Summary: Dean attends your daughterâs playâand meets your ex-boyfriend for the first time. The only real commitment Dean Winchester has ever had is to his work. Is he really a man you can rely on?
AN: We had some office spice. Ready for some fluff and family feels?
Posted on Patreon: June 26, 2026 | Word Count: 2.5K
Tags & Warnings: Single mother!reader, ft. a deadbeat dad, jealousy, fluff and feels
Series Masterlist †Dean Winchester Masterlist
Dean finds a guest spot in front of the school. The old Impala rumbles to a stop there, and he climbs out, grabbing the bouquet resting in his passenger seat.
His keys jangle in his other hand as he makes his way to the front office to check in, just like you told him to in your texted instructions. The nice ladies there give him a guest badge that he slaps on his chest, over his dress shirt, and they tell him how to get to the theater.
He feels awkward and out of place walking down the halls of this school alone, but you had to take Emma over there early before the show.Â
The hell am I doing here?
He has to fucking wonder.
But he promised you. He promised the kid. So heâs here.
Heâs relieved to see you standing off to the side of the theaterâs large double doors, waiting for him, by the look of you. And in that little black dress and heels, perfect for every curve, he more than appreciates the view.
His smile is almost involuntary when you notice him, your eyes brightening.
âHey,â you say, âI um, wasnât sure you would come.â
Dean kisses your cheek, lingering there at the scent of your perfume.
âMmm, you smell nice,â he whispers.
You try to temper your smile, but itâs no use.
âBehave,â you warn. Though you notice the bouquet of red roses heâs holding, and you soften. He plucks one of the stems out of the bunch and presents you with a single rose.
âGotta save the rest of these for the star of the show, but donât think I forgot about you, sweetheart,â he says.
That crooked grin of his should come with a warning label.
You take the rose, biting your lower lip. Your mouth opens, even though you donât know whatâs about to come out. But any reply you couldâve made is completely derailedâby the voice of your ex-boyfriend.
He greets you by name, and you turn around on reflex. While youâd been a bit uncertain about Dean, you thought couldâve banked on the fact that Nick wouldnât be here. He certainly takes note of Dean when he approaches, holding out his hand in greeting.
âNick Vaught,â he supplies.
Dean glances at you briefly. He knew who this man was before he spoke, just by the more guarded look on your face.
âDean Winchester,â he offers, along with his hand to shake.
Nick quirks a brow and points at Dean in recognition.
âWinchester. HunterCorp. You took over for your father, right? I remember reading the press release, after Ashland broke into the Fortune 500,â Nick says. His arrogance shines through in his tone and the subtle raise of his chin.
âYeah, we almost worked with an F500 company, Roman Enterprises,â Dean says, sharing a knowing look with you. âThey tried to sell me a gun that would take your hand off on the reload. So as far as Iâm concerned, being a top seller doesnât always mean quality. But congrats. Iâm sure you guys earned it.â
One thing Dean also has down is a fake ass grin. You cover a smile with your fingers. His hand slips to the small of your back.
âShould we go in, find our seats?â he asks you. You start to nod, butâ
âWait a minute,â Nick says. He watches the closeness between you and Dean shrewdly, but focuses on you. âI get that you work for HunterCorp, but why does the CEO care about my kidâs play?â
You almost sigh. This was why you almost didnât tell Nick about tonight, but you knew Emma deserved at least the attempt to have her father see her.
âWeâre seeing each other,â you say, matter of fact, and without the embarrassment you thought you might have, despite the judgy raise of his brows. You decide not to tack on the whole executive assistant part.
âRight, right. So youâre fucking,â Nick says flatly.
It earns him a frowning look from another parent walking into the theater.
You gape at him, until a glower overtakes your face. âJesus Christ, Nick.â
Deanâs expression hardens, but he doesnât let go of you. If anything, his guiding hand becomes more protective and he presses you toward the door.
âCome on. You donât owe him an explanation,â he says in your ear.
âI donât need one. Itâs fucking obvious,â Nick says, gesturing at you two. He snorts in amusement. âThough I shouldnât be too surprised. Guess you just have a type for authoritative men.â
âWatch your mouth,â Dean snaps. His voice is quiet, but deep enough to be a real warning.
Nickâs lips press together in annoyance.
Youâre already close to seething, but unlike him, you have some fucking decorum. You look around to make sure no oneâs watching you all too closely before you speak.
âThereâs actual parents around, and this is your daughterâs school, if you havenât noticed,â you hiss. âWhich to be fair, you probably havenât, since youâve never actually been here before. Hope you enjoy the fucking show.â
You pivot on your heel, and Dean follows after you. Though he glances over his shoulder, finding Nick standing there testily with one hand in his pocket and a tonightâs playbill in the other.
âIâm sorry,â you whisper, as you lead Dean down the row to the seats you reserved. Your dad is already sitting in one of them.
âWe were bound to meet sooner or later,â Dean replies wryly. âGrade A asshat.â
âYou have no idea,â you say. Though you pause and give your dad a small wave when he sees you. âBy the way, youâre meeting my dad too.â
Dean pauses. âWait, what?â
âPlease,â you say. You grab his hand for solidarity, and because you want to, offering him a slightly nervous smile.
Amused, he canât help but humor you. He steels himself a little as you two shuffle down the second row. He shakes hands with your father and exchanges pleasantries. Though when you stumble slightly on how to introduce Dean, your father is the one who actually helps you fill in the gap.
âAre you the brave soul whoâs been dating my daughter?â he asks.
Dean shakes his hand firmly. âThat would be me.â
The other man eyes him for a moment, seizing him up. After a moment, he nods.
âGood. You know youâve got a gem on your hands.â
Dean gives you a sly smile. âOh, I know very well.â
A blush blooms warmth in your cheeks. You take your seat between them and help Dean situate the bouquet on the floor. The rose he gave you rests in your lap.
Itâs just in time for Nick to take his seat at the end of the opposite row. He glances over at you two, but soon ignores you to take a look at the program.
You heave a long breath through your nose. Dean takes possession of your left hand, earning your attention. He presses a kiss to your knuckles. You smile, though doubt begins to creep in regardless. You lean in closer to him.
âYou sure about this?â you ask softly. âYou know this canât be the thing where you get bored after a week and send me a Tiffany bracelet as a consolation prize. You canât do it to Emmaââ
âHey,â Dean says, stopping you quietly, but firm. âI already told youâŠthis is more than that.â
You stare back at him with a measure of surprise. He understands it, considering his track record, but he knows heâll just have to convince you. When he thinks of you and the kid, he sees the life his father used to trade for long hours at the office and a heart attack at 52. Deanâs come to realize that if heâs not careful, heâll end up just like his old man.
So he smiles and leans in to steal a kiss. You canât help but melt into it, and into him.
Your father watches out of the corner of his eye with a smile of his own.
While Emma isnât Matilda herself, she plays a very adorable Lavender, one of Matildaâs best friendsâcomplete with a purple dress and glasses you found at Target. Through a lot of motherly pride and shedding a few tears, youâre able to get a few discreet pictures of her on your phone.
After the play, youâre half dreading and half looking forward to the moment she runs out from the backstage area with her teacher (who hilariously played Miss Trunchbull) and the rest of her class. Emmaâs back in her normal clothes, and most of the makeup was cleaned off with wipes, but she still somehow has glitter in her hair when she attacks you with a hug.
âBaby you did so good!â you say. Youâre smiling from ear to ear as you two sway back and forth.
âGood job, kiddo,â your father says, ruffling her hair. Emma gives her grandpa a big hug next.
âI remembered all my lines. And I held the lizard, but he was slimy!â she exclaims.
You laugh, though you still canât believe they used a real newt to drop into Miss Trunchbullâs drink.
âWell, youâve got some more people who came to see youââ
âHey, Em,â Nick says. He makes a subtle point to step into his daughterâs line of vision before Dean, who just waits behind.
He knows what Nick is doing, but itâs also kind of fair that he sees his daughter first. Dean isâŠwhat, a family friend? He doubts youâve told her more than what Emma already knows him to be: Mommyâs work friend.
Emmaâs face brightens. âDaddy!â
She hugs his waist. He holds her back, petting her hair.
âYou saw me?â she asks hopefully.
âOf course, honey. You did a great job.â
âWhat was your favorite part?â she asks.
Nick stumbles there slightly. Your lips quirk. Before intermission, you happened to look over and saw him scrolling through his phone. You suppose you can give him partial credit for sitting through the whole thing.
âUh, well, itâs hard to pick. Everything was so good,â he says. âHey, would you want to come over to hang out with me tonight?â
âNick,â you cut in sternly. He gives you some side-eye, but heâs focused on Emma. She looks a little unsure though.
âWhat? Sheâs never stayed over with me before. Tonightâs a special night,â he says.
âThatâs because,â you say, but you stop yourself short with an annoyed frown. You donât want to say in front of your daughter that the reason why sheâs never slept over at his apartment is because it goes against your full custody agreement, what he wanted to begin with.
âWell, you know very well why,â you say, holding Emma by her shoulders. âI think itâs time for us to say goodnight.â
Nick is about to protest, when his cell rings in his pocket. His jaw clenching, he checks his phone and swears under his breath.
He looks down at his daughter and gives her an apologetic look.
âThis is an important work call that I need to take, but I love you, and it was good to see you, honey.â
âYouâre leaving?â she asks, her eyes filling with disappointment. Nick hesitates, but glancing up at your unyielding face, then back to hers, he just strokes her on the head.
âIâm sorry, Em. Iâll see you again soon,â he says. He answers the call right before it stops ringing. âHey, no, cancel that. I want to see the new reports first. Get it to me within the hour.â
His voice drifts down the hall as he walks away. It leaves a crestfallen little girl in his wake.
But she finally notices Dean. Heâs been standing off to the side with a dozen roses behind his back. When he smiles at her gently, sheâs able to smile again too.
âHey, sweetheart. Finally get to move up the line to say hi to you. Looks like Iâm in the presence of a little celebrity,â he says. He takes a knee so that he can be eye-level with her when he gives her the bouquet.
Her eyes go wide as she accepts them. âWhoa, thereâs so many.â
You smile, sharing a look with your dad while you blink past a telltale sting in your eyes.
You squeeze Emmaâs shoulders. âWhat do you say?â
âThank you,â Emma says, swaying a little with her pretty roses.
Dean laughs and playfully thumbs at her cheek. âYouâre welcome.â
She giggles.
Dean glances up at you and your dad as he gets back up to his feet. âSo, can I take you guys out to celebrate? I know a nice place not too far.â
âFood sounds good to me,â your father says. Â
âHow nice are you talking?â you ask. Unlike Dean, you donât come from money. Your familyâs idea of a night out consisted of Red Lobster, Outback, or the Dairy Queen around the corner.
âHow about the Ruthâs Chris down the street,â Dean offers. He sees the look of reservation on your face and takes your hand in reassurance. âCome on, itâs on me.â
You bite your lip. âYou sure?â
âThe manâs sure, sweetheart. Letâs get moving,â your father says, rubbing his hands together before he steers Emma toward the exit. âGod knows I havenât had a good steak in the last decade.â
He helps Emma hold her flowers on the way to the parking lot, allowing Dean to keep his hold on your hand as you followed behind.
âThis is dangerous you know,â you say in amusement. âYouâre gonna give my dad a taste of the high life. Heâll think itâs free steak and bourbon forever.â
âHey, if thatâs what the guy wants, Iâm not above bribery,â Dean remarks.
You laugh and lean into his side, wrapping your arm around his. He presses a kiss to the side of your head, smiling all the while.
Two Years Later
Dean scans the very detailed document on his laptop with a critical eye.
âOkay, Yale graduate. MBA. Internships, the works. Strong start.â
Kevin Tran, the latest candidate, pushes up his glasses.
âI also maintained a 4.56 GPA weighted average, 4.78 cumulative,â he says. âUm, I can tell you more about how my roles in finance have intersected with business and sales, or first I can give you the highlights from my internships. Would you like that in chronological order or in order of relevance?â
Dean clears his throat and takes another sip of iced tea. Kevin watches him do it with some nervous energy as he tries not to fidget in his seat.
âWhat do you think, sweetheart?â Dean asks.
He glances over at you, where you sit in your own leather chair. This may be Deanâs office, but yours is now down the hall. As Operations Manager, you oversee HunterCorpâs logistics, budgets and resources, quality assurance, and office management. Youâre literally the connective piece between Sam and Dean, and every department in the company. But youâve been spread a little too thin for the past few months, juggling your new responsibilities with the old. Now, Dean needs your replacement.
You peruse Kevinâs resume again and flip the page. Your engagement ring catches the light.
âLetâs start with internships.â
AN: How'd you like Dean stepping up? You think he'd make a good stepdad? đ
I am working on a longer Dean AU series at the moment. I'll be telling you guys more about it next week, but until then, please let me know what you thought about this little mini series!
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Chapter Summary: Dean is cursed, you psychoanalyze both Winchesters with tarot cards (while also stopping your deck from writing offensive fanfiction), and somewhere in the middle of a near-death experience, things between you and the green-eyed hunter start getting⊠weird.
Warnings: 18+ language, canon-divergence, set after 2x05, enemies to friends to lovers, slow burn, angst, humor, monster of the week (Sleepy Hollow version), family mysteries, Dean spiraling hard, lots of bickering, fluff if you grab a magnifying glass
Word Count: 17.7k
A/N: Well, well, well... looks like we're slowly sailing into frenemy territory đ Also, those tarot readings for the boys were a blast to figure out lol.
Sam has taken over the small table of your room at the B&B entirely, eight overstuffed binders spread out all around him. Pages stick out at odd angles, and the notes scribbled in the margins clearly only mean something to the museum owner and absolutely zero to anyone else in this world.Â
Sam, admirably, has decided this is a challenge rather than a warning sign, though, and is already halfway buried in it, pen in hand, brow deeply wrinkled in concentration.
Judging by his progress so far, you honestly give him another ten more minutes before he starts reorganizing those binders alphabetically out of spite (and to scratch that slightly OCD itch in his brain. No judgement here â you certainly feel it too when looking at those eight monstrosities).
Itâs been three hours of tranquility so far since Deanâs not back yet from his little trip to hide the cursed sword.Â
Admittedly, itâs almost too quiet and peaceful now in this room without his annoying habits around to distract you. Itâs weird what you can miss once itâs gone, but youâre sure the green-eyed hunter will return soon enough and make you regret those words again with his charmingly irritating presence.
You, on the other hand, have claimed the bed and excused yourself from tediously sifting through museum catalogues by pulling out your tarot deck and doing your own version of research.Â
In this case, your focus doesnât lie with the sword or even the victims but on the man himself â the mysterious headless horseman. If you can get some hints on his identity and fate, maybe you and Sam can figure out a way to break the curse.
The cards slide easily between your fingers as you shuffle, your brain latching onto the calming rhythm until the noise in your head quiets just enough. And then, you draw your first card.
Ten of Swords.
Well, that card ainât exactly subtle, is it? It portrays a body lying face down with ten blades driven into his back, like Brutus himself got carried away with stabbing Caesar during the Ides of March. Whoever murdered this poor fella wanted to ensure he stayed down. Decapitating someone would probably do the trick. The card doesnât mean just death â it stands for betrayal.
The next card that comes up then is Justice.Â
And that? Franky, it almost makes you laugh at this point. Not because itâs funny, but because itâs freaking ironic in a way that feels borderline offensive. Justice upright is supposed to mean fairness, balance, and truth being upheld. All great things, right?
Except, historically, it usually just means someone decided they were right. Doesnât mean they really were, though. It more likely describes a mob of people with their pitchforks raised high, reflecting your own hometownâs dark history.Â
The last card is the Five of Swords, which causes you to tilt your head slightly, studying the smug little asshole on it whoâs clutching his stolen victory. This dudeâs seriously the worst. The card means he only won by being the most ruthless person in the room. Thereâs no honor or fairness, just cold outcome.Â
You lean back against the headboard, eyes fixing on the pattern splayed out in front of you.Â
Betrayed by his own. Judged publicly. And whoever did it walked away convinced they were justified.
The door opens before you can ruminate in it any longer.
Dean strolls in like he just ran a routine errand instead of relocating a cursed murder weapon, brushing his hands together as if that somehow closes the chapter. But you notice his shoulders are a little too stiff, his movements a little too controlled, and the petunia-purple rope is still wrapped around his neck, the noose tightening.Â
âAlright,â he says, shutting the door behind him. âSwordâs hidden. No more public decapitations for the day.â
Sam slowly looks up from the catalogue. âYou feel anything yet? Hear anything?â
Dean casually shrugs out of his leather jacket. âNope. No whispers, no ghost horses, no sudden urge to, I donât know, lose my head. Maybe I got lucky.â
Man, you almost admire that confidence.
âHate to break it to you, but youâre still very much cursed,â you tell him with an amused smile.
He raises a brow and gestures at his neck. âStill got that purple rope thingy, huh?â
âYup.â
âGreat,â he sighs and rolls his eyes.Â
Sam exhales a long breath as well, sliding one of the binders toward him. âThen we donât have time to waste. Start flipping. We need to find out who that sword belonged to. Unless you wanna lose your head in the next few hours.â
Dean shoots him a boyish grin. âCould turn my melon into a pumpkin just in time for your favorite holiday, man.â
âDeanââ Sam doesnât finish, just cuts the sentence off, and shoves the binder an inch closer.Â
Dean gapes at it, clearly seeing it for the plight that it is. âYouâre kidding.â
âDo I look like Iâm kidding?â
Dean doesnât respond to that and simply drags himself over to the couch with a resigned sigh, flopping down and opening the binder with all the enthusiasm of someone being punished for a crime they didnât commit. The pages flip lazily, and itâs honestly more irritating noise than actual progress, while Sam seems as studious and dedicated as ever.Â
They couldnât be more different, could they?Â
And you? Well, you still feel the weight of the cards in your hands and decide itâs the perfect opportunity to do a little bonus reading since both brothers are in the room, distracted, and somewhat sitting still. Auras and glimpses of their personalities aside, thereâs still a lot you donât know about them. Itâs time to let the cards do their magic.Â
You reshuffle and let your attention drift toward Sam. You quietly draw three cards, laying them out where only you can see, hiding them a little behind a bump in the covers â just in case. Youâve already noticed Dean discreetly sneaking glances at you out of the corner of his eye.Â
Samâs first card? The Magician.Â
This little wizard is basically ambition incarnated. Itâs raw capability, focus, and willpower. Itâs precision and skill. Samâs always ten steps ahead, already building something in his head while everyone else is still trying to understand the problem. It sounds impressive, but you honestly find it a little more terrifying. Because if intellect is paired with intent, itâs always a slightly concerning combination.Â
It means Sam doesnât just know things â he uses them. Plenty of people are smart, but fewer people are actually strategic about it. And even fewer are willing to push that strategy as far as itâll go. Itâs learned, sharpened, and probably comes at the expense of something softer.
Youâre kind of worried now you might be that soft thing.Â
You chew on your lip and glance at the next card, tilting your head a little because itâs suspiciously contrasting to the first one.Â
The Ace of Cups.
God, that is almost wholesome. It stands for pure emotion. Itâs empathy and compassion â the ability to care deeply and fucking mean it.Â
You steal a glimpse at him and know itâs there â under the logic, under the research mode, and under the calm voice. Youâve seen it with your own eyes in the way he talks, the way he listens, and the way he looks at people like theyâre worth understanding instead of just solving.
But at the last card, you donât even try to hide your grimace this time. Jesus fucking AntichristâŠ
The Devil.
Welp, you almost feel reaffirmed in your initial read of him. Balance is restored. Youâre back in familiar territory again.Â
Because The Devil? Needless to say, this guy doesnât do subtlety well either. Doesnât even pretend to. Obsession and addiction spring to mind. Itâs essentially being chained to something you know isnât good for you, but you still canât let it go.Â
Yeah, that tracksâŠ
So whatâs got its claws in Sam? Is it purpose? Revenge? Control? Maybe itâs all of the above.Â
The Magician builds. The Ace of Cups cares. The Devil clings. And that? Thatâs a dangerous fucking combination.Â
Whatever heâs chasing, heâs not walking away from it. Not halfway. Not even when it starts costing him more than he can goddamn afford.Â
Samâs the kind of guy who would sacrifice himself, who would justify anything if it gets him where he needs to go. Or worse â he decides itâs worth sacrificing someone else.Â
God, you hope that someone isnât you, remembering Deanâs words of warning at the lab.Â
Samâs willing to do whatever it takes to kill that demon.
Heâs already too far in it. He doesnât see the line anymore.
Oh, you definitely canât trust Sam with your life, can you? Heâd sell you to the highest bidder in a heartbeat if it gets him the prize he wants.Â
Now, youâre honestly curious about Deanâs cards. If theyâre as bad as his little brotherâs, youâre surely bolting out of that gothic hellhole and slamming the door firmly shut behind you.Â
You shuffle the cards again and pull your next set. And man, Deanâs first card? It actually makes you snort out loud, earning you a curious little glimpse from the hunter himself.Â
God, itâs so painfully obvious. Could you be more on the nose?
The Emperor.
Sounds mighty, fearsome, maybe even a little ominous, right? But the translation? This guyâs all about authoritative control.Â
Dean takes charge whether anyone asked him to or not. Thereâs a rigidity to him â a need to keep things contained, predictable, handled. Not because he necessarily enjoys control, but because he doesnât trust anything else to actually hold. Heâs the man who builds himself into a wall and then wonders why everything hurts when it inevitably cracks.Â
It means heâs protective as well, but not particularly in a soft and gentle way. More like âstand behind me or get the hell out of the way.â
My way or the highwayâŠ
Deanâs solid, grounded in way that feels almost immovable. In other words, heâs the boulder Sisyphus tried to roll up a hill. He doesnât bend; he holds (and probably breaks before ever admitting heâs wrong).
As you flip the next card, however, you stump a little. Itâs a real wildcard. You certainly didnât expect that one to show up for him.
King of Cups.
You almost snort again, because it essentially stands for emotional stability. And what youâve seen so far from Dean? Yeah, he definitely ainât stable. He honestly seems to have the emotional regulation of a lit match in a fireworks factory.Â
To be fair, though, itâs a little about control as well, so you could possibly see that for him. Itâs usually about people who feel everything but keep it all contained and locked up tight. Itâs not about whatâs visible on the outside. Itâs about whatâs underneath the surface.Â
Dean may not talk about his feelings, but they still drive everything he does. He keeps it together so others donât have to.
Basically, itâs the guy who hands you a burger instead of asking if youâre okay.
It means he doesnât say much when it matters â deflects, jokes, gets sarcastic. But he acts. He protects. He notices things he pretends not to, like whether youâve eaten, if youâre about to walk into something stupid, ifâ
âŠOh.
Wait⊠Does heâ
Does he actually care about you? Because for a guy who allegedly claims to hate you, heâs been annoyingly attentive today.Â
Alright, so heâs not a complete lost cause after all. Heâs not emotionally unavailable. Heâs just⊠emotionally constipated. Gotcha.
You honestly still canât tell if thatâs worse or better, though.Â
The third card is less funny, however. Itâs the Five of Cups. And that one, well⊠itâs grief. Loss.
If you had to take a wild guess, Deanâs probably fixating on whatâs gone instead of whatâs still there. The hardest thing about this card?
You can relate to it.Â
Heâs been carrying all this pain around for so long he actually forgot it wasnât supposed to be permanent. And it explains a lot about him â the edge, the temper, even the control issues. Deanâs viewpoint of the world is that it already took too much from him, and heâs just waiting to see what it steals next.Â
And you can see it, too. Thereâs something about him that just feels incredibly⊠heavy. Even his aura sometimes feels suffocating to you. But instead of dealing with his losses, he just keeps moving, keeps going, keeps doing because stopping would mean he actually has to feel it.
Thatâs why heâs so restless and canât exist in stillness. If he never has to slow down, he doesnât have to sit with whatâs missing.Â
You glance down at the three cards once more, all laid out beside each other, and then spread them out a little more evenly on the mattress as if the spacing will help make them more sense.
The Emperor holds the line. The King of Cups buries the storm. The Five of Cups never forgets what it lost.Â
The picture of him becomes sharper, but it doesnât match the one you had in your head before. Heâs more than the asshole you think he is, isnât he? Still bossy, but also sad. Itâs⊠layered bossy.Â
His ribcage isnât an empty husk full of spiderwebs. Thereâs feeling there. A lot of it, actually. He just keeps it on a leash so short itâs practically choking him. He turned his loss into rules, into walls, and into donât touch that, donât trust that, donât get close to that.
Because last time? It cost him something he couldnât get back.
So yeah, heâs controlling, heâs stubborn, and heâs got about five damn emotional defense mechanisms layered on top of each other. But itâs not because he doesnât feel. Itâs because he feels too goddamn much, and if he ever actually lets it slip, thereâs a real chance itâll wreck him.
Yeah, Dean not just simply being an asshole but actually being a super sad asshole honestly takes all the joy out of you. How are you supposed to tease him now, let alone hate him with an unmatched passion?
You scoff under your breath, shaking your head a little as you gather the cards again and put them back into the deck.Â
Well, that was an enlightening readingâŠ
Opposite you, Dean shifts on the couch, green eyes flicking to you. âAlright, seriously,â he huffs. âWhat the hell are you doing over there? You keep making faces.â
âWorking,â you reply quickly.Â
âLooks like scrapbooking.â
âLooks like youâre avoiding your reading.â
âIâm reading,â he mutters. âI just hate it.â
A small smirk tugs at your lips as you slide the last card neatly back into the deck. But then, another one slips free and flutters down onto the mattress.Â
Oh no⊠Not this again. Guess the universe didnât get the memo youâre done with your reading and decided to give you an encore.Â
You know this card belongs to you and not to the boys. Lucky you. But as you peek at the card, your brow wrinkles deeply.Â
The Lovers.
For a full minute, your brain stalls. Your eyes follow the angle of the card, but not to the left, not toward Sam at the table, but to the right, toward the couch, towardâ
No⊠Nuh-uh. Nope. Ew, gross. Absolutely not.
Deanâs eyes flick to you again for half a second before swiftly looking away like he got caught doing something he shouldnât. You stare at him for a moment, because really?
Really?!
The Lovers doesnât implicate romance alone. It doesnât foreshadow steamy one-night stands or casual hook-ups. Itâs about choice. Connection. Alignment. Itâs about a bond that actually matters â that means something. Itâs the âthis will ruin your life in a meaningful wayâ card. Emotional, physical, spiritual â take your pick because this one covers all bases.Â
And honestly, all those things would be fine. Who doesnât want to meet their soulmate? But in this particular case, it feels more like the damn card strolled into the room, pointed at the green-eyed hunter, and went that one.Â
This is clearly a mistake. A glitch. Itâs just statistically improbable nonsense. Either the cards are broken, or the universe (or whatever cosmic entity is apparently in charge of your tarot deck) has a dark sense of humor.Â
Because, seriously, out of everyone in this room, it picked him?! The guy whoâs been antagonizing you since day one. The guy who thought you were dangerous enough to kill not that long ago. The guy who still looks at you like youâre one wrong move away from proving him goddamn right about everything. And the deck goes, Yes, that one?Â
You barely tolerate each other half the time, and Dean still flinches every time you do anything even remotely magical.Â
This is crazy. Itâs an anomaly.Â
Just as you chalk it off to the universe playing a cruel prank on you and move to put the card quickly back into its deck, yet another one slips and fall right on top of the other, like itâs doubling down on the unfathomable audacity.
Ten of Cups.
Well, now this thingâs just being offensive. You honestly donât know if you should laugh, scream, or cry.Â
Because this card? It stands for happiness, fulfillment, stability, and belonging. Itâs basically the happily ever after starter pack. The whole âride off into the sunset and build a life that doesnât implode every five minutesâ fantasy. Itâs not fleeting or surface-level. This oneâs lasting.Â
Itâs the kind of apple-pie life people dream about but rarely ever get. The kind that looks steady, warm, and full. The kind that obviously doesnât fit anywhere near your current situation.
You stare at both cards for a long time, your jaw feeling a little too loose, your mind chewing on their meaning.Â
Connection leading to domestic bliss and long-term happiness. Love leading to a⊠home.
With him.
Yeah, nope, youâre not doing that. Youâre not even entertaining this for a second longer. Dean hates you, and youâre for sure as hell not lining up to prove him wrong on that front either. The tarot is simply wrong. It happens. Thatâs it.Â
You grimace as you quickly snatch the cards and shove them back into your deck before either brother can catch you, even though thereâs no way they would even know what you were doing here. This whole thing is completely absurd.Â
In your periphery, you catch Dean stealing glimpses again, still tracking your reactions. When you glance up and meet his eyes, he doesnât look away this time, though.Â
âWhat now?â Dean asks rather gruffly, brow woven into intense knits.
You quickly avert your eyes and shake your head, giving him a subtle shrug. âNothing.â
âThat didnât look like nothing.â
âIt was nothing,â you brush off and scratch your collarbone where the strap of your tank top cuts slightly into the skin.Â
God, itâs downright sweltering in here and almost resembling a tropical rainforest. The B&Bâs old bones do nothing to keep the summer heat outside.Â
But then, you catch another pair of eyes on you this time in your periphery and look over to find the younger Winchester staring at you. But his gaze isnât fixed on your face.
Wait⊠Is he staring at your tits?
âUhm, SamâŠâ You clear your throat subtly. âWhy are you staring at my cleavage?â
Samâs head snaps up in an instant, hazel eyes wide and full of flustered panic. âIââ
âDude,â Dean cuts in scoldingly before his little brother even has a chance to find an excuse. Youâre surprised at his reaction for all of five seconds before he opens his mouth again. âWhat are you doing? Whatâd I tell you when you turned fourteen, huh? Corner of your eye, man. Never directly. And no longer than three seconds max.â
You frown slightly at that response. âWell, thatâs just problematic in a different way now.â
Samâs mouth opens and closes a few times, scrambling for words. âNo, Iâ⊠I wasnâtââŠâ
Both you and Dean stare at him now, patiently waiting for an explanation.Â
Sam takes a deep breath and starts anew. âI wasnât looking at⊠you know,â he elaborates with a swallow. âI was justâ⊠The birthmark on your collarbone. Itâs your family rune, isnât it?â
âOh.â You flinch unnoticeably, your hand automatically covering the spot, feeling a little exposed, especially since Dean decided to peek as well now. âYeah, it is. Everyone in my family had it.â
âLike the legend,â Sam mutters, more to himself than you, as if he just realized something.Â
âYeah, I guess so,â you murmur, shifting uncomfortably on the bed. You kind of feel like evidence under a microscope with both their eyes fixed on you now.Â
Luckily, a sharp look from Dean that unmistakably says drop it keeps his little brother from asking whatever questions wanted to spill out next. Youâre sort of grateful for that.Â
Sam then decides to let it go and switch lanes. âSo, uh, you find anything useful yet?â
God, you latch onto that distraction in a damn heartbeat, shifting gears without a single drop of hesitation.Â
âYeah,â you say, swiftly storing the tarot deck back into your bag. âOur guy was betrayed. Accused, judged. Probably publicly.â
âSo weâre dealing with a vengeful spirit tied to an object,â he deduces.Â
Dean warily watches you for another beat, seemingly trying to catch whatever you just buried. But luckily, he huffs a breath a second later and focuses back on the binder in his lap.Â
âGreat,â he mutters dryly. âLove a revenge arc.â
You donât respond, you donât look at the cards again either, and you definitely pretend they donât mean anything at all â zero, zip, zilch, nada.Â
You wanted to get a new deck soon anyways. This oneâs system is clearly breaking down.Â
After hours of wading through those binders and staring at that eyesore of chicken-scratch handwriting, trying to decipher just a syllable of it, the three of you finally called it a night after Dean kept complaining about his eyes burning. Sam then figured it was safe enough for now, considering Dean still hadnât heard any horses yet.Â
He used to like horses. Now? Not so much.
His eyes closed easily that night, considering he was cursed and all, but he was beat after trying to hide a damn sword in the woods behind the museum. He even tried to salt and burn the thing, melt it down to a little clump of metal, but it wouldnât budge, wouldnât dent, wouldnât even fucking scratch.Â
But Dean already regrets taking those forty peaceful winks when he finds himself back in familiar territory. Or should he say unfamiliar because he certainly knows it never actually happened and heâs never been to that place before?
Yeah, heâs back in unfamiliar territory. However, the milky, coral filter is still the same.Â
Coral, he scoffs and rolls his eyes at his own thoughts. Jesus Christ, youâre starting to rub off on him with that stupid color coding system of yours. Before you, the only color he knew was orange and the only thing he associated with something like coral were damn rocks in the ocean.Â
Wait⊠are corals rocks? Sam would probably know that.Â
This time, though, Deanâs not down by the pond anymore. Instead, he feels the tall grass brush his legs as he trudges back up the hill. Soon enough, the house comes into view, and for a while, he thinks about going inside and pretending today never happened. Pretending he didnât say what he said. Pretending you didnât look at him the way you did.Â
That would be so much easier, wouldnât it?
But thereâs a twinge in his ribcage that wonât let go. Itâs squeezing something inside of him to a painful degree and keeps him tethered to the spot, forcing his eyes to drift around the endless field of greenery and look.Â
Look for you.Â
Even with everything that happened, with all the words he said that he shouldnât have said, deep down, he knows you wouldnât wander too far. You wouldnât leave him. At least, not really.
Right?
But maybe he took it too far this time, said something he canât erase or even fix, and the pang in his chest grows in intensity till he spots a small movement to his right, where the grass grows even taller and wilder, untamed by footsteps and paths.Â
And there you are â off to the side, a little ways from the house, under the willow tree.Â
The long branches hang lowly, swaying gently in the evening breeze, curtains of deep green that catch the sunlight and turn it molten at the edges. Youâre sitting beneath it, half-hidden in the shade, knees drawn in and arms wrapped around them. Youâve folded into yourself like youâre trying to take up less space than you normally do.
The wind puffs, the branches flutter, and the warm and golden sunlight glistens through the leaves, but you donât. Youâre stillness personified.Â
Too still.Â
Dean doesnât like that. Doesnât like knowing, without even seeing your face, that youâre upset. Because of him.Â
Youâre upset because of him.Â
He slows on instinct, almost bracing himself for whatever is waiting for him under that tree, but the annoying thing in his chest pulls tighter with every step he doesnât take.Â
So, the grass parts under his sneakers as he makes his way toward you. Heâs careful and slow about it, though, some might almost call it tentative, but he doesnât want to spook you. He doesnât want you to run from him again before he has a chance to say something.Â
The branches of the willow sway and brush against his shoulders as he ducks under the tree. The air is cooler in the shade, keeping the summer heat successfully locked out. He knows itâs one of your favorite spots around here. The first one, however, is the waterfall in the woods, but itâs past the fence line, and youâre not allowed to wander out there after dark, so you probably figured the willow would make a decent enough place to drown in your sorrow.Â
You donât react when he approaches. Thereâs not a blink or flinch in sight. You donât even bother looking up to see who came to disturb your peace as if you already know itâs him and deemed his presence not worthy of your time.Â
He purses his lips and stuffs his hands into his pockets, not really knowing what else to do with them. His shoulders are damn tight like heâs got rocks under his skin, and his throat suddenly feels unnaturally dry like he swallowed several cotton balls dunked in desert sand.Â
He clears the arid lump, but you still donât even twitch a single muscle.Â
âHey,â he says quietly, not daring to speak at a louder volume than that, but now heâs almost afraid you didnât hear it, the tree swallowing the sound before it even reached you.Â
You still donât glance up. You donât answer either. All you do is stare at that patch of grass in front of you. Your whole posture is closed off.Â
Deanâs never seen you like this before. It scares him. What if you canât forgive him and go back to the way the two of you used to be before all of this? What if he doesnât get his friend back?
Because, aside from Sammy, youâre the only friend heâs ever had, which makes you also the only one who truly counts. Sam loves him because his little brother really doesnât have another choice. Theyâre family. Itâs different.Â
But you? You donât love him because you have to. No oneâs making you. Itâs not some universal rule you have to follow. No, you love him because you choose to. Because you always just did.Â
And Dean, well, he⊠cares about you, too. Although, he wouldnât admit that to anyone out loud.
He shuffles uncomfortably on his feet, his gaze flicking away for a second before fixing back on you with quite an uneasy feeling in his stomach.
âHey,â he repeats, swallowing once more because the lump still wonât go anywhere. âI didnât mean that.â
The words feel clumsy again the second they leave his mouth. He knows theyâre not enough.
âYou said it,â you say, voice clear but flat. The sweetness that usually laces it is gone. Now it sounds like itâs so tight and thin underneath that it could snap if youâre pushed the wrong way.Â
Dean winces, rubbing the back of his neck before his hand drops to his side again. The guilt sinks deeper into his gut and becomes sharper, like tiny little daggers ready to cut him open from the inside out.
âYeah, wellâŠâ he mutters, scuffing the toe of his boot into the dirt as he tentatively steps a little closer. âI was being an idiot, okay?â
He shilly-shallies for a second before sitting down. Heâs not entirely sure anymore if heâs still allowed to, but before he can overthink it, he lowers himself on the ground beside you, the grass bending under his weight. He picks a spot not too close, but not too far either. Itâs still close enough that his shoulder could almost touch yours.Â
âI donât hate you,â he says quietly but doesnât look at you. He keeps his eyes trained on the same patch of grass as you.Â
You donât glance at him right away, either. The silence lasts long enough to make him wonder if he should say something else, if he should try harder, if he already screwed this up beyond fixing.
âThen why are you acting like you do?â
The question hits deeply, but itâs not spoken harshly. Thereâs no accusation detectable in your tone. Thereâs only confusion, as if youâre trying to make sense of something that doesnât add up.
Dean lets out a long breath, his gaze dropping to the grass between his hands. His fingers fiddle without thinking, brushing over the blades, bending them, letting them slip back into place.
âI donât know,â he admits eventually.
It might not be a satisfying answer, but itâs the truth. Itâs the best heâs got, but it still doesnât feel enough. Nothing he does is ever enough.
âItâs just⊠different now.â He shrugs his shoulders a little, hoping that at least explains something, but he knows it wonât truly fill in the gaps he canât put into words.
Heâs about to give up and leave you alone when you finally turn your head and look straight at him.Â
And geez, itâs so much worse than when you were ignoring him.Â
The weight of your gaze feels heavy, your eyes guarded and yet searching, careful and still a little hurt. That thing behind his ribs twinges again. He glances at you, then away, then back again because holding your gaze for too long might force him to say something he doesnât know how to say.
At least not at twelve.Â
âYou just⊠freaked me out a little, okay?â he adds, the words certainly awkward but still honest. âIâmâ⊠Iâm sorry. But youâre still⊠you, you know? Youâre still my friend.â
And thatâs also the part heâs holding onto â the only part that makes any of this worth fixing it. Youâre his friend because youâre so uniquely you and no one else.
You study him, even squinting your eyes slightly like the sunshine could warm him. Youâre seemingly trying to decide if he truly means it â if it is sincere or just another thing heâll take back later.
âOkay,â you say suddenly, the word barely reaching his ears because it sounds so small and careful.Â
He wouldnât exactly call it forgiveness, but itâs not downright rejection either, right? He might even call it a win because heâs winning you back â at least back enough to give him another shot towards full redemption.Â
And that? Man, that finally eases that uncomfortable throb in his chest, and he can breathe better again.Â
Dean nods to himself, remotely acknowledging something he doesnât fully understand. Relief rushes through his veins, but he doesnât quite trust the peace yet.
âSoâŠâ he starts with another clear of his throat that finally rids it of the nasty lump stuck in it. He shoots you a careful sideways glance. âWhat can you do now?â
The change in you is almost instant. Youâre not quite fully back to your old self yet, but he can feel the familiar excitement vibrating in your blood again. Your shoulders lift, and your posture loosens. It feels like youâre cautiously unfurling again.Â
âI can show you,â you say, but thereâs still hesitation in your voice. âIf you want toâŠâ
He gives you a tiny but encouraging nod and watches the smile rise on your lips again. He missed that smile. Heâs glad itâs back.Â
You then straighten your spine a little and rest your hands in your lap, your eyes fluttering softly shut.
And Dean? He canât take his eyes off you.
He takes in the way your lashes brush against your cheeks, the way the caramel-syrupy sunlight weaves through the willow branches and catches in your hair, and the way you go still like youâre listening to something he canât hear.
For a moment, nothing happens.
All he hears is the wind through the breeze and the crickets in the grass and the sound of your calm breathing.
But then, slowly and bit by bit, something pushes through the weeds near your knee. A tiny blossom, lilac and soft, unfurls in front of his eyes.Â
And it doesnât stop there.Â
The lonely blossom is soon joined by others, spreading over the field, a sea of flowers suddenly blooming around him and painting what once was a clover-green canvas with more colors than heâs ever seen before in his entire life.Â
There are bright yellows, deep reds, mesmerizing blues, soft pinks, and about eight different shades of violet. There are too many to count them all. The earth came alive right in front of his eyes, and it feels natural and impossible all at once.
Dean leans forward, his eyes spellbound by everything they see, tracking the way the blossoms sway and the wind now carries a sweet floral scent.
âOkay,â he says after a heartbeat, aiming for casual but missing it by a mile. âThatâs pretty⊠cool.â
You open your eyes, and thereâs the smile again. Brighter than before, softer too, and itâs more beautiful than the plethora of flowers in front of him. Nothing could beat that smile.Â
His gaze drops to the ground, catching on one of the flowers near his hand. Itâs a daisy.Â
Simple. Pretty. White petals, yellow center. He reaches for it, plucking it carefully, turning it between his fingers for a moment as his mindâs trying to figure something out.
Then he looks back at you, and youâre watching him now, a curious and yet uncertain gleam in your eyes. And then he just goes for it and leans in, tucking the daisy into your hair just above your ear.
You wrinkle your nose like it tickled, giggling a little. âDaisies are the most boring flowers.â
Dean scoffs a soft laugh. âNo, theyâre not.â
âYeah, they are.â
He shakes his head, his gaze staying on you.
âNo,â he says quietly. âTheyâre the prettiestâŠâ He pauses and bites the inside of his cheek before the next words slip out. âYou know⊠like you.â
You bite the smile on your lip and shyly avert your eyes, a blush creeping to your cheeks.Â
And Dean feels it again â that warmth behind his ribs, spreading outward and turning the brightness up on the rest of the world. It feels steady and easy.Â
It feels good.
For a long moment, everything feels like itâs supposed to again. Just you and him, sitting side by side in the honey-warm sunlight.Â
But the peace is only ephemeral. Thereâs suddenly a sound that doesnât belong to this place â to this dream world.
Hooves.
It sounds distant and hollow and ultimately wrong.Â
Deanâs head cocks a little, brow furrowing as he looks out past the slope of the hill, toward the tree line where the light begins to thin.
âYou hear that?â he asks without glancing at you, his gaze still trained on the invisible danger past the horizon.
But the second the words exit his mouth, the sound of them leave him bewildered. They come out too deeply and roughly. Itâs not a childâs voice anymore.
Itâs his â fully grown and perfectly raspy.Â
Confused, his gaze drops down to his hands, and theyâre larger, broader, and calloused now in ways they werenât a second ago. His sneakers are replaced by boots, the grass stains on denim gone from his knees.Â
Dean straightens abruptly and flexes his fingers a few times, as if that could possibly reset something. But it doesnât work. The weight of himself feels older and heavier now.
âWhat theââ
His head then finally snaps to you. And youâ
Youâre not seven anymore, either.
Youâre sitting exactly where you were, in the same patch of grass beneath the willow, but youâve changed, too. Grown into yourself in an instant. Twenty-two. The softness is still there, but itâs shaped differently now.Â
Youâre wearing a bright yellow summer dress now instead of your short denim overalls, the fabric thin and airy and sun-washed, catching the breeze as it moves around you. Your hair falls longer now as well, loose and slightly tangled from the wind.
And for a heartbeat, Dean forgets everything else around him, including the strange noises.
His gaze fixes on the way the hem of your dress brushes the weeds, the way the sunlight illuminates your skin, and the way you look⊠older â not just in years, but in presence.
Shit.
Okay. Yeah, no. Thatâs new.
His brain scrambles for footing, trying to reorient, to file this under something that makes sense, but it doesnât quite get there before his thoughts take a sharp, unhelpful left turn.
His eyes flicker to your lips, soft and plush and inviting. Thereâs suddenly a strange urge there to do something about it â like connecting his own to yours. He wants to know what they taste like, if theyâre as sweet and warm as your voice.Â
What the hell kind of dream is thisâŠ
The thought dies instantly, however, when the sound of hooves reverberates through the air again, coming closer and closer.Â
The sunlight then morphs from amber and gold to blue and gray, the wind picks up on speed like a storm brewing, and the air feels a lot colder and more brittle now.Â
The warmth is gone.
Deanâs posture changes instantly, every muscle in his body tensing with instinct. His gaze snaps toward the hill again, scanning and calculating, something old and ingrained rising to the surface before he can even think it through.
This isnât right. This isnât just a dream, is it?
You shift beside him, your brows meeting in the middle as you glance at him and then out toward the same direction. âDean? Whatâs going on?â
He doesnât answer, though. His jaw locks, pulse thundering in his ears, adrenaline flooding his blood as the realization dawns on him with a terrifying clarity.
The hooves strike once more, and everything drops away around him in the blink of an eye.
Dean jolts awake on the couch, like heâs been yanked back into his body by God himself.
The change in the air feels violent. Â
He feels slightly disoriented as he blinks his eyes awake, the golden dreamscape he found himself in a minute ago suddenly replaced by the dusty and gothic interior of a New England bed and breakfast.Â
But the sound? Oh, that followed him all the way to reality.Â
The hooves and something that sounds suspiciously like clattering metal are still there, and itâs definitely not in his head. Itâs goddamn real.Â
Deanâs breathing comes out harshly as he pushes himself upright on the couch, eyes darting to the window, already expecting to see a horse with a headless rider out there in the dark. His heart is racing a mile a minute, the adrenaline spiking.
âSam?â he calls and runs a hand through his messy locks. âHeyâ⊠Sam? Guys? Wake up.â
The sheets on both beds begin to rustle and move.Â
Samâs up first, already halfway out of bed before heâs even fully conscious, hearing the urgency (and slight panic) in his brotherâs tone. âDean? What? Whatâs wrong?â
You, on the other hand, are slower only by half a second, sitting up with the softest groan Deanâs ever heard someone utter. Your hair is a bit mussed, falling into your face as one of those oversized sleep shirts slips off one shoulder.Â
Itâs distracting enough to be inconvenient right now.
Because your hair falls over that same shoulder, so he canât really tell if thereâs a bra strap underneath it or not. The not is what concerns him the most, though. You certainly werenât wearing one under that yellow sundress in his dream.
Man, his brain has excellent timing, doesnât it?
Get it together.
He drags his focus back where it belongs, and his jaw clenches tightly upon the next wave of sounds. âYou guys hear that?â
The room stills, as do you and Sam, trying to listen, eyes narrowing slightly. Dean hears it again, but he already sees how both you and his little brother begin to slowly shake your heads.Â
âI donât hear anything,â you confirm Deanâs worst suspicions that this thingâs only coming for him.Â
Samâs head bobs in recognition. âGuess that means itâs starting.â
âYeah, no kidding,â Dean scoffs and jumps on his feet, overtaken by a burst of restless energy heâs familiar with during hunts, his body entering into fight or flight mode. âThink heâs close, guys. Any ideas would be greatly appreciated now.â
You push yourself out of bed as well, the last traces of sleep burning off fast as your gaze lands on Dean. He feels like heâs going crazy because he could swear thereâs even a trace of concern gleaming in your eyes.Â
âYour auraâs tighter. Somethingâs pulling at it,â you note.
Dean scowls. âThanks for the visual.â
âWe need to find out who that sword belonged to as fast as possible before it takes Deanâs head,â Sam says and already grabs one of the binders again, hands flipping pages at record speed.Â
âHow?â you ask, your voice slightly rising as the panic rises with it. âLook at those things, Sam! Thereâs no way weâre gonna find the right page in time.â
âLove the enthusiasm,â Dean mutters, earning him a dry look from you. Then he purses his lips, however, and God, he already hates saying it. âBut sheâs right, Sammy. We donât exactly have time for a full-on research montage right now.â
âI know that, Dean,â Sam huffs. âBut what do you suggest, huh? The only way to end this is finding out who or what weâre dealing with. You already tried salting and burning the sword, and it didnât work, right?â
âYeah, but thereâs gotta be something else. Think, man! Câmon, youâre the brains, and Iâm the brawn. Just do what you do best!â
âLike, what?â
âI donât know!â
âGuys!â You suddenly cut into their argument, forcing the brothers to focus on you instead. âI think Iâve got it!â
You donât elaborate on what exactly youâve got, though, which slightly tests Deanâs patience. He hates when Sam does that shit, too. Is it too much to ask for people to finish a damn thought around here?
Before he can question it, however, he watches you rush to your bag and hurriedly rummage through it till you pull out your little notebook.Â
He arches an eyebrow at you, skeptical as ever. âWhat, youâre gonna write another spell?â
Itâs honestly not the worst idea, but he canât give you the satisfaction of knowing that. God knows one little spell only leads to more.Â
âActually, I donât have to,â you say, hastily flipping pages back and forth as if you were looking for something specific. The notebook is an explosion of color, inked in different shades as glitter catches the dim light in the room.Â
âYou wrote something?â Sam asks.
âIn college,â you reply with a quick nod, eyes scanning and skimming, fingers flipping even faster. âI used to hate digging through library archives, so I made a spell that pulls the exact information Iâm looking for from a text. Itâs kind of like a magical Ctrl+F.â
Why is Dean not even a little bit surprised? Of course you would do something like that.
Your fingers then stop their movements abruptly, eyes lighting up. âFound it.â
The ink is a brightly glistening sunny yellow. The color almost feels obnoxiously cheerful for a possible decapitation by a headless dude on a horse at three in the morning.
Deanâs brow raises as he nods to the page. âWhatâs yellow stand for?â
âAcademic magic,â you mutter without glancing up.
Dean doesnât say anything more to that. He just crosses his arms and leans against the wall, shifting his weight slightly as he watches you spread all eight binders evenly on the small table. That uncomfortable and familiar feeling creeps back into his veins at the thought of your magic, but he knows this might be the only thing keeping his head attached to his body right now. It still doesnât sit right with him, though.Â
You murmur the words under your breath, and the effect is practically immediate this time. The third binder on the left jerks open with a loud thud before pages start flipping on their own with the force of a hurricane blowing through them. Then it abruptly stops on a page, and a section of it begins to glow like yellow sunshine.Â
Sam leans in over the open binder, checks the marked section, and a smile begins to rise. âThatâs it. Elias Whittaker. Says here he was a Union soldier in the Civil War.â
âGreat.â You exhale a relieved breath and smile as well.Â
Deanâs jaw, though, tightens the slightest bit before he pushes it down. Why does every win of yours bother him so much? He should be glad they found what they were looking for. He should be glad they can save him now. But instead, what he feels almost comes close to dread.Â
Sam rips the page out of the binder and grabs his jacket. âWe should take this to the library. Cross-reference, get everything we can on him. Maybe we find his burial site.âÂ
Dean grimaces at the idea. âYeah, you have fun with that.â He grabs his keys, heading for the door. âIâm getting the sword back. If that dudeâs coming for me, itâs probably best if he isnât fully armed. Maybe we can stall him that way.â
Sam gives him a quick nod. âGood idea.â Then his gaze shifts to you. âYou go with him.â
Both yours and Deanâs heads snap toward his little brother with raised brows and wide eyes.Â
âIâm sorry, what?â Dean checks and sees you make a face in his periphery as well.Â
You wrinkle your nose as you look at Sam. âDo I have to?â
Dean turns his head sharply at that, his skin prickling. âWow. Good to know where I rank,â he scoffs.
You shoot him a look. âYouâre being hunted by a headless ghost with a sword. Forgive me for not volunteering enthusiastically.â
âOh, Iâm thrilled youâre so concerned about me, Sabrina,â he fires back dryly. âRelax. Itâs not a date.â Â
âCouldâve fooled me with how happy you sound,â you mutter.Â
Deanâs mouth is already opening with a comeback before Sam cuts in, stopping this little argument from spiraling any further.Â
Sam looks at you with his best puppy eyes again. âLook, youâre the only one who might be able to slow this thing down if it shows up.âÂ
âWith what?â you shoot back. âStrongly worded encouragement? Itâs a ghost. I donât exactly have a game plan or a spell lying around for that.â
Sam just offers you a shrug. âYouâre smart. Youâll figure something out. Improvise.â
âImprovise?!â You gape at his little brother before your eyes snap to Dean. âIs he serious?â
âYeah, he is. He does that sometimes,â Dean says, scratching the back of his neck.
âHavenât gotten you killed so far, though,â Sam quips.
âLast time, you almost let me get run over by a ghost truck on a hunch, man.â
âAnd yet, youâre still here.â
You let out a deep groan as you grab your jacket and bag. âIâd just like to officially put it on record that this is a terrible, terrible idea.â
âYeah, most of ours are, actually. Youâll get used to it.â Dean grins, holding the door open for you.Â
âAwesome. Good to know.â
The moon hangs lowly just above the horizon, where the nightâs indigo blue is slowly bleeding into a dawning gray. Fog curls over the asphalt and catches in Babyâs headlights like a ghostly sheen as the road weaves through the quiet outskirts of town, bordered by dense foliage and ancient trees on each side.Â
Deanâs grip on the wheel is steady, although he feels the tension underneath it in his forearms and shoulders. The familiar hum of the engine grounds him, but it doesnât drown out the sound of hooves in the back of his skull entirely.Â
Oh, this thingâs coming for him, alright.Â
He exhales slowly through his nose and rolls one shoulder, even trying to physically shake the sound loose. It doesnât help, though.Â
Next to him, youâre folded slightly into your seat, your notebook open across your lap. The dim glow from the dashboard spills over the page, catching on streaks of glitter ink that shimmer every time your pen moves. You keep tapping it against the margin in an uneven rhythm, faster when youâre thinking harder and slower when you hit a wall. But the sound at least soothes him a little.Â
Your hair is still carrying a hint of sleep in it, loose and a little unruly, falling around your face in soft waves. Your brow is furrowed, lips pressed together, gaze seemingly fixed on something only you can see. Thereâs something about the way you look right now â barefaced, focused, completely absorbed â that feels disarmingly normal.
Dean clears his throat, shooting you a sideways glance. âYou planning my funeral over there, orâŠ?â
You snort a quiet laugh but donât answer him right away, still staring at the page like it might rearrange itself into something useful. âThinking,â you say after a beat, voice still rough with leftover sleep. âAbout spells.â
That pulls a small huff out of him, though it lacks its usual edge. âYeah? That supposed to make me feel better?â
You tilt your head slightly, eyes swerving to him. âDepends,â you say, tapping the pen once more. âHow open are you to being a magical test subject? Iâm trying to figure out if thereâs something I can do to keep it away from you. I just donât know how ghosts respond to most of what I can do, though.â
Dean lets out a short breath that almost turns into a laugh, shaking his head as he looks back at the road. âYeah, Iâm gonna go ahead and veto that,â he says. âNo offense, but Iâd rather not be your guinea pig for experimental witchcraft at five in the morning.â
He mostly means it as a joke, but thereâs still that undercurrent, that instinctive recoil he canât quite scrub out of himself. Years of training donât just disappear because youâve got a cute notebook and a nervous habit of tapping your pen.
âFair enough,â you say and accept his answer with a nod. âNot sure Iâd wanna be, either.â
Your gaze drops back to the page for a moment, your pen stilling.Â
âItâs justâ⊠I donât know what to do against something like that,â you admit, dragging the pen absently along the margin. The frustration is clearer now in your voice. âPlants, sure. Spells, fine. But ghosts?â You shake your head, lips pressing together. âThatâs not exactly in my wheelhouse. I donât know what your brother was thinking.â
Dean glances over again, a little slower this time, really looking at you instead of just checking. He takes note of the tension in your shoulders and how your fingers curl a little tighter around the pen as if youâre trying to grip onto a solution that wonât quite stick. The thing that bugs him the most, however, is not that you donât know what to do, but that youâre downright bothered by not knowing.
Because of him.
Three weeks ago, he had a gun aimed at your head because everything heâd been raised on told him that was the right call â witch, potential threat, end of story. And now youâre sitting next to him in the middle of the night, visibly frustrated that you canât figure out how to keep him alive.
Itâs almost absurd â your concern for him. You should be celebrating right now and not worrying. Most of all, he hates the feeling it causes in his gut. Guilt â real, actual guilt and not the one heâs usually good at shoving aside. You suck for that â for caring.Â
He doesnât say any of that aloud, obviously.
âHey,â he says but doesnât take his eyes off the road. âItâs fine, alright? I got it.â
You turn your head toward him, brows knitting. âYouâve got it?â
He chuckles lightly at your doubt and jerks his chin toward the backseat. âShotgun.â
That earns him a look thatâs equal parts disbelief and mild concern for his sanity. âYouâre joking.â
âNope.â
âWaitâŠâ Your brow creases a little more, probably trying to decide if this is another bit of his or a cry for help. âDo bullets actually hurt ghosts? Kinda defeats the purpose of being dead.â
He snorts and grins a little. âRegular bullets? No. Rock salt? Whole different story.â
You blink. âRock salt?â
âYeah,â he says, glancing at you again. âLoad it up, itâll mess âem up. Not a permanent solution, but it buys time.â
You stare at him for a second longer, clearly recalibrating your entire understanding of how the world works. âThat is⊠the most ridiculous thing Iâve ever heard.â
He scoffs a chuckle. âAnd yet, it works.â
An actual laugh slips out of you at that, lifting the tension in the car just a smidge. Itâs also apparently enough for you to open a conversation instead of drifting back into silence.Â
âSo, uhm, Sam told me he went to Stanford until a year ago,â you note, your voice more cautious than before, as if youâre not sure small talk was allowed yet.Â
âYeah, heâs a big nerd. The kid practically lives in libraries,â Dean retorts, keeping his eyes on the road.Â
âWhat about you? Did you go to college?â
He snorts, amused, and shakes his head. âNope.â
âWhy?â
Dean shoots you a quick glance, then shrugs. âNever was on my radar. Didnât have much of a choice.â
âYour dad didnât want you to go?â
He barks a laugh at that. If you only knew his father as well as he did, you probably wouldnât have even asked that question. âYou kidding? The old man barely wanted Sammy to go.â
And even that is the understatement of the goddamn century. He still remembers that blow-up fight like it was yesterday.
Your head bobs in thought. âSo youâve always just done⊠this? Hunting?â
âYup.â
âYou never wanted to do anything else?âÂ
âNope.âÂ
Alright, that mightâve been a lie. There are surely a few things Dean dreamt of doing when he was younger â fireman, mechanic, rock star. But real life got in the way and made that decision for him. Not like anyone ever asked him what he wanted, either. This whole thing was just shoved into his lap, but he never mulled too long over it.Â
His gaze then absentmindedly drifts to your lap as you shift the notebook and then stops abruptly. He almost hits the brakes on accident as his eyes land on a small flower peeking out between the pages â white petals and a yellow center.Â
A daisy.
His brain pretty much trips over itself like it missed a step. He blinks, looks back to the road, then back at the notebook again, and slowly comes to the realization that he hasnât imagined it.Â
Itâs definitely still there and very real.Â
And suddenly, his thoughts start stacking on top of each other, his stomach dropping slightly as his dream comes crashing back like a flood.Â
Thereâs no need to panic, though, right? So, what? Itâs a flower. People have flowers. Kids press flowers into books all the damn time. Doesnât mean anything. Itâs completely normal. Not to mention that daisies are pretty much the most common flowers out there.Â
But what if itâs not just any flower. What if itâs the flower? What if itâs the one he picked for yâ
No, stop it!
He cuts his thoughts off. Thereâs no way this is the flower from his dream because those dreams arenât real. He never actually picked a daisy for you because he hadnât even known you existed until three weeks ago. Itâs not possible. He probably just saw that flower in your notebook once beforehand, at the B&B or wherever, and his brain latched onto it again for some reason he still canât understand.Â
Nevertheless, Deanâs grip tightens on the wheel, the leather creaking under his fingers as his eyes flick up almost involuntarily to your face and then a little higher to your hair.
To that exact spot just above your ear.
Itâs empty, but of course itâs empty now. Why wouldnât it be?
But then his brain, stupid thing that it is, overlays it with something else. Thereâs summer sunlight instead of the dashboard glow now, warm gold instead of cold blue, your hair reflecting it like itâs lit from the inside. He sees his own hand moving slowly and carefully in a way that doesnât match him at all and tucking that same stupid flower into your hair again.
And the feeling that comes with it is worse than panic, fear, or confusion â itâs warmth. Feels like something clicking into place that he didnât even know was missing.
Which is stupid, needless to say. Itâs insane. Heâs going crazy and not just due to the dumb horse noises in his head.Â
Dean inhales sharply through his nose. Nope. Heâs still not doing this.Â
Itâs still only a dream. Thatâs it. His brainâs just grabbing random crap and stitching it together into something weirdly sentimental. His mind just simply clocked it, stored it, recycled it. Thatâs all this is.
That has to be all this is, right? Because the alternative?Â
Yeah, no. Hard pass.
He clears his throat, forcing his tone back into something casual as he gestures his chin toward your lap, even though he already hates himself for not resisting harder and prodding further. âWhatâs that?â
You follow his gaze, blinking once before you realize what he means. Your fingers brush lightly over the page, delicately tracing the stem of the dried flower. Your expression softens into something almost private, like youâre getting lost in your thoughts for a second and forgot he was even still there.Â
âOh, that?â you say and give a shrug, a secret smile beginning to bloom on your lips nonetheless. âItâs just some flower. Itâs been there forever. I put it in there as a kid.â You pause for a beat, thumb tracing one of the petals now before you shake your head at yourself, a small huff of amusement leaving you. âI honestly donât know why I kept it. Daisies arenât even my favorite. But itâs from home, soâŠâ
âOh.â Dean nods slowly and swallows, throat so much tighter than it should be for such a simple explanation.
His gaze stays on it for another minute, then drifts back up to your face before he can stop it.
âItâsâ, uhm, itâs pretty.â
The words slip out, and his eyes snap to the road, pretending to be oh-so causal about a crazy comment like that, even though heâs cursing himself for ever saying it.Â
Why the hell did he, though? What on earth is going on here?
He knew daisies werenât your favorite because the dream told him, but he couldnât have known that, right? Is this a coincidence? Just a lucky guess his brain made?
Shit.
You wrinkle your nose slightly and arch a brow, surprised. âYou think so?â
Dean shrugs quickly and clears his throat offensively loudly. âSure, yeah.â
And just like that, the air changes in the car, and thereâs a different kind of tension now.Â
You shift slightly in your seat, and he adjusts his grip on the wheel, both of you suddenly aware of the other in a way that wasnât there a minute ago.
Dean exhales more sharply this time and swiftly reaches for the radio. A second later, the car fills with the opening riff of Ramble On. It cuts straight through the awkward silence, through the tension, and through the weird, lingering pull in his ribcage that he refuses to examine too closely.
Ah, thatâs better.
He nods once to himself, settling the issue, and fixes his eyes firmly on the road ahead as the music takes over.
Deanâs had worse mornings.
At least, thatâs what he tells himself as he trudges through damp underbrush at an hour no sane person should be conscious.
Why did he pick this job again? Oh, right. Like he told you, it picked him. Â
The sky is still caught somewhere between night and dawn, the gray reaching higher and lighter at the horizon. The woods behind the museum stretch out endlessly through shadows and mist, all of it tinted in that deep, cold blue that makes everything look a little more spooky than it would be during daylight.Â
Hell, when he was here during the day, these woods couldâve even been considered beautiful. Like that meadow where Bambi lives. Now itâs a horror movie come to life, though.Â
The hooting owls and rustling branches donât help either.Â
Behind him, you carefully step over a large branch, your sneakers crunching on the forest floor. While you havenât said anything since the car, Dean can still hear the reluctance in each of your steps and the occasional hitch of your breath.
Youâre definitely jumpy, but he tries not to let his amusement show, even though itâs ridiculously adorable.Â
He steals a glimpse over his shoulder and catches the way your eyes briefly swerve toward a darker stretch of trees to the left, surely expecting something to jump out of there. Your hands tug on the sleeves of your jacket repeatedly, probably trying to calm yourself in some way.Â
Dean bites back a smirk. âWow,â he mutters, pushing a low branch out of his way. âDidnât peg you for the easily spooked type.â
âIâm not,â you shoot back a little too quickly for his taste.
As you gracefully step over a root, your foot snags on another one hidden beneath the leaves. You fall forward with a quiet âwhoaâ,â and Dean reacts instinctively and spins just in time to catch you by your arms before you can fully eat dirt. The impact brings you closer than either of you probably intended, your weight tipping into him for the tiniest second before you steady yourself and quickly pull back, but itâs not far enough.
Youâre close. Real close.Â
He can see the small crease between your brows, the way your lashes soak up what little light there is, and the soft flush in your cheeks. Your face looks⊠annoyingly good.
A clear of his throat breaks the awkward silence. âYou were saying?â
You blink, then straighten quickly, brushing past him like nothing happened. And maybe it didnât.Â
âI said Iâm not scared,â you repeat. âItâs justââ you gesture at the trees around you, ââthis is not exactly my usual environment.â
âOh yeah?â he asks and continues his march forward. âWhat is your usual environment? Labs and scented candles?â
You huff a soft laugh behind him. âFor your information, the scariest thing Iâve dealt with before this was a ghost tour in Salem.â
Dean snorts loudly and raises a brow at you over his shoulder. âA ghost tour?â
âYup. It was at night, alright?â you defend. âAnd the guide had a lantern and everything. There were sound effects.â
âWow. Terrifying.â
âThere was a reenactment of the witch trials. Very much scary for someone like me,â you add as if that helps your case.
It doesnât.Â
Dean gives a shake of his head, but his lips are twitching around a smile. âYeah, alright. Remind me to never question your bravery again.â
Another owl then calls somewhere deeper in the woods, and you go just a little too still for a second before forcing yourself to keep walking. Dean notices that too, but something else spreads under the amusement. He knows youâre out of your depth here. This isnât your world â the dark, the hunt, and all the things that move where and when they shouldnât.
And yet, you still came along for the ride in an attempt to save his life. Heâs at least willing to give you credit for that.
âYouâre good,â he says after a beat, his voice quieter than before. âJust⊠watch your step.â
You meet his eyes, slightly surprised, but then nod once. âYeah, okay.â
The two of you then fall into a rhythm after that, the banter easing into something more comfortable and less forced. The shed behind the museum where he hid the sword then comes into view through the fog a minute later. Itâs pretty rundown and honestly only one strong breeze away from collapsing entirely, but heâd figured that was probably an advantage, meaning no one would snoop around here and accidentally find the cursed blade again.Â
Dean stops and scans the area automatically. âThis is it.â
âCharming,â you murmur.
He circles around the back, boots sinking slightly into the softer and moss-covered ground, until he spots an old wooden trunk, half-hidden behind tall weeds and debris. He figured the sword would probably be safest in there. But as he crouches and flips the lid open, he stills abruptly.Â
Empty.
âSon of a bitch,â he mutters under his breath, shaking his head. âYouâve gotta be kidding me.â
He probably shouldâve expected a wooden box like that wouldnât keep a ghost out, but he figured at least all the salt he poured into the trunk wouldâve helped.Â
âWhat?â you check, stepping closer.
âItâs gone.â
The words barely leave his mouth before a very distinct sound hits him â and itâs not the owls this time.Â
Hooves.
Deanâs head snaps up, the noise so much closer now than it was back at the room or even the car, his whole body flying into high alert in an instant. The noise of clinking metal, which surely comes from the missing blade, almost rings like a warning bell.
âDid you hearââ
But Dean doesnât even get to finish that sentence. He sees your eyes widen to the size of little moons, and the next thing he knows, youâre slamming into him at full speed, hard enough to knock the oxygen right out of his lungs as you tackle him to the ground. The impact of the cold forest floor tears through his bones as your weight lands on top of him before something whooshes through the empty air above where his head used to be only a second ago.Â
As his eyes snap upwards, a mighty black stallion rears above the two of you and neighs loudly. Its breath steams in the suddenly freezing air, while its rider is clearly headless.Â
Dean doesnât have too much time, though, to take a longer peek before his gaze flicks to the horsemanâs hand and the sharp sword in it.Â
âMove!â he barks, adrenaline rushing into his blood as the blade comes down again.
He rolls both of you hard to the side, flipping positions so heâs on top just as the sword buries itself into the dirt only a mere inch away from your shoulder, the ground trembling with the sheer force of the assault.
âUp! Go!â he yells, scrambling to his feet and quickly hauling you up with him as the rider yanks the blade free again.
And then? Well, thereâs really only running left. His shotgun flew out of reach and landed somewhere in the bushes when you tackled him, so he really doesnât see any other immediate options for now.
He grabs hold of your wrist and drags you with him through the woods, branches whipping past the two of you as you both navigate a sea of overgrown roots without stumbling. But Dean doesnât need to look back to know this thingâs still gaining speed and catching up fast.
âDo something!â he shouts over his shoulder.
âI donât know what to do!â
âThen think of something!â
The horse neighs too closely behind him, and Dean turns around just in time to see the rider swing again. He ducks quickly, the blade slicing through the air above him before slamming into a tree trunk with a loud crack. The noise reverberates through the silence as wood splinters and bark goes flying in all directions.
âHa! Missed!â Dean smirks tauntingly at the rider. Heâs not sure the poor fella can even see him, considering the guyâs missing his whole head. âAinât that easy to kill me. Gotta have to try harder.â
âWhy are you provoking it?!â you rebuke him.Â
Dean opens his mouth to retort but stops when the horseman rips the sword free like the damn tree meant nothing.
âOkay, less talking, more magic!â he shouts, retreating until his back hits another tree, nowhere left to go as the rider closes in again.
The sword lifts.
âRight about now would be awesome!â he snaps.
And then, the ground suddenly answers for you.
It starts as a slight tremor beneath his boots, subtle at first but rising fast as the soil cracks open like a fault line during an earthquake. Thick, gnarled, and ancient roots then tear through the earth, snapping upward with violent force.
They lash around the riderâs arm and curl tightly just as the blade begins its descent, jerking it back mid-swing. More roots shoot out of the ground after and wrap around the horseâs legs, locking it in place as it thrashes and screams wildly against its restraints.
And Dean? He kind of just stares for a second in stunned bewilderment, his brow twitching, chest heaving with leftover adrenaline. âHuh.â
You seem just as startled by your own work next to him, blinking down at your hands. âHuh,â you echo breathlessly. âNever done that before. Guess I can improvise.â
Before Dean can answer, however, the horseman and his loyal stallion roar furiously, the roots already starting to crack around their limbs.Â
âYup, great breakthrough,â he quips, already tugging at your sleeve. âWe should probably go before this thing tears itself free again.â
âGood idea. He does seem rather angry, although itâs hard to tell without a face,â you say and tilt your head at the rider like youâre trying to analyze him â or maybe read his aura.Â
Deanâs not entirely sure, but he doesnât wait for you to finish your philosophical pondering and grabs your wrist once more, bolting back to the Impala with you in tow.Â
Neither of you looks back as the sound of splintering roots echoes through the forest behind you.
When you push through the library doors, you still feel a little winded from all that running and Deanâs rather erratic driving, your hands still trembling from leftover adrenaline or shock. Maybe both.Â
And speaking of the green-eyed hunter, heâs right behind you, feeling his labored breaths and the residual warmth of him at your back, which is a little distracting but less than the drumming against the steering wheel and the loud singing in the car. Heâs still restless, his aura green but threaded with streaks of red from his survival instincts, pacing like a caged animal that hasnât realized itâs safe yet.Â
Sam looks up from his pile of books and notes the second you approach, seemingly waiting on a spring, judging by how fast he jumps out of his seat. His eyes quickly assess you and his brother from head to toe as if heâs checking for injuries and counting limbs.
âYou guys okay?â he asks.
