I LIKE OC X CANON

I made this drawing a while back for someone’s mermay event and since I’m back I can now post it on my blog :>

Also I’m not going to tag this as TSAMS despite having characters from it because I’m not in the fandom anymore and haven’t been for a long time.

But if you want to know more about this ship, you should follow Kylie on their YouTube, oh and they also have a Tumblr!

I think I did some improvements with my art...but my hatred for how it looks is never fully gone.

As for how I'm doing mentally...it's a very confusing mess, I can go from feeling fine to feeling like garbage, but I am doing things to improve my mental health, so that's something at least ;-;

Anyway, while I was on hiatus I got in something like a billion more fandoms, so expect more variety in content on all my platforms :3

I also got some new F/Os, who are sadly going to replace the DCAs since my feelings for them have died a bit, but I still got a few AUs with them, so they won’t disappear from my blog.

And I also made a bunch of OCs to ship with other characters (and with my new F/Os) and in the future I'm planning to post some fan comics/fanfics about all these ships and AUs, so I hope you'll be interested in that.

I will also make fan arts, comics and fanfics of reader x characters, just to feed my fellow yumeshippers, and also content for character x character ships, since I'm a multishipper :}

That's all, here's some old art I made, I guess-

The first one is with Moon where I practice some perspective and used a random color palette, the second is Eclipse comforting a version of my new sona.

Third one is of my old sona, here I was mostly practicing with colors, lighting and shadows.

Just a drawing with my sona and all my f/os.

Below there’s also a version with Y/N for my fellow DCA enjoyers (it’s gender neutral Y/N, so everyone can picture themselves in this drawing and because I hate gendered Y/Ns).

I wish I could’ve posted this in better circumstances, but I still feel like crap even after making that last post and my mental health has been getting worse in general, so I think it’s the best solution to leave for a while and go on hiatus, Idk when I will return, but hopefully when I can finally make decent art that doesn’t make me feel incompetent or like a failure when I look at it.

This is my DCA sona, Nyx, this sona in particular will be used when shipping myself with the DCAs (or for any other scenario inserting myself with the DCAs)

Below the image there are a few more info about them.

I have an AU for them but right now it’s still a wip, so you’ll only get a few informations about my OCs and the DCAs.

Nyx was designed to be a theater attendant, they’re a cat animatronic (the cat ears are under the hat), they love the Daycare Attendants a lot (ofc) and keep a few trinkets on them, one that represents each of the DCAs (let’s see if you can spot them all), they’re in a poly relationship with the DCAs whom have their own separate bodies at some point, in the AU the DCAs also date each others, so if you ship Sun and Moon (or even Eclipse) together, then you’re in for a treat :3

That’s all for now, I hope I don’t get judged for this ;-;

Finally finished the animation, sorry if it looks trashy, I haven’t animated in a while and I’m still struggling to use Alight Motion :’)

Also, you get early access to this because I still need to figure out when to post this on YouTube-

And if you’re curious about the AU, you can find the story here.

I’m a bit early, I figured I’d post this at the usual time I post my stuff, since tonight I’ll probably celebrate the new year with my family and won’t be able to post anything during that time.

And to celebrate the new year here I decided to make a lil art piece with my old sona (the one I mostly used this year) and the two DCA AUs I worked on this year :3

It’s a shame that Mechanical Madness only had one part, but I promise that this next year I’ll work on it more (I have something special planned for this AU but I don’t want to spoil the surprise for now).

I also have other projects planned for this next year, but like I said, I don’t want to spoil anything for now-

Anyway, before I conclude this post, I decided to put here the speedpaint for the drawing as well, so enjoy!

For now I’m calling this the “Stalker AU” because I can’t think of any other names that work better, the AU revolves around Moon being smitten for Y/N and following them at night, taking pictures (nothing inappropriate dw, even though this doesn’t make it any better), collecting stuff and leaving small gifts, the reason why he resorts to this instead of approaching them like a normal person is because he doesn’t want to scare them off, since he has this reputation as the “big scary Moon robot” that had a virus which made him harm people (the virus is now gone and the Pizzaplex was shut down and abandoned instead of being set on fire like in canon).

I didn’t make any drawings of Sun, but he’s also in the AU, him and Moon are the same person and Sun doesn’t condone what his Moon counterpart is doing but he also has feelings for Y/N (not as intense as Moon’s though), also both them and the other animatronics often leave the Pizzaplex either to explore or find resources to keep themselves functioning, but every time they have to disguise themselves as humans (by covering most of their bodies with clothes) to not get in trouble or scare people away since in this AU all the animatronics don’t have good reputation after what happened with the virus, but Moon has it worse since he was already considered creepy.

So let me know what you think of this AU, if I should expand on it or if I should abandon it, idk, I guess it’s a bit controversial? But at the same time there’s plenty of Yandere AUs so I don’t know if it’s a good idea or not to expand on something like this ;-;

It sounds cool (the concept) but at the same time I don’t want to romanticize it :’/

He looks a bit different from the canon design because this is my own version.

I also made a video with the speedpaint since this drawing isn’t like my usual ones \/

Meet Luny and Eclipse! :D

I don’t know when, but in the following days I’ll announce the new blog, it’s going to be an ask blog so I won’t share many informations about these two, all I’m going to say for now is just DON’T ship them.

Also this isn’t related to TSAMS, while it used to be a Sun and Moon Show AU, I’m no longer part of that fandom and I don’t want my works associated with it anymore.

Try to unlearn guilt and shame about things that don't cause harm.

You're more than allowed to be sad the

I’m not sure what to write here other than “thank you”, while I still feel a bit guilty about it, reading this helped me feel a bit better and also helped me remember the reason why I started that comic in the first place was for fun and to practice, so I don’t have to finish it immediately (even though that perfectionist part of me is screaming to do it, despite still not feeling like drawing-).

But now that I had some time to think, I decided I’m not going to abandon my comic, once I feel better and motivated again I’m going to continue it, because I hate not keeping my promises, but how long that will take I don’t know, it depends on when my motivation will come back and I won’t try to force it this time.

I’ll leave this here so I can remember this anytime I start feeling like that again and so other people with the same struggle as me can see this message.

I was supposed to post this for Mermay but completely forgot about it until now-

The drawing is also about a mer AU that I have and yes, the purple haired person is Neptune :>

I don’t really feel like going into detail about the AU because at this point I’m not even sure I’ll ever draw or write down the story of it, considering that for the past few months I completely lost the will to draw (aside from a few doodles but even then I had to force myself to do it) and sadly that also counts for Mechanical Madness, I feel like all the excitement and motivation is completely gone, which is really a shame because I made so many posts about it and now all you got from it is just a few comic panels…

I really feel ashamed that I can’t bring myself to continue what I started, it’s not the first time it happened and every time I feel like I’ve been making fake promises only to abandon what I started and doing something new…then the cycle repeats.