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wait i just realized i dont see dates on my posts..
omg maybe i should leave them myself???
july 19, 2026

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i stay crying over tiktoks omfg
deleted my private stories yesterday so going to try and recommit to using this as an outlet instead idk.
rip priv stories, one of them i made during prime quarantine COVID. its been yeaaaarssssssssss.
also picked my journal back up yesterday(':
been in AZ for 242 days already wtffff
ive been seeing so many videos talking about "glitches in the matrix" and people sharing crazy experiences
like its been so frequent that ive seen these...
wtf is going on

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omg update not too long after
stomach is on ten
chocolate starfish is SPICY
just ate takis last night ....
too many aka the whole bag
lets see how long until my stomach HURTS
omg just got a new laptop for a snag deal of $150
not sure if its just because i've been reading about my birth chart but...
the thought of "secret haters" has been frequent....
grand risings world <3

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FOURTH HOUSE: childhood observations (by mode)
* i focused more on the rougher manifestations of these placements in this post! i will make a positive manifestations version of these placements soon. also note your whole chart will influence this, and especially the individual sign of your fourth house (and planets located in the fourth), i am just grouping by mode for ease. also this is entirely based off my own research, interpretations, experiences, etc.
⨠mutable (pisces, gemini, sagittarius, virgo) fourth houses often experience childhoods in which one or both parents (or guardians) were absent. it may not be physically, itâs also often having emotionally detached and/or distant parents/guardians. mutable fourth houses usually had childhoods in which they had to learn to care for themselves and be independent at young ages; which is why as adults they generally have no problem living on their own, caring for themselves, making their own home & adjusting to change wherever they go (especially true if they also have a mutable moon and/or venus). unfortunately they also often struggle with emotional processing and expression in adulthood due to the emotional or physical unavailability of their family. it often even manifests as an attraction to toxic partners/friends who provide nothing emotionally/only drain them.
they are also likely to experience childhoods that involved a lot of moving around (cities or countries, schools, etc), which is why many mutable fourth house individuals feel as if they donât truly have a âhomeâ, and feel comfortable moving around freely in adulthood, and donât have an immense need to stay stagnant in one physical place for too long (this will apply more to sagittarius and pisces). however this can also manifest in a more stressful way, feeling as if they âlostâ their childhood, or have no home nor stable place to go to when they are overwhelmed and in need of comfort. they must spend a lot of time and effort learning where they can find comfort, and how to build their own safe spaces.
the childâs intelligence was likely placed on the forefront during childhood, especially if the individual has gemini/virgo in the fourth. college/university may have been especially pressured for sagittarius fourth house individuals. you may have had a childhood in which you were encouraged to share your thoughts, ideas, opinions, etc freely and were praised for such. but on the other hand, you may have been forced down a certain path (school-wise), and had far too much stress put on you throughout childhood regarding your grades and perceived intelligence.
mutable fourth houses tend to come from âoddâ situations; and usually quite unstable home environments. iâve personally noticed mutable fourth houses are the least likely to want to talk about their past, family, childhood; because theyâre sometimes ashamed of the âstrangenessâ of their past and the uncontrollable things that occurred in their childhood, because of their parents/family/etc.
⨠cardinal (libra, cancer, capricorn, aries) fourth houses tend to have parents/families that were over-involved in their lives; often controlling. i find that they likely had parents that put ridiculous amounts of pressure and responsibility on them from a young age. these placements didnât get much time to be an actual child, as itâs likely they werenât shielded from the harshness and rough realities of the world/others like they should have been. due to this, cardinal fourth house individuals tend to know exactly what they want for themselves in the future; specifically in terms of their home life, and future relationships; they usually end up developing unmatchable work ethic and boundaries as adults. however, they have to learn to embrace, accept and express their inner child; otherwise they will drown themselves in stress.
capricorn and aries fourth houses specifically were likely to experience a lot of strictness/control, and an authoritarian, sometimes aggressive, nature in their homes. they may have felt a lot of tension in their home growing up, and as if their parents/guardians were pushing them too hard in everything they did; trying to piece together their lives for them and leaving them with no say. their may have even been a lot of fighting between family members in their homes, or passive aggression, if this placement manifests harshly. this is why they tend to grow up fiercely individual and with a refusal to let anyone ever tell them what to do. they can easily hold their own regardless of the situations theyâre placed in as adults.
cancer and libra fourth houses iâve noticed had perfectionism and high standards placed extremely hard on them from a young age, especially from mother figures. although i find them the most likely of all the fourth house signs to be âbabiedâ throughout childhood, iâve also noticed this babying being turned into too much focus on this child. to the point where the child has so many expectations, high standards, etc., to meet due to the unrealistic projections and pressures from their parents. cancer and libra fourth houses often experience their parents trying to force certain futures onto them, that they themselves werenât able to achieve/fulfill. in certain manifestations, this fourth house placement actually makes it so the cancer/libra fourth house individual has to be the parent to their own parents/siblings/etc. they may be overly forgiving, nurturing, and giving to their family (this will be heightened if venus or neptune are in the fourth as well).