âDefine okay,â you reply with a huff, exhaustively dropping into the chair across from him. âBecause if the scale includes ânot currently being hunted by a headless horseman,â then yeah, weâre doing great.â
Dean exhales a long breath next to you, dragging a hand down his face before dropping into the chair beside you. âSwordâs gone. And the guy attached to it? Very stabby.â
You nod, rubbing your hands together, still feeling the dirt and adrenaline prickling under your skin. âYeah, heâs fast. And persistent. And apparently not a fan of improvisation via landscaping.â
Samâs brows crease. âWhat?â
You let out a deep sigh. âIâll explain later.â
Thereâs a flash in Deanâs aura when you say that, the green fringed with something warmer. If you didnât know any better, youâd almost claim he seems impressed, but it disappears as fast as it came when Sam braces his elbows on the table, already switching fully into research mode.
âOkay,â he says, flipping his laptop around toward you. âI think I found our guy.â
He taps the screen, and you lean in, eyes scanning the old photograph and text.
âNameâs Elias Whitaker,â Sam continues. âHe was a Union soldier and stationed just outside what used to be the original town in 1863. From what I can piece together, he was accused of being a Confederate sympathizer â passing information, sabotaging movements, the whole deal.â
You tilt your head skeptically, thinking back to the cards you drew. âWas he?â
âThe guyâs name was Harlan? Talk about a villain name,â Dean quips.
âYup,â Sam agrees. âSo get this â he frames Whitaker, stirs up suspicion, and turns the whole town against him. Pike had rank and influence. I mean, back then, thatâs basically all it took. No trial, no proof. All he needed was fear and a mob. They dragged Whitaker out to the woods. And according to one account, he swore that heâd come back and kill every man who judged him without cause.â
Dean scoffs under his breath. âGuess he kept his word.â
You lean back in your chair, processing. âSo the sword stayed buried with the head?â
âAs far as I can tell,â Sam replies. âBut a few weeks ago, a local survey crew apparently uncovered the sword in the woods. It got turned over, cleaned up, and was donated to the museum.â
âSo thatâs when the curse kicked in,â Dean surmises.
Sam nods and then continues, âBut thereâs something else.â
You look at him. âYou found out how the victims are connected?â
âYup, I think so,â Sam says, his lips twitching slightly, seemingly amused by his findings. âI went back over the victims. Not just cause of death, but who they were. After you guys talked to that witness at the crime scene, I figured it probably had to do with their personalities, tying back to Whitaker somehow.â
Deanâs brow furrows slightly, scratching the nape of his neck. âWhat dâyou find?â
âWell, something they all seemed to have in common was being judgmental,â Sam says and gives his brother a tight smile, clearly waiting for Dean to catch on. âThe first victim, a guy named Daniel Hodge, got fired last year for repeatedly harassing a coworker. Iâm talking HR complaints, sexist remarks, the works. He claimed he was justified.â
You grimace. âCharming.â
âThe second victim then was Reverend Collins,â Sam continues. âHe ran a small church outside town and preached a lot about purity, damnation⊠He had a habit of publicly calling people out for âsinning.ââ
âYikes.â
âAnd the third victim was a local business owner, who refused service to⊠certain customers.â
You purse your lips. âSo he was a racist.â
âYup.â
You let out a long breath. âSo the victims are all people who judged others, like Whitaker was judged.â
âSeems that way, yes,â Sam confirms.Â
Your eyes flick to Dean, shooting him a raised look. âWell, guess we know why you got cursed now.â
Dean scoffs immediately. âOh, come onââ
You turn more fully toward him, brows lifting. âThereâs a reason I called you a Puritan, you know. You were one pitchfork away from burning me at the stake.â
Samâs mouth twitches like heâs trying not to grin.
Dean tries to laugh it off, but you can tell by the flares in his aura that he clearly feels uncomfortable in his skin now. âCâmon, I wasnât actually trying to shoot you.â
âWerenât you, though?â you fire back, cocking your head. âBecause from where I was standing, it felt pretty historically authentic. You pointed a gun to my head.â
âYeah, but I didnât mean it, alright?âÂ
You shrug your shoulders. âDoesnât seem to matter to the ghost. Just saying, you might wanna reflect on your choices a little.â
He opens his mouth to argue again but falters halfway. He clicks his tongue and turns to Sam instead. âSo, how do we stop this thing from publicly executing me now? Please tell me you found something.â
Sam clears his throat a little, steering things back as he pulls up a site on his laptop. âThereâs a ritual. Itâs not super common, but it lines up with vengeance hauntings and cursed objects. Since salting and burning didnât work, maybe laying the spirit to rest will. Basically, we reunite the remains, body and head, and cleanse the weapon that anchored the spirit. That should break the cycle.â
âSounds simple when you say it like that, but Iâm guessing itâs not,â you say, already fearing where this is going.
âUnfortunately, no,â Sam replies. âWe need the sword. And we need to find the head.â He taps the map on his screen. âBodyâs in the cemetery. That partâs easy. The head, though â records say he was executed in the woods just outside town. Same general area where the sword was found.â
âSo probably still out there,â you murmur.
âProbably,â Sam agrees. Then his gaze drifts fully to you, a little more careful now. âAnd the ritual⊠it needs someone who can actually perform it. Someone with⊠your kind of skillset.â
You blink at him. âMy âkind of skillsetâ is mostly keeping houseplants alive and occasionally finding lost earrings.â
âYou did more than that out there,â Dean mutters under his breath, surprising you slightly.Â
Out of the two of them, you honestly believed he wouldnât vote for that, considering heâs been doubting every single move you made so far.Â
You glance at him, then back at Sam, slightly overwhelmed. âIâI mean, I can try. Iâve never done anything like that before. I donât even really use structured rituals. I kind of just⊠make things up and hope they work.â
Sam nods, not discouraged in the slightest. âThatâs okay. You understand the mechanics. You can adapt it.â
You let out a nervous breath. âAdapt it. Right, no pressure.â
Dean leans forward in his seat, elbows on his knees. âSo whatâs the play here?â
âSplit up, I think,â Sam suggests. âYou guys go to the site where they found the sword. I figured we could use another spell to find the head faster. Once you got it, you can bring it to the cemetery. Iâll dig up the grave. Since Whitaker is after Dean, we can draw him out that way and get the sword back.â
You furrow your brow wildly. âWait, hold on⊠Draw him out? You wanna use Dean as ghost bait?â
âAinât the first time. Kinda my thing,â the green-eyed hunter mutters next to you and shoots you a cocky grin.
âThat should so not be your thing,â you scoff in disbelief, shaking your head. âYou guys are being way too casual about this.â
âDonât worry,â Sam tries to assure you. âWeâll be ready. As soon as we have the sword, you can start the ritual while we keep the spirit occupied.â
âOccupied?â you parrot, arching an eyebrow at them.
Dean just gives you a casual shrug, offering you a crooked smirk. âWeâre pretty good at that.â
After another quick location spell to find a human skull (a first for you), you and Dean meet up with Sam at Sleepy Hollowâs cemetery, which unsurprisingly leans pretty heavily into its haunted aesthetic. Itâs frankly even creepier than the rest of this town, and thatâs truly saying something.
Itâs already dusk when you arrive, the sky fading from clear blue into a bruised violet as the last sunlight clings to the horizon. Most of the headstones are crooked and tilt at odd angles, moss and ivy crawling up their sides. The stubborn fog doesnât help the overall vibe, either. You honestly half-expect something to crawl out of the ground even without supernatural interference.Â
Dean, on the other hand, seems completely unfazed by the graveyard environment, strolling almost cheerfully ahead. He casually carries the skull, sometimes playing with it like a ball and juggling it from one hand into the other, treating it like a damn prop. You already told him to stop doing that, but he obviously ignored you.Â
It seems like you have officially upgraded from âgirl who writes spells with glitter gel pensâ to âgirl who retrieves decapitated heads before dinner.â
By the time the two of you reach Whitakerâs grave, Sam is already halfway done digging, standing in a shallow pit with his sleeves rolled up and dirt smudged across his arms and face. Clearly, heâs been at it for a while.
âHey, Sammy! Heads up!â Dean calls with a bright grin, and before your brain can even process what heâs about to do, he tosses the skull in a short arc toward his little brother.
âDean!â you snap at the exact same time Sam goes, âDude, seriously?â and fumbles the catch, barely managing to grab the skull before it hits the ground.
Sam glares, you glare, and Dean lifts both hands in surrender, entirely unrepentant.
âWhat?â Dean shrugs his shoulders as if his actions are even remotely defensible. âHe caught it.â
âYou threw a human head,â you scold his cemetery behavior, which he apparently deemed entirely appropriate.Â
These boys clearly spend too much time in places like this to be this freaking comfortable around human remains.Â
âFormer human,â Dean corrects under his breath.
And you? Yeah, you donât even dignify that with a response and only roll your eyes.
Sam exhales sharply as he climbs out of the grave, setting the skull down with a lot more care than it was afforded by his brother, then gestures at the shovel. âHere. Switch.â
Dean looks down into the hole, then back at Sam. âOh, now itâs my turn? Câmon, Iâm practically on my deathbed, man.â
But Sam only offers him a deadpan look and holds the shovel out to his brother. Dean grabs it with a resigned sigh before you suddenly stop him with a hand on his arm. Â
âWait.â
Both of them look at you expectantly.Â
âI think I can make this faster.âÂ
Deanâs brows lift slightly, but he doesnât argue for once, probably relieved about skipping all that digging, whereas Sam just watches you full of curiosity.
You hesitate for half a second before stepping closer to the grave. You then close your eyes, tethering yourself to the earth beneath your feet as you always do. Soil should be a lot easier than roots, but you canât exactly say youâve done this before either.Â
Then again, you never needed to dig up a grave in your life beforehand.Â
The dirt loosens and shifts, beginning to part like the Red Sea, trickling away in soft waves till the coffin peeks out through the soil. Clumps slide down the sides of the grave, pebbles clicking against the wood until the whole coffin is fully revealed without another shovel needing to hit the ground.
When you open your eyes again with a satisfied smile, you find both brothers staring at you, mouths agape.Â
âOkayâŠâ Dean surprisingly even lets out a low whistle. âThatâs admittedly kinda awesome.â
âThank you.â You bite back a grin, trying not to look too pleased with yourself at his praise, but it honestly feels a little like getting a compliment from your school bully.Â
Sam, however, downright looks like heâs regretting ever touching a shovel in his life.Â
Dean then hops down into the grave and crouches by the coffin, brushing some remaining dirt off the lid before prying it open with a crowbar. But something in him changes suddenly, head lifting, forest green eyes fixing on something in the distance beyond the trees. His aura sharpens as well, colors morphing into high alert.
You donât need to see his face to know somethingâs wrong, and a second later, you can hear it, too.
Hooves.Â
âHeâs coming back,â Dean says and jumps out of the hole, finding your eyes. âGot everything we need?â
You nod frantically and reach into your jacket pocket for the folded piece of paper with the modified spell on it.Â
âGood. Showtime,â he says with a smirk, and you almost think heâs enjoying getting nearly decapitated a little too much. Who on Earth is that insane?
Sam then moves fast, grabbing the skull and placing it into the coffin with the body, adjusting it with surprising care for someone working under a ticking clock.
Youâre scrambling as well, pulling four white candles from your bag and placing them at the corners of the coffin. Your fingers are only steady out of sheer necessity before you magically light all wicks at the same time. The flames flicker weakly at first and then stretch taller as the wind begins to pick up.
The Latin script on the paper in your hands stares at you, unfamiliar in shape but not in intention. You donât usually do spells like this â structured, inherited, borrowed. Luckily, you had enough Latin in school to push through and understand at least half of it.Â
God, you hope that counts for something.Â
The moment the rider breaks through the trees, Dean doesnât wait and starts to sprint. He only dodges the first swing by a margin that is entirely uncomfortable to witness. Youâre trying not to watch as you pull out a small cast-iron bowl from your bag (you refuse to call it a cauldron) and an assortment of herbs. At least, Deanâs faster than he looks when he seems to be motivated by imminent decapitation, which is somewhat reassuring.Â
He ducks again, twists out of the way as the blade cuts through the air where his head was a second ago, boots skidding in the dirt as he regains his footing. The sword then comes into play in a blur of motion â Dean lunges forward, gracefully ducks another swing, grabs the hilt, and yanks it free with a grunt, stumbling back just far enough to avoid immediate retaliation.
And then, that maniac actually throws the sharp blade right at his little brother. You flinch, heart stopping and breath halting, only exhaling when Sam manages to catch it without breaking a sweat.Â
Jesus Christ, those boys will be the death of your low heart rate.Â
Who the hell just throws a sword at someone?
Sam places it into the coffin and then looks at you. âGo!â
Right. Spell.Â
You glance at the ingredients in the bowl, a mix of herbs you remember from your motherâs teachings: crushed sage for cleansing, rosemary for remembrance, lavender for peace, and a pinch of salt to anchor it all. You incinerate it and let the herbs smolder for a second till trails of smoke billow and fuse with the cool evening air.Â
As you mutter the words on the page, your voice sounds strange around the Latin, as if your tongue is borrowing someone elseâs shape, but it seems to work as the wind begins to pick up, threading through the trees and rustling leaves. The smoke thickens and spills over the bowl, the candle flames dancing harder and faster as if theyâre trying to keep up with your voice.Â
You grab the bowl and then pour it into the grave, letting the ash and embers fall into the coffin, dusting the sword and bones alike. Just as you place it down on the ground again, something crashes hard into a headstone behind you, but you try not to look back to check which brother got tossed and concentrate on finishing the spell.Â
The final lines come quicker than you expect, the wind howling louder before it all breaks.
The wind drops. The candle flames steady. The horse halts.Â
You spin just in time to see the horse rear back, hooves striking the air where Dean had been a heartbeat ago. He stumbles back, barely avoiding getting trampled, and then the rider stills as well.
For a moment, everything goes quiet before a head fades into place where none was before.Â
The rider then turns toward you and inclines his newly attached head, his eyes gleaming with gratitude as they find yours. Then the edges of him begin to soften, dissolving into a warm, golden light. The horse follows, form fading into the same glow. Together they then seem to turn toward something you canât quite see and ride off into it.
The light fades a minute later, and theyâre gone. Just like that.
You rise to your feet, dusting off your jeans as you stare at spot where the light used to be. âAw, he looked happy,â you note, the adrenaline in your blood slowly waning. âIs it always this peaceful?â
Deanâs eyes find you, hands on his knees as heâs trying hard to catch his breath. âNope.â
Sam shakes his head, equally thrown, judging by the same crease in his brow. âNot even a little.â
You nod, lips pursing. âGood to know.â
Deanâs seen a lot of weird endings to hunts, and usually, itâs messier than this. But thereâs no blood, no ambulance lights, or even a half-burned corpse today.Â
He leans back against the Impala a few feet away, arms crossed as he tells himself heâs just keeping an eye on things without making it too obvious. He watches as you stuff your bag into the back of your beat-up and blue Aveo, calmly packing up like this was simply some strange weekend getaway and not technically a grave robbery, ghost exorcism, and almost getting trampled by a cursed horseman before breakfast combined.
Youâve traded in the grass-stained jeans and t-shirt for something softer, an oversized cardigan slipping off one shoulder, your boots still dusted with graveyard dirt from the woods. Your hairâs a little messy, probably from the wind earlier, a few strands catching in the porch light outside the B&B.Â
Sam stands a little closer to you, hands shoved into his jacket pockets, posture more relaxed than before after things finally wound down. âSoâŠâ He clears his throat lightly. âFirst hunt. Whatâs the verdict?âÂ
Dean watches your face instead of Samâs, because your answer matters more than the question.Â
You close the trunk with a soft thud, brushing your hands together like youâre still shaking off dirt. âHonestly? It was⊠interesting,â you admit, tucking your hair behind your ears. âIn a âwow, I almost diedâ kind of way.â A crooked smile rises on your lips. âBut not exactly something Iâd want to make a habit out of.âÂ
Dean huffs under his breath at that, gaze dropping to the gravel by his boots.Â
Good. Smart answer.
Sam gives you a smile, but itâs got a certain shade to it now, and Dean recognizes it as his little brotherâs but what if smile. He knows exactly where this is going before Sam even opens his mouth again.
âYou handled yourself really well,â Sam says. âThe spell, the ritual⊠you picked it up fast.â
âYeah, you werenât half bad,â Dean adds, but thereâs a slight tease to his smile.Â
Admittedly, you handled yourself well out there â better than most rookies would. Better than some hunters, if heâs being totally honest. Obviously, he wonât say that out loud in a million years.Â
âSeriously, thanks,â Sam says. âCouldnât have done it without you.â
âEh.â Dean shrugs one shoulder. âThink we wouldâve made due.â
You donât seem to take offense to that comment, though, lips twitching in amusement. âYouâre welcome for saving that coconut of yours.â
âSo, uhâŠâ Sam scratches the back of his neck, eyes finding yours. âYour momâs letter, the ritual⊠have you thought more about it? Really could use your help, you know.â
Deanâs jaw clenches, watching as your shoulders draw in the tiniest bit, hesitation flashing across your face. Youâre clearly unsure how to answer that one without disappointing someone â well, mostly Sam because Dean would be just fine with you saying no and telling his little brother to go screw himself.Â
âSam,â Dean cuts in, choosing not to let this play out.Â
Sam meets his stare. âWhat?â
âShe already gave you an answer.â Dean finally pushes off the car. âTake it.â
Samâs brows draw into a small frown. âIâm just askingââ
âYeah, and Iâm just saying drop it,â Dean barks, his voice a little sharper now. âShe heard you the first time. She doesnât need a sales pitch.â
The tension is almost tangible in the air now, but as his gaze drifts back to you, thereâs a newfound softness in your expression. He would almost call it gratitude, but it evokes a weird flutter in his chest, so he rejects that thought on principle and breaks eye contact first.Â
You clear your throat softly. âLook, I meant what I said, alright?â you tell Sam gently, but thereâs a firmness underneath. âIâll think about it, but thatâs all I can promise right now.â
Sam studies you for a moment, probably weighing whether to push again or not, but Dean really hopes he doesnât. Otherwise, heâll have to clock Sam with the back of his gun and drive back to South Dakota with his little brother in Babyâs trunk.Â
âOkay, fair enough.â Sam nods after a beat and accepts your answer, although heâs obviously not done with the idea.
Dean is, though.
âCall if you need anything, alright?â Sam adds and steps back.
You nod, even manage a smile, and give a small wave of your hand thatâs slightly awkward.Â
Dean, on the other hand, doesnât stick around for a grand goodbye. He gives you a tight nod and then turns on his heel, heading back toward the Impala, the only true safe zone heâs ever known.Â
But halfway there, his hand brushes against his jacket pocket, and he feels the folded paper sitting there.
Right. That.
Heâd written it earlier at the B&B, while Sam was buried in books and you were flipping through that glitter-covered notebook of yours, muttering about herbs and Latin. Dean had sat at the table, pretending not to listen, and suddenly found himself scribbling down the standard exorcism. He mightâve then thrown in the Devilâs Trap, too.Â
He didnât really plan on giving it to you. It was more supposed to be a just-in-case, emergencies-only thing. But thereâs this gnawing, annoying little thought in the back of his skull that refuses to disappear.Â
Youâre in it now, arenât you? Whether you like it or not, or even whether he likes it or not. No thanks to his little brother and him, youâve got a target on your back now. Dean knows better than anyone that this shit lingers, follows, and finds you again when you least expect it. And well, leaving you with nothing to defend yourself feels simply⊠wrong.Â
âSon of aââ Dean mutters under his breath, exhaling sharply.Â
And then, he turns around.
Youâre halfway to your car, keys in hand, and for a second, he almost lets you go. Walking away would be so much easier and cleaner, wouldnât it?
But he didnât let you go in the dream either, did he? And even though, that never happened, thereâs a strange pang in his chest that keeps his eyes locked on you and his feet rooted to the ground.Â
âHey, waitââ
You stop, spinning back with a small frown on your face, clearly not expecting that. Dean quickly walks back to you, wanting to get this part over with as soon as possible. He reaches into his jacket and pulls out the folded piece of motel stationary, holding it out to you without ceremony.
âHere.â
You blink but take it reluctantly, brows knitting as you unfold it carefully. Your eyes skim over the Latin and the symbol sketched beneath it. âWhatâs this?â
âInsurance,â he replies, shrugging one shoulder to avoid making a big deal out of this. âBasic exorcism. Latin. That symbolâs a Devilâs Trap,â he explains, clearing his throat subtly. God, whatâs with the air in this town? Why is it so damn dry here? âPaint it under that small rug you got by your front door. If something comes in, itâs stuck there. Then you read the words, send it back where it came from.â
Your eyes glance over the page, then back up at him, brow raising slightly like youâre still trying to make sense of his words.
He shifts his weight, swallowing. âAlso, uhm, put a salt line along your windowsills. Doors if you wanna be extra. Keeps most crap out. You got that?â
Thereâs a small pause before you nod slowly, but youâre looking at him in that weird way of yours again â like youâre seeing past his words. Dream-child you did that shit as well. And before he knows it, thereâs a tiny smirk hitching on your lips.Â
âKing of CupsâŠâ you mutter under your breath, barely audible.Â
Dean scowls. âWhat?â
âNothing.â You shrug casually, but that stupid smile doesnât disappear. Instead, you tilt your head, studying him like evidence under a microscope. âWouldnât simply apologizing be easier?â
âApologize for what?â Dean scoffs, averting his gaze. Itâs the default setting. Armor.Â
âNever mind,â you sigh like you expected that response, ready to give up on him. âAnd to think, I almost started to like youâŠâ
He rolls his eyes, but his jaw tightens visibly. Technically, he knows what he has to do. The dream already told him. But it still seems a lot harder in practice than it does in theory.
âFine,â he caves at last with a reluctant breath out. âIâm⊠sorry for, uhmââ he motions roughly at you, already hating it, ââalmost⊠shooting you, alright?â He smacks his lips. âThere. Happy now?â
You donât even try to hide the unimpressed look, but he swears thereâs almost some amusement underneath it.
âWow,â you say wryly. âHow sweet of you. That mustâve cost you a lot.â
Dean purses his lips, head bobbing, the irritation hopefully covering anything else. âAlright, weâre done here. Try not to die.â
He spins around before you can answer, heading straight for the Impala without stopping this time. But behind him, he can hear Sam mutter, âJust think about it, okay?âÂ
Dean yanks open the driverâs door and pauses just long enough to glance back. He sees you nodding, but itâs rather noncommittal and seems frankly very uncomfortable.Â
âSam,â Dean calls gruffly, jerking his head toward the car.
Sam sighs but obeys, jogging back over.
Dean then slides into the driverâs seat, hands settling on the wheel as his gaze lands on the rearview mirror, watching you climb into your car. The interior light switches on, illuminating you in soft gold before the door shuts and the engine turns over. His eyes remain fixed on the mirror till your taillights disappear down the road.Â
As Sam gets into the car, he shuts the passenger door harder than necessary. âWhat did you say to her?â
Dean doesnât even bother to look at his little brother and plainly turns the key in the ignition. âNothing.â
âOh, donât give me that,â Sam shoots back, frustrated. âYou were being a dick to her on purpose, so she wouldnât want to stick around. You were trying to scare her off.â
Dean snorts, pulling onto the road. âYeah, âcause telling someone to salt their windows is real intimidating.â
âThatâs not what I mean,â Sam says. âYou donât want her involved.â
Dean grips the wheel a little tighter. âNo, I donât.â
âYou probably talked her out of the ritual, too,â Sam scoffs, shaking his head in disbelief.Â
âYeah, thatâs me. Big bad dream crusher.â
âDeanââ
âI didnât say anything she wasnât already thinking, alright?â he snaps.Â
âShe said sheâd think about it.â
âYeah,â Dean fires back, âand if you can stop hovering over her like a damn guidance counselor, maybe she actually will.â
Sam exhales a deep sigh. âSheâs strong. You saw what she did tonight. She could help people, Dean.â
Dean almost wants to scoff. He certainly saw what you did tonight â during this entire case, actually. Sammy doesnât even know about the thing you did with the roots in the woods, and Deanâs not volunteering to tell him either. Samâs head would probably explode with ideas if he knew how powerful you truly were.Â
âYeah,â Dean huffs instead, shaking his head. âOr get herself killed.â
âShe can handle it.â
âBarely.â
âSheâll learn.â
âAnd what happens when she runs into something she canât learn her way out of, huh?â Dean counters. âWhat then?â
âThatâs not your call to make,â Sam mutters. Â
âNo, but it is my problem,â Dean snaps. âMan, you told her about all of this. About demons, hunts, everything⊠You think that just goes away? You think nothingâs ever gonna come looking? Itâs not if something happens to her, Sam. Itâs when.â
Samâs jaw clenches. âSo what, you just cut her loose and hope for the best? Thatâs your solution?â
âNo, my solution is not dragging her deeper into this mess. I gave her what she needs to not be completely defenseless,â Dean says. âThatâs more than most people get. Sheâs got a life, Sammy. A normal one.â
âI know that,â Sam says. âBut life doesnât always work that way.â
Dean scoffs a humorless laugh. âSo, what? Sheâs just supposed to give it all up because sheâs got powers?â
âIâm saying she has a choice, Dean,â Sam clarifies.
âYeah, and youâre not exactly making it easy for her to say no,â Dean shoots back. âGuilt-tripping her with her family? Low hanging fruit, Sam.â
âThatâs not fair,â Sam defends. âI was just trying to prepare her.â
âNo, you know whatâs not fair? You thinking this is gonna end well,â Dean snaps. ââCause it doesnât. It never does. You of all people should know that. At least, Iâm trying to keep her alive.â
Sam goes suspiciously quiet after that, leaning back as he studies Dean. âYou didnât seem too concerned about that when you invited her along.â
âOh, donât evenââ Deanâs jaw ticks. âYou told her first, man. You put her on the board. Not me. I just made sure she didnât get blindsided. You wanna chase this demon? Fine. You wanna burn everything down to get it? Fine. But donât drag her into it like sheâs just another tool in the box.â
Sam grits his teeth. âThatâs not what this is.â
âReally?â Dean shoots him a scrutinizing look. ââCause it sounds a lot like youâre willing to risk whatever it takes to win. This is our mess. Sheâs not part of this, Sammy. Not if I can help it.â
Sam doesnât answer this time, and thatâs honestly answer enough.
He slumps back in his seat, crosses his arms, and scoffs quietly. âThis isnât over.â
Dean nearly snorts a laugh. âWouldnât have dreamed of it.â
Before Sam can find his next argument, Dean reaches forward and cranks up the stereo, letting the sound of classic rock flood the Impala and drown out the rest.Â
The road stretches ahead, dark and endless, and everythingâs supposed to go back to normal again. But his mind keeps drifting back to you â standing under that streetlight in the middle of the night, cardigan slipping off one shoulder, looking at him like you knew exactly what that note meant.Â
He hopes you stay out of this. Hopes that piece of paper he gave you can keep the world away from you. Hopes itâs enough. He really does, even though he knows itâs not â but itâs the best heâs got.
However, thereâs a stubborn, quiet part of him that already knows heâs going to see you again. And honestly? Heâs not sure if thatâs something to dread, or something to look forward to.
â¶ïž Chapter 6: East Atlantic Breeze â July 3
We have our first case under the belt and a reluctant friendship was born đđ«¶
How did you enjoy Dean's latest dream? Is anyone aside from him still convinced those aren't actually real memories resurfacing? (And how long will he keep them to himself? lol) What did you think of reader's tarot reading and do you agree with the boys' cards? And what about the two that slipped out â are they really a glitch in the system? đ
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Deanâs on his feet before even being fully awake.
âSammy.â His deep voice comes out rougher than usual as he grabs Samâs shoulder hard enough to shake him. âSam.â
Sam jolts awake with a sharp inhale, one hand flying instantly to his forehead. His breathing comes uneven and shallow, pain still written all over his face.
Deanâs stomach drops, heart pounding. He already knows itâs not a nightmare but another vision.
âYou with me?â he checks sternly.
Sam nods quickly between ragged breaths. He squeezes his eyes shut briefly before forcing out a strained, âYeah.â
âWhat happened? Whatâd you see?â
Dean then waits for an answer, stomach twisting tighter with every passing second.
Finally, Sam looks up at him, and Dean can see the fear sitting naked and clear behind his little brotherâs hazel eyes, turning his blood ice-cold before your name bleeds from Samâs lips.
Every muscle in Deanâs body locks up in an instant.
âA demon found her,â Sam says hoarsely, swallowing harshly. âShe was at the lab. It had Mia and Paige, too. I saw blood, black eyesââŠâ He drags a shaky hand down his face. âDean, she was screaming.â
Not only am I enjoying the overall storyline but I really enjoyed this case as well!! Your writing makes me actually laugh out loud and it makes the story even more fun (especially with the tarot cardsđ) I canât wait for the next chapter!! #ficrec
Chapter Summary: Your first official case with the Winchesters teaches you two things: Sleepy Hollow has a decapitation problem, and Dean has a you problem. Guess which oneâs harder to deal with? Honestly, the murders are almost a secondary issue at this point.
Warnings: 18+ language, canon-divergence, set after 2x05, enemies to friends to lovers, slow burn, angst, humor, monster of the week (Sleepy Hollow version), family mysteries, Dean spiraling hard, lots of bickering, fluff if you grab a magnifying glass
Word Count: 15.2k
A/N: Ready for another dreamy puzzle piece? Oh, there's so much bickering in this one and Dean's in rare form again lol (the frustratingly annoying kind), but there's also a little bit of chemistry trickling back in đ
By the time the three of them actually make it to the bed and breakfast, Deanâs patience is hanging by a damn thread.
And God, the place looks exactly like the kind of establishment that would charge extra for being authentic. Itâs all crooked wooden beams and ivy crawling up the sides everywhere. The sign out front even creaks in the evening breeze. Honestly, this whole house is one thunderstorm away from turning into a haunted attraction.
The inside doesnât help its reputation, either.Â
Thereâs floral wallpaper thatâs seen better decades and dark wood furniture with too many carvings. And doilies. So many damn doiliesâŠÂ
A super creepy porcelain doll even sat on a shelf in the hallway, which Dean already snatched and hid under Samâs covers as a prank.
And Sam, nice and accommodating as he is, still asked the older lady at the reception for another room for you. Fully booked, she told you due to the media spectacle, though, because everyone and their mom decided Sleepy Hollow is the place to be right now. At least that means Dean can still catch some sleep and doesnât have to worry about your car starting in the middle of the night.Â
He then dropped his duffel on the floor, took one look at the setup â two beds, one couch â and made the decision in about half a second.
âYou take the bed.â
You cocked a brow at him, immediately suspicious. Smart.
âWhatâs the catch?â
âNo catch,â he shot back, already kicking off his boots. âCouch is closer to the door.â
Which is true.
Also happens to mean heâs got a clear line of sight to the exit, the bathroom door (which leads to the bathroom window), and you. Not that he says that part out loud. Doesnât need to. But heâll know when you try to sneak past him. In other words:
If you decide to go tinkle, tinkle, little star, heâs gonna watch you where you are.Â
Not in a creepy way, though â heâd like to emphasize that part. Heâs going to let you pee in peace, but he will listen to a potential window opening and your feet leaving the tiled floor.Â
You rolled your eyes at his response but took the offer anyway, muttering something under your breath about âparanoia,â âcontrol issues,â and âserial killer vibes.â
Dean ignored that. Well, for the most part, he did.
Sam, of course, played peacekeeper like always, offering to grab extra blankets and takeout, making it all sound so goddamn normal as if this isnât the weirdest setup theyâve had in a while.
And then, somehow, despite everything, you and Sam kept⊠chatting.
At first, it was only case-related, and Dean was able to live with that. It shouldâve stayed that way. But then it drifted to little comments, quiet jokes, and shared looks Dean doesnât like one bit. The two of you acted like youâve known each other longer than a couple of awkward run-ins and one coffee.
Dean stayed out of it. On purpose. Sat on the arm of the couch, cleaning his gun and pretending not to listen. Didnât entirely work, though.
Because, every now and then, youâd laugh.
Annoyingly so, because then that stupid feeling â that quiet, irritating little twist in his chest that makes zero sense and pisses him off more the longer it sticks around â came rushing back.Â
But itâs all just noise. Dean knows that. Itâs just Sam being Sam, and you being⊠whatever the hell you are.
Eventually, the room settles, however, and the lights finally go out.
Samâs out first while you take a little longer. Dean can hear the subtle shifts, the occasional sigh, and the mattress creaking softly as you get comfortable. For a few minutes, he wonders if youâre actually gonna try something â bolt, pull a trick, or disappear into thin air.
You donât, though.
Somewhere between keeping one eye half-open to watch you, Deanâs thoughts then start to blur. The last thing he registers is your silhouette on the bed, half-lit by moonlight slipping in through the too-narrow windows.
And then, the fuzzy edges and orange filter are back, which means his watchful eyes have finally fallen shut, and he finds himself right back in bizarro-dreamland again.
Great. Is it too much to ask to get some peaceful rest every now and then?
This time, heâs down at the pond, still about twelve years old. It sits at the edge of the trees, the surface still, only breaking in ripples where the breeze skims across it. The sunlight is softer and golden now where it spills through the brush, and the heat of the day has dulled into something easier, a late-summer hush settling over everything as the world is winding down for the day.
Dean isnât, though. His thoughts are still racing.
Usually, it feels peaceful down here, but now it feels like he swallowed a stone and it got stuck somewhere behind his ribs. He still doesnât have the words for it at twelve, doesnât really know how to name that feeling yet, but he knows he doesnât like it.Â
He sits at the edge of the pond in the tall grass, one knee pulled up, the other stretched out, heel digging absentmindedly into the dirt. The blades of weed bend under his fingers where heâs been pulling at them, stripping them down to nothing and letting the pieces fall again. Thereâs also a small scatter of stones beside him. A few skipped over the water, but most of them sunk. He scuffs the toe of his boot against the dirt again and watches it crumble.
Behind him, the world feels far away, discolored and muted. The house is out of reach. But still, every once in a while, yours and Samâs voices carry over the distance, your laughter echoing down the hill.Â
But Dean keeps his eyes fixed on the water in front of him, jaw tight, trying not to think about it. About you. About the way you said it.
My magic.
It all still sounds damn wrong in his head.
He frowns at himself, picking up a small rock and tossing it into the pond. It skips once, twice, then sinks again. And thenâ
âThere you are!â your voice suddenly cuts through the quiet, bright and breathless.
Dean stiffens in an instant before his eyes wander over his shoulder to steal a glimpse. He sees you come running down the slope toward him, a little unsteady on the hill, cautious enough not to trip, but determined nonetheless. One strap of your short denim overalls is twisted, the other hanging off your shoulder. A few strands of hair stick to your forehead from running. Thereâs also dirt along your arm and a little on your cheek now from whatever activity you and Sammy have been up to.Â
And youâre smiling.Â
Itâs as if nothingâs wrong and that whole conversation a few hours ago never happened. The smile is wide and easy and a little crooked. It doesnât look like it takes any effort. It looks like itâs solely meant for him.
âI was looking for you,â you say, slowing as you get closer. âYou wanna come play now? Me and Sammy wanna catch fireflies.â
When Dean sneaks another peek at you, you admittedly still seem the same. Same dirt-smudged knees. Same bright eyes. Same hopeful expression that assumes heâll say yes like he always has before.
And for a heartbeat, something in him wavers. He pictures it without meaning to â tiny lights blinking in the dark, you chasing them across the yard, laughing, dragging Sammy along with you. It should sound fun. It probably wouldâve been.Â
Before.
Because then, the word comes flying back.
Witch.
It spreads over everything, dimming the edges of your smile and turning something that used to feel easy into something complicated and wrong.
âNo, thanks,â he mutters, averting his eyes back to the water, his heel digging more into the dirt. âTold you I donât wanna play.â He grabs another rock, throws it harder this time. It doesnât skip, though, just sinks. âJust go with Sam. Leave me alone, okay?â
The words land blunt and cold. He knows it the second they leave his mouth, but he doesnât take them back.
Then, thereâs a long pause behind him. He still doesnât dare to look back at you.
âWhy are you being weird?â
He scoffs to deflect, keeping his gaze fixed on the water. âIâm not.â
âYou are,â you insist and step even closer. He can feel you there now, just off to his side, small but impossible to ignore. âYou wonât even look at me and your aura is different, too.â
Deanâs frown deepens. âMy, what?â
âItâs pine green,â you say like that explains everything. âBut usually, itâs apple green. Youâre sad.â
Bullseye.Â
He straightens a little, shoulders going rigid. His grip tightens around another stone in his palm. âIâm not sad,â he snaps, pushing himself up to his feet in one swift motion. âStop reading me.â
He finally looks at you then, but itâs quick and guarded. The eye contact is only necessary to get his point across and not something he actually wants. He brushes his hands off on his jeans to break it again, hoping he can wipe that strange feeling away along with the dirt.
âMaybe I just donât wanna hang out with you anymore,â he adds for emphasis and clarity.Â
His only option here is to double down because he doesnât know how else to handle this â you standing there and looking at him like you can see every damn thing he doesnât want you to see.
That one finally seems to hit and reaches the desired effect. He sees it this time â the way your face falls and confusion gives way to hurt.
âWhy?â
Itâs so quiet and careful he barely hears it. Youâre asking a question youâre not sure you want the answer to. Your voice doesnât match the way you looked when you first came down the hill â happy.
The smile is gone.
Instead, your mouth is pressed into a tight line, trying to hold it together. Your eyes are glistening as if the setting sun is catching them at the wrong angle, but Dean knows itâs not actually the light.Â
Thereâs a part of him that knows this is the moment to backtrack. To shrug it off. To say something else. But that knot in his chest pulls tighter instead and twists more and more.
Youâre not supposed to be like this. You were normal.Â
Before you started talking about magic and auras and things he canât see but knows are real because his dad told him they are â and that theyâre bad. Dangerous. Evil.
Things you donât trust. Things you donât get close to.
But he hates that look on your face right now. Hates that heâs the reason for it. It makes him feel⊠bad. So, if youâre bad and heâs bad, what does that mean?
The feeling doesnât go away. It just mixes with everything else â the confusion and the frustration and the anger and the sadness.Â
Youâre the one who changed. This is your fault, not his. He hasnât changed. Heâs still the same. And if you hadnât done that, if you were still normal, then he wouldnât have to feel this way. Why is he the bad guy here?Â
âBecause youâre weird now, okay?â he blurts out, the words coming out rougher than he means them to, pushed by something he doesnât fully understand. âYouâre all⊠witchy and stuff.â
It sounds stupid even as he says it, but he doesnât have better words for. Doesnât have the language for what heâs trying to explain. So it comes out like that instead.
Blunt. Clumsy. Mean.
When your lip trembles, heâs flooded with instant regret, but he has no idea how to take something like that back either.
âDo you hate me?â
The question is so small it almost gets lost in the canyon between the two of you. He doesnât know why, but it knocks the air out of his lungs. It gets harder and harder to breathe.Â
Because the answer? The answer isnât simple.Â
He doesnât hate you. He knows that much, deep down, even if everything else is in disorder. But youâre asking him like itâs yes or no â and itâs not.
Itâs confusing and weird and uncomfortable and he doesnât understand it, and the more he tries to, the worse it just feels. But thereâs something scared and stubborn and taught in him that recoils when he thinks about you now. He doesnât know how to explain that. Doesnât know how to say anything that makes sense of the mess inside of him.
And you? Youâre standing there, looking at him like you need an answer he doesnât know how to give.
So, he ends up saying nothing at all. Just stares somewhere past your shoulder, jaw tight, completely silent.
Out of the corner of his eye, he sees your face change, though. Sees the moment it sinks in.
Why does that make the feeling in his chest worse instead of better? This was supposed to help and not backfire.Â
It hurts. Like, a lot.Â
âFine,â you finally snap, voice wobbling despite the anger that flashes across your face. âThen I donât like you anymore either.â
Dean winces, barely noticeable from the outside, but he definitely feels it on the inside.Â
âYouâre mean and stupid,â you add with another huff.Â
The words hit, but not in the way insults usually do. Oh no, these ones? They stick and sink somewhere deeper than they should.
Something broke, but you turn on your heel before he can fix it. Before he can react and figure out what to say â or even try to.Â
And then, youâre running.
Back up the hill, away from the pond, away from him. You become smaller with every step until the trees start to swallow you up whole.
And Dean? He just stands there at the edge of the water, shoves his hands into his pockets, balls them into fists, and watches you go.
Deanâs barely awake.Â
In fact, heâs not anywhere close to even opening his eyes to little slits yet. If thereâs a stage between dead asleep and pre-awake, heâs probably in that one. His body surely hasnât caught up to any signs of alertness at all, the morning thick, his head heavy, thoughts slow. He just lies there on the couch, one arm slung over his tummy, the other hanging off the edge, fingertips brushing the rough fabric.
But his brainâs becoming more and more vigilant, picking up on the background murmur. Thereâs two voices pulling at him â Samâs and yours.
ââŠno connection between any of them?â youâre asking. Your voice is clearer than the rest, sweeter too, like honey in Earl Grey tea. It cuts through the fog easier, almost like sunshine.
Dean breathes out slowly through his nose, still not moving, but his lips twitch a little. Something else wakes up too, stretching under the blanket and under his boxer briefs.Â
To be clear, though, thatâs got nothing to do with you personally. Happens every morning whether youâre here or not. Itâs just a natural occurrence. And yeah, sure, the nice timbre of your voice facilitates that a little, especially when he imagines what it could say instead of case-related words. Like, harder please or fuck, Dean, right there.Â
Okay, fine, now heâs really just making it worse on purpose. He tries to refocus and hears papers shuffling.Â
âNone that I could find so far,â Sam answers with a sigh, frustration lacing his tone. âDifferent jobs, different neighborhoods. No shared hobbies, no family overlap, nothing obvious.â
âSo⊠random?â
âMaybe not random,â Sam says. âJust⊠something else.â
Deanâs brow twitches slightly at that. Yeah, no kidding.
âYou said ghost yesterday,â you say after a small pause, more thoughtful this time.Â
âCould be a poltergeist, too.â
âWhatâs the difference?â
Dean huffs quietly under his breath, eyes still closed. Cute.
âGhosts are usually tied to a place or an object,â Sam explains, shifting in his chair slightly, judging by the squeaks. âPoltergeists are more⊠aggressive. They throw things, move stuff around, escalate faster. Theyâre more chaotic and less focused.â
âHuh.âÂ
Dean can hear the pen in your hand tapping lightly against the table. Thinking. Always thinking.
âDecapitation doesnât exactly scream ârandom chaos,â though,â you add after a second. âFeels more premeditated than spur-of-the-moment.â
The corners of Deanâs mouth tug slightly upward. Yeah, exactly.
But then, something else sneaks through the cracks in his mind â ripples in the water, sunlight through the trees, a tinier voice.Â
Do you hate me?
Deanâs eyes tighten shut for half a beat. Then, he pushes himself up before his brain can wander any further, the couch creaking under his weight as he sits forward and rubs a hand down his tired face. His neck twinges, but he ignores it.
âDepends what youâre dealing with,â he rasps, voice still thick with sleep.
Both you and Sam look over. The two of you are seated at the small dining table like this is some kind of domestic morning routine Dean definitely didnât sign up for. Papers are spread out between you, a laptop open, coffee cups half-empty, and a plate with what looks like actual breakfast sits in the middle.
Dean stretches his arms over his head with a quiet groan, maybe a yawn, back popping, making no effort to hide the fact that he just woke up on a couch that feels like it was designed by someone who hates spines.
âMorning,â Sam says.
âDebatable,â Dean mutters.
Youâre already watching him, that familiar hint of amusement tugging at your lips. âLook who finally joined the land of the living.â
Dean drops his arms and squints at you. âYeah, yeah. Some of us donât wake up at the crack of dawn for fun.â
âItâs not dawn,â Sam interjects.
âFeels like it.â
âYou sleep like a bear, you know that?â you add casually and rise from your seat, grabbing a third coffee cup from the tray.
Dean frowns. âI do not.â
âOh, you do,â you insist as you snatch a paper bag as well. Itâs perfectly greasy at the bottom, the delicious smell of bacon winding up his nose, and his stomach reacts before his weary brain has even caught up to it. âDidnât even stir when I left.â
That finally cuts through the last of the grogginess.
Dean straightens, brows lifting. âYou left?â
âMhm.â You hum as you casually stroll his way. âFigured if Iâm stuck with you two, I might as well make sure you donât starve⊠or actually have food that isnât gas station jerky.â
âYou went out?â he asks, tone sharpening just a notch. âBy yourself?â
âYeah,â you say, a smirk rising on your lips. âCrazy concept, I know.â
Dean exhales through his nose, pushing himself fully to his feet now. âBut thatâsââ
âWhat?â You tilt your head, brow arching. âIllegal?â
âNo, thatâs notââ He shakes his head clear. All the different smells hitting him at once make it hard to concentrate, and he doesnât even know if itâs the coffee, the food, or you, but youâre definitely getting too close for his liking. âYouâre not supposed to justââ
âExist without supervision?â Youâre clearly teasing him now, a playfulness gleaming in your eyes as you hold the coffee cup and brown bag out to him. âDonât get your panties twisted now. You didnât even notice I was gone.â
âI noticed,â he mutters as he takes the items, accepting them almost like a peace offering.Â
âSure you did.â The smile on your lips, however, clearly states that you donât believe him one bit.Â
âI said Iâd keep an eye on you,â he grumbles before taking a gracious sniff of the food inside the bag.
God, that smells good. His stomachâs growling.Â
âAnd you did,â you reply, shrugging lightly, but the teasing edge in your smile is still there. âYou just werenât very good at it.â
âI was asleep.â
âExactly.â
He grimaces but stops arguing further. Youâre already half a coffee into the morning while he hasnât even had his first drop yet. He knows when heâs in a losing battle. So, he glances down at the cup in his hands before taking a sip.
Black. No sugar. No cream. Exactly right.
His eyes drift back to you, slightly bewildered. âHowâd you know?â
âOh, your aura told me you take it as black as your soul.â
Dean squints. âWait⊠It did?â
Your face stays completely serious for several seconds before the first crack shows in the façade, and a snort escapes your throat.Â
âNo, Iâm just messing with you,â you retort with a bubble of laughter. âSam told me you like it as black as your soul. Iâm paraphrasing, of course.â
Dean turns his head slowly toward his little brother, who conveniently doesnât look up from the papers in front of him.
Traitor.
He scoffs under his breath, but thereâs no real heat behind it as he takes another sip. You hum, satisfied, already turning away and heading back to the table. He watches you sit down, pick up your pen, and slide right back into it with Sam, all easy and natural, like youâve done this a hundred times before.
It shouldnât look like that. Shouldnât feel like that.
And then, for the tiniest second, the image overlaps with a smaller version of you again, younger, looking at him likeâ
Do you hate me?
His jaw tightens slightly around the rim of the cup.
Mean and stupid.
Dean takes another gulp, harder this time till he almost chokes on it or burns his tongue, which ever comes first, and shoves the weird feelings in his chest down again with the caffeine.
âCrap,â Sam mutters all of a sudden, breaking the moment as he flips his laptop around. âGuys, weâve got another one.â
Your attention snaps to him immediately. âAnother body?â
âYup, found this morning. We should go to the crime scene right now. Local PD got there less than an hour ago.â
âAwesome.â
Deanâs head snaps toward you, finding a bright grin on your lips. Youâre not horrified. Youâre not even fazed. If anything, you look⊠excited.Â
He cocks a brow at you. âAwesome? A guy died.â
âActually, itâs a woman,â Sam chimes in.Â
âSame difference.â
âWhat?â You shrug your shoulders, looking at him. âIâve never worked a decapitation scene before. Whatâs the problem?âÂ
âYouâre excited.â
âIâm interested,â you correct. âThereâs a difference.â
âSomeoneâs missing their head,â he points out dryly.
âYes, which is objectively unusual.â
Dean opens his mouth, then closes it. Because, yeah, it admittedly is.
He spent half of yesterday going over the first three victims, trying to find a pattern that made sense. Clean decapitations like that arenât exactly common in his line of work either when theyâre not caused by other hunters. It is interesting. Itâs a good case. He justâ
âStill weird youâre this into it,â he mutters into his coffee.
Your eyes narrow slightly, arching an eyebrow. âOh, and youâre not?â
Dean shrugs, taking another sip like itâs no big deal. âMeh. I mean, itâs aâ⊠itâs a⊠case.â
Sam makes a noise that sounds like heâs trying not to laugh, but Dean ignores him skillfully.Â
âWell, whether youâre into it or not, thereâs an active crime scene waiting,â you say and push your chair back, grabbing your denim jacket.
Sam nods, already gathering his things as well. âLetâs go before they start clearing it.â
When going to a crime scene, the drives usually feel like routine. Dean keeps one hand on the wheel, the other resting loose near the gearshift as he lets whatever surroundings roll past the windows â white picket fences, corn fields, woods. It doesnât really matter when he focuses on the road ahead.Â
Samâs also in the passenger seat like always, half-turned with his laptop balanced against his knee, skimming through what little they have on the fourth victim.
But this driveâs still different than all the other ones that came before it, because, this time, Deanâs eyes keep drifting to the backseat and flicking to the rearview mirror every so often.Â
When thereâs a light rustle of fabric behind him, he sneaks another glance at you in the back and watches you pull on your CSI jacket â navy-blue, official, the three letters stamped across your front and back in yellow.
You smooth it down your arms, adjust the collar, and settle into it without hesitation, like youâve done this your whole life. By the time Dean turns onto the street, you donât look like someone tagging along anymore â you look like you belong.
Dean exhales hard through his nose and forces himself to concentrate back on the road again as he finds a space to park, eventually pulling in behind a patrol car.
Sam shuts his laptop with a soft click just as Dean kills the engine. âFourth victim is like the others.â
âStill no connections?â Dean asks.
âNone,â Sam sighs in frustration. âThink our best bet is a cursed object at this point, considering every victim was found at a different location.â
From the backseat, you hum lightly. âSo no ghost or poltergeist?â
Sam smiles patiently. âCould still be either. But itâs definitely not tied to a body or burial ground. Itâs moving around.â
âBut the murders only started two weeks ago, so whatever weâre looking for, itâs gotta be new in town, right? Something mustâve triggered it,â you muse.Â
Dean shoots you a look in the mirror. âYou always this eager about headless bodies?â
You meet his stare head-on. âYou always this grumpy before noon?â
He scoffs, not bothering to answer, and takes an assessing sweep around the street.
The fourth victimâs house sits dead center in the sort of neighborhood that seems to trim its hedges with a damn ruler. Everything is exact and perfect to a tee â lawn cut short and greener than it needs to be and flowerbeds arranged like a diagram. Thereâs not a single weed out of place, not a leaf where it shouldnât be. Itâs all tree-lined streets and white fences, radiating a curated postcard calm that feels a teeny-tiny bit too pure and sober, considering thereâs a body waiting at the end of it.
Control freak, Dean notes internally as he jumps out of Baby and adjusts his suit jacket. Sam mirrors him and straightens his tie, slipping right into federal agent mode.Â
âFBI,â Sam greets a patrol officer straightaway, flashing his badge as they approach the yellow tape. âAgents Hetfield and Sambora.â
A subtle snort escapes you as you follow them, ducking under the tape.
Dean stops in his tracks and raises a brow at you. âYou got something to add?â
âYes,â you say with a long sigh. âThose names are ridiculous.â
âTheyâre fine.â
âTheyâre obvious, bad, and lazy,â you shoot back. âI clocked them the first time you showed up at my scene. Might as well introduce yourselves as walking classic rock playlists next time.â
Dean frowns. âYou didnât say anything.â
âI didnât have to,â you counter with a challenging smirk. âI just called you Agents Metallica and Bon Jovi in my head the whole time.â
Sam exhales a long-suffering sigh that sounds suspiciously like agreement. âTold you.â
Dean shoots him a look. âOh, câmonââ
âTheyâre not subtle, Dean.â
Dean scoffs, slightly irritated by the sudden team-up. âThey work.â
âThey scream fake,â you and Sam argue at the same time.
Dean blinks between the two of you, outnumbered but refusing to acknowledge it. He brushes it off with an eye roll.Â
âYeah, and?â He shrugs defiantly. âWhatâre you going by, Sabrina?â
You hesitate a little before holding up your ID â your real one.
Dean lifts a stern brow. âYouâre serious?â
âI donât exactly carry fake IDs,â you say defensively.
Dean lets out another scoff, shaking his head. âYeah, well, maybe you should. Using your real name? Thatâs how bad things find you.â
That one finally lands. Score for him. You donât have a comeback for it, and Dean knows it. He doesnât push further, just nods once like the pointâs been made, and turns toward the house as the leading detective of this investigation approaches.
âFBI Agents Hetfield and Sambora. Hope you donât mind,â Dean says smoothly, thumbing back at you over his shoulder, âwe brought our own crime tech.â
âDetective Griffith,â he introduces himself and gives you a quick once-over before shrugging. âBe my guest, guys. We could use the help.â
Eagerly, youâre already rushing past the detective once youâve gotten the green light, nitrile gloves snapping on as you step over the threshold. Dean follows a little slower, eyes adjusting to the interior.
The inside matches the outside, the house being just as controlled as the yard. Everythingâs aligned, spotless, and untouched. Itâs the kind of clean that feels more like pressure than comfort, though.Â
Except for the kitchen â thatâs where the illusion finally breaks. Thereâs tons of blood smeared across marble tiles and a headless body where it shouldnât be.
âWalk us through it,â Dean tells the detective.Â
âThe victim is sixty-two year old Martha Crane. No husband, no kids. Lived here alone. Neighbor found her this morning,â Griffith says. âCame by after she didnât answer her phone.â
âNo forced entry?â Sam asks.
âNone.â
Dean bobs his head, scanning the room, but his attention keeps swerving back to you.
Youâve already dropped into a crouch near the body, focused, precise, and methodical. Your hands hover before you touch anything, eyes tracking the wound, the angle, and the space around it. You act like youâre reading something written under the surface.
âAngleâs consistent,â you murmur. âSingle motion.â
Admittedly, itâs⊠good. Youâre good. Dean notices that but obviously refrains from stating it out loud.
âHow far did the head roll?â you ask suddenly then, not taking your eyes off the corpse and the blood spatter by your feet.
The cop blinks. âWhat?âÂ
âThe head,â you repeat, glancing up briefly. âWhere was it found in relation to the body?â
âUh⊠about twelve feet,â he replies hesitantly. âNear the doorway.â
You rise to your feet with a nod, filing it away as you assess the space. âRolled quite a bit,â you mutter. âIâm guessing the perp used a sword or blade of some kind. Probably swung it like a baseball bat to reach that kind of distance.â
Deanâs brow furrows slightly, leaning against the doorway with his arms crossed. âYou always start with those questions?â
You donât look at him, focusing back on the evidence in front of you. âOnly when it matters.â
âRight,â he huffs under his breath and keeps watching you work.
âVictim complained about something last night,â Detective Griffith then adds. âSaid she heard⊠hooves.â
Hooves.Â
Dean glances at Sam, Sam glances back, and even your attention seems to waver for a second at that, your hand stilling in the middle of depositing a Q-tip from the wound into a plastic bag.
ââŠHooves,â Dean repeats.
âYeah,â the detective says and lets out a snort, clearly not buying it. âShe thought someone was riding a horse nearby. Accused the guy next door of hiding one in his backyard.â
You shift your position down to the floor again, scanning the area with more intent. Your fingers then brush lightly along the tile before you stop, pinching something between your gloves.
âWelp, thatâs not hers,â you murmur.
Dean pushes off the wall and steps closer. âWhat isnât?â
You hold it up for him to see, and itâs a strand of hair â long and black. The victimâs hair, on the other hand, is short and white.Â
âHorse hair,â you state.Â
Dean narrows his eyes. âYouâre guessing.â
âNope.â
âAlright, Iâll bite,â he says and cocks an eyebrow. âHow do you know itâs from a horse, huh?â
You hesitate a moment, chewing on your bottom lip as if you donât really want to explain your answer. âIt has a⊠horsey aura.â
Dean stares at you, deadpan but completely dumbfounded on the inside.
Even the detective blinks at you. âDid she just say aura?â
See, Dean himself took more issue with the word horsey, but every man for himself, he supposes.Â
But you? You donât even react to either of them, choosing to brush past the raised brows. Back at that crime scene in Salem when Dean first met you, he clocked a few stares from your colleagues as well and didnât know what that was about. Now he thinks he does.Â
âIt tastes like hay, okay?â you hiss with a defensive shrug. âYou know, stables, carrots, a little sugarâŠâ
âYeah, okay,â Dean cuts you off, rubbing a hand down his face. âI think we get it, Jennifer Love Hewitt. Weâre not doing that.â
He pads a few steps into the less frequented dining area, gesturing for you to follow, which you do with a knitted brow.
âDoing what?â
âThat,â he grunts, hands motioning vaguely at you. âThe aura, the tasting, the questions â tone it down.â
Your brows crease a little more, confused. âItâs relevant.â
âItâs weird,â Dean counters. âYouâve got a normal job, right? You gotta know you canât go around talking like that â about auras and magic and God knows what else⊠âCause, news flash, Thatâs So Raven, normal people usually find that freaky.â
You hold his gaze for a second before it contemplatively drifts to the side. âActually, most of my colleagues already think Iâm weird,â you reply, lips pursing as you scratch your neck. âThis isnât exactly new.â
Dean lets out a long sigh. âOh, I can see why.â
Your jaw tightens, but instead of snapping, you just stroll back into the kitchen and pull back the small rug next to the body, pointing down at a pool of half-dried and sticky blood underneath it.
âAlso,â you say, âhoof print.â
Dean follows your finger and tilts his head at the partially blood-smeared but very horsey evidence.Â
He throws you a look. âWhy donât you start with that next time, huh?â
The detective curiously leans in, squinting at the print. âHow the hell did a horse get inside this house?â
Again, Dean glances at Sam, Sam glances at you, but no one chooses to answer that question.
As you straighten again, you pull out another evidence bag from your jacket, holding it up for them. There are reddish-brown flakes inside.Â
âI found trace amounts of rust,â you explain. âWhatever blade is being used for these decapitations is old and corroded. Thatâs where the residueâs coming from.â
Dean arches a brow skeptically, studying you. âYou sure about that?â
When you meet his eyes this time, the irritation fully creeps in. âNo, I just like collecting random dirt.â
Sam presses his lips together, clearly holding back a comment, but Dean doesnât let it go.Â
âOr youâre jumping ahead.â
âIâm not,â you grit through your teeth. âItâs on the wound.â
But Dean? He hums like heâs not convinced, even though he is, which causes you to take a deep breath. Jesus, youâre sensitive. But pushing you is easier thanâ
He doesnât finish that thought.
âAlright,â Sam cuts in, stepping between the two of you just enough to break the line of fire. âI think weâve got everything here for now.â
Dean nods once, still watching you for a second longer than necessary before turning to the front door, you and Sam following closely behind. As he walks down the pristinely white porch steps, he already notices the crowd of neighbors and reporters that has accumulated behind the yellow tape in small clusters, watching and whispering like vultures.Â
He tries to ignore them as best as he can, already halfway to the Impala when something cuts through the noise and catches his ear:
ââŠnot like anyoneâs gonna miss her.â
He stops cold and turns on his heel toward the voice, locking in on a young blonde in her mid-twenties, chatting with the rest of her neighbors. She finds his eyes and already looks like she regrets the careless words, gaze dropping and arms around her tightening as soon as she realizes sheâs been overheard.Â
âMiss,â Dean says, flashing his badge as he steps into her space. âFBI. You wanna repeat that?â
She startles, eyes widening. âIâ⊠no, I didnât meanââ
âYou said no oneâs gonna miss her,â Dean presses, deep voice already edging sharp enough to cut. âThatâs a pretty bold statement about a murder victim.â
âI didnât mean it like that,â she says quickly, shaking her head. âI was justââ
âJust what?â Dean prompts. âBecause right now it sounds like youâre withholding information from a federal investigation.â
The woman folds in on herself, shoulders tensing. âI donât know anything,â she says, backtracking even a physical step. âIâm sorry I said that. I donât want any trouble. I had nothing to do with it. I swear.â
Dean leans in more, erasing the space she created. âThen donât make this harder thanââ
âHey,â your voice suddenly chimes behind him.Â
Skillfully, you step between them, not forceful or confrontational, but just enough to break the pressure Deanâs been building. Your shoulder brushes his as you pass, however. Itâs a subtle nudge, but he knows it was definitely fucking intentional.Â
âItâs okay,â you tell the young woman gently in a soothingly sweet and understanding tone. âIgnore him. He does that.â
Dean inhales sharply. âI do notââ
You, however, seem to follow your own lead and ignore him entirely. Instead of batting even a single eyelash at him, you angle toward the woman and focus solely on her.
âYou know, gotta be honest with you,â you start, your voice sounding almost conspiratorial. âAs soon as we saw that manicured front lawn, we knew Martha Crane was a complete control freak.â
The womanâs shoulders lose a bit of tension, ears perked as she listens to you. After seemingly weighing whether she can trust you or not, she lets out a light scoff. âUnderstatement of the century.â
âYeah, trust me. I know people like that. Judgmental assholes, am I right?â You laugh a little, causing the young woman to laugh as well. âHell, I work with people like that. The FBIâs full of them. Actually met this guy recently â full-on control freak. Got a huge stick up his ass. Heâd criticize me at every turn and throw a fit when things didnât fall into his very narrow-minded worldview.â
Deanâs expression morphs into a full scowl. It doesnât take a genius to figure out who youâre talking about â him. Itâs fucking him, right?
Funny. Clever. Mistake.
Heâs definitely going to shoot you for it.Â
âGod, that guy sounds awful,â the woman huffs, wrinkling her nose.Â
Câmon now⊠He ainât this bad, is he?
âOh, he is. Total fucking prick,â you say and roll your eyes theatrically. Then you dare to shoot him a quick, mischievous sideways glance before turning back to the young witness. âThese people just like control and canât handle it when things donât go their way.â
The woman scoffs in agreement once more. âYeah, that honestly sounds like Martha.â
Dean steps in again but forces himself to dial it back a little this time. âThe victim?â
The woman nods. âShe complained about everything. Noise, lawns, pets â anything she could report, she did.â
Another neighbor, a family father in his forties, steps forward as well. âCalled the cops on my kidâs birthday party once.â
âShe tried to get my fence taken down,â a soccer mom adds.
More neighbors then chime in with their own stories. It builds, piece by piece, irritation turning into collective hatred. By the time the chatter dies down again, the first woman just gives a shrug of her shoulders.Â
âShe was a judgmental bitch. Iâm glad sheâs dead.â
Welp, and people say living in suburbia is the dreamâŠ
Dean then only nods once, lips pursed. âAlright, thank you, miss.â
You give her a reassuring smile as well before heading back to the car. Dean turns with you, but the second the two of you are out of earshot, he lets out a grunt to get your attention and make his irritation known.
âI couldâve handled that.â
At that, you stop, still mid-step, and spin toward him. The motion is so abrupt he almost bumps into you.Â
You arch an eyebrow, lips twitching in amusement. âOh, could you?â
Dean lifts his chin, squaring off in front of you. âYeah.â
If you were a guy, this would probably turn into a dick measuring contest. Or a pissing contest. Man, guys are gross.
âWith what?â you shoot back. âThreatening her into silence?â
âI was applying pressure,â he argues defensively. âIt works.â
âIt almost didnât,â you fire back. âShe was two seconds away from shutting down completely.â
âI had it under control.â
You snort a disbelieving laugh. âNo, you didnât.â
Dean steps closer, the irritation climbing, nostrils flaring slightly. âI was setting it up.â
âSetting what up?â
âFor you to swoop in,â he replies cleverly. âGood cop, bad cop. You ever heard of that?â
âOh, bullshit,â you scoff and cross your arms. âNo, you fucking werenât.â
âYeah, I was.â
âYou almost tanked the whole thing,â you retort. âThere was no setup.â
Dean scoffs, rolling his shoulders. âYou got what we needed, didnât you?â
âBecause I fixed it.â
âYeah, only because I softened her up first.â
âOh no, you scared her,â you counter. âWhich isnât surprising since that seems to be your go-to method. Ever thought about actually giving people some sympathy, grace, and understanding instead of yelling and threatening everyone around you to do your bidding?â
Dean exhales a harsh breath, dragging a hand over his jaw. âYou donât know how this works. Any of this.â
You step closer, matching him, frustration finally breaking through to its full extent. âNo, I just do this for a living. And unlike you, I actually get paid for my job and didnât get my badge from an arts and crafts store.â
Dean laughs your jab off, although he surely gasped internally. How fucking dare you?!
âLook, Iâm just trying to make sure you donât get yourself in trouble, Sabrina,â he snaps. âOr, you know, killed.â
âIâm not the one causing problems. Not to mention, a few weeks ago, youâre the one who wanted to kill me,â you shoot back. âAnd now, youâre also the one breathing down my neck, criticizing everything I do like youâre just waiting for me to screw up.â
âWell, maybe I am.â
âOh my God, pick a damn side!â
Dean frowns in confusion. âWhat the hell are you talking about?â
âYou heard me,â you snap. âI didnât even want to be here. You made me stay and guilt-tripped me into it, and now youâre second-guessing my every move. Make up your damn mind, dude! Am I a problem or not? Do you trust me or not? Do you actually hate me or not? âCause all this indecision is driving me nuts. Even your aura is a huge mess, by the way.â
Dean blinks, shaking his head clear as all your words still swirl around his mind and try to find a place. âWhat, now?â
âThis whole time, itâs been flip-flopping,â you huff. âRed, green, red, green â like a fucking stoplight on amphetamines. So, which one is it? Stop or go?â
Red.
Dean stills.
Red?
The memory â no, the dream because itâs definitely not real â crashes into him within seconds and floods his mind. The sunlight through the trees reflects off the waterâs surface, almost blinding him, but he can still see your face, how your lip quivered, and how your eyes stung with tears.Â
Do you hate me?
You said his aura was green back then, apple green or maybe pine, but green. But it shouldnât matter. It doesnât. Because none of it was ever real. He just made it all up⊠in his head⊠like a normal person.
Fuck.
âRed?â he asks out loud, his voice several notches quieter than it was before. He already hates himself for asking in the first place.Â
It shouldnât get to him the way it does. You shouldnât.Â
âYeah, mostly red, actually,â you say, still exasperated from the argument, chest heaving.Â
But Dean only studies you for another minute, trying to line it up, trying to make it make goddamn sense. âWhat does that mean?â
You hesitate for a beat, staring at him tiredly before you exhale a long breath. âIt means youâre reactive, impulsive, and you donât think things through. And right now? Youâre kind of being a giant dick.â
Dean purses his lips. Admittedly, both real-you and dream-you are masters of delivering insults that stick. Is dick the grown-up version of mean and stupid? Probably.
Before he can respond, though, his little brother cuts through the tension before it can fully escalate again.
âYou guys good?â Sam checks, his hazel eyes flickering warily between you and Dean.
Both of you fix your eyes on Sam, but neither of you responds.
âOkay,â Sam sighs and scratches the back of his neck. âI think we should head to the library next. I mean, the whole hooves thing makes me think we might actually be dealing with the Headless Horseman. Maybe we can find out who it is, because this thingâs definitely mobile.â
Dean nods, still hung up on that whole red-green thing, but you shake your head slightly, brows creasing. Figures.
âActually, I wanna process the evidence first. Might give us a clue about the weapon and where to find it,â you say.Â
Dean then finally dares to look at you again, brow furrowing lightly. âThought you already did that with that whole horsey aura thing.â
âThatâs notâ⊠You know what? Never mind.â You press your lips together, biting back whatever comment you wanted to make, and simply turn to Sam. âPoint is, I need a lab. Donât exactly have one here. The rust, the hair⊠Thereâs more there.â Then you smack your lips, musingly looking between the brothers. âYou guys do breaking and entering, right?â
Sam and Dean exchange a look.
Of course.
Dean sighs. âYup, we do.â
âYou guys go. Iâll hit the library,â Sam says, not even arguing (or volunteering).Â
âFine. Iâll go with her.â Dean nods and rolls his eyes slightly.Â
But you? You immediately grimace and wrinkle your nose.Â
âDo you have to?â you question and then tone down the hostility a little by clearing your throat. âI mean, canât Sam come to the lab with me, and you can go to the library?â
Deanâs lips rise to a smirk at that. âNot a chance in hell, Sabrina.â
Dean Winchester is by far the most irritating person youâve ever met in your entire life.
The forensics lab at Sleepy Hollow PD has a familiar rhythm you know all too well from home. The machines hum in the background, the fluorescent lights buzz overhead, and the steel counters reflect a clean surface. Itâs a space that makes sense, where things follow rules and where answers exist if you know where to look.
And at first, Deanâs presence is just background noise like the rest of the interior. A shift of boots here, a faint tap of fingers there, and the soft click of his tongue against his teeth, like heâs trying to fill silence that isnât asking to be filled. He clearly doesnât know how to exist in stillness, but itâs manageable.Â
Annoying, but manageable.Â
You try to ignore it. You really do. Youâve worked in worse conditions than a mildly irritating human being before. Your focus simply zones in on the sample in front of you, on the familiar routine of gloving up, setting tools in place, and letting muscle memory take over.
But then he sighs â long, loud, and entirely unnecessary. The kind that almost demands acknowledgment.
You close your eyes for a second before glancing over your shoulder. âDo you mind?â
Dean looks up, a little startled. âWhat?â
You gesture vaguely in his direction. âAll of⊠that. Can you not?â
He frowns, glancing down at himself, then around the room, genuinely confused. âIâm not doing anything.â
You hold his gaze for a moment longer, weighing if explaining basic self-awareness is worth your time before coming to the conclusion that explaining it would cost more energy than tolerating it. So, you turn back to your microscope without another word, and for a few minutes, it seems to work.
Then the damn tapping starts again. Different pattern this time. Worse. Itâs less rhythmic and more erratic, as if heâs finally gotten bored enough to start experimenting with new ways to be even more annoying.Â
You exhale a long breath. âDean.â
âYeah?â
âStop.â
âStop what?â
You donât even turn this time, adjusting the microscope in front of you till the image sharpens under the lens. âIf I have to explain it, youâre already too far gone.â
Silence finally follows, but itâs so quiet now that it almost seems suspicious, and youâre already afraid it might not last all that long.
Still, you take advantage of the brief pause from the human distraction behind you. The residue sharpens into focus again, clearly uneven and aged, not indicating any modern weapon. You track the patterns and mentally catalogue the details like you always do.
But then, behind you, something clinks.
You freeze, turn your head, and find Dean holding a pair of tweezers.
âPut that down,â you tell him scoldingly.
Stumped, he looks at them, then at you. âIâm justââ
âPut. It. Down.â
He does, though not before inspecting them like heâs admiring their craftsmanship. You then watch him drift to the next station, fingers already moving again with zero impulse control. He brushes over surfaces, picks up a tray, and tilts it slightly.
âYouâre going to contaminate something,â you warn.
âIâm not touching anything important,â he retorts, which is exactly the sort of thing someone says right before they touch something important.
And a second later, you hear a distinct rattle.
You close your eyes. âDean.â
âI didnât break it.â
âThatâs not the standard I usually aim for.â
He actually huffs a small laugh at that, then leans against the counter for all of three seconds before pushing off again. The pacing comes next â slow loops at first before they get tighter with every pass as if the entire room is shrinking around him.
You donât need to look to track him. You can feel it â the restless energy, the constant motions, the sheer refusal to simply settle down.
But annoyingly and deeply inconveniently, youâre unfortunately aware of him in other ways as well.
Every time he brushes past you a little too closely, thereâs that faint scent of leather, gun oil, and something warm again. Something unmistakably him. It persists just long enough to distract you and pull your focus away from the work in front of you.
You frown slightly but force your attention back at the task at hand, even though the whole thing is quite⊠unhelpful.
When yet another metal tray clatters behind you, you resign and reach for your headphones, sliding them on without a word and letting the music flood your ears. Blessed silence wraps around you as you get back to work and let the Beach Boys fill in as white noise instead.
However, that only lasts about halfway through Good Vibrations before the music cuts out all of a sudden.
Jolted out of your peace, you blink and turn to see Dean standing right next to you now, holding the cord of your headphones between his fingers. He looks at you more curious than apologetic, though, which is honestly even more irritating. If you yell at him now, itâd feel more like reprimanding a toddler who doesnât know any better.Â
âYou canât just shut me out like that,â he says almost reproachfully.
âI was working.â
âYeah, I can see that,â he replies like thatâs the main issue altogether.
