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       whether itâs the feel of her hands wringing the tension out of him, or the ache in his chest at being so close to her, at the gentleness in her voice, but he canât bring himself to refuse her.  will a few hours lost make such a difference, in the long run ?  he wants nothing more than to wrap himself up in her, but whether itâs the truth of his feelings or just the nostalgia of what they once were, he canât quite place.
and oh, being around her, it makes him feel young again. Â like heâs seventeen, and the sight of her smile alone could make his heart beat right out of his chest. Â would it always be this way with her, he wondered ?
hands catch hands, fingers loose around hers  ;;  the warmth and softness of her skin against his is keenly familiar.  he knows how easy it would be to just fall back into her, like heâd never left, like they always did, but she wants to talk, and heâs all too aware of how deeply they need it, even if actions were always far easier than words.
â Â it can wait. Â â Â Â the chair turns to face her, and he meets her gaze with a brilliant smile, the kind that seemed to only ever be reserved for her. Â Â â Â what did you want to talk about ? Â â
    SHAKY  BREATHS   are  taken,  the  familiarity  of  his  digits  curling  round  hers  almost  overwhelming,  skin  tingles  before  it  warms,  gaze  softening  as  it  catches  his  own.  and  within  those  seconds  of  eyes  meeting  clear  blues , she  is  reminded  why  she  longer  for  him.  kindred  souls  reach  out  to  each  other,  as  theyâve  done  countless times  before.  how  long  would  they  share  this  insatiable  need  for  NEARNESS   before  parting  ways  yet  again.  it  shatters  her  every  time,  and  yet  she  comes  right  back  to  it  asking  for  more.Â
her  only  weakness  has  ever  only  been  him.  all  else  she  has  overcome,  but  to  FORGET  him  was  her  crux.  full  lips  part  in  search  of  breath,  palm  not  caught  in  his  grasp  sweeping  up  to  delicately  brush  the  collection  of  ebony  tresses  spanning  the  width  of  his  forehead,  smoothing  down  the  side  of  his  face  to  rest  atop  marble  cheek. Â
â   i miss you. â  thereâs  no  remorse  in  saying  what  is  felt,  more so  a  sense  of  liberation      like  weights  being  pried  off  her  chest,  stopped  from  crushing  brittle  lungs.  â  we might not be together anymore,  but i hate that every time we part, you become a stranger.â  she  knew  why,  though  sheâd  rather  turn  a  blind  eye  than  recognize  it.  every  time  they  came  together,  even  as just friends ,  they  ended  up  falling  right  back  where  they  had  left  off. Â
it  was  almost  masochistic ,  how  she  never  seemed  sated  by  their  pained  goodbyes.  once  a  slave  to  others,  she  is  now  a  slave  to  her  heart ;  shackled  to  a  fickle  love  doomed  to  combust  and  rise  again  from  its  ashes  like  a  warped  phoenix.  Â