A place where the sun is silent

I will never forgive myself for the way I begged you to love me.

I thought time would make it easier. And most days, it does. But on days like this, I realize that some memories never truly fade. Happy Birthday—I hope you are happy, wherever you are.

“And if we ever meet again, then I’ll have so much more to say.”

I went on with my life - even without you. And yet I still think of you and wish that we had kept our promise.

“I choose to love you in silence because in silence I find no rejection, and in silence no one owns you but me.”

I've wished so many times for you to reach out to me. For you to write to me, expressing that you've missed me too. That you've often thought of me, recalling everything we've experienced and endured together. And even today, there's nothing I long for more. I still miss you.

Dear Diary,

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up.

“at least we look up at the same sky, even if we don’t see the same things anymore.”