You snatch the headphones back from him, setting them gently down on the counter. âWhat do you want?â
He shrugs, pursing his lips. âWhat are you doing?â
You shoot him a deadpan look. âWorking.â
âNo, I mean, how,â he clarifies. âWalk me through it.â
Your brow scrunches. âWhat? Why?â
âI wanna know how it works.â
You narrow your eyes at him slightly, trying to figure out if this is yet another setup. Is he trying to undermine you again? Is this a test?
âYou want me to explain forensic processing to you,â you repeat slowly.Â
âSure.â He shrugs again. âWhy not?â
Your mouth opens and closes before you study him for a beat. Heâs still restless. Still too fucking much. But thereâs at least something quieter underneath it now. Maybe itâs curiosity â or maybe he just needs something to latch onto to fill the silence with something other than his own thoughts.Â
âFine,â you sigh at last, turning back to your station.Â
Dean smacks his lips and leans over your shoulder like a bored kid in a museum. âSo, whatâs that?â
âEvidence.â
âYeah, I got that,â he scoffs. âWhat kind?â
âThe kind you donât contaminate by hovering,â you reply flatly.
But Dean? Yeah, he leans closer anyway while you shut your eyes briefly, inhale deeply, and count to three.Â
âIs that the rust stuff?â he asks then.
âYes.â
âFrom the wound?â
âYes, Dean.â
âAnd you think itâs from a blade?â
âYes, Dean.â
He nods slowly, processing it. But then, his mouth opens once more. âCould be something else.â
You decide to level with him, meeting his green eyes. âLike what?â
He shrugs his broad shoulders. âI donât know. Thatâs why Iâm asking.â
Dear Odin, Freyja, and Thor...
What have you done wrong in your life to be punished like this?Â
Patience is a virtue. Patience is a virtue. Patience is aâ
âOn the slide is trace residue,â you explain. âIâm checking composition, degradation, age â anything that might tell me where it came from. You can look if you want.â
You take a step back from the microscope to let him take a peek. He hesitates for a moment but then leans closer, not crowding, but still near enough that youâre aware of him in a different way now. His aura is steady, warm, green as he glimpses through the eyepiece.Â
âSee that breakdown pattern?â you ask quietly. âItâs consistent with oxidized iron. Lines up with older weaponry.â
He pulls back from the lens and glances at you. âLike a sword?â
âMaybe.â You shrug, swaying your head from side to side. âIf I had to guess, Iâd say Civil War era most likely.âÂ
He hums, considering that, and you notice how he doesnât argue for once. He just takes it in and lets it sit. Miracle of miracles.Â
âGotta say, kinda cool you can tell all that from a few flakes of rust,â he says, then takes a glance around the lab. âBut you know, for a place that deals with dead bodies and blood, this is⊠weirdly clean.â
âFirst of all, not that many dead bodies here. Youâre confusing it with the morgue. Iâm not a medical examiner,â you say with a small chuckle. âAnd second of all, cleanliness is kind of the point of a lab.â
He purses his lips, shrugs. âYeah, but still. Youâd think thereâd be moreâ, I donât know⊠more gore.â
You give him a dry look. âYou want more gore?â
âJust saying. Feels misleading.â
âPlease stop talking.â
As you focus back on your work and switch slides to examine the horse hair next, you expect him to hit you with another trifling question about evidence. But when he speaks again, he suavely changes subjects, and you realize his questioning before was just supposed to warm you up for the real interrogation.
Was he just buttering you up? Are you really that easy?
Granted, aside from his interaction with a witness earlier, heâs admittedly good with people. You watched how easily he convinced the detective on the scene to trust him and how smoothly he talked his way into this lab by simply tossing the pretty receptionist a cocky smile and a few charming lines.Â
That was kind of a bonus point.Â
And sure, you technically knew this side of him existed because he showed it to you before â before he knew you who you truly were. Itâs still different to observe it from an outside perspective, though. You can see the appeal more clearly if you blend out the fact he held a gun to your head not that long ago.Â
âSo,â Dean starts and blows a raspberry, mustering surely all the casualty he can possibly find. âWhat did you and Sam really talk about at that diner yesterday? Whatâd he tell you?â
You freeze imperceptibly for a second but keep your eyes on the sample. âYou know, heâs your brother. You have access to him. Why donât you just ask Sam?â
âOh, I will. Donât worry about that,â Dean says. âBut Iâm asking you now.â
You snort a little. âIs this you trying to see if our answers will match?â
âMaybe,â he admits. âJust humor me.â
You exhale softly, shutting off the microscope, your eyes finding his. âWe talked about the demon. He told me what happened to your family,â you share carefully. You can tell by the flickers in his aura that heâs getting nervous. âHe also told me about that hunter that worked with my grandma.â
âBobby?â
âYeah.â You confirm with a nod and lick your lips, shifting on your feet a little. âThen I showed him the letter from my mom I found in Miaâs basement. It was written for my twenty-first birthday, but Mia never gave it to me.â
That seems to catch his attention, his eyes lifting to you. âA letter?â
âYup.â You reach for your bag, pulling it out. You hesitate for a tiny second before holding it out to him.Â
Dean looks at it, then back at you, and thereâs a gleam of surprise in his gaze as his brows lift. âYouâre just gonna⊠hand that to me?â
âYou asked.â You shrug lightly, although your fingers hold onto it a second longer before letting go for good.
He takes it carefully â thatâs what you notice first.
Carefully.
Not the way he handles everything else in this room, like a bull in a china shop â absent-minded, restless, careless. His grip is suddenly contrastingly measured and cautious. It almost seems like heâs aware this is something that matters.
He unfolds it, juniper eyes scanning the page, and then he goes shockingly still â not quiet in the way heâs been trying to be. Completely still. Youâre not even sure heâs still breathing.Â
You watch him and fix on his aura without really meaning to. Outwardly, his jaw tightens slightly, and his gaze lingers longer on certain lines. But his aura? The rich and deep forest green desaturates and cools, becoming a bit more muted as if someone turned the brightness down. But a soft blue starts to bleed through it, merging it to a teal shade â sea pine. It pools mostly around his heart, concentrating there.Â
Are your momâs words actually affecting him? Youâre not entirely sure, but you think you can pick up pieces of his own grief and loss.Â
When he finally finishes reading, he folds it back up just as carefully as he opened it and hands it back to you wordlessly.
âThanks,â you say, strangely softer than you intended.Â
Dean just nods and doesnât comment on it. Doesnât make a joke. Doesnât deflect. Doesnât say anything at all.
Itâs⊠unexpected to say the least. And somehow, itâs still more telling than anything he couldâve said. If he hadnât tried to shoot you only a few weeks ago, you probably wouldâve even started to like him. At least, you wouldâve considered him a decent person and not a scathing, intolerant maniac with a gun.Â
You tuck the letter back into your bag and start chewing on your lower lip, scrupling about trusting him enough to goad him into telling you more about the demon. If he thinks he can work an angle with you to get more information, maybe so can you. Â
âSam also told me about the ritual, by the way,â you say after a beat. âThe one my mom seems to talk about, too. The one Iâm supposed to do to unlock more power or whatever.â
Dean smacks his lips, slightly arching a brow. âHe did?â
âYeah, he thinks I should do it.â
That response forces him to scoff under his breath, shaking his head. ââCourse he does.â
âYou don't?â you ask, curiously raising a brow. âWhyâs Sam so convinced then?â
Dean lets out a deep breath, running a hand over the back of his neck as if heâs still debating to say what he really thinks or not. After a brief pause, he seems to land on the former. ââCause Samâs willing to do whatever it takes to kill that demon.â
âWhatever it takes?â you repeat, brow furrowing.
Deanâs gaze meets yours briefly before he averts his eyes again. âYeah.â
âBut youâre not,â you deduce from his reluctance.
He shakes his head, jaw locking, but he still doesnât look at you. âNo.â
âWhy not?â
ââCause I already lost enough.â
The words slip out, and as soon as they do, he pushes off the counter, pacing away from you with a shake off his head. He rubs a hand over his mouth as if he wants to push the words back inside.Â
He doesnât elaborate, but you can see it now, clearer than before â there are lines he actually wonât cross. Not again. Not ever. Not for anything.Â
Not even for the evil thing that killed his parents.
He licks his lips and dares to glance at you again, straightening slightly. âAll Iâm saying is⊠youâve got a life, alright?â he says, his deep voice steadying with every further spoken syllable. âYou know, a real one â job, place, people. You donât just throw that away chasing something like this,â he adds. âSam⊠heâs already too far in it. He doesnât see the line anymore.â
You stare at him for a moment, letting the message sink in. âSo you donât think I should do the ritual?â
âCorrect.â He exhales slowly. âLook, once youâre in, youâre in. Thereâs no clean way out of it, alright?â
âSam seems to think there is.â
âHeâs wrong.â
You hold his gaze for a moment, your mind racing with every possible option. But no matter how hard you think about it, you find yourself staring down a fork in the road, not knowing which path is the right one. So, you look to Dean for answers.Â
âWhat dâyou think I should do?â
He bites his lip, staring out the only window in the room, mulling over your question for a minute or two before he meets your eyes again. âI think, uhm⊠you donât make that call just âcause someone else is pushing you to,â he says carefully. âYou make it when youâve got no other choice left. And right now, youâve still got choices.â
You nod slowly, letting his warning seep into the back of your mind, but thereâs something else tugging at you.Â
âDo I actually still have a choice?â you ask then, scoffing a small, humorless laugh. âI mean, Sam said this thing might still find me. That it might come after my family.âÂ
Deanâs jaw grinds as if he doesnât like the fact that his brother put that idea into your head. But what would his solution have been? Not tell you and watch you and everyone you love die? Is that his end goal? You think heâs surely not that cruel before remembering the same guy tried to murder you in cold blood.Â
His head bobs for a moment before a click of his tongue follows. âIt could.âÂ
And for a while, neither of you speaks then. But the tension is softer and more velvety than it was at the crime scene. Itâs not looking for a fight anymore.Â
âLook,â he starts, and you find his eyes again. âDonât worry about the demon. Me and Sam can handle it, alright? Itâs not gonna come after you or anyone close to you.â
Slightly skeptical, you cock a brow and cross your arms. âYou sure?â
He hesitates a second before his Adamâs apple bobs around a swallow. Then he meets your eyes. âI promise.â
Your heart skips a few beats. Youâre honestly not sure you can trust his words. How could he ever promise something like that? Most of all, though, why would he? You know he hates you and everything you stand for.Â
âAlright.â Dean then straightens abruptly and rubs his palms together, nodding toward the exit. âAre you about done here, or is there more horse hair?â
âNo, uh, I think Iâve got it all,â you reply and pull off your gloves. âJust have to clean up. Shouldnât take long.â
Dean nods quickly, suddenly in a slight hurry, almost bumping backwards into a metal cart. âGreat, uhm, Iâm gonna go ahead and grab a bite. Iâll wait for you by the car.â
âOkay, yeah,â you agree and spin back to your station, gathering your slides and evidence bags. Â
He heads for the door and doesnât touch anything on the way out. You notice that. Maybe thereâs hope for him after all. But as his hand reaches for the handle, he stops unexpectedly and turns back to you.Â
âYouâ, uh, you want anything? I can grab you something, too.â
You stump for a second. Because honestly? Thatâs the last thing you anticipated.Â
You shake your head slowly. âUh⊠no. Iâm good.â
He frowns slightly. âYou sure? You havenât eaten since breakfast.â
Your brow furrows, head tilting a little as you assess him. You canât even tell if heâs serious right now or playing another angle again. You wouldn't put it past him to poison your food. He seems strangely sincere, however. His aura does, too.Â
Is that considered weird or normal? Or is it only weird because he tried to kill you and now seemingly worries about your food intake, but itâd be completely normal under different circumstances?
âYeah, uhm, Iâm fine⊠really,â you reply and swallow lightly. âBut, uhm, thanks.â
Dean gives you a nod. And then, heâs out the door within seconds, practically fleeing the lab.Â
When Dean and you finally make it to the library, Samâs exactly where the two of you left him â buried behind a stack of books thatâs grown in both size and instability. Heâs halfway through one, another marked with a pen, and a third is open but has been clearly abandoned mid-thought. Deanâs sure if his little brother could read two at once, he would.
Dean remains a step behind you, hands stuffed in the pockets of his leather jacket, as you stroll ahead without hesitancy. You seem to feel comfortable here, which makes sense, considering you went to college and probably spent a lot of time in libraries. At least, you donât strike him as someone who partied their way through it. Youâre too smart for that â kind of like Sam.
Two nerdy peas in a dusty pot.Â
You lean slightly toward the table behind Sam, eyes already eagerly scanning his little brotherâs spread of research. âFind anything?â
Sam finally blinks up at that, slightly delayed as he pulls himself back into the present. âWorking on it,â he replies, then glances between you and Dean. âYou guys? How was the lab?â
You give a slight nod toward Dean, a small, teasing smile rising on your lips. âHas he ever been tested for ADHD yet?â
Deanâs brow furrows wildly at that. Sure, he was aware you were a little annoyed by his antics, but it wasnât that bad, was it? Itâs not his fault labs and libraries are indefinitely boring.Â
Sam lets out a soft chuckle in response, nodding along like heâs agreeing with you. âNot yet, but I wouldnât rule it out,â he quips like itâs a well-documented phenomenon. âIf anyoneâs a textbook caseâŠâ
The creases in Deanâs brow deepen. âHey, whatâs that supposed to mean?âÂ
Sam shrugs lightly, already looking back down at the page in front of him. âJust saying, man. You donât exactly thrive in environments that require⊠stillness.â
âWell, anyways, human distractions aside,â you start, organizing your thoughts, âI managed to process the residue from the wound. Itâs iron-based and heavily oxidized, but the corrosion isnât uniform and refined in a way modern alloys are. There are inconsistencies in the structure â impurities you donât really see in anything manufactured post-industrial standardization.â
Sam's shoulders pull back slightly, his attention sharpening. âSo older metal,â he deduces.Â
Dean, on the other hand, is amazed his little brother even understood an ounce of that. He only caught about half of it and canât help but notice that you used a lot more technical jargon with Sam than you did with Dean back at the lab.Â
Were you dumbing it down for him?Â
Dean would be offended if he wasnât too fascinated by the way you speak â certain, steady, laying out all the answers without second-guessing.Â
His mind drifts back to the lab, the words in your motherâs letter still swirling around his head. Itâs not the magic part that got stuck, however â not the blood moon, the legacy, or any of that witch-destiny crap heâs been taught to side-eye since he was old enough to hold a gun. Itâs the rest of it that haunts him.Â
You are loved beyond measure.
His jaw grinds slightly as that line echoes through his skull again. Itâs the part that doesnât let go. It almost leaves a bitter aftertaste in his mouth, hitting somewhere deeper than heâd like â a place he usually keeps locked down tight. Itâs memories he doesnât need right now and things he rarely lets himself think about unless itâs late or quiet or heâs had one too many beers and his guard slips just enough to let it hurt for an hour or two.Â
Heâs seen grief before â lived in it, breathed it, and carried it around like a second skin. But that letter wasnât just grief. There was a warmth underneath it, and it rewired something in his brain.Â
Suddenly, youâre not just a witchy wildcard anymore he needs to keep at armâs length. You became the girl again he first saw before he knew you liked to write spells in glitter gel pens â the girl who lost her mom and who got handed something she never asked for and is now stuck dealing with the fallout.
Same as him. Same as Sam. Maybe just a different flavor.Â
Dean meant every word he said back at the lab â about you having a life, about staying out of this mess, about not doing some weird ritual. He doesnât want to watch you get dragged into something that chews people up and spits them out, piece by piece, until thereâs nothing left but the job, the fight, or the next thing trying to kill you. Youâre not supposed to end up like this, running around chasing ghosts and curses and things that donât stay dead. Thatâs not your lane. It shouldnât be.
But seeing you like that â like someone who had a life before all this, someone who still has one â makes everything a hell of a lot more complicated. And the more he thinks about it, the less it feels like itâs even his call to make. Not anymore. Maybe it never was. It certainly seems like it doesnât really matter what either of you wants.
Because if that letter also made one thing painfully clear, itâs that none of this started with you.
Family legacy. Awakening. Power waiting for you. Destiny.Â
God,he hates that word because itâs just another way of saying you donât get a choice, wrapped up in something that sounds nicer than it actually fucking is.Â
You didnât ask for any of this â not the magic, not the demon, and not whatever target just got painted on your back the second you turned twenty-one. Dean already knows how this goes, seen it play out too many times to count â once youâre in, youâre in. It doesnât matter how normal your life used to be or how much you want to keep it.
For all his talk back at the lab, heâs slowly starting to realize it might be too late to walk it back now.Â
Because the truth is, itâs already circling you. Things are already set in motion. Lines are being drawn. And he knows better than anyone that once something like that sets its sights on you, it doesnât just let you walk away unscathed.
Your voice then snaps him out of his thoughts, forcing him to concentrate back on the case at hand â something he actually can fix.
âYeah, itâs consistent with hand-forged steel,â you confirm, looking at Sam. âThe carbon distributionâs uneven, which points to older smelting methods. Itâs not something mass-produced, and it hasnât been preserved well, either. Thereâs evidence of long-term exposure to moisture, maybe even soil.â
âTimeline?â Sam asks.
âPre-modern production. Likely 19th century, give or take,â you reply. âDepends on how it was stored â or not stored. I think Civil War era would be the most consistent fit.â
Sam nods slowly like he understood all of that. He then leans back a little in his chair, thinking it through. âOkay, so weâre looking for a Civil War-era blade, possibly tied to a spirit,â he muses, tapping his pen against the page. âProblem is there are a lot of Civil War soldiers buried around here. Some not even officially recorded. Unmarked graves, battlefield spilloverâŠâ
âSo too many candidates,â Dean concludes.
âYeah,â Sam agrees. âIf this is a soldier tied to a weapon, itâs not gonna be easy to get a clean ID.â
You shift your weight slightly, following along, but thereâs a small crease between your brows now. âBut the Headless Horseman legend â wasnât that from a different war?â
Sam nods, already reaching for one of the books. âYup. The Legend of Sleepy Hollow was originally about a Hessian soldier. Revolutionary War. Not Civil War.â
âSo it doesnât match,â you infer.
âNot exactly,â Sam replies. âBut thatâs not that unusual. Local legends change over time. People see something they donât understand, and they use whatever story fits best to explain it.â
Dean picks up on that thread. âSo if something starts taking heads off, folks are gonna call it the Headless Horseman whether it lines up with Irving or not.â
You nod slowly. âAlright, so the name sticks, even if the details donât. So, what? This all could just be a coincidence that thereâs an actual Headless Horseman in Sleepy Hollow?â
âSeems like it,â Sam says.
Thereâs a brief pause as you think it over before glancing between them. âOkay, but how do the victims connect to the weapon? If itâs a cursed object⊠how does that work?â
Dean answers first. âUsually? You touch it.â
âOr you move it, disturb it,â Sam adds. âAnything that establishes contact. Some objects can affect people just by being nearby, but physical contactâs the most common trigger.â
You absorb that, head bobbing in thought. âSo all four victims wouldâve had to come into contact with the same object.â
âYeah, most likely,â Sam confirms.
Dean pushes off the table and straightens. âWhich means thereâs gotta be a place where all of them couldâve run into it without knowing what it was.â
His little brother is nodding as well, probably having circled that same idea. He flips another page, scanning quickly before something seems to click.
âI might have something,â Sam says then, opening up his laptop and turning it toward you and Dean. âThereâs a history museum here in town. Itâs small, but theyâve got a special exhibit right now. Weapons, uniforms⊠that kind of thing.â
Dean leans in just enough to glance at the screen. âOpen to the public?â
âYup,â Sam says. âRegular visitors, tours. Judging from the homepage, people can get pretty close to the displays.â
You lean in as well, skimming the details. âThat would explain how unrelated victims end up exposed to the same object,â you say. âDifferent people, same location.â
The pieces line up enough to be worth chasing.Â
Dean rolls his shoulders and readily fumbles for his keys in his pocket. âAlright, guess the museumâs our next stop.â
As you enter the museum with Sam and Dean, you instantly lose any sense of a timeline, clocking at least three different centuries fighting for shelf space within the first minute of being here. Youâve honestly never seen anything like it. The entire place looks like someone tried to preserve history but then gave up halfway through organizing it.Â
A faded Union uniform slumps beside an old musket leaning against the wall, which almost threatens to fall over if someone breathes too damn hard, while a case of antique and mismatched teaspoons sits next to it, labeled in barely legible handwriting and fading ink.Â
Nothing matches, nothing flows, and whatever system might have existed here certainly died a long damn time ago.
You take it in for a moment, head tilting. âIf I did this at work, Iâd be fired before lunch.â
Dean shuts the creaking door behind you, glancing around with something closer to amusement than concern. âOh, câmon, itâs got character.âÂ
âCharacter isnât a filing system,â you mutter, spotting four different labeling styles within the same six feet, which make your stomach churn.
Sam doesnât engage, already drawn like a moth to a stack of papers. He locks onto the nearest surface that looks remotely administrative and heads straight for the counter. âExcuse me? Is anyone here?â he calls. âDo you have a catalogue? Inventory records? Anything that organizesââ
ââCourse I do,â a gruff voice cuts him off.
The owner emerges as if heâs been summoned by the word catalogue alone, shuffling out from behind the desk. Heâs probably closer to ninety than eighty in age, wrinkled and hole-littered cardigan buttoned unevenly, glasses slipping down his nose as he eyes all three of you with suspicion before he strangely seems to fix on Dean the most.
âYou look like a toucher,â he says.
Dean stumps, blinking at the old man. âIâ⊠what?â
You can barely stifle your laugh, shoulders shaking from holding back too much. âOh, he is,â you add with hurting cheeks. âEspecially on public transportation.â
Deanâs head snaps to you with a glare, which only makes you bite your lip harder.
âWell, donât touch anything here, boy,â the man adds with a warning look.
You shoot Dean a sideways glance as the owner turns away again. âOh, he clocked you instantly.â
He frowns, somewhat defensive. âI do not look like a toucher.â
âYou touched everything at the lab, too. Youâve got zero impulse control. You practically radiate âI wonder what happens if I poke it.ââ
He purses his lips like you caught him there, but before he can argue further, the owner reappears with an armful of binders. No, not even an armful â multiple trips. By the time heâs done, there are eight thick, overstuffed binders stacked on the counter, loose papers sticking out of all sides.
Sam stares at them like heâs been personally insulted.
âI wrote everything down,â the old man says proudly, patting the top binder. âEvery item. Buttons, coins, spoons⊠Got a lot of spoons. People like spoons.â
You glance around the room again. There are, in fact, an alarming number of spoons. And guess what? Deanâs restless fingers are already sifting through some of them. You smile in amusement, shaking your head slightly at him. You really canât take this guy anywhere.Â
Sam then carefully opens the first binder, flips a page, then another, his brow creasing deeper with each passing second. âIs this⊠organized?â
The man pauses, considering it like itâs a philosophical question. âMy wife used to do that.â
Sam waits, but the old man doesnât elaborate.
âAnd now?â Sam prompts after a full minute with no answer.
âShe died twenty years ago.â
Dean gives a solemn nod. âSo weâre freestylinâ. Got it.â
Sam exhales a long-suffering breath, staring down at what appears to be fifty years of unsorted acquisition logs written in increasingly inconsistent handwriting. âSo, everythingâs just⊠in the order you got it?â
âYep.â
âFor twenty years.â
âYep.â
You fold your arms over your chest, looking between the binders and the rest of the room. âAlright, so we could spend the next six hours playing archaeological bingo, or we could not.â
Dean perks up at that. âBig fan of not.â
Sam looks at you, a smile forming on his lips, already catching on. âYou have something faster?â
You reach into your bag and pull out your notebook, flipping it open on the counter. âI can narrow it down,â you explain. âFind the object directly instead of digging through⊠whatever this is.â
Dean watches you, one brow lifting judgmentally as you pull out a pen â a purple glitter gel pen.
âReally, Mini Milano?â
âPurpleâs for magic targeting magic,â you tell him without looking up.Â
He snorts under his breath. ââCourse it is.â
âCâmon, we donât need magic for this,â Dean grunts. âCanât we just, I donât know, use our eyes?â
âDean, look around you. This whole place is a mess. A spell will save us hours,â Sam counters before Dean can double down.Â
The older brother then grumbles something under his breath, but he refrains from saying anything else. You do catch the way he shifts, though. You can read the subtle discomfort in his aura â how heâs a little more on edge now, a little more wound tighter. Magicâs clearly still not his favorite thing in the world.Â
Your attention then lands back on the empty page in front of you, the words already forming as you focus on the intent, pen moving with deliberate care.Â
Objects bound by curse or spite,Hidden now from mortal sight,Reveal to me what must be known,The thing that claims whatâs not its own.
You mutter the lines under your breath before closing the notebook, letting the magic flow through the room.Â
And for a full minute, it seems like nothing happens.
Dean clicks his tongue. âSee? We couldâve justââ
A purple glow suddenly lights up the entrance, cutting him off mid-sentence as his attention shifts. All three of you turn at once.
There is an old sword mounted just off to the side, glimmering purple from your spell. Itâs positioned right where anyone walking in could see it first. It doesnât look particularly remarkable. The metal is darkened, the hilt is worn, and age sits heavily in every inch of it.
The corners of Samâs mouth twitch with a satisfied smile. âGuess thatâs gotta be it.â
You follow him, studying the blade more closely. The corrosion patterns match your findings in the lab. It lines up too neatly to be anything else.
Behind you and Sam, Dean suddenly clears his throat. âUhm, guys?â
You and Sam slowly turn and glance at him. Dean rubs the back of his neck, not quite meeting your eyes. Thereâs a slight flush in his cheeks as well, and it slowly begins to dawn on you.Â
âSo⊠funny thing,â he begins.
âNoâŠâ Youâre already shaking your head, guessing whatâs coming next. âYou didnât, did you?â
âThereâs a sign, okay?â Dean defends, gesturing toward the display.
You spin and see that there is, in fact, a sign. Interactive Display â Feel Free to Touch. You stare at it for a moment longer before turning back to him.
âI might have⊠touched it,â he admits in case it still wasnât clear, although that fact has already been very well established by now.
Sam gapes at him. âYou what?!â
Dean throws his hands up. âItâs right by the entrance. It literally tells you to touch it. What was I supposed to do? Ignore the sign?â
âYes,â both you and Sam reply flatly.
You close your eyes for a moment and press your lips into a tight line, counting to three again. âLet me get this straight â you touched a random sword in a museum where we were looking for a potentially cursed sword?â
Dean purses his lips, then shrugs his shoulders as if that was a reasonable life choice. âIn my defense, I didnât think thatâd be the murdery one, alright?â
Sam rubs a hand down his face. âDeanâŠâ
You, on the other hand, just look at Dean and weigh several responses, eventually discarding all of them in favor of a long and slow breath out.
âYou realize what this means, right?â you ask.
âYeah, Iâm probably cursed. Got it,â Dean sighs with an annoying lack of panic in his voice.
Sam, meanwhile, is staring at the tempting sign again like it just solved half the case. âThatâs how theyâre getting cursed.â
You shoot him a curious look. âThe victims?â
âYeah.â He nods. âPublic display. Encouraged contact. Anyone who walks in and touches itââ
ââwalks out marked,â you finish.
Dean cocks his head slightly, brow knitted. âSo what? Iâm just the latest idiot who touched it?â
You hum, nodding. âSeems that way, yes.â
Dean shoots you a small glare while Sam already turns back toward the counter.Â
âSir? Do you keep a guest book?â he asks the owner. âVisitor log, anything like that?â
ââCourse I do,â the man says, shuffling back and returning with a worn notebook. âNot many people sign it, though. Shame, really.â
Sam flips it open immediately, scanning the entries while you lean in slightly to look. It doesnât take long for you to find the names of at least two victims.Â
âWelp, guess weâre finally getting warmer,â you murmur.
Sam closes the guest book and looks back at the owner. âHow long have you had that sword? The one by the entrance?â
The old man squints, thinking. âOh, not that long. Couple weeks, maybe.â
Sam and you exchange a look. It fits the pattern.
âHave all the people who signed the guest book in the last few weeks touched that sword?â you ask the old man.Â
âOh, more than that,â he replies, making you frown. âProbably hundreds. Got a lot of tourists recently because of those murders. Swordâs popular.â
Great.
âDo you know where it came from?â Sam presses. âOr who it belonged to?â
âMy wife used to keep track of that,â he says, voice softening. âHad a system. Labels, datesâŠâ
âYeah, weâve established that,â Dean mutters under his breath.Â
Sam tries again, a little gentler. âIs it written down in the catalogue?â
The man looks at the binders, then somewhere past them, his gaze drifting out the window. âThe spoons are all accounted for,â he murmurs. âExcept the silver one. That went missing⊠â98. Or Friday.â
Oh no⊠Is he sundowning?
Sam stills, recognition dawning on his face. âOkay,â he says with a sigh, turning to you and Dean. âI think we wonât get anything useful out of him anymore.â
Dean whistles lowly. âYeah, heâs gone.â
The owner nods to himself, satisfied with something none of you are a part of anymore, and shuffles back behind the counter where he came from.
âBut thatâs good news, right?â Dean says then, causing your brow to knit.Â
âHowâs that good news?â
âWell, if a lot of people touched it and only four got their heads chopped off, means I might not be cursed,â he reasons cleverly.Â
Your brows pinch a little more together as you cock your head to the side, taking a closer look at him from head to toe. âNo, youâre cursed.âÂ
âWow. Encouraging,â he says dryly. âLittle Miss Optimistic over here, huh?â
Samâs brow creases as well, squinting at you. âWait⊠Can you actually tell if he is or not?â
âYup,â you reply, nodding. âI mean, I never spotted a curse before in someoneâs aura, but this one seems pretty clear.â
Dean frowns. âHow so?â
âFor starters, thereâs a petunia-purple rope around your neck now that wasnât there before,â you quip and grin a little. âKinda looks like someone already marked the spot.â
âPetunia?â He arches an eyebrow, wrinkling his nose.Â
Thatâs what he takes issue with?!
âYes, petunia.âÂ
Sam sighs again and stares down at the mountain of binders in front of him. âAlright, letâs take these back to the B&B and go through them one by one,â he suggests.
Dean glances once more at the sword, then at his brother. âSo whatâs the plan? I just wait around until I hear hooves and something tries to decapitate me?â
You snort under your breath. âThat does seem to be the current trajectory.â
âAwesome,â he grumbles.Â
Sam gathers the binders with effort, stacking them into something barely manageable. âLook, if we figure out who the sword belonged to, we can figure out how to stop it.â
âAnd preferably before you make history as victim number five,â you add.
âGood to know where I stand,â Dean scoffs, then motions with his chin to the sword. âWhat about that thing? Canât just leave it here and let more people touch it.â
Sam gives him a tired smile. âWell, since youâre already cursed, how about you take care of that? Weâll head back to the B&B and get a head start.â
âFine,â Dean huffs, rolling his eyes.
You frown slightly, thumbing toward Dean. âWait, heâs getting out of research that easy?âÂ
Sam chuckles. âTrust me. Youâll thank me later.â
You side-eye Dean for a second, already seeing those fingers twitching again, and nod in understanding. âYeah, I think I get it.â
Dean blinks. âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â
âNothing,â you and Sam reply simultaneously, causing the older Winchester to glare at both of you.Â
Youâve noticed that Dean gets even more irritated when Sam and you seem to be on the same wavelength. Itâs kind of entertaining, though, to see that vein in his forehead twitch. You think you might start doing it on purpose soon just for that reason.Â
âGuess Iâll take care of that sword,â he mutters grumpily, shaking his head.Â
âYou do that,â you quip, smirking. A knight and his sword. âYou are a toucher, after all.â
Dean gives you the driest look youâve seen so far. âYouâre really not gonna let the touching thing go, are you?â
You shrug lightly. âIâm at least documenting it mentally.â
âFor what?â
âA growing body of evidence against you.â
He snorts an amused laugh while Samâs already heading for the exit, all eight binders in his large arms. You follow, casting one last look at the sword, and pretend not to notice the slight curve of your own lips as you push the door open and step back out into the daylight.
â¶ïž Chapter 5: Old Habits Die Screaming â June 26
The museum and lab scenes get me every time lmao. Guess we've learned for certain now that Dean's a toucher (and we can cross off him getting cursed from our Supernatural bingo card) đ€Ł Which of Dean's psychic/witch-inspired nicknames won in this part, though? How much did that dream hurt? And do you think Sam will murder them both by the end of the next chapter? I think he's about done with their bickering lol. And lastly, what's your opinion on this mysterious ritual (aka which brother do you agree with)? đ
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You scoff under your breath, shaking your head a little as you gather the cards again and put them back into the deck.
Well, that was an enlightening readingâŠ
Opposite you, Dean shifts on the couch, green eyes flicking to you. âAlright, seriously,â he huffs. âWhat the hell are you doing over there? You keep making faces.â
âWorking,â you reply quickly.
âLooks like scrapbooking.â
âLooks like youâre avoiding your reading.â
âIâm reading,â he mutters. âI just hate it.â
A small smirk tugs at your lips as you slide the last card neatly back into the deck, but then another one slips free and flutters down onto the mattress.
Oh no⊠Not this again. Guess the universe didnât get the memo youâre done with your reading and decided to give you an encore.
You know this card belongs to you and not to the boys. Lucky you. But as you peek at the card, your brow wrinkles deeply.
The Lovers.
For a full minute, your brain stalls. Your eyes follow the angle of the card, but not to the left, not toward Sam at the table, but to the right, toward the couch, towardâ
No⊠Nuh-uh. Nope. Ew, gross. Absolutely not.
Deanâs eyes flick to you again for half a second before swiftly looking away like he got caught doing something he shouldnât. You stare at him for a moment, because really?
Chapter Summary: After the Winchesters stormed your life, you try your hardest to ignore the whole âa demon wants to kill youâ thing. You were absolutely not going to dig deeper into your past, and you definitely werenât going to call a hunter. Unfortunately, poor decision-making is kind of your thing. And in Sleepy Hollow, people arenât the only ones losing their heads. Dean is, too â so, you know⊠good job.
Warnings: 18+ language, canon-divergence, set after 2x05, enemies to friends to lovers, slow burn, angst, humor, monster of the week (Sleepy Hollow version), family mysteries, Dean spiraling hard
Word Count: 16.6k
A/N: Grab the popcorn, folks! You're about to witness Dean spiraling into emotional turmoil! đ€đż We're riding at dawn (and can hopefully keep our heads) as we dive deeper into some witchy family mysteries here. Count this into the category of "Sam meeting women Dean hates behind his back" lol. You might also have some grievances with me about that dreamy start of this part... đ
Well, obviously, he is. Everyone is somewhere all the time. Thatâs not the point heâs trying to make. He also knows that, in reality, heâs in that old creaking twin bed in Bobbyâs guest bedroom upstairs. At least, his body is there.Â
His mind, though? Thatâs a different story.Â
Judging by the fuzzy edges in his vision and the milky filter that makes everything glow slightly orange, he seems to be currently stuck in a dream.
Deanâs not exactly sure, though, where in the dream he is. But the air feels cleaner and softer around here. It hasnât been scraped raw yet by exhaust fumes and motel bleach. It smells like forest and sun-warmed grass and lake water as the Impala drives along a winding dirt road, leading up a small hill.Â
Heâs not the one driving, though. His father is, while him and Sammy are cramped into the backseat.Â
His shoulders dig into the worn leather as he stares out the window. Heâs about twelve, maybe a little younger or older as the leg space in the back seems to be a tiny bit tighter than it used to.Â
And then, a house comes into view.Â
Faded blue in places where the sunâs kissed it too much and lived-in. Old but sturdy. It sits on a gentle rise, a green hill rolling up toward it, tucked between trees that stretch tall into the sky. He almost gasps at its beauty. Itâs not polished in the perfect way of magazine homes, but in the way something real is beautiful.Â
And itâs big â bigger than anything Deanâs used to calling home.Â
It looks like something taken straight out of a storybook. Thereâs a wide wrap-around porch hugging the entire ground floor, railings painted white, steps worn smooth in the middle from years of use. One side of the house rises into an octagonal tower, tall and narrow, with windows glinting in the bright light.Â
His gaze lingers on the attic without knowing why.Â
Thereâs a window set into the peak of the roof, a colorful mosaic of stained glass. A birch tree delicately stretches across it, its branches protectively fanning outward. The glass glows, even from down here.Â
Dean feels it then before he understands it. Heâs been here before.Â
He doesnât know why, but he knows how the porch creaks under his weight and how the front door sticks just a little in the summer heat.Â
A smile rises on his lips before he can stop it. Before he can question it. Before anything in this life can weigh it down again.Â
He likes it here.Â
The Impala rolls to a stop in front of the house. It doesnât have a driveway or even a road. Thereâs just a small dirt path leading up to the porch. Otherwise, thereâs only nature surrounding it, grass greener than heâs ever seen anywhere before and stretching out endlessly. No neighbors. Not a single roofline in sight.
The entire place feels like a magical secret in another realm.Â
The driverâs door creaks open as his dad steps out, already all business, already moving toward the house like heâs got somewhere to be, already focused on whatever brought them here in the first place. Sammy scrambles after him, no more than eight, tripping over his own eagerness as usual.Â
âWatch your brother,â his dad throws over his shoulder.
Dean rolls his eyes automatically and mutters a âyeah, yeah,â pushing the door open and stepping out into the blinding sun. The air is warm against his skin, and everything feels already lighter here. And for a second, just a second, thereâs nothing sharp or dangerous about the world for once. No monsters.Â
âDean!â
He turns at the sound of his name and sees her running toward him.Â
Small. Fast. All bright energy and wind-tangled hair. The way sheâs storming at full speed feels like sheâs already been waiting the whole damn day for this exact moment. Maybe even longer. It does something weird in his chest that he canât name at twelve yet, but he decides he likes that feeling as well.Â
Thereâs dirt on her knees and something wild and alive in the way she moves. It seems like she belongs more out here than inside any house. She doesnât slow down until sheâs right in front of him, practically bouncing where she stands.
And Dean? He grins.
Itâs easy. Natural. This is what heâs supposed to do.Â
Sheâs a little breathless and flushed, but her eyes are shining and thereâs something bright and untamed in her grin.Â
âYouâre back!â she blurts, looking up at him like he painted the sky mesmerizingly blue just for her.Â
She says it like it matters â like he matters. Thereâs something warm and familiar about that.
Important.Â
âYeah,â he says and shrugs like itâs no big deal, even though it sort of is. A part of him has been looking forward to this without realizing it.
She steps closer then, lowering her voice like sheâs about to share the greatest secret in the world. âI got it,â she whispers.
Deanâs brow furrows the slightest bit. âGot what?â
âMy magic.â
The word drops between them and lands wrong, tilting everything on its axis.
It doesnât fit with the sunlight or the trees or the way this place felt like something safe just a minute ago. It sits heavily in the air, sharp-edged now where everything else used to be so damn soft.
Something in Dean shifts then.
Itâs small at first. Just a flicker. A hitch in his chest. A loss of warmth. Barely noticeable. But it spreads quickly, like a crack through glass.
Magic. Witch.
The smile fades before he can stop it because he doesnât like that. Not one bit. Doesnât like the way it sounds, the way it feels, the way it suddenly changes everything about her without actually changing the way she looks, or the way it instantly makes everything here⊠different. Off.Â
Before, she was normal. There wasnât anything weird about her. Nothing to worry about. Nothing that reminded him of the things that go bump in the dark.Â
But now, the ground under his feet isnât as steady as it was a moment ago. Now, sheâs something else. Something closer to the things heâs been taught to hate.
He looks at her again and really looks this time. And something clicks into place in a way that doesnât make sense â not for twelve-year-old Dean standing in the tall grass at least. But it makes sense for the version of him watching through older eyes as something else threads through the dream.
He knows that little girl. Not the way a kid knows another kid, though. Itâs something deeper. Something that doesnât belong to this moment alone.
That little girl is⊠you.Â
The realization hits quiet but certain, settling under his skin like itâs always been there, just waiting to be noticed. And somehow, that only makes it worse. Makes the disappointment sink deeper and take root.Â
Because now the word witch doesnât just sit wrong â it twists.
Youâre still talking, still glowing with excitement, completely unaware of the way his expressionâs changed.
âI can show you,â you offer keenly, reaching for the sleeve of his jacket like youâre afraid he might disappear if you donât anchor him there. âItâs really cool, I promise. Iâve been practicing andââ
Dean pulls back his arm.Â
Not hard. Not enough to be obvious. But enough to draw a line. The space between the two of you expands to a canyon in a millisecond.
He shrugs it off, eyes already drifting past you, toward the trees, toward the edge of the hill where the land dips down toward the pond, toward anything that isnât this.
âMaybe later,â he mutters.
Your face falters, confusion replacing the earlier joy.Â
âYou donât wanna see?â you ask with a slight wobbling pout on your lips.
He exhales through his nose, like youâre asking something annoying instead of something that matters.
âI said maybe later,â he snaps and averts his eyes when you flinch. âGo play with Sammy or somethinâ.â
He doesnât wait for you to respond this time. Doesnât look at you again, either. He just turns, shoving his hands into his pockets as he heads down the slope toward the water glinting through the trees. Each step feels easier than the last because distance is the only thing that makes sense right now.
Behind him, your voice echoes for half a heartbeat before it fades into the silence. But Dean keeps walking and doesnât stop.
Sioux Falls, South Dakota
Deanâs eyes crack open to the dim, familiar ceiling of Bobbyâs guest room, the wood panels stained and slightly warped with age. For a moment, he doesnât move. He just lies there in the narrow twin bed, watching the soft morning light seep through the yellowed curtains.Â
The room is quiet in that particular way old houses tend to be â never truly silent but filled with the creaks and cracks of wood that has seen too many years. Bobbyâs place has always been like that. Warm. Chaotic. A little rundown. Grounded. Home.Â
And yet, Dean feels⊠off.
A part of him hasnât quite made it back to reality yet. Part of him is still somewhere else. Still standing in a field that shouldnât exist. Still watching a blue house glow in the sunlight like something out of a story he doesnât remember reading. Still hearing your damn voice â bright, excited, and too fucking real.
He exhales slowly and drags a hand down his face, the rough scrape of his palm against his skin anchoring him a little more firmly in the present. But the dream sticks, stubborn in a way most arenât. Itâs too coherent to be dismissed entirely, even as he tries his damn hardest to forget it.Â
Thereâs no immediate adrenaline in his veins, no hand flying under his pillow for a gun, and no sharp inhale of air like heâs startling straight out of another nightmare. Itâs not the usual gist when it comes to dreams. Resurfacing feels slower than that. Feels more like heâs wading through something thick, something that clings.
My magic.
Dean squeezes his eyes shut for another second before letting out a quiet, irritated breath.Â
Yeah⊠nope. Heâs not dealing with that. Heâs already got enough on his plate as is. Itâs just a dream. A stupid, stupid, meaningless dream. A weird, persistent, too-detailed dream, but still just that.
Thatâs the only explanation that makes any kind of sense. Because the alternative â that itâs something else, something real â isnât even worth entertaining. Heâs never been to that place. Never seen that house. Neverâ
Deanâs frown deepens slightly.
Thereâs a strange familiarity to it, though. Not the kind that comes from memory exactly, but something adjacent to it, like his mind is filling in details it shouldnât have, smoothing over gaps that shouldnât exist in the first place.
He huffs under his breath and shifts on the mattress, which creaks in loud protest. The sheetâs half-twisted around his legs, the pillow shoved somewhere under his shoulder at an awkward angle. His fingers push back through his hair and make it worse, dirty blond tufts sticking up in every direction like he stuck his finger in a damn socket.Â
Itâs been like this for weeks now.
Ever since Salem.
Ever since you.
Same kind of dream. Same feeling. Same place, more or less. Bits and pieces shifting and morphing but always circling back to that house, that hill, thatâ
He cuts the thought off again because it just doesnât make sense. None of it does. Dean Winchester does not have childhood memories of some random blue house in the middle of nowhere New Hampshire. He doesnât have memories of running around with some girl in a field, playing house like everythingâs normal and safe andâ
His brainâs just screwing with him, cooking up whatever the hell that was, stitching things together that donât fucking belong together. Thatâs all.Â
He probably just picked something up in your apartment when they met you â something tiny and unimportant. Something he didnât even consciously notice. Something small enough that it didnât register at the time but still got stuck somewhere in the back of his head. Maybe a detail at your place. A book. A picture on the wall.
Yeah, that must be it. Thatâs what brains do, right? Take pieces, scraps, things picked up without noticing, and turn them into something bigger and personal, filling in non-existent blanks. Didnât Freud write a whole-ass book about this?
It doesnât mean those dreams are real in any way, shape, or form.Â
Exceptâ
Dean doesnât remember seeing anything like that in your home. No pictures of a house. No hints. Nothing that shouldâve given his brain that kind of material to work with.Â
His jaw tightens slightly at that, something restless seeping under his skin. The timing alone is strange enough to irritate him. Apparently, his stupid brain has decided to latch onto you and just run with it in the most inconvenient way possible.
Maybe youâre a metaphor for something or a ghost of his Christmas past. Maybe you cursed him or hexed him or did whatever dumb, evil stuff witches do. Wouldnât that be something? He gets on your bad side and threatens your life once and suddenly heâs stuck reliving some odd, fake childhood memories on a loop. Petty revenge does kind of fit your usual M.O., considering all the dicks you broke before him.Â
Sure, the idea is slightly ridiculous, but itâs easier to digest than admitting to the fact that all this stupid and weird crap is coming directly from him.
Dean exhales another harsh breath through his nose and finally pushes himself upright. The bed creaks once more under his weight, old springs squeaking as he swings his legs over the side. The floorboards are cool under his feet when he rises. As he glances across the room, he finds Samâs bed empty.
His little brotherâs already up. Figures.Â
Samâs side is neat in that half-assed way whenever heâs in a hurry â blanket pushed back, pillow slightly indented, but otherwise abandoned. Heâs probably downstairs already. Buried in books. Researching. Again.
Chasing ghosts that donât wanna be caught. Chasing answers that donât exist. Chasing that damn demon.
Sam doesnât let things go. Not anymore, at least. God knows it was real easy for his little brother to let things go when he left everything behind for Stanford, including Dean. But somehow, Sam canât do him the same courtesy now and let it go again.Â
Now, after everything â after Jess, after Dad, after hunters like Gordon being immoral and wicked like monsters, after vampires and witches suddenly not fitting the mold anymore, and after psychic kids like Max and Andy â thereâs no stopping Sam anymore.Â
Nothing fits anymore. Thatâs the goddamn problem. The lines arenât where theyâre supposed to be. The rules donât hold the way they used to. Monsters arenât always monsters. Psychic kids arenât always ticking time bombs waiting to go off.Â
And maybe the last one isnât the worst possible outcome. Itâs that little shimmer of hope flickering in the distance that Deanâs been focusing on lately. Because maybe it means his fatherâs insane request doesnât have to come true. Maybe it means he wonât have to kill the last member of his family with his own hands.Â
Dean sighs as he trudges down the old stairs. When did his life get so damn complicated? How the hell did he end up here?
The smell of coffee then hits him halfway down the steps. Strong. Bitter. Bobbyâs special brand of hospitality.Â
As he rounds the corner to the kitchen, Samâs already there. Of course he is.Â
Sitting at the small table, hunched forward slightly, a mug of coffee in one hand and a book in the other, with about six more spread out around him like heâs building some kind of paper fortress.
Dean pauses in the doorway for a beat, watching him. Andy was just another reminder that Samâs not normal. That none of this is going away.Â
Sam then glances up briefly before focusing back on his book. âMorning.â
Dean pretends to stroll in without hesitation or having wasted a single thought on it, aiming for casualness as he heads straight for the coffee pot and grunts something that passes as a response.Â
If heâs going to deal with this, any of this, he needs some caffeine first. And the thing is, he knows he will have to deal with it at some point. He knows thereâs no outrunning this, even though most days heâd like to take his chances and still try.Â
This particular day, however, doesnât seem to be one of those. So, he pours himself a cup of the blackest coffee and leans against the counter as the bitter smell curls around him like all the other bitterness.
He winces at his first sip and decides to break the silence. âBobby still makinâ this stuff strong enough to wake the dead, huh?â
Sam huffs a light chuckle in agreement but doesnât look up, hazel eyes glued to the pages in front of him.
Dean watches him for another minute over the rim of his mug. God, he wants to ignore it. Wants to just drink his coffee, maybe make some joke, and then avoid the whole fucking thing. Because the last thing he truly wants to do is dive into demon lore first thing in the goddamn morning and psychic kids and destiny and all the bad ways this could end in blood and death and horror.Â
But Samâs already there and neck-deep in it, so alas, what other choice does Dean really have than be in it, too?Â
âFound anything?â Dean asks finally, more out of obligation than genuine interest.
âWorking on it.âÂ
He sighs quietly, pushing off the counter, pacing a few steps across the kitchen. âSamââ he starts but doesnât finish. Because what is he supposed to say?Â
Stop?Â
Yeah, right. Like thatâs ever worked. The kidâs stubborn like that.Â
But Dean doesnât get really worried till Sam starts grinding his molars and biting the insides of his cheeks, his fingers playing with the edge of a page. Thatâs never a good sign. When his little brotherâs chewing on something, Dean knows he gets the leftovers.Â
âYou know, Iâve been thinkingââ
But Dean already shakes his head in warning. âDonât even say it.â
Sam still does, though. Your name falls from his lips.
Dean freezes imperceptibly for a heartbeat, because the timing of this feels too deliberate to be a coincidence. Remnants of his latest dream flood back into his mind in the same breath, and he already hates where this conversationâs inevitably headed.Â
âDonât you think we should call her?â Sam finishes his delusion.Â
Dean schools his expression quickly, taking another sip of coffee. âNo, Sam, I donât think that,â he replies dryly and keeps the annoyance locked behind his teeth.
Samâs frown is already forming. âDeanââ
âI said no,â he snaps with more sharpness and watches Samâs mouth close in frustration.Â
He refuses to drag you into this. Because thatâs what this is â dragging people into a mess they canât get out of. He dragged Sam back into it and look what happened. Deanâs not doing that again.Â
Sam then leans back in his chair, studying him, far from giving up, judging by the determination gleaming in his eyes. âShe might have answers.âÂ
âOr she might be another problem,â Dean shoots back, although a small and annoying part of him knows Samâs right.Â
You probably would have answers. But Deanâs not sure he necessarily wants to hear them.Â
Sam does, however. The obsession and urgency isnât entirely new, but itâs definitely getting worse. Lately, it feels like Sam isnât just looking for answers anymore but actually needs them like people need oxygen to live. This whole thing has become more intense and less⊠optional.Â
Before Sam can push further, footsteps sound behind them. Bobby walks in, coffee already in hand, eyes flicking knowingly between them.
âWhatâre you two idjits arguinâ about this time, huh?â he prompts.
âNothinâ,â Dean mutters into his mug. But when his eyes find Sam in his periphery, he can already see the idea forming on his little brotherâs face. He shoots Sam a warning look.Â
âActually, uhmââ Sam starts, gaze flicking briefly to Deanâs glare before he apparently decides to ignore it. âHey, uh, Bobby, have you ever heard of the Berkano witches?â
Dean closes his eyes briefly to let the anger and frustration pass through his body without tearing the house down. Of course Sam canât resist. Of course he fucking goes there. Of course he has to drag Bobby into it, too.Â
Bobby halts his movements mid-pour on the counter and slowly turns around, raising a high brow. âNow, where the hell did you boys hear that name?â
âDadâs journal,â Sam replies without missing a beat.Â
Bobby lets out a scoff, shaking his head as he sets the mug down. âYeah, you could say Iâve heard of âem,â he replies. âI was actually the one who sent your daddy up to New Hampshire in the first place.â
Deanâs brow knits. âWait⊠You did?â
âSo Dad really worked with them?â Sam checks curiously, leaning forward on the table.Â
âYup, he sure did,â Bobby confirms with a nod. âFigured they could help him with the demon, yâknow? Theyâre kinda experts on all that stuff. Were at leastâŠâ
Sam shoots Dean a small I told you so glare that he fends off with an eye roll.Â
Dean then focuses back on Bobby. âYou know if he ever took us up there with him?â
The question clearly confuses Sam. Admittedly, it comes a little out of the blue, but Dean figures he can always excuse it with natural curiosity. He was a kid back then, too. What the hell did he truly know? And judging by Samâs creased brow, his little brother clearly doesnât have weird dreams about a place heâs never been to.Â
A part of Dean is relieved about that because it means those dreams are really just that. Because even when Sam was younger than him, Dean knows his little brother wouldâve never forgotten a beautiful place like that because he surely wouldâve never forgotten it either if it truly existed, which means all of it is just some strange, surreal fantasy. Samâs never been there. Heâs never been there. It was never real.Â
âDonât know.â Bobby shakes his head slowly. âYour dad didnât exactly always give me the play-by-play.â
Dean nods once, pretends to be satisfied, and considers the issue settled, even though itâs not.Â
âHow did you know about them?â Dean asks the older hunter then.Â
âMet âem in the late â80s through another hunter who lived close to âem,â Bobby replies without elaborating the why of it all. âMostly worked with Aine. She was the matriarch. Sometimes worked with her daughter, Freya, too. She had a little girl as well. Sweet kid. Couldnâtâve been more than three or four when I met her.â He chuckles fondly before his expression turns more somber. âToo bad theyâre all gone. Surely coulda helped you boys. âS sad what happened to âem. Demons got âem in â95. They were the last of their line.â Â
Deanâs jaw tightens at that, locking eyes with Sam. So Bobby clearly doesnât know about their fatherâs plan, either. Doesnât know youâre still alive. Last one standing.Â
For some reason, the thought curdles acid in Deanâs stomach. If he knows demons as well as he thinks he does, they surely wouldnât like that. Maybe even take it as a challenge.Â
Who can make a powerful witch bloodline go extinct first?
And for all Dean knows, he almost had.Â
While Bobby doesnât have a clue about John Winchesterâs secrets, the old manâs at least perceptive enough to catch the silent conversation between the brothers. His eyes flick back and forth between them and narrow.Â
âAlright, whatâs going on here? One of you gonna tell me?â Bobby prompts, stance both challenging and somehow scolding.Â
âTheyâre not all dead,â Dean says then. âThe girlâŠâ The word tastes strange on his tongue. The girl from his dreams. âSheâ, uh, sheâs still alive.â
âYeah, uhm, Dad got her out of that fire and hid her in Salem,â Sam adds.Â
âPut her up with a cop,â Dean scoffs.Â
Bobby exhales sharply, shaking his head. âSon of a bitch,â he mutters, frustration with a hint of anger lacing his tone. Dean doesnât entirely blame him. His father had a way of bringing that side out in people. âThat stubborn bastard. Figures heâd keep somethinâ like that to himself.â
âYeah, no kidding,â Dean huffs in faint agreement. His father always had to keep his secrets. Â
âWaitâŠâ Bobby frowns then, tilting his head. âWas that why you boys went to Salem a couple of weeks ago?â
Both of them nod.Â
âDammit,â the old man grunts. âWhy didnât you say anything?â
Bobby doesnât wait for either of them to answer, though. He just spins on his heel and heads out of the kitchen. Dean can hear the basement door opening a second later and Bobbyâs footsteps trudging down the stairs. He shares a quizzical look with Sam before the old man stomps back into the room with a giant, ancient book in his hands. He dusts it off before slapping it down on the small table in front of their noses.Â
âCoulda given you boys this before,â is all he says before he opens it and flips through it till he finds the page heâs looking for. He taps his finger on the brittle parchment. âHere.â
Dean and Sam both lean closer, their eyes focusing on the hand-painted letters of the title. It almost looks like a fairytale in a storybook.Â
The Legend of Eira
âLong before hunters had names for what they were doing,â Bobby begins, âbefore there were journals and rules and all that, people didnât know what the hell they were up against. Humans still lived in tribes when the first demons began to walk the earth. They didnât have the right names for âem yet, but crops started to fail, diseases spread, nights became unsafeâŠâ
Deanâs eyes drop to the page in front of him, reading the first paragraphs.Â
Before the old gods had names, before the world was carved into realms, there was a current that moved beneath all living things.
It had no voice, no will, no master.
It simply was.
It lived in the roots of trees and the pull of the tide, in the breath between heartbeats and the quiet spaces where light did not reach. It did not belong to heaven, nor to darkness. It existed beside them, as old as both, untouched by their designs.
For a long time, it remained undisturbed until something else began to walk the earth.Â
They came without being born, without growing. They wore the shapes of men but moved like smoke trapped in skin, hollowed and hungry, leaving ruin in their wake. They whispered sickness into the land and twisted animals into frenzy.
âAccording to legend, Eira was the first witch known to mankind. Real one, at least,â Bobby says. âShe was said to have had a special bond with nature. Could feel things others couldnât. Nowadays, youâd probably call her a psychic.â
Dean feels Samâs eyes burning a hole into the side of his face, but he keeps his gaze trained on Bobby and the book in front of him.Â
The tribes did not understand what they were, only that they did not belong. They feared these creatures of the dark.Â
Among them was a young woman named Eira. She was not the strongest, nor the loudest, nor the one others looked to for war. But born during a blood moon on spring equinox, the gods bestowed a special gift upon her, and she was given the ability to listen.Â
She listened to the wind through the trees, to the silence beneath the soil, to the stream beneath the world that bound every living thing together.
âWhen demons came and killed half her tribe in one night, the goddess Freyja appeared to her in a dream,â Bobby continues. âAfterward, Eira wandered three days through the forest alone, claiming Freyja told her about a way to fight back. If you ask me, the girl mightâve just been high outta her mind on too much Henbane.â He chuckles lightly, scratching his beard. âBut Freyja told her the power she was lookinâ for was already there. She just had to reach for it.â
âHow?â Sam asks, fully swept up by Bobbyâs storytelling skills.
Dean, on the other hand, can barely concentrate on the old manâs words. His green eyes are glued to the foxed page in front of him, eight little words sticking out like a sore thumb.
Born during a blood moon on spring equinox.
Can he still mindfully chalk that off as a mere coincidence?
Shit. As soon as Sam reads this, his ass will be on fire. Deanâs, too.Â
âShe performed a ritual. Tapped into it, took that power into herself, and then bound it,â Bobby replies. âAfter that, she returned to her tribe. But she didnât just use that power to fight back. She taught the men in her camp how to kill demons, banish dark spirits.â
âHunters,â Sam murmurs. Dean shoots him a sideways glance.
âFirst ones.â Bobby nods. âShe passed it down her line. Kept protectinâ people. When they came over here with the first colonies, they did the same. Helped hunters â didnât matter where they came from. But Christianity was high on the rise at this point as you can imagine. Didnât take kindly to them. People got scared and started seeinâ âem as the enemy. Puritans turned on âem. Started huntinâ âem instead, so they went into hiding. Built that place up north like a magical fortress.â
Dean huffs under his breath. Figures.
âDemons didnât just sit back, either,â Bobby continues. âThey twisted that magic. Found ways to corrupt it. Thatâs where the witches youâre used to come from. Deals. Blood magic. All that ugly crap.âÂ
Sam sits back slightly, head tilted in thought and a glimmer of hope twinkling in his hazel eyes. Meanwhile, Dean feels more off-balance than ever.Â
Even Bobby is saying it â not all of them are bad.
âSam.â Dean draws his little brotherâs attention to him, his finger tapping the particular line on the page that caught his eyes earlier.Â
Better he tells Sam now before he finds it out for himself later. Doesnât really make a difference. At least this way, Dean can still pretend heâs helping and not actively obstructing Samâs way to justice or revenge or whatever.Â
Sam reads the words carefully for a moment before the creases in his brow begin to deepen. He then looks at Dean.Â
âDude.â
Dean rolls his eyes once more. âI know, Sam.â
Bobbyâs gaze flicks between them, confused and surely partially frustrated. âWhat now?â
Dean licks his lips as he finds the old manâs eyes. âLooks like, uhm, our little fire survivor shares a birthday with this Eira chick.â
âIncluding the blood moon,â Sam adds.Â
Bobbyâs frown deepens. âBallsâŠâ
ââM guessing you didnât know about that one, either,â Dean deduces by the older hunterâs darkened expression.Â
âBet Dad did,â Sam mutters under his breath, earning himself a glare from his brother.Â
Dean looks up at Bobby. âProbably not a coincidence, right?â
âWhat dâyou think, idjit? Do I really need to spell it out for ya?â Bobby snaps with a deadpan look.Â
Dean purses his lips.Â
Jesus. He was just asking a simple, clarifying question. Canât even do that anymore around here without getting attacked.Â
âDean, maybe we should call her now,â Sam says, his earlier stern expression softened to a bleeding heart.Â
âStill nope,â Dean shoots him down fast.Â
âDean, the demon could find her. She might not be safe where she is anymore,â Sam argues.Â
Shit. Dean hasnât thought of that. At least, he didnât want to ruminate in that idea for too long, not liking the slight pang it always caused behind his ribs. But that probably was just heartburn, not care.Â
âTough luck,â Dean scoffs.Â
âDeanââ
âDo you even understand the meaning of the word no?â he cuts in sharply. Then his jaw begins to grind with something close to guilt. He forces himself to calm with a slight sigh but doesnât cave. âWe donât need her, alright?â
âEven Bobby says she can help us,â Sam says, still not budging either.Â
âNo, he said they couldâve. Not freakinâ Sabrina, the Teenage Witch,â Dean counters cleverly.
They both then look at Bobby for confirmation of either side.Â
âNo offense, but Iâm stayinâ outta this one,â the old man murmurs, raising his hands in surrender.Â
Dean sighs and turns back to his little brother. âSammy, câmon, the girl we met was a far cry from some powerful, demon-banishing witch, alright? She barely knew anything. You heard her. She never went back there after the fire and didnât want anything to do with this crap.â
Sam at least considers this for a moment.Â
âShe done the ritual yet?â Bobby chimes in then.Â
The brothers share a perplexed look before their heads swirl back to Bobby, speaking simultaneously, âWhat ritual?â
Salem, Massachusetts
Miaâs house never changes.Â
As you step inside, your keys still warm in your palm from unlocking the door, the same creak of floorboards greets you beneath your feet, the old pipes humming somewhere deep in the walls as they always do. Even the air smells the same â lavender cleaner, old wood, and something sweet and cinnamon that always clings to Miaâs place.
This house used to be your home once, too. From eleven to eighteen, every corner of this place had known you. Every wall has watched you grow into the woman you are today.
âHey, youâre home early,â Mia calls from the kitchen, her voice warm as she flips a page of the newspaper.
You shrug off your jacket, forcing something that resembles normalcy into your tone. âSlow day at work,â you sigh. âNo exciting murders for me to poke at.â
âGive it time. This town never disappoints,â she mutters dryly, not even looking up. âYou picked the right job for that.â
You huff a laugh and step closer, your eyes drifting to the paper in her hands more out of habit than interest. The headline catches your attention, though.
Sleepy Hollow Beheadings Continue: Third Victim Found
You furrow your brow, leaning slightly over her shoulder. âBeheadings? Seriously? What is this, 1692 again?â
Mia snorts lightly. âRight? That townâs living up to its brand too, I guess. Three victims in two weeks. All decapitated. No suspects. No weapons found.â She finally glances up at you, brows raised. âYour kind of nightmare.â
âOr dream.â You grin, already scanning the short article. Your brain starts cataloguing details on autopilot. Clean cuts? Jagged edges? Angle of severance? Man, you never get any cool cases like that around here. Youâd kill to see a crime scene of someone who was decapitated.Â
But then you force yourself to stop. Youâre not here for work. Well, not that kind of work at least.Â
You straighten and casually purse your lips. âYou got any plans today?â
Mia eyes you for a second, suspicious in a way only someone who raised you half your life can be. âWhy?â
You shrug again, entirely nonchalant. At least, you hope you pull it off. God knows itâs hard work to trick a cop, especially one as perceptive as your adoptive mother. âJust wondering. Thought I might hang out here for a bit.â
Itâs not that uncommon as of late that youâre seeking out her company. Ever since those brothers barged into your life, youâve been around her more. Somehow, being near someone who knows how to handle a gun brings you comfort, considering you stared down the barrel of one only a few weeks ago.
Mia studies you a moment longer, then sighs, her alarm bells luckily staying silent. âIâve gotta run some errands. Grocery store, dry cleaning, the usual. You wanna come with me like old times? Iâll let you push the cart again,â she teases.Â
âNah,â you huff perfectly casual. âKinda beat. Think Iâm just gonna curl up on the couch and watch reruns of Buffy.â
âAlright.â She nods but then finds your eyes with a hint of worry in hers. âYouâll be okay here alone?â
She never says it out loud, but sheâs been concerned about you for the past weeks. The fact someone threatened your life clearly doesnât sit right with her either.
âIâll be fine,â you assure her. âIâve lived here before, you know.â
She huffs a laugh, rising from her stool by the island, folding the paper. âAlright, kid,â she sighs softly. âThereâs still some leftover lasagna in the fridge if youâre hungry.â
You smile teasingly and arch a brow. âDid you put vitamins in it again?â
âThat was one time.â Mia frowns. âYou were a picky eater. I was worried you werenât getting enough nutrients.â
âNothing like vitamin C powder in hot chocolate,â you deadpan.
âYes, and I apologized for that,â Mia huffs, chuckling. âItâs not always easy being a parent. Youâll see.â
âIt tasted like feet.â
âYouâre still alive. I call that a win,â Mia says as she puts on her jacket and grabs her purse and keys, heading for the door. âIâll be back in a couple hours. Donât burn the place down while Iâm gone.â
âNo promises.â You smirk.
And then, you wait.
Not just until the door closes, the noise of the lock clicking like a starting gun, but until the sound of her car fades all the way down the street and the house settles back into that serene, watchful stillness.Â
Only then do you move.
You hesitate for half a second at the basement door, fingers hovering over the knob. Itâs not fear, exactly. More like⊠awareness. Youâre about to cross a line youâve spent years carefully avoiding.
You never wanted to dig into this. Never needed to. Your life was fine. Good, even. You had a job you liked, friends and family you loved, and a boyfriend calling you whenever he could from whatever classified corner of the world he was stationed in. You had normal â or at least something damn close to it.
Then, the stupid Winchesters showed up on your doorstep and tore a hole straight through it. Now, nothing fits the way it used to anymore.
Upon your next deep breath for some courage, you finally twist the knob.
Now or never, you suppose.
The basement greets you with a soft flicker of light as you flip the switch, the bulb buzzing for a second before it steadies. The air is cooler and heavier down here, carrying a scent of dust motes and time. Cardboard boxes along the walls. Old furniture draped in sheets. Stacked memories. Forgotten pieces of a life packed away and left behind.
Your life.Â
If thereâs anything left of who you were before, it has to be here.
You wander around carefully at first, afraid something might jump out at you (which, honestly, isnât even that ridiculous of a notion anymore). Itâs not just demons and monsters, but spiders count, too. Then you pull your hair into a bun, slip on a pair of blue nitrile gloves, and get to work. But as minutes tick away on the clock and you keep coming up empty, finding less than nothing, your movements grow quicker and more impatient.
You open box after box, drawer after drawer.
Yearbooks. Report cards. Old school papers. Trophies from high school â track, debate, that one science fair you still think you shouldnât have won. There are sketchbooks as well, filled with half-finished drawings and doodles you vaguely remember making during boring classes. Thereâs also a badly painted clay sculpture you made when you were fourteen.
Normal. All of it. Painfully, frustratingly normal.
Thereâs nothing here. No symbols. No books. No trace of anything even remotely⊠witchy. Itâs just a life carefully curated to look ordinary.
You shove the lid back onto another box a little harder than necessary this time, irritation prickling under your skin. âSeriously?â you mutter under your breath. âThatâs it? Thatâs what you hid from me? My stellar academic career?â
Nothing here answers anything. Nothing explains the things the Winchesters said â the demon, the fire, your family.
Your magic.
Your jaw tightens as you glance around the basement again, slower and more deliberate this time. If Mia hid something down here, it wouldnât be obvious. Sheâs by far not that careless. Sheâd hide it somewhere safe, somewhere out of reach and out of sight.
Fine. You can work with that.
You reach into your bag and pull out your notebook, flipping it open to a blank page. The glitter pen follows in orange because orange is for practical magic â the general âmake life run more smoothlyâ category. Itâs the one you seek out when you need to get stuff done. As a teen, you probably used the cleaning spell the most whenever Mia would tell you to get your room in order before going out. And hey, even when youâre breaking into your own past with magic, youâre still committed to the aesthetic.
You tap the pen against the page once, twice, thinking. Then you write.
What is hidden, lost from sight,Buried deep in shadowed night,Show your place and make it known,Call me to whatâs mine alone.
Satisfied, you softly mutter the words and then wait. It doesnât take long before you notice a subtle flicker in your periphery. Your head then turns slowly toward the far corner of the basement, drawn to it by an almost magnetic pull.Â
Thereâs an old safe there. Youâve seen it a hundred times before and never thought twice about it. Now, though, it hums, a soft glow threading through its metal seams, light trying to breathe through steel.
âWell, thatâs new,â you murmur, lips twitching slightly.
You push yourself to your feet and cross the room, crouching in front of it. Up close, the glow nearly dramatically screams here.Â
Your heart hammers wildly against your ribs as you inspect the lock. Knowing Mia, itâs probably useless trying to guess the code. Sheâs too smart to use birthdays or any other important numbers. Itâs probably some made-up combination she just forced herself to remember by heart.Â
âAlright, round two,â you sigh, flipping your notebook open again.
Metal sealed and secrets kept,Guarded where the past has slept,By my will, reveal, undo,What is hidden, I claim true.
Once the words leave your mouth, the safeâs lock clicks just like that. No resistance. No fight. The door simply creaks open without theatrics.Â
You stare at the crack for a second before letting out an incredulous breath. âOkay, that was way too easy.â
Man, youâd make an excellent bank robber. The world is truly lucky youâre a good person and not some homicidal maniac, considering the sheer damage you could do. Although, if you probably asked Dean Winchester, heâd still insist you were a homicidal maniac.Â
As you then reach inside the safe, the first thing you pull out is a photograph. Your breath catches in the same second your eyes land on it and fully take it in. Itâs been forever since youâve seen it. Too long.
Itâs the house you were born and grew up in. Your old family home. A blue, two-story Queen Anne perched on a hill like something out of a dream you never forgot â the white wrap-around porch, the octagonal tower, the stained-glass attic window still glowing even in the picture.Â
Your fingers tighten around the edges. You remember this. Not in fragments, not distorted, but clearly. Completely.
The smell of the grass. The sound of your mom laughing somewhere behind you. Your grandmaâs protective voice calling from the porch.
God, youâve missed it. You miss them. Itâs one of the reasons, probably even the biggest one, why you never had the urge to set a foot down here before and marinate in a past life you lost and could never get back.Â
You swallow as you set the photo aside and reach deeper.
There are more documents like birth records but tons of family pictures as well. You, smaller and grinning with missing teeth. Your mother beside you, soft-eyed and radiant. Your grandmother, stern but warm, a steady presence at your other side.
You carefully look and sort through all of them, more and more memories flooding back into your mind. Every new picture forces a sad smile onto your face. Every good memory hurts like hell.Â
You hate this. You donât want to do this. Not because you donât want to remember, but because you never forgot any of it in the first place. After all, how could you ever possibly forget a place like that?
Your childhood was magical, filled with days playing in the sun and nights spent chasing fireflies.Â
You remember the weekly tea parties your grandma used to throw in the attic when your aunties came to visit. You would dress up in your momâs old clothes and quietly play on the floor next to them as the sunlight shone through the stained glass, a colorful mosaic of a birch tree stretching along the boards.Â
You can also recall all the afternoons you spent with your mom in the garden as she taught you how to take care of plants. Youâd learned what each herb can do and knew the name of every flower by the time you were six years old.Â
As you grow curiouser and curiouser, you soon find yourself in your own rabbit hole till you stumble upon a sealed envelope with your name on it. Your heart winces when you recognize the handwriting. Itâs from your mother.
Youâve never seen this before. Mia never gave this to you.Â
Slowly and carefully, you slide your finger under the seal and pry it open. The paper inside is aged but still intact. You unfold it with shaky hands that donât quite feel like your own and then begin to read.
My dearest daughter,
If you are reading this, then time has carried you to a day I always dreamed of witnessing myself.
Your twenty-first birthday.
I wish I could be there with you. I wish I could see the woman youâve become, hear your voice again, hold your hands and tell you how proud I am. There are no words for the ache of knowing I wonât be there for this moment, but there is comfort in knowing that you at least made it here.