cardinal fourth houses likely had a very perfectionist home environment and childhood, as i mentioned, and may have even been heavily pressured about their appearance, and how they come off to the public and represent their family. âimageâ was of huge importance throughout their past, and may have led to them being insecure adults or adults who are far too hard on themselves. itâs possible their parents had a picture perfect home/seemingly very peaceful home to the public/outsiders, that was actually a disaster/toxic environment behind the scenes. negative cardinal home environments can also leave individuals scared to initiate things and act on their own/without a push, despite this initiation being in their nature; since they were so used to being pushed by family members in various directions.
⨠fixed (leo, scorpio, taurus, aquarius) fourth houses can have their childhoods/pasts summed up in one word: intense. in true fixed fashion, their home environments were likely very strong: whether that strong is a good or bad word, depends on the manifestation of the placement. fixed signs, much like cardinals, likely experienced very controlling and sometimes aggressive (more likely for scorpio/leo) environments in the home. regardless of the sign, the parents/guardians were likely very stubborn, pushy and may have not allowed the child to have their own independent thoughts, goals, desires, ideas, etc. due to this, fourth house in a fixed sign individuals usually grow up to have very unshakable goals and opinions, and are able to hold their own in very serious and tough situations (such as loss, heartbreak, confrontation, etc). these individuals also sometimes must provide financially for themselves (and even their family) at a young age, because their family is unable to do so for them. itâs common for these fourth houses to get jobs at younger ages than most people around them generally would. iâve also found those with fixed fourth houses (esp taurus/scorpio) had family members who tried to control and manipulate them via money/material items/finances; OR who tried to manipulate money out of them.
scorpio and aquarius fourth house placements specifically go through a lot of change and transformation during their childhood. they tend to experience immensely unstable home environments; due to the influence of uranus and pluto. itâs likely something major and traumatic may have even happened during childhood, that essentially changed their life forever (of course depending on other placements and just, life in general). they may have been the types to move around a lot during childhood, or have a lot of sudden swings in their life. the swings may have been smaller things, such as their parents/guardians being very moody, changing jobs a lot, etc; or larger things, such as famliy members losing jobs/income, sudden death, divorce of parents, etc. scorpio and aquarius fourth house individuals tend to, like mutable placements, end up âraising themselvesâ and/or feeling very alone and detached as a child; and as an adult (they really have to work on âbuilding their own familyâ via friendships/etc).
similar to libra and cancer mentioned above, leo and taurus fourth house placements are likely raised with intense ideals and expectations from their parents; and are driven to a constant state of achieving unattainable perfection. this can result in becoming adults with huge insecurities that are far too hard on themselves. their home life throughout childhood is usually quite abundant (this abundance isnât always good, however), or they have parents/family members with very material/money-focused mindsets. they may have frequently experienced their parents putting their careers, image, belongings, etc., before their own child(ren), leaving them feeling quite abandoned or unloved. this is why these individuals often go on to seek validation/love from others in the future for their self-esteem, especially if they have strong leo personal placements. leo and taurus fourth houses likely had huge pressure from their family to make something significant out of themselves. not necessarily a pressure to just do well in school, but to do something huge; such as become famous/widely-known, obtain scholarships/the highest grades, get a super âdistinguishedâ or high-paying job, etc.Â
pisces in my 4th
Sagittarius Ascendant / first House / rising
Sagittarius rising natives have something spectacular about them. They have the wisdom and the knowledge of centuries in their smile. They know that the world isnât that serious. They know that thereâs no point fretting, thereâs no point making things worse than they already are by complaining. They know to see every situation as an opportunity to learn. For these reasons they are bubbly, optimistic, positive people that others assume âdonât go through anythingâ and thatâs just bullshit. They are diminishing the true strength and wisdom that Sagittarius rising have. The strength to be hurting, and to CHOOSE to see things in a positive way. To CHOOSE to get back up on the horse everytime.
Rising Sagittarius people, if under developed, could indulge and exaggerate their feelings, and may treat otherâs emotions like âa dragâ but once developed rising Sagittarius should be enriched by learning. Always smiling, laughing, and making other people laugh. They are seen as acting like âlittle kidsâ and âgetting excited over smaller stuffâ sentimental and appreciative of life. Rising Sagittarius are always looking to do things for a story, for the memories. Theyâre always moving forward. They believe in the saying âeverything happens for a reasonâ
Not afraid to tell a bitch about they ass but do it while laughing so people know youâre not trying to hurt their feelings you are just blunt as hell. Will talk abt how they wanna die with a smile on their face. Might have anxiety about being a burden to others. 50% of the time âmy life is great Iâm so appreciativeâ and the other 50% is âlol I wanna die but letâs not talk abt it anyone wanna smoke?â Energy.
i miss playing the flute
also doordashed matcha so hopefully it arrives ....
woke up feeling tired and physically heavy
ughhhhh
also felt energy i didnt like in a fortnite stream i was watching this morning so i immediately left
music on
time to lose myself in the next ~2-3 hours showering and doing my hair ^_^ :*

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so im pretty sure im going to run here immediately when i think my random thoughts instead of pouring them into my private stories
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