.â
âNoâ he snapped suddenly, frustration finally bleeding through his voice. âIâm saying youâve been pushing yourself so hard lately that itâs like you canât separate work from anything else anymore.â The trailer felt suffocatingly silent after that.
You swallowed hard. Because there was truth in it. And you hated that he was the one saying it.
âYou think thatâs what this is?â you asked quietly. Minho ran a hand through his hair roughly.
âI think your mood depends way too much on whether you think youâre winning.â
That one hurt. Really hurt. Not because it was cruel. Because somewhere deep down, you were terrified it might be true. You laughed softly, but there was no humor in it. âFunny.â His expression faltered slightly. âYou know what?â you continued, voice tightening. âMaybe I care because this actually matters to me.â
âYou think it doesnât matter to me too?â
âYou donât act like it!â The words echoed harshly through the small space.
Minho stared at you.Frustrated. Exhausted.
âDo you know how hard it is watching you do this to yourself?â he asked suddenly. Your breath caught. âWhat?â
âYou keep acting like if you stop proving yourself for one second, everyoneâs gonna realize you donât belong here.â
Silence.The words slammed into your chest so hard it almost felt physical.
Your eyes dropped immediately.
Because that was the insecurity, wasnât it? The one you never said out loud.
And somehow he saw right through it anyway.
When you looked back up at him, your expression had hardened completely.
âYou donât get to say things like that.â
âIâm trying to be honest with you.â
âNoâ you snapped. âYouâre acting like you know me better than I know myself.â
âMaybe I do right now.â
That did it. Something hot and angry twisted sharply in your chest. âYou know what your problem is?â you shot back. âYou keep acting like youâre above all of this.â Minhoâs brows furrowed immediately. âI never said that.â
âYou donât have to. Everyone already loves you. Everything comes naturally to you and you justââ
âBut it is!â you interrupted. âYou walk onto set relaxed while Iâm overthinking every single thing and somehow you still manage to make me feel like Iâm falling behind.â
The second the words left your mouth, the trailer went silent again.
Because there it was. The real problem.
Not the movie. Not rehearsals.
And how much his opinion affected you.
Minho looked at you like he didnât know what to say to that. Which somehow hurt even more.
âYou think I donât feel it too?âYour chest tightened painfully. The anger cracked slightly. Just enough. But neither of you knew what to do with that now.You looked away first. And Minho exhaled sharply through his nose, shaking his head once.âThis is exactly what I meanâ he muttered. âEvery time things get difficult, you shut down.â
You stared at him in disbelief. âAre you serious right now?â
âYou donât get to act like youâre the only one trying here.â
âThen why does it feel like Iâm the only one affected by any of this?!â
The words exploded out louder than intended. Silence crashed into the trailer immediately afterward.
Minhoâs expression changed instantly.
Not angry anymore. Just stunned. And that felt unbearable.You grabbed your script off the couch immediately.
âForget it.â âHeyââ
âNo, seriously, forget it.â
You pushed past him toward the door. But before you could open it.
âWhy does my opinion matter this much to you?â
The question stopped you cold. Your hand froze against the handle. The trailer suddenly felt impossibly quiet.
You didnât turn around. Couldnât. Because you didnât have an answer that wouldnât ruin everything.
The silence itself answered for you anyway. And Minho knew it. You could hear it in the way his breathing shifted behind you. That somehow made everything worse. You yanked the door open hard enough for it to slam against the side of the trailer.Then you walked out before he could say another word. The door slammed shut behind you loud enough to turn heads across the set.
The next few days felt strange. You and Minho still talked. Technically. But it wasnât the same.Too many loaded silences.Too many lingering stares.
Too many moments where neither of you seemed to know what to do with the other anymore.And because the universe apparently enjoyed making your life difficult the filming schedule kept pushing your characters closer together. More arguments. More emotional scenes. More physical proximity. It became impossible to tell where the tension was actually coming from anymore.
âGod, the tension between you two is insane latelyâ one of the staff members laughed quietly after a take.Neither of you responded.Because the tension wasnât acting anymore.And that was the problem.Filming became strangely mechanical after the argument.Marks. Lines.Camera angles.Reset.
You stopped waiting for him between takes like you usually did. Stopped sitting beside him during makeup touch-ups.Stopped looking for him automatically whenever something funny happened on set. And Minho noticed every single thing.You could tell.
Even if neither of you acknowledged it.
His hand grabbed your wrist as part of the scene. Usually heâd loosen his grip the second the cameras stopped rolling.Now he let go immediately.Too immediately.Like touching you burned.
You stepped back first this time.
Minho looked away before the director could even finish giving notes.The distance between you felt deliberate now.Painfully deliberate.And somehow that hurt more than yelling ever could.
