milo 🐄🪲

it’s this weird like purgatory i’m in. while like the subtle changes i’ve experienced (some bottom growth, more hair on my stomach, very light hair growth on my face) are so affirming! but theyre so slight that like. it doesnt feel like a big enough change, i need to pass as a man NOW. or else i die. and i know the changes i want will come with time, and my next appointment in 3 months, i will be upping my dose to the max (i’m on a middose right now, because as stated before there was that whole ‘am i even trans or am i performative’ line). but it’s like not enough, i need it now. and that is my tidbit 

so when i was watching it, i really thought once rocky broke out of his bubble thing to save grace he was dead, and i turned to her with tears in my eyes and go ‘You sick bastard’ just for her to giggle at me! and i fear nothing will top that cinematic experience for me

and a little jade for fun

spamtenna charm ideas i was playing with over christmas

my beautiful daughter