That you lived.
That you are still standing.
My sweet girl, you were born beneath a blood moon on the spring equinox, a rare and sacred convergence. From the moment you came into this world, your grandmother and I knew you were special â not because of power, but because of the balance you carry within you. Light and shadow. Creation and destruction. You were never meant to be ordinary, my love.
And for that, I am so sorry.
Because today marks more than just your birthday. It is your awakening.
In our family, the twenty-first year is when a witch comes fully into her power. The magic you have touched until now â the small spells, the flickers, the instincts â that is only the beginning. There is more within you. So much more. And it has been waiting, patiently, for you to be ready.
But with power comes danger.
There are forces in this world that will seek you out, that will want to use what you are or destroy it entirely. Be careful. Trust your instincts, even when they lead you down paths you don't understand quite yet â especially then.
You come from a long line of protectors. Witches who stood beside people, who fought to keep balance in a world that constantly tries to tip toward darkness. That legacy lives in you now.
Please remember: you are never alone in this, even if it feels like you are. Weâre always here to watch over you. And no matter what happens, no matter what choices you make or where your path leads, you are loved beyond measure.
Always,
Mom
The silence in the basement suddenly feels suffocating as you lower the letter. For a long moment, you just sit there, the paper trembling in your hands, your thoughts moving too fast and somehow not at all.
Twenty-one. Awakening. More power.
You let out a slow breath, your grip tightening slightly on the letter.
Well, alright, thatâs a lot to dump on someone. This is bigger than you thought. Bigger than a few weird conversations and vague warnings about demons.
This is something else entirely.
What does it all mean? Why is your mother giving you the Spider-Man speech from beyond the grave? And why the hell has Mia never shown this to you?
Deep down, you know she just wants to protect you and keep you safe. Before the night of the fire, she had never faced anything evil like this. Her natural instinct was to stay out of this world. She wanted you to have a normal childhood, a normal job, a normal life.Â
But you? Youâve grown up with the knowledge that there is more out there than meets the eye. You have always walked the line between ordinary and weird and tiptoed carefully between both worlds. And you know if something is truly coming for you, you canât just ignore it.Â
You know you canât simply turn your back and run away from this.
And for the first time since the Winchesters left, the fear you felt back then morphs into focus. Your gaze drifts toward the stairs, toward the world up there that suddenly feels too small for everything youâre holding now.
You need answers.Â
Your hands are shaking as you reach for your purse and pull out your phone. You hesitate as your thumb hovers over the contact â a name you never thought youâd call. But then, you dial the number.Â
Sam picks up on the third ring. âHello?â
You press your lips together for a second before speaking. âIs this Sam Winchester?â you check. âItâsâ, uhm, itâs me. Salem witch you tried to kill?â
Thereâs a brief pause before he speaks again, his voice more alert than before. âHey, uh, Iâm surprised you called. Honestly didnât expect it after the way we left.â
âMakes two of us,â you sigh. You still canât believe you actually called him. It feels like youâre only following the white rabbit even deeper into the hole.Â
âYeah, uhm, I canât blame you,â he chuckles lightly. âBut Iâm glad you called. Sorry again how things went down. That wasnât our intention.â
âYeah? Does your brother share that sentiment?â you retort.Â
Samâs silent for a moment, which is an answer in itself.Â
âDeanâs, uhâ⊠Itâs complicated,â is all Sam says. âYouâ, uh, you okay?âÂ
âDefine okay,â you huff under your breath, staring down at the letter in your lap again.Â
âDid something happen?â
You shake your head, swallowing. âNo, uh, nothing like that,â you assure him and can hear a small sigh of relief on the other line. Is he actually concerned about you? âI justâ, uhm⊠I looked through some of my old stuff in Miaâs basement and might have found something. I honestly donât know if it even is anything, I justâ⊠well, you said I should call if I did, soâŠâ
âNo, uh, thatâs fine. Anything helps. Big or small. Weâre kinda desperate here,â Sam says, laughing a little, which makes you huff a laugh as well.Â
What a weird fucking dayâŠ
âWe found some things, too,â he adds. âThereâs more going on than we thought.â
Great. Of course there is.
You close your eyes briefly and exhale a deep breath, steeling yourself. âWhatâ, uh, what did you find?â
Sam hesitates for a moment, the line falling silent. âIâm not sure we should do this over the phone. Might not be safe.â
You swallow thickly. You havenât thought about that. Do demons do wire-taps?
âYouâ, uhm, you wanna meet somewhere?â you ask reluctantly. Youâre not sure you truly ever want to see either of them again in your life. The plan was to tell Sam what you know, so he could handle it and you could go back to your same old boredom.Â
âYeah, uhm, weâre in South Dakota right now, but we can drive to Salem to meet you there,â Sam suggests.Â
Somehow, you donât like that idea. Last time they came to town, you felt paranoid for an entire week, double-checking locks and dark corners, your skin prickling with terror that the brothers might come back to finish the job or maybe even send some other hunter your way. Their visit left you feeling like you had a red-painted target on your back, not to mention that you were sure his brother still didnât take too kindly to you, judging by Samâs own hesitation.
âYou think you can come alone?â you ask then, chewing on your bottom lip. âI donât wanna see your brother again. No offense.âÂ
Sam chuckles a little. âNone taken. Trust me, I get it. Dean doesnât need to know,â he says, which brings you some relief. âI can keep him occupied. Just need to find a case in your area. Would that work for you?â
You pause for a moment, contemplating his suggestion. Unlike his brother, Sam hasnât tried to kill you. He hasnât even said a single bad word to you. Hasnât threatened you or even pulled a gun. But can you really trust him?
âActually, I think I might have a case for you guys,â you say musingly. âYou ever heard about Sleepy Hollow, New York?â
Sam barks an amused laugh at that. âSleepy Hollow, huh?â
âYeah, they had three beheadings over the last two weeks. Itâs been on the news. I donât know a lot about hunting, but that sounds like your area of expertise. Itâs only a four-hour drive from Salem. I could meet you there,â you suggest.
âThat actually sounds perfect,â Sam agrees.Â
âYeah?â
âYeah,â Sam says. âDean wonât pass that up. Itâll keep him busy.â
You nod slowly, even though he canât see it. âAlright.â
âWeâll head out right away. Probably will be there by tomorrow,â he continues.
âWorks for me,â you say, even though your nerves are exploding. âGuess Iâll see you there then.â
âYeah, see you,â Sam replies warmly.
You then hang up and stare at your phone for a moment longer before storing it back in your purse. Then your gaze drifts back to the open safe. To the photographs. To the letter still resting in your lap.
Your life was simple once â or at least simpler. But now it feels like the ground has cracked open beneath your feet, revealing a depth you didnât know was there.
All you can hope for now is that you donât fall down too far.
Sleepy Hollow, New York
This town almost feels like home to you. Because, much like Salem, Sleepy Hollow leans heavily into its reputation.
The streets are lined with old colonial houses that look like theyâve survived three centuries out of sheer stubbornness, their crooked fences and deep porches casting long shadows in the late afternoon sun. There are wrought-iron signs swinging above shop doors, carved pumpkins already appearing in windows despite it being still summer, and in the distance, an old church bell tolls ominously. Youâre sure if you looked hard enough, you could even find a murder of ravens lurking around somewhere.Â
As soon as youâd passed the town sign, you felt like you stepped into Edgar Allan Poeâs wet dream.Â
Sam texted you this morning when they passed Cleveland, stating theyâd be here in a couple of hours. And now, youâre standing on the sidewalk across from a small diner, sunglasses perched on your nose, the warmth of the sun settling against your skin, and it should feel pleasant. Casual. Normal.
But instead, your brain is busy running through worst-case scenarios. Because, really, what in the living hell are you doing here?
Youâre not just about to have coffee with an old friend and catch up on life. Youâre here to meet a hunter. Voluntarily. As in, not under duress, not with a gun pointed at you, not as part of some life-threatening interrogation. No, itâs just a normal Thursday afternoon (and maybe a deeply questionable life choice).
Your gaze drifts to the shop window of a small bookstore to your right and catches your reflection. You look ordinary, like everyone else around you, although your magic hums in your blood and you seriously contemplate walking straight back to your car and pretending this entire situation never escalated past mildly concerning.
You could still leave.
No consequences. No one chasing after you. No one would even know you came.Â
You could just turn around, drive back to Salem, and go back to your job, your apartment, your very sane and evidence-based existence where magic is something you use to occasionally clean your kitchen faster â not to unlock family secrets or hunt evil. You could just let the Winchesters keep chasing their demons, literal and otherwise, while you go back to your lab and your carefully constructed version of normal.
Tempting. Very tempting.
But then your mind, traitorous thing that it is, conjures your momâs letter again. The careful curve of her handwriting. The words that refuse to remain muted in the back of your head.
It is your awakening.
You make a face. Right. No pressure. But what if you donât even want to awaken anything at all? What if you just want to stay at home, eat ice cream on the couch, and not deal with any of this?
You exhale a deep sigh and finally push off the curb to cross the street before you can overthink this whole meeting into oblivion. It doesnât hurt to hear him out and find out whatâs really going on. Whether you want to or not, a door has opened and youâre forced to step through it. Doesnât mean you canât always still bolt back out later on when you donât like whatâs inside, though.Â
The bell above the diner door chimes as you stroll inside, a wave of cool air from the AC greeting you along with the rich scent of coffee, sugar, and grease. The place is busy but not too crowded, only a few locals lingering over iced drinks and tourists snapping photos like theyâre expecting the Headless Horseman himself to ride past the window at any second.Â
Of course tourists and reporters flooded this town as soon as the first victim dropped their head and turned it into a media circus.Â
Your eyes then cautiously scan the room for a minute before you spot Sam Winchester. You feel the relief flooding your veins when you find him alone and without the company of his bloodthirsty, bull-headed brother.Â
While Sam swore heâd come solo, you didnât quite trust his word, considering heâs technically supposed to be your arch nemesis. Thatâs how the story goes, right? The hunter and the fox.Â
Sam sits in a corner booth near the back, long legs tucked under a small table. The furniture in here clearly wasnât designed with a guy over six foot four in mind. Two coffees are placed in front of him, steam still rising from the cups. He looks less intense than the night you met him, but not exactly relaxed either. However, he definitely seems just as out of place here as you feel. You recognize a nervous energy in his aura, the yellow more butterscotch than buttercup this time.Â
His gaze lifts at the sound of the bell and then lands on you instantly. Recognition flashes on his face for a second before it softens, clearly relieved you decided to come.Â
You still hesitate for half a heartbeat before you can convince your feet to finally move his way.Â
âHey,â he says, straightening slightly as you approach. Thereâs a tentative smile on his lips as if heâs not entirely sure how this meeting is supposed to go either. âI wasnât sure youâd come.â
âYeah, I almost didnât,â you reply too honestly, sliding into the seat across from him.
It earns a small huff of amusement from him, and he nudges one of the drinks toward you. âGot you a coffee. Didnât know how you like it, but I figured I canât go wrong with black.â
You glance at it, then back at him. âWell, at least you have more manners than your brother.â
Whoops. That one slipped out before you could stop yourself.
Luckily, Sam only chuckles. âItâs kind of a low bar.â
You take the coffee, more for something to do with your hands than anything else before your gaze drifts toward the windows for a moment with a little hint of wariness in your eyes, maybe even a touch of lingering anger. You half-expect his brother to lurk in the bushes outside somewhere. He seems to be the type to do something like that.Â
âSo⊠where is your homicidal brother?âÂ
Again, Sam doesnât seem offended. If anything, he looks at you like he expected that question (and that tone).
âDeanâs at the morgue, looking into the case,â he assures you quickly. âDonât worry. He wonât show up. I made sure of that.â
Your eyes narrow slightly. âAnd heâs just⊠fine with you meeting me here alone?â
Granted, youâve only met the guy once, but that scenario seems highly unlikely by the controlling energy he was giving off.Â
âNot exactly,â Sam admits and grimaces slightly. He leans back a little, rubbing the back of his neck. âHe doesnât know Iâm here. Told him I was going to the library. To be honest with you, heâd probably kill me if he found out.â
You give him a dry look, taking a slow sip of your coffee. âYou or me?â You arch an eyebrow. âGood to know your survival instincts are questionable. Happy to be a part of a potentially lethal secret.â
âYeah, uh, Iâm sorry,â he says with a sheepish smile. âI just figured this was worth the risk, you know? And Dean, well⊠he doesnât need answers like I do. Actually, Iâm pretty sure heâs terrified about finding out more.â
Good, you think. Let that guy be as terrified as you were when he pointed a gun at you. Is it wrong that little bit of information only motivates you more to dig deeper and find answers just to spite that asshole?
Admittedly, this whole situation is ridiculous. Itâs strange to sit here like this â like you and Sam are suddenly allies. And yet, somehow, itâs a lot less hostile than the last time you saw him. Only three weeks ago, the two of you were still on opposite sides of a loaded gun.
Sure, itâs till weird. Still dangerous. Itâs just less⊠immediately life-threatening.Â
Sam shifts slightly in his seat and leans forward then, his expression turning more serious. âSo⊠what did you find?â
Right. Straight to business.Â
Your fingers tighten briefly around the mug before you reach into your bag and pull out the folded letter. The paper feels more fragile now than it did in the basement, as if it could disintegrate under too much scrutiny.Â
For a heartbeat, you hesitate.
Because this is personal. Painfully so. And Sam, as nice and kind as he may seem, is still someone you met under less than ideal circumstances. Heâs a complete stranger to you.
You study him for a second, weighing it. Trust versus instinct. Curiosity versus caution.
And then, slowly, you slide the letter across the table.
âItâs from my mom,â you share. âShe wrote it for my twenty-first birthday. Mia never gave it to me, though. I found it in her safe in the basement. Iâ, uh, I may have broken into it.â
Sam shoots you a surprised look, a smile rising on his lips. âYou know how to pick locks?â
âI know how to write spells,â you counter.Â
Sam huffs a small laugh at that. âGot it.â He then focuses back on the letter in front of him but doesnât touch it immediately. His eyes meet yours instead. âYou sure you want me to read this?â
Nope, not at all, you want to respond but find yourself nodding despite of it.Â
âYeah, uhm⊠I think you should.â
He accepts that, picking it up carefully as if he understands itâs more than just paper.Â
You watch him read, tracking every subtle shift on his face â the slight furrow of his brows and the way his focus sharpens when he reaches certain parts as his hazel eyes move steadily over the page. It feels oddly intimate â letting someone else into your life like this. There are only three people in the world you ever entrusted with your secrets: Paige, Cameron, and Mia.Â
You even told Paige you were coming here to meet one of the fake FBI guys who tried to murder you not that long ago (and you both agree that sentence sounds insane). But you mostly told her so at least one person knows your whereabouts in case you go missing here (or someone has an itchy trigger finger again).
You obviously havenât told Mia â not about the meeting or the letter. Youâre kind of dreading that conversation, scared of answers.Â
And Cameron⊠well, he doesnât exactly know yet that someone tried to kill you in the first place, let alone that youâre willingly meeting them again to dig deeper into your witchy family history that possibly involves demons. Thatâs probably a face-to-face conversation and not something you share over Skype with fifteen other guys sitting around your boyfriend in a tent.Â
When Sam then finally looks up, his whiskey-colored eyes are more piercing than before. Thereâs a razor-sharp glint in them now.
âThe blood moon,â he says. âSpring equinox.â
You nod slowly. âYeah, I have no idea what that means. The letter didnât exactly explain it. You were the first person that told me about that.â
âYour mom never mentioned it before this?â
âNo.â You shake your head sadly, but thereâs a thread of anger underneath it.Â
Sure, you were a kid and only eleven when they died, but your mom and grandma prepared you and taught you so many other things, and they couldnât mention that? A little heads-up about being born into a magical nuclear disaster wouldâve been appreciated.
Sam exhales, leaning back in the booth. âWell, uhm, according to the lore, itâs supposed to amplify your magic,â he says. âBut we actually found another connection from a hunter who knew your family. Heâs, uh, a family friend of ours, too.â
You tilt your head. âHe knew my mom and grandma?â
âYeah, uh, he worked with them,â Sam says. âYour grandmother mostly. Sometimes your mom. They helped him on hunts. Heâs actually the one who sent our dad to them.â
You blink, caught off guard. âOh, I didnât know that. I mean, I knew they tried helping your dad, and sometimes other people would come by the house, too. But I didnât know how far it wentâŠâ
As a kid, you caught glimpses here and there, but they mostly sent you away whenever a visitor would come around. You just never realized theyâd been running an entire secret operation right under your nose.Â
You recall the words in your momâs letter again, what your grandma always taught you as well, remembering youâre supposed to help people. Hunters. Itâs the family legacy.Â
But honestly? You have no idea how to do that. Defeating monsters isnât exactly in your wheelhouse. Youâre not equipped for it. Thereâs nothing you can offer them in terms of demon hunting aside from a few party tricks.Â
âHe told us this story about the first witch,â Sam continues.
Your head snaps up, realization dawning on you. âThe Legend of Eira,â you breathe.
âYeah.â Sam blinks in surprise, then nods. âYou know it?â
A small, nostalgic smile tugs at your lips. âMy grandma used to tell it to me before bed almost every night,â you share and then tilt your head slightly. âThough Iâm pretty sure I got the Disney version and not the Grimm one.âÂ
Sam huffs a chuckle. âYeah, probably.âÂ
Your fingers tap lightly against the coffee cup as the pieces shift in your mind, rearranging themselves into something new. Something bigger. Thereâs a lot you donât know about your own family. Too damn much. But thereâs some things you still remember well.Â
âAt the foot of a birch tree, Frejya gave Eira a symbol, one not yet known to mankind. One of growth, of protection, of life that endures and begins again â Bjarkan. Eira carved it into her skin, just above her heart, and pressed her blood into the bark of the tree, binding flesh to root, life to life. She did not take the power but became a part of it.â
Your grandmaâs voice floods your mind like it was yesterday and not more than a decade ago. Your hand automatically wanders to your collarbone on the left side, where a birthmark rests just above your heart, but itâs not just a random shape. Itâs a symbol. A rune.Â
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Sam seems to notice the motion, his eyes flicking briefly to the spot where your fingers touch the fabric of your shirt, the symbol hidden just underneath it, but he refrains from commenting on it.Â
âThe demon you talked about, the one that killed my family,â you say with a clear of your throat to snap his focus back. âWhat do you actually know about it? I mean, was your dad hunting it?â
Sam nods slowly, his fingers tightening around the mug in his hands. âYeah, uhm, heâd been hunting it for a long time,â he shares. âWeâve been tracking a pattern. It visited babies the night they turned six months old. Said it had plans for⊠special kids. Kids like me. Their mothers would usually die in a fire after.â
You swallow thickly, your stomach tightening. âBecause of your abilities?â
Sam gives you another nod. âYeah, all kids usually started developing abilities after their twenty-second birthday. At least, it did for me and the others weâve met so far. Itâs mostly psychic stuff. Visions, telekinesis, mind control⊠Itâs been different for everyone.â
A quiet breath escapes your lips as you sink back into the boothâs worn leather. âIs that why you guys were asking so many questions about the fire in Sugar Hill? Because you believed I was one of those kids?â
âYeah,â Sam admits, then chuckles lightly. âClearly, we were wrong about that one.â
âBecause I donât fit the pattern?â you question. Youâve heard the brothers mention it when they were in your living room that night. Itâs only now starting to make sense.Â
âYeah, but to be fair, there doesnât seem to be a pattern, after all,â Sam says. âWe recently discovered there might be kids out there whose mothers didnât die in a fire. Could just be anyone at this point. We donât know how many there are, either. Youâre probably not one of them, but I still think youâre connected somehow. Thereâs a reason this thing came after your family. After you.â
You let the words sink in and study him for a second, something clicking into place. âYour mom,â you say carefully. âShe died like that too, didnât she? In a fire?â
Sam nods once, the blue in his aura expanding and overtaking the yellow. âYeah, she did.â
Your head bobs softly. That explains a lot about both of these boys, actually. âIâm really sorry, Sam.â
Sam licks his lips contemplatively for a moment before leaning forward, the yellow glistening slightly. âLook, our dad thought you might be the key to killing this thing.â
Your brow shoots up, eyes widening. âIâm sorry, what?â A nervous laugh bubbles out of you. âYouâre joking, right?â
Sam shakes his head, serious as ever. âWe donât exactly know how yet, but he seemed pretty sure.â
âWell, Iâm not,â you protest. Can you close this goddamn door again?
Sam doesnât even flinch, though, and stays focused. âThe hunter who worked with your family â his name is Bobby Singer. He told us about a ritual, too.â
Your brow scrunches. âWhat kind of ritual?â
Sam chuckles a little. âHonestly? I was hoping you could tell me. We donât know either. Your family never shared the details with him,â he explains. âBut, uhm, your mom mentioned something about getting your full powers after your twenty-first birthday in the letter. You know anything about what she could mean?â
You shake your head slowly. âNo clue,â you huff, frustration lacing your tone. Then a frown slowly starts to form. âThey did tell me once my twenty-first birthday was special, but I donât remember anything specifically. At least there was no mention of some big, magical fireworks moment. And I didnât wake up differently that day either, if thatâs what you were gonna ask next. It wasnât like when I turned seven and first got my magic. Itâs been the same ever since.â
âProbably because you havenât done the ritual yet,â Sam muses, then finds your eyes. âYou think thereâs still anything at your old house in Sugar Hill?â
âThere might be,â you admit, your jaw tightening slightly. âBut just to be clear, Iâm still not going back there. I donât even know if I wanna do this. Iâm kinda happy with my magic the way it is. I didnât sign up for any of this, alright? I donât want more power, I donât want to kill some scary demon, and I definitely donât want to perform some weird, ancient ritual that could go horribly wrong for all we know. I have a job. A life, okay? I was honestly doing just fine before you guys showed up.â
Sam doesnât seem to be utterly fazed by your rant. âLook, I get it,â he levels with you. âReally, I do. Trust me.â
You hold his gaze patiently, waiting for the argument. Because judging by the determination in both his eyes and aura, you already know thereâs one coming.Â
âBut it doesnât matter if you want it or not,â he continues contrastingly gently to the meaning of his words. âIf the demonâs connected to you⊠itâs not just gonna leave you alone. And if it comes for you, it wonât just be you at risk. It could go after people around you, too. Your family. Friends.â
You fall silent as his words seep under your skin and avert your eyes to the window, watching people stroll past it, none the wiser of your conversation in here. You see Mia, Paige, and Cameron in their faces. Youâd very much like to keep them off a demonâs radar.Â
What if it comes for them, and youâre not strong enough to protect them?
âIt happened to me,â Sam adds, drawing your attention back to him. âIâ, uh, I was at Stanford a year ago.â
You quirk a brow at that. âYou went to Stanford?â
Sam smiles, chuckling a little at your bewilderment. âYeah, pre-law. Had a girlfriend, too.â
You smile a little too before it fades again when you notice his use of the past tense. âWhat happened?â
Sam pauses for a moment, his eyes focused on the coffee in his hands. âThe demon came and killed her,â he says quietly. âThatâs when I hit the road and started hunting with Dean again.â
You swallow harshly. âIâm sorry, Sam.â
âYeah, thatâs why Iâm trying to warn you,â he says and meets your eyes again. âI tried running away from this thing once, too. Hell, Iâm still planning on leaving all this behind as soon as that demon is dead. But as long as that thingâs alive, itâs gonna find you whether you wanna face it or not. Trust me.â
âGreat,â you mutter under your breath, nodding. âSo my options are âget involvedâ or âget everyone I love potentially murdered.â Love that.â
âYeah, it sucks,â Sam agrees with a hint of sympathy in his voice.
You scoff a dry laugh, because that might be the understatement of the goddamn century.
The silence lingers for a moment before you finally dare to glance back at him. âSo⊠what now?â
Sam exhales a long breath, leaning back in his seat. âI donât know yet, but we keep digging. Together,â he replies. âIâll look into the ritual. See if I can find out more about it. I can update you if I find anything. If thatâs what you wantâŠâ
Oh, youâre not sure about any of this at all. It feels like Sam has just shown you a steep cliff and then told you to jump in the same breath.Â
âIâll think about it, okay? Not gonna promise anything, though,â you say. âBut we can keep in touch.â
Samâs jaw locks slightly, but he eventually gives you a nod. âDeal.â
Welp, itâs not vampires, Dean thinks as he puts the last victimâs head back into its plastic container. At least, that means crazy-ass Gordon is nowhere around. When Sam first told him about this case, Dean was almost sure theyâd run into the nut job again. But as it turns out, itâs just regular people dying an irregular death.
No second set of teeth descending from their gums. No visible bite marks. And no one was drained of their blood either.Â
Which, somehow, isnât as comforting as it should be.
He exhales slowly through his nose, green eyes lingering on the headless body splayed out on the metal table in front of him. Thereâs a clean line where flesh meets absence â where something precise carved through bone and sinew, but itâs not surgical in the doctor-with-a-scalpel kind of way. Itâs an efficient removal, but not jagged, not messy, and not the sort of hack job he expects from something feral or hungry.
Three bodies. Three heads. No real answers.
Dean straightens and pulls off the nitrile gloves with a practiced flick, tossing them into the trash nearby.
Sleepy Hollow of all places. The irony isnât lost on him.
Town built on a ghost story about a headless horseman, and now the people here are actually losing theirs? Yeah, heâs sure Washington Irving is having a field day in his grave right about now. All thatâs missing is a flaming pumpkin and a dramatic thunderstorm. Thereâs probably even a tour guide out there spinning this into a story already.Â
The Horseman rides again, folks â buy your tickets, bring your kids!
Dean utters a light scoff and rubs a hand down his face. He didnât find traces of sulfur, signs of possession, or any ritual markings either. But the EMF? That spiked. Which tells him at least that heâs either dealing with a ghost or maybe even a cursed object.Â
The question of the who, when, where, what, and why remains, though. Awesome. Who doesnât love a good mystery, right?Â
Admittedly, not knowing wouldnât bother him as much if his little brother hadnât been acting weird as hell on top of it. That part, annoyingly, sticks with Dean the most.Â
Somethingâs been off since yesterday. Itâs subtle. It always is with Sam, but Dean knows his little brother better than anyone. He knows when that kid is being shifty and lying. Samâs brain is clearly already ten steps ahead and not sharing the map. The question is about what.Â
At first, Dean didnât second-guess Samâs strange insistence on taking this case. Why would he? Three headless bodies in a town famous for that sort of thing? Thatâs practically an invitation for hunters. Itâs cool. Itâs weird. Itâs exactly their kind of thing.
Now, though, he smells something fishy. And Dean? Well, he ainât stupid. It doesnât take a genius to realize Sleepy Hollow is only a nice, neat four-hour drive away from Salem. But Sam wouldnât go behind his back and seek you out after Dean explicitly told him not to.Â
âŠRight?
Shit.
Dean shouldâve clocked it sooner that something was up when Sam suggested to âdivide and conquerâ this morning, making Dean check out the morgue while Sam decided to hit the local library. It sounded logical. But that was code for Iâm about to do something you wonât like, wasnât it?
Divide and conquer my ass.Â
He scoffs under his breath again, pacing a few steps across the cold tiles before he completely heads out of the morgue.
It shouldnât come as a surprise that a good ten minutes later, Deanâs storming the library on a mission, still willing to give his little brother the benefit of the doubt. His eyes scan the rows of books, the scattered tables, and the couple of locals minding their own business in one quick sweep.Â
As expected, thereâs no Sam. No flannel. No furrowed brow. No nothing.Â
Dean doesnât even bother asking the older librarian at the front desk if sheâs seen a six-foot-four nerd hunched over a stack of lore books, practically absorbing ancient text through osmosis. He knows Samâs not here and probably has never even set a foot inside this place.Â
His tongue presses against the inside of his cheek, the irritation creeping in.Â
Called it.Â
Dean turns on his heel and stomps back out into the afternoon sun hitting him in the face to a blinding degree as he makes his way down the busy street, bustling with reporters and tourists already in town for the big show.Â
And then, there it is â the sign heâs been looking for. In the corner of his eye, a flicker of Bimini-blue glints in the sunshine.Â
He knows that color. And he knows that car. Your Aveo sticks out like a sore thumb, parked neatly by the curb among the others. Needless to say, he doesnât need more proof than that to confirm his theory.Â
Of course Sam wouldnât let it go. Of course heâd sneak around, go behind Deanâs back, meet up with you like some damn teenager meeting his girlfriend after curfew instead of another potential disaster waiting to happen.
And for what? To chat? To compare fucking notes? To bond over witchy nonsense and goddamn demon bedtime stories?
The anger and frustration simmer under his skin as he heads further down the street in search of his little brother and the surely witchy companion. He follows the line of sight instinctively from your car to whatever place would set a good location for a meeting like that till his gaze lands on a small diner two blocks down.Â
And sure enough, he spots Sam and you through the window, sitting and chatting in a booth like old goddamn friends.Â
Deanâs going to kill him. Itâs done.Â
But Sam knows what heâs doing, or he wouldnât have picked a public place in broad daylight. He knows Dean canât very well pull out his gun here and start shootinâ even if he does catch them (which point for Dean for proving Sam wrong).Â
Sam should also very well know, though, that Dean doesnât really care about any of that â not the people, not the sunlight â if push comes to shove. And, well, itâs shoving pretty damn hard right now.Â
However, Dean decides not to storm the diner right away, guns blazing. Instead, he watches, green eyes fixed on the window, and waits those two out. Thatâs what good hunters do, after all.Â
They set traps for their foxes.Â
Samâs leaning forward on the table, focused and listening. Of course he is. Heâs probably trying to score points, give you some sad stories and puppy dog eyes, and then boom â heâs got you hooked on whatever crazy plan heâs trying to talk you into.
Dean knows how that one goes. Heâs been on the receiving end of it a few times now.Â
Youâre talking, hands moving as you explain something, your expression soft and yet animated in a way thatâs⊠different from what he remembers when he last saw you. Not scared. Not defensive. Just⊠engaged.
Sam says something then, you respond, and then thereâs a beat before you laugh â actually laugh, like his little brother suddenly is the funniest person on the planet. For the record, Dean knows for a fact that ainât true.Â
What the hell is this?
Is Sam⊠flirting with you? Is that what Samâs flirting looks like? Is this what this whole thing is about? Sam wanting to get laid?
Honestly, Dean canât tell for sure if thatâs whatâs happening or not. Because, while he knows his little brother pretty damn well, he doesnât know that much about Samâs skills in that department. Dean didnât really see Sam date a lot in high school and then he went off to Stanford. And now, well, Samâs not really been an outgoing person so far, so not a lot of references there either.Â
Sure, Dean supposes his little brother landed Jess, and she was a damn ten, so Sammyâs gotta have some game, right? On the other hand, there was also Sarah not that long ago, a chick from a case, and that seemed admittedly a little⊠bumpy (and not in the way you want something like that to be bumpy).Â
Jesus, is that what Deanâs witnessing right now? His little brother dipping a toe into the dating pool? And why the hell is he even thinking about Samâs flirting attempts in the first place? It shouldnât bother him.
It doesnât.Â
Awesome. Now he feels like a creep whoâs watching something not meant for his eyes. Itâs like thereâs a piece of a puzzle here thatâs not supposed to fit, except it does, and thatâs the goddamn problem.Â
Why does it have to be a witch? Why does it have to be you?Â
And yeah, okay, heâs noticed it before â not the feeling but the cause of it. Hard not to. Youâve got that⊠thing, whatever the hell it is, that makes people look twice. He looked twice. He can admit as much. Heâs gonna be a grown-up about it (not out loud to other people, though. Especially not you. No, no, thatâs notâ).Â
But itâs not just that youâre pretty, not just attractive, though yeah, thereâs that too, obviously. Again, heâs not blind, either. But itâs something else â something he canât quite pin down or even put his little finger on (and the thought of you and his finger definitely shouldnât give him, well⊠other thoughts).Â
Thereâs something wrong with him, isnât there? He just canât figure out what, though.Â
Itâs probably just a you thing. Yeah, thatâs gotta be it. Itâs you. Heâs blaming you.Â
Thereâs an edge to you that doesnât line up with anything he knows how to categorize. And that, God, that fucking bugs him.
Because he likes things that fit. Things that make sense. Things he can label and move on from.
You fucking donât do any of these things.Â
This whole scene in front of him reminds Dean of another one of those weird dreams heâs had a couple of nights ago. There have actually been a few of those with one common theme:
Itâs always you and Sammy, both little and close in age, laughing and running around, unburdened and weightless, catching frogs and butterflies, whispering secrets in the tall grassâŠÂ
One gets the idea.Â
And Dean? Heâd be off somewhere, isolated, outcast, excluded and far away, but not out of reach. Heâs very much reachable. But no one ever reaches for him.Â
Maybe you put something in his drink. Date-raped him with some witchy love potion or sex potion and thatâs causing all these bizarre feelings now. Hell, maybe thatâs what you did to Sam, too. You probably snuck a few drops of something cursed into his vanilla soy latte or whatever the hell his little brotherâs drinking in there.Â
Dean shakes his head clear and rolls his shoulders. This is ridiculous. He doesnât care if youâre getting along with Sam. He doesnât care that youâre sitting there like you belong at that table, acting like youâre part of something youâre definitely not a part of. He doesnât care that Sam looks⊠comfortable. Open. The way he hasnât in a while.
Thatâs not the point.
The point is that Sam lied. The point is that youâre a wildcard. The point is that Dean told him not to call you.
And yet, here you fucking are.
A minute later, both you and Sammy then finally rise and head for the door. Still talking vividly. Still laughing like old buddies. Still wrapped up in whatever the fuck this is.Â
And Dean? He steps out of the shadows before either of you can register whatâs happening, irritation rushing through his blood when he sees the stupid smile on his brotherâs face.
âReally, Sam?!â
Both of you freeze in your tracks. Itâs like a switch flipped, and your smiles fall abruptly. Samâs head snaps up, your eyes go wide, and the two of you look like two baby deers in headlights. But Dean doesnât even give either of you a second to recover.Â
âLying? Meeting up with the enemy?â he snaps, deep voice raspy enough to grate on anyone. âI told you not to call her!â
Sam straightens, already having steeled himself for the inevitable lecture. âAnd I didnât,â he argues. âShe called me, alright?â
âA loophole, Sam? Really?â Dean raises his brows, then scowls. âThatâs what youâre going with?â
You, on the other hand, are hiding halfway behind Samâs broad back, deciding to use him as your shield. You blink between the brothers, caught in the crossfire.Â
âYou know what? Iâm gonna go,â you mumble with a clear of your throat, already taking a tentative step back. âLet you guys figure this outââ
âWhoa, whoaââ Dean moves in an instant and blocks your path to freedom. âNot so fast, Sabrina.â
Your brow scrunches as you glance up at him. âSabrina?â A beat passes before realization clicks, your expression darkening a smidge, clearly unimpressed with his nickname game. âOh⊠Funny.â
A tiny smirk tugs on Deanâs lips. Antagonizing you is admittedly sort of fun.Â
âPuritan,â you scoff under your breath and cross your arms.Â
But Dean? Oh, he still heard that.Â
âWhat did you just call me?â
âYou heard me,â you grit, the defiance gleaming in your eyes.Â
Now, Dean can take an insult. Youâre not the first person that threw something at him and hoped it would stick. But puritan? Heâs never gotten that one before. Everyone who knows him would probably agree that heâs the least strait-laced prude there is. Thereâs nothing pure about him.Â
And just like that, his smirk morphs to a scowl.Â
âOh, you stay right there, Stevie Nicks Junior,â he warns, pointing a finger at you. âYouâre not going anywhere.âÂ
You, however, arenât scared of him this time or even backing down. Instead of flinching, you square your shoulders and meet his glare head-on.Â
âOr what? Youâre gonna shoot me in a busy street during daylight?â You tilt your head cockily, lips twitching. âYou know thatâs a red flag, right? I mean, Jesus, youâre every dating siteâs worst nightmare. Itâs like a full catfish situation.â
What theâ
What the hell does that mean now?!Â
Dean blinks, mouth agape, thrown just enough by the comment to be noticeable. Sam snorts in obvious amusement, earning himself a glare. Then Dean looks back at you, sterner than before as he tries (and fails) to fully track whatever the hell you just said. It sounded like a compliment wrapped in an insult.Â
âWell, consider yourself catfished then,â he retorts with a huff and prays it makes sense. Your brow wrinkles, so it probably didnât, but Dean ignores it skillfully. âYouâre in this now.â His gaze then flicks expectantly between you and his little brother. âWell? Somebody gonna fill me in on whatâs going on here?â
Sam exhales a long and deep breath. âDean, look, I was just catching her up on what we know so far about the demon and what Bobby told us about her family.âÂ
âWhat?!â Dean snaps, shaking his head furiously. âYou told her all of that?! First Ellen, now her? Why donât you go ahead and put it out in an email newsletter next time, huh? Save us all some time, man.â
Sam sighs and rolls his eyes. âDeanââ
âNo!â Dean cuts him right off, voice rising. âYou canât trust her, Sam! You know that.âÂ
âStill standing right here,â you chime in dryly and wave your hand in mock. âYou know, where you told me to standâŠâÂ
Dean smacks his lips and shoots you a sharp look, then points a finger at you again. âYouâre a bad influence on him.â
âDudeââ Sam starts, but this time you cut in first.Â
âYou know what? I donât need this,â you announce with a tight smile. âYou guys are on your own with this. Iâm going. So if you plan on still shooting me in front of at least twenty witnesses, do it now because Iâm walking away.â You turn on your heel, then throw a glimpse back at Sam over your shoulder. âGood luck with the case.â
Deanâs jaw clenches hard as soon as you take that first step.
âSo what?â he throws after you. âYouâre just gonna ditch while people are dying in this town? Real class act.â
Alright, sure, Dean doesnât want you on this hunt. Doesnât want you anywhere near him or Sam. But alas, youâre here already â no thanks to his little brother dragging you into their mess. Sam may as well have painted a blinking red target on your back. And now, well, youâre Deanâs fucking responsibility.Â
Luckily, Deanâs good at finding buttons. And certainly, heâs found yours and knows where to push down.Â
You stop in your tracks and spin on your heel, the irritation sparking your eyes like a wildfire. âIâm not a hunter. Thatâs your specialty,â you shoot back. âIâm gonna go home, watch Buffy slay some vampires, and then think of you in spirit, alright?âÂ
Dean studies you for a second, then sighs, forcing some of the heat out of his voice. âItâs not vampires,â he says, more grounded now, catching Samâs attention as well. âChecked all three bodies. No second set of teeth, no bites, no feeding, nothing. Clean cuts.â
âSo what are you thinking?â Sam asks, focusing immediately on the case. Maybe heâs just happy about the distraction. âGhost? Cursed object?â
Dean shrugs lightly. âWould be my best guess.â
Sam nods slowly before his eyes drift toward you, the familiar look that Dean knows all too well already forming. Heâs going full puppy on you. No one can resist that. Itâs like his little brotherâs superpower.Â
âWhich means we might need another perspective,â Sam muses, gaze flicking to you without hiding his intentions.Â
âDonât look at me like that,â you grumble, eyes narrowing. âItâs not my job.â
âPeople are still dying,â Dean repeats because he can read you well enough to know thatâs your kryptonite.Â
And yeah, he wasnât a fan at first of the witchy disappearing act you pulled back in Salem, but he can admit that he might have overreacted back then and pulled the trigger a little too soon (metaphorically speaking). Youâre doing a good thing there, helping people, even though Dean doesnât really approve of the methods. Heâs not going to admit that to your face, though. Canât let you have that win. That probably would only go to your head.Â
âPeople are dying everywhere every day,â you point out and throw your arms up. âWhat do you want me to do next? Perform open-heart surgery without a medical degree?â
Damn, thatâs a good point. Youâre admittedly quick on the draw and sharp as a tack. But Dean? Heâs got some tricks up his sleeve, too. Heâs used to that kind of argument from Sam, so heâs got some repartee of his own. Otherwise, God knows heâd never win a single fight.Â
âLook, we could use your help,â Sam adds, pulling on the gentle kid gloves before Dean can interject. You hesitate, clearly torn, your gaze wandering back and forth between them. âWeâre staying at a bed and breakfast down the road. We can get you a room. You donât have to drive back tonight. Just sleep on it.â
âWhoa, no, thatâs not gonna happen,â Dean cuts in sternly. âNot gonna risk her disappearing on us, man.â His eyes lock onto yours, unyielding. âYouâre staying where we can see you in case you pull somethinâ.â
âWhat? No!â you protest firmly. âIâm not playing summer camp with you two. Where would I even go? You know where I live. You know where I work. Hell, Sam has my number.â
âYeah, and you also got a little disappearing spell in your repertoire. I havenât forgotten about that one,â Dean counters cleverly. God, he has to bite back the rising smirk because he can see on your face that heâs got you with that one.Â
You scowl and cross your arms. âHow do I know youâre not gonna shoot me when I sleep?â
âGuess you donât.â
âDean,â Sam warns with a hint of frustration in his tone. âHeâs not gonna shoot you,â he assures you gently, then glares back at Dean and grits, âRight?â
âWellââ
âDean.â
Dean rolls his eyes back and sighs. âFine, whatever.âÂ
You stare at him for another second, then let out a short, incredulous laugh, lifting a brow. âDo you actually hate me that much?âÂ
Dean opens his mouth, already halfway to some snarky comeback. Something easy. Something cutting. But then he stops.
Because the answer that comes up first isnât any of that. Itâs something messier. More complicated. Something he doesnât have a name for yet and doesnât particularly want one.
So, he shoves it down. Deep, deep down.Â
âDonât flatter yourself,â he shoots back dryly instead. âYouâre just easier to deal with when youâre not sneaking around.âÂ
Your eyes narrow to a glare, and for a minute, it seems like youâre going to walk away anyway, but then you exhale a deep sigh, shoulders dropping just a little bit.Â
âFine,â you mutter. âBut Iâm not doing this because you told me to.â
Dean scoffs, unimpressed. âYeah, keep telling yourself that, Sabrina.âÂ
And just like that, the three of you stand there â tense, mismatched, and somehow stuck in the same mess whether any of you like it or not.
â¶ïž Chapter 4: Do You Hate Me? â June 19
Ready to storm the comments? I'm so excited to hear your best guesses and theories as to what the hell is going on here with that crazy, emotional, and possibly fake (?) childhood dream đđź (And yes, I did hurt my own heart writing this one, and there might be more in the next parts lol). Also don't ask me how long it took to craft those spells, letter, and ancient legend. I went full LOTR (and the rhyming for those spells is haaard) đ
In other news, how did you like Sabrina and Sam's secret meeting and all the revelations in this part? Of course it's not that easy to trick Dean. Shame on them for trying lmao. How long do you think it will take till their bonding annoys him, though? A minute? đ
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âOkay,â Sam sighs and scratches the back of his neck. âI think we should head to the library next. I mean, the whole hooves thing makes me think we might actually be dealing with the Headless Horseman. Maybe we can find out who it is, because this thingâs definitely mobile.â
Dean nods, still hung up on that whole red-green thing, but you shake your head slightly, brows creasing. Figures.
âActually, I wanna process the evidence first. Might give us a clue about the weapon and where to find it,â you say.
Dean then finally dares to look at you again, brow furrowing lightly. âThought you already did that with that whole horsey aura thing.â
âThatâs notâ⊠You know what? Never mind.â You press your lips together, biting back whatever comment you wanted to make, and simply turn to Sam. âPoint is, I need a lab. Donât exactly have one here. The rust, the hair⊠Thereâs more there.â Then you smack your lips, musingly looking between the brothers. âYou guys do breaking and entering, right?â
Sam and Dean exchange a look.
Of course.
Dean sighs. âYup, we do.â
âYou guys go. Iâll hit the library,â Sam says, not even arguing (or volunteering).
âFine. Iâll go with her.â Dean nods and rolls his eyes slightly.
But you? You immediately grimace and wrinkle your nose.
âDo you have to?â you question and then tone down the hostility a little by clearing your throat. âI mean, canât Sam come to the lab with me, and you can go to the library?â
Deanâs lips rise to a smirk at that. âNot a chance in hell, Sabrina.â
Chapter Summary: You think you've tricked the two hunters on your heels, but Dean's already on your tail and catches you in the worst possible moment â with a gun, bad assumptions, and zero goddamn patience.
Warnings: 18+ language, canon-divergence, set after 2x02, enemies to friends to lovers, slow burn, mentions of death and DV, angst
Word Count: 13.9k
A/N: Still dealing with sickness around here, but I'll be fully back soon đ Meanwhile, are you ready to finally find out what happens next? Intense bickering ahead. Thank God for Sam being the mediator we all need đ
That stupid hunter bought your cover hook, line, and sinker. And you? You danced on the edge of a blade and stepped back without a single goddamn scratch.
Youâre still riding the high, sharp and sweet, as you stroll out of the bar and into the cool night air, meeting up with Paige in the alley by your car.Â
âHoly shit,â she says as she catches up with you. âYou demolished that guy.âÂ
âPlease,â you snort, fishing your keys out of your bag. Thereâs a satisfaction in your eyes you donât even bother hiding. âHe practically did it to himself. He was laying it on a little thick in there.âÂ
âA little?â Paige laughs, arching an eyebrow. âHe was two seconds away from offering to carry you home.â
You unlock your Bimini-blue Aveo and climb into the driverâs seat, Paige dropping into the passenger side at the same time, still buzzing with adrenaline. She always gets a little too excited whenever you involve her in your magical extracurricular activities ever since the day you told her you were a witch.Â
You were twelve, and back then, you didnât do it with the intention of involving her in anything, especially in anything dangerous. You did it like a middle-schooler sharing secrets with her best friend â in a treehouse while playing pretend, completely innocent. You definitely never imagined the two of you would trick a hunter one day and build an entire underground network that helps victims of abuse.Â
âHe was cute, though,â she adds as an afterthought, slumping back in the seat.Â
You start the engine and hum. âMm.âÂ
âDonât âmmâ me. He was.âÂ
You shrug your shoulders, pulling away from the curb. âIf you say so.âÂ
Paige narrows her eyes at you. âThat is not an answer.â
âIt is an answer.â
âItâs a dodge.â Paige raises a brow. âItâs the least committal answer Iâve ever heard in my life. I saw you flirting back.âÂ
âI wasnât flirting,â you say, although the corner of your mouth betrays you. âI was gathering information.âÂ
Paige lets out a short laugh. âOh, right. Very professional. Very subtle, too. I especially liked the part where you leaned in toâ, what was it⊠âhear him betterâ?âÂ
âHe was mumbling,â you shoot back, shifting gears smoothly as you merge onto the road, Clancyâs disappearing in your rearview. âNot my fault.â
âMhm.â She watches you with that look she gets whenever she thinks sheâs caught you with your hand in the cookie jar. âAnd the giggling and pushing your boobs out? Also part of the investigation?â
You shrug again, one hand loose on the wheel, the other resting near the gearshift as you hide a smirk. âIt worked, didnât it?â
It did.Â
You replay the whole encounter without really meaning to â the ease and rhythm of it. The way he held eye contact just a smidge longer than necessary, measuring, weighing, and deciding where to push next. The way he wielded the deepness and rough edges of his voice as if he knew exactly what it did to people. And the way heâd leaned in, confident in that effortless and charming way of his, like heâd done this a hundred times before and never once been wrong about the outcome.Â
Till now, till you, that is.
And you? You let him.Â
Let him think he was in control when he really wasnât. Let him steer the conversation just enough that it felt natural when you nudged it somewhere else. A question here, a detail there. Soft enough to pass as curiosity, but harmless enough to ignore. You carefully crafted the version of yourself he wanted to see and neatly stepped into it.
Your high school drama teacher surely wouldâve been proud of you for bringing so much authenticity to the role.Â
Paige then nudges your arm lightly, hauling you from your thoughts. âOkay, but seriously. He was cute.â
You roll your eyes and exhale through your nose. âI have a boyfriend. Remember Cam? You like him.â
Paige, however, doesnât even miss a beat. âYou can have a boyfriend and still have eyes, dude.âÂ
âIâm serious.â
âSo am I.â
You shake your head, laughing a little. âOh, Cam would love this conversation right now.â
âOh please. Itâs just me youâre talking to,â Paige counters, waving it off. âOur sweet Cameronâs halfway across the world right now, not sitting in your passenger seat.â
For a second, your grip tightens just slightly on the wheel, your thoughts wandering to somewhere far beyond Salem â to dry heat and desert dust, to your boyfriend stuck somewhere in the middle of it.
You miss him. God, you do. But the two of you knew what you signed up for with each other when you met three years ago in college.Â
âIâm just saying. You didnât exactly look like someone suffering through that conversation tonight,â Paige teases you.Â
You huff another laugh. âBecause I wasnât. I was handling it.â
âHandling it,â she parrots, lips twitching in amusement. âIs that what weâre calling it now?â
âYes.â
âRight. Tall, green eyes, voice like he drinks whiskey for breakfast and smokes a pack a day, but not flirting. Handling.â
You toss her a grin. âNow youâre catching on.â
Paige grins as well, clearly unconvinced, but lets it go. For now, at least. You know her well enough to anticipate her throwing it back like a boomerang at some point in the near future and hitting you in the face with it at probably the most inappropriate moment possible.Â
You focus on the road then and on the glow of streetlights stretching ahead. âHe tried too hard for my taste.â
Paige shoots you a raised look at that. âOr,â she counters, âyouâre just allergic to fun.â
âIâm not allergic to fun,â you defend, chuckling. âI just donât like being read.â
Paige snorts. âIronic coming from you.â
âFine,â you scoff, rolling your eyes back. âMaybe I just donât like being hunted, then.â
Your mind drifts back to the bar, the slight sting in your gut seeping through the triumph in your veins. You played it perfectly tonight â calm, sweet, a little vulnerable. You gave him just enough truths to make the lies stick. No tells. No slips. Nothing he could latch onto. You watched him carefully the entire time. Every shift, every glance, every subtle change in posture. You waited for the moment something didnât line up, but the other shoe never dropped.
Still.
âYou think he bought it?â
Paige doesnât hesitate with her answer. âOh, 100%,â she assures you. âThe sad backstory? The whole âIâm just a normal girl with a stressful jobâ thing? He was eating out of your hand. Complete goner. You couldâve probably told him the moon was made of cheese, and he wouldâve believed you.âÂ
Your mouth curves, but it doesnât quite reach your eyes. âI donât know,â you muse, biting the inside of your cheek. âAt the end there, something felt⊠off.â
Paige furrows her brow. âOff how?âÂ
You hesitate a beat, trying to pin it down, but it stays on the tip of your tongue. âI donât know. His aura justââ You frown slightly. âIt didnât match. Not completely.âÂ
âMeaning?â
âMeaning he was all smooth and relaxed on the surface, sure,â you say slowly, replaying it in your head, âbut underneath there was this⊠sharpness. A little anger, maybe.âÂ
Paige considers your hunch for a second before brushing it off. âYeah, well, he was probably just annoyed you didnât go home with him. Poor guy put a lot of effort in. I mean, dude spends all night flirting his ass off, thinks heâs closing the sweetest deal of his lifetime, and then you just leave? Iâd be a little off, too.â
A soft laugh escapes you at her unhinged theory. âWhat a devastating loss.â
âYeah, Iâd say,â Paige snorts and shoots you a grin. âTragic, really. My thoughts and prayers go out to him. Rest in peace, G-Man.âÂ
You shake your head at her, but the smile lingers as you turn into the small parking lot beside your apartment building, headlights sweeping over the second car parked next to your spot. Itâs exactly what you expected. Old, beige, and forgettable. Mia never does anything halfway.Â
You pull in beside it and cut the engine, the lightness and banter from the drive slowly fading and being replaced by focus and professionalism.Â
Paige leans forward, peering through the windshield. âWow. Where the hell does Mia always find these cars?â
âNo clue. I think she gets them from the junkyard across town,â you reply, reaching for the door. âWhat matters is that nobodyâs gonna miss it.â
The cracked asphalt scuffs softly under your sneakers as you spot Amy already waiting underneath one of the streetlights at the edge of the courtyard, her young son tucked against her side like he might vanish if she lets go of him. She looks like sheâs holding their whole world together with sheer willpower. But even in the dim glow of the lamp, the fading purple and blue bruise along her cheekbone is impossible to ignore. Itâs the ugly reminder of why sheâs here in the first place.Â
âHey,â you greet them with a warm smile as you approach. âYou made it.âÂ
She nods quickly, relief flickering across her face the moment she sees you. âYeah, uh, Iâm sorry for calling you tonight. I justâ⊠We didnât wanna wait any longer. I couldnât stay another night. Not after today.â
âItâs okay. I told you to call me whenever youâre ready,â you reassure her gently and gesture toward the beige car. âEverythingâs already in there. Papers, IDs, and enough money to get you started somewhere else. Donât worry. Mia made sure it all checks out.â
âI even packed you guys some snacks for the road,â Paige adds with a smile.Â
Amy just stares at you like youâve handed her something impossible. âI donât understand how youââ
âYou donât have to,â you cut in, smiling. âThatâs kind of the whole point.âÂ
Her son Ethan, seven, then peeks out at you behind his motherâs legs, clutching the same worn stuffed fox you saw him with at the hospital earlier. You soften instinctively and drop to one knee in front of him.
âHey, champ,â you say warmly. âYour fox looks ready for an adventure. Got a name?â
âRusty,â the boy mumbles shyly, the limbs of his stuffy flopping over his fists like heâs trying to hide behind it.Â
âRusty,â you repeat, smiling. âSolid name, buddy. Rustyâs gonna keep you company the whole drive, okay? And when you get to the new place, he gets first pick of the bed.âÂ
A tiny smile flickers across Ethanâs face at that before you rise to your feet again.
âThank you,â Amy says, looking at you and Paige. âBoth of you.â
âYou donât have to thank us. Weâre happy to help. Just take care of yourself, okay?â you tell her. âThe next partâs easy. Trust me.â
Amyâs grip tightens slightly on her son. âHow does it work exactly?âÂ
âItâs like a glamour. It means the wrong people will look right at you but not really see you,â you explain, tilting your head as you search for the right words. âLike their brain just⊠skips over you. You wonât stand out. You wonât stick. Anyone trying to find you will just⊠slide right past. You understand?â
âI call it âweaponized invisibility,ââ Paige chimes in with a grin.Â
âBasically,â you agree, a small smile tugging at your mouth before you glance back at Amy. âYouâre still there. Youâre just not interesting enough to anyone thatâs actively looking for you to ever remember.âÂ
Amy exhales a small breath of relief, some of the tension falling from her shoulders, though it doesnât disappear completely. âAnd is it⊠safe?âÂ
You nod without hesitation. âYeah, itâs completely safe. I promise. Itâll hold as long as you need it to. The only one who can lift it is me. If, at some point, you decide you donât need it any longer, you can give me a call, and I can break the spell again. Until then, it keeps you both off the radar.âÂ
Thereâs a pause as she takes in all the information youâve given her today, weighing and measuring it against everything sheâs trying to leave behind â a home, a husband, a life.Â
And then, Amy gives you one decisive nod. âDo it.â
âDude, we gotta talk,â Dean says as soon as he barrels into the motel room, shoving the door open so hard it slams into the wall and chips the paint.Â
Sam, however, doesnât look up at first or even seem mildly rattled by the entrance. Heâs comfortably spread out on the cheap bed, one knee propped up, a bunch of research papers scattered across the mattress beside him.Â
âYou strike out already?â he asks, distracted, but thereâs a hint of amusement in his voice. âWhat happened to not coming back tonight?â
âYeah,â Dean scoffs humorlessly and doesnât slow down as he crosses the room. Thereâs a restless type of energy surging through his blood that heâs been holding onto the entire drive back from the bar. âThat was before I found out sheâs a freaking witch.â
Samâs attention finally piques, straightening on the bed, brow already knitted when his head snaps up. âWhat?â
Dean lets out a breath, caught somewhere between a laugh and a scoff, still pacing the stained motel carpet.Â
âYeah, you were right, man,â he admits. âHot CSI? Definitely not Little Miss Innocent. I can tell you that much.â He runs a hand through his hair, shaking his head. âHer bag fell open at the bar, and I got a nice, clear look at the full witch starter pack inside. Tarot cards, herbs, spell book⊠Even had the rune thing on the cover.â
Samâs expression morphs from confusion to something more focused and analytical as he rises from the bed. âYou sure?â
âYeah, Iâm sure, man,â Dean confirms. âThe whole thing smelled like a New Age gift shop exploded in there.â
âHuh. Witch,â Sam mumbles to himself, moving over to the small table where more of his research litters the surface. âThat actually makes sense.â
âWhat makes sense?â Dean slows on the carpet, frowning. Why can that kid never finish a damn thought?
Sam drops into the rickety chair, shuffling scattered notes around and flipping pages till he finds what heâs looking for. âI dug more into her background while you were, uh⊠busy,â he says, clearing his throat subtly of judgment as Dean shoots him a little glare. âShe was born on spring equinox 1984, which just so happened to coincide with a full lunar eclipse, also called a blood moon.â
Dean crosses his arms, shooting his little brother a flat look. ââŠSo?â
Sam huffs a chuckle, clearly expecting that reaction. âItâs not just any date, Dean. See, to witches, pagans, and a bunch of old traditions from Europe, the spring equinox is a big deal,â he explains. âItâs basically their New Year. A balance point. Day and night are equal, light and dark are even⊠That dayâs practically all about transitions â winter to spring, death to life, dark to light. Itâs a threshold.â
The creases on Deanâs brow deepen slightly. âA threshold for what?â
âIt means nothingâs fully one thing or the other,â Sam replies rather unhelpfully, because it certainly doesnât make things clearer for Dean. âPoint is, itâs tied to change. Renewal. Cycles resetting. In a lot of folklore, itâs when the wheel turns â old things end, new things start.âÂ
âOkay,â Dean says, lips pursed, nodding along. âStill not seeing why I should care.â
âWell,â Sam continues, leaning forward slightly, âadd a lunar eclipse on top of that, according to the lore, a blood moon causes boundaries between things to get even thinner. Normal rules donât apply the same way anymore. Things get unstable. Stuff thatâs supposed to stay separate doesnât â at least not completely.â
Deanâs brow twitches slightly, but he stays silent, listening. He can already guess where Sam is leading with this and doesnât like it one bit.Â
âAnd get this,â Sam adds, even more eager now. âThereâs this idea out there that eclipses donât just mark change, but they force it. They break patterns. Interrupt cycles that are supposed to keep repeating.â
Dean huffs a breath, unimpressed. âYeah? And?â
Sam glances back up at him. âWell, if you stack those two things together, you get a rare alignment. I mean, itâs practically impossible. Only occurs maybe every couple millennia. And some folks believe that a child born under these circumstances isnât tied to the same rules as everyone else.â
Deanâs expression hardens a smidge. âMeaning what?âÂ
âMeaning they donât fit cleanly on one side,â Sam explains. âNot fully light, not fully dark. More like⊠in between. Boundary-walkers. People who can move across lines that most of us canât.âÂ
Dean exhales through his nose, still rather skeptical. âSo youâre telling me this chick hit the supernatural jackpot.âÂ
âIâm telling you that in a lot of these same stories, these people are tied to breaking things. Not as in destroying everything, but more like ending something thatâs been going on too long. Breaking a cycle that shouldnât keep going.âÂ
Dean doesnât say anything, but his mind automatically fills in the blanks â the things Sam doesnât state outright. Yellow Eyes. Psychic kids. Their fatherâs notes.Â
Anomaly. Asset. Key.
âSo what?â Dean prompts, leaning against the dresser, arms still crossed. âSheâs some kind of cosmic loophole? Is that supposed to make me feel better?â
Sam shakes his head. âNo, itâs supposed to explain why it amplifies things. Power, potential⊠whatever you wanna call it.â
âSo youâre saying sheâs a powerful witch?â Dean checks, then smirks and shrugs it off before Sam can answer. âI mean, guess thatâs helpful when we gank her. Better pack the whole arsenal.â
He pushes off the dresser and moves to the duffel on his bed, beginning to sort through weapons â iron cuffs, guns, knives, maybe even a machete if everything else fails. But Sam grows suspiciously silent behind his back, which can only mean one thing: he doesnât agree with Deanâs assessment.Â
âDean, I donât think we should kill her.â
Dean snorts a chuckle, although he doesnât feel like laughing. âKnew this was comingâŠâ
âJust listen, alright?â Sam pleads.Â
Dean spins around to face him and sighs loud enough for his little brother to hear the annoyance in it. Sam exhales a frustrated breath, too.Â
âLook, if sheâs really a witch, I donât think she got her magic from some demon or even a grimoire,â Sam muses. âAnd Dad didnât think so either. In his notes, he talked about tracing her familyâs lineage and mentioned a historical cooperation. I think her mother and grandmother were witches too, which would mean sheâs a natural. She might not even know how to use her powers fully yet.â
âOh, and you want her to?â Dean cocks a brow. ââCause from what Iâve seen so far, she knows how to use âem enough, Sam. Pretty sure sheâs involved in all those missing women cases. She was the CSI on scene for most of them. Pretty easy access.â
âYeah, but from what youâve been telling me, she never actually killed someone, right? I mean, it even looks like sheâs helping these women,â Sam points out.Â
âWe donât know that yet,â Dean huffs.Â
âWe also donât know yet if itâs not true, which is why we should talk to her first before you pull out the gun,â Sam states all too cleverly. âYou know witches are human, right? And some of them are good and only use white magic, Dean. Not to mention, sheâs also the only person weâve come across in weeks who might have any kind of connection to what weâre actually looking for. You really wanna take her out before finding out why Dad kept her around in the first place?â
Dean rolls his eyes back, letting out another sigh. He absolutely hates when his little brother is being reasonable.
One thing both Sam and their father have in common is judging people by their usefulness. Itâs not like Sam actually sees you as some innocent girl or even human. He sees a potential weapon. And Deanâs sure their dad once saw the same damn thing.Â
But Dean? He sees a weapon, too â one neither of them knows how to handle.Â
âLook, if sheâs really hurting innocent people out there, we take care of it. We always do. No questions asked,â Sam adds. âIâm just saying. Maybe hold off till we have some answers.âÂ
âFine, alright,â Dean caves at last, practically forcing the words out. The bile already rises in his mouth. âWe talk to her first. But if this thing goes sideways, Iâm putting a bullet in her.â
âSure. Understood.â Sam nods a little too keenly. âYou know where she went after the bar?â
Dean snorts a chuckle. âTold me there was a lab emergency. But unless someone mislabeled evidence or spilled a vial of blood, I doubt thereâs a reason for a CSI to run to work after midnight.â
The corners of Samâs mouth quirk in amusement. âSo youâre saying you did strike out.â
Dean fixes his little brother with a glare, then scoffs, somewhat defensive. âI wasnât seriously pursuing her, alright? Was just doing my due diligence, man. Working the case. Making sure sheâs really clean before we head out, you know? And turns out she wasnât.â
âSure, yeah,â Sam says, but his wry tone of voice already suggests he doesnât mean it one bit. Thereâs also the annoying smile that gives it away.Â
âShut up,â Dean huffs and shakes it off, but his mind doesnât stay on Sam for long and drifts back to the bar.Â
Back to you.Â
You carried yourself like you werenât hiding anything, although you clearly were. Your smile came so easy, but your eyes never quite followed as if there was always a second layer running underneath the surface. You watched him just as much as he watched you, even when you were pretending not to. The way you held his gaze made it seem like you werenât afraid of anything.
You didnât look like a weapon. Didnât feel like one either. But maybe that just makes you all the more dangerous.
âYou got her home address?â he prompts then, looking at Sam.Â
âYup, right here.â
Dean nods, grabs his keys and jacket, and slings the duffel full of weapons over his shoulder. âAlright, letâs roll.â
Dean knows somethingâs off the second the Impala rolls to a stop and the engine dies a block away from your home. His hunter instincts are already tingling as Sam and him sneak through backyards and side alleys till they land at your apartment building.Â
Itâs one of those old New England brick jobs â a deep red façade that reaches over four stories, adorned with black-framed windows and a white stone trim, cracked and patched in certain places and slightly weathered over the centuries. The entrance is modest, slightly recessed, with a simple arch and a set of worn steps leading up from the cobblestone sidewalk lined with trees, their branches stretching out and partially obscuring the upper floors, leaves eerily brushing the windows as the wind picks up.
Tucked just behind the building is a small parking lot then, the asphalt cracked from weeds breaking through. It only holds a handful of cars, a narrow and quiet courtyard adjoining it that offers a little pocket of green among bricks. The low iron fence along one side of it is almost hidden by overgrown shrubs.Â
The whole scene looks ordinary, but as Deanâs learned a long time ago, ordinary is usually where the worst things hide best. Itâs perfect for conversations no oneâs supposed to overhear.Â
Thatâs probably what you thought as well because, as the brothers round the corner, Dean spots you under a streetlamp in the courtyard chatting with a woman and small boy, probably no older than ten. To his surprise, your friend Paige is with you too, which wasnât exactly the plan.Â
There were only two options when the brothers left the motel: either youâre home and they wouldâve forced themselves inside, or if you werenât home, they wouldâve broken in and ambushed you once you arrived. Finding you outside and in the wide open wasnât exactly on Deanâs bingo card, but heâs luckily excellent at improvising.Â
Your posture is steady and focused, one hand lifted slightly between you and the woman and kid, fingers poised in a way that doesnât belong to anything normal.
And Dean? He doesnât wait for it to make a lick of sense.
He charges forth in quick, decisive strides, gun already in his hand before he even registers reaching for it. Itâs muscle memory, the same senses kicking in that have kept him alive for at least this long.Â
âDonât move.â His deep voice carries across the courtyard like a blade, the barrel of his gun smoothly trained on your back.Â
The familiar click that follows is loud in the quiet night, clean and unmistakable. You spin around so fast it almost makes him flinch, eyes going wide the second you see the weapon in his hands.Â
âItâs not what it looks like!âÂ
Dean huffs out something that mightâve been a laugh in a different situation and steps closer. âYeah? âCause to me, it looks like you found your next victim.â
âDeanââ Sam already hisses behind him, but Dean skillfully ignores the protest.Â
âI got it,â he mutters under his breath and doesnât lower the gun even for a second, dark green eyes fixed on you. âStep away from them. Now.â
But instead of following his order, you do the opposite and step right in front of them, shielding both mother and son behind your back. The woman lets out a startled sound, pulling her son with her as they tuck tighter behind you. The boy whimpers once, muffled against his motherâs thigh as he clutches a stuffed fox to his body. His eyes are wide and fixed on Dean, but heâs not curious or confused. Heâs scared.Â
Scared of him.
For a moment, that throws Dean off his game because thatâs not usually how it goes. Usually, fear is pointed in the right direction. Usually, it tells him exactly who the monster is.Â
Not in this case, though.Â
That same fear also gleams in your eyes, but it doesnât make you fall apart. Instead, you lift your chin bravely despite of whatâs flickering underneath the surface, and Dean can tell youâre already trying to think your way out of this situation.Â
âTheyâre not in danger, alright? Iâm not hurting them,â you offer quickly, hands slightly raised in defense. âIâm helping them leave. Thatâs all.â
His eyes briefly drift back to the woman and child behind you, and Dean recognizes her face from a photo in a police report he read earlier. Amy Reznik, the latest victim from the crime scene the brothers just visited this morning. Heâs here to save her, to stop whatever dark crap youâre doing to her and the kid, but the fear in her eyes still isnât aimed at you.
Itâs aimed at him.Â
His grip tightens on the gun, knuckles whitening, but the barrel instinctively dips half an inch at the realization.Â
âHelping,â he repeats, cocking a brow. âIs that what weâre calling it now?âÂ
âYes, thatâs exactly what Iâm calling it, dickhead,â you snap back and then catch yourself, shoulders pulling in just slightly.Â
Dickhead?
Granted, he hasnât exactly expected that pushback. You seemed so sweet and innocent back at the bar he wasnât even sure you knew a single curse word. He knows because he kept thinking about how heâd draw them out of you later in the night. But whatever fire is roaring inside of you now, you definitely kept those fierce flames burning low at Clancyâs.Â
You really have been playing him the entire time, havenât you?
âThen explain it to me,â Dean prompts, closing the distance, the gun in his hand not wavering. ââCause from where Iâm standing, it looks a hell of a lot like the same crap youâve been pulling all over this town for a year now.â
âI promise Iâm not hurting them,â you insist once more, eyes locked on him, pleading.Â
âDean, just look at them,â Sam chimes in then. âI think sheâs telling the truth. Sheâs not hurting anyone. Theyâre scared of us⊠of you.â
âSee? Listen to your partner. He seems to have his head screwed on right,â you say and raise a brow. âCan you lower the gun now? Please? This is a family-friendly neighborhood.â
But Dean only shakes his head, gaze stern. âNot gonna happen, sweetheart. Sorry.âÂ
Your mouth presses into a thin line at that, irritation threading through the fear. âI told you I donât hurt people. I swear I would neverââÂ
âOh yeah?â Dean cuts in, brows lifting. âThen what about the husbands, huh? If youâre so harmless, how come they all end up in the ER?â
You freeze for a heartbeat, enough for Dean to notice, and shift on your weight. Then you guiltily purse your lips, and Dean knows heâs got you.Â
ââCause itâs⊠funny?â
As soon as those words leave your lips, silence drops like an anvil. Deanâs gaze slowly drifts to Sam, head tilting with a silent You hearing this? I told you so when he meets his little brotherâs eyes. Sam, on the other hand, is trying very hard not to react and presses his lips together, which somehow makes it all the more worse. To his credit, though, at least he doesnât outwardly smile.Â
Dean then looks back at you, arching a brow. âYou think this is funny?âÂ
You wince slightly and bite your lips, but against all better judgment, you give him a small shrug of your shoulders. ââŠKinda?â
Upon Deanâs intensifying glare, however, you immediately backtrack, hands lifting in surrender again.Â
âOkay, look, itâs not like they didnât deserve it, alright? You ever heard of karma?â
âYou broke their dicks,â Dean grits bluntly, jaw flexing.Â
âOh my God,â you groan and roll your eyes, exasperation finally snapping fully through your fear. âGet off that high horse, alright? Theyâre not dead. I didnât kill anyone. They just had an itchy cast for a few weeks. Theyâre fine.âÂ
âFine?â Dean echoes incredulously. âOne guy thinks heâs got permanent damage.âÂ
âOnly because he didnât go to the ER,â you shoot back, throwing your hands up. âNot my fault men notoriously avoid doctors, apparently even when their dicks turn purple,â you mutter before meeting his stare. âCâmon, man, itâs not like it turned black and fell off now, did it?âÂ
Sam makes a quiet choking sound behind him, stifling a snort. Dean frowns but otherwise ignores it.Â
âBesides,â you add, chin lifting defiantly despite the gun still pointed at you, âyou really wanna pick the side of some drunk, abusive loser in a wife-beater? Think about it.âÂ
Son of a bitch.Â
Something inside of Dean drops at that, his guard crumbling the slightest bit. He rolls his shoulders when he feels them slumping, trying not to let it show that you got to him there.Â
And no, obviously, he doesnât want to defend some asshole who takes his anger out on his family. Heâs seen enough of that to know exactly what kind of men youâre talking about. Hell, when he spoke to some of them this morning, even he wanted to dent a few teeth in after the bullshit they were spewing. Admittedly, he thought they deserved what happened to them a little.Â
A little.
Still, he canât just let some witch run around town doing vigilante shit. Itâs not about right or wrong, fair or unfair, karma or justice. Itâs about fucking principle.Â
âThatâs not the point,â Dean snaps.
âThen what is the point? Enlighten me,â you challenge. Deanâs at a loss for words, not really able to come up with a good enough argument, and when he doesnât respond, you continue, âLook, I donât force anyone. I just give the wives the option. They make the decision, not me. Itâs hardly my fault their husbands were such big dicks, every single woman Iâve helped so far has made that choice.â
âI did,â Amy suddenly pipes up behind you and positions herself slightly beside you, braver now than before.Â
Deanâs bewildered momentarily but reins it in quickly. He doesnât move, doesnât lower the gun, and doesnât give you the satisfaction of shifting his focus. Even Sam shuffles behind him, his presence a reminder of the conversation they had back at the motel. Talk first. But Deanâs not ready to budge quite yet. To be fair, though, he is talking to you and hasnât pulled the trigger so far.