The staff definitely noticed.
How could they not? You and Minho used to be impossible together.
Constant bickering,inside jokes,
laughing between takes hard enough to ruin makeup.Now?Silence.
Not awkward enough for people to question directly.But enough for everyone to feel it.One of the makeup artists glanced between the two of you carefully one afternoon before mutteringââŠDid you guys fight or something?â
You answered at the exact same time.
You glared at each other through the mirror.The makeup artist immediately decided they suddenly had somewhere else to be.
The worst part was how normal Minho acted around everyone else.Still polite.Still joking with staff.Still relaxed.
Meanwhile every time you looked at him, all you could hear was âWhy does my opinion matter this much to you?â
You still didnât have an answer.
At least not one you were willing to admit.Not to him.Definitely not to yourself.
The emotional ones were the hardest.
Because suddenly every line carried double meanings now.Every stare lasted too long.Every argument scene felt dangerously close to becoming real again.
âYou keep acting like you donât care!â your character shouted.Minho stepped closer immediately, eyes locked onto yours.âAnd you keep acting like caring gives you the right to push everyone away!âYour breath caught slightly.
Because for half a second that didnât feel scripted at all.
The director looked thrilled.You looked away first.Again.
The crew started reacting to your chemistry like it was entertainment.Whispers behind monitors.Knowing looks during rehearsals.Backup dancers going suspiciously quiet whenever the two of you stood too close.One afternoon during choreography practice, Minhoâs hand settled against your waist for a transition.Completely normal.Part of the choreography.Still, your entire body tensed instantly.
You knew he did from the way his grip faltered for half a second.The music kept playing.Neither of you acknowledged it. But after rehearsal ended, he left the room without saying a word.
You hated how much that bothered you.
Three days after the argument, you found yourself alone behind one of the stage sets, trying to breathe through the exhaustion settling into your chest.
You were tired.Of the tension.Of overthinking.Of pretending everything was fine.Voices echoed faintly somewhere nearby.Staff members.
ââŠI swear they act divorced lately.âA laugh followed. âYeah, but whatever happened definitely made the acting better.â You shouldâve walked away.
Instead you stayed frozen in place.
Because deep down they were right.
Something had changed.And no matter how hard you tried to ignore it every scene with Minho now felt like standing too close to the edge of something neither of you knew how to control anymore.
You looked up from your script immediately.Right.The argument scene.
Your stomach twisted painfully.
He looked calm.Of course he did.
Meanwhile your own heartbeat habeen uneven all morning.
You looked up as one of the assistants approached.You nodded automatically.
The set had been transformed into the backstage area from the movieâs award show scene.Dim lighting.Neon signs.
Fake dressing rooms lining the walls.
Everything felt strangely intimate.Too enclosed.You stepped onto your mark while makeup artists fixed final touch-ups around both of you.
Minho still hadnât really looked at you directly.That bothered you more than it should have.
âAlright everyone, quiet please!â
The tension hit immediately.
You turned sharply toward him the second the scene started.âYou think everything comes easy to you just because people already expect you to winâ you snapped. âAnd you think wanting it more suddenly makes you better than everyone else?â
The line hit harder than it should have. Because lately, every argument between your characters felt dangerously close to reality.
You stepped closer. âAt least I actually fight for it.âA humorless laugh left him.
âRight. Because nobody else here works hard except you.âYour jaw tightened.âThatâs not what I said.â
âThen what are you saying?âThe tension shifted immediately.Not scripted anymore.Something in his tone was too sharp.Too real.
âYou think youâre the only person here working for something?â you snapped, stepping toward him.Minho laughed humorlessly on cue.âAt least Iâm not pretending this competition doesnât consume my entire life.âThe words landed strangely.Too naturally.
You crossed your arms tightly. âYou donât know anything about me.â
âOh pleaseâ he scoffed. âEverything with you is about proving something.â
Something flickered in your chest immediately.Because lately that sounded less like acting and more like him.You stepped closer.âAnd what exactly is that supposed to mean?â
âIt means you push yourself until nothing else matters.âThere.That wasnât in the script.You saw the realization hit him too late.Your expression hardened immediately.
âKeep rollingâ the director interrupted. Their voices muffled from your brain. You can only focus on Minhoâs words.
The cameras stayed fixed on both of you. And suddenly neither of you were fully acting anymore.The director stayed silent behind the monitors.Watching.
You crossed your arms tightly. âWhy are you acting like this?ââActing?â he repeated quietly.There it was.That look.
The same one from rehearsals lately.
