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i came across this conversation after searching the word “sad” sa messenger. i miss this person so much. i miss how willing he was to listen to all my problems in life, to my rants, and to my deepest and darkest thoughts. he was able to understand and manage my overthinking self with soooo much patience. he doesn’t want me to be sad, he wants me to share all my problems to him even in the moments that he is mad at me. he doesn’t like it when i keep everything to myself. i keep on telling him that i can manage myself, that i’ve been so used to keeping all my problems to myself and cry on my own pero ayaw niya ng ganun. “wag mo solohin mga problema mo ba” haaaaayy these words hurt bc i am doing it right now and ever since he was gone, wala na akong mapagsabihan about sa family problems ko. he was such a good friend. i kinda miss talking to someone like him (not entirely him ok? lol)

i feel like i will always find someone like him in every guy that i’ll meet. his personality, his humour that matches mine, almost everything (except for being a cheater ofc)