emily :]

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like i don't entirely like them killing off the beasts but they're definitely not gone and i hope they're in shamil's head torturing his blue ass because it'd be so peak 🙏

but other than that i... why are we so mad 😭

wlily was gonna die i don't know why we're framing it as they killed the suicidal character

she's not suicidal?? self-sacrificial and suicidal are two different things, all three characters to do with the light of solidarity (wlily, de, salt) are ALL self-sacrificing. none of them truly want to die but if they have to martyr themselves to make the world better they'd do it

if wlily was suicidal she had quite literally every chance to kill herself before the ending bro but she DOESNT because she DOESNT want to die but she knows she HAS TO

the theme of the game is NOT kys bro

yes the conclusion to her arc ends in her dying but she didn't die for nothing and i feel like y'all are getting so lost in this one idea that you're entirely missing the point

yes her freedom came from her death BUT SO DID EVERYONE ELSE'S???

THE BIG BAD IS DEAD BRO?? THEY DONT KNOW SHAMIL'S ASS IS ALIVE. AS FAR AS THEYRE AWARE WLILY JUST RID EARTHBREAD OF EVIL

she was probably the only one able to kill dark enchantress cookie—even if someone else could the payoff wouldn't have been as satisfying

her character is obviously related to freedom, yes, but it's also largely about repentance. she sees de as her evil that she created and if anyone else killed dark enchantress then it would not have had as good payoff because nobody else deserved to kill her. nobody else earned it. yes it was all of earthbread's fight but it was wlily's first and foremost.

she probably would've died anyways because y'know her and dark enchantress cookie are one in the same it'd be weird if only one of them lived and it's not like de was ever going to get redeemed so

also if we go look at our actual main character, gingerbrave, he also KEEPS GOING FOR HIS FRIENDS he doesn't become the ultimate cookie and THAT is the theme of the game.

devsis is not telling you to kill yourself guys 😭 if they were that episode would've gone completely differently

if they were there would be no game because gingerbrave would've never escaped the oven in the first place

I DONTEVEN

WHAT

FUCIKG BEAST YEAST 15 SPOILERS NO SHIT BUT LIKE AHHHHHHHHHH

not 3 day worth of lore bro

the most obvious shit ever* and a shamil monologue okay buddy 🥀

also STOP WITH FUCKING SHAMIL BRO PLS

i like him he's an interesting fella but do you know who else is interesting...? THE REST OF THE BEASTS BRO PLEAAAASEE I DONT CARE THAT DOOMED YAOI IS MAKING YOU BANK YOU COULD MAKE MORE IF YOU GAVE THE STRAIGHT SLOP BETTER LOREEE 🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀

also also why does he just not get his ass kicked?? "oh it's so when salt stabs—" I DONT CAREEEE

when that happened i was not "oh my god but he just soloed pitaya" WHY THE FUCK COULD HE DO THAT BTW?????? LIKE I GET DOUGH TRIO ACTUALLY DID THE FIGHTING BUT WHY COULD HE LIVE??? it was "oh holy shit he stabbed him that's crazy" 😭😭😭

also the rest of the beast/ancient interactions lowkey just SUCKED 🥀

like i was soooo hyped i wanted everyone to have their pv fount moment and they didntttttttt

they literally could've made it still be shamil-centric with HIM being the one who puts all the ancients into their beasts' heads to be like "hah you think this is bad? you don't get it. you don't understand shit" and then everyone could experience it and come back better and be like "no actually you DONT have to do that" and obviously it'd just piss shamil off and the rest of the beasts when they get there BUT ITD BE SO PEAKKKKKKKKKKK RAHHHH DEVSISSSSSSS 🥀🥀🥀

please stop giving shamil all the nuance let me see the other beasts grapple with being beasts bro 😭

other than spice occasionally bringing up change like in a line of dialogue nobody else even like truly seems to grapple with their former role as emissary 😭😭😭

like i get esc is still like "oh i'll make it all better if you just sit in the garden and do nothing and kiss me all day 🥰🥰🥰" but like brother that doesn't countttt not just because her notion of happiness is misguided but because she doesn't even seem to be aware of what she's doing being even a little misguided???

like everyone else is miffed by it but they understand (except maybe salt lowkey but gimme a minute on that guy) that most people don't approach their shit the way they're thinking about it and obviously it's the holier than thou "you're stupid and i'm right" that they're feeling but they're still aware 😭😭 but sugar lowkey just isn't 😭😭

also love the yuri but holy shit was that section lowkey a hard watch 😭 the yuri is not so yuri-ful after that 😭

pls devsis all i ask is you give lore to everyone else 🥺

like i was sooooooo hyped for the dc/mf interaction because a) i naively thought he would get to play virtue too 😔 and b) their dynamic could be so much more interesting than what devsis gives them skahskjsjsshskshkahsjsh

same thing with gc/bs like WHY WAS HOLLYBERRY ALL UP IN THAT SHIT GO BEEF WITH YOUR GF HELLO????????? i wanted to see golden cheese kick spice's assssssssssssssss 😔😔😔

i would've sat there for five hours and i want devsis to know that bro i would've been so much more happy if more time was allotted to everyone and not just shamil bro 😭😭😭

also the kidssssss 🥺 bro devsis do NOT hurt those children pls 🥺 wizard cookie saying he has to lock in to get back to strawberry and gingerbrave 🥺 gingerbrave being all sad after dough trio tried to FUCKING KILL HIS ASS 💀 like don't put the kids through the torture chamber anymore 🥺 pls 🥺

i mean they will because that "oooh de wants gingerbrave" shit had no payoff so he's cooked but like devsis pls 🥺🥺🥺

also WHERES WLILY????? WHERE THE HELL IS SHEEEEE??? IS SHE BRINGING ELDER FAERIE BACK FROM THE DEAD WHERE IS LIL BRO?????????