Frustrated.Tired.Something else underneath it.âYouâve been acting weird for daysâ you said quietly now, voice tighter than intended. âIf somethingâs bothering you then say it.âMinho ran a frustrated hand through his hair.
âYou wanna know whatâs bothering me?âYour heartbeat sped up instantly.
âYesâ you shot back. âTell me.âHis eyes locked onto yours.âIâm tired of watching you act like destroying yourself is the only way to prove you deserve to be here.â
Silence.The words hit hard enough to physically hurt.Crew members shifted nervously somewhere behind the cameras.You stared at him.
Because some small part of you knew he meant it.You scoffed softly. âThatâs rich coming from you.â
âAt least I know when to stop.â
Your expression fell slightly and Minho noticed immediately.He regretted it the second it left his mouthâŠagainYou could see it.But the both of you were too far in it now.Minho ran a hand through his hair roughly, frustration bleeding through his expression now, not his characterâs.His.His jaw clenched.And then suddenly, Minho stepped closer now.Frustration was written all over his face now, mixed with something far more dangerous.
âYou think I donât notice it?â he asked quietly. âThe way you keep pushing yourself every single day like if you stop for one second everyoneâs gonna realize you donât belong here?âYour throat tightened painfully.You knew he wasnât talking about the movie anymore.Neither of you moved.
âNoâ he agreed instantly. âItâs not.âThe honesty in that answer hit harder than yelling wouldâve.You looked away first.
And somehow that made everything worse.
âMaybe you just hate that Iâm finally catching up to youâ you muttered.The second the words left your mouth, you regretted them.Minhoâs expression shifted immediately.Hurt. Not angry.
âYou really think thatâs what this is?âYou opened your mouth.Closed it again.
Honestly?You didnât know anymore.
The silence stretched painfully between you.Then his hand wrapped around your wrist.Your breath caught immediately.Too close.Your breath caught.
The next part of the scene was supposed to happen later.
A pause.More dialogue.Then the kiss.
But neither of you stopped.
His hand grabbed your wrist.Not rough.
Just desperate enough to make your pulse spike.âYou donât get itâ he said quietly.Your eyes lifted to his.
âWhat am I supposed to get?â
âThat I canât keep pretending this doesnât affect me anymore.âYour chest tightened.But nobody interrupted.
Because nobody wanted to ruin the scene.Or maybe because they couldnât.
Your chest rose unevenly.âYou donât get to tell me how much this matters to me.â
âAnd you donât get to pretend this is only about being validated anymore.â
Minho looked at you like heâd already lost the fight against himself.
That did it.Something snapped between you both at the exact same time.Frustration.Tension.Weeks of unresolved feelings.Maybe all of it.But suddenly
And it wasnât soft.It was messy.Emotional.Too much feeling forced into one moment.Your hand grabbed the front of his shirt instinctively while his other hand settled against your waist, pulling you impossibly closer.You could feel everything in it.The anger.The confusion.The wanting.And somehow that made it worse.Because this wasnât acting anymore.Not completely. The kiss deepened for half a second before reality came crashing back all at once.
Nobody moved immediately.Your breathing was uneven.Minhoâs forehead nearly brushed yours.And for one horrible secondâŠyou just stared at each other.Not characters.Not actors.Just you.Then suddenly you stepped back.
Too fast.The cold air hit your skin immediately where his hands had been moments ago.Noise rushed back into the set instantly.Crew members talking.
Someone praising the take.The director sounding almost thrilled.
But everything blurred together.
Because Minho still hadnât looked away from you.And you suddenly realized something terrifying. You had no idea if either of you were still pretending anymore.Neither did he.That was obvious from the look on his face.
Confused.Breathless.Almost guilty.
Like he was trying to figure out which part of that kiss belonged to the script
and which part belonged to you.
âOkay,â the director finally said slowly. âThatâŠâA pause.ââŠwas perfect.âNeither of you answered.Because perfect wasnât the word you wouldâve used.Not when your heartbeat still hadnât settled.
Not when Minhoâs hand twitched slightly at his side like part of him still wanted to reach for you again.And especially not when the space between you suddenly felt more dangerous than ever before.The rivalry had gone completely off script now.
And neither of you knew how to fix it.
The backstage halls of the âaward showâ buzzed with noise as the multiple cameras started rolling.âManagersâ rushing around with clipboards.âIdolsâ moving between waiting rooms.
âStaff membersâ calling out stage cues over the sound of music echoing through the venue.But somehow, despite all of it the silence between you and Minho still felt louder.Your âgroupâsâ waiting room was crowded with stylists fixing makeup and members pacing around nervously before the live broadcast.
