i ❤️ juicy thighs

i dont know if it is okay to take space like, going out of contact for days. i mean i can inform before i feel like it just so people won’t be worried. i’m probably just going to watch netflix endlessly and talk to no one. but i still dont know how people take it. in college, my friends got very concerned that i was isolating myself. so i decided to inform people before going into that mode. my ex was surprisingly very supportive of it but we were long distance during covid and they had their own bags and bags of issues. they ended up cheating on me so idk. my current partner, who i love and will do anything for, gets very anxious when i try to “take space”. i have never understood why they don’t like it. but i suppose it’s because i’m stuck on trying to make my point rather than listening to why it makes them anxious. i keep saying this is about me and not them. i really hope someone could help me understand their perspective.

love waiting at the (girlfriend’s) house for my (angel) girlfriend to come back from office like a good wife (i work from home, they didn’t mention whose home) while i prepare the most scrumptious meal (i ordered) (after browsing for hours) for our beloved family (we are 2 lesbians with a TV).

forget about top or bottom, which one of you panics and and which one doesn’t even have an idea what’s going on?

lately life has been no-patterns-in-one-time-passwords.

what happened to having prized possessions? A trinket that I've kept close to my heart all my life? My special item that when i die will remind people of me? Something that my lover will hold and bury their face in when they think of me and I'm not there? Am i just a gay nerd?

That wasn't Vickie in ST4. That was Anne Shirley who left the green gables to unite with her clumsy lesbian lover and finally queer the code she had in Anne with an E.

the 2020s version of 'man i love this' or 'thats so aesthetic' is 'Gotta be one of my favourite genders.

all of us want to move to a foreign country with our lover. how many of us actually put efforts to make it happen? what will you do when you don't have the resources to make that happen?

i still want to be loved and appreciated more than usual on my birthday.

i love you like the sunrays that reach out to touch the sky one last time before sinking into the horizon.

sucks when you're mad but you also understand the situation so you're mad for being mad.

for once let me just breathe without crying.