also what is dough trio up to now where'd they go 🤨🤨🤨

and rip crunchy chip's puppy bro that was just mean 😔😔😔😔

also like whyyy don't the rest of the ancients get to be cool either why is it always just shadowvanilla yaoi bro like not even that actually let everyone have meaningful interactions with dark enchantress cookie PLEASE 🙏

it'd be so fucking interesting bro that's just evil wlily she has the memories devsis please 😭 stop letting him just say the same shit over and over again 😭😭😭

pv's theme song is change from steven universe except it doesn't work 😭

like i like all the guys don't get me wrong i like shamil and i like pv but i want everyone else to be cool too and devsis doesn't let them even when the narrative really should allow it 😭😭

also finally getting to that asterisk i put at the top i was admittedly a touch surprised by dark enchantress cookie sacrificing herself not knowing if she'd come outta there or not

like i get the whole thing is she's just evil misguided wlily but you could really see it there which was nice because i feel like a lot of the time she is bogged down by being the evil bad guy so she doesn't really get to remind us hey she's not just the antagonist idk

like obviously she's evil but it was kinda nice to see her doing shit for the right reasons even if the methods are abhorrently wrong (unlike some blue guy i know 😒)

also uh i did say i'd get to salt sooooo idk what i was cooking entirely like he's such an interesting guy because like obviously he isn't the best guy but he's idk an anti-hero ig?? like he's still a beast he's still bad but like he doesn't like the rest of the beasts and sees the problem but he also still seemingly aligns himself with the bad guys (dark enchantress cookie) which is so fucking interesting after 11 and 12?????

like everyone thought this guy would roll up with wlily and they would kick ass but he helps dark enchantress cookie and wlily is NOWHERE TO BE FOUND WHERE IS SHE DEVSIS 🥀

bro there's probably so much more yapping i could do but i just needed to continue the yap tradition guys 🥱

you have pitaya in there 🥺

you have freaking tea knight in there for some reason 🥺

where's wlily 🥺

she wasn't in the trailer devsis where is she 🥺

and why is silent salt lowkey hitting the same pose he was in his/wlily's beast yeast episodes bruh 😭

i'm scared for the lore guys 🥺 where's wlily 🥺

also i like scrolled down to give her a topping tart and completely coincidentally wlily was right there

beast yeast 14 is gonna be insane bro i'm scared 😔😔

also devsis lowkey clickbaited us with this update bro only beast content in beast yeast was just shamil for like twenty seconds 😔😔😔

but the fount lore is crazy bro also how does he have beef with his soul jam dude this guy 😭😭

and sugar of happiness esc was so pretty 😔😔

also uhhh the lore from the anniversary puzzle things???? silent salt saying he couldn't lower the standards for joining the knights of kala namak in case they had to beat his ass is crazy 😭😭 especially since they DO NOT beat his ass 😭😭😭😭

i'd have a more crazy reaction but i didn't watch all the lore in one sitting because i had homework like a loser 😔😒

also maybe i'm just like absolutely insane but idk pv's vibes are off 🤨 idk what it is lil bro just don't seem right 😔

also fym witch?????????? dude the lore is actually gonna be so crazy

also i hope witches as a rarity means we get the first cookies from witch's castle they seem cool but i do not have it in myself to play enough cookie run candy rush to get the lore 😭

if anyone dies i'm crashing out 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

i did the two with lotus and alyxis in them like a zillion years ago and then the other two are from the other day 😇

i very much traced over the pictures but y'know

if you never see these guys again it's my figure drawing class' fault i can't even draw my silli homework where everyone's boxes (because there's so many fucking people and there's no good spot to start drawing and it's making me angry 😔)

i'm cooked guys 😔

like i tried drawing it on another paper and then the proportions got cooked 😔

and i have to draw it with a stupid charcoal pencil (DOES NOT LIKE ERASING) and vine charcoal instead of my bbg graphite 😔😔😔

and i have uhh an essay to start and then uh a singular page in double spaced 12 pt times new roman but that's ez drawing's more tedious when i have to y'know actually copy shit unfortunately 😔

FIRST WEEK OF THE QUARTER 😭😭😭😭😭

here they are like normally on printer paper i glued to notecards 💥💥💥 (i don't have better pictures bc they're still in my dorm and im not 😭)

here they are digitally :))))

strength is eirian, the moon is alyxis, the star is lotus, the emperor is liatris, and justice is calcetrine

choosing a card for like everyone other than lotus and liatris was lowkey hard 😔

especially alyxis swear to god bro could be like half the cards 🥱

also my professor said "aw poor guy" when picking up liatris' card so i really wanna know what bro thought was happening 😭😭

like this is not my feed these are not my interests where on earth did you get this from tumblr 😭

but i'm not gonna block tags because i like seeing every post ever actually 🥱

even if i just glance at it and hit it with a "nope don't care" and then click not interested and hope and pray tumblr believes me

i'd use the tags page more if it updated but i swear it gives you the same posts for like a whole day so 😔

i take this back i am not silly or jubilant anymore

i hate hallways

i hate perspective

i'm gonna hate painting tomorrow

i'm gonna hate drawing tomorrow

gonna be playing my crashout playlist until thursday at 1:30 pm 🔫

guys i really need that draw your ocs class rn im crashing outtttt 💔💔💔💔💔

this is not fun

i'm not learning anything other than i'm slow af 😔

took me SEVEN hours to get from this:

to this:

SEVEN FUCKING HOURS 🥀🥀🥀

and i'm not dooooneeeeeee

and it's due at 1:30 pm tomorrowwwww 💕💕💕💕

i thought this would be funner