shipping as a job?

i fear i am once again mad furious about jolex guys

jack dawkins yearner of a century (his and ours) <3

rip jack "i don't even know what love means" dawkins and welcome jack "you're everything to me" dawkins

the way belle breaks down both in ep1 and ep6 first thinking jack just got killed in front of her and then thinking her mother will have him killed and she desperately pleads for his life with everything in her is criminal both writers and maia mitchell should be arrested for causing emotional damage

the way you can physically feel jack's love for belle and his desperation to be with her and near her and how he literally only cares for her and nothing else in s2 is making me insane "YOU'RE MY ONLY CONCERN" "YOU'RE EVERYTHING TO ME" "MY BELOVED" "COME BACK TO ME" "THE ONLY THING BETWEEN US IS LOVE" i'm weak SO weak for them

george watching charlotte through the window while she plays chess by herself in the garden and smiling lovingly at her vs benedict watching sophie through the window while she's walking in the garden by herself and smiling lovingly at her <3

something something about benedict saying in the s3 finale how the next thing that comes may change him entirely and then violet saying to him in the s4 premiere how he seems like a changed man after he met sophie at the ball. yeah it's fine, i'm fine

conrad looking at belly in the museum and then quickly looking away when she looks at him is giving jesse/celine vibes in the record store in before sunrise and it's making me unwell

thinking about jolex (YES, AGAIN. also, always) and i just think it's insane. alex literally SAYS in the letter, the writers made him SAY that, it's WRITTEN in the show, that leaving jo (and with a letter out of all the ways) is OFFICIALLY THE WORST THING HE EVER DID. they've written this shit in, which means it's CANON that the LAST thing that alex karev did on a show he was on since the beginning, for 16 fucking season, is THE WORST THING HE EVER DID. that's FUCKING CANON. that he left while doing the worst thing EVER. and there are still people who love this? who support him doing this? WHO THINK THIS WAS A GOOD ENDING FOR HIM?! an ending where he CANONICALLY left while doing the worst thing we ever got to see him do. this is the last thing we ever got from him on this show. this was the last legacy that he left. that's what writers said themselves by making him say it. FUCKING INSANE