Chaewon adjusted the sleeve of her stage outfit before glancing toward you from the mirror.âYouâve been staring at your phone for ten minutes.âYou blinked once, locking the screen immediately. âNo I havenât.ââYou literally haveâ Eunchae said from the couch.Kazuha looked up next. ââŠYou two still not talking?âYour stomach tightened instantly at howâŠreal this conversation felt, even if it was just the script.
You reached for your water bottle instead of answering.That was answer enough apparently.
Yunjin sighed dramatically. âThis is painful to watch.ââCan we not do this right now?ââIâm just sayingâ she continued, completely ignoring you, âthe tension between you two is getting ridiculous.âYou scoffed softly. âThere is no tension.â
All 5 of them looked at you.
Then at each other.Then back at you.
âRightâŠâ Sakura muttered.A knock interrupted the room.âJoint stage performers to backstage please!â
Your pulse jumped immediately.
Right.The performance.You stood slowly, smoothing down your outfit while trying to ignore the nervous energy suddenly twisting in your chest.
Not because of the stage.Because of him.
Backstage near the stage entrance felt colder somehow. Two cameras following you and Minho, recording the whole backstage scene in one take.
Dark.Dimly lit.The bass from the âcrowdâ outside vibrating faintly through the walls.You spotted Minho almost instantly, well spotted âLee Knowâ technically.He stood near one of the monitors while staff adjusted his in-ear mic, black stage outfit sharp under the low lights.Your eyes met accidentally.
And immediately both of you looked away.The memory of the argument still sat heavily between you.The kiss somehow made everything worse.
Because now neither of you knew what to do with each other anymore.
Your heartbeat sped up.Minho stepped beside you near the stage entrance, the camera following, a moment later.Him standing close enough that your shoulders almost brushed.Still,he said nothing.You hated how much that bothered you.The silence stretched painfully.Then quietly
without looking at youhe spoke.
âDonât overthink it.â
Your breath caught slightly.You turned toward him automatically.But his eyes stayed fixed on the stage curtains ahead.Like looking at you directly would make this harder somehow.
Before you could answer âGo!â
The lights exploded instantly.
The music hit hard enough to shake the floor beneath your feet as the two of you stepped onto the stage together.
The crowd screamed immediately.But the second the choreography started.
Everything narrowed down to him.
The performance began aggressively.
Sharp movements.Competitive energy.
Fast transitions designed to look almost confrontational.Your characters had spent the entire movie fighting each other.And the choreography reflected that perfectly.
You shoved past him during one formation.
He caught your wrist during the next.
Every movement felt like a challenge.
Like neither of you wanted to lose.The crowd lost their minds over it.But underneath all the sharp edges,
something else lingered now.Something softer.More dangerous.Halfway through the performance, the music shifted.
Slower.Heavier.The choreography changed with it.Less fighting.More tension.Your breathing had already become uneven from the intensity of the stage by the time Minho stepped directly in front of you during the center formation.Too close.His hand settled carefully against your waist as he spun you toward him.Your chest brushed his for half a second.The movement shouldâve felt rehearsed by now.Instead your pulse stumbled instantly.
Because the way he looked at you had changed.No arrogance.No irritation.No competition.Just honesty.Raw enough to make your chest ache unexpectedly.
Your next movement brought your hand against his chest while he pulled you back toward him again.And suddenlyâŠ
the performance stopped feeling like rivals trying to destroy each other.It felt like two people trying desperately not to admit they understood each other perfectly.The realization hit hard enough to almost throw you off beat.
Minho noticed immediately.Of course he did.His grip against your waist tightened slightly.Grounding.The final chorus hit.Lights flashing wildly across the stage.The audience screaming loudly enough to shake the arena.
But all you could focus on was him.
The closeness.The tension.The emotion sitting painfully between you both now.
Every stare lasted too long.Every touch lingered slightly more than necessary.
And for the first time since the argument.It didnât feel angry anymore.
The final pose arrived almost too quickly.You ended beside him, chest rising unevenly as the music faded out around you.The crowd erupted instantly.
But neither of you moved yet.
And suddenly the silence between you felt different now too.Still intense.Still complicated.But no longer pulling apart.Minho stepped slightly closer while the lights dimmed around the stage.Not enough for anyone else to notice.Just enough for his voice to reach you quietly.
ââŠYou stopped fighting me.â
Your breath caught immediately.Because somehow
you knew he wasnât talking about the choreography, not about the cameras that were still rolling, nor about the micâs picking up every single breath that leaves our lips and he was certainly not reciting the script.You swallowed slowly, heartbeat still racing from more than just the performance.
Something shifted in his expression then.Small.Almost vulnerable.And suddenly, for the first time in a long while, being near him didnât feel exhausting anymore.
It felt terrifying in an entirely different way.