âLook, I donât care about your twisted little moral code,â Dean huffs, raising his gun an inch higher again, aiming straight for your heart. âAll this crap stops now, or Iâm putting a bullet in your head. Understand?â
Honestly, itâs the best he can offer. Heâs giving you a clear out, a fair warning shot, and thatâs way more than he usually grants people.Â
âNo, please, you canât do this,â Amy throws in, her voice breaking as she steps forward, pulling her son with her.
Up close, the bruising on her cheek looks worse than from a distance. Itâs too fresh, too angry, and a little too real for Deanâs taste. Her eyes are pleading as she looks at him.Â
âYou have to let her do the spell,â she continues, desperation bleeding into every syllable. âYou donât know what my husbandâs like, okay? We canât go back there. If we stay, heâs going toâ⊠heâs going to kill me. Or him.â She swallows harshly, her hand tightening around her sonâs shoulder. âThis is our only chance.âÂ
The kid glances at Dean again, and the fearâs still palpable in his eyes. Not of you but still of him, though. Nothing lines up the way itâs supposed to. You donât look like a monster. They donât look like victims. And heâs standing here with a gun pointed at the only person they trust, which makes this entire situation a little more complicated than he likes.Â
Dean finds himself in a moral deadlock, unable to give the woman a satisfying answer, and thatâs when Sam steps forward and provides one, hazel eyes locking on you.Â
âHow exactly does it work?âÂ
You seem to be grateful for the attempt to understand, exhaling a small breath of relief. âItâs like a glamour,â you reply. âIt doesnât make them invisible or change their appearance. It just makes them harder to notice. Harder to find.â
Dean glances back at Amy and her son, thinks back to the seemingly innocent home he visited this morning and the bad feeling he got when he walked through it that manifested in a prickle down his spine. She looks at him now like heâs the guy that stands between her freedom and her prison. And she looks at you like youâre her savior.Â
Whatever happened to things being fucking black and white, huh? Amy and her son certainly arenât siding with him. Your friend obviously doesnât either. And even Sam seems to crumble and fall for your little act. Is Dean the only one who still sees things clearly here?
He knows when things are good. Knows when theyâre evil. Thereâs no in-between. But you seem to be one giant ass gray zone.Â
Then he remembers what Sam told him back at the motel â boundary-walker.Â
Dean thinks that surely fits you. If nothingâs really one thing or the other, then you certainly donât fall cleanly on either side. Most importantly, you break cycles that shouldnât keep going.Â
So far, the lore seems to check out. But Deanâs getting the feeling you wouldnât even know what that means yet.Â
He tilts his head at you, studies you a little closer. His brow is creased so hard he feels the migraine coming on. The entire time that heâs been pointing a gun at you, you havenât even tried to defend yourself once with something other than words. No spells. No hex bags thrown his way. No lift of a finger that would fling him into the next car.Â
Dean takes that into account.Â
âAlright, fine,â he relents and lets out small sigh. âGo ahead. Do it.â
âFor real?â Your brow pinches â surprised, confused, maybe even shocked. âYou⊠sure? This isnât some trick where I turn around and you shoot me in the back, is it?â
Dean stares at you without blinking, sighs once more internally, and then removes the magazine from his gun. He holds it up for proof (or as a sign of good faith or whatever) and then pockets it in his leather jacket.Â
âHappy now?â
You hesitate a moment, then toss him a glare of all things before turning to your friend, clearly unconvinced.Â
Well, he tried.Â
âPaige, watch him.âÂ
She nods, crosses her arms, and then stares daggers at him, too. Even Amy still looks at him disapprovingly.Â
What the hell do these women want from him? Heâs given them everything they wanted, and they still ask for fucking more.Â
You turn to Amy and her son, shooting him one last little glare over your shoulder before crouching down to the kidâs level. The boy actually smiles at you, which irks Dean slightly. Where was his smile when he came to save everyone?
âYou and Rusty ready?â you ask the boy.Â
He nods, then bites his lip, looking at you with big eyes. âDoes it hurt?â
You shake your head softly. âNot even a little. Pinky swear,â you assure him and offer him your little finger. He takes you up on the offer with a shy smile.Â
âIs it like the Cloak of Invisibility?âÂ
You smile at that. âAlready reading Harry Potter, huh?âÂ
The boy nods eagerly.Â
You laugh softly. âWell, itâs kinda like that. But youâre always gonna be visible to your mom, so no playing pranks on her like Fred and George, okay? But bad people wonât be able to see you.â
The boy looks up from his stuffy at that. âLike my dad?â
You exhale a small breath. âYeah, like your dad.â
âGood.â The boy gives another decisive nod. âHe hurts my mommy.â
âI know,â you say quietly as Amyâs grip tightens the tiniest bit on her sonâs shoulder. Dean can see it. âBut he wonât be able to anymore from now on, okay?â You then hold out both your palms. âJust gotta take my hand. Your mom, too,â you explain and glance up at Amy.Â
Both of them then place a hand in yours. Dean watches carefully, ready to reach for any weapon at his disposal if things turn sour. But you only close your eyes, take a deep inhale, and then mumble something incoherent under your breath.Â
A few seconds later, you let go of them again and rise to your feet. âAlright, you guys are good to go.â
âThatâs it?â Dean cocks an eyebrow.Â
You glance back over your shoulder at him, amused. âDid you expect fireworks?â
Honestly, he doesnât know what he expected. Maybe showmanship. Maybe theatrics. Maybe even a blinding light like an alien abduction. But this felt calmer than any of that. Not like a spell but like a blessing. Protection. Maternal, even.Â
Thatâs what the rune said too, isnât it?
âYouâre like Hermione,â the little boy tells you with a big smile.Â
You match his expression. âI guess I am,â you say with enough pride to make your chest swell and then toss Dean a smug grin. âYou heard that?â
âI have no idea what the hell that even means,â he retorts, which earns him not only a frown from you but from Sam as well. Dean can see the bitchface in his periphery.Â
And just for the record, he knows exactly what that meant. Still doesnât care all that much, however.Â
âNo more breaking things of husbands, though. We clear on that?â he adds sternly and feels like a father scolding a child. He sounds a million years old. What the fuck is happening to him?
You roll your eyes back like a teenager and sigh loudly. âFine.â
Paige then timidly raises her hand.
Dean snaps his attention to her. âYeah?â
âCan I still slash his tires?â
He scowls, exhaling a deep sigh. âIs there magic involved?â
She shakes her head vividly.Â
âThen fine.â
âWhat?!â you gasp in disbelief. âOh, so thatâs allowed? What if I break a guyâs dick manually? Still gonna shoot me then?â
He scratches the back of his neck, then gives a shrug. âDonât see a problem with that.â
âUnbelievable,â you scoff. âSo this is just about you not liking magic.â
He smirks slightly. âGuilty as charged.â
That earns him another glare from you.Â
âGo for the car,â Amy tells you then with a newfound casualness. âGod knows he always loved that stupid thing more than us.â
âUgh,â Paige groans and rolls her eyes. âGuys who are obsessed with their cars are always a red flag.â
You and Amy hum in agreement.
âWhat? Thatâs notââ Dean starts to argue, but as the first words tumble out of his mouth, the three women are already staring at him with judgmental looks.Â
Sam snorts audibly behind him while Paige and Amy only look slightly amused. You, on the other hand, are enjoying this a little too much, judging by your knowing grin, and Dean tries to think hard how you could even possibly know that about him before he remembers that he told you about Baby back at the bar.Â
Dammit.Â
You then bid your goodbyes to Amy and her son, watching them drive off into the literal sunset, and Deanâs chest oddly fills with warmth as he watches them take off into a hopefully better life. A mother and her son are finally safe. This is a good thing, right?Â
But itâs not over yet.Â
While youâre still busy, Dean busies himself as well, mostly with putting the magazine back where it belongs. And as soon as Amy is out of sight and you turn back around, the familiar click of his gun echoes through the nightly silence once more.Â
âSeriously?â You gape incredulously as you stare down the barrel again.
âSorry, but we ainât done yet,â he tells you without meaning the apology in it. âLetâs take this inside. Have a chat.â He slightly waves the gun in the direction of your apartment building and then looks at Paige still standing there. âYou too, sweetheart.â
But as soon as his weapon only remotely aims at your friend, you bristle and charge forward.Â
âDo not point that gun at her,â you growl warningly. âIf you so much as hurt a single hair on her head, I swear to God I will break your dick next. Permanently.âÂ
Dean snorts a chuckle, his gun coming up a fraction higher, aim sharpening at you. âOh, youâre dead before you can even pull out the hex bag, bitch.â
You grimace, face twisting with immediate disgust. âEw, I donât do hex bags,â you scoff. âItâs a spell, idiot. And I donât even have to say it out loud. I can do it in my head.â
Dean huffs a laugh. âYouâre bluffing.â
But you donât budge, crossing your arms. âTry me.â
His eyes narrow at you, weighing the threat. Admittedly, even if you are bluffing, youâve got a damn good pokerface.Â
âJust let her go, please,â you add, more sincere and pleading to the goodness in him this time. âItâs not a coven thing or whatever youâre thinking. Sheâs not a witch. Your beefâs with me, alright?â
Dean scratches his temple with the handle of his gun, hoping the stupid headache will pass soon, and then shares a look with Sam, who only shrugs his broad shoulders in response.
Awesome.Â
He licks his lips, contemplates for another second, and then gives a nod. âAlright, go. Donât make me regret it,â he caves, jerking his head toward Paige.Â
She doesnât wait for a second invitation. âOkay, yep, great, love that for meââ she babbles, already backing toward your car.
You toss her the keys and give her a nod that signals youâre okay. She returns it, swallows hard, and then starts the car, peeling out of the parking lot.Â
Dean then steps forward slowly, closing the distance between you, the gun never wavering. Whatever this is, whatever you are, heâs far from done yet.Â
âAlright, funâs over, sweetheart,â he announces and doesnât leave room for argument. âInside. Now. Weâre gonna have a nice, long talk.â
The key in your hand jitters as you try to fumble it into the small hole of your front door, the click of the lock ringing too loudly in the silent death of night.
Thatâs the first thing youâve learned ever since youâve been confronted with the wrong end of a gun about an hour ago â everything just feels awfully louder when thereâs a bullet carved with your name in it involved. Â
You can feel him behind you without turning. Heâs close enough that the heat of his presence bleeds through your shirt, close enough that if you moved back even an inch, youâd probably bump right into him. The awareness of it sits under your skin. Itâs a constant, buzzing feeling thatâs impossible to ignore.
Donât think about it. Donât think about the gun. Donât think about how fast this could go wrong.Â
Donât think about how you almost died ten minutes ago on your own doorstep like some kind of cosmic joke.Â
The weight of the gun feels almost physical even when youâre not looking at it. Your body just knows where it is, where itâs pointed, and what it can do. It presses between your shoulder blades as you push the door open. Itâs a phantom touch that makes your breath come just a little too shallow and your pulse just a little too loud in your ears.
Your apartment then greets you in familiar chaos, and for one stupid, disorienting second, it feels like stepping into a different life entirely. All of it â the gun at your back, the two strange men in your home â fades away for a second, and it grounds you enough to catch your breath momentarily.Â
For a heartbeat, itâs just warm light and hanging plants swaying gently from the ceiling. The smell of rosemary, sage, and lavender drifts in from the kitchen windowsill where your little herb garden thrives in mismatched pots. The crystals and trinkets scattered across your shelves are decorative clutter and not anything meaningful or even dangerous.Â
Itâs all carefully curated in a way that makes Paige roll her eyes every time and label it witchcore as if itâs solely an aesthetic and not your entire personality.Â
It looks like a twenty-two-year-old girl lives here. It looks like you.
Not a witch. Not a threat. Not a weapon. Not whatever the hell he thinks you are.
âInside. Move,â Metallica orders behind you, the sharpness of his baritone voice cutting cleanly through the air.
You tentatively step forward because survival instinct overrides pride. After all, youâre pretty sure the alternative would be a bullet.Â
You barely make it three steps in before you feel him push past you. Heâs all sharp edges and efficiency as he sweeps your place with a precision that makes your stomach twist. His boots are heavy against your wooden floorboards as he checks corners, sightlines, and shadows as if he expects something to jump out at him. Itâs clear heâs done this exact same thing probably a million times before in his life.Â
Bon Jovi, on the other hand, stays near the door. Heâs quieter, watching everything and everyone at once, his presence softer but no less aware. His aura flickers in your periphery when you dare to steal a sideways glimpse at him â blue and yellow and that unmistakable thread of violet woven through it like a secret he doesnât fully understand himself.
You hover near the entryway for half a second beforeâ
âSit,â Metallica orders, gesturing his chin toward your old couch without ever taking his eyes off the metaphorical dragon in the room.Â
God, you wish there was a spell for turning yourself into an actual dragon. Thatâd be kind of neat right now.Â
His aura is spewing fire as well and feels almost overwhelming, swallowing everything in the room in a ball of flames. Itâs coiled tightly like a spring ready to snap, which doesnât really soothe your worries in the slightest.Â
Yeah, heâs definitely the knight with a sword.Â
You slowly and carefully lower yourself into the soft cushions, the plush underground only bringing you little comfort for once. Every step and every breath you take feels like youâre walking a tightrope strung between cooperating and getting shot. Every sudden movement might get you killed.Â
Which, truthfully, doesnât feel that far off from reality. Itâs a pretty solid assumption at this point.
You keep your hands instinctively visible, gripping the edge of the couch just enough to ground you, but you want to stay as non-threatening and harmless as possible.
Very harmless. So harmless. The most harmless.
Metallica, however, still doesnât lower the gun. Doesnât even seem to consider it. Of course he doesnât.
Stupid knight.
Your bag barely leaves your shoulder before Metallica snatches it from you, fingers brushing yours for half a heartbeat. The touch is so brief and accidental it barely registers or even counts as contact, but it still sends a strange little jolt up your arm, something electric and unwelcome that you shove down immediately.
Focus.
He tosses the bag to Bon Jovi. âCheck it. Sheâs had it at the bar. Got her little spell book in there.â
So that was your downfall, the reason he caught your scent and hunted you down â he peeked inside your bag back at Clancyâs.Â
Shit.Â
You knew he was off at the end there before you left. You shouldâve caught onto it. You shouldâve trusted your gut and made a run for it as soon as you were in the clear. You could already be at the damn border to Canada if youâd done that instead of being held at gunpoint in your own home now. Â
His partner catches your bag, but thereâs more hesitation and less aggression gleaming in his hazel eyes. He drops it on the coffee table instead of dumping it out, fingers lingering on the zipper for a second like heâs aware this is still⊠you.Â
Your stuff. Your home. Your life.Â
You can tell heâs trying to preserve some illusion of normalcy for your sake, even though thatâs already long gone. But you admittedly like him. He feels like someone who thinks before he acts.
Metallica, on the other hand, feels like someone who acts and deals with the thinking later.Â
If at all.
Which, granted, is super unfortunate for you, considering heâs the one holding the gun.
As Bon Jovi then reaches into your bag and pulls out your notebook, your stomach dips the slightest bit. Not because itâs dangerous or cursed or whatever other nonsense they might think. God, no. But because itâs soft-edged and worn and cute. Thereâs a literal pressed daisy peeking out from the back pages like youâre about to write poetry in it instead of spells that occasionally ruin menâs lives.Â
Speaking of, youâre also pretty sure thereâs still the I <3 Jared & Heath inscription on the back cover you scribbled in tenth grade. Leto and Ledger, that is.Â
But as Metallica steps closer and takes a look at it, itâs the symbol on the cover that catches both their attention.
á
You catch the look that passes between them â recognition. Itâs your family rune, really only meaningful to you, so you wonder what it is to them. How the hell do they know about it? And most importantly, why are they interested in it?
Your heart hammers a little faster when Bon Jovi flips the notebook open. Then he pauses before a full frown forms.
âUh⊠Dean?â
Metallica doesnât even look up at first, eyes sternly locked on you the entire time, except for when they still occasionally scan the room like he expects to find a damn demon hiding behind your Swiss cheese plant.Â
âWhat?â he snaps, agitation rolling off him in feet-high tidal waves.
Bon Jovi tilts the notebook slightly, like maybe the angle will change what heâs seeing. He glances down at the pages again, brows knitting together. âThis is written in, uh⊠glitter gel pens.â
Thereâs a beat of silence. Metallicaâs head lifts.
And then, he turns and marches over, yanking the notebook out of his partnerâs hands like he doesnât quite believe Bon Jovi. He begins to flip through it himself with all the subtlety of a goddamn hurricane. Fast. Rough. The deeper he gets, the more his expression shifts from certainty to⊠confusion. His brows crease more and more with every page â color-coded sections, little stars and stickers in the margins, and the occasional doodle you did while bored.Â
Your heart pounds harder with every second that passes, your mind racing through possibilities, escape routes, spells you could cast if you had to, but you donât move a single muscle. Because for now, youâre still alive â and youâd like to keep it that way.
âWhat the hell is this?â Metallica demands to know at last, holding up your spell book like itâs a personal betrayal in his rigid belief system.Â
âI like to color-code my spells.â You shrug, because honestly, what else are you supposed to say?Â
It doesnât feel like heâs still judging you based on witchcraft anymore. Now you suddenly have to justify your choices in stationary. Of all the ways you thought this night could go, that certainly wasnât high on the list.
And who is he to judge your pen choices anyway? You started that book when you were seven. What were you supposed to do? Change to normal pens midway through? Who does that? Youâre not a psycho.
Bon Jovi blinks at you, curiosity bleeding through the tension for a second. âYou wrote these yourself?â
âMy grandma gave me that book. I write all of my spells myself,â you confirm. Thereâs a flicker of pride there despite the gun pointed at your face. You fucking worked for those. Trial and error â with emphasis on lots of error.Â
Metallica narrows his eyes at you â unamused, unimpressed, and completely unfazed. âOh, so if I have a look around here, I wonât find any ancient spell books, grimoires, maybe a cat skull or twoâŠ?â he asks, the rasp in his voice dripping skepticism.
You gesture loosely around the apartment. âGo on and look, but you wonât find anything here,â you tell him. He might find a lot of embarrassing stuff, especially under your bed, but if that means you get to live, you donât really care. âLook, yes, occasionally I use my magic to teach someone a lesson. I once made my high school bully puke for twenty-four hours straight,â you admit, because honesty seems like the safer route when thereâs a gun involved. âBut I mostly just try to help people, okay? I never seriously harmed someone. I wouldnât do that.â
âNo, we donât!â Metallica snaps immediately, the betrayal in his green eyes landing on his partner now.
âYes, we do,â Bon Jovi counters, firmer this time, and then turns back to you with a newfound softness in his eyes. âWe just need some answers, alright?â
But Metallica cuts in again with the bluntness of a hammer before you can respond. âYou get your powers from demons?â
âWhat? No!â Your brow furrows wildly, affronted. âI donât use dark magic or hoodoo or voodoo or any other crap you come across. Hell, Iâm not even Wiccan. My grandma always said these bitches stole from us.â
Bon Jovi huffs a chuckle under his breath. Heâs clearly trying to redirect before his hothead partner escalates again. âYouâre a natural witch, right?â
âYeah, Iâve had my powers since I was seven. Thatâs usually when they unlock in my family.â
Metallicaâs gaze only sharpens. âSo your mom and grandma were witches, too?â
âEvery woman in my family was as far as I know. Probably going back centuries,â you reply. âBut my grandma always taught me to help people. Hunters specifically.â
That causes Metallica to pause his nervous pacing for a moment.Â
His head tilts slightly. âWhat dâyou mean?â
You huff softly, running a hand through your hair. âHonestly? I donât really know myself.â Your shoulders lift in a small shrug. âLook, I can tell you what you want to know, but I didnât lie back at the lab. I was eleven when they died. I really donât remember all that much. I remember the house and the fire, and I remember some of the stuff they taught me, bedtime stories⊠But thatâs it. Iâve never gone back there since then.â
Metallica studies you intensely. âSo you do remember the fire? Wasnât really faulty wiring, was it?â
âNo,â you say quietly. âIt was a demon.â
âA demon?â he repeats, putting emphasis on the singularity.
âWhat color were his eyes?â his partner asks immediately.
âBlack?â Metallica throws in.
âNo.â You shake your head and look at them. âYellow.â
The word drops like you just threw a grenade into the room and then ran away.
You donât need to read auras to feel the shift in them. Bon Joviâs yellow is flaring, the blue tightening, and the mulberry purple pulses harder. In contrast, Metallicaâs red spikes, the hunter green goes razor-sharp, and the gray thickens like storm clouds rolling in.
Yeah, that most definitely meant something to them.
âAnd you said you had your powers since you were seven?â Bon Jovi continues carefully. âIt didnât start in the last year or so?â
âNo, Iâm pretty sure,â you huff a small laugh, not following his line of questioning. âMagicâs always been a part of me.â
Thereâs another look between them.
âMeans sheâs not one of them,â Bon Jovi murmurs under his breath, leaning closer to his partner.
âDoesnât fit the pattern,â the other mutters back.
You frown, leaning forward, eyes flicking between them. âWhat pattern?â
The tall one hesitates. You can even see it in his aura as it pulls in two directions â logic versus instinct.
âLook, uhmââ
âSam, donât tell her anything,â Metallica warns.
âDean, she might be able to help.â
âYou heard her. She doesnât know anything.â
âShe might know enough.â
âHelp with what?â you press. At this point, you are deeply fucking invested in not being the only confused person in this room. Youâre either getting answers, or youâll die trying.
Bon Jovi exhales a long breath and then seems to come to a decision. He drops into the armchair opposite you. âIâ, uh, I haveââ
âSam!â
ââI have abilities, too,â he finishes, undeterred by his partnerâs protests.Â
âWhat kinda abilities?â you ask, genuinely curious now.
âI get these, uh⊠premonitions,â he explains. âI can see how people die. At least most times.â
You grimace slightly. âThat sucks.â
âYeah,â he huffs a quiet laugh. âYeah, it does.â
You tilt your head, studying him. âExplains the purple.â
âPurple?â Metallicaâs head snaps up, unfortunately giving you his undivided attention again.
âHis aura,â you explain. âYellow, blue, and purple. Violet shades usually point to psychic abilities â or at least strong intuition. Mineâs purple, too. Lupine, actually.â
But your little grin is only met with more of Metallicaâs stoicism.Â
âWhat?â
âYou know, like the flower?â you clarify, but he just keeps staring at you till you sigh in defeat. âNever mind.â
âYou can read auras?â Bon Jovi asks then.
You nod softly.
Metallica crosses his arms at that, observing you like youâre a puzzle he canât solve and itâs starting to annoy him. âWhat else can you do?â
You decide not to answer with words. Seeing is believing after all, right?Â
So, you donât move. You donât speak. You just let them see.
The candles on your shelves then ignite one by one, filling the room with soft flames and a warm glow. The fireplace then follows and catches next, a low and soothing crackle filling the space. And then, every one of your plants begin to bloom and blossom all around them.
âMy abilities are mostly tied to the natural elements â fire, water, earthâŠâ you say. âI read tarot and auras. My grandma taught me when I was a kid. Otherwise, I guess Iâm just⊠winging it.â You shrug lightly. âAfter they died, I never had anyone to teach me any of this stuff. And Mia didnât want me to use my abilities for a long time.â
Bon Jovi turns to his partner. âDean, we should just tell her. Maybe she knows what Dad did there that night.â
âNo, weâre not gonna share all our secrets with some witch, Sam,â Metallica shoots back. âWe canât trust her, man. You know that.â
Bon Jovi lets out a frustrated sigh, his gaze flicking between you and his partner. He stares at you for a second longer and then decides to take a chance and go for it, ignoring Metallicaâs warnings. âLook, our names are Sam and Dean Winchester, alright?â
âDude.â Metallica throws his arms up and starts to pace again.
But you canât really focus on him. Your attention stays with Bon Jovi â Sam.
Brothers. Sons.
âWinchester?â you repeat slowly. âAs in⊠John Winchester?â
Dean spins around at that, brow raised. âOh, so you do know him. Guess that was another lie, huh?â
âHeâs our dad⊠was our dad,â Sam adds.
âHe was your dad?â You swallow lightly. âAnd he died?â
âDemon killed him,â Dean says without an ounce of emotion in his voice. He presents it as a simple fact, but his aura is on the fritz, so you know heâs got tons of ugly stuff buried deep down there.Â
âThe same one?â you ask quietly.
âYeah, couple weeks ago. Thatâs why weâre here,â Sam explains. âHe had some notes on your family. On you, specifically. Weâre just trying to find answers so we can finally kill this thing.â
You swallow, gaze drifting back and forth between them. âWhat kinda answers?â
Dean takes a step closer, shoulders squared. The weapon is lowered in his hand, but itâs by far forgotten. âWhat was he doing there that night?â
âHe was there for a visit,â you reply. âI think the demon surprised them.â
âVisit?â The word seems to rub him the wrong way.
âThis wasnât the first time he was there?â Sam asks then.
âNo.â You shake your head. âHeâs been to Sugar Hill a few times. Earliest I remember was before I even had my powers.â
They share another look.
âWhat was he doing there?â Dean asks.
âSeeing my mom and grandma.â
âFor what?â
âHe wanted their help with the demon.â
âDo you know what they maybe talked about?â Sam asks this time.
âI really donât know.â You shrug helplessly. âI was just a kid. They would send me to my room or outside to play. I only ever overheard bits and pieces.â
âAnything specific you can remember?â
âNo, sorry. All I remember is that he said he needed help with a demon, and then they would whisper a lot and go up to the attic.â
âThe attic?â Dean echoes, cocking a brow.
âThatâs where my grandma kept all her spell books and would perform rituals,â you share. You can still remember that place, how the sunlight slanted through the stained-glass windows across the creaking floorboards.Â
Dean glances at his brother. âMaybe weâll find something there?â Then his pine green eyes swerve back to you. âWhat else is up there?â
âLike I said, I donât know,â you reiterate, gritting your teeth slightly. âIâve never been back there since, and I donât plan on going back ever again,â you state firmly. âLook, I like my life and Iâve been trying to stay away from all this crap for as long as possible. No demons, no ghosts, no monsters. All itâs ever done is kill everyone in my family. Iâm not gonna be next on that list.â
âDonât you wanna find out what happened to them?â Sam asks softly.
âNot really, no,â you reply bluntly. âIâve made peace with what I know. I donât need the nitty-gritty details.â
âHate to break it to you, but this thing might still be after you,â Dean throws in.
âThereâs a reason our dad hid you and faked your death. That was him, right?â Sam adds.
You give them a nod. âHe told Mia to get me out and make sure I stay hidden. Never saw him again after that. But I remember he was nice.â
âNice?â Dean scoffs. âWe talking about the same guy?â
âI remember once sitting in the backseat of that car you drive,â you state and smile weakly, which seems to catch him by surprise. You finally realized where youâd seen it before. You shouldâve recognized it sooner, but youâd shoved all those memories down deep a long time ago. âIt was on the night of the fire, actually. But thatâs it. Iâm sorry I canât be of more help.â
âDid you know you were born during a blood moon?â Sam asks then, stumping you this time for a second.
âUhm⊠no?â You blink a few times, tilting your head. âDidnât exactly check the sky when I was born. But I do find it creepy you know that.â
Dean snorts. âSheâs got you there, man.â
Sam looks up at his brother. âShe still might be a target if they find out sheâs alive.â
âSo? Howâs that our problem?â Dean shoots back.
You quirk a brow at that. âYou wanna share that with the class maybe?â
Somehow, youâre getting the feeling your life might be in danger, and itâs not just because of the maniac with a loaded gun in your living room.Â
âLook,â Dean snaps, weapon aiming for you again, âmaybe my brother here buys your little act of innocence, but I donât, alright? Thereâs no way our dad wouldâve worked with freaking witches. Youâre clearly lying to save your ass, and Iâve had enough of it.â
The click of the gun is deafening.
But his aura? The brick-red is becoming unstable and exploding, ready to burn down everything in its way. Youâve never witnessed someone going nuclear before, but your body reacts instantly. You push off the couch, backing up step by step until your spine hits the cold wall behind you. Thereâs nowhere else to go. Nowhere to run.
âIâm not lying,â you say, forcing the words out past the fear clawing up your throat.
âDeanââ
âNo, Iâm done, alright?â he cuts Sam off, but his eyes stay fixed on you. âShe doesnât know anything, and even if she does, we canât trust her, man. Safer to kill her now than wait for her to strike a deal with a demon and sell us out down the road.â
âYou wanna kill me so badly? Fine. Go ahead, big guy,â you grit and straighten your shoulders. Your voice feels unsteady, but it doesnât waver, which surprises even you, considering how hard your heart is pounding, feeling each beat in your ears. âBut it wonât change anything. And it for sure as hell wonât make you feel better about yourself.â
You push off the wall and take a step forward. Then another. He doesnât back up, but he doesnât lower the weapon either.
âYou really think Iâm the monster here?â you scoff and lock eyes with him. âBecause Iâm not the one pointing a gun at someone. You are.â
The barrel presses to your forehead, cold, unforgiving, and final. But you donât even see the gun anymore. All you see is him, and all he sees is you.
Thatâs the breaking point.
His fingers tighten imperceptibly around the weapon. His breath hitches. Thereâs a tick in his tense jaw that feels like a countdown. Every emotion he keeps chained up inside of him collides right then and there.Â
You can see the cracks clearly now in his armor. All you have to do right now is get in there and rip them wide open till the wounds are bleeding.Â
âThe sad part is youâre so broken you canât even see it,â you say. âBut I can. You barge in here all righteous and wave a gun around, but you never look in the mirror, do you? So, go on. Do it. Kill me if you think it makes you feel any better. Prove youâre just like the things you claim to hunt. But I promise you it wonât work. Youâre just gonna feel like a bigger monster after.â
For a moment, everything stills. But his aura is flickering, the red dimming just enough for something human to break through the cracks.
He exhales sharply, breaths ragged and uneven. The hand with the gun drops to his side, shaking slightly. And then, he just storms off.
The door slams behind him with a force that causes the walls to thunder.
In his wake, thereâs only silence. You donât move. You donât even breathe. Every nerve in your body is trembling.Â
âIâm sorry,â Samâs voice rips you out of your daze.
You flinch, having forgotten for a second that he was still there. As you dare to glance at him, he looks at you with apology written all over his face.
âHeâsâ, uhm⊠heâs going through some stuff,â he offers as an excuse â or maybe itâs just an explanation.
Either way, you donât really give a shit.
âGet out,â you snap, the terror in your veins finally spilling over into anger.
âI justââŠâ His mouth opens and closes a few times, hesitating. âLook, if you ever remember anything, or change your mindââ He scribbles something down on a note and places it carefully on the coffee table in front of you, mindful of keeping his distance. âCall me, alright?â
âOut.â
âYeah, okay, alright.â He nods quickly, palms raised in surrender as he backs away. âIâm really sorry. Again.â
And then heâs finally gone, too.
The door clicks shut softly this time, but the silence that follows is anything but.Â
Then, your legs give out.
You slide down the wall, hands shaking, breath coming in sharp, labored bursts as the adrenaline finally crashes fully and rushes out of your blood.
Youâre alive. Somehow. Barely.
And as you sit there on your floor, staring at nothing, all the things they said and unloaded on you tonight still swirling through your mind, you only hold onto one thing:
If you never have to see those two again in your life, you surely know it will be a good one.
Dean doesnât slow down. Doesnât look back. Doesnât want to. Because if he does, he might see your face again. Might hear your voice again. Might start thinking.
And thatâs the last thing he fucking needs right now.
The cold night air burns his lungs on the way in and does nothing to cool the heat simmering under his skin. His boots carry him forward on instinct alone, gravel crunching too loudly beneath each step, and it feels like the worldâs turned the volume up solely to piss him off.
By the time he reaches Baby, his pulse is still hammering, breath coming fast and uneven as if he just ran a mile instead of a couple dozen yards. His hands feel unsteady as he yanks the door open, the metal groaning in protest. He drops into the driverâs seat and slams the door shut behind him with more force than necessary, the sound reverberating down the quiet street.
For a long moment, he just sits there. Hands on the wheel. Jaw clenched. Chest rising and falling too damn fast.
The familiar smell of leather and gun oil wraps around him and grounds him a little in a way nothing else ever can.Â
This â this he understands. This makes sense. The car, the hunt, the rules. Monsters are bad. He kills them. End of story.
Simple.
Except nothingâs fucking simple anymore, is it?
Dean exhales sharply through his nose, rubbing a hand down his face as he leans back against the seat, eyes squeezing shut for half a second.
Prove youâre just like the things you claim to hunt.
His jaw tightens. He shakes his head as if he can physically dislodge the echo of your voice.
But this ainât how it works â not how any of it fucking works. You donât get to flip it on him just like that. You donât get to stand there with your soft voice and your shaking hands and look like you belong anywhere but in the middle of this goddamn mess, acting like heâs the fucking problem all of a sudden.
Youâre a witch. That should be enough. Itâs always been enough.
Exceptâ
Deanâs grip tightens on the wheel, knuckles whitening as he tries to push the thought down. But the memory replays whether he wants it to or not.
You, standing in front of that woman and her kid like a damn shield. The boy looking at him like heâs the thing to be afraid of.
But it doesnât mean anything, right? Doesnât prove jack. Because heâs seen monsters play nice before. Seen them smile, talk, pretend. Thatâs how they fucking get you.
Thatâs how they win.
And you? Youâre just better at it than most. He gives you that. But thatâs all there is to it.
Dean exhales again, slower this time, forcing the oxygen out of his lungs like heâs trying to push every doubt out with it. His headâs pounding at this point. It started back at the apartment. Itâs a dull but persistent ache, sitting right behind his eyes and building with every thought he doesnât want to think.
Witches.
His dad worked with freaking witches. The idea alone sits wrong in his gut and tastes sour on his tongue. John Winchester surely didnât work with things like that. Didnât make deals, didnât play nice, didnât fucking trust anything that wasnât human. And even then, that was pushing it most times.
Except, apparently, thatâs not the whole damn story now, is it? It never seems to be these days. Because, apparently, thereâs a whole list of things John Winchester did that Dean never fucking knew about.
His grip tightens again.
First, it was the hospital, the last conversation they shared seared into his goddamn brain like his father personally carved it there with his hunting knife.
Then came Ellen â a whole damn network of hunters. Family once, according to her. And somehow, the brothers still never heard a damn word about any of them growing up.
And now this â you. Another secret.Â
New Hampshire. Witches. Visits Dean doesnât remember. Conversations he was never part of.
Secrets on top of secrets on top of more fucking secrets, stacking higher the longer he goddamn sits here. Theyâre threatening to bury him under the weight of all the things his father never said.Â
When the hell does it ever goddamn end?
He leans forward, elbows braced on his knees, staring down at the floorboard like it might have answers written into the worn metal.
He tries to think back, really think, and dig deep.
Motels. Highways. Cheap diners and long drives and nights spent waiting for his dad to come back from a hunt.
New Hampshire â it still doesnât ring a single bell.
But that doesnât necessarily mean anything. There were a ton of places and a lot of nights where their dad would drop them somewhere âsafeâ and disappear for days at a time, coming back with blood on his knuckles and a stupid story that never quite added up.
Dean always figured that was just the job. But now? Heâs not so damn sure anymore.
A sharp sting then suddenly cuts through the dull ache in his head, quick and sudden enough to make him hiss under his breath. His hand comes up instinctively, pressing against his temple as the pain spikes before it subsides again.
Dean blinks, frowning slightly as he straightens in his seat. He leans back, brow creased, and thatâs when he remembers it.
The symbol. Your family rune.
He suddenly knows where heâs seen it before. He shifts in his seat and pulls out his wallet from the back pocket of his jeans. Thereâs a faint indentation in the worn leather. His thumb brushes over it till he feels the shape beneath it â small, round, and familiar in a way he canât quite place.Â
Dean frowns deeper and flips it open, fingers sliding into the slot and pulling out a small bronze charm about the size of a coin. It catches the dim glow of the streetlight filtering through the windshield, the dulled metal still glinting as he turns it between his fingers. And then, he sees the symbol etched into it.
á
For a second, everything just⊠clicks. Heâs seen this before. Not just tonight, not just on that torn page from his dadâs journal, and not just on the cover of your little glitter-pen notebook.
Before that â way before that.
A vague memory resurfaces, hazy and blurry around the edges. He can barely hang onto it and shape it into focus. He might have been nine, maybe ten, and he was sitting in the passenger seat of the Impala. His dad then handed him something small and cold, telling him to keep it close.
âFor protection,â his father had said.
And Dean? He never questioned it. He just shoved it into his wallet and moved on â like he always did. And then, he just⊠forgot about it. For more than a decade, that thing sat in his back pocket like it didnât mean a damn thing.
But now it does, doesnât it?
Dean turns the charm over in his fingers again, staring at the rune like it might explain itself if he looks hard enough.
What if you were telling the truth? What if his dad really did work with your family? What if this, this little piece of harmless metal sitting in his palm, came from them?
Dean lets out a frustrated breath, shaking his head as if that alone can knock the stupid idea loose.
God, he fucking hates that it makes sense.Â
The sound of the passenger door creaking open then snaps him out of his convoluted thoughts.
Deanâs head jerks up, and in one smooth motion, the charm disappears into his jacket pocket, fingers curling around it for half a second before he lets it go again.
Sam slides into the seat beside him, the door shutting with a quieter, more controlled thud than Deanâs earlier, but the peace doesnât last for too long.Â
âDean, what the hell was that?â
Dean doesnât look at his little brother. He just stares straight ahead out the windshield, expression hardening back into solid walls of steel.
âWhat did it look like, Sam? I handled it,â he scoffs flatly.
Sam lets out a disbelieving huff at that. âHandled it? You call that handling it?â He runs a hand through his hair, frustration lacing his voice. âDean, you almost shot her.â
âYeah, well, she gave me a reason.â
âNo, she didnât!â Sam shoots back, turning toward him fully now. âShe was helping those people. You saw that.â
Deanâs jaw locks. âI saw a witch messing with peopleâs lives, Sammy.â
âShe was saving them.â
âShe was lying to us the whole time, man. Open your eyes,â Dean insists, sharper this time. If he says it enough, itâll stick, right?
Sam stares at him for another second, trying to figure out if Dean actually believes that or if heâs just being stubborn for the hell of it.
âShe couldâve helped us,â Sam says finally, quieter but no less firm. âYou heard her. She knew Dad. Her family knew Dad. Thatâs not nothing.â
Deanâs grip on the wheel tightens again. âWe donât need her help.â
âDeanââ
âI said we donât need it,â he snaps, cutting him off. His voice is low and controlled, but thereâs an edge to it that makes it clear this conversationâs already halfway to being over.
Sam exhales an irritated breath, leaning back in his seat, shaking his head. âYouâre being an idiot.â
âWouldnât be the first time.â
âIâm serious,â Sam says, glancing out the windshield before looking back at him. âSheâs not what you think she is.â
Dean scoffs a short, humorless laugh. âYeah? So what? You got that from the whole five minutes you spent playing nice upstairs?â
âI got that from actually paying attention,â Sam fires back. âFrom watching her. From listening. Sheâs not hurting anyone, Dean. She might be the key Dad talked about.â
âShe can light candles and let flowers bloom,â Dean counters. âWouldnât exactly classify those as demon-slaying powers, Sam.â
âYeah, but you heard her. She might not even know what sheâs capable of. No one ever taught her,â Sam argues.Â
âI donât care,â Dean barks, fixing Sam with a deadly look. âWeâre done with her.â
âDeanââ
âI mean it, Sam,â he warns. âWe donât call her. We donât come back here. Am I making myself clear?â
Before Sam can argue again â because Dean can already see that his little brother wants to â he reaches over and cranks up the music, the sound blasting through the car, filling every inch of space until thereâs no room left for words. He turns the key, and the engine roars to life, familiar and steady and thankfully loud enough to fucking drown out everything else.
Sam slumps back in his seat with a frustrated sigh, but he doesnât try again. He knows better than that, just as Dean knows he bought himself a few hours of silence now.Â
He keeps his eyes on the road as he pulls away from the curb, one hand on the wheel, the other resting near his jacket pocket where the small metal charm sits hidden.
He doesnât take it out again. Doesnât look at it. Doesnât even think about what it might mean. Nevertheless, he feels its presence there with a heaviness he canât quite shake.
Sam believes Dean wants nothing to do with you because you singlehandedly stand for everything heâs ever hated in his life. Because he canât understand you. Because he canât trust you.
But thatâs not entirely true.Â
Sure, thereâs all of that crap, but Deanâs also heard you loud and crystal fucking clear upstairs:Â
You donât want to be a part of this.Â
And Dean? He actually gets that. Hell, heâs not sure heâd give up a sweet life like that either.Â
Itâs not that youâre too witchy. Youâre too goddamn normal. Thatâs the real problem.
You donât belong in this world full of monsters, demons, and blood. Youâre not like the rest of it. Your place smelled like warmth and home instead of death and rot.Â
You looked at him like he was the bad guy. And hell, for a second there, he didnât even have a good argument against it.
You have a life here. A stupidly normal one â as normal as it damn well gets for a witch, anyways. And this thing with demons and death and his dadâs secrets?
It always ruins everything it fucking touches.
â¶ïž Chapter 3: All of Those Best Laid Plans
Phew, looks like we survived our first not-so-friendly meeting with the Winchesters, especially Dean đźâđšđ Something tells me she won't get over Dean pulling a gun on her anytime soon lol. Where will all three of them go from here, and will reader dig deeper into her own family before Sam does? đ
I'm so curious to read all your guesses, especially concerning Dean's little memory blurbs and strange feelings. There might be a little more to it than meets the eye đ
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You need answers.Â
Your hands are shaking as you reach for your purse and pull out your phone. You hesitate as your thumb hovers over the contact â a name you never thought youâd call. But then, you dial the number.Â
Sam picks up on the third ring. âHello?â
You press your lips together for a second before speaking. âIs this Sam Winchester?â you check. âItâsâ, uhm, itâs me. Salem witch you tried to kill?â
Thereâs a brief pause before he speaks again, his voice more alert than before. âHey, uh, Iâm surprised you called. Honestly didnât expect it after the way we left.â
âMakes two of us,â you sigh. You still canât believe you actually called him. It feels like youâre only following the white rabbit even deeper into the hole.Â
âYeah, uhm, I canât blame you,â he chuckles lightly. âBut Iâm glad you called. Sorry again how things went down. That wasnât our intention.â
âYeah? Does your brother share that sentiment?â you retort.Â
Samâs silent for a moment, which is an answer in itself.Â
âDeanâs, uhâ⊠Itâs complicated,â is all Sam says. âYouâ, uh, you okay?âÂ
âDefine okay,â you huff under your breath, staring down at the letter in your lap again.Â
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Series Summary: Despite the blood in your veins painting a glaring-red target on your back, John Winchester once left you alive and kept you hidden for a reason. But when his two grown sons drag their muddy boots onto your crime scene one day, the first meeting is anything but cute.
You have a regular job and a carefully constructed, somewhat normal life built on just enough lies to keep the supernatural at bay, cleaning up messes no one else wants to see. And you definitely never advertise the fact that your magic comes from a bloodline ancient enough to make demons jitter.
Dean Winchester, on the other hand, doesnât even flinch. He sees a witch and reaches for a weapon â no questions asked. You lie to survive. Dean judges to cope. The rules of this world dictate the two of you are supposed to hate each other for eternity, but somewhere along the road, something glitches in the cosmic machinery of fate.
That glitch is you.
Warnings: 18+ language, crime scene, canon-divergence, set after 2x02, enemies to friends to lovers, slow burn, mentions of death and emotional trauma, drinking
Word Count: 13.4k
A/N: Let's dive fully into this one, shall we? Dean might be already in over his head, though. Some deceit and shameless flirting going on in this one... đ
The smoldering summer heat of noon beats down like a relentless spotlight, the spare parts and damaged vehicles littering Bobbyâs junkyard shimmering in the haze. Soft gusts of wind, which feel more like the hottest setting of a blow dryer, carry the smells of rust, oil, and pines through the thick and suffocating air.Â
Dean wipes his dirtied face with a grease-caked palm, sweat trickling from his forehead down to his neck as he wields a wrench under the Impala, fleeing into the cooler shadows, although the black metal seems to attract the blistering sun even more. His jeans, shirt, and skin are stained with grime. His back is already sore from working for hours â days even â on Baby. But he wears his aches like a badge of honor. All that matters to him these days is restoring her to her former glory.Â
And maybe fixing her fixes him, too. At least, that is the hope.Â
Sam has left him alone for the most part after their last case a week ago, hauling himself up in the coolness of Bobbyâs house with boxes of their dadâs stuff â Johnâs research, old burner phones, and even family photos. The only sore reminder of the brothersâ heated discussion last week is the smashed trunk of the Impala.
Dean winces when he thinks about it again. Heâs been cursing himself for the past three days for taking out his frustrations with a crowbar. Baby deserves better.Â
âDammit!â Dean huffs as the wrench slips from his hand and clatters to the gravel. âSon of a bitchâŠâ
The heat of the pavement burns through his shirt, but he doesnât care. All his mind is willing to focus on is the car. Whenever he stops, his thoughts wander, and he canât let that happen, so he never stops.Â
Itâs simple.Â
He doesnât want to think about his fatherâs death, the weirdness of it all, the strange and hollow feeling in his gut like a black pit, Samâs sudden drive for revenge, the mystery box full of family secrets, or the burden Johnâs laid on his shoulders with his dying breath.Â
Deanâs been doing the same dance for close to three weeks now, but itâs been working so far â although Sam would probably disagree with that assessment. Whoâs asking him, though? God knows the kidâs head hasnât been screwed on right either since their dadâs passing.Â
Granted, they both have said some regretful things over the last few weeks. But why does Sam have to be so goddamn pushy all the time?Â
Avoiding Sam is the best option for now. Luckily, his little brother has received the message, too.Â
However, Deanâs stomach is growling as he slowly pushes out from under the car. His green eyes narrow when the blinding sun hits them, already feeling more drops of sweat bead along his hairline as he wipes the oil on his hands into his worn jeans. His gaze then flickers to the empty cooler. Heâs out of beer, too. His stomach roars once more.Â
Great.Â
Dean sighs. He supposes he has to face the music now, doesnât he?Â
But approaching the house causes his stomach to twist with more than hunger. What surprise would await him in there on this beautiful, sunny day? Has Sam found even more fun souvenirs in their fatherâs pandora box?
As Dean finally drags his feet into the house, Sam is sitting by Bobbyâs small dining table, still deeply lost in the contents of one of said boxes. Dean almost sighs out loud when he steals a glance at his little brother, strolling straight to the fridge to retrieve a beer and some ingredients for a sandwich.Â
Dean still doesnât know how to ever repay Bobby for his kindness and hospitality over the last few weeks â feeding the boys, lending them working cars, and ensuring Deanâs alcohol level never drops entirely to zero. As soon as the Impala is fixed, Dean plans to finally get out of the old manâs hair. Theyâve been staying long enough â some might even say overstaying their welcome â but Bobby never says a thing to them about it.Â
He doesnât dare to glimpse at Sam while heâs fixing his meal on the counter, but he certainly can feel his little brotherâs hazel eyes burning a hole into the back of his head.Â
âWhat?â Dean sighs exhaustively and finally spins around to face Sam, stuffing the first bite of his sandwich into his mouth. He has to occupy it with something before losing his temper again. He masks his discomfort with a sarcastic smile. âFound more burner phones?â
One would think Sam stopped his quest after the last one led the brothers to a killer clown â a rakshasa. But Dean doesnât seem to be so lucky, judging by the twinkling determination in his little brotherâs eyes.Â
âUh, no.â Sam shakes his head, a gleam of confusion in his gaze. But itâs not geared toward Dean, a stack of papers in front of his scrunched nose. âJust going through some more of Dadâs research.â
The way Sam says it, Dean knows his little brother surely found something worth discussing. Dean also knows he canât avoid it forever. Sam will push eventually, so he prefers to get ahead of the problem.Â
âAnything interesting?â Dean asks, washing the sour nature of the question down with a gulp of beer.Â
âMaybe,â Sam replies, but Dean knows thereâs more. There always is. Samâs just ramping up for the big guns. âIâve been thinking about what you said last week â how we canât kill the demon without the Colt, even if we do find it.â
âSo?â Dean gives a shrug of his shoulders and keeps nursing his beer. Heâs going to need a second one soon if this conversation goes on any longer.
Sam exhales a small sigh of frustration. Deanâs careless attitude has been annoying him as much as Deanâs annoyed by Samâs relentless agenda to find the demon who killed their entire family and one college girlfriend. Whatâs so hard to understand about that?
âSo,â Sam parrots with strained patience and continues, âIâve been looking through Dadâs stuff to see if thereâs something else. He wouldnât have given up the Colt if he didnât have a plan B, right?â
âWe donât know if he gave up the Colt,â Dean mutters, even though he knows itâs all bullshit. It doesnât take a genius to figure out how the gun suddenly went missing after his miraculous recovery in the hospital. Not to mention, their father died practically five minutes later. Â
Sam quirks a brow. âDonât we, though?â
Dean only shakes his head and takes a seat next to Sam. He doesnât want to have this conversation all over again, so he relents. âAlright, what did you find, huh?â he entertains his little brotherâs idea, hoping itâs enough to pacify any revenge plans for the moment.
Itâs not like Dean doesnât want the demon dead. It killed his mother. It killed Jess. And it killed his father and a bunch of other innocent people too. But what if it kills Sam next? Whatâs he supposed to do then? His dad and brother were the most important people in his life, the only family he had left, and now thereâs only Sammy.Â
Deanâs not scared of a lot of things, but heâs scared of being alone in this world.Â
Lately, it feels like no matter what he does, the demonâs winning. If they go after it and it kills Sam, the thing wins. And if Dean does nothing and lets the bastard keep breathing, itâs still winning. Either way, Deanâs losing, and he doesnât like those odds.Â
Sam doesnât answer right away. Itâs not the thoughtful kind of silence, however. Itâs the kind that means Sam is deciding how much truth to unload at once. He gathers a few loose papers and straightens the stack like he needs the extra second to decide how hard he wants to push. That alone puts Dean on edge. He already regrets sitting down.Â
âDad kept circling back to the same handful of things,â Sam says finally. âSymbols. Locations. Names.âÂ
Dean takes another sip, eyes skimming briefly over the papers before looking away again. âHunters write stuff down. Shocking.âÂ
âIâm serious, Dean.â Sam slides one of the notebooks closer, flipping it open. Their dadâs handwriting fills the pages. Dean can recognize it in his sleep at this point â tight, angular, relentless. It still stings a little to see it, another reminder that heâs gone and not coming back this time. âThere are patterns here. He wasnât just cataloging. He was narrowing something down.â
Dean leans back in his chair, stretching his sore shoulders. âAnd this is where you tell me youâve cracked the code and we ride off into the sunset together like Thelma and Louise?â
Sam ignores that skillfully. âDad kept his research on the demon all together in the same box. He even demon-proofed the thing. Itâs all in there. Weather patterns, crop failuresâŠâ
âYeah, we already handed all that stuff over to Ash,â Dean points out.Â
âI know,â Sam grits, patience wearing thinner, and slides over a ripped and crumpled piece of yellowing paper. âBut I found something else in there, too.â
âLooks like he ripped a page out of the journal.â Dean frowns as he takes the piece of flimsy paper into his hands and stares at the few words on the page.Â
Left key in Salem â MO. Not time. Contingency only.
âThatâs it?â Dean looks up from the page and stares at Sam, brow raised. âThis is what got you all worked up?âÂ
There arenât many notes, and thatâs what bothers him. John Winchester never shut up on paper. When he wrote less, it meant their dad was being careful.
âYou see that symbol in the margin?â Sam asks, moving his finger on the page to a small, angular letter in the right corner.Â
á
Dean squints his eyes at it. The symbol looks familiar, even though he has no idea what it means. It almost feels like heâs seen it before, a vague memory coming to mind of his father explaining it to him when he was just a kid. But Dean canât remember for sure, which is odd. He usually never forgets the things his dad taught him, so maybe itâs just one of those false memories â his own personal Mandela effect. Most times, all those weird symbols he comes across this job blur together eventually and tend to look pretty much the same.Â
âItâs a rune,â Sam adds. âFrom the Elder Futhark.â
âFuâwhat?â
âThe Elder Futhark,â Sam repeats with a sigh. âItâs an old-school writing system.â
âWhatâs it mean?â
âI think it literally translates to âbirch,ââ Sam replies, crinkling his nose slightly.Â
Dean cocks a brow. âLike the tree?â
âYeah, like the tree.â Sam nods, flipping through loose pages. âIn older traditions, itâs tied to growth, birth, uh⊠lineage. Maternal stuff.â
Dean grimaces. âMaternal?â
Sam chuckles a little. âYeah, but not soft, exactly. See, birch was seen as kind of protective. Itâs the first tree to grow back after a fire,â he explains. âItâs about renewal, shelter, quiet protection.â
âHuh. Fire,â Dean breathes and then looks at Sam. âYou think itâs got something to do with us?â
Sam considers this for a moment before answering. âMaybe. I think Dad thought so, or he wouldnât have written it down and put it into that box.â
Dean peeks at his fatherâs notes again, a few words standing out that definitely (and unfortunately) sound like a plan B according to John Winchester.Â
Protective alignment. Asset. Not time. Contingency only.
âWhat does MO mean?â Dean asks then. âMissouri again? Should we call her?â
But Sam shakes his head, frowning at the page. âI donât think so. Maybe he meant âmodus operandi.â Thereâs also a Salem in Missouri.â
âYou think he put the key thingy there?â Dean looks at his brother and hates that he feels himself getting invested in this nonsense. Leave it to Sam to drag him into even more shit. âWhat dâyou think it is? A weapon like the Colt?â
Sam stares blankly at the pages in front of him, clearly trying to make sense of his fatherâs research. âI donât know.â
At that, Dean smiles a little to himself and rises from his seat, patting Sam on the back. âWell, you go have fun figuring it out. Iâm going back to work on the car.â
Sam exhales a frustrated sigh but doesnât bother arguing, returning to the stack of paperwork in front of him.Â
Crisis averted, Dean thinks, satisfied.Â
For now, at least.Â
It takes Sam less than two days to figure out part of the mystery before he plants himself in front of Dean and announces theyâre going to Salem, Massachusetts, adding the usual âIâll fill you in on the way,â which is Sam-code for youâre not backing out of this, so buckle up.Â
Luckily, that was just enough time for Dean to get the Impala running right again. God knows he wasnât borrowing another soccer-mom minivan from Bobby. He still has nightmares about the damn cup holders.
And for a while then, the two of them just drive, and Deanâs happy about the silence, the only sounds coming from classic rock tunes through the stereo and Babyâs steady hum under his boots. Sam keeps his nose buried in a stack of papers while Dean keeps his eyes on the road. It gives him something to focus on â lines, distance, direction. But as they pass Chicago, Dean feels himself getting antsy, his fingers tapping the steering wheel in a rhythm that doesnât match the music anymore.Â
âAlright,â he caves finally, shooting a glance at Sam in the passenger seat. âWhat did you find? Enlighten me.â
Sam draws an amused smile and arches a brow, but he keeps his eyes focused on the papers in front of him. âOh, so now youâre suddenly interested.â
âJust spit it out, alright? Least you can do after dragging me all the way out here,â Dean grumbles, although driving is still better than sitting still at Bobbyâs, twiddling his thumbs.
âAlright,â Sam chuckles, but Dean doesnât miss that little hint of triumph in his brotherâs voice. âI started with Sugar Hill, New Hampshire. Small town. Nothing out of the ordinary. But there was a house fire in 1995.â
Dean cocks an eyebrow. âA fire?âÂ
âIt was ruled accidental, but there were three fatalities,â Sam says. âA grandmother, a mother, and an eleven-year-old girl.â
Dean scrunches his brow slightly. âNot exactly the usual playâŠâÂ
The one and only case so far that theyâve tracked connected to the yellow-eyed demon started the same way their nightmare did â a baby in a crib, six months old, and a mother burning on the ceiling. All of it happened in 1983. Thatâs the pattern.Â
âI know,â Sam replies. âThatâs actually what caught my attention.â
Dean throws him a sideways look. âYou sure this isnât just some random fire?â
âI donât know,â Sam admits and flips a page. âBut Iâm pretty sure Dad was there because the responding officer on scene was a deputy called Mia Owens.â
âMO,â Dean repeats quietly.Â
âYeah, and get this,â Sam continues, âMia Owens moved to Salem a few days after the accident and adopted an eleven-year-old girl.â
Dean blinks at that. Alright, that certainly doesnât sound like a coincidence anymore. He can admit as much.Â
âYou think itâs the same girl that supposedly died in the fire?âÂ
âYeah.â Sam nods. âI donât think she died, Dean. I think Dad was there, faked her death, and gave her to Mia Owens to hide. Thereâs a birth certificate for the girl she adopted, but itâs under a different name. But I couldnât find any school transcripts, medical records, or anything before the age of eleven. Nothing.â
Dean thinks it through carefully. A house fire in 1995. An eleven-year-old girl that may or may not have survived. Shady adoption records and name changes. His fatherâs notes.Â
Asset. Â
Dean hates to admit that it does fit his fatherâs style. John wouldnât go through the trouble of hiding a girl if he didnât think she was important.Â
âYou think Dad meant a little girl with the key?â Dean asks, raising a brow. âA key to what?â
âI donât know. Thatâs what I wanna find out,â Sam says pensively, his hazel eyes drifting out the window. âMaybe sheâs like me.â
âYou think so?â Dean questions skeptically, although he might be biased here. He just really doesnât want to deal with more freak kids and Samâs ESP. âI mean, if she was eleven in â95, sheâd be even a year younger than you. Did you have one of your premonition things about her?â
âNo.â Sam shakes his head, and Dean feels the relief flooding his body almost immediately. âBut maybe she wasnât part of the original group.â
âYou think there were more kids?â
Sam gives a shrug. âI donât know. Maybe Dad did.â
âThatâs a lot of maybes, Sam,â Dean mutters. âPlease tell me weâre not about to harass that poor girl. We donât even know if sheâs the real deal. Maybe that deputy adopting and moving away after the fire was just a coincidence. I mean, seeing a dead kid probably does something to normal people.â
Sam shoots him a raised look at that. âDean, there are no coincidences in our line of work. And if there were, this would be a pretty big one.â
âAlright, fine. Weâll talk to her,â Dean caves with a sigh. âBut if this girl turns out to be completely normal, promise me youâre gonna leave her alone and not drag her into our mess.â
Sam purses his lips and shrugs. âSure, promise.â
Dean hears the words, but heâs not entirely convinced Sam actually means them.Â
âI couldnât find anything on the girl or where she is now, but Mia Owens works at Salem PD,â Sam says. âI figure we start there.â
Dean only gives him a nod at that and focuses his eyes back on the gray stretch of highway ahead.Â
Salem, Massachusetts
This town might be Deanâs worst nightmare. Itâs when his everyday life of horror suddenly turns to an amusing tourist attraction. Witch-themed shop windows, plastic broomsticks, and neon pentagrams litter the cobblestone streets. Thereâs even someone selling âauthentic cursed candlesâ next to a goddamn coffee shop.Â
Itâs history turned into fucking merch. The townâs darkness is apparently just part of the decor.
âOh, look, theyâre offering ghost tours. Maybe we should take one,â Dean says with a wry grin and kills the engine a block away from the police station.Â
âYeah, maybe another time.â Sam chuckles, shaking his head, and smooths out the wrinkles in his suit before grabbing his FBI badge from the glove compartment. Then he glances at Dean. âYou coming?â
âNah, you go ahead. Iâll wait here. Maybe take a nap,â Dean says casually, already leaning back in his seat. After all, he did just drive for close to twenty-four hours straight with barely a break between. He deserves some shuteye, considering Sam dragged him out of bed before sunrise.Â
Sam gives him a look but heads inside without arguing. Deanâs sleeping plans, however, donât last for too long before his eyes catch on a flyer stuck to a lamppost, gently fluttering in the ocean breeze. Itâs a missing person poster of a young woman, late twenties, last seen three months ago.Â
As Deanâs gaze then drifts further down the sidewalk, he spots another one on a bulletin board outside a convenience store. Different face but similar age. And then his eyes land on a third one, partially covered by an ad for a harbor cruise. This oneâs also female, early thirties, and was last seen a year ago.Â
Three missing women are cause enough to step out of the car and take a closer look. The air smells like salt and rusted metal as tourists and shoppers pass him on the sidewalk. Dean then studies the nearest flyer â no signs of struggle, no suspects, and no vehicles found. As he looks at the other two then as well, he notices the same pattern there. All disappeared without a trace within one year. If he didnât know any better, he would think all these women vanished into thin air.Â
But Dean does know better. His gut is already screaming that thereâs more than just answers about lost family secrets in this town.Â
Thereâs a case here.Â
When Sam finally strolls out of the police station, Deanâs leaning against the Impala with his arms crossed. His little brother looks thoughtful, which Dean learned a long time ago means complicated.Â
âWell?â Dean asks as Sam reaches the car.Â
âMia Owens checks out. Moved here eleven years ago with her daughter,â Sam informs him and then flashes a smile. âAnd get this â the daughter also works for Salem PD. Apparently, sheâs a CSI.â
âCSI, huh?â Deanâs brows shoot up with interest. âShe working today?â
âYeah, but the detective inside said theyâre at a crime scene right now.â
âYou know where?â
âYup.â
âAlright, letâs go,â Dean says and already opens the driverâs door before stopping. âHey, uh, you noticed these?â He gestures with his chin toward the missing person posters.Â
Sam follows his gaze to the closest flyer. âMissing persons?â
âYeah, plural,â Dean notes. âAt least three within a year. All women. Similar age range.â
Sam frowns slightly. âItâs a tourist town, Dean. People pass through. Stuff happens.â
âNot like this.â
âI think youâre getting influenced by the merch here,â Sam retorts, laughing it off. âWeâre not here for a case. Weâre here to get answers.â
âOh, and since when are we in the business of ignoring cases, huh? You just wanna let more women die?â Dean argues.Â
âYou donât know theyâre dead,â Sam points out. âYou barely even have a case here.â
âWe barely ever do, man.â
âAlright,â Sam plays along, leveling with him, which honestly feels really patronizing. Dean knows heâs right about this. His gut is never wrong. Itâs the one instinct he can always rely on. âAnd what do you think killed them, huh?â
Dean gives a defiant shrug. âI donât know yet. But Iâm gonna find out.â
The house sits too far back from the road to feel even remotely welcoming. The white siding looks harmless enough from a distance, neat windows and trimmed hedges included. Itâs one of those places that probably has matching towels in the bathroom as well. However, thereâs a stillness to it that feels strange and anything but peaceful.Â
Dean slows the Impala as the gravel path turns to mud beneath the tires, the big oaks crowding in on either side like theyâre trying to pass judgment. As he cuts the engine, all he hears is the ticking of metal cooling under Babyâs hood and the faint buzz of insects in the woods. For a moment, he just studies the place through the windshield and canât help the odd feeling in the pit of his stomach of being watched.Â
âFound her,â Sam says from the passenger seat, snapping him from his stupor, and turns the laptop toward him. âSheâs been with Salem PD for about a year now. She graduated early from Boston University with a masterâs in biomedical forensic sciences.â
âSo sheâs smart?âÂ
Dean doesnât know why he asked that. Of course the girl must be smart if she graduated college early. He couldnât even swing high school, so he imagines someone who can use the word âbiomedicalâ correctly in a sentence must be genius-level smart. At least, theyâd be definitely smarter than him, but even Sam seems to be impressed, and heâs smart, too.Â
Sam huffs a laugh. âYeah, Iâd say.â
Dean sort of admires that. Maybe itâs even jealousy. Because if itâs the girl theyâre looking for and not some random coincidence, then it means this girl lost everything, survived unimaginable and unbearable trauma, and still made something of herself. What happened to her didnât define her, so thatâs pretty admirable in Deanâs book.Â
âThat her?â Dean squints at the personnel photo on the screen.Â
He halfway expects the usual washed-out ID photo â bad lighting, stiff posture, grainy DMV quality, maybe even mid-blink. But instead, the picture makes him pause, not just his breath but his heart, too.Â
Because even flattened by fluorescent lighting and a bland gray background, the girl on the photo shines and illuminates the whole scene without the need for good angles or straining effort. Thereâs a natural curve to her mouth that makes even the most neutral facial expression seem like a secret smile. It causes him to wonder what it looks like when she actually smiles.Â
Her eyes are somehow soft and sharp at the same time, a steadiness gleaming in them that challenges to hold contact for longer than necessary just to see who breaks it first. He gets the sense that, despite the way she looks â innocent, warm, pretty â this girl doesnât spook easily.Â
âHuh.â Dean shuts the laptop slower than usual and licks his lips. He tells himself itâs just that sheâs hot. Thatâs all. Heâs allowed to notice when someoneâs hot. But something about the photo persists in his head a heartbeat longer than it should, and he canât help that now he kind of wants to see her in person â or the smile.Â
He wants to see the smile.Â
âWhat?â Samâs already scowling like he knows whatâs coming. He probably does.
âWell,â Dean says and pushes the car door open, stepping out onto the gravel as a smirk begins to form on his lips, âhereâs hoping your theoryâs wrong.â
Sam halts mid-exit before he slams the passenger door shut. âExcuse me?âÂ
Dean closes his door and adjusts the lapel of his suit jacket. ââCause if this is just a paperwork mix-up and not demon-adjacent, I might actually get a decent night out of it.â
He smirks broad and full then, even though he can tell Sam wants to either smack or throttle him right now.Â
Sam stops in his tracks halfway of rounding the hood. âDude. Are you serious right now?â
He shrugs his shoulders, grin widening. âWhat? Just saying. Sheâs cute.âÂ
âDean, she might be connected to a house fire tied to the same thing that killed Mom,â Sam points out all righteously.Â
Deanâs smirk softens, but it doesnât disappear. âYeah,â he says. âAnd if sheâs not, Iâd hate to waste a perfectly good opportunity.â
âUnbelievable.â Sam exhales sharply through his nose, already turning toward the house with a shake of his head.Â
Dean chuckles and follows, hands slipping into his pockets. The two of them then stroll past uniforms and patrol cars, ducking under yellow tape, badges already out as Dean approaches an officer stationed by the door.
âHey, uh, where can I find Mia Owens?â
The cop, however, doesnât even get a chance to answer before an older woman steps up. Sheâs somewhere in her forties, maybe a little past it, and definitely looks like she doesnât startle easily. There are crinkles around her eyes that arenât from laughing but probably from squinting at bad situations way too often. Years of experience have settled into her posture, knowing exactly how much force to use without wasting it. She also probably knows when to talk and when to let silence do the work.Â
She gives seasoned cop energy, and Dean sighs internally. This wonât be easy as pie.Â
âRight here. Sergeant Owens.â She doesnât extend a hand but already squares her shoulders instead.Â
âFBI, maâam.â Dean swallows subtly and quickly flashes his badge before she can notice theyâre super fucking fake. âSpecial Agents Hetfield and Sambora.â
Sergeant Owens cocks an eyebrow and places her hands challengingly on her hips. âAnd what exactly does the FBI want with me?â
God, Dean feels a slight buckle in his knees at the firm tone of her voice. It feels like sheâs scolding him for something he hasnât even thought about doing yet.Â
âWeâre following up on a case that intersects with your jurisdiction,â Sam jumps in, more fearless than Dean, but thatâs probably because Samâs still driven by his need for answers. Dean doesnât really want answers. He just wants peace and maybe a burger. âWe were hoping to ask you a few questions about someone under your care.âÂ
âYeah, eleven years ago, you took in a kid, right?â Dean gets straight to the point, not wasting another minute tiptoeing around the subject. He knows jumping into it will probably shake something loose, even if itâs just a defense mechanism. That would already tell him a lot, and thatâs all he really needs.Â
âMy adoptive daughter, yes,â the sergeant confirms and crosses her arms. âYouâll forgive me if I donât discuss my family with two men who show up unannounced to an active crime scene. So why donât you tell me what this is really about?â
Apparently, Sergeant Owens likes getting straight to the point as well. Dean interprets this as a good sign because heâs certainly intimidated by her glare.Â
âWeâ, uh, weâd just like to ask you some questions about a fire that occurred in 1995 in Sugar Hill, New Hampshire,â Sam says carefully. âYou were the first responder on scene?â
âI was,â Owens confirms, but her eyes never loose their sternness. âIt was ruled an accident.âÂ
âThree dead. Grandmother. Mother. Eleven-year-old daughter,â Dean adds.Â
She nods once. âThatâs right.â
Dean tilts his head slightly at that. âExcept hereâs the thing,â he continues calmly, wetting his lips. âAdoption records show you took in an eleven-year-old girl a few days later. Same age. Thatâs quite a coincidence.â
Her gaze expectedly darkens. âWhat are you implying, agent?â
âI think you know,â is all Dean says, not backing down till Sam cuts in to dissolve the tension.Â
âWeâre not accusing you of anything. Weâre just trying to understand what really happened that night.â
But the sergeant steps forward, bristling. âListen, FBI or not, I donât appreciate two men waltzing into my crime scene and asking about my kidââ
âMia, itâs okay,â a soft and sweet voice pipes up suddenly, and thereâs movement behind Owens.
Dean notices because the air changes in an instant, like someone opened a window and let a gentle breeze in. And before he can blink, you step up beside the sergeant.Â
Youâre different from the photo. Somehow, in a worse way, which really means better, and that automatically means worse for him. Because in person, thereâs even more warmth. Itâs almost heat, like the hottest day in July, causing him to sweat in his suit by just looking at you. Thereâs a barely detectable trace of something electric crackling underneath the surface, under your skin, that the dull picture didnât capture. A stream of light seeps through the windows and catches in your eyes as if even the sun herself is seeking you out.Â
For a heartbeat, Dean forgets what he wanted to say till Sam elbows him in the ribs.Â
Right. Words. FBI. Fire. Focus.Â
âYou donât have toââ Sergeant Owens turns toward you instantly, protective instinct written all over her face, and Dean recognizes that one from his own father. Maybe even from himself when he looks in the mirror whenever Samâs concerned. But if the story is true, Dean thinks he understands why their dad picked Mia Owens to keep a secret.Â
âItâs fine,â you assure her with a small nod, completely calm in a way that makes Dean nervous.Â
His eyes move before his brain catches up, tracing the line of your shoulders beneath the CSI jacket, the shape of your waist, and the quiet confidence in the way you stand. He can tell youâre not reckless or naĂŻve. You know exactly whatâs happening here. Youâre not scared or confused. Youâre measuring, careful, calculated.Â
His stomach tightens imperceptibly.Â
âYou wanted to speak to me?â Your gaze drifts back and forth between him and Sam, assessing. A swallow gets stuck in Deanâs throat, lump thickening.Â
âYeah, uhâ⊠Yeah.â Dean clears his throat. Smooth, Winchester. Smooth. He then nods and pulls out his badge with a smidge more confidence. âSpecial Agent Hetfield. This is Special Agent Sambora.â
You step closer to look â really look â and Dean feels the sweat begin to gather in the back of his neck again, probably soon flushing like a waterfall down his spine. You examine his credentials with far more attention than most people ever do. Thereâs no rush as your eyes scan over the name, the seal, and even the goddamn laminate.Â
Please donât be a Metallica fan. Please donât be a Metallica fanâŠ
In his periphery, he can see even Sam shift his weight, sees the tension creeping into his shoulders. Dean resists the urge to yank the ID back like a guilty teenager in a liquor store. He wonders if youâve already figured it out. Youâre smart, he reminds himself and watches your expression for recognition. For amusement. For the moment you call him out.
But instead, you smile. And shit, itâs so much more striking than the photo hinted at. Itâs even warmer and brighter, like staring directly into the goddamn sun.Â
âSure,â you say smoothly. âWhat can I do for you, agents?â
Dean licks his lips, studying you for a moment longer, his eyes never leaving yours. Itâs long enough that it causes you to straighten your posture just the slightest bit, bracing for whatever comes next. He can already tell youâre not expecting it to be good news.Â
âAre you the girl from the fire?â Dean asks you bluntly, but you donât stump or jolt back like he expected you would. Like most people would.
Instead, your eyes flicker from him to Sam and then back to him again, seemingly weighing both danger and options. âAm I in trouble?â
Itâs not a clear yes, but itâs definitely not a no either. An innocent person would never ask that question. A guilty one would. You are the eleven-year-old girl who survived a fire. Who lost her entire family and is now being forced to talk to two strangers about it. Dean suddenly feels incredibly repentant about that, enough to seek out a church. He wonât, but the urge is there. God, he shouldâve never let Sam convince him to come here, poke around, and disrupt a life thatâs not theirs to disturb.Â
âNo,â Sam assures you quickly, shaking his head and giving you that soft smile he always reserves for calming victims. âYouâre not in any trouble, I promise. We just want to ask you a few questions about that fire. What you rememberâŠâ
You grind your jaw, glancing at Dean again as if you know heâs the weak link here, suspicion clear as day in your eyes. âWhy does the FBI care? It was ruled an accident.â
Dean lifts a brow at that, smiling cleverly. Gotcha. âThen why were you declared dead and adopted under a different name?â
You narrow your eyes to a little glare at him, which he finds more adorable than threatening. Then you exhale a sigh of defeat, and Dean almost wants to grin at that but bites it back.Â
âFine,â you huff, your eyes darting around the house thatâs currently bustling with cops before you lower your voice. âBut not here,â you say. âBesides, I donât have time right now. Iâm still on the clock, and I have a ton of evidence to process. You can come by my lab later. My shift ends at six.â
You pull out a business card and hold it out to him. As Dean takes it, his fingers briefly brush yours, and he swears a jolt of electricity travels straight up his arm and slithers down his spine to places it shouldnât go.Â
âWeâll be there,â Dean promises and canât really control the slight upward twitch of his lips.Â
Without another word, you then turn back toward the rest of the crime scene, already slipping your gloves on, the conversation dismissed without being rude. Dean watches you walk away, gaze unapologetically following the curve of your hips down to your ass before dragging back up again.
When he whistles lowly, Sam kicks his leg pretty damn hard, forcing Deanâs eyes away from you.Â
âDean.â Sam glowers and scolds him like a dog who peed on the new carpet. Sometimes, Dean wonders if his little brother ever wishes to bring a spray bottle of water to these things. âCan you not?â
Sure, Dean could try. But the unnameable restlessness that buzzes in his blood when he thinks about you probably wonât let him. Thereâs something about you that canât be stuffed neatly into any labeled box he has, but for the sake of finding something to put you in, he chalks it off to simple attraction. Lust. Chemistry.Â
Yeah, thatâs probably it. Nothing more to it.
As Dean swings the motel room door open, the smell of old carpet and bleach hits him instantly. The TV is on mute, some local news anchor gesturing dramatically about weekend tourism, but Samâs attention is nowhere near it.Â
His little brother is hunched over the small table by the window, sleeves rolled up to his elbows and tie abandoned, the yellow legal pad beside him filled edge to edge with tight handwriting. Thereâs also a stack of photocopies scattered in front of him, ranging from birth certificates and property records to archived newspaper clippings and police reports.
âYouâre back early.â Sam doesnât even look up when Dean enters, shutting the door behind him.
âDude, Iâve been gone six hours. Itâs almost five,â he notes. Good thing his own investigation didnât get him kidnapped or shot this time. Otherwise, heâd probably be dead till Sam noticed he was even gone that long.
Sam lifts his head, brows pinched, and checks his watch like he just surfaced from underwater. âHuh.â
âSo, you find anything?â Dean asks and tosses the keys onto the dresser.Â
Sam exhaustively leans back in his chair, rubbing a hand down his face. âDefine anything.â
âAnything weird. Anything cult-y. Any reason a dead kid suddenly isnât dead anymore.â
âNope.â Sam exhales hard. âThe adoption paperwork is messy but not illegal. Name changeâs clean, too. I found the death certificates for her mother and grandmother but not for her.â
Deanâs brow furrows slightly. âSo sheâs⊠not officially dead.â
Sam shakes his head slowly with a frustrated look gleaming in his brown eyes. âNo, uh, itâs not even in the official police report. I mean, hell, thereâs not even a mention of her. Like she never existed. The only thing that mentions three deaths during the fire is a local newspaper, but thatâs it.â
âThatâs it?â Deanâs brow lifts.Â
âThatâs it.â
âThatâs⊠weird,â Dean says for lack of better words.Â
âTell me about it,â Sam huffs.
âAnd Dad?â
âWell, if we assume Dad was involved that night, I think he probably is the âcivilianâ who âassisted in the rescue.â He disappeared before he could give a full account,â Sam states with a tight smile, reading off the report. âIf thereâs something supernatural in her background, itâs definitely not on paper.â
Thatâs not necessarily unusual, especially if their father was part of the coverup. The brothers learned early how to erase their tracks properly.  Â
âI did look into the property records of the house, though,â Sam adds. âItâs got a lot of history. Been in her family for practically centuries. Itâs still in her name â her real name. Itâs never been sold to anyone else.â
Dean bobs his head, then smacks his lips. âAlright, so letâs say your theory is right and the fire wasnât an accident and Dad was really there that night, the worst case scenario is that he saved a little girl and then hid her from the evil thing that was probably still after her to finish the job. Is that what youâre saying?â
Sam sighs. âYes.âÂ
âHuh.â Dean purses his lips, nodding. âSo basically, youâve got nothing.â
Sam lets out a breath through his nose, drawing his lips into a tight line. âYup,â he admits somewhat bitterly. âBut sheâs still gotta be connected to the demon somehow. Why else would Dad have gone through all that trouble to hide a small piece of paper in a demon-proof lockbox?â
âLook, I hear ya, alright? But not everything the old man did always made a whole lotta sense,â Dean reasons.Â
Samâs brow scrunches significantly at that. âSince when are you saying that? You worshipped the man.â
âSince now,â Dean replies without missing a beat, although he really wants to say since Dad idiotically sacrificed his soul for poor little me. âMaybe a demon was involved. Maybe there wasnât. Hell, doesnât even mean the fire ties back to the yellow-eyed demon. Thereâs other demons around, you know? You forgot Meg? Maybe Dad just tracked it out of habit, and itâs your fault for reading too much into three lines on an old note.â
Sam stares at him for a long moment then, hazel eyes completely stern, and Dean knows his little brother pretty much wants to strangle him right now â because heâs right. For once, Deanâs right and Samâs wrong. Dean can almost feel the universe losing its balance over it.Â
He smirks annoyingly wide at that. âGuess that means the CSI hottie is fair game.â
âI think she already has enough trauma in her life without needing your help, Dean,â Sam mutters, amused.Â
âNo better cure than Vitamin D for that.â
âDude!â
Yeah, Dean almost wants to slap himself, but heâs too busy grinning shamelessly.Â
âMaybe wait till weâve talked to her and make sure sheâs not connected somehow before you hit on her again,â Sam scolds and then checks his watch once more. âSpeaking of, we need to leave soon or weâre gonna be late.â
âYeah, hang on. Got something, too,â Dean says, victory already curving his lips. âDrove around town and looked into the missing women cases. Dug a little deeper.â
A corner of Samâs mouth lifts wryly. âOh, good. This should be interesting.âÂ
Dean shoots him a look. âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â
âNothing.â Sam shrugs lightly, then leans forward on the table. âJust curious what kind of deep investigative journalism you conducted today. Talk to any conspiracy bloggers? Interrogate a barista?â
Dean rolls his eyes and grabs the roomâs only other chair, dragging it across the carpet so it faces Sam directly. âYouâre hilarious. Really. You should take that on the road.â
âDeanââ
âEight,â Dean cuts in.
His little brotherâs brow furrows. âEight what?â
âEight missing women. Not three,â Dean states and watches Sam at least straighten at that. âFive more in the last twelve months. All married. All reported missing by their husbands. And all had domestic disturbance calls logged at some point before they disappeared. You know, neighbors calling in yelling, one shattered window, one âaccidental fallâ down the porch steps that didnât quite line up with the bruises. And then all of them just vanished without a trace.â
Sam frowns then, shoulders slumping. âDean, they probably just left their husbands. Doesnât mean thereâs anything weird going on.â
âSure.â Dean nods, feeling quite clever. âSee, thatâs what I thought too at first. But then I talked to a few of the husbands.â
Sam arches a brow. âAnd?â
âAnd,â Dean continues, âall of them had accidents after their wivesâ disappearances.â
âWhat kinda accidents?â
Dean exhales slowly through his nose. Boy, that oneâs a loaded question. Heâs heard some weird shit over the years in this job. Seen worse. But this one surely took the cake. Heâs never sat across a red-faced contractor in a living room before, who muttered something about a âfreak bedroom thing.â The guy turned purple by the time Dean finally got him to say the words âfractureâ and âpenisâ together in the same sentence.Â
That was new territory.
Salem â witch capital of America. He almost laughs at that. If there were ever a town for something old and vindictive to take root, itâd be this one. God, he hates witches. Of course some bitch hauled up here of all places and sprinkles hex bags around like itâs fucking confetti.
âYou know, shower slips, stair falls, gym injuries,â Dean replies, coughing up the lump in his throat.Â
âThatâs vague. Could still be unrelated.â
âCould be.â Dean bobs his head, lips pursed, then looks dryly at his brother. âThey all broke their dick, Sam.â
âWhat?â Samâs brows pinch together. Hard.Â
âYeah, that got your attention, huh?â Dean slumps back in his chair and lets out a sigh.Â
Samâs mouth opens and closes a few times before finding the right words. âDid any of them die?â
âNo, Sam, they all just had an itchy cast for a few weeks,â Dean deadpans. âI mean, one guy thinks he might have permanent damage, but thatâs only âcause he was too freaked out and embarrassed to go to the ER.â
Dean doesnât mention that the last victimâs husband was still wearing a cast, which he kept repeatedly scratching right in front of him. For an entirety of thirty minutes, Dean didnât know where to look and kept staring at the ceiling fan.Â
Sam muses, head nodding. âSo let me get this straight â the women are all probably alive and just left, and the husbands are alive too and got away with minor injuries.â
âMinor?â
âYou know what I mean. Weâve seen a lot worse,â Sam clarifies, which Dean can hardly deny. This is basically bush league â no pun intended. âWhat are you thinking? Witch?â
Dean shrugs. âProbably. Fits the M.O.â Â
âLook, it still might be a coincidence,â Sam argues, which frustrates Dean greatly.Â
He knew Sam was going to call it a stretch, even with all the evidence laid out in front of him. He knew Sam would say correlation isnât causation. And he knew Sam would point out that injured men donât automatically equal hex bags and covens.
And Dean knows that, too. But he also knows eight women just donât evaporate into thin air and husbands donât shatter things like that by accident. At least not eight fucking times.Â
âDude, câmon,â Dean counters. âEight guys having those kinds of injuries is not nothing. I mean, theyâre dicks to their wives and then they get injured in the most ironic way possible? Whenâs the last time youâve ever heard of something like that, especially in a town this size?â
Sam doesnât respond, which Dean takes as admission.
âExactly.â
Sam studies him for a long moment. âAlright, letâs say youâre rightââ
âI am.âÂ
âEven if itâs witchcraft,â Sam continues, âit sounds like a vigilante and not something purely evil.â
âSo? What, you wanna give that bitch a free pass just âcause sheâs got some weird moral compass?â Dean questions.
âSo do we,â Sam points out.Â
âItâs different.âÂ
âHow so?â
ââCause it just is. âCause I said so, alright?â Dean snaps. âWitches are evil. We kill evil things. End of story. I mean, hell, you love all those serial killer docs. Youâve never heard of escalation before? Whoeverâs doing this maybe isnât killing people right now, which is why we have to stop them before they do.â
Sam exhales a long breath at that, caving slightly. âYou find any weird symbols? Hex bags?â
âNope, not yet. But Iâll find something,â Dean assures his little brother. âIâm telling you, man. Thereâs something weird going on in this town.â
Your lab is a sanctuary of steel counters and fluorescent lights, humming with the quiet efficiency youâve come to rely on. The evidence board glows behind you in blue, crime scene photos pinned in neat rows, your notes scrawled in the margin. The faint tang of chemicals keeps everything clinical and contained, and the chaos of magic stays locked away here â no tarot deck in sight, no spell books on the shelves, no runes scratched under the desk. Itâs just science doing the heavy lifting while you sort fibers and catalog blood spatter.
A knock on the doorframe a few minutes past six then snaps you out of your peaceful routine, announcing Metallica and Bon Jovi right on schedule.Â
Metallica leans one broad shoulder against the frame with a smirk in place, suit jacket already unbuttoned, golden freckles and evergreen eyes sparkling under the bright lights. Bon Jovi stands a half-step behind, posture more careful but no less intense.Â
Their auras roll into the room ahead of their bodies, brushing against your senses like a breeze through leaves.Â
A while ago, you made your own science out of describing auras. Bland names like yellow usually donât say a whole lot about a person, do they now? Has anyone ever looked at a color wheel properly? Thereâs more options than just six. Is it a warm yellow? Or does it have more of a blue-ish tint to it? Brighter? Darker? That already says a lot about someone. So, you grabbed a Pantone color catalog from the hardware store not too long ago and got more creative.Â
After all, who doesnât like a little more sparkle and fun in their life?
Well, judging by Metallicaâs aura, he might not. His aura is dense and close to his skin like armor. Thereâs a deep brick red at the core, steady and restrained. Itâs the color of adrenaline held on a leash. Of survival mode that never quite switches off. But hunter green (ironic, yes) glimmers through the red. Big caretaker energy a guy like him probably even denies having. Thereâs also gunmetal gray that spiderwebs around the red and green, locking them up like chainmail. It speaks of grief he clearly hasnât let himself feel yet. Maybe even survivorâs guilt chewing at the corners.
That oneâs definitely your knight, but not in the sense that youâre the princess he needs to rescue. Youâre the dragon heâs convinced himself to slay. He just doesnât know it yet.
Bon Joviâs aura, on the other hand, is larger, more diffuse, and a lot harder to pin down. His primary color is a bright buttercup yellow, which pulses unevenly. Heâs intelligent, anxious, and probably has a mind that overthinks practically everything. A deep Moroccan blue pools heavily around his center, however, telling of grief, emotional depth, and moral restraint. But the most interesting part about this guy? Itâs the flickers of mulberry purple striking through the others like lightning. Uninvited and unpredictable. It feels like something is watching back. Psychic potential, maybe? Or maybe itâs just good intuition.
Their colors arenât what give you pause, though. Itâs how their auras interact with each other, which is certainly a rarity. Theyâre symbiotic. Not many people have that.
Metallicaâs red steadies Bon Joviâs erratic yellow when their gazes meet. In turn, Bon Joviâs blue cools the heat in Metallicaâs red just enough to keep it from boiling over. Metallicaâs gray also thins in the otherâs presence, like shadows retreating from light, while the purple in Bon Jovi calms as if Metallicaâs grounding him. Â
Which tells you one thing: theyâre more than just hunting partners. Brothers is your best guess. Either that, or theyâre super gay for each other with a soulmate-deep bond. You probably shouldnât ask them to clarify. That never works out well for you.Â
Whatâs important for you, though, is that theyâre clearly stronger together. Dangerous even. But theyâre also more vulnerable when separated.Â
You strip off your gloves and rise from your swivel chair with a deceptively bright smile. âAgents, right on time. I was just finishing up. Come on in.â
They do. The door clicks shut behind them, which feels threatening enough, considering youâre pretty sure they want to kill you or do God knows what else with you. Did they already bring the matches and lighter fluid?Â
But even with the pressure on your shoulders, you gesture to the chairs across your workstation. âHave a seat. Thirsty? Iâve got some water I can offer you.â
You spin to the mini-fridge and pull out two chilled bottles of water â holy water, to be exact. Quietly blessed last week by the local Catholic priest. If theyâre demons, itâll sizzle on contact. If not, well, hydration is key.
âThanks,â Bon Jovi says, accepting one bottle with a polite nod. He twists the cap, takes a sip.Â
Nothing.Â
Metallica does the same, gulping half of it down without so much as a blink. Still nothing.
Clean. Human. Hunters. Still dangerous. Still lethal. Especially to someone like you. But theyâre not the obvious kind of monster that hides under beds and in closets.
Slightly more relieved, you settle back in your chair, folding your hands on the desk. Warm enough to disarm but cool enough to maintain distance. The goal is to seem professional, helpful, harmless, which is easy because you are.Â
âSo, the fire. What do you want to know, agents?â
Bon Jovi leans forward first, the buttercup yellow flaring with that anxious intelligence. âWeâre looking into some old cases that might connect to similar incidents. The Sugar Hill fire â was there anything unusual about it? Anything you remember that maybe didnât make the official report?â
You let your expression soften just enough, playing the role of the cooperative survivor. Youâve rehearsed this story a thousand times by now â ever since Mia took you in. Youâve kept it simple, tragic, human.Â
âI was only eleven. I donât remember a whole lot,â you start, swallowing, a hint of old pain creeping into your voice. Itâs not an act for their benefit, though. The loss of that night still aches like a root pulled from soil. âI woke up to smoke and flames. My mom and grandma⊠They didnât make it out.â Â
âHow did you survive?â Metallica asks, but it doesnât sound accusing. It sounds like heâs angling for something specific.Â
Are they curious about the demon? Is that why theyâre here and sought you out?
âA man pulled me out of the house, carried me to safety, and handed me over to Mia. She adopted me a few days later,â you explain. Â
âDidâ, uh, did this stranger say what his name was?â Bon Jovi asks.Â
You give them a shrug of your shoulders, then shake your head slightly, brow creased. âUh, no, I donât think so. Maybe Jim? Jonathan? It was a long time ago. Iâm sorry,â you say â or lie. âThe cops ruled it an accident back then. Blamed it on faulty wiring.â
Metallicaâs brick red holds steady as he watches you the whole time, juniper eyes calm but attentive. âThis guy, uhm⊠did he say why he was there? Anything about your family? Why he was in the right place at the right time?â
You shake your head, offering a sad smile. âNot that I remember. He just⊠helped. Kind stranger, you know? I mean, I was a traumatized kid. Mia handled the paperwork. I had nothing to do with that. She just changed my name and moved with me here to give me a fresh start. Sugar Hill is a small community. She didnât want me to live with this my whole life. Thatâs really all there is to it.â
Bon Joviâs blue deepens significantly, disappointment glimmering through his yellow. He was hoping for more â something about patterns, maybe, or why your family might have been targeted. But you canât give him anything to grab onto. Even if theyâre here for the demon, trust is earned and not simply given. The cards warned you for a reason.
Metallica, on the other hand, visibly relaxes. His shoulders drop, and the red aura settles as if he internally exhaled. Then a sly, almost triumphant glint crosses his face. Heâs clearly decided youâre normal, which brings you relief for the moment. The knightâs armor has been dismantled. Tragic backstory, smart girl who turned pain into a forensics career, no red flags, case closed, you can practically hear him think.
Your own expression stays neutral, but on the inside, youâre smirking wide. Gotcha. Now, you just have to get rid of them and hope they leave town soon without poking around too much. But another knock on the door foils your plans.Â
Shit, Paige, you realize as you look up, past the two fake FBI agents in your lab, and see your best friend strolling through the door with her usual cheerful smile.Â
As Paige pokes her head in, her curls bounce and her grin widens. âYo, evidence queen, you better not still be buried in blood. Drinks wait for no woman. I will personally drag you out of here if I have toââ
She stops dead in her tracks when she spots the two men in suits in front of you, her brow knitting more and more with each second that passes by. Sheâs never been good at hiding her emotions.Â
âShit.â Her eyes widen and her teeth clench before she grimaces fully. âAm I interrupting something?â
Before you can reply, Metallica already twists around with a smirk in place. The guy really goes for anything with boobs and two legs, huh? Makes a girl feel real special. Not that you blame him. Paige has always been pretty and bubbly enough to wrap guys around her little finger. But sheâs also been your biggest confidante â the Willow to your Buffy, so to speak.Â
âNo, not all,â Metallica says with a charm that could be easily mistaken for gentleness if you didnât see the gun poking out under his suit jacket. âMe and my partner were just finishing up here.â
Paige frowns a little more at that and tilts her head. You already know what sheâs thinking. âPartner? As inâŠâ
Do not say gay, you warn her with a sharp look because you can already see Metallica latching onto the implication, shoulders tensing and drawing back, eyes crinkling in bewilderment, like his ego is a physical thing that just got wounded. Heâs gotten that accusation before. You can tell and try your hardest not to laugh out loud.Â
âFBI,â you provide quickly, shooting her another look. You hope itâs enough to alleviate the sting in Metallicaâs ego and keep him from proving his virility by overcompensating in the stupidest way possible as boys often tend to do. You then glance back at Paige. âIâm almost done, alright? Just wait at Clancyâs. Iâll be out in five.â
Paige nods slowly but tosses you a worried look as if she can feel the tension in your muscles. You donât want her to get hurt. If hunters are poking around in your life and even remotely suspect youâre a witch, they will look at any woman close to you and automatically assume itâs a coven.Â
To clarify, itâs not.Â
Sure, youâve taught her a spell or two, mostly for self-defense. Like a father teaching his daughter how to knee a douche in his crown jewels. Not that you have any first-hand experience with that since you donât know your dad, but you imagine thatâs probably a pretty similar reason. However, youâve never ever sat around a cauldron before and cackled like a maniac.
God, you hate most witch movies. They really give your kind a bad rep. Melissa Joan Hart gets a pass, though. Whoever made Hocus Pocus, on the other hand, should be burned at the stake, especially the person responsible for casting Sarah Jessica Parker. Carrie was fucking annoying in Sex and the City, too.  Â
âYou know, me and my partner could use a drink,â Metallica suddenly chimes in, charismatic grin shaping into form. Fucking hell. He still needs to mend his ego and lick his wounds in front you, it seems. You steel your expression as you meet his expectant eyes. âMind if we crash girlsâ night? Tag along? Off duty, promise.â
Yes, Iâd mind, dickhead, you think bitterly. Read the fucking room.
Even Bon Jovi shoots him a look of clear disapproval, blue cooling the flare in Metallicaâs red. But his partner skillfully ignores it, undeterred, gaze locked on you. The interest is obvious now that heâs apparently decided youâre safe. You wonder how a guy with those instincts is still alive, considering tricking him only required a smile, a sad story, and a little cleavage from you. You guess Bon Joviâs intelligence is mostly keeping him out of greater trouble.Â
You keep the smile trained on your face, but your frustration spikes. You want them fucking gone, out of this town, and not embedding themselves in your normal life. But refusing outright might ping suspicion.Â
Play along. Survive. Make sure no one else gets hurt.
âSure,â you say and clear your throat slightly. âThe more the merrier. The barâs called Clancyâs. Itâs on Church Street. Meet you there at seven?â
âGreat.â Metallica gives you a nod, satisfied. In his head, the gears are shifting, already planning the night. âSee you, ladies.â
You watch them go, exhaling slowly once the door shuts. Harmless? Hardly. But theyâve bought the act. For now, youâre just the normal girl with the sad story and the cute friend, and Metallica thinks heâs got a shot at taking you back to whatever roach-infested motel theyâre crashing in.
You almost laugh out loud at the irony. Keep dreaming, hunter.
âHey, whatâs going on? Why was the FBI here?â Paige whisper-asks as she hurries over to you, even though the door is firmly shut again and the men in black are long gone.
âTheyâre not really FBI,â you explain. âI think theyâre hunters.â
âShit,â it slips out of her, brow scrunching. âReally? Do they know youâre, like, you knowâŠâ
âNo, obviously not, or I would be dead by now,â you hiss and start to pace your desk to free yourself of some of the nervous energy buzzing in your veins.Â
âWhy would you invite them to drinks, then?â
âDude! What was I supposed to say? I didnât wanna raise suspicion by trying too hard to get rid of them.â
âRight. Smart.â Paige nods, purses her lips, and then looks back at you. âSo, what now? Whatâs the plan?â
âI donât know.â You shrug, feeling somewhat helpless. âAct normal? Hope they leave again? Get âem drunk enough to miss their aim?â
âGood plan.â
When the door suddenly swings back open, you already brace yourself for a bullet flying your way before recognizing Mia and exhaling another breath of relief. She shuts the door quickly and quietly and then instantly finds your eyes.Â
âJust saw those two agents leave the precinct. Are they hunters?â she asks, her voice sterner than usual, but youâve learned over the years that just means sheâs concerned.Â
You nod. âI think so, yeah. They asked about the fire. And they wanted to know about John Winchester.â
âDid you tell them anything?â
You shake your head, swallowing.Â
âGood. Keep it that way,â she tells you, and you know itâs more than just a command. âAre they leaving town again?â
Another head shake from you. âNo, they invited themselves to Clancyâs with me and Paige tonight.âÂ
Mia takes that in with a pensive bob of her head, then lets out a sigh. âAlright, go, but be careful. Donât say too much. We donât need them poking their noses into our business,â she says. âI spoke to Amy at the hospital again. She says she already wants to leave tonight if possible. Try to get rid of them by then, yeah?â
You nod quickly and share another look with Paige. Youâve played normal all your life. You can do it again tonight.Â
As Dean slides behind Babyâs wheel, the familiar creak of the door and the distinct scent of old leather and gun oil instantly envelope him like a second skin. The engine rumbles to life with that low, satisfying growl he never gets damn tired of hearing as he lets his head tip back against the seat for half a second and grins like he just won a bet against Sam he never actually made out loud.
âSee?â he says, throwing the car into gear and pulling away from the curb. âHate to say I told you so. Normal girl. Sad story, smart as hell, works with gross stuff dead people leave behind for a living. No demon deals, no witchy vibes, no nothing. Just a hot CSI with a tragic backstory and killer legs.â
Sam slumps in the passenger seat and crosses his long arms, staring straight ahead with a sour look. âShe gave us holy water, Dean.â
Dean snorts loudly at that, one hand drumming the steering wheel to the tail end of Zeppelin. âDude, she gave us water. Cold water. From a fridge. In July. In a lab and a building full of cops. Youâre reaching, Sammy.â
âShe watched us drink it. Didnât take her eyes off us once. Thatâs not casual hospitality. She was testing us,â Sam counters.Â
Dean rolls his eyes so hard heâs surprised they donât fall out the window. âOr sheâs polite and didnât want us dying of dehydration while she answered our invasive questions about her dead family. Either way, youâre projecting. You want her to be part of Dadâs puzzle so bad youâre inventing clues.â
Samâs jaw flexes. âI think she was playing us. Donât you think she answered every question too perfectly? She was too calm. She gave us exactly what we wanted to hear and nothing more. No slip-ups, no emotions, nothing. People whoâve been through that kind of trauma usually crack a little when you bring it up. She didnât.â
Deanâs grin fades a fraction, grip tightening imperceptibly on the wheel. He keeps his eyes on the road, though, but the image of you flickers behind his lids. Youâve learned early to lock your pain down tightly, carrying it without letting it spill. Dean remembers being four. He remembers the smell of smoke, the heat, his motherâs scream cut off like someone snuffed a candle. Sam was only a baby. He got the blank slate version. Dean got the full-color replay that still shows up in nightmares, the taste of ash on his tongue when he wakes up gasping.
An eleven-year-old girl watching her whole world burn? Pulling herself out of that hell â or being pulled â only to have strangers poke at the scars years later?
Yeah, he gets why youâve built walls. Hell, he respects it.
âSheâs allowed to be guarded,â he mutters, quieter than the usual bravado he serves Sam in these instances. âDoesnât make her a monster. Makes her smart. Youâd do the same.â
Sam shoots him a sideways look, surprised. âYouâre defending her now?â
âIâm saying sheâs human, Sam,â Dean snaps back, but thereâs no real heat in it. âAnd humans whoâve been through hell learn how to smile through the questions. Doesnât mean sheâs hiding a cauldron in her basement. Although, in this town, she just might. But probably only for Halloween decorations.â
Dean knows better than to say that last thought out loud, however. Sam would only smack him again. Nevertheless, thereâs something really satisfying about the possibility of ending the night with company that isnât his little brother or a poltergeist for once.Â
âYou should go for the friend,â he suggests then, smirk molding back in place. âPaige. Sheâs got that bubbly energy. Balances out your brooding. You two could talk about feelings or whatever while I handle the grown-up stuff with the Crime Scene Siren. Maybe offer up my body for some scientific research.â
Dean wiggles his brows. Sam snorts, finally cracking a genuine smile.Â
âIâm not looking to âgo forâ anything tonight,â Sam states as expected, however. âIâm going back to the motel. Thereâs still Dadâs notes, the rune, the adoption records. Somethingâs off, Dean. I can feel it.â
Dean sighs â internally at first, then out loud for effect. âYeah, yeah, you and your feelings. Suit yourself. Means more drinks and girls for me. And hey, if things go well, maybe I wonât even come back tonight.âÂ
The mental image already flashes shamelessly behind his eyes â you laughing at all his jokes across the table, maybe leaning in close enough that he catches whatever shampoo or perfume you use, maybe letting him walk you to your car, maybeâ
He cuts the thought off before it gets too detailed (or his jeans become too tight).
But the grin creeps right back a second later. Sam can sulk in a motel room with yellowed journal pages all he wants. But Dean? Heâs got plans. And for the first time since his father died, those plans donât involve a shovel or a shotgun.
He turns up the volume of the stereo as Ramble On kicks in, letting the guitar fill the silence. Even if Samâs right â and Deanâs pretty damn sure he isnât â tonightâs not about answers for once. Tonightâs all about forgetting the damn questions for a couple of hours.
Deanâs elbows lean casually on the scarred wood of a high-top table at a cozy little dive bar called Clancyâs, a beer bottle dangling loosely between his fingers while his grin is shamelessly wide as you lean close and hold his gaze in such an easy way that the whole damn room feels a size smaller.Â
The barâs got that lived-in feel as classic rock fills the air in the mid-evening buzz, people chatting and clinking glasses. Itâs got just enough grit to keep things lively. Your friend Paige went for a refill a while ago but never made her way back, which Dean doesnât mind even a little. Heâs got you right where he wants you â smiling, leaning in, batting your lashes, and some time ago, you even touched his forearm for several seconds, which is the universal signal for getting laid tonight. Heâs three beers in already while youâre only on your second one, so heâs got to watch it a little.Â
âBy the way, apologies for my partner earlier. Sambora's got that whole, you know, brooding-genius thing locked down. Thinks every loose endâs hiding a conspiracy,â Dean says, takes a sip of beer, and leans an inch closer. âMe? Iâm the approachable one. The fun one. The guy who closes cases and still has time for a drink with a sharp forensics expert like you.â
You quirk a brow, lips curving in amusement. âApproachable, huh? Is that what weâre calling âthe fed who shows up unannounced and asks personal questionsâ these days?â
He chuckles, leaning forward a fraction more. âGuilty. But in my defense, itâs hard not to be curious when the CSI on scene is this smart. And easy on the eyes. And funny. Triple threat.â
Your laugh softly, teeth rolling over your bottom lip. âCareful with the flattery, or I might just think youâre after more than just case details here,â you quip and take a sip of beer without breaking eye contact. âSo is that your pitch? Youâre the cool agent who doesn't let the job eat him alive?âÂ
âSomething like that.â Dean shrugs casually, chuckling. âGotta balance out the gloom. Lifeâs too short for all work, no play, right? Otherwise, itâs all stakeouts and bad coffee. Though Iâd take bad coffee any day if it came with company like this.âÂ
Your eyes narrow, but thereâs a spark in them that sharpens your smile. âCâmon, Agent Hetfieldââ
âDean,â he offers.Â
âDean,â you repeat, and he shivers a little when you do because it feels like your voice learned its own melody just to say his name. âWhatâs really on your mind, huh? Iâm sure you didnât tag along just to charm me out of my crime scene stories.âÂ
He licks his lips, chuckling softly. âUh, not entirely, no,â he admits and nurses his beer, knuckles lightly tapping the wooden table. âYou know, uhm, actually, can I ask you about some other cases?â
You purse your lips, brow pinching slightly. âUhm, sure.â
âYou, uhm, ever seen the missing women posters outside the station?â
âYeah, sure, I have,â you reply. âHard to just walk by something like that.â
âRight, uhm, well, I looked into it a little and saw they had all domestic disturbance calls prior to their disappearances,â he says and watches you nod along. âYou were the CSI on some of those scenes when things went south, right?â
âYeah, itâs really sad what happened to them. I hope theyâre okay,â you note sympathetically. âAre you suspecting any of the husbands? Because I didnât find any relations or other things connecting each victim.â
âUh, no,â he says at first but then quickly shakes his head. âI mean, I donât know. Maybe. Yeah.â He clears his throat. âWhen you were at those scenes, you ever notice anything off? You know, weird vibes, anything that screamed ânot just a runawayâ?âÂ
You pause mid-sip and lower your beer again, brow furrowing slightly as it often does with people whenever he asks those kinds of questions. He may have just ruined his chances for sex, but a case always comes first. Well, most times it does.Â
âVibes?â You arch a brow, amusement sneaking back into your smile. âDidnât know the FBI was regarding crime scene vibes as cold, hard proof.â
Dean just smirks. âHumor me a little. Youâve seen any symbols? Felt anything off? You know, small things that donât make the report but stick with you.â
âOff? Symbols? In Salem? Half the townâs built on weird vibes,â you quip, laughing.Â
âRight, yeah,â he chuckles. Stupid witch capital of America.Â
âListen, those women mostly came from broken homes, you know? To be quite honest with you, I think they just finally snapped and left without a forwarding address,â you say. âThere never was any blood or fingerprints that didnât match. No ransom notes. If thereâs a pattern, itâs probably human nature and not some X-Files twist. In my lab, itâs DNA and fibers only. Sorry to disappoint.â
Dean nods, taking it in. âHuman nature, huh? Guess youâre probably right. Still, eight in a year. No trace. Makes a guy wonder.âÂ
âOh, wonder all you want, agent,â you say with a sly smile. âBut if it was a monster under the bed, Iâd have found the claw marks by now. Promise.â
Dean barks a laugh at that because heâd love to tell you how wrong you are, but he only ever steals peopleâs innocence and shatters their illusions about the real world when he absolutely has to â when their lives depend on it. But for a moment, the FBI mask and bravado still slip. His eyes study you for a beat â not just skimming the surface, but how youâve constructed your life. Youâve got friends who drag you out, a job that keeps you grounded, and routines that surely donât involve salt rounds or devilâs traps.Â
He envies it more than he wants to admit. Wonders what it wouldâve felt like to grow up without the road and without the weight of revenge. If he hadnât been dragged from one monster to the next. If heâd stayed in one place long enough to finish school, date someone normal â maybe even have a girl like you laugh at his dumb jokes over cheap beer on a Wednesday night without having to lie about his entire existence.
He understands your quiet armor. Admires it even. Youâve turned fire into focus, loss into logic. He carries his own version of it every day.Â
âWhy?â you ask then, a hint of concern lacing your tone. âYou think thereâs something more to these cases?â
âNah.â Dean shakes his head, gulping his beer. âJust covering bases. Town like this â tourists, history, all the ghost-tour crap. Can make someone wonder if the stories ever bleed into real life sometimes.â
âOnly on the brochures,â you tease, grinning.
He smirks, raising his bottle in a mock toast. âTo keeping it boring, then.â
You clink your bottle with his, the conversation then drifting to bar stories, bad cases, and the sort of small talk that feels bigger because neither of you is pretending to be someone else. Well, at least, not entirely.Â
Admittedly, Dean likes how you match him â quick, dry, and never flinching. He likes how you donât shrink when he leans in or when the flirting edges closer to reality. It feels⊠natural.
âPaige is a force of nature. Keeps me from turning into a hermit,â you tell him after drink number three, while he switched the beer for a whiskey on the rocks. Youâre a little warmer and looser now, but thereâs still that silent steel underneath around your heart he clocked back at the lab. âSomeone has to drag me out when I start talking to evidence bags like theyâre people, you know?â
âI hear ya,â he says, nodding. âAnd hey, no judgement. I talk to my car.â
âWell, itâs a nice car,â you note and smirk, sharp eyes seeing right past the FBI suit and charm. âAlthough, you do strike me as the type whoâd name it something ridiculous like⊠I donât know â Betsy.â
âFirst of all, itâs a she,â he starts, only halfway serious. Well, seventy-five percent serious. âAnd her nameâs Baby. Sheâs a â67 Chevy Impala. Show some respect, alright?â
A laugh bubbles out of you at that, and Dean has to laugh, too. For a second, the tension between him and you sharpens and transforms into electricity. Itâs the kind that makes him want to lean across the table and see how far that smile of yours goes. And fuck, he almost does. Itâs so fucking easy how you fit â like youâve done this before, even though Dean knows damn well you havenât.Â
He takes another swig from his beer, lets the cold bite chase away the softer thought. Heâs not here for feelings. Heâs here for a night that doesnât end with blood or sulfur or another stained motel ceiling staring back at him.Â
One night â thatâs the deal he makes with himself every damn time.
Your phone then suddenly vibrates on the table. You glance at the screen for a second before your face shifts into professional calm. âUh, sorry, itâs work. One sec,â you excuse yourself and turn toward a quieter corner of the bar.Â
Dean stays put, but as you move, your bag on the table falls open. He doesnât mean to snoop. He really, really doesnât. But itâs almost impossible to keep his eyes away from its contents.Â
He spies a small velvet pouch inside, a bundle of herbs that smell too sharply of sage, a notebook with that same angular B-rune on it, and a deck of tarot cards fanning out just enough for him to catch the intricate backs and one visible face â something with swords and a charging knight.
Deanâs gut twists.
Tarot. Herbs. A spell book. Holy water. The flawless deflections. Eight women vanishing clean after scenes you processed.
Goddammit. Was Sam fucking right? Heâs never going to let Dean live that down.
But youâre a witch, arenât you? And not just any witch â youâre the one heâs been hunting.Â
When you finish the call, you hurry back to the table and scoop up your bag without noticing his stare. You then spin to him with a quick, apologetic smile. âSorry. Lab emergency. Gotta run. Rain check?â
He forces the charm back into place. âSure. No worries. Duty calls. Work never sleeps, right?â
âYeah, something like that.â You flash a quick smile, nod, and sling the bag over your shoulder, heading for the door.
Youâre gone a moment later, Deanâs eyes following you until the door swings shut behind you. Then the flirtatious warmth in his chest sours into hunter focus.
He downs the rest of his whiskey in one go, sets the glass down hard, tosses some cash on the table, and heads for the door as well.Â
Game on, witch.
â¶ïž Chapter 2: Every Bait and Switch
Oh my, we might've pushed Dean a little too far here lol. You guys think he's more salty that she's a witch or that she got one over on him? đ Don't be fooled by the feelings and flirting in this first one, though. That boy's gonna switch quite fast now đ
What did you think of this rather rough start? Leave your thoughts and theories below, friends!
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âDonât move.â His deep voice carries across the courtyard like a blade, the barrel of his gun smoothly trained on your back.Â
The familiar click that follows is loud in the quiet night, clean and unmistakable. You spin around so fast it almost makes him flinch, eyes going wide the second you see the weapon in his hands.Â
âItâs not what it looks like!âÂ
Dean huffs out something that mightâve been a laugh in a different situation and steps closer. âYeah? âCause to me, it looks like you found your next victim.â
âDeanââ Sam already hisses behind him, but Dean skillfully ignores the protest.Â
âI got it,â he mutters under his breath and doesnât lower the gun even for a second, dark green eyes fixed on you. âStep away from them. Now.â
But instead of following his order, you do the opposite and step right in front of them, shielding both mother and son behind your back. The woman lets out a startled sound, pulling her son with her as they tuck tighter behind you. The boy whimpers once, muffled against his motherâs thigh as he clutches a stuffed fox to his body. His eyes are wide and fixed on Dean, but heâs not curious or confused. Heâs scared.Â
Scared of him.
For a moment, that throws Dean off his game because thatâs not usually how it goes. Usually, fear is pointed in the right direction. Usually, it tells him exactly who the monster is.Â
Summary: Behind every powerful man is a resourceful woman. He doesnât realize how much he relies on you, until he realizes how much he wants you.
AN: This was originally requested as a birthday fic for a lovely Patreon member, @redhoodieone! It's my first attempt at an office AU with Dean, but I know it's a popular trope for a reason lol. Hope you guys enjoy this little snack of office smut â€ïžâđ„
Posted on Patreon: Feb. 7, 2026 | Word Count: 1.7K
Tags & Warnings: 18+ | Office politics, power imbalance (but not really), hint of angst, but mostly smut (v. fingering, oral â female receiving)
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âDean, youâre driving me crazy!â you snap. âJust read the speech as written. Sam and I worked on it for two weeks. Itâs perfect.â
âYeah, but it doesnât even sound like me,â he grumbles. âWhat the hell does âsolidarityâ mean?â
You utter a sigh as you follow him into his office, shutting the door behind you with your ass. Your hands are fullâwith a large binder of purchase orders that still need to be approved by the very man who canât seem to take anything seriously.
He has the notecards Sam gave him in one hand, a glass tumbler with a generous pour of whiskey in the other. Heâs meant to address the entire company in twenty minutes, and he still hasnât put on his suit jacket or picked out his tie. You laid two options over the arm of his desk chair: black and white pinstripe or burgundy with a tiny triangle pattern.
âCohesion. Harmony. Camaraderie. All the things you want to inspire in your employees after another million-dollar deal thatâs going to make their workloads triple over the next six months,â you say, heaving the binder onto Deanâs large desk. The rest, you mutter under your breath. âAnd something severely lacking between you and I.â
Dean looks up from the small print on the index card, aiming his furrowed brows your way.
âWhatâre you talking about?â he asks, drawing closer. He sets his glass with a heavy clink down on polished wood. He glances down at his still unbuttoned collar and starts closing buttons. âYou and I are one of the most well-oiled machines in this place. By the way, whichââ
You hold up the burgundy tie for his inspection. Deanâs lips twitch at a grin. Itâs like youâre in his goddamn head.
âSee? You already know what I want before I gotta ask,â he says. A small sigh escapes you, but you still start sliding the tie up around his neck and under his collar.
âThatâs because Iâve apparently made a career out of babysitting a grown man. Move your hand,â you say, batting his digits away from doing the tie himself. You know how he likes it, done in a Pratt knot rather than an old-school Windsor.
He snorts. âIâll tell you what, itâs your fault, okay? Before you waltzed your way in hereââ
âBefore you hired me?â you interject.
He smirks. âFine, before I hired you, with barely a scrap of professional experience besides a little college internship and an eight-month stint in an officeâat one of our competitors, I might addââ
He grunts when your hand âslips,â making the knot tight enough to choke him. Amused, but still giving you a censuring look, he slips a finger between the fabric and his neck, loosening it a little as he clears his throat.
âI was entirely capable of running my life without you. I made make-or-break decisions for this company every damn day,â he says. But slowly, his smile slips. The way the green of his eyes roam over your face, your familiar hands, your softly parted lips while you pretend to be concentrated on what youâre doing.
âNow, I donât know,â Dean says. He swallows, his throat sticking. âIâm in a meeting, and I canât get comfortable until I know youâre sitting right there to my left. You donât even need to be taking notes or anything. All you need to do is sit there, and Iâm good.â
You pause, finally meeting his eyes.
âI close on a deal, and Iâm not satisfied,â he says. âNot âtil I tell you about it. Because I know youâve been busting your ass just as much to help make it happen in the first place.â
Your hands begin to release his tie, but he gently grips your arms, keeping you in place.
âDeanâŠâ
âI would say itâs a crying shame that bastard knocked you up before you really got your shot over there at Ashland, but that would mean I wouldnât have the benefits of your many talents,â he says.
You try to ignore the thing thatâs creeping into his tone. The thing that makes your cheeks prickle, and warmth bloom between your legs. You sigh and smile up at him, half exasperated.
âThat might just make you the most selfish man in the world,â you say.
He smirks, his thumbs beginning to brush back and forth against your arms. Even in this little number you got on, a plain white blouse tucked neatly in a long pencil skirt, he canât help his imagination. Heâs fantasized about helping you for a change, with that pointless collection of fabric and buttons on this very floor, and his mouth anywhere you want him.
Anywhere you let him taste you.
âYeah, I wonder if Emma thinks so, seeing as Iâm the one who got her mom a raise so she could go to that fancy private school,â he says, with an arch of his brow. âLooking forward to that little play theyâre putting on. What was it again?â
You laugh, showing off that smile he gets out of you more often than not.
âSheâs kind of nervous about that, actually. But she did ask if you were coming,â you say. Your eyes lower, just like your hands smoothing down his collar, then lying flat against his chest. âGod knows if her fatherâs going to show up.â
Dean releases his hold on you, just so he can take your chin between his fingers and raise your eyes to meet his.
âIâll be there,â he says. Finality and promiseâsomething a manâs never given you.
Dean knows enough to know what heâs doing, what heâs saying. His free hand molds to the curve of your waist, tightening with the edge of possessiveness.
âDean,â you breathe a warning in his name. His lips hover near yours, one decision shy of getting his way. âWeâŠwe canât do this again.â
âSee, I get that, but Iâve been having a hard time remembering why,â he says. All the while, his fingers are toying with the zipper on the side of your skirt. He guides it down, and down, and his practiced hand slips behind the waistband, behind white lace underneath, skimming bare flesh and heat against the palm of his hand, until his fingers find the wet slit of your pussy. A shaky breath falls from your lips.
âYou damn well know why.â
And yet, your hand slips across his cheek, caressing there briefly as your eyes lock with his. Then your fingers sink into his hair, and youâre pulling him into you, tangling your lips and tongue with his in a way that makes you both moan.
The hand thatâs not buried between your legs has a stronghold on your hip. He guides you back against his desk, but youâre the one lowering your skirt further so he has more room to torture your clit. Rough finger pads strum you mercilessly, drawing slick arousal from your entrance.
âOh, fuck. Dean,â you gasp against his mouth. Your fingers curl tighter in his hair. Your hips buck to the rhythm of his hand, begging for more. His lips claim wherever they burn their path, from your jawline to sucking hard against your neck. Youâre not even quite on the edge of his desk, half leaning, half clinging to him for survival as his fingers plunder you deeper.
Until he withdraws his hand entirely. Youâre heaving for breath, uncomprehending, but you donât even really have time to ask him just what the hell heâs doing by stopping. Because heâs already sinking to his knees.
He grabs your thighs and pulls you in, burying his face right between your glistening folds. A gasp and a whimper choke out of you at the pleasurable invasion of his tongue. Your hand flies to his hair as you try to steady yourself on the desk.
âDean! Jesus,â you whisper-shout. Suddenly you remember, worried, that you two havenât bothered to lock the door this time. Heâs supposed to address the entire staff body in exactly ten minutes, and heâs not even fully dressed yet. Now, neither are you.
The man doesnât seem to give a fuck about anything sensible like that, other than devouring your pussy. Your panties are a torn scrap of fabric around your ankles, along with your skirt that you spent thirty minutes ironing this morning. But you canât bring yourself to give much of a fuck either, not when his tongue licks up to your clit, and his lips suck around the swollen bud like itâs butterscotch candy.
His fingers join in, slipping into your hot, throbbing core. By then, it doesnât take more than a few strokes against your sensitive walls to have you coming hard around his fingers. Black and white brittle stars burst behind your eyelids, your mouth falling open in a harsh cry.
You canât even breathe, because heâs still fucking you with his long, talented fingers. Itâs too much. Itâs like pushing you off the edge of the volcano while youâre still falling, still erupting. Still want his cock too.
Your fingers tighten in his hair to stop him.
âDean, Dean, Dean, pleaseâŠâ
Mercifully, he stops. His fingers slip out of you, though his tongue laps at you one more time, just to feel you squirm and shudder against him. But as he pants for breath, he presses a kiss against the inside of your thigh, reverent, an unspoken declaration.
You soften as you look down on him. Your eyes show your conflict and your fondness as you cup his face with both hands, caressing his wet, stubbly cheeks with your thumbs.
âGod, baby, youâre a mess,â you laugh, grabbing a tissue off his desk to wipe at his glistening mouth, nose, and chin. He smirks in satisfaction beneath your hand.
âThere you go, still takinâ care of me,â he teases, rubbing your thighs.
This is a far cry from the cocky asshole you met a year ago.
Dean Winchester, CEO of HunterCorp, who hadnât thought he needed an assistant when you came in for your interview. He hadnât even looked at your resume beforehand and didnât think he was going to remember your name by the end.
Now, that man is on his knees, willingly covered in your arousal. Itâs obscene, but itâs also pulling at your heartstrings.Â
You guide him back up to your lips, where you can stake your claim on him. You donât know yet if itâs going to stick, but heâs finally worn you down.
Youâre willing to try.
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Summary: Letâs take it back to Day 1. Here's how you got the job at HunterCorp as Dean Winchesterâs Executive Assistant, how you kept it, and the day your professionalism with him finally broke.
AN: Ready for more Boss Man Dean? insert Chandler Bing gif (Friends fans will know lol) This of course is in the same world as Pratt Fall, but it spans the year building up to that moment.
Posted on Patreon: June 19, 2026 | Word Count: 9.6K
Tags & Warnings: 18+ | Single mother!reader, ft. a deadbeat dad, mutual pining, Deanâs dirty thoughts, office shenanigans and smut (v. fingering, penetrative sex â yes, on the desk)
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âNo,â Sam says, snatching the resume out of his brotherâs hand.
âAw, come on,â Dean says. He swivels in his leather chair but doesnât bother getting out of it.
Sam levees him with an exasperated look. âThis girl spelled âassistantâ with three Cs and a Y.â
âSheâs funny,â Dean shrugs, once again taking a look at the applicantâs profile on his computer. In his opinion, her pouty lips and dewy young face speak for themselves. âAnd smokinâ fucking hot.â
âSheâs illiterate,â Sam deadpans. He sorts through the resumes he printed off and hands his brother three strong candidates that he picked himself.
Dean glances down at each packet. He snorts and tosses the first one into the metal garbage bin beside his desk. Sam frowns.
âWhat was wrong with that one?â
âHeâs a dude. Donât you think weâve got enough of a sausage fest going on around here?â Dean says, gesturing wide at the multi-floor building that makes up HunterCorp. His fatherâs enterprise, distilled down to two sons who, on their best day, have very different opinions on what makes for a good executive assistant.
Sam utters a longsuffering sigh.
âMan or woman, you need a real assistant, Dean. Someone competent enough to deal with your demanding schedule andâŠpersonality.â
âWhatâs wrong with my personality?â
âAnd I need you to have an assistant so I can focus on my real job. You know, running the entire Legal department.â
Dean rolls his eyes. âI know how to do my job, okay? I think Iâve picked up the slack pretty damn well since Dad died.â
Sam pauses, acknowledging that with a nod, and a heavier note.
âYeah. You have.â
âSo while Iâm throwing money away hiring for a wholly unnecessary assistant, who Iâm gonna have to tolerate looking at every day, I might as well be looking at somebody hot,â Dean says.
Another exhale leaves Samâs body, along with the brief buoyant feeling of admiration for his brother.
And now weâre back where the neanderthals live.Â
Sam gets a text from Reception that has his pocket buzzing. After he checks the message, he nods to himself. Here we go.
âAll right. The first one is on her way up now, so do me a favor and get yourself together,â he says. âFor example, itâs a little early for the booze, donât you think? Itâs 10:00 a.m.â
Dean pauses. The crystal decanter in his hand is halfway to pouring his first fifth of whiskey.
Second breakfast, if you will.
He gives his brother a flat look, one thatâs accusing him of being an eternal wet blanket. But he begrudgingly concedes the point and puts both the decanter and the tumbler in a cabinet under his desk.
Classy. Sam rolls his eyes.
A knock at the door stops him from commenting out loud.
Clearing his throat, he walks over to let you in.
âHi, SamâŠand Mr. Winchester,â you say, shaking hands with the slightly taller brother. Then you turn to Dean Winchester, CEO of HunterCorp. He stands and leaves his desk to greet you.
In the time it takes him to cross the room, he takes you in within the breadth of a few seconds. More than the professional pantsuit and your pretty face, he notices your bright smile, the slight bout of nerves in the way you shake his hand. He finds himself smiling back.
âUh, hi,â he says eloquently. âCall me Dean. Can we get ya some water, coffee, iced teaâŠâ
He doesnât even think they have iced tea, but heâs willing to make Sam go and find some.
âNo, thank you. Iâm fine,â you reply.
âOkay, then. Just, uh, take a seat.â He gestures to the open seat in front of his desk before he returns to his own plush leather chair. It squeaks as he swivels back in place. He shares a nod with Sam, who heads out of the office. The door closes behind him.
Dean glances down at the list of questions Sam prepared for him to ask each candidate, a sheet of paper that lies over your resume. He brushes the questions aside and focuses on the information printed under your name.
His brows raise in interest. âYou graduated from Stanford University like my brainiac brother?â
The sound of your light laugh draws his gaze from the page, up to your face.
âYeah, we were actually friends. Itâs just beenâŠa while,â you say, clearing your throat a little.
Dean inclines his head. His understanding grows along with his suspicion as he reads.
âLook at that, a Marketing major. Looks like you had a couple of promising internships too.â
âIn college, yes.â
âAnd you were a Communications Specialist at Ashland forâŠeight months in 2021?â
âYes, thatâs right.â Again, you nod, smoothing a non-existent wrinkle in your pants. Your gaze falls away from his.
This time, Dean thinks you know full well what heâs getting at when he sets down your resume.
âThat was five years ago,â he says. âYou havenât worked in five years since getting out of college?â
âItâs a bit complicated,â you admit, though you sit a little straighter. âI gave birth to my daughter, Emma, in November of 2021. My exâŠwas not supportive. My mother was also having some heath issues, so I moved back home to help my father take care of her. They took care of me too.â
Your fingers flex and interlace together in your lap. Dean notices the subtle fidget, but otherwise youâre calm and professional as you admit to something so personal. He can respect that you didnât try to bullshit him.
âHmm. Complicated,â he nods, then hesitates. âHowâs your mom doing now?â
Your lips tug, but not at a smile. âShe passed away a few weeks ago.â
Dean dims further as he inhales deeply. âIâm sorry.â
You give a tight nod, your throat swallowing.
âLook, since youâve been honest with me, Iâm gonna be real with you,â he says. âI run a company of 300 employees, 20 departments, 10 floors. I work 60-hour weeks minimum. I meet with department heads, shareholders, business partners and prospective clients on the dailyâthe kind of schedule that would make your head spin. I know youâve done what you had to do, but Iâm not sure youâre ready for a job like this. And thatâs besides the fact that Iâm not convinced I even need an assistant whoâs probably just going to slow me down by sticking her nose into my process and asking questions I donât have the damn time to answer.â
You tighten up at that, understandably taken aback. Your lips purse, but instead of tossing him a fuck you then and walking out, like he half expects, you sit with his words. You think it through, and you give him exactly what he doesnât expect.Â
âI may not have been clocking into an office for the past few years, but I havenât been a stranger to hard work, Mr. Winchester. Iâve done nothing but fulfill the role of an assistant,â you say, and your gaze never leaves his when you say it. âAppointments, calls, messages, emails, paperwork, finances, data reports, coffee, power lunches, drycleaningâwhatever you need, however quickly you need it, I can get it and I can make it happen. If thereâs someone you can rely on, itâs a single mother who knows how to get shit done.â
Dean understands now. He understands the pain hidden in your eyes, and the too-tight set of your shoulders that hold the weight of responsibility. Urgency. A hint of desperation.
You need this job, maybe a little too much.
He should let you down gently. Youâre not the kind of girl heâs looking for.
But whenever his mind and his gut are in conflict, he usually heeds his gut. Thatâs worked out well for him so far.
So he shrugs, and he stands up, holding out his hand to you across the desk.
âLike I said, call me Dean.â
Two Weeks
He groans into the ceramic mug at the first sip. Jesus Christ, you make a good fucking cup of coffee. Thatâs not even in the top five of the talents you possess, as it pertains to his business and your ability to learn quickly, talk minimally, and begin to anticipate his needs.
You dress nice, youâre always on time, and hell, you smell good too. Like body lotion and just the right amount of perfume. Obviously he canât comment on any of these things, unless he wants a visit from Meg in HR. But it doesnât stop him from noticing you, his heart thumping whenever you come in close to show him a document or ask him a question about a report.
Instead of rolling his eyes or snapping that you should have someone whoâs not running this entire company explain it to youâlike he did the last assistant who didnât even survive three daysâDean finds an ounce of patience to spare for you.
He sits there and explains the difference between an M1911 handgun and a shotgun, and why the background checks take two months for one model and a few weeks for the other one is just a difference of state law, not HunterCorpâs manufacturing techniques.
Sam is rather fucking gloaty about it tooâmainly at the fact that his top candidate made it through Deanâs initial hiring plans.
âAdmit it, sheâs good,â Sam says later in the day, while the two of them eat lunch together in his office. You just had it delivered ten minutes ago, still piping hot.
âSheâs all right, for being your little college friend.â Dean slurps his lo mien and casts his brother some side-eye. âIs that all she was, or did you two occasionally sneak off for a little rec room break on the side?â
Sam gives him a flat look. âNo, I was with Jess by then.â
âJust asking.â Dean shrugs. Secretly, heâs pleased. âYou know anything about the ex-boyfriend, Father of the Year?â
Sam snorts in derision. âSome asshole in Sales while she was at Ashland. From what I heard, they were dating for six months or so, and she got pregnant. He, uh, tried to get her to end it.â
Dean frowns, and actually pauses eating to raise his head.
âShe told you that?â he asks.
Sam holds back on answering for a suspicious moment, his eyes shifting down at his food.
âMade a couple calls to some contacts I have over there,â he says.
Spies, in other words. Dean nods in understanding. His brotherâs always been the smart one. Thatâs what everyone used to say, including their father.
Two Months
Youâre not sure if you should do it.
You have a sensitive report in your hand, fresh off the printer. You really think Dean should see it before he gets any deeper into his negotiations with Roman Enterprises, but heâs meeting with them right now in the big conference room, with Dick Roman himself, as well as the rest of his sales and legal representatives.
This isnât the first meeting Sam and Dean have undergone with the company; Roman Enterprises been courting HunterCorp into a partnership on a new product, but this could be the day that makes the big swinging dicks in the room shake hands (even if that little visual almost makes you snort).
Deanâs never expressly warned you about entering a meeting uninvited, but itâs still nerve wracking as you stand outside the door. You can hear familiar voices, including the nasally tone of Alastair, the one who gives you the creeps whenever he slithers through the office and gives you a âcharmingâ once-over.
But you also hear Dean. His voice is deep and smooth and confident. It gives you the little confidence boost you need to twist the knob and push the door open.
Just as you predicted, with a sinking feeling, all eyes turn to you when you enter the conference room. Sam and Dean and their lead sales manager, Cas, look over at you in varying degrees of surprise (Cas with disapproval). Dick Roman remains impassive, if slightly amused when you squeak out an, âIâm sorry.â
Itâs Alastairâs gaze you feel on your profile when you quickly make your way around the large conference room table and over to Dean. You lean over to hand him the paperwork.
His lips purse when he notices the line of Alistairâs gazeâon your ass.
Dean then frowns at you, and your express delivery.
âWhatâs this? You think it couldâve waited?â he asks in a low whisper.
âLook,â you whisper back, pointing to the section you starred. Itâs a report that Roman Enterprises failed to disclose about their product, a double-chambered gun that can store silver rounds and witch-killing bullets as well as salt rounds: the perfect gun for a hunter.
The problem is the safety and performance report. The one Dean has up on his laptop doesnât match the one now physically in his handsâthe one that says two out of three units of this gun fail to chamber correctly on reloading, resulting in a backfire on the user.
Deanâs brows furrow. âWhere did you get this?â
âIs something wrong?â Dick asks. He straightens in his seat, his demeanor a fraction sharper.
Dean glances up at him, then at Sam and Cas, who wear similar looks of confusion. Sam raises his brows expectantly.
âSorry, one moment,â Dean says to the room, before redirecting his attention to you.
Youâre all too aware of being the rabbit caught in the proverbial trap in this room of nearly all men, but you rest a hand on the table and lean in near his ear.
âTheir weapons analyst sent this to me,â you explain. âHe almost got his hand blown off. Said they didnât want to go back to the drawing board and waste time when they had us as a prospective distributor.â
Dean blinks in surprise. A fucking whistleblower just outed his own company, but he supposes he canât blame the guy. If he had half a hand, heâd sue everybody.
âOkay, thank you,â Dean tells you.
It sounds like a dismissal, and truth be told, youâre ready to get the hell of this room. You make a quick escape and shut the door carefully behind you.
Dean watches you leave, but then he collects the report you gave him and passes it along to Sam, with a pointed look that says read it now. Sam doesnât need the prompting. He shares it with Cas, and they both eventually come to the same frowning conclusions as Dean.
âYou gonna fill us in on what that little skirt just gave you that has all of you so fucking sour?â Alastair remarks.
It makes Dean bristle. âThatâs my assistant. Have some fucking respect.â
Dick shoots his associate a warning look, as well as a placating hand before he folds both of his on the table.
âApologies. Iâd like to move forward here. How about we discuss oversees shippingââ
âNo, I donât think thatâs necessary,â Dean says. He shares a look with Sam. Heâs disappointed, but he nods in agreement all the same.
Dickâs head tilts. His fake-ass smile twitches at the corners. âExcuse me?âÂ
Dean closes his laptop and slides your report across the table.
âWe deal with all kinds, but thereâs nothing I hate more than a liar,â he says. âCas will see you guys out to your line of Teslas out front.â
Youâre sitting at your desk, stress-eating with a snack bag of popcorn while you answer emails, even though your mind is racing as you imagine what might be going on in that conference room.
You perk up in your seat when the door swings open, and the entire team of Roman Enterprises files out with steam practically coming out of Dickâs ears. Youâre more than happy to see the back of Alastair. Cas follows them closely, while Sam and Dean are the last ones lingering outside the door.
They speak for a moment there in the hall, though youâre too far to hear what theyâre saying. Dean eventually rubs a hand over his stubble-covered cheeks and jawline as he heads toward his office, and toward you. He gives you a wry look when he steps through the glass doors of the reception area, squeezing your shoulder as he passes by.
âGood job, sweetheart.â
Thatâs all he says as he disappears back into his office. You canât help the warm blush blooming across your cheeks, but you do get up to follow him.
âUm, DeanâŠâ
He turns to you as the door of his office closes behind you. You fold your hands in front of you, an almost contrite expression across your face.
âIâm sorry. That just cost you a lot of money, didnât it?â you ask.
Dean shakes his head. âDonât be sorry. What you saved me is one bitch of a headache, and probably millions in legal fees. So thank you.â
You smile, making him smile in return.
âOkay, um, would you mind if I leave just a few minutes early today?â you ask. âMy father usually picks up my daughter after school, but he has a doctorâs appointment. I can come back after sheâs settled.â
Dean frowns. âWhat time does she usually get out of school?â
âThree. Sheâs in kindergarten.â
He considers it for a moment. âYou know, we have a daycare. Cas brings his kids here too.â
You do know that, all too well. Cas is married to Meg in HR, and they have two, very odd twin daughters. You think theyâre stealing ink from the printer and using it for âink blot tests.â You didnât know that eight-year-olds knew what those were.
âWe do. But I, uhâŠI canât afford it,â you admit, with some embarrassment. Youâre still helping your dad pay off your momâs medical bills, and even her funeral. Itâs not easy to afford to live and provide for a child, but it seems like itâs almost as expensive to die.
Dean taps his fingers on his desk. He shrugs and rounds his desk to sit down in his comfortable chair.
âHow much does it cost?â he asks.
â$500 a month. Iâm already trying to get her into a private schoolâŠâ
Dean does the math in his head, easy. Then he sends a quick text to Meg in HR.
âWell, now you can afford it. Iâm gonna raise your annual salary by $10K,â he says. âThat should cover the tax deductions and extra gas mileage.â
Your mouth falls open in shock. It closes, then opens again before youâre able to make words pass through them.
âUm, wâŠwhat?â you ask.
Dean leans back in his chair and smiles. It isnât often he gets you flustered.
âConsider it an early Christmas bonus,â he says.
You laugh, slightly breathless still in wonder. âItâs the middle of July.â
Again, Dean shrugs. âJust say thank you.â
You bite your lip in amusement, but you nod. Your gaze on him is sincere, and a little shiny with emotion. Your daughterâs definitely getting into private school now.
âThank you,â you say.
Dean watches you walk out of his office, along with that brief look over your shoulder before you close the door. His smile fades.
âFuck,â he mutters.
He sits up in his chair and goes for that stash of whiskey under his desk. If he wasnât already an alcoholic, you sure were on your way to making him one.
Three Months
Dean blows out a sigh, then rubs his eyes at the strain of just how long heâs stared at a screen and tried to make these goddamn numbers work.
The building is probably empty by now. Even his brother left two hours ago to go home and have dinner with Jess. Deanâs reluctant to go home to his empty apartment. So here he sits, the workaholic that he is, as the sun fades behind other buildings and casts his apartment into darker shades. He switches on the desk lamp.
A knock on the door kicks his thoughts out of alignment, like an old engine sparking out, into crispy defeat.
âYeah,â he calls out without looking up. He does though, when you come into view.
âHey, Iâm heading out,â you say.
He can see youâre ready to go, packed up and on your way downstairs to pick Emma up from daycare. He still hasnât met the kid. Heâs surprised himself with the idea that he wants to, though heâs never asked. Never wanted to intrude on your life outside of work. Never wanted to get too close to it.
Youâre a single mother living with your father, and thatâs complicated enough. You donât need a man like Dean upsetting the delicate balance. And he doesnât think he can give a woman like you what you needâŠbesides the fact that youâre his employee.
âAll right. Make sure Benny keeps an eye on you heading to your car. Itâs getting late,â he says.
âNot that late,â you say with a smile. Though youâre a bit concerned when you step further into his office. âWhen do you typically head home?â
âUh, around eight or nine, usually.â
âThatâs pretty late. You donât have anyone waiting on you?â
âNot unless you count the beers in the fridge,â he remarks, sending off another email to a sales rep to get his ass in gear if theyâre going to make quota for Quarter 3.
By the time Dean looks up, he sees your small frown. Concern.
It rubs him the wrong way (or maybe the right one), so he clears his throat and waves you over to his computer, opening up a tab he was looking at earlier.
âHey, do me a favor. Tell me what you think of these. I have to go to some tech expo this weekend with Sam,â he says.
You look over his shoulder at the rows of ties on the screen.
âWell, first of all, donât get them off Amazon. Go to a menâs store,â you say with a short laugh. âSecond, what color is the suit?â
âUh, just black,â he says in amusement.
You hum in contemplation. The man does look good in his usual slacks and nice buttoned-down shirts, but picturing him in a full suit and tie is an enticing image.
âThis burgundy one looks nice. Or the blue one with the pattern,â you suggest.
âYou donât think itâs too loud?â
âNo, I think it would look nice with a black dress shirt. Or hey, a black vest with a white dress shirt underneath.âÂ
âA vest?â Dean intones.
âYeah, with your shoulders, youâll look really sharp when you pair it with the suit jacket,â you say.
âMy shoulders, huh? What about âem?â he asks in amusement, verging on the edge of flirtatious, before he realizes what heâs doing.
You both pause then.
You eventually find something approaching a respectable response, if not really a professional one.
âJustâŠyou have a strong frame for a suit. Iâm sure whatever you pick will look good,â you say. Though you turn away to grab your purse from where you left it leaning against his desk on the floor. Your face is blushing hot all the while. âUm, have a good night. Iâll see you tomorrow.â
âYeah, you too,â he nods, clearing his throat. He tries not to watch you leave, but he canât help himself. The natural sway of your hips is too hard to ignore, as is the way you walk away from him on those heels.
Once the door is firmly shut, he tips his head back against his chair and groans. He hates himself for hoping, even fantasizing, that one day youâll come back and straddle him on this goddamn chair and fuck him with those heels still on.
He bangs the back of his head repeatedly against the chair, as if that could rid him of his pig-like thoughts.
Fuck. Me.
Four Months
Dean steps into his office after four hours of solid back-to-back meetings. If he had to sit through even five more minutes of Crowleyâs condescending ass explain 15 subsections of a contract, as if Dean didnât know how to fucking read, then he was going to throw his laptop into the nearest window.
He expects to find the quiet refuge of his office, and very quickly his stash of Angelâs Envy. What he gets is a kid sitting in his chair, eating his Doritos. She doesnât look older than five or six, swinging her little legs as she swivels in his nice leather chair.
The sight is so dumbfounding that Dean stops not two steps through the doorway, his hand still lingering on the doorknob. He frowns.
âHey,â he says. Not in a nice way. In a who the hell are you way.
âHi!â The kid smiles and waves at him with fingers coated in Cool Ranch Dorito dust.
Deanâs head tilts. âUh, hi.â
âYou said that,â she says.
His lips twitch upward. He points at her, and the chair sheâs sitting in.
âThatâs my seat,â he says, with some censure in his voice. âYou wanna get down?â
She blinks and pauses, realizing she might be in trouble.
âSorry.â She slides down carefully without letting go of her snack. She wears a private school uniform: a plaid skirt, navy polo, and a matching headband. Her pink Peppa Pig sneakers give away her personality though. It matches her backpack, which boasts a Minnie Mouse keychain and a princess sticker of Belle in her yellow ballgown.
âWhatâs your name?â he asks.
âEmma,â she replies.
Deanâs brows raise high in recognition, then they furrow.
âInteresting. Whereâs your mom?â
âShe had to talk to Miss Nancy, so she told me to stay here.â
Miss Nancy. Gotta be the daycare lady, Dean thinks.
âHere? As in, my office?â he asks in suspicion. âOr did your mom tell you to hang out at her desk?â
Emma guiltily glances down at her feet instead of at him, like Sammy did when he was four, and didnât want to admit he broke their dadâs watch.
Here, it looks like Emma got bored and wanted to go into the big mysterious room. She continues eating her Doritos.
Dean canât help but smile. âDid you find those in my desk drawer?â
She blinks up at him with the face. Like when Sam got caught looking through their dadâs old collection of baseball cards with peanut butter and jelly stains on his hands. That puppy dog look had Dean taking the fallâand the week-long grounding.
Emma tentatively offers him her snack. âWant one?â
The look on her face tells him that sheâd rather not share, but itâs a clever little manipulation with those big doe eyes. Girls learn quick, donât they?
Dean shakes his head and pulls out a nearby guest chair after setting down his laptop on the desk.
âItâs okay. You can sit here if you want,â he says.
The chair is a little high, so she reaches for the edge of his desk to help her. Dean offers her his hand instead. Sheâs happy to settle her little Dorito grime-covered hand in his and have him help her into the chair.
âThank you,â she says, with that cute little voice. He almost laughs.
âYouâre welcome,â he says. Youâre definitely going to owe him for this one.
Dean sits at his desk and contemplates just what the hell heâs going to do with this kid for the next few minutes. At least, he hopes itâs just a few minutes. Does he need reinforcements? Should he call Sam up here? Cas?
âAre you and Mommy friends?â Emma asks.
Dean considers her question with a quirk of his head.
âYeah, I guess you could say that. I work with your mom.â
âShe said youâre her boss.â
âYou know who I am?â
âYeah. Your face is on her phone when you call,â Emma says. When she finishes the chips, he can tell sheâs looking for a garbage can. He takes the empty bag from her and tosses it in the small bin under his desk. He wishes he could pour himself a much needed adult drink, but he thinks youâd have something to say about that later.
He settles on the bottles of water you keep putting in his other drawer. He grabs one for the kid, and even opens the cap for her, like he used to do for Sam when they were little.
âUh, how was school?â Dean asks. Because what else do you ask a kindergartner?
She shrugs. âOkay.â
Fair enough, he thinks. He never liked school much, but he has to keep this conversation going somehow.
âJust okay?â he asks.
âYeah. I donât like math, but Music was fun. Weâre learning how to play the recorder. Oh! And I drew Peppa after school. Wanna see?â she says, pointing at her backpack.
Dean raises a brow, but he grabs her backpack off the floor and hands it to her. She unzips it and rifles through her notebooks and her modest collection of crayons. She then pulls out her prized drawing to show him. It looks more like a ball of pink squiggles to him. But he looks harder, and he can see the eyes and the mouth and the nose are close enough to the character on her sneakers.
âHey, thatâs pretty good,â he indulges her, earning her shy smile.
âThank you,â she says. But her face soon falls. âI wanted to draw her yellow crown, but a boy took my crayon and broke it.â
âAw, that sucks,â Dean says. Though a smile threatens his lips at the little angry pout on her face. âWhat did you do when he wouldnât give it back?â
âI just pushed his arm and he fell and cried,â she says.
Dean blinks in surprise. âOh.â
Yikes. No wonder you had to go back and talk to Miss Nancy.
âBut I didnât mean to! He was mean to me first,â Emma argues.
Dean shakes his head in amusement, once again tempted to laugh.
âWell, you know, you should never put your hands on somebody. You wouldnât want him to hit you, right?â he reasons.
The girl considers it, still with that little pout, but she nods begrudgingly.
âSee? But if that kid messes with you again, you come tell me, okay? Iâll set him straight, man to man,â Dean says.
She starts to smile again. âPromise?â
âI promise. Letâs shake on it,â he says, giving her his hand. She puts her much smaller one in his, and they shake on it like adults.
âEmma?â your voice calls from outside the office in worry. The door is still open, so you catch sight of your daughter just as Dean tells you to come over. Your eyes grow wide with embarrassment as you realize where Emma ended up. You hasten inside his office.
âWhat are you doing in here?â you ask her sternly, taking her hand and leading her off the chair. âYou were supposed to be doing your homework at my desk. Dean, Iâm so sorry. I didnât think it would take so long.â
âItâs all right,â he says.
You still look a bit mortified and apologetic.
âSeriously, itâs okay. Sheâs a good kid,â Dean says. You smile, if a bit wryly as you caress her head.
âWell, she wasnât on her best behavior today, so weâre going to sort that out tonight. But thank you for watching her.â
Dean sends you off with a raised hand, though it turns into a small wave when Emma looks back at him with a sneaking smile.
He chuckles and shakes his head. Kids. Jesus.
She looks just like you.
Five Months
The insistent ring and vibration of your cell phone disturbs your deeply rooted slumber. You slap at the device charging on your nightstand and nearly yank out the cord in attempt to bring the screen to your eyeballs.
Once your bleary vision adjusts to the brightness, you growl in annoyance.
Still, you answer the call.
âDean. Jesus Christ, itâs three in the morning.â
âI just need your opinion on the new crossbow flame throwers.â
Your sigh can probably be heard across the Atlantic Ocean.
âItâs fine, but it would make more sense on a gun, right? Half gun, half flame thrower.â
âThatâs what I said! But Cas says we need to diversifyââ
âDean. Three. In the morning. Go to sleep and let me get back to dreaming about Pedro Pascal as a gladiator, feeding me grapes as his queen.â
ââŠYou like Latin guys, huh?â
You groan and turn your face fully into your pillow.
âSleeping now. Iâll see you in five hours.â
Six Months
âLook! Emma got first place in the Spelling Bee.â
You pass Dean your phone while he scrapes the pickled onions off his burger and onto your plate. In turn, you give him the pickle wedge off your plate. By now you know that heâs a veritable bottomless pit when it comes to food in general, except for the fact that he doesnât like pickled onions, and doesnât trust sushi.
He smiles as he scrolls through the pictures of your daughterâs kindergarten class.
âClearly taking after her mom in the smarts department. Though you didnât have to do her like that with those Pippi Longstocking braids,â he remarks.
You scoff in amusement. âOh, come on, theyâre not that bad. Itâs not like sheâs got a wire hanger in there. Sheâs just going through a frizzy phase. No matter what products I use, I canât seem to tame that hair.â
Dean chomps his burger. Youâve reminded him at least 30 times, but he still talks with his mouth full.
âLooks like sheâs trying to land a plane,â he says.
You snort, shaking your head. You shove his arm lightly and go back to eating, while Dean takes another look at the pictures.
He sees a lot of you in that little girl. Sheâs got your eyes, your smile, but she probably has her dadâs hair, his chin. Dean hopes thatâs all the girlâs going to get from that fucking deadbeat, biologically speaking. From what youâve told Dean, all that guy is good for is sending monthly wire payments. After you got your raise, he even tried taking you to court to get his child support reduced.
âDid you want kidsâyou know, before? Was that even on your radar?â Dean asks.
He doesnât know what possesses him, but he asks.
You hum in contemplation. âHonestly, it wasnât. I was focused on my career.â
You wipe your mouth as the thought settles in.
âI thought Iâd do it right, you know? Work hard, achieve my goals, find a husband who wanted the same things I did, then build a life, and a family. I always thought I was smarter than a broken condom in the back of his goddamn Lexus,â you say, your tone bordering on disgust at the end. You shake your head and sip your iced tea.
Dean quirks his head. âWell, weâve all been thrown a few curveballs in life. What matters is how you take it. And Iâd say youâve got the better end of the deal. You get Emma, a good job, the best boss in the worldâŠâ
You shoot him a knowing smile.
Dean smirks, but heâs still serious.
âAnd that guy, all he gets is a life without his kid, and without the woman who couldâve given him a family,â he says. âSounds like a fucking chump to me.â
He continues eating, but youâre not sure if he realizes how that just tilted your entire axis. It makes you look at him differently, the warmth of admiration in your chest, and something deeper coiling in your belly, stirring up something unexpected.
You stare at him long enough that his brows furrow.
âWhat? Got something in my teeth?â he asks.Â
Your face relaxes, your lips tugging at a smile.
âYeah, ground beef. Can you please swallow before you talk?â
âThis is how I am, sweetheart. Donât try to change me,â Dean says, taking another massive bite. Oily ketchup dangles from the bun and threatens to stain one of his nicer buttoned-down shirts.
You roll your eyes. âWouldnât dream of it.â
You stick a napkin in his collar, just in time for the ketchup drip.
Seven Months
You and Sam have lunch together every Wednesday. It started out as a way to reconnect with your old friend, but itâs often devolved into an hourly venting session about his brotherâs many idiosyncrasies, how heâs driving you both fucking crazy, and how to best manage the manâs schedule, as well as steer him away from any half-cocked decisions that could cause a PR disaster.
Like the time he accidentally asked a reporter at a charity benefit why albacore tuna was becoming an endangered species.
âI mean, come on. Theyâve literally got fish on the menu tonight. Maybe if you people stopped eating so much damn sushi with your avocado toast, we wouldnât need this bougie dinner party. $5,000 a plate? Give me a fucking break.â
The fact that he slept with her that night still didnât save him from the article she published later that week, complete with direct quotes. She had a good goddamn memory.
Today though, your weekly lunch with Sam is less about quasi-therapy, and more about celebrating the fact that Jess is pregnant. Youâre even helping her and her sister plan the baby shower.
âAny advice? Just, you know, about parenting in general,â Sam asks. For once, he seems less his normal confident self, and a little more sheepish. Itâs sweet, even endearing.
You smile. âGod, I donât know. Iâve been winging it from the beginning. JustâŠbe present, as much as you can. Jess is going to need you to show the hell up, without being asked, without being nagged. Youâre the rock sheâll need to lean on, even when she thinks she can do it all while youâre here trying to show up for the job. Especially when the babyâs born. If youâre not covered in three layers of bodily fluids, then youâre not doing it right.â
He laughs a little. âNoted.â
Your mind veers into other directions as you finish up your sandwich and crumple up the foil wrapper. Most predictably, along the road that leads back to Dean.
âDean doesnât seem to be the family man type,â you remark. âMore married to his work, butâŠheâs been really good with Emma every time Iâve brought her up to visit the office.â
âDoesnât surprise me. He basically half raised me after Mom died. More than half, actually. Dad was always working,â Sam says.
âWhat about relationships?â you ask.
It earns you a certain look from Sam. Youâve come to learn that both Winchester brothers are incredibly sharp, just in different ways. Dean knows how to read people. Heâs a good judge of character, and it makes him a shark in the board room, the kind of man that can take in the information his department heads serve him and make swift decisions that often pan out well for HunterCorp.
Sam is perceptive in an almost clinical way, analytical and methodical. Heâs the one who can read the data and find the one thing thatâs missing. He can anticipate problems before they start, and when it comes to people, Sam often catches the little things, tells and underlying motivations. It gives you away before youâve even realized it.
âWell, Deanâs been pretty predictable when it comes to women, even before Dad passed,â Sam says.
And itâs true. Deanâs never seen the same woman more than a week at a time. You know this, because youâve seen the âconsolation giftsâ he sends them. A Tiffany bracelet. An Apple Watch. Gucci sunglasses. The perfect gift that tells a girl she wonât need to stick around for breakfast.
âBut to his credit, heâs up front with them,â Sam says, drawing your gaze. âThey know what not to expect.â
Your lips quirk. âSounds so transactionalâŠand lonely.â
âYeah,â Sam nods, âbut I get it. He took a lot onto his shoulders when Dad died. Right now, Deanâs more focused on making sure we survive than on what he might want. To be honest, I doubt heâs even thought about what that is.â
For some reason, that hits you behind the ribs in a quiet, sharp strike. In your mind, you canât help but see the familiar tense set of Deanâs shoulders hunched at his desk, eyes glued to his computer while an evening sun sets behind his head.
Even in that big office overlooking the entire city scape, he never has time to admire the view.
Eight Months
Itâs your mistake.
Your fingers brush Deanâs for half a second too long when you give him a stack of purchase orders to sign. His eyes meet yours. You point out the new way youâve color-coded the departments for each PO.
Your heel wobbles on your pivot, an uneven floorboard. Suddenly itâs his hand closing around your wrist and the other wrapping around your waist, giving you stability. Your eyes meet his, heated breaths in between.
A thank you falls from your lips, drawing Deanâs attention there.
But he lets you go.
You walk away, pretending you donât know his eyes are following you.
You bite your lip against a smile.
One Year
âSeriously, which one?â
âJesus, Dean. Green! I already told you.â
âNo need to get snippy. I just want your opinion.â
âYou always want my opinion. Thatâs why I already laid out the green one for you.â
âBut I like the black one.â
âYou always wear the black one. The black one says politician. The green one says youâre the boss, but youâre approachable.â
âI donât want to be approachable. Thatâs how I get stuck in a 45-minute fucking conversation in the break room with Garth about his side hustle YouTube sock puppet show. That shit was deeply uncomfortable. I just wanted my damn coffee.â
âYou know, you could also cut back on the caffeine and the booze while weâre on the subject.â
âOh, what are you, my mother?â
âYou tell me. Iâm the one dressing you right now.â
You work the collar dark green suit jacket over his shoulder and smooth down the wrinkles. You firmly ignore how his gaze roams your face, and lower still. You want to pretend you havenât noticed these signs, all while you try to stop yourself from giving any yourself.
âThere, looks good,â you say. Though you make the mistake of meeting his eyes.
He grins. One of those grins that makes you want to grab his face, either mushing it into his seventeen mugs of coffee, or kissing him fucking stupid. Youâve been restraining the latter urge by a tenuous thread for several months now, mostly because you sicken yourself.
Heâs your fucking boss. Itâs unprofessional. Youâve already been down this road once in your life, andâ
âYou okay?â he asks.
Suddenly you realize how close he is. You can feel the warmth of his body, you can smell his cologne, and he sounds so sincere in his concern, briefly touching your arm.
You nod, knowing you should create some distance between you and him. Somehow you canât force yourself to take that one small step back.
Instead, you reach for his tie. âRemember, youâre meeting Frank Devereau and his wife tonight, and Charlie Bradbury. Sheâs the brains behind the project, so youâll want to talk to her about the details, how the program works, and how we can incorporate it into our existing tech.â
Dean hums in agreement, but in truth, his attention is on your nimble hands as you work on his tie. You slide the knot up to settle snugly, but not too tight against his throat. You allow your hands to slide down his chest while you admire your handiwork with satisfaction, but your small smile fades. Your mouth goes dry as your gaze travels back up to his, lingering on his parted mouth.
His hands slowly come to hold you by your arms, making your heart tap a syncopated beat.
âDoes that look mean you want me to kiss you, or am I just seeing things?â he says at last.
Your eyes widen. You bite the inside of your lip, nervous energy fluttering through you, even as everything within you would like to scream a resounding yes.
âWe canâtâŠshouldnât,â you say, in a quieter voice. His office door is closed, but itâs not locked. There are far better reasons than that though, and you struggle to remind yourself of each and every one of them.
Dean steals your focus, however. His eyes seem greener than usual, probably because of the jacket. You picked it with that in mind.
âIn this case, shouldnât isnât a moral argument,â he says. âItâs societyâs rules. I donât know about you, sweetheart, but Iâve never much cared about what people who donât matter think about me.â
Your brows begin to knit together. âWho matters to you? Because my daughter and my father. They matter to me.â
âBeing with me doesnât hurt them,â he argues, a little peeved at the implication that it would; that he would hurt them, or you.
âBeing with you?â you ask in shock.
Deanâs mouth opens, but he hesitates, like what he just said surprises even himself. His lips quirk at a smile.
âI know you, uh, probably think Iâm not capable of something like that,â he asks.
âI mean, it is surprising,â you admit airily. Your cheeks warm in a blush. âYou could have anyone, DeanâŠand you have.â
He chuckles dryly. âAll right, fair enough. But other than Sam, who gets me better than you? Who else is gonna handle this, the pressure of my life and everything that goes with itâŠbetter than you?â
Your eyes widen. A softer smile threatens your lips, because you realize then that heâs actually serious.
About you?
Of course, thatâs when your very real, rational doubt creeps in.
His hands move down to your waist, squeezing gently. Enticingly.
âThen weâll be discreet,â he says, with one of his crooked grins. You shake your head, but you start to smile too. You allow him to pull you back in, figuratively and literally as he bows his head closer to yours.
âYou really think you can pull that off?â you ask.
âSweetheart, with the right motivation, we can pull off anything,â he says, half whispering them on your lips as he captures them with his own.
Itâs slow and laced with a curling heat that licks tingles down your spine, just like his hand moving to the small of your back, pressing you into him. Your body betrays you then, with a moan in your throat and your own hands traveling up his arms, over his shoulders, cupping the back of his neck.
The graze of your nails at his nape makes him shiver and groan as he licks into your mouth, holds you tighter. You feel the press of his growing arousal against your belly.
Your good sense knocks at the door of lust and yearning, reminding you that youâre making all the same mistakes again. This isnât a man you can trustânot with this. But Deanâs lips are hard to ignore, covered in the remnants of your lipstick as he kisses his way along your jaw and down your neck, where he sucks and nips just hard enough to make you gasp his name and writhe against him. He squeezes your ass and smiles against your skin.
âSo fucking beautiful, you know that? Even the little sounds you make when I touch you. I wanna find out what that pretty voice sounds like when you come,â he says, in a voice dripped in whiskey and wicked promises.
Jesus. Your heart flutters. You havenât been touched like this in so very long. You havenât felt desired like this inâŠ
âHow long have you been thinking about that?â you ask, a little breathlessly. He continues his exploration, his lips blazing a sensuous trail down the column of your throat, along the line of your collar bone, and between the rise and fall your breasts. He slides open the buttons of your blouse with a practiced hand, his eyes drinking in the sight of your lace bra.
âSince the day you started wearing these sexy fucking heels,â he says, dragging his hand up your thigh, over your skirt, in a way that raises goosebumps on your arms. But he hesitates. His eyes ask a question as they meet yours.
âYou need to tell me what you want though,â Dean says, more seriously than you expected. âYou want me to touch you?â
Your heart feels like itâs beating in your throat, but you nod, biting your lip.
âKiss me, touch me, make me fucking come,â you say. âBut first, you need to lock that door.â
A crooked grin spreads across Deanâs face. He steals another kiss before he does exactly thatâhe crosses the room and locks that fucking door. You lean against his desk for a breather, but you realize that half this shit needs to go. You move stacks of files to the side, the coasters you put for his mugs of coffee along with the empty cups themselves. You push his double-screen monitors forward, giving Dean just the angle he needs to hold you from behind and start laying more tantalizing kisses along your neck.
You sigh and help him with the zipper of your skirt while he works on the bra clasp. The straps loosen down your arms, and he flings the bra away so he can get a handful each of your breasts. You moan and rest your head against his as he begins to squeeze and tease, gently twisting your nipples between his fingers. He leaves open-mouthed kisses against your jaw, sucking at your pulse point.
When his hand moves further down and slips behind the waistband of your skirt and panties, he feels your pulse flutter and trip along with your gasp. His fingers dip between your folds and find the slick mess of your arousal.
âGoddamn, baby. Soaked for me already,â he teases.
You donât need to see his face to know that smug smirk is plastered across it. You reach back and tug sharply on his hair.
âYou can gloat, or you can fuck me,â you retort.
He chuckles and kisses your temple. âDonât you worry. Youâre gonna have to bite down on my belt to keep from screaming in a minute.â
His hand that never left your breast begins to strum the hardened, sensitive nub, at the same time his other hand finds your clit. You shudder against him at that first touch, that perfect moment when you realize he knows exactly what heâs doing as he learns your body. He circles your clit slowly, but with a delicious pressure until it swells under his fingertips.
Then his long fingers dip down into your needy channel, making you whimper as you hold onto him and the desk for stability. His fingers pump smooth strokes inside you, almost as deep as he plans to fuck you with his cock.
He knows he has you when his fingers curl and brush deliberately against that perfect spot inside your inner walls. Your thighs begin to shake, your breaths labored, your hips bucking against his hand in a quiet plea.
Your orgasm rolls swift and steady against his fingers. Your pussy flutters around his hand, and he groans along with you.
âGood girl. Canât wait to feel that squeeze around my cock,â he says, a filthy whisper in your ear.
You laugh a little, nodding in agreement. You turn around to help him with his belt.
âYeah, right now. Want you inside me before we run out of time. You have to meet Sam downstairs soon.â
Itâs another work event Dean canât get himself out of, even if the networking opportunities are good for the company.
âYou should come with me,â he says, grinning at the way you slide his jacket off his shoulders, but you toss it as carefully as you can across the nearest chair. You just had it drycleaned this morning.
âWhat?â you laugh. âDean, you donât need me there. Iâm just an assistantââ
âNo,â Dean says, stilling your movements when his hand cups your cheek. Your lashes raise as you look up at him, finding him serious again. His gaze roams your face, his thumb brushing your lower lip. âIf it ainât fucking obvious, youâre more.â
Your mouth falls open, but youâre not sure whatâs going to spill out. Dean doesnât give you time to figure it out, or even let himself settle into his own admission.
He just kisses you, hard and thorough, knocking any more doubts out of your mind, and any deeper thoughts out of his.
He grabs you up by your hips and seats you on his desk, rattling the surface. Your arms wrap around his shoulders on reflex. You feel the muscles flexing under his dress shirtâa crisp black. You help him yank up your skirt and kick off your panties, though they get tangled around your ankle. His slacks and boxer briefs end up coiled around his knees, just far enough to give him room and leverage to slide into your heat.
You both moan at the feeling of him settling snug inside, bottoming out, his almost bruising grip on your ass. Your thighs are wrapped almost as tightly around his waist as he lays you out more fully on the desk. Itâs probably harder to do it this way, instead of him just bending you over the hard mahogany. But youâre glad you get to see his face, get to run your fingers through his hair and share his breaths while he fucks you in a slow-rolling rhythm.
Itâs more intimate. It feels like it means something, especially when he once again cradles your cheek and brushes wild strands of hair away from your face. Especially when he kisses you deep enough to taste the Almond Joy you snacked on earlier.
You kiss him back just as fervently, as if this will be the first and the last time. You have no idea what happens after today, and you know that probably makes you a fucking idiot. It could lead to the end of your second chance at a career, but you want to trust this. You want to trust the steadiness in Deanâs hands and the look in his eyes.
So you give into what you want, sitting up to lay nipping kissing along his prickly cheek and neck, sucking your own marks against his skin. The way he groans and shudders and fucks you harderâit makes you feel powerful.
âLean back, sweetheart,â he grits out. âTouch yourself for me.â
You manage to follow his lead, shakily laying back down and letting your hand drift back down your body, finding your clit. Dean watches you play with yourself, his fingers flexing against your hip. You feel him so deep, so good, that the coil of pleasure in your lower belly begins to tighten in earnest.
Heâs only satisfied when you have to smother your own mouth against a cry, your hips snapping up to meet his as your release finally hits. Another few ragged strokes, and he spills into you as well.
âFuck,â he groans into your neck, catching his breath. That was awesome.
But then, his eyes widen. âChrist, forgot a condom.â
âIâm on birth control.â You breathe out a laugh as you soothe him, caressing his shoulders.
He blinks, then he relaxes, chuckling faintly.
âGuess you just make me lose my head,â he says.
âItâs okay. Iâve gotten used to doing the thinking for you,â you tease, biting your lip.
Dean stares down at you, brows raised, yet amused at your cheek.
âHmm, Iâm gonna remember that one. Might have to punish you tomorrow,â he remarks.
You smirk, though a blush burns down your neck at the idea, and the depths of his voice.
He withdraws from you with a quiet moan, then helps you up with a steading grip on your arms when he feels that youâre still a bit shaky. After pulling up his pants, he finds the paper towels you keep handy in one of his desk drawers for the cleanup.
âSeriously, come with me tonight. Iâm sure youâve got a nice dress. If not, Iâll buy you one on the way,â he says, as you two start to pull your clothes back on. And in your case, find your bra.
âDean, I need to take Emma home,â you say.
You pause with your fingers poised on his dark green jacket, ready to smooth down any wrinkles. The color matches his slacks perfectly. His hair is a bit messy, but overall, he looks edible and professional at the same time. Heâs ready to shmooze with the heads of conglomerates and Silicon Valley tycoons and the politicians they own.
But you know youâre not a part of that world.
âMaybe next time,â you say, though you donât really mean it. Your hand falls.
Dean nods, but he catches your hand before you walk away from him. He slowly winds you back in and kisses you thoroughly enough to make your knees buckle, just a little.
Youâre still not sure if he meant what he said about wanting to be with you, or if this is just something heâll change his mind about in the morning after a few glasses of whiskey.
You definitely think about more than just the road ahead while on your way home, Emmaâs chatter filling the car. For once, you canât say youâre fully paying attention.
Your fingers keep touching the memory lingering on your lips.
AN: đâ€ïžâđ„ How'd you like the slow build? lol Did Dean's earnest appeal surprise you there at the end? He's been a pretty successful play boy up until now, but he's really going to prove himself in Part 3 of our adventure, set shortly after Pratt Fall.
Next Time in Nothing by Halves:
Dean finds a guest spot in front of the school. The old Impala rumbles to a stop there, and he climbs out, grabbing the bouquet resting in his passenger seat.
His keys jangle in his other hand as he makes his way to the front office to check in, just like you told him to in your texted instructions. The nice ladies there give him a guest badge that he slaps on his chest, over his dress shirt, and they tell him how to get to the theater. He feels awkward and out of place walking down the halls of this school alone, but you had to take Emma over there early before the show.Â
The hell am I doing here?
He has to fucking wonder.
But he promised you. He promised the kid. So heâs here.
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Summary: Covered in blood and sat in mob boss Dean Winchester's office was not how the reader planned on spending her Saturday night. But things are not as they appear...
Pairing: Mafia boss!Dean x reader
Word Count: 2,100ish
Warnings: language, mentions of blood/murder/kidnapping/dismemberment, implied child abuse, threats of violence, all the usual mafia things
A/N: Trying a little something new out. I might continue this if there's interest. Please enjoy!...
You smoothed out your bloody skirt out of habit. Why your brain was worried about wrinkles when the fabric was ruined was beyond you. Just one of those nervous ticks your mother would sigh at you about your entire childhood.Â
Stop fidgeting. Sit up straight. Cross your ankles. For heavenâs sake, at least pretend to smile.
If only she could see you now.Â
Your whole body flinched when the door of the ornate wood office you sat in opened. You didnât bother to stand. Civility was out the door tonight. The blood staining your hands was proof enough of that.
The door thudded shut behind you, your eyes locked on the roaring fireplace before you. Flames danced in the dim space before a light flickered on from somewhere behind you, most likely the one on the large mahogany desk in the center of the room.Â
Your back was ramrod straight at the very least. Maybe your mother was looking down at you with a smile for that.
Hell, who were you kidding. She was looking up. Knowing her, sheâd made friends with the demons and was working on charming the devil himself.
Your body was perched on the edge of the cognac brown leather couch, barely sitting on the cushion, poised forâŠsomething. To flee? To fight? To accept death?
Why was your neck suddenly itchy?Â
Oh, right. The dried blood.Â
You absently scratched at it, heart stopping when footsteps echoed off the hardwoods, making the way from the grand rug over in your direction. You breathed slowly, feeling the manâs gaze on your back. The footsteps fell away, the distinctive sound of a record catching behind you.Â
Rita Hayworthâs voice filled the air, breath catching.Â
Put the blame on mame, boy.
Your visitor said nothing, just let the sound play through. Once. Twice. Three times.Â
What the fuck was this person getting at? Put the blame onâŠbut you did it. There was nothing else toâŠ
Footsteps sounded again, heart in your throat as they continued closer this time. Hands rested on the back of your shoulders, not gripping them but simplyâŠresting there.
âItâs almost insulting really. You, not having a clue what you were doing, slitting Harrison Blackburnâs throat like itâs your fuckinâ day job. You put my boys to shame. They tell me they ainât never seen something so ruthless out of someone soâŠinnocent. I should put you on the payroll.â
Ah. That explains why two burly men picked you up, blood still wet and sticky, shoving you in the back of a car and driving you straight to a massive estate in River Forest. This guy was in the mob too and if he was happy about Harrisonâs death then that meant one thing.
Winchester.
âIs that why Iâm here? To join the crew?â The man didnât laugh at the bad joke, simply removed his hands from behind you. He stalked around the right side, into your field of vision. You swallowed thickly at the man in the suit before you.
Harrison had been handsome, your fatal flaw for ever getting involved with him right there, but this man?Â
Oh, this man could turn a saint into a sinner with nothing more than a flirty smile.
âDean Winchester.â Oldest son. He walked over to a matching leather chair off to the side, taking a seat, a glass of dark amber liquid in his hand. He held it out to you, an offer, and you gracefully took it, Dean not seeming to care that your blood stained hand touched his.
You sipped down the burning drink, unsure if it was a whiskey, a scotch or whatever the hell it was. All you knew was if you were about to be killed by Dean Winchester, you wanted to be drunk for it. You threw back the rest of the glass, Deanâs eyes flaring wide for a split second.
âThatâs a sipping whiskey, sweetheart. Burns even the hardiest of men. Youâre full of surprises.â
âItâs been a day,â you said, handing him back the glass. He hummed as he took it, setting it aside on a end table.
âThat it has. So. To what atrocity did your beloved commit to be met with a grisly fate at your delicate hands? Surely you knew who Harrison was.â
âNot until it was too late. You donât exactly get to break up with a mobsterâs son. You just hope they get bored of you.â Dean licked his lips, narrowing his eyes.
âAnd yetâŠseems you were the one to end the relationship after all. What changed? Cheat one too many times? Force himself on you? Beat you so badly you had to hide inside for weeks?â Dean leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees. âWhat made you snap?â
âHe was making plans to kidnap a child. One of the rival families. Was going to send the boy back in pieces. He was proud of himself, proud of how happy his father was with his planned brutality.â Dean watched you cautiously, sitting up straight. âOnly the truly evil hurt children.â
âSo you slayed the demon,â said Dean, looking you up and down. âIt was my cousin.â
âWhat?â Dean nodded.Â
âMy cousin, Jack. Heâs about four, cute as a button. We found out and I was planning on making Harrison pay deeply. You want to fuck with the grown ups, with the men, fine. But you leave the women and kids out of it. End of story. Blackburn crossed a line. The only thing I didnât know was Senior was all for it. Thatâs an injustice that still needs to be corrected.â
You stared at him, Dean running a hand over his mouth, slumping back into his chair.Â
âI didnât want him to die that quickly.â
âI stabbed his dick too if that makes you feel better.â Dean smirked, tilting his head.
âIt does to a degree. But now I have a conundrum.â You made fists with your hands, Dean spotting the movement. âYou did me a favor, not for any personal gain but simply to protect a kid. I respect that. Greatly.â
âBut.â He smiled, almost sad like.
âBut as far as anyone knows, my men killed Harrison in retaliation for the planned kidnapping and murder. You, you are just Harrison Blackburnâs girl that we grabbed.â
âSo un-grab me.â Dean cocked his head, shaking it. âWhy not?â
âBecause daddy Blackburn sees you as part of the family. The daughter he never had. You and Harrison were engaged. No, no. I hold a valuable card with you, sweetheart.â
You swallowed, closing your eyes. âYouâre sayingâŠyouâre saying I did you a massive fucking favor and my reward is to be kidnapped by you?â
âKidnapped is such a mean word,â said Dean, shaking his head. âThink of it as an involuntary stay at a sprawling estate where your every want and desire will be fulfilled until such time as the Blackburn family empire has come crumbling down. Iâll give you more than enough money where you never have to work or depend on a man again once itâs through. Iâll leven relocate you to a place of your choosing.â
âThe Blackburns have been in the mob since 1893,â you growled.
âSo only some fifty odd years. Bound to fall apart sometime soon,â said Dean, standing up with a smile. You finally stood, Dean eyeing you up and down. Blood spatter on your face. Jacket and blouse soaked. Blue skirt stained almost black and tar like. âI can treat you like a princess or a prisoner. Your choice.â
âSenior doesnât give two shits about me and we both know it.â You lifted your chin, narrowing your eyes. âSo what the fuck do you really want with me?â
âSuch a nasty mouth on such a proper appearing lady,â Dean snickered. âOne might think you were raised in the gutter. Tell me, why would I, leader of the Winchester family, want you? If not for ransom or leverage, then what?â
âIâm done with this.â You stalked around the coffee table, Dean easily shifting and walking around the chair, nonchalantly blocking your path to the office doors. âYou saw what happened to the last guy that fucked with me. Move.â
âBaby, thereâs nothing more that Iâd love than toâŠfuck,â he let the word linger, eyes raking up and down your body, âWith you. But you killed a bossâ son. I let you go, Blackburn will find you and torture you and this place will seem like heaven compared to the twisted games heâd play with you. If he was so willing to let a child suffer, imagine what heâd do to you?â
âIâll leave Chicago.â Dean shook his head. âYes, I-â
âThe Winchesters are indebted to you.â Dean stepped once, twice, closer until he was in your space, staring you down with a smirk. âWe repay our debts. You will be protected until it is safe. No exceptions.â
âWhy do you even care?â He reached up a hand, stroking over your jaw, catching your chin between this thumb and forefinger.Â
âSomeone will come escort you to your new quarters so you can wash. Feel free to roam the house and grounds.â He dropped his hand and walked past you to his desk, refilling his glass with more liquor. âYouâre dismissed. Wait.â
You peered over your shoulder, Deanâs green eyes dark, predator like. It made you shiver, his subtle warmth from before gone.
âIt does make a man thinkâŠwhat are the odds that Harrison meets his demise by another the same night I was planning to end his life?â Dean carried his glass over, swinging it back in full like you had, gritting his teeth through the pain. âNot even a tremble during the act. JustâŠbrutally efficient.â
You swallowed and faced forward, Dean pressing up behind you, leaning in, ghost of his breath caressing your ear.
âAlmost likeâŠit wasnât the first time. Reaper.â
Your stomach dropped, body rigid as stone. Dean chuckled softly behind you.Â
âUnfortunate for you I have a source inside Blackburnâs organization. Heâs always known his son was psychotic which is why he hired you, to keep an eye on the schmuck. Senior was outraged at the thought of his son going after a child. Senior ordered the hit on Harrison. How am I doing so far, sweetheart?â
You kept your mouth shut, Dean humming.
âAnd all the while, he gets to blame it on a mugging gone wrong, a rival family taking out his second born. Doesnât matter. Senior took care of a problem and you justâŠfloat on away back into the shadows like you do. Until sheâs called upon again by some criminal socialite to do the dirty work of the mob or the police or a scorned ex-wife. Youâre a dangerous woman, Y/N Y/L/N. You were so close to getting away with it, with me believing your little story. Problem is, Senior knows the rules. Heâs a bastard but a respectable one. No women. No kids. That man would never be proud of his son for going outside the bounds.â
You stared dead ahead, forcing your body to stay steady. âSo you caught Reaper. Iâm done with the foreplay. Kill me already, Mr. Winchester.â
âYouâve done nothing to me. Why would I kill you? Your reputation precedes you. Vixen of death. Reaper of souls. The smile that sends evil to hell. Quite impressive for a murderess to have such a strong moral code. Never the innocent, only the cruel.â Dean walked around you, tilting his head with that dark smile again. âI canât just let someone like you with yourâŠskillsâŠwalk away. Now that youâve moved on from New York and LA to make Chicago your new hunting ground, I canât let you wander about. Not until we can trust one another and trust takes time.â
You shook your head. âYouâre afraid someone will hire me to kill you. Or kill some corrupt player thatâs important to your organization.â Dean hummed. You licked your lips, tasting the hint of iron, flashing Dean a dark smile of your own. âYouâd be better off killing me. Letting me wander about, keeping me cagedâŠnever know what kind of secrets I might find out about you, Mr. Winchester. Because that hit? Oh, Iâll do that one for free.â
âSo thatâs a no on the working for me thing.â You feigned a pout, quickly narrowing your eyes. Dean laughed quietly, eyeing you up and down. âYouâll change your mind eventually.â
âCareful there, Icarus. You donât want to play with this fire.â Dean gave you a look that said he very much did. You rolled your eyes, bumping into him hard as you went for the office door.
âBreakfast is served at eight,â he said and you could just hear the smile in his voice. âGoodnight, Reaper.â
âYouâre going to regret this, Winchester.â
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The bunkerâs kitchen smells like apples and cinnamon as you take another pie out of the oven. You set it down on the cooling rack you have set out before turning the oven off.
âOoh, something smells good,â Sam says as he walks into the room.
You turn to look at him and you grin. âYou better get a piece now before your brother gets in here.â
âIâll wait until it cools. Surely heâll save me a piece.â You raise an eyebrow at him. âYouâre right, Iâd better get it now.â
You laugh as he walks over to grab a plate.
âSpeaking of Dean, have you seen him?â
He thinks for a second. âActually, yeah. I saw him carrying some toys out to the garage about forty minutes ago.â
âIâd better go check up on him,â you laugh before walking out of the kitchen.
You make your way down the hallways of the bunker towards the garage. The closer you get, the more you can hear the sound of your little boyâs giggles, followed by your husbandâs voice. You know this routine by now. Dean tries to work on Baby in peace, but your son fusses to âhelpâ his daddy. Dean tries to distract him with toys, but eventually gives in.
You walk into the garage, and you stop because you donât want to ruin the fun. Instead of working on Baby, both of your boys are in Baby. Dean is sitting in the passenger seat, and your little boy is behind the wheel. You can barely see his little head over the steering wheel as he pretends to drive. You try to hold in your laughter as your husband pretends to be terrified of your sonâs driving. His eyes are wide, and his right hand is gripping the door handle while his left one is digging into the seat.
âSlow down, Lee,â he says, causing your little boy to laugh. He rears his little foot back and slams it down as if heâs pressing down the gas even though he canât reach the pedals. âI said slow⊠Woah!â Dean hollers out as he throws his arm over as if heâs holding your son back.
Your heart melts listening to Leviâs laughter as he turns the wheel as far to the left as he can. Dean makes the sound of tires squealing, causing your son to throw his head back as he giggles. Heâs laughing so hard his little body is shaking. Once he straightens out the wheel, Dean looks over at him with wide eyes.
âYou just hit that guy back there.â
Levi gets up on his little knees and turns to look out the back window. He then looks at Dean and shrugs.
âHimâs okay,â he says before turning to face the wheel again and plopping back down on his bottom.
Dean shakes his head. âNo, buddy, I think you broke his leg. We should go check on him.â
âNo, go fast!â Levi squeals before pretending to hit the gas again.
âNo!â Dean yells as he grabs onto the door handle again.
You shake your head as you lean up against the wall and watch them. When you first found out you were pregnant, Dean panicked. He kept himself up every night for a month worrying about whether heâd be a good dad or not. If only he could have seen himself now.
âWhew,â Dean says as he brings his right hand up to his heart as if itâs racing. âI donât think I can take much more of this, Lee. You think you could slow down a bit?â
Your son nods, and he giggles as he continues to âsteerâ Baby left and right. He looks over at his daddy and grins widely. Dean reaches over and puts his hand on the little dark haired head before gently turning it so heâs looking back out the front window.
âEyes on the road, son.â
âSorry,â Levi giggles and stares out the window. After a minute, he looks back over at Dean. He grins mischievously, and Dean shakes his head.
âDonât you do it,â he says in a warning tone. âDonât you dare.â Levi laughs before taking both hands off the wheel. âNo!â Dean yells as he reaches over to grab the wheel. Your son laughs so hard, he falls over in his seat as Dean acts like heâs fighting for his life to keep from running off the road. âGrab the wheel!â he yells. Leviâs still cracking up as he sits up and takes the wheel. Dean looks over and points a finger at him. âDonât ever do that again,â he says in a serious tone.
Levi knows heâs just joking, and it causes him to laugh so hard that he squeals loudly. He keeps glancing over at Dean as he âdrives.â He just keeps giving your son warning glances, causing him to laugh more and more. This goes on for a few minutes before Levi lets go of the wheel again. He turns to look at Dean, and he must have a funny expression on his face.
âWhatâs wrong, buddy?â Dean asks. Without a word, Levi gets up on his knees and wraps his arm around your husbandâs neck.
âLove you, Daddy.â
Dean smiles softly as he wraps his left arm around your little boy.
âI love you, buddy,â he tells him before pressing a kiss to the top of his little head. He tucks Leviâs head underneath his chin and holds him a bit tighter. Deanâs eyes meet yours across the room, and you smile at each other. âHey,â he says as he pulls your son back a bit so he can see his face. âI think Momma might be waiting for us. You want to take us home?â
âYeah!â Levi hollers before plopping down in the driverâs seat again.
âAlright,â Dean tells him. âSlow, remember?â Levi nods as if heâs taking every word in. âAnd watch out for pedestrians.â Your son gives him a funny look. âPeople,â he says. The little boy nods before gripping onto the steering wheel again. He just barely moves it from side to side for a minute, then he gives Dean a mischievous look.
âDonât do it,â Dean warns. âDonât you dare.â
Levi giggles and turns the wheel sharply to the right. Dean grabs onto the door handle again and pitches to the left side as if the carâs really moving.
âSlow down!â he yells.
Leviâs laughter echoes through the space again, followed by Dean making the sound of tires squealing. Levi then turns the wheel the other direction, and Dean leans to the side accordingly. You watch as your son keeps turning his head to watch your husbandâs reaction. Dean lays his hand on Leviâs head and gently turns it back towards the front of Baby.
âEyes on the road, kid.â Levi laughs even harder, and eventually takes both hands off the wheel again. âNo!â Dean yells in terror as he reaches over to grab it.
âWe crash!â Levi squeals.
âWe better not,â Dean tells him. âI donât have any insurance.â Levi gives him another funny look, probably wondering what insurance is. âDo you even have a driver's license?"Â
Your son thinks about it for a minute before shrugging.
âUh-huh, thatâs what I thought,â Dean says. âAnd youâve probably been drinking over the legal limit of apple juice too. Maybe I ought to drive us home.â
âNo! I do it!â Levi says.
âAright, but get us there safely,â Dean tells him.
You stand there and watch them âcrashâ about three times before Levi finally slams his foot down as if heâs hitting the brakes. He tries to make the sound of tires squealing like Dean was doing, honks the horn about three times, and then he looks over at his dad and smiles widely.
âWeâre home!â
âShew, finally. I didnât think you knew your way back,â Dean says. Levi looks over at him and smiles.
âI scare you?â
âAre you kidding me?!â Dean says. âLook, Iâm still shaking.â He holds his hand out to show Levi the dramatized tremors running through him, and your son laughs again. âYouâre never driving Baby again.â
âUh-huh,â he nods. âThis my car.â
âNo sheâs not,â Dean says as he pulls your son over into his lap and tickles him. âYou take that back!â
âNO!â Levi yells through laughter.
âYouâd better, or youâre grounded for five years,â Dean teases him. âPlus you have to pay for all the damage you caused on our ride.â
âNo!â he yells again.
âYes! You ran over people. You hit cars. Youâre a reckless driver!â
âNo!â
Dean tickles him until theyâre both out of breath.
âOkay,â he chuckles as he finally sits Levi upright in his lap. âWeâd better go see where Mommaâs at.â
âMommy!â Levi yells. Dean barely has time to open up the door before your son drops to the ground and takes off running. Heâs so excited to come find you, that he doesnât even notice you standing there already and he runs right past you.
âLee!â Dean yells to get his attention. Your sonâs too far gone to hear, and Dean shakes his head as he walks over to you. âHeâll figure it out eventually.â
You laugh as you take a few steps towards him. âHeâs excited to tell me all about riding Daddy around,â you tell him as you wrap your arms around Deanâs neck. He chuckles as both of his arms go around your waist.
âKid canât keep his eyes on the road.â
You raise your left eyebrow at him. âI wonder where he gets it from.â
âHey, can you blame me?â he says, giving you his signature charming smile. âAfter all, I have a hot wife sitting in the passenger seat beside me.â
âStop,â you laugh.
âI donât think we have to worry about it much yet,â he says. âAfter all, we have thirteen years until I canât get away with pretend drives anymore.â
You shake your head a bit. âI give it about⊠oh, four more years or so before he stops wanting to pretend to drive.â
âStop!â Dean groans as he hides his face in your neck. You laugh as you bring a hand up to gently rake your fingers through his hair.
âYouâre the best daddy, Dean Winchester."
He pulls back to look you in the eyes. âEven if I am raising a reckless driver?â
âEven then,â you giggle. He chuckles before leaning in to kiss you.
âWeâd better go find him before he really does cause some damage somewhere.â
âOr he eats all the apple pie I made.â
Deanâs eyes widen. âSeriously?â You nod, and he kisses you once more before reaching down to take your hand in his. âWell, weâd better get in there before our little menace to society gets sugar in him.â he says before gripping your hand tightly in his and leading you back towards the kitchen.
By the time you get there, Leviâs already situated at the table with his own small piece of pie. Sam looks at you both as you walk in.
âI hope it was okay to give him some,â he says. âHe said he had permission.â
âWell, he didnât really,â you laugh. âBut itâs alright.â
âHey, Lee,â Dean says as he walks over to grab his own piece. âDid you tell Uncle Sammy what you did today?â
Your little boy looks up with wide eyes. Wide eyes that are the exact same shade of green as Deanâs. âI droved Baby, and I hit two peoples.â
âThree,â Dean argues.
âHuh-uh,â Levi shakes his head.
âHey, I know how to count better than you do,â he says as he takes his seat at the table across from your son. âPlus he ran into at least five cars.â
âNo, Daddy!â he laughs.
âBabyâs gonna need some work after today. The parts are coming out of your paycheck.â
Levi giggles as he goes in for another bite of pie.
Sam smirks. âWell, it sounds like youâre just learning from your dad.â That comment earns him whipped cream to the face. Levi laughs just as hard as he was when he was âdrivingâ.
âSeriously?â you ask Dean as you give him a look. âWith our son sitting right there?â
âHey, he was asking for it,â he mumbles.
After the pie has been eaten, baths have been taken, and teeth have been brushed, you tuck Levi into his toddler bed. You know whatâs going to happen. Heâll end up in bed with you and Dean at some point. But he likes to be tucked into his own bed to begin with because it makes him feel like a big boy.
âSleep tight, sweetie,â you tell him as you lean over to kiss his forehead. He hugs your neck tightly and hangs on a minute before letting go.
âHoller if you need us, kiddo,â Dean tells him as he also leans down for a hug. âAnd donât be driving in your dreams. I canât afford any more hospital bills.â Levi giggles again as Dean stands up.
But instead of Levi just letting Dean walk over to where youâre at, he quickly sits up in bed and holds his arms back out.
âDaddy!â
Dean turns back around, and his heart melts when he sees your son reaching for him again. He walks back over and scoops him up into his arms. You watch as a tired, but content smile spreads across Leviâs face as he rests his head on Deanâs shoulder.
âLove you,â he says softly.
âOh, I love you too, little buddy,â Dean whispers before pressing a kiss to the top of your sonâs head. It isnât long until Levi drifts off in his daddyâs arms. Dean carefully leans back over to lay him down, and he tucks him in again. âGoodnight, Daddyâs little reckless driver,â he says before turning to walk over to you.
He wraps an arm around your waist to lead you back to bed, but he stops at the door and looks over his shoulder one more time at your sleeping boy.
âHeâs so little, (Y/N),â he says softly.
âI know,â you whisper back.
He looks at you and smiles softly. âI want to give him the childhood I never had.â
âYouâre doing a fantastic job at making sure that happens, Dean,â you assure him. âYou could have just spent the day working on Baby like you planned.â
He shakes his head. âAs soon as those big eyes looked up at me and said âI drive?â, it was over.â
You laugh softly as you lay your head over onto his shoulder. âWell, youâre the best there is. Dad and husband. And I donât say that lightly. I mean that.â
He looks at you for a minute before smiling widely. âI know you do, sweetheart. Thank you for saying that.â You nod, and he leans in for one more kiss. âWe should go on to bed ourselves. We only have about an hour before he wakes up and joins us.â
âThen what are we waiting on?â
Dean chuckles before leading you out into the hallway. He shuts the door a bit, but not before peeping in one more time to check on your reckless driver.
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Series Summary: Despite the blood in your veins painting a glaring-red target on your back, John Winchester once left you alive and kept you hidden for a reason. But when his two grown sons drag their muddy boots onto your crime scene one day, the first meeting is anything but cute.
You have a regular job and a carefully constructed, somewhat normal life built on just enough lies to keep the supernatural at bay, cleaning up messes no one else wants to see. And you definitely never advertise the fact that your magic comes from a bloodline ancient enough to make demons jitter.
Dean Winchester, on the other hand, doesnât even flinch. He sees a witch and reaches for a weapon â no questions asked. You lie to survive. Dean judges to cope. The rules of this world dictate the two of you are supposed to hate each other for eternity, but somewhere along the road, something glitches in the cosmic machinery of fate.
That glitch is you.
Warnings: 18+ language, crime scene, canon-divergence, set after 2x02, enemies to friends to lovers, super slow burn, mystery, reader is also a CSI, tons of witchy vibes (tarot, auras, herbalism, spells...)
Word Count: 3.5k
A/N: Welcome to another crazy brainchild of mine! This one's been in the making a long, long time. Anytime I'd watch the show, my mind would draw its own little path. Can't wait to mess up canon lol! đ I also can't wait to torture you with this for a long time. Take the enemies and slow burn to heart here. But if you wanna see Dean pining and yearning for 20+ chapters 'cause he's got his head so far up his own ass, this one's for you đđ«¶
All crime scenes are the same, no matter how much people insist otherwise.Â
Different houses, different victims, different motives, different evidence, different ways of violence leaving its fingerprints, sure, but the atmosphere always remains exactly the same.Â
When Carole King sings that she feels the Earth move under her feet, thatâs what you feel when you set foot onto a crime scene. Itâs hard to put into words, but thereâs something in the air, in the earth, in the water. And that something always tells a story â one only meant for you. Itâs like having a sixth sense. And no, luckily you donât see dead people.Â
Well, usually, you donâtâŠ
You mostly try to stay away from ghosts and ghouls and everything that goes bump in the night. What you do have is a natural gift, however, passed down by your ancestors for generations.
You call Salem your home.Â
Some might find that slightly ironic or odd or even reckless for a witch to settle here, considering the townâs well-documented and long, rich history of witch hunts. They do have a lot of museums and tourist attractions here to commemorate the joyous eventâŠ
Living here may get you hanged or burned at the stake, yes â or it may be the smartest cover of all time. Who, in their right mind, would ever expect a witch to choose this as her home and come looking for her here, after all?Â
Exactly.Â
You perfectly blend in with all the other pointed hats they sell at souvenir shops around here. Aside from that, the choice was never truly yours.Â
John Winchester had once picked this place for you many moons ago.Â
You exhale a sigh and glance up at the small family home in front of you, the white siding dulled by cloud coverage. It looks pleasantly innocent, but the earth underneath it knows what happened here. Itâs restless beneath your feet, the roots threading through the moist soil pulled tight like they braced for an enormous impact.Â
The trees around the property crowd close and whisper, feelings caught in bark and giving their secrets away to the wind. The woods always remember everything, but theyâre downright awful storytellers. Itâs usually up to you to translate.
Anger. Fear. Pain.Â
You can feel it in the air all around you. Each emotion has a different aura and comes in different shades. But your grandmother once taught you how to read them before youâd even learned how to tie your shoes.Â
Sometimes, gathering evidence isnât just about what you can see with your own eyes. Itâs not just about fingerprints and blood spatter and bodily fluids lighting up under UV light. Emotions, especially strong ones, leave imprints behind, too.Â
Magic and a cosmic bond with the universe certainly doesnât replace forensics, but it is its own kind of science. When people think of magic, they tend to assume itâs something supernatural that science canât touch â an invisible, surreal force. But itâs very much tangible and real to you. Just because the average human canât see it, doesnât mean it doesnât exist. Magic is part of this world like everything else â like gravity, space, time, motion, and light.
What? Because some fancy scientists at CERN havenât found the atom for magic yet automatically means it doesnât exist at all? Two millennia ago, humans also thought the Earth was flat until Aristotle proved them wrong.Â
Youâre Aristotle in this scenario.Â
So, when you investigate a crime scene, you let the official science tell you the how, when, where, and, if youâre lucky, even the who. But magic provides the why.
Try telling that to the cops, though.Â
The house itself is tucked just far enough from the main road that the gravel path leading up to it disappears into mud after the last summer storm, surrounded by scrub brush and scattered oaks. Even the grass seems uneasy, slick and bent under the weight of water, each blade vibrating faintly in the unsettled air. Summers in Salem are sticky, heavy with heat and humidity as the wind carries a richness from the land and sea alike. But even on the sunniest day, this town doesnât feel harmless.Â
Neither does this house.
You duck under the yellow tape, nodding at the uniform stationed by the front door. He gives you the usual look â half curiosity and half skepticism. Everyone at the station has a look they specifically reserve just for you.
The frown. The raised brow. An eye roll here or there. A challenging scoff. A glare.Â
Youâve learned to ignore them, though, and even started to collect them over the years like trading cards.
Inside the house, the place still tries its damn hardest to look normal. And normal is usually the fucking problem.Â
A few things are immediately obvious upon entry: the coffee table is pushed back an inch too far, a picture frame hangs crookedly on the wall â the glass not broken but spiderwebbed â and the couch cushions donât line up like they should. The living room is already bustling with cops, techs, and a photographer trying to take pictures from an angle that will never tell the whole truth.Â
Then there are the things only you can see.Â
The threshold is smeared with the tiniest trace of something that doesnât belong there â panic. It clings to the doorway like humidity, thick enough that you hesitate before stepping inside. Your aura brushes the frame, and the house responds like a startled animal.Â
Fear leaves residue. Pain sinks deep. Violence doesnât vanish just because someone cleaned the floor.Â
You close your eyes for half a second and breathe it in. The ground exhales with you, relieved to be noticed. Then you pull gloves from your pocket and slip them on, mostly because it makes everyone else feel better, your mind already scanning and sorting.
Blood doesnât shout, but it pulls at your attention like the tide, clinging to fibers and cracks and the places people forget to scrub. You crouch near the edge of the rug, your fingers hovering just above the fabric, and feel resistance there â the ghost of something wiped away but not erased.
âYou gonna tell us what youâre seeing, kid?â a detective asks, his tone suggesting he already regrets the question. Itâs Murphy, one of the older and more seasoned ones at the station.Â
The other cops at the precinct never take you seriously, no matter how many times you prove them wrong. Youâre always too young. Youâre always too weird. Brilliant, thorough, impossible to fluster â but weird.Â
You talk to yourself. You notice things no one else does. You correct people mid-sentence and donât always apologize. The fact that you graduated early with a forensic science degree and solve cases faster than anyone else tends to buy you forgiveness, however.Â
Most times, at least.
You rise smoothly to your feet and humor the man with a smile. âThereâs trace under the sink. He washed up there. And check the stair railing. Skin cells should be under the varnish.â
Another detective, this one younger and nameless to you, squints at you from across the room. âYou get all that from vibes or what?âÂ
âFrom paying attention,â you quip without bothering to turn around. âHighly recommend it.â
âShe does this every time,â another one mutters under his breath. Thatâs Kaminski. He smokes a pack a day in the parking lot, which is why you recognize him by the rasp in his voice.Â
âAnd Iâm right every time,â you retort. âItâs almost like I know what Iâm doing.â
âEducated guess,â Murphy scoffs, skeptical as ever. Old dogs donât learn new tricks, you suppose. Especially the Irish ones.Â
You ignore the comments and laughter that follow till the chatter suddenly dies down when Sergeant Mia Owens sets foot onto the crime scene. Years on the force have given her a presence that rearranges rooms without raising her voice. Sheâs been doing this too long to waste energy on theatrics.
âSheâs not guessing,â Mia says, calm and firm all at once. âSo if youâd like this wrapped up before next week, let her work, hm?âÂ
Mia meets your eyes, her expression sharp but warm, the way itâs always been ever since a hunter dropped you on her doorstep at eleven, feral with grief and too much truth in your blood. She never asked for explanations you werenât ready to give. She just decided you were worth the trouble, opened her door for you, and told you to take your shoes off.Â
Somewhere along the way, she became your anchor â your advocate, your shield, and the person who showed you how to exist in places that didnât quite want you. She taught you how to stand your ground in a world that doesnât like things it canât categorize.Â
Sheâs been defending you ever since.
Mia steps closer to you, lowering her voice so only you can hear. âVictimâs alive. Kid wasnât hurt.â
âGood.â
âBut his lawyer is already pushing an accident. Claims she fell,â she adds quietly and then studies you for a moment. âShe doesnât have anywhere to go. If this falls apartâŠâ
She doesnât need to finish. You understand without words.
âShe still in the hospital?â
Mia nods.Â
âIâll finish up here and then stop by to talk to her,â you say softly. âCan you make sure no one goes into the bedroom? I wanna do a reading.â
Mia doesnât hesitate, putting two fingers into her mouth, whistling loud enough for the entire room to turn their heads in her direction. âAlright, gentlemen, how about we clear out and let forensics do their job before youâre dragging mud all over the evidence, huh?â
The room clears quickly after that as you hurry into the main bedroom of the house. The air is more chill here, no warmth or love left inside these four walls. You carefully close the door behind you and settle down on the bed, pulling a deck of tarot cards from your shoulder bag.Â
God, you can already imagine the raised eyebrows if one of those heathens outside could see you right now.Â
You then shuffle the cards once before cutting the deck. The first question you always ask is:Â
What happened here?
The Five of Wands is the first card you pull. It tells a story of conflict, chaos, and escalation. Violence was born out of anger here and not strategy. It wasnât an accident. It was an argument that boiled over.Â
The King of Cups shows up next, but itâs reversed. Itâs meant for the perpetrator â the husband. Itâs the usual card that comes up for an abusive drunk. Itâs emotional manipulation and rage behind closed doors. Itâs a man who knows how to cry alligator tears on cue and tells everyone how much he loves his wife while his emotions rot under the surface and ferment there.Â
The Nine of Pentacles is reversed, too. Itâs the wife. Her independence has been stripped away. She canât leave easily. Itâs a cage that disguises itself as a home, but this house isnât safe anymore.Â
But what happens next? Thatâs the most important question and decides her fate.Â
Ten of Wands.
You swallow thickly. The card is a warning. Next time, it wonât be an ambulance. Sheâll leave this house in a body bag.Â
You gather the cards together again, your fingers steady even when your heart feels hollow and aches with sympathy. One card, however, slips free and lands right in front of you.Â
Uh-oh.Â
You hate when they do that because you know this oneâs solely meant for you. You flip it around and place it down on the mattress in front of you.Â
Knight of Swords.
Your whole body goes still, your brow furrowing. Ugh, not this guyâŠ
Look at this dude, riding into battle on his high horse. Itâs a man on a mission. He wants to succeed in his quest no matter what, blind to everything else around him. Once he charges forth, he canât be stopped. Itâs action before thought, justified by righteous certainty.Â
After all, the world is simple if you hit it hard enough, right?
But what does that mean for you?Â
Well, you suppose someone is coming, and theyâre not riding gently into the night, either. On the contrary, theyâre bringing an agenda with them. The knight wonât ask if heâs right because he has already decided that he is.Â
Your skin creeps with goosebumps all the way up your arms, your eyes flicking to the closed door, the murmurs of cops barely audible outside. Did someone out there finally discover youâre a witch and is coming to burn you at the stake?
Your gaze lands back on the deck of cards. Why are you coming for me?
You pick up another card and flip it around. Your heart stops. Shit, itâs a big one, which means this isnât good.Â
The Judgment.
Oh, someone definitely caught your scent, seeing you for who you truly are. It doesnât automatically mean death, though. It just announces a reckoning in some shape or form. Thereâs an outstanding score to be settled.Â
God, who did you piss off this time?
As you gather the cards carefully again, tucking them back into your bag, you hear the deep rumble of a car outside. It surely doesnât sound like any cop car youâve ever heard, and it canât be the owners of this home, either.Â
Slowly, you rise from the bed and peek past the yellowed curtains out the window, spotting an old but classic, sleek-black Impala pulling up the muddy drive.Â
Your skin tingles. The blood prickles in your veins.Â
Itâs not exactly a white horse, but you have a feeling your knight has just arrived. You curse the damn cards for warning you so late. Couldnât they have already told you that last night when you still had time to pack a stupid bag?
A minute later, the car doors rattle open, two young men stepping out almost simultaneously like they practiced their exit. They donât look like cops. Theyâre too clean for local law enforcement and too sharp for state boys. Their worn suits are ironed enough to pass but look more like costumes.Â
One of them is obnoxiously tall and broad-shouldered with a mop of hair that hasnât seen a pair of scissors in a while. The other is shorter with a solid build that suggests he knows exactly how to throw a punch. The tall one tilts his head and mumbles something, brows pinched tightly. The shorter one then smirks and says something that makes the other huff a breath in response.Â
Frustration.Â
You donât need to read auras or tarot to understand that.Â
As they start their march toward the house, you peel away from the window and force yourself into motion. You hurry back into the living room, where Mia is speaking to some of the remaining techs. You grab your kit, crouch near the rug again, photograph fibers, bag samples, and jot down notes you wonât ever submit. You let your hands stay busy so your ears can do the real work.
âHey, uh, where can I find Mia Owens?â
Itâs the short one. His voice is raspy and smooth like a bourbon, an undercurrent of authority lacing his tone.Â
Miaâs voice rings out immediately. âRight here. Sergeant Owens.â
She squares her shoulders and lifts her chin, already irritated and suspicious enough to make the two young men shake in their boots.Â
âFBI, maâam,â the shorter one says and flashes his badge quickly. âSpecial Agents Hetfield and Sambora.â
You frown a little at the names. Is it really a coincidence that one of them carries the same name as Metallicaâs lead singer while the other shares one with a band member of Bon Jovi?
Your gut instinct says no. Again, you donât even need magic to spot a liar.
âAnd what exactly does the FBI want with me?â Mia asks and raises an eyebrow, hands on her hips. Itâs the same look and tone sheâs used on you when you were a teen and tried to sneak out through the first-floor window of your bedroom.Â
And where exactly do you think youâre going, young lady?
Thereâs a brief pause before the taller one, Bon Jovi, speaks this time, his tone lower and more careful. âWeâre following up on a case that intersects with your jurisdiction. We were hoping to ask you a few questions about someone under your care.â
âYeah, eleven years ago, you took in a kid, right?â Metallica asks more gruffly.Â
âMy adoptive daughter, yes.â Mia crosses her arms, nodding. âYouâll forgive me if I donât discuss my family with two men who show up unannounced to an active crime scene. So why donât you tell me what this is really about?â
Metallicaâs mouth opens for a second, swallowing heavily before Bon Jovi steps in for the rescue. âWeâ, uh, weâd just like to ask you some questions about a fire that occurred in 1995 in Sugar Hill, New Hampshire. You were the first responder on scene?â
Your breath catches in your throat. So thatâs what theyâre here for. You havenât expected that. Itâs been a while since you thought about the worst night of your life.Â
âI was,â Mia replies sternly, not budging as her protective instincts take over. âIt was ruled an accident.â
Metallica cocks his head slightly. âExcept hereâs the thing,â he says cleverly, a false sense of confidence oozing from every pore. âAdoption records show you took in an eleven-year-old girl a few days later. Same age. Thatâs quite a coincidence.â
Miaâs glare could probably burn those boys to dust at this point. âWhat are you implying, agent?â
To your surprise, Metallica doesnât budge. But he doesnât know Mia as well as you do, which is why he doesnât know that he really, really, really should back off when sheâs got that look in her eyes. Again, you know that one all too well from your teenage years, and you definitely wouldnât want to be in Metallicaâs big boots right now.Â
âI think you know,â he says with a stern little crease in his brow, just right above his freckle-dusted nose.Â
You think those two are about to jump each otherâs throats when Bon Jovi luckily steps in. âWeâre not accusing you of anything. Weâre just trying to understand what really happened that night.â
Unfortunately, they donât know that placating doesnât work with Mia either. That woman is an excellent hostage negotiator.Â
âListen, FBI or not, I donât appreciate two men waltzing into my crime scene and asking about my kidââ
âMia, itâs okay,â you cut in gently and step up beside her. Someone has to save those boys, although you donât know exactly why youâre the one who's volunteering for that particular job. The cards already warned you, so youâre pretty sure those two arenât coming in peace and mean you harm.Â
âYou donât have toââ Mia starts, but you stop her with a wave of your hand.Â
âItâs fine,â you assure her.
Mia shoots you a look, searching your face for doubt or fear, but you give her a steady nod instead. She doesnât like it, but she trusts you. She exhales slowly, retreating just enough to signal that this is your call now, though her sharp eyes never fully leave the men.
The shorter agentâs attention, meanwhile, has fully latched onto you. His posture loosens, shoulders rolling back like heâs settling into a role he enjoys way too much. His eyes, greener than the lush, wet moss in the woods outside, drag over your face, your stance, the CSI jacket, and the badge clipped to your belt.Â
âYou wanted to speak to me?â you prompt, forcing Metallica to clear his throat and refocus.Â
âYeah, uhâ⊠Yeah.â He nods and reaches into his suit jacket, pulling out a badge and showing it to you. âSpecial Agent Hetfield,â he says and motions to his partner. âThis is Special Agent Sambora.â
You step closer and glance at the ID for longer than necessary â so much so their auras grow nervous. But you donât need to read them to know theyâre lying. You already know theyâre not FBI or any other kind of official law enforcement.Â
Hunters.Â
You exhale a breath and school your expression into something professional and harmless. If theyâre really here for you, the worst thing you can do is panic.Â
You offer them a bright and easy smile, tilting your head just enough to look curious instead of threatened. âSure,â you say smoothly. âWhat can I do for you, agents?â
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Well, well, the knight has arrived, it seems lol. I've had a lot of fun figuring out tarot cards for this series. Consider this a little taste-test. In Chapter 1, we're then gonna dive into the boys' side of things and find out how they even ended up there.
PS: As a teen I was obsessed with Charmed, Sabrina, and Practical Magic, so you may encounter a few of those elements in this series. I've developed my own witch lore and weekly monster cases covering local myths etc. for this one, and we'll also slowly uncover reader's whole family mystery in due time đđź
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âWell,â Dean says and pushes the car door open, stepping out onto the gravel as a smirk begins to form on his lips, âhereâs hoping your theoryâs wrong.â
Sam halts mid-exit before he slams the passenger door shut. âExcuse me?â
Dean closes his door and adjusts the lapel of his suit jacket. ââCause if this is just a paperwork mix-up and not demon-adjacent, I might actually get a decent night out of it.â
He smirks broad and full then, even though he can tell Sam wants to either smack or throttle him right now.
Sam stops in his tracks halfway of rounding the hood. âDude. Are you serious right now?â
He shrugs his shoulders, grin widening. âWhat? Just saying. Sheâs cute.â
âDean, she might be connected to a house fire tied to the same thing that killed Mom,â Sam points out all righteously.
Deanâs smirk softens, but it doesnât disappear. âYeah,â he says. âAnd if sheâs not, Iâd hate to waste a perfectly good opportunity.â
âUnbelievable.â Sam exhales sharply through his nose, already turning toward the house with a shake of his head.
Summary: When Beau had the bright idea of going undercover to observe a pair of questionable Alphas at a casino, he never expected to meet you, caught in the crossfire of a perilous operation.
Author's Note: So I had jury duty a couple weeks ago and almost got selected for a two- to three-week trial. It was easily the longest day of my life, so the irony of this chapter is not lost on me lol đ«
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Series Tags & Warnings: (18+) | Omegaverse, fluff and feels, angst, alcoholism, emotional support, hurt/comfort, protective Beau, A/B/O dynamics, blood and death (one of those big twists)
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Part 7: Belonging
Sunshine and safety. That was what it felt like to wake up in his arms.
The morning after your heat was a sluggish process. Your body ached in the best of ways, and your chest thrummed with a newly completed bond, a new mate. Your eyes slid open to find him all but pinned underneath you in bed.
Your cheek raised from Beauâs warm, bare chest, and you shifted slightly, realizing that your arm was thrown across his middle, and your right leg was tangled between both of his. His arm was likewise wrapped around your waist, holding you to him, as if welcoming the tangle, even in his sleep. His chest rose and fell with slow, even breaths. His hair was a mess too, some of it falling across his brow.
You smiled and brushed back the strands, then you nosed at his neck.
Your wild hair tickled his cheek, and the slow brush of your thigh stirred his sensitive cock. He barely had the energy to open his eyes, let alone capitalize on that semi-arousing feeling. He groaned, holding you a little more snugly.Â
âStop moving,â he rumbled.
âStop squeezing me so tight,â you retorted. But you let out a happy hum against his neck, pressing a kiss there. âMorning.â
Breathing in deeply, he smiled too. He turned his head to grab his phone off the nightstand and check the time. He chuckled.Â
âItâs past noon,â he said. Â
He felt your soft content through the bond, and it similarly made him honey-warm inside. He just couldnât help battling a bittersweet feeling. It always starts off like thisâŠ
Without him realizing, the thought allowed you to pick up on his tinge of worry. Your brows furrowing, you propped yourself up on an elbow, spearing his pillow.Â
âYou okay?â
He forced a smile back on his face. âYou kidding? Iâm just about perfect.â
You smirked. âAs you should be. We just had more sex in three days than weâll probably have in three months.â
Beauâs brows rose. âOh, weâre gonna have to open up negotiations on that one.â
You laughed, and he gently kissed you good morning. He brushed the back of his hand against your cheek.Â
You grabbed hold of his wrist. âWhat we did is a big deal. Youâre my Alpha. No one else will ever get to be.âÂ
He merely nodded and twisted an errant strand of your hair between his fingers. He was unusually quiet.
âHmmâŠâ You tilted your head. You felt that thread of his worry again, no matter how much he tried to push it down. You laid a hand over his heart. âWhatâre you thinking?â
He met your gaze then. It took him a moment to respond, but he eventually found a way to say it. He took a chance on being completely honest.
âIâm thinking that life sometimes doesnât work out the way you want. People can change their minds, or their hearts. And sometimes, love just isnât enough. I just, uhâŠI donât want to be the reason this doesnât work out,â he said, smiling with self-deprecation. âBut I know my history.â
âHey,â you said, shaking your head. âYour history wasn't all on you. And sure, weâre going to have more disagreements, probably more fights, but all we can do is try to work through it, together, and not let it fester.â
You leaned up for another soft kiss. âIf we really are meant to be, then weâll be.â
Beauâs smile returned slowly.Â
âThatâs fair,â he agreed. âNow, how about we work on breakfast?â
You almost dropped your toothbrush in the sink when it hit you.
âOh my God,â you uttered, spat out the toothpaste, and quickly finished up in the bathroom before you zipped back into the bedroom. Beau watched you in befuddled amusement while you tore pillows off the bed and hunted in the tangled sheets.
âWhatâs the matter?â he asked.
âHave you seen my phone?â you said in distraction. âI never even called out of work. But I never heard my phone go off either. Did I have it on Silent? Damn it, I just got this job. Shit, shit, shit!â
Beau chuckled as he went over to you, stilling your frantic movements with his hands gliding down your arms and squeezing gently to get your attention.
âItâs okay. I texted Denise the day I brought you over here. She knows whatâs going on,â he said, though his face betrayed a bit of embarrassment at that fact. It hadnât been hella awkward. Not at all. âI called out of work too.â
You frowned. âOh, yeah? Who did you talk to about that?â
Beau smiled wryly. âPoppernak, actually. For obvious reasons.â
Heâd asked Poppernak to let Jenny know she would be interim sheriff for a few days. It wouldâve technically been more by the book to speak to her directly, but Beau hadnât felt comfortable sharing the reason for it. That was the problem with workplace relationships, even the ones laid to rest. The boundary lines got too fucking muddy.
You were a bit relieved though, hooking your fingers on Beauâs sweater. He rubbed your arms in reassurance; he knew what you were wrestling with, and he was both sorry for it, and grateful you were willing.
When he went back to work, Jenny Hoyt would still be one of his deputies. Not much could change that fact.
âIâm putting a lot of trust in you, Beau,â you said. âIsnât there any way Jenny could move to another team?â
âWeâre a small station, sweetheart, in a small town,â he said. âOne of us could quit or relocate, but that would either mean a career change or a new city. Helena isnât Houston, and people in towns like this tend to have long memories and big mouths.â
You nodded reluctantly. You remembered all the shit people used to say about you and your mom growing up. She pretended not to hear it, not to take it on her skin and absorb it like the poison she injected in her veins. But even as a kid, it didnât take you long to understand why people looked at you like a charity case, and your mom like trailer trash.
âWe can talk about that, if thatâs something you need,â Beau said. âBut your trust is not something Iâm breaking again. I meant what I said. I love you. Itâs you and me, and my daughter.â
As you stared into his eyes, you saw the weight of sincerity. You felt it through the bond thrumming strong in your chest. It was easier now to believe in him. You nodded, with emotion prickling in your eyes.
âI love you too,â you said quietly.
Beauâs smile was warm. He cupped your cheeks in his hands and drew you closer for a kiss. It was tender conviction, gentle and reaffirming. You held onto him with a need for that assurance. This was where you two laid a new, firm foundation.
And with that understanding, the morning became easier. You rifled through his kitchen in search of something to make for breakfast while Beau unlocked his phone and went through his text messages, finding his daughter. His thumbs hovered over the keyboard.
âHey, uh, I think Iâm going to invite Emily over this afternoon. You know, have dinner with us,â he said. âItâs high time you two met.â
You paused halfway through cracking eggs to stare at him in disbelief, then excitement.
âReally?â
But the excitement quickly fizzled as your eyes widened. âOh, oh wow. OkayâŠâ
You wiped the raw egg from your hands and immediately started looking for cleaning products.
âSweetheart, whatâre you doing?â Beau asked, watching amused while you crouched on all fours to stare hard under the kitchen sink.
âYou know weâre a hot mess, right? Your daughter canât come over and see us like this, with this place probably stinking like sweat and sex.â
Beauâs amusement fell as that particular realization hit.
âOkay, you got a point there,â he said. âWeâve got time to clean up. Donât worry. But first, letâs cook up these eggsâŠâ
He paused, watching you pull out not one, but three 1.75-liter bottles of Jim Beam. One of them was down to its final dregs, another was opened, almost half empty. The last one was full though.
You set them on the counter, your face drawn into consternation. You glanced up at him with a clear question in your eyes, but you spoke it anyway.
âUm, is there a reason you have basically a barrel of Jim Beam under your sink? Especially consideringâŠâ You hesitated, trying to phrase this gently. ââŠThe drinking issue you told me about?â
He shrugged, crossing his arms, but he looked a bit uncomfortable. Â
âUhâŠyou know, movie nights and stuff,â he replied. âI just like to be stocked, you know?â
You rose a brow. Never once had you seen Cassie drink whiskeyâalways beer or wine, and never on the same night. You mightâve had a glass once, but always with a splash of Coke.
Something occurred to you then, a thought that compelled you to go back over to the fridge and open it wide.
Beau struggled for something to say as you pulled out a 12-pack of Coronas waiting in the wings, hidden behind the milk and orange juice. You also found a mini bottle of vodka on the fridge doorâs inside shelf.
âFor the road?â you remarked, placing it on the counter with everything else.
âSomebody gave me that,â Beau said, this time defensively. âObviously Iâm not getting through all this at once. And no, Iâve never brought alcohol into my car, except on carry-out from the grocery store.â
âBeau,â you said. Your tone held weight, and your gaze held his. âLevel with me, okay? âŠHave you been struggling?â
His jaw clenched slightly. His eyes fell away from you, to the laden counter, to the hardwood floor, then slowly back up to your face, the picture of concern. He felt your anxious flutter inside, through the bond.
Instead of giving into the compulsive urge to downplay, maybe even to try and talk his way out this, the stronger, foreign feeling of your soul tugging on his had his old habits buckling. He swallowed.
âMaybe I, uhâŠmaybe the past few weeks have been difficult,â he admitted, clearing his throat like the words themselves were stuck to his vocal cords.
You stepped a bit closer, and rested your hand over his.
âWith work?â you asked.
He nodded. âThatâs part of it, I guess.â
Your frowned, head tilting as you began to piece it togetherâŠ
âThen was it because of us?â you asked. âBecause of our fight?â
âBecause I didnât know whether or not you were going to walk back into my life,â he finally admitted. âEven if you did, I wasnât totally sure Iâd deserve it. Still donât, really.â
Your face fell into sadness. You took up his hand and kissed the back of his fingers.
âBeau,â you shook your head. âIâm sorry. I didnât know I was hurting you like that.â
âIt was my own fault,â he shrugged.
âOkay, but this isnât good either. The way you keep taking everything on the chin,â you said, stroking his cheek. âYouâve done it with your partnerâs death. Youâve been doing it with what happened to your daughter, and now youâre doing it with me. Have you made mistakes? Yeah, obviously.â
You gave him a teasing smile. He smiled a little too.
âBut you have such a big fucking heart,â you said, moving your hand down to his chest. âYouâre allowed to forgive yourself when people forgive you. And you donât have to shoulder the things that werenât in your control to begin with.â
By some miracle, he heard you. He took your words in. You saw the weight of them as he processed it all, and you felt them settle under your hand, deep in his chest. He covered your hand with his own, and he nodded.
âIâll work on it,â he said, his voice thicker with the difficulty of it.
You nodded, feeling a sting in your eyes as you reached up to hug him. He held you back and buried his face into your neck. He inhaled deeply, allowing himself to take comfort in your scent. His Alpha was calm and pleased with the reminder that you were his. Â
âAnd I do forgive you,â you said, running your fingers through his hair. âYouâre a good man.â
So far, he was still the best youâd ever met.
Beau smiled, warming further as he pressed a kiss to your neck.
âThank you, baby,â he said.
Eventually, he pulled back and rubbed your shoulders.
âAll right, breakfast. Most important meal of the day, right?â he said, and gestured at the various bottles of alcohol strewn across the kitchen counter. âCan you, uh, help me with these?â
âYeah,â you said. âI can make us breakfast though.â
âItâs okay, I donât mind. And you really need to eat,â he said. He started cracking a couple more eggs in the bowl to help out. He was no Gordon Ramsay, but this, he could do. âI know the past few days really took it out of you. What you need is protein.â
You watched him for a moment, a smile tugging at your lips as he started whisking. You liked him like this, all attentive andâŠhands-on.
You would deal with the alcohol in a moment, but you couldnât help but sidle up to him, letting your hand curling around his arm. He tossed an amused smile at you. His own hand moved to the small of your back, trailing up and down your spine and causing goosebumps to spread across your arms. An Omega purr trilled in your chest, earning his pleased rumble, and his lips pressing to your temple in a kiss.
âHmm, is this protective Alpha mode?â you teased.
Beau huffed, but he didnât deny it. Everything was raw and heightened after the claim, his baser instincts rising to the surface and clinging to his skin.
âIâm thinking Iâll go home tonight though,â you said. âI didnât exactly think about clothes when we packed my bag.â
Beau paused. âWell, what if we take a trip back to your apartment and grab some stuff? You could stay here the rest of the week. Maybe that could be our trial run for, uh, you know, a more permanent situation.â
You raised an incredulous brow.
âAre you suggesting I move in with you?â you asked.
Beau gave you a knowing look. âWeâre mated now, sweetheart. Thatâs tantamount to marriage in most states.â
You paused in thought.
You understood where he was coming from, even if your heart simultaneously leapt and pulled away at the idea. Things were moving fast now, and you didnât know if you were ready. As you feared, you realized that you really hadnât thought things through before you allowed him to mark his claim.
âCan I think about it?â you asked. âI do think it would be good for us to take beat to settle into this. Iâll go home and talk to Ava and justâŠtake a few days to sort things out.â
Beau fought his instinct to bristle at the thought of you leaving. He set down the whisk and turned to you. His hands moved to your hips on reflex as you began to collect the bottles, intending to pour their contents down the sink before you recycled the glass and plastic.
âLet me just clue you in on something,â he said. His lips pressed a couple of gentle kisses along your neck, making you sigh, and then smile.Â
âWhen the claim is so new like this, an Alphaâs sole inclination is to keep his Omega safe and cared for. That means keeping her close. Itâs going to drive me crazy, not in a fun way, if youâre not at least sharing my bed at night,â he said. âIf I canât be certain by scent and feeling that youâre with me.â
He felt your thoughtful hesitance. He turned you in his arms and held you warmly, but loose enough that it didnât feel demanding.Â
âIâm not trying to force you into anything,â he said, âbut if you go home now, it might end up being worse than what landed us both in the hospital a few months ago.â
You considered that with no small amount of concern, not only for yourself, but for him. You didnât want to hurt him or cause him stress, especially after what you two just worked through.
âObviously I donât want that. Iâm justâŠâ you trailed.
He nodded. âI know. Now that the, uh, heat of the momentâs gone, youâre feeling like this is moving a little fast now, right?â
You admitted to it with a nod. Beau tucked a curled finger under your chin, earning your gaze.
âHow about this. Just stay with me the rest of this week, and weâll see how things go. After breakfast, weâll stop by your apartment and pick up whatever you need. Iâll ask Emily if she wants come over tomorrow instead, give us more time to clean up around here,â he said. âSound good?â
You smiled and let your hands slide up his arms.
âYes, sir,â you teased.
It stroked his human interest just as much as his Alphaâs. He shook his head, grinning.
âJesus. You are trouble, sweetheart.â
You laughed into his kiss.
Even though Beau promised he had spoken to Denise at the start of your heat, you still called her just to check in. It was Friday, so you promised that youâd be back to work on Monday, after the weekend. She had more than a little playful teasing in her voice when she told you to rest up.
Beau went back to work the next day. Even though it was a Saturday, his work had piled up while he was gone. Emily was coming by later to stay the rest of the weekend, so you had another full day to settle into Beauâs apartment and figure out what you were going to make for dinner. The man himself was hopeless when it came to his own kitchen, and you were determined to make a good impression on his daughter with a nice home-cooked meal.
But you did remember Beau mentioning that Tonyaâs, one of his favorite diners, had great baked goods for dessert. You drove over there a little before lunch time to scope it out.
The place was packed.
Must be popular, you thought, after you managed to squeeze your car into a narrow parking space between a giant SUV and the curb. Inside, the diner was full of patrons: people slurping coffee at the bar with their late breakfast, some families and couples, younger and older.
At the front was a plain printed sign that said:
Please FIND A SEAT. WE'LL GET TO YOU soon!
The first and last words looked handwritten.
In smaller print underneath, it said: Takeout Orders at the Bar
You quirked a brow, but you made your way to the bar and managed to find an empty spot to try and flag down the man taking orders. When you looked around, you realized he was the only employee working.
His name tag read Donno, and he was a stocky man with thin, brown hair that fell over his eyes. His voice sounded irritated and short while he spoke to a guy eating a steak down at the other end of the bar. After fairly slamming down a ketchup bottle in front of the customer, Donno came over to you.
âDine in or takeout?â he asked, in a clipped tone.
âTakeout,â you said, glancing over Donnoâs shoulder. âIs that guy putting ketchup on a ribeye?â
âAt 11:00 a.m.,â Donno said tersely. Clearly, that bothered him on a deep and personal level.
âWeird,â you remarked.
âJust plain wrong. People like that deserve to be tased,â he said, tearing a new page of his notepad. âWhat do you want to order?â
You blinked in amusement at his customer service âskills,â but you werenât one to judge. Youâd survived the seven circles of retail hell, including an old lady who spat on you just for breaking her dollar to give her exact change.
âDo you have any cakes or pastries? Iâm having people over for dinner tonight,â you asked.
âWe have pie. Best of both worlds,â he said, still in that monotone of his. If gray and strange was a voice, it would be Donnoâs. âWeâve got chocolate meringue and strawberry rhubarb. I recommend strawberry rhubarb. $3.50 for a slice, $6 for two. Youâll save 50 cents.â
You smiled. âHow much will I save if I buy a whole pie?âÂ
To your surprise, his lips tugged at a small smile too.Â
â$15 even for a whole pie,â he said. âWait ten minutes, and Iâll give you a fresh one.â
You saw a perfectly good pie on the counter under glass, but you decided not to question him. If he wanted to give you a fresh pie, you wouldnât say no.Â
You eventually paid him for the dessert, leaving an extra $5 for tip, and you happily left the diner; you were excited to see the look on Beauâs face later, but you also hoped Emily liked strawberry rhubarb too.
Once you brought that perfect little pie home, you were severely tempted to sample a slice. The smell of that buttery, flaky crust was mouthwatering, but you willed yourself to focus on your master plan here. Several ingredients were laid out across Beauâs kitchen counter for you to make a roast chicken, mashed potatoes, and roasted asparagus.Â
You had gotten back into cooking lately, and you were determined to make tonight perfect.
A few hours later, the apartment was freshly mopped with Pine Sol, a âLaundry Dayâ candle from Bath & Body Works was lit, and the food was either still cooking in the oven or cooling on the stove, making the place smell like a combination of savory goodness, fresh linen, and baked goods when Beau came home from work.
He whistled lowly in appreciation when he found you napping on the couch, still wearing your apron. At least youâd remembered to take off your cleaning gloves. You smiled sleepily and sat up to meet him when he came to sit with you.
âYouâve been working hard today, huh, sweetheart?â he teased, picking out a stray piece of garlic from your hair. âGotta admit, itâs nice to come home and find a nice hot meal waiting for me.â
The depths in his voice carried a wealth of meaning as he slipped an arm around your waist and lured you into a kiss. You were giggling into his lips, grabbing onto his arm.
âUh oh. Youâre going to want this every night, arenât you? Am I gonna have to find a Donna Reed costume?â you teased.
He predictably perked up at that one. âOoh, I like that idea.â
You laughed in earnest. âIâll bet you do. But Iâm telling you right now, Iâm not gonna have the constitution for this every day.â
ââCourse not. We still needa eat out, make sure our favorite spots donât get lonely,â he said. But a warmer look grew across his face. âSeriously, thanks for doing this. Iâm sure Em will appreciate it.â
Just then, a knock at the door drew both of your attention. You bit your lip knowingly, and you shot up off the couch to take off your apron and make sure you were presentable.
It was damn adorable, Beau thought. He hid a grin, squeezing your shoulder before he went to the door and opened it to Emily.
âHey, kiddo,â he said, drawing her into a hug when she came in. He grabbed her overnight duffel bag for her and introduced you to his daughter, the girl he loved more than life itself.
Heâd assured you that sheâd actually encouraged him more than anyone when she found out about you, that she couldnât wait to meet you. But you knew how Beau liked to sugarcoat, even with the best of intentions.
You tried to hide your slight nervousness. âHey, Emily, itâs great to finallyââ
Your breath caught when she came in for a hug. You held her back on reflex, and then with genuine warmth.
âFinally, right?â Emily said. She pulled back with a laugh. âGood to meet you too. Dad hasnât told me enough about you, but thatâs because the more secretive he gets, the more serious he is about it.â
Beauâs chuckle was awkward at best as he shook his head. You smirked.
âOh, really?â you said. âWell, heâs told me a lot about you, but clearly thatâs for dad bragging rights. From what Iâve heard, youâre an incredible young woman.â
Emily actually blushed, which wasnât something Beau got to see very often. He did smile with pride then, until you two took off into the living room like Thelma and Louise, while he was left to carry his teenagerâs heavy duffel bag over to her room.
Your only heartbreak came when you realized you had napped through the alarm you set for the chicken. The poor bird had scorched earth for skin by the time you took it out of the oven. The side dishes came out great, but you were still mortified that your showstopper turned out to be a dry dud.
Emily took pity on you. âWhy donât we just eat the side dish stuff? They look really good.â
âJust mashed potatoes and asparagus?â you said, sighing in defeat. âHow about we just order a pizza. Iâll save this other stuff for tomorrow.â
Beau snapped his fingers. âIâll do you one better. Letâs go out to eat.â
Mexican food turned out to be the unanimous choice.
Soon enough, the three of you were occupying a corner booth and splitting a large order of chips and guacamole.
âYou know what, this place is decent, but it still doesnât compare to the Tex Mex back in Houston,â Emily said, even as she devoured a large chip laden with guac and pico de gallo.
âThatâs fair,â Beau nodded, âbut this is good too. Plus, itâs got sentimental value.â
He glanced at you with a smile. You matched it, then turned to Emily.
âThis was basically our first date,â you said.
âOh, yeah?â Emilyâs gaze cut to her dad slyly. âI wouldâve thought heâd take you to the diner, split a milkshake.â
Beau shot her a warning look for that one. She just smirked and kept eating.
You werenât in on the inside joke, but you were still amused, raising a brow at Beau. He just shook his head.
Itâs not important, said his expression.
Smiling, you let it go and went back to sipping your margarita. You learned that Emily was as much of a foodie as her father was, but she definitely clowned him for burning his mouth on a big piece of serrano pepper hidden in his smothered burrito. Eventually, you couldnât ignore the sauce collecting in his beard.
âBabe, please. Clean yourself,â you said, laughing as you stuck your own napkin in his hand. Even his fingers were coated in meat juice and salsa verde. âOr maybe hose off out back.â
Emily snorted into her soda, giving you a grateful look.
âOh, my God, thank you. Heâs always like this.â
âWhat?â Beau said defensively. Though it was hard to look tough when he noticed a drip of salsa grease heading down his wrist. He laughed. âAw, shit. Yeah, Iâll be right back.â
You shook your head as he scooted out of the booth and made way for the bathroom like a surgeon leaving an operating room, in need of decontamination.
On reflex, you glanced over quick at a few men laughing loudly at the bar when one of them fumbled with his shot glass, sending tequila down his shirt. You sensed that at least two of them were Alphas, making a small tremble of unease lick down your spine. You held your drink loosely between your hands, but your discreet gaze on them lingered, until Emily leaned in closer to you.
âDo you know them?â she whispered.
âNo,â you admitted, allowing yourself to look away. âI just try to be more aware of my surroundings now.â
The girl nodded. âYeah, I know the feeling.â
Your face fell into understanding. You set down your glass and leveled with her.
âBeau told me a bit about what you went through last summer. It sounds like you were really brave, despite the circumstances,â you said.
âWhat, being kidnapped, held for ransom against my dad, and left for dead?â Emily said, with a wryer edge than you expected. You guessed sheâd had nearly a year of telling the story over and over againâto her parents, doctors, therapists, teachers, friends. She was probably tired of the âsympathy.â
After a moment, she shook her head. âI didnât feel very brave. But I think if anyoneâs going to get what happened, itâs you.âÂ
You breathed a sigh, nodding. âYeah. Iâm not sure how much Beau has told you.â
âNothing really,â Emily said. âAt least, about what you went through. Denise mightâveâŠtold me some of it though. Sorry.â
Your lips quirked.Â
âItâs okay. Bottom line: I do understand. Iâm sure you had, and still have, a lot of people that have wanted to be there for you. If youâre anything like me,â you said, laughing lightly, because you didnât exactly recommend it. âIt was probably hard for you to make them understand how you feel. Maybe you were struggling with that part yourself.â
Emily glanced down at her half-empty plate, where she pushed a bit of shredded cheese with her fork. You ducked your head a little, earning her gaze.
âIf you ever do want toâŠyou know, talk about it, Iâll listen,â you said. âActually listen. I wonât give you unsolicited advice or âhelpful tips,â like take it slow. I wonât say anything at all, if thatâs not what you need.â
She considered it, and after a little while, she agreed. âThanks.â
You nodded and finished off your drink. The teen took you in with a more studying gaze.
âIâm sorry about what you went through too,â she said. âI canât imagineâŠâ
You sighed. Donât, for your sake.
âYeah, I do wish I couldâve met your dad under different circumstances, but,â you smiled, âIâm grateful for him. He ended up being the support I needed the most. And not just because he saved me.â
Emily smiled too.
The sight warmed Beauâs heart as he returned to the table, reclaiming his seat next to you in the booth.
âAll right, whatâd I miss?â he asked. He slid his arm around your waist, now that he was cleaned up and had a second wind to finish off his food. He grabbed his fork and shoveled some rice into his mouth.
You arched an amused brow at him.
âI was just about to ask Em what college she decided on,â you said, giving her a conspiring look. Hers said she was grateful for the cover.
âWell, Iâve kind of been looking all over this year,â she said. âCarol College is like, my safety school, but I accepted at NYU. I really liked it when I toured with my mom a little while ago. Whereâd you go to college?â
Your lips quirked. âWell, I wasnât able to go. Couldnât afford it, but if I had, I wouldâve gone where I thought I would get the most out of the experience. Not just the school, but the city, the vibe, the professors, the school clubs, all that kind of stuff.â
She nodded. âYeah, exactly.â
âAnd you should definitely do all that,â Beau added, âbut itâd be best you stayed in Montana. Thereâs still time to back out and call up Carol College. Youâll save money, and youâll be closer to me and your mom.â
âDad,â Emily said, nearly rolling her eyes. This was obviously a sticking point between them.
âAw, come on, Beau. She should go where she wants,â you said. âSheâs young, and she clearly wants to experience the world.âÂ
Beauâs expression firmed, even toward you.Â
âYeah, well, the world is a dangerous place,â he said. And in his eyes, you know what he was implying.
We both know that too damn well. Â
You frowned, but you went back to halfheartedly sipping your drink. Â
Beau sighed. âOkay, uh, what do you guys want for dessert?â
After coming back from the restaurant, the three of you watched a movie in the living room. Emily fell asleep halfway through. You watched Beau gently wake her up long enough to steer the sleepy teen toward her bedroom.
He followed you next, with a hand lingering warmly on the small of your back. Always, his hands were warm. As you two got ready for bed, Beau slipped in beside you and paused before he turned out the light. You felt the unrest inside him.
âYou okay?â you asked.
He turned to you with a frown. âListen, can you do me a favor and not add fuel to the fire on Em thinking about moving away for college?â
âBeau,â you said knowingly. âShe already made her decision. Of course she wants to travel and experience new things. Hell, getting out of this city might be good for her.â
You reached out and rubbed his arm. âBut I know this is hard for you. You just want her to be safe.â
He nodded slowly as he thought it over.
âIt feels like I just built up a new rhythm with her after Carla and I divorced. Maybe Iâm just not ready to let go.â
âI get that,â you said, âbut I remember what it was like to be 17. Yeah, I had Ava and her family, but in a lot of ways, I still felt like I had to make it on my own. Emily has way more of a safety net between you and Carla. No matter where she goes, Iâm sure youâll find a way to keep supporting her. But you donât want to take away her choice or her independence, do you?â Â
Beau shook his head, his expression rueful and a little sad. You held his arm and pressed a kiss to his shoulder, then rested your head there until he squeezed you back and remembered what he had, right here and now.
His world was changing again, but this time, he could concede that it wasnât all that bad. Not at all.
When you went back to work on Monday, you had to brave the knowing smiles of Cassie and Denise. You realized belatedly that your scent gave you away the second you walked through the glass doors of the office. There might as well have been a big yellow Post-it note on your forehead that said: CLAIMED
Like lost luggage at the airport.
âHey, ladies. Long time no seeââ
You were cut off by Denise pulling you into a big hug. You laughed and hugged her back as she rocked you from side to side.
âIâm so happy for you!â she said.
Cassie also came up to give you a more normal hug, even though she was giving the receptionist some pointed side-eye.
âThis from the woman who had eyes for that man the moment he came to town?â she remarked.
Denise scoffed, but knew she couldnât deny it.
âWell, what can I say?â she said, pushing up her glasses. âThereâs nothing wrong with my eyes.â
You snorted and shook your head.
âCongratulations,â said Jenny.
You didnât realize she was sitting in the lounge area, but she got off the couch and slid her hands into the pockets of her jeans. You tensed, but you held yourself back from snapping something youâd regret. Cassie and Denise were her friends first. She had a right to drop in, and it wasnât like sheâd done anything to you, personally.
Still, you had to swallow your Omegaâs jealously, and the rare growl that threatened to form in your throat.
You forced it down, willing yourself to sound civil.
âActually, before you go,â you said. âDo you have a minute?â
Jenny blinked in surprised, but she nodded and gestured for you to follow her outside. You two stepped together into the sun.
âHe finally told you the truth, then?â she asked.
You nodded tightly. âI'm sorry for how he treated you. I didn't know until a couple of weeks ago, or I wouldn't have..."
Made out with him in his office where you two used to get it onâto start with.
"I know," she said, her lips tugging wryly.
"Iâm choosing to trust him here. Itâs taking a lot out of me to do that, but I want to know if itâs possible for me to trust you too,â you said. âI donât want to hate you just because you met him before me. You saved my life, and the people I survived with. I also donât want to live with fear and suspicion in my gut. But not only do you work with my mate, youâre his right-hand deputy.â  Â
Jenny met your gaze head-on. You respected that.
âI know youâre in a difficult situation. I also know what itâs like to be cheated on,â she said, an admission that surprised you. âI wouldnât want to be the reason another woman suffers. So I promise, things between me and Beau will stay professional.âÂ
Your pride wasnât willing to let you thank her just for agreeing not to pursue your mate, but after a moment, you nodded.
That was enough for both of you.
A few weeks later, the summer settled in with slow-rolling heatwaves. You were still getting more comfortable and capable at your job, nurturing your relationship with Emily, and navigating your newfound bond with Beau. You still hadnât moved in with him though.
You spent most of your evenings and weekends with him, but it was hard for you to fully let go of the last bit of your own safety net. The only one you could bring yourself to try and explain it to was Ava, even if she was confused by your hesitance.
âLook, I love having you live with me. Itâs like weâre back in high school again,â she said. Sheâd graciously taken a break from her studying to paint your nails a truly gaudy shade of purple. Her choice, not yours. You two were sitting on your bed as a marathon of Doctor Who played in the background on your small TV. You were a David Tennant girl.
âLiterally,â you snorted, wiggling your drying magenta toes.
Ava looked up from the second coat on your index finger.
âHasnât Beau become your safety net though? Heâs your mate. You chose him,â she reminded you.
âI know that,â you said, gnawing on your lower lip. âMaybe Iâm justâŠstill scared.â
Her brows furrowed in concern. âScared of what?â
âScared that I made this decision too fast, because I love him,â you admitted, biting your lip. âBecause I want to trust him, but deep down, I still feel like the girl who got left behind. By my dad, my mom⊠If I let him love me, one day, he might leave me too.â
You swallowed past a difficult lump of emotion. âI donât know if Iâd survive that.â
Ava held your hand in hers, carefully as to not smudge her hard work. Priorities.
âYouâve already overcome more than you ever thought you would. Iâm not saying your fears are right or wrong, but I know you. You would survive. And soon enough, youâd pick up the pieces again,â she said. Â Â
You took in a shaky breath that didnât go a long way toward steadying you, because you didnât know if you believed her this time. But your phone buzzing on the bed drew your gaze. You frowned at the unfamiliar number. Slowly, you picked up the phone and answered it.
âHello?â
âHello, this is Alan Shaffer. We met a couple of months ago at the station.â
You were a little relieved, but trepidation still took root in you.
âHi Mr. Shaffer. Um, howâs the case going?â
âWell, thatâs exactly what Iâd like to speak to you about. Do you have time to meet me tomorrow?â
Your knee bounced below the table, causing small tremors on the surface of your latte. Beauâs hand closed around yours and rested on your thigh. He met you with a look of reassurance as the ADA settled into his chair across from you. Inside, however, Beau was more tense than you.
You almost wished you hadnât chosen your favorite coffee shop for this little meeting. One strained memory here was enough.
âWell, Iâm going to get right to the point,â Shaffer said, directing his gaze to you. âI need your help.â
Your lips pressed together.
âWe agreed that any of the others would make better witnesses,â Beau said, in his firm sheriffâs voice that you didnât often hear.
âIâve spoken to the other survivors of the Farm: Lucy, Theresa, Ashleyn, Carlos, and a few others,â Shaffer read off his iPad, adjusting his reading glasses. âMost of them are either too scared, or too fragile to hold up on the witness stand against the Dalton brothers. We have enough against Clay. But the only way weâll nail all three of them to the wall is with as many witness accounts as we can levy against Jack and Ezra.â
âLucy, Angie, Carlosâany of them would have more sway with the jury than me,â you argued. âThey were there longer. They saw more, theyâŠwent through worse.â
âIâm thinking you saw plenty,â Shaffer said, not without sympathy.
You sighed, and you considered the choice you had in front of you. You didnât know how well you would hold up in court either. You didnât want to see any of those men again, but of course, the last thing you wanted was for them to use their money and influence to buy their way out of prison.
âYou do know that I can subpoena you to testify,â he said.Â
Beau hardened. âDonât start making threats, Alan.â
You squeezed his hand under the table.
âWhat if you give me the contact information of the others?â you said. âIâll reach out to them, try to convince them to testify.â
At that, Beau began to calm down. He rubbed his chin and nodded in agreement. Shaffer conceded as well; you could tell he wasnât satisfied, but it was better than a pissed sheriff on his hands.
âI already have Lucyâs number,â you said. âIâll start with her.â
That same afternoon, back at your apartment, you felt guilty just hearing the phone ring. You realized that you hadnât spoken to Lucy since the last time you two saw one another at the hospital.
When she answered, the small talk was awkward and anything but light. She knew what this was the moment Shafferâs name came out of your mouth.
âI canât do it,â she said. âI canât testify.â
âI think youâre stronger than you think, Luce,â you said. âYou sound better than the last time we talked.â
âWhat, four months ago?â she said pointedly.
You nodded, feeling that sting. âOkay, valid. But I think weâve both been dealing with this in our own ways.â
âYou donât get it,â she said. Her voice became thick with emotion. âYou have a life. You have a mate. Youâre moving on. Iâm still living with my parents.â
Your throat constricted. âThereâs nothing wrong with thatââ
âWhatâs wrong is that my mom had to quit her job so she could stay with me,â she said. âI wake them up at night with my nightmares. I see the heartbreak in my dad whenever he even looks at me.â
You wiped a stray tear from your cheek and said, âI get nightmares too. Itâs just going to take time, you know?â
âSure,â she said, with a humorless scoff. âA couple weeks ago, I freaked out on a kid who bumped into me at the grocery store. I havenât been able to leave the house since. My therapist put me on antidepressants. Now IâŠI sleep more than Iâm awake.â
Briefly you closed your eyes. âCan I come see you?â
She hesitated. âYeah, so you can try to convince me in person?â
âLook, it hasnât been easy for me either,â you said. âBut if we donât do something, Jack and Ezra will go free, Luce. Then how safe are we going to feel?â
Lucy sighed shakily.
âI promise Iâll be there in court with you,â you found yourself saying, before you could think it through.
âWill you do it too?â she asked. âWill you testify?â
You hesitated, but you couldnât deny what your conscience was telling you. Demanding of you. You couldnât ask Lucy to put herself on the line if you werenât willing to do the same.
âI will,â you told her. âYou wonât be alone.â
Telling Alan Shaffer about your decision first was a calculated move. Yes, it made Beau twice as angry, but it also ensured that he couldnât talk you out of it.
No matter how much he paced his living room, you had a quiet conviction inside you that allowed you to watch him from where you sat on the couch, waiting for him to either implode, or let the steam vent from his ears.
Eventually he stopped, rubbing at his face and beard in agitation.
âI thought we agreed on this,â he said.
âWe both know this is the right thing to do, Beau,â you said. You got up and went to him, holding his hands in yours. He let out a long breath, his shoulders sagging. His brows furrowed as he looked down on you. You felt the depths of his worry ringing through the bond, and you knew those were layered, complicated weeds taking root inside him. Your thumbs stroked across the back of his hands.
âIâm scared,â you admitted, âbut I canât let Lucy do it alone. I just have to believe that Iâll be able to stand in that courtroom and tell the truth.â
Beau leaned forward and pressed a tender kiss to your forehead. He believed in you; he knew you were strong enough. That wasnât the reason for the fear coiling deep in his gut.
The weight of your decision clung to your thoughts and seeped in like inky claws. You knew it was right, but it still felt like you were waiting for the other shoe to drop.
Beau started taking you to and from work himself. Whenever he couldnât make it due to the demands of his job, he assigned another officer to follow you in their car. Beau was determined to keep you safe, especially after Shaffer officially added your name along with Lucyâs to the witness list. She and her family would be put into Witness Protection.
The first trial date had already been set for March of next year. It seemed to you a long time to wait, but Beau told you that was typical in a complex capital case like this. Somehow, it didnât make you feel any better knowing the trial was nine months away. It was that much longer that this would be a part of your life.
One morning, you got up feeling wrong, with cold prickling under your skin and numbness in your chest. You fought through it all morning, but it only grew worse when you had to watch Cassie tell a man that his wife was cheating on him with their gardener. The man tried to keep his anguish inside, but seeing him work through the betrayal, the anger and the griefâit hit a little too close to home.
At the end of the day, you said goodbye to Cassie and Denise and went to your car with a deep sigh in your anxious heart. You rifled in your purse for your keys and unlocked the car, but when you looked up, you noticed what looked like a postcard taped to the driverâs side window. It was blank on one side, but when you grabbed it and turned it over, you gasped in horror.
Your purse slipped out of your hands and hit the pavement, spilling half of its contents across the asphalt. Your fingers trembled around the edges of the glossy photo.
It was Lucy, lying dead in a patch of dirt. She was barefooted, her face beaten and bloody. Her brown, half-lidded eyes stared through you without seeing, while a blood-rimmed bullet hole was perfectly aimed through her left temple.
Denise and Cassie comforted you the best they could, keeping you comfortable in the Dewell & Hoyt office. Meanwhile, Beau spoke to Forensics officers canvasing the area where your car was parked. Theyâd dusted for prints, but so far hadnât found much of anything. Beau doubted they would.   Â
He answered his phone vibrating in his pocket.
âGive me something, Pop,â Beau said, but his tone was already resigned to what he was about to hear.
âWeâre at the safe house,â Poppernak said, his voice heavy. He and Jenny had taken off an hour ago. âHer parents were clipped in the living room, likely upon entry. Lucyâs body was clearly dragged from the second bedroom room to the backyard. Weâre probably looking at one shooter, but he made time to work her over first.âÂ
Beau rubbed his eyes, shaking his head. âAnd what do the goddamn Feds have to say?âÂ
âTheyâve got no idea how this guy found the safe house, boss.â
ââCourse they fucking donât,â Beau muttered. âCall Shaffer. Get him over there and make sure he sees it. Either someone in his office fucked up, or the Feds did. Either way, theyâre going to answer to me.â
He ended the call, wishing he could break the phone into pieces. Because he knew what came next. He made his way back through the glass doors of the PI firm and found you where he left you, sitting on the couch with Denise as you wept on her shoulder. Your eyes were wet with guilt and heartbreak when they sought his, and only found confirmation.
You covered your face with your hands and shattered completely. Beau sat beside you and gathered you into his arms. He felt your anguish; it was sharp behind his ribs.
âIâm sorry,â he said. âIâm so sorry, sweetheart.â
âThisâthis isnât right,â you said, through heaving breaths and wracking sobs. âShe was starting over. She wasâŠâ
Weâre free, sheâd told you in the hospital, with shining eyes and a real smile.
That memory was overlaid by mottled bruises and unseeing eyes staring at you in accusal.
It took a while for you to calm down enough for Beau to take you home with him. He drove in silence. He didnât know what else he could say to you that would make a difference. You didnât have the heart to hear him anyway.
He ordered Chinese for dinner, but tonight, you didnât care about eating. You just retreated to his bedroom found yourself rearranging pillows, grabbing extra blankets and a sleep shirt he hadnât washed yet.
By the time Beau got off the phone with the restaurant, you were halfway into creating a makeshift nest out of his bedsheets. But your movements were manic, your hands trembling.
The scent of your distress filled the apartment and hit Beau like a sucker-punch to the gut, even from where he stood in the living room. He was compelled to find you in the bedroom, even though what he saw broke his heart even more.
You were frozen there beside his bed, a blanket loose between your fingers while your shoulders shook. Beau went to you, slipping a hand behind your neck, his fingers tangling in your hair as he called your name gently and prompted you to look up at him.
Once again, your eyes were red-rimmed and filled with tears. He guided you into his arms, where you broke, and clung to him while your body shook.
âI promise, Iâm going to protect you,â he said.
You pulled back, sniffling.
âHow? This is never going to be over,â you said brokenly. âNot until weâre all dead.â
Beauâs brows furrowed with a spark of upset. He held your face in his hands and earned your full attention on him.
âI need you to trust me now, okay? Believe that Iâm not gonna let anything happen to you, or to anyone else,â he said, with a firm conviction. He guided your hand to his heart, so you could feel it beating true underneath your hand.
And you did. You felt his thrumming fury through the bond. You felt his protective worry laced underneath, but most of all, you felt his love.
Slowly, you nodded. You grabbed onto his shirt and pulled him down for a heated kiss. It was the seal on the promise you needed. His arms around you were your safety and reprieve. And when he guided you down to the messy nest you made of his bed, it made you realize that he was right; your apartment with Ava was no longer your home.
It was him.
AN: *hides* I know, I'm sorry. đ„Č
But how did you like all those nice feels we had at the beginning? đ And finally reader met Emily! I'd love to know what you think of reader and Beau's relationship at this stage, especially now that his favorite girls are trauma bonding and stuff đđ§Ąđ§Ą
And then, onward â to the big finale! đș
Next Time (for the last time):
Come Monday, you rehashed a similar discussion as he parked in front of the Dewell & Hoyt office.
âI donât want to keep you waiting, so if I get held up, Cassie agreed to cover for me on taking you home,â he said.
You sighed. âI do have a car, babe. I can just drive myself, and you wonât have to worry about me getting home. Iâll even text you when I get to work.â
Beau shook his head. âSorry, but itâs either this or Witness Protection, and obviously I donât trust Shaffer or the fucking Feds to get that part right.â
âYou donât even trust one of your officers to follow me anymore?â you asked. Again, Beau was obstinate.
âIâll worry less knowing for certain that youâre safe,â he said. He reached for your hand, squeezing gently, but his expression was firm. âI promised you that, and this is the only way I feel is right. Until this is over, itâs best if you donât go anywhere alone.â
You wanted to push back a little on that, but again, you remembered Lucy, and that horrible image they wanted you to see.
The stubborn protest died in you. This wasnât about taking away your independence; it was about saving your life. And it was about making it to the witness stand next spring.
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Summary: When Beau had the bright idea of going undercover to observe a pair of questionable Alphas at a casino, he never expected to meet you, caught in the crossfire of a perilous operation.
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Part 6: Heat
Beau climbed back into his Jeep after a long shift became longer, thanks to a four-car pileup on the interstate. The damage and chaos had been great enough to warrant him coming out to help the officers, firefighters, and ambulances sort through the mess and keep traffic moving away from the crash.
And that came after a several hours of Beau having to call up the list of witnesses in the Dalton case, trying to help ADA Alan Shaffer convince more Omegas to testify. Not even Lucy Hernandez would budge, but she did mention your name.
âIs she going to testify?â she asked.
Beau hesitated. âShe wasnât there very long, Lucy. You knew that place, those men, and what went on there, better than anyone. Donât you want to see those bastards pay for it?â
âWhat about the emails I got? And the phone calls?â
âWhen you answered, did you recognize the voice?â
âNo, it was some AI bullshit,â she said, with a shaky breath. âI think they know where I live. They could get to me, my parentsâŠâ
âWeâve been looking into that. Weâre going to find out whoâs been threatening you and the others, I promise,â Beau said. Never mind that he was making a rookie mistake: a promise he wasnât sure he could keep.
âI just want it to be over,â Lucy said. Her voice was thick with tears. âCanât you and Shaffer just leave me alone?â
Beau closed his eyes. He truly hated himself for having to do this.
âI know,â he said, rubbing his tired face. âI know, itâs not fair. Butââ
She hung up on him. He didnât blame her.
Beau started up his car and slowly peeled out onto the interstate, which was now mostly cleared of cars and debris. The injured were already being taken to the hospital, statements taken, red tape cut through and Ts crossed. He was going home.
But the tears in Lucyâs voice still got to him, cutting through Tim McGrawâs Americana rasp on the radio. He turned it off and reached for his phone, scrolling for your name in his contacts. His thumb hovered over your name for a second while he collected himself, tried to let go of the day, the dull ache pounding between his temples, and the exhaust fumes clinging to his clothes.
He called you. The ringing felt like a small eternity before he could hear your voice. Right about now, he needed it more than a fifth of bourbon. More than air in his lungs.
âHey,â your voice greeted him.
He smiled on reflex. âHey, baby. Just got off work.â
âNow? Itâs already eight.â
âYeah, had to clean up a nasty car crash,â he said.
âOh, wow. Did anyone get hurt?â
âYeah, a few. Two drivers are critical, but hoping we got to âem in time.â
âIâm sorry. Thatâs awful.â
âYeah.â He breathed out his lingering tension. âHave you already eaten? I can take us out to dinner.â
You hesitated. âIâm not really in the mood to go out tonight.â
Beau thought he heard something off in your tone, but maybe you were just tired too.
âThatâs okay. I can pick something up. I just wanna see you,â he admitted.
Again, there was a pause on the other end of the line. It made Beauâs brows knit together slightly.
âOkay, yeah. We do need to talk about something.â
He frowned. âUh, oh. Is this our first âwe need to talk?ââ
He heard you sigh, and it only made him feel worse.
âSomething like that.â
Ava opened the door to him with a smile that didnât quite reach her eyes.
âHey, Beau.â
She let him in, but she didnât give him a warm hug or bust his balls a little for coming over so late, like usual. She was holding a glass of wine and smelled like spaghetti sauce. Had you two eaten without him?
When he looked up beyond Ava, he found you in living room doorway, dressed down in one of his underused hoodies you stole from his closet and your favorite yoga pants (his too)âthe one with the hole on the inside of the right thigh. He had more than one occasion of fun teasing you in those.
âHey, darlinâ,â he greeted, trying to infuse a little more charm than usual.Â
You didnât even have a smile for him. In fact, you barely had a nod of acknowledgement. His smile faded.
âO-kay,â Ava said, with an awkward wave and gesture toward her room. âIâm just gonna dip out. You guys have at it. I mean, talk, or whatever. If you have at it, have at it, maybe not on the common area stuff. I just vacuumed earlierââ
âAva,â you said wryly.
âRight,â she said. âDonât mind me. Iâm going.â
Beau watched her go in bemusement. Now his Spidey senses were tingling worse than ever. He quirked his head and drew closer to you.
âOkay, I feel like my visits donât usually warrant awkward level: Painful. Whatâs going on?â
You stepped back just shy of his gentle hold on your arms, easing away like the prospect of his touch made you uncomfortable. You crossed your arms instead, in a way that was slightly more holding yourself than standing strong.
âWhatâs your definition of a relationship?â you asked.
The question confused him, almost stunned him into silence.
âWhat?â Beau said. Fortunately, you didnât keep him in suspense.
âWhen we started seeing each other, I asked you if youâd ever had any kind of relationship with the women you call your friends,â you said. Your voice was firmer, sharper, even though the hurt in your eyes already made his chest sting with an inevitable guilt.
âYou somehow conveniently forgot to mention being on fucking terms with Jenny Hoyt,â you said.
Beau briefly closed his eyes. His jaw clenched.
âWho told you that?â he asked.
Your eyes flashed with anger. âWhy didnât you? Matter of fact, you lied to my face.â
Beau ran both hands down his own face, then held up a pointed finger in rebuttal.
âNo, you asked me if I currently was wrapped up in some kind ofâŠentanglement.â
You were waiting to see how he was going to finish that sentence, but now knew that you shouldnât have bothered. You rolled your eyes, even as they filled with upset.
âOh, Beau, donât give me that bullshit!â you snapped. âWhat was it exactly, huh? Was it the occasional quickie after a hard dayâs work, orâŠor were you in love with her? Jesus, I mean, were you still with her while you were taking me out for coffee and letting me cry on your shoulder?â
"It wasn't like that," he said. He tried to close the distance between you, your name falling from his lips in a kind of plea. You held up a hand against him, instinctively taking another step back.
You didnât know how that one reaction pierced behind Beauâs ribs, like a small prison shiv made out of an old, sharpened toothbrush. He felt like he was in a cage, one of his own making. He could sense your distress through the half-formed bond. He could taste it in your scent, but you wouldnât let him help you, because he was the one hurting you.
âJenny and Iâthat was months ago. It had pretty much ended before I even met you," he said. His eyes all but begged you to believe him. "I care about her, but it wasnâtâŠmy heart wasnât all the way in it. I didnât let myself, because ultimately she was right. I was scared of making the same goddamn mistakes.â
âAnd what, itâs different with me?â you said, with an edge of sarcasm.
âYeah,â he nodded honestly. âIt is.â
Your lips trembled, but you shook your head and averted your gaze. Youâd lost your will to believe.
âWhatever this is, itâs just biology,â you said. âI was probably just clinging to you because you were there for me when I needed a lifeline.â
That cut into him deeper than before.
âCome on. Please donât say that. You know thatâs not all this is,â he said.
The hurt in his voice got to you. It made the Omega inside you whine, and the human hurt too.Â
After a moment, your gaze returned to meet his. Your arms crossed once more in a futile bid to protect yourself from another blow. Â
âWhat else are you lying to me about?â you asked.
âNothing,â he said, veering on desperate. âI swear. Iâm sorry I didnât tell you about Jenny. I justâŠI didnât want it to get in between us.â
You really didn't know where to start, there.
âWell," you said, "maybe we couldâve worked through it if you had been honest with me from the beginning."
Beauâs brows furrowed. An alarm bell trilled inside him, in his gut.
âWhat do you mean maybe? Weâre working this out now, arenât we?â he said.
You just shook your head at him. A tear finally slipped past your defenses and down your cheek, but you batted it away.
âYou know how hard itâs been for me to stand on steady ground as it is. How am I supposed to stay on my feet if you pull the rug out from under me?â you said.
âI didnât mean for that. Iâm sorry,â he repeated. And he meant it. âI just wanted you to know you could trust me.â
You uttered a humorless laugh. âTrust you? Beau, you work with her. Worse, sheâs one of your damn deputies. Youâve probably fucked her in your office, haven't you? In the very same place we would have, when I went to see you a few weeks ago. Sheâs probably been in your car, in your bed. How am I supposed to get past that when you see her every day?â
As you suspected, he didnât have a good answer for you. The more you thought about it, the sicker you felt.
âAnd I shouldâve known by the way she was acting on that first movie night when I went to your apartment, the first time weâŠâ You bit your lip as a new realization begin to hit you. âSheâs never come to another one since, not even at Cassieâs place. And I donât fucking blame her! All the times youâve kissed me and flirted with me in front of her, did you never feel guilty?â
The downturn of Beauâs face reflected the truth of his conscience. You were satisfied to see he had a sense of shame.
âCould you do that to me too, when you decide youâre done with me?â you asked, in a smaller voice.Â
Beauâs heart gave a painful pulse.
âListen, thatâs not how this is,â he said.Â
I love you. I love you and I love you.Â
The words were halfway off his tongue, and for damn sure in his eyes. You just refused to see it.Â
âHere I am, thinking that Iâm too damaged to be good enough for you,â you said, your voice breaking. âThinking, my God, heâs the most patient man Iâve ever met. So kind and loyalâŠâÂ
You shook your head and huffed. âTurns out, a Golden Retriever is still a dog.â
Beau's lips pressed together in frustration. He rubbed at his eyes.
âAll right, Iââ
âI think you should leave,â you blurted.
Part of you wanted to take it back, but the other part itched to slap him. You didnât know if you were being irrational, or unfair. It wasnât as if heâd cheated on you. But you just couldnât get the thought of him and the slim, beautiful, smart, strong, blonde officer out of your mindâalong with Avaâs wistful sighs whenever she remembered the fellow Alpha who gave her such explosive orgasms.
âCome on, sweetheart. We can work through this,â Beau said. He really was pleading now, giving into the need to hold you gently, imploring you with his touch and his eyes. âI shouldâve told you the full truth. I didnât think it wouldâŠwell, I didnât think. In the beginning, I just wanted to get to know you. I wanted to make you feel safe around me. I wanted to help make you feel safe again, in general.â
His thumbs stroked your shoulders, earning your gaze. You read the sincerity in him.
âBut before I knew it, Iâd fallen for you,â he said. âYes, weâre connected. Thereâs no denying that, but itâs also a hell of a lot more. Itâs different from me and Jenny. Itâs already different from my first marriage. You are different, and Iâve got a feeling you always will be. Iâm not risking that for anything. Iâve just been trying to be what you need me to be.â
Your heart squeezed. Thatâs not fucking fair.Â
It wasnât fair, how much you wanted to believe him.
âWhat I need is time to think,â you said coarsely.
Beauâs shoulders sank.
But, he supposed that was fair. He would concede tonight, but his heart wasnât going anywhere.
He gave you the first few days for thinking. For space. When he tried calling you, you told him you needed more time.
Days slowly spun into a week.
Beau allowed himself no other means of distraction than throwing himself back into work. Though that part wasnât too difficult when the stack of manilla folders representing cases on his desk keep piling up nearly to his eyeballs.
And when he didnât have his daughter staying over, he had nothing else keeping him from getting lost in the paperwork, helping his detectives run down leads, and leveraging the weight of his badge where they met stumbling blocks from less than helpful persons of interestâusually people who didnât want to have their own shady processes exposed for helping the police with their investigations.
But whenever Beau started getting that suspect twitch in his eye, or that persistent pain between his spine and his right shoulder from being hunched at his desk too long, he knew it was time to pry himself from the responsibilities of his office for the night. Eventually he would trudge back into his dark and empty apartment, with exhaustion and stress weighing on every muscle in his body, working their way into sinew and bone.
Too often, he had to ignore the itch to call you, supplementing with a couple pours of cheap whiskey.
All right, a few.
He drank twice as much coffee in the morning to rid himself of the hangoverâthe familiar brain sludge and the churning in his stomach afterward.
He realized that heâd come to depend on getting to hear your calming voice, having it wash over his shoulders, as if that alone could ease the tension in his spine. You let him run his mouth about his day, editing out the grizzlier bits, like murder scenes and blood and chaos. Sometimes he could only bring himself to focus on the lighter bitsâlike teasing Poppernak for his past life as a Zumba instructor (Jenny had photographic evidence that would forever be preserved under lock and key).
But you always listened, you made him laugh, and you asked questions that made him think.
He missed that, and a lot of other things. He missed you.
But he had to believe that this wasnât it. That in time, you could forgive him, see past his lies of omission, and consider his good intentions underneath.
âHey, you okay?â Emily asked.Â
Beau blinked to attention from the morose, half-drunk beer in his hand. Sheâd surprised him when she came over to his apartment today with takeout from his favorite Tex-Mex spot. He almost forgot she was staying with him this weekâher last one before she officially graduated from high school. They were just finishing up in the small dining room, which was just in sight of the TV in the living room. Some kind of teen vampire bullshit was playing on the screen.
âYeah, sorry,â he said. âJust a little tired. Been a tough week.â
Emily was a smart kid. She probably saw something flicker on his face, some kind of tell that radiated the spirit of a kicked dog.
She asked about you, by name. Hearing it compelled the beer back to his lips. The slosh of dark liquid inside was already on its way to flat and tasteless.
âWell, I think sheâs okay. Sheâs just not too happy with me right now,â he said.
Emilyâs expression flattened. âUh oh. Whatâd you do?â
Beau cut her a look. âWhy do you assume I did something?â
âBecause your track record speaks for itself, Dad.â
âHey, thatâs not cool,â he said, with a touch of censure.
âAm I lying?â she challenged. âI mean, itâs been likeâwhat, three months? And I still havenât even met her.â
Beau sighed and took another swig of his beer, wishing it was stronger.
âThat might not happen anytime soon.â
Emily frowned. She hadnât seen him like this in a while, all mopey and taciturn. She had to think that you were a good part of the reason her dad had started to become more like his old self, before last summer, and even before his partner Randy died.
âSeriously, what happened?â she asked.
After a moment, Beau admitted the truth.
âYeah, screwed up.â
She softened a little. âHow?â
He just shook his head. âItâs adult stuff. Donât worry about it.â
âIn case you forgot, Iâm about to be eighteen next month. Iâll be registered to vote and everything,â Emily pointed out.
He snorted. âYou think that makes you an adult?â
âIt does in Europe,â she countered.
âYeah, well, weâre in the U.S. of A., sweetheart,â he said, cocking his empty beer bottle at her. âHere, you can join the army and vote for the next asshole president, but the law doesnât recognize you as an adult until you can drink yourself into a gnarly hangover with almost no repercussions.â
Emily looked at him like she always did after one of his little rantsâpatient, yet long-suffering.
âOkay, stop trying to change the subject.â With the annoying tenacity she either got from him, or her mom (or both), she said, âIf you wonât tell me what happened, can you at least tell me what you plan to do about it?â
âAll I can do, which right now, is just being patient,â he said. âShe has a right to take her time.â
That fell between them for a while. Eventually Emily gave up on getting any more out of him and took her empty plate to the kitchen sink. He helped her clean up, tossing greasy bags and used napkins. He started rinsing off the dishes, smiling at her when she came to help him load them in the dishwasher.
Sometimes he looked at his daughter, and the young woman sheâd become hit him softly between the ribs. She was so beautiful and driven, almost dangerously smart. She could probably do anything she set her mind to, and if she couldnât, sheâd learn how. If he had any part in that, then maybe he hadnât failed her as much as he thought.
âLet me ask you something,â he said. âHave I gotten any better at, uh, opening up?â
Emily shot him a wry look. âAside from tonight?â
He quirked a smile. âAside from tonight.â
Still, her gaze scrutinized him.
âWhereâs this coming from?â she asked. Beauâs amusement turned more genuine at her natural suspicion.
âJust humor me, all right?â
âWell,â she began, turning his question through her mind with more thought. She put in the last of the dishes and closed up the dishwasher. âObviously you still have your moments, but I do think I understand you a bit better after what happened last year.â
Beau dried his hands on a kitchen towel and turned to her, giving her his full attention.
âYou bury stuff down for the same reasons Mom shuts it out completely. If she pretends it doesnât exist, it doesnât hurt anymore. She can be the strong woman she always feels she has to be. And if you swallow it down through work, or with a few beers, you donât have to be vulnerable, or somehow look weak,â Emily said, meeting his eyes afterward. âBut neither of you are weak people. And I donât think Iâm a weak person for admitting I still get scared sometimes, just walking by myself to my car, or in the store.â
There was a subtle shake in her voice by the end. It pierced Beauâs heart. He set his hands on her shoulders and squeezed lightly in support.
âI still get nightmares. I know you do too, because I hear you sometimes,â she confessed. âI know what monsters are, and so do you. In a way, it makes me feel closer to you.â
Beau nodded, feeling his throat constrict with emotion. He guided her into his arms and hugged her tight enough to remind her that he was always in her corner.
Beau went into work early on Monday. He waited for one of his deputies to get in promptly at 7:30, as usual. He went over to her desk, met her eyes, and asked if he could speak to herânot in his office, but outside the station and around the corner, where some officers like to take their smoke break.
âWhatâs this about?â Jenny asked. She was understandably a little wary, her arms crossed over a familiar Pink Floyd shirt. Against his will, he got a flashback to the way it was strewn across his desk a few months ago, over the evidence folder sheâd brought in and a stale mug of coffee.
He winced internally. Yep, not meeting in his office was the way to go.
âI just wanted toâŠâ Beau paused, releasing a sigh as he rethought this through. âI know weâve had this conversation before, but I just want to make something very clear.â
Jenny arched a brow, the corner of her mouth giving a wry tug.
âIâm sorry,â he said, âfor hurting you.â
Her guarded, skeptical expression faded. She hadnât expected that.
âYou know I didnât mean for that to happen, but it also doesnât excuse it,â he said. âAfter last summer, I was working through a lot of shitâa lot of guilt, and self-loathing after how I screwed things up. As usual. But in many ways, you helped me through the worst of it. So when I say that I care about you, and that I have an immense respect for you, I mean that more than anything.â
He gave her a sad, self-deprecating smile.
âBut when we get down to it, we might just be too much alike. We bury things down, and we move forward, because we have to. Because itâs our job, and weâve got people depending us,â he said. âSo even if I hadnât met her, I just donât know that we wouldâve worked out in the long-term.â
Jennyâs eyes had turned red and glassy while he spoke, but she blinked back the emotion that threatened to spill over. She nodded.
âI agree,â she said, with a quirk of a smile. âBut thank you.â
They didnât shake on it. They didnât kiss goodbye.
They just went back to work.
Over the next few days, that thread of tension at work dissipated, with shady lines of gray more clearly painted black.
He cried through Emilyâs graduation, then had to send her off on a trip to New York with her mom to scope out NYU and Pace University. Beauâs spine tightened that much more, but he didnât say too much about it, knowing she had to get it out of her system. He could only hope that she would decide to stay closer to home, so that he could still look out for her.
He wished you would've been there to meet his daughter, at least, even if that meant you would've met his ex too.
But tonight, he was attempting to bring in some groceries from his car (a 12-pack of Corona and Twizzlers counted, right?) when his phone buzzed in his pocket.
âAw, shit. Waaait, wait a second now,â he muttered to the disembodied jingle while he got his apartment unlocked and quickly made it to the kitchen, where he set the grocery bags down.Â
He got his phone out, but he had to pause when he saw your name and picture on his collar ID. He quickly answered the call right before it went to voicemail.
âHey,â he said, clearing some nerves from his throat. âHey, sweetheart. ItâsâŠitâs really good to hear from you.â
âHey,â you replied. But just in that word, Beau could hear distress in your voice. Something was wrong.
âBeau, I need your help,â you said, with a subtle tremor in your voice. âI know Iâve been MIA, and Iâm sorry, butâŠcan you please come over?â
âSure, baby. Whatâs wrong?â he asked. Worry churned in his gut, his mind already spinning the possibilities before you had a chance to tell himâ
âI need you.â
You were in pain.Â
It was a kind of pain that almost went beyond description, because it was twined with abject need.
It was easily the worst heat of your life, and it was hitting you like a battering ram now that you were off the suppressants, a withdrawal from the chemicals that had been preventing your heat cycle. It was like your body was calling vengeance for what you did, making the Omega inside you realize that she was deprived and ravenous.
Your skin was flush with fever and slick with a sheen of sweat. You whimpered and rolled your hips into the mattress, but even with the vibrator buried deep inside you, there was no relief. Your body knew it wasnât the same.Â
Still, part of you was mad at Ava for giving you your phone and letting you call Beau. At the same time, you werenât.
You were desperate for him.
You needed an Alphaâs knot, but your heart needed your Alpha. Your chest was aching, and your pussy was throbbing.Â
You detected his scent the moment he stepped inside the apartment. With your senses heightened and your heart pounding in your ears, there was no mistaking it: spring pine, vetiver, and heady amber. It was an intoxicating mix that made you moan, burying your face into your pillows in embarrassment and flushed arousal. You felt a new wave of slick run down between your bare thighs.
Jesus Christ, you whimpered.
When Ava opened the door and let him into the apartment, Beau had to grab the edge of the doorway as the dizzying scent of your heat hit him like a physical blowâaimed low in his gut.
âJesus,â he uttered, blinking, teeth clenching.
âYou can come in, but wait in the living room,â Ava said. She was sympathetic, but firm. âI need to talk to her first.â
Beau had to bite back a growl in his throat. Ava was an Alpha as well, but her pack dynamic with you was familial, one of sisterhood. Her instincts were to protect you, even against him.
He understood that, logically, but his own instincts were urging him to protect you tooâlike a wolf being prevented from his mate.
Ava knew she probably wouldnât be able to hold him back for long if he lost control. She moved quickly and locked the door behind her when she went into your room. She winced at the sight of you slowly writhing in near agony in your bed. Brushing back your hair from your sweaty forehead, she called your name and earned your attention.
âBeauâs here,â she said. âAre you sure you want me to let him in?â
You bit your lip and nodded, but Ava wasnât convinced.
âAre you sure,â she repeated. âIâll take you to the hospital right now if you donât want to ride this out. You donât have to let him in if youâre not actually ready to see him.â
You shook your head as hot tears streamed down your cheeks, your mouth trembling.Â
âI want to see him,â you confessed.Â
Beau called your name through the bedroom door and knocked with a heavy hand.Â
Despite her own reservations, Ava conceded and unlocked the door.Â
Beau looked to be holding onto a sliver of his self-control. There was a ring of black around the green of his eyes. His nostrils flared at the overwhelming scent of your heat and your distress thick in the air.Â
The Alphas seized each other up, a battle of wills and dominance. But soon, Ava forced herself to back down. She slipped past him and went into her own room to find her car keys. These walls were thinner than sheâd like, and she knew sheâd rather study for her next exams at the coffee shop down the street.
Meanwhile, Beau shut the door behind her and crossed the room in just a few long strides of his bowed legs. You sat up in bed to meet him, somehow clinging to your modesty with a bedsheet held over your breasts. Beau knelt on the edge of the bed and gathered you up in his arms. His Alpha was deeply satisfied by the way you buried your face into his neck and scented him, your nails biting into the back of his jacket.
Relief.
He shuddered and shrugged away his jacket, followed by his belt, his shirt, boots, and jeans. You scrambled to help him, panting, your eyes momentarily meeting his and finding your own need reflected back.
You took his face in your hands and kissed him hard, your tongue finding his in a filthy caress.
A pleased growl rumbled in his chest, and he immediately responded to you, kissing you back just as fervently, stroking your cheek, your arms, the bare slope of your spine and down your sides. He squeezed your ass and rocked you into him, so you could feel how much he needed you too. You moaned his name, and your voice alone was a spell whispered in his ear.Â
The bedsheet was abandoned, the last partition between your bare skin against his as he guided you onto your back and moved over you, settling between your thighs. You welcomed him there and hummed at the rasp of his beard as his open-mouthed kisses led him along your jawline, down your neck and shoulder.Â
You grabbed a fistful of his hair and deliberately licked and scraped your teeth against his mating gland, making his body stutter.
âOmega,â he uttered, choking on his own warning like a gut punch.Â
âYouâre mine,â you said, through the burn of tears.Â
Beau regained enough of his control to pull back a little, so he could see your face. He squeezed your hips and nodded.Â
âIâm yours, baby. Nowhere else Iâd rather be than right here,â he said, just as his fingers entered you.Â
He found no resistance with the sheer amount of slick between the folds of your pussy, but his thumb joined in to stroke your swollen clit. Your hips almost lifted off the bed in a desperate attempt for friction and relief. Beau swallowed your cry with a deep and thorough kiss, just as his cock pulsed. Heâd been almost painfully erect since the moment your scent hit him when he walked in.
He felt exactly how needy you were, how tight your inner walls were gripping his fingers. He needed to feel that around his cock.
He knew you were ready when he felt your grip on him turn desperate, your whimpers higher, your body writhing and your thighs shaking. He withdrew his hand and slipped it around your thigh, encouraging you to wrap your legs around his waistânot that you needed much prompting.
He sunk into you slow at first, but with a firm thrust that had you jolting at the impact, your back arching off the bed and your tits bouncing in his face. He bent his head and swirled his tongue over one of those stiff peaks, beginning to rock inside you.
âOh, fuckâAlpha,â you said breathlessly, holding tightly onto his shoulders. Your nails dragged against his skin with his every thrust, causing sharp sparks of pleasure down his spine.
He kept up a relentless pace, hooking one of your thighs over his arm so he could reach a deeper angle, one that had your eyes rolling up behind your lids. The base of his cock brushed your clit with every stroke, and as his knot swelled and firmly stroked against the most sensitive spot within your walls, you couldnât help but clench around him like a vice.
Your orgasm shuddered through you, pulsing and hot. A gasp was knocked out of you, along with a strangled cry as you clung to his shoulders.
Beau fucked you farther out of the stratosphere and into the stars, burying his face in your hair when his own body locked up on him. A shout tore from his throat. You shuddered at the feeling of his warm load painting your inner walls, but you held him through it, stroking gently over the red scratches you inflicted down his back.
As you both caught your breath together, hearts thundering wild and pupils blown with arousal, you relaxed underneath him. Beau allowed your legs to slip down more comfortably around his waist, but he moved you both to lay against your sides. His hand ran soothingly along your bare thigh. You more lightly grazed your nails along the inside of his arm, the one that lay half-tucked underneath your head.
âYou knotted me in missionary?â you remarked, giggling slightly.
âWhat, you donât like it?â he said, still breathless. He brushed your sweaty hair behind your ear and caressed your cheek. âThis way I can see your pretty face.â
You smiled warmly. Your hand covered his against your cheek. Over the past week, you had stewed in your anger and righteous indignation, ranted at Ava and gotten your sympathies from Denise and Cassie.
But it all just didn't change the fact that through it all, you had missed him. You felt guilty over every text of his you ignored, all the while missing the "good morning" ones. You missed hearing his voice at the end of your day. You'd learn more about his job, and the things that made him satisfied or proud, upset or anxious. You missed sharing your meals with him, even when you tried in vain to get him to stop talking with his mouth full. You missed movie nights and bingeing new episodes of The Rookie, just to see him lose his mind at the inaccuracies. You missed the scent of him washing over you like a well-worn hoodie, familiar and comforting.
Beau turned his head to lay a lingering kiss into your palm, infused with the weight of his relief. Until his eyes met your again.
âIâm sorry,â he said. âIâm sorry I hurt you. For what itâs worth, I apologized to Jenny tooââ
You stopped his lips with your fingers, not wanting to hear her name in this moment, especially when he was literally inside you. You were still catching your breath, deep and slow.Â
âFrom now on, can I trust you to be honest with me, and to protect my heart, not just my body?â you asked.
Beau looked into your eyes, and he nodded.Â
âYes,â he said. âI love you. Iâm not saying I wonât fumble the ball again down the road, but I love you.â
You smiled, laughing a little. âOkay, thenâŠâÂ
You let your hand drift down over his chest and let it rest over his heart.Â
âIâll protect you too,â you said, giving him your truth. âI love you.â
Beauâs smile overtook his face and made the corners of his eyes crinkle the way you loved.
After his knot subsided, he managed to help you get dressed along with him on your shaky legs. He wrapped you up in his jacket so that you were buried in his scent. It would keep both of you calm while he took you over to his apartment.Â
It was a precaution you both felt you had to take, so that you two could have your privacy and Ava could have her space. You didnât think it was fair for you and Beau to be going at it for the next few days while she lay awake in the next room.Â
You also desperately wanted to clean yourself up. Beau ushered you into his apartment, and soon into his master bathroom for a steaming shower, washing away sweat and adrenaline and sex. The problem was, the feeling of your soft, soapy skin was too much for him to ignore. It didnât take long before his big hands were covering your breasts and squeezing, massaging, rolling your nipples into pert buds. His lips skimmed the side of your neck where your mating gland was, causing you to shudder hard and press back against his rising cock.
His hands moved down your slick body and found a thicker wetness between your legs. Your aching hole pulsed in anticipation of his hand, and he didnât disappoint. His long fingers slipped inside and began stroking your sensitive walls, momentarily relieving your need. You sighed and grabbed onto the back of his neck and his arm wrapped around your middle.
âAlpha,â you warned, panting. âItâs gonna get messy if you knot me in here.â
He hummed low in disappointment, but he had to admit, you had a point. As difficult as it was, he let his fingers slip out of you and quickly helped you finish washing up. He did the same for himself before he blindly searched for his towels hanging on the rack outside the shower. At least it wasnât a slippery tub.
But his restraint ended there. He barely waited for you to get dry before he tangled his fingers in your damp hair, bent you over the bathroom counter, and had you watch him fuck you in the mirror. Wet towels were forgotten on the floor, every moan he wrung from you echoing in beautiful acoustics.
After that, he all but carried you to his bed. You quickly fell into a doze there, only waking long enough to eat the sandwich he made for you and drink almost two bottles of water. You slept for a few more hours. A normal heat was stressful enough on your body, but the intensity of this one took the strength from your limbs for a while. Beau ate and napped along with you.
Eventually though, you were waking him up with your lips pressing tantalizing kisses below his jaw, sucking along his pulse point, and your hand was down his boxer briefs massaging his cock. He woke up already leaking over your fingers.
When he became more alert, he gave you a mischievous smirk and flipped you over. He raised your hips up to meet his, your ass slapping against him. You gasped, a hot tingle of arousal flooding between your legs.
He entered you slow, but with a branding grip on your hips. It was different this time, more controlled, but with an underlying heat that drove Beauâs thrusts. Your toes curled at the delicious way the head of his cock hit your G-spot. Your arms shook just holding yourself up on the bed, but you still managed to slip a hand down to further part your folds and circle your clit.
A shudder ran through you, his name falling from your lips.Â
One of Beauâs hands slipped around to bring you flush against his chest, his fingers rolling the nipple of your left breast while you played with your clit. His tongue licked at your mating gland.
âOh, f-fuckâAlpha, please,â you said, on broken syllables.Â
âWhat is it that you want, Omega? My knot, or my claim?â he asked, his teeth grazing your neck.Â
âBoth,â you said, more forcefully than Beau expected.Â
He had to pause. âWhat?â
âYou heard me,â you said, nearly on a sob. You grabbed his hand tightly. âDo it. I need you.â
Beau breathed hard through his nose as he warred with himself: his own instinctive need, versus his very human doubt. He wondered if this was just your heat talking, and not your heart.
âBeau,â you pressed, lacing your fingers together with his as you met his gaze over your shoulder. âIf youâre mine, make me yours.â
His chest thrummed with warmth and relief.
He leaned in and kissed you deeply. He resumed his pace of sheathing his cock inside you, slipping his hand down to help stroke your clit himself. You moaned, grabbing onto his arm. He felt your legs begin to shake as that coil of pleasure deep inside you began to tighten again. Already his knot was throbbing a warning inside you. His fingers tangled in your hair to yank your head back, exposing your throat to his lips as his thrusts grew more ragged.
He didnât stop until you were coming hard in a choked scream. He was quick to follow you, unable to stave off his own orgasm any longer. A growl of release escaped him, just as his teeth broke the skin of your mating gland.
It was a sharp sting that forced a louder cry from your lips, followed by molten warmth flowing through your body in waves of pleasure.Â
The bond was complete.Â
You felt him thrumming behind your own heart when he held you in bed afterward. You could literally feel his content, his sleepy happiness, his love.Â
A tear ran down your cheek.Â
Something shifted into place, and you registered that too. It was a realization; for the first time since you were four years old, you felt safe.
Beau leaned over your shoulder to check on you, but he frowned when he saw the tears in your eyes.
âHey,â he said more gently. âYou okay, sweetheart?â
Worry once again churned in his gut. Did you regret what youâd done? What heâd done to you?Â
But then, you turned to him and smiled.Â
He felt your happiness too, and a swell of your love.Â
âYeah,â you said.
He smiled softly in return.
AN: đ Was it everything you wanted it to be? Let me know what you thought in the reblogs/comments! lol
...But how long can the peace last?
Next Time:
You watched him for a moment, a smile tugging at your lips as he started whisking. You liked him like this, all attentive andâŠhands-on.
You would deal with the alcohol in a moment, but you couldnât help but sidle up to him, letting your hand curling around his arm. He tossed an amused smile at you. His own hand moved to the small of your back, trailing up and down your spine and causing goosebumps to spread across your arms. An Omega purr trilled in your chest, earning his pleased rumble, and his lips pressing to your temple in a kiss.
âHmm, is this protective Alpha mode?â you teased.
Beau huffed, but he didnât deny it. Everything was raw and heightened after the claim, his baser instincts rising to the surface and clinging to his skin.
âIâm thinking Iâll go home tonight though,â you said. âI didnât exactly think about clothes when we packed my bag.â
Beau paused. âWell, what if we take a trip back to your apartment and grab some stuff? You could stay here the rest of the week. Maybe that could be our trial run for, uh, you know, a more permanent situation.â
You raised an incredulous brow.
âAre you suggesting I move in with you?â you asked.
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Summary: When Beau had the bright idea of going undercover to observe a pair of questionable Alphas at a casino, he never expected to meet you, caught in the crossfire of a perilous operation.
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Part 5: Truth
The white and blue checkered bathroom tiles were cold beneath your feet.
You hadnât dressed for the day yet, still in your pajamas as a mid-morning sun filtered into your bedroom. You had a large window, and the curtains were always pulled back. You let the daylight tell you when to wake up.
Your attention was on the two little pills rolling together in your hand. In order for them to work, successfully suppressing your heat for another month, you had to take them today. Youâd already put it off for four days as the question spun in your mind.
You didnât know if you were ready for what might happen if you didnât take these pillsâŠbut that was just fear. A fear of being claimedâby anyoneâand allowing yourself to lower the protective walls youâd barely managed to rebuild. Â
But you didnât think you were afraid of Beau. You knew that your relationships in the past, few and fleeting, had never compared to this. It was more than just the bond that made it different too. It was more than biology, or some kind of cosmic fate.Â
It was him. It was everything heâd done for you, who he was, and how he made you feel.
So it might just be okay to give him the piece of yourself that you were carefully protecting, as long as he gave you his piece too.
That decision shifted something inside you, a mountain moving in silence. You put the pills back in the prescription bottle, twisted the cap, and shelved it in the medicine cabinet. Closing that door brought you back to your reflection in the mirror. There were fewer shadows under your eyes than there used to be.Â
Your phone chimed on the granite counter, alerting you to a new email. You smiled in excitement.Â
Finally!
You had a request for a job interview.
âI have to tell you, I was delightfully surprised when I saw your name pop up as one of our applicants,â Denise said.
She shifted in her office chair across from yours, crossing her legs. She preferred to sit closer to you instead of being all âimposingâ behind her desk (her words).
She wasnât exactly what you would expect in a private investigatorâs receptionist, dressed in jeans and a purple cardigan, with a messy, strawberry blonde bun on top of her head. But the fellow Omega welcomed you in right away with a warm hug rather than a handshake, and an offer of a cup of coffee. You took her up on both, your nerves easing in light of her relaxed, bubbly energy.
âWell, Iâm just surprised you knew who I was,â you replied. âI met Cassie not too long ago, butââ
âOh, yeah, sheâs running down a lead on a case weâre working on, but she already had great things to say about you,â she said. Though her expression eased with sympathy. âAnd, um, we know about your situation. We did our best to help Beauâs team when they were first looking into the Daltons.â
You fidgeted slightly in your seat, but you nodded in resignation.
âAh, right.â Of course, all of Beauâs friends are at least law enforcement adjacent.
âSo if this is the right fit for you, weâd love to have you on,â she said.
You began to frown. âI appreciate that, Denise, but I donât want to be considered just because Beau is my boyfriend.â
Denise smiled and adjusted her glasses before taking a look at your resume.
âThatâs fair enough. I do like that you have management experience. Would that translate well in an office setting?â she asked. âLike filing, making copies, organizing things?â
âYes, I think so,â you nodded eagerly. You really did want the job; you just wanted to earn it based on your merits. âI managed an independent bookstore and two employees. I did everything from inventory and returns, to special orders and manning the register.â
âGood,â she said. âWe would train you on this, of course, but aside from the clerical stuff, part of this role would be doing some research for our cases, even following up with our clients and people of interest.â
You smiled, a new bubble of excitement filling your chest. âReally? I would get to help on actual cases? I mean, yes. I can do that. Iâm very good at follow through.â
Deniseâs lips twitched upward as she jotted down some notes on her pad.
âOh, yeah. We need all the help we can get around here. You would be doing a little bit of everything, but mainly helping to keep us organized and on track, so that hopefully nothing falls through the cracks,â she said.
Then she paused, a sigh escaping her as she set down her pen for a moment.
âIâm going to be honest with you. Our cases can be a mixed bag, from a kid whoâs lost their bike, to spouses trying to get proof of an affair, to potential missing persons cases. Sometimes, we see things that arenât easy to stomach. I just have to ask if thatâs something youâre comfortable with,â she said.
You knew what she was really saying.
Can you handle this?
Youâd considered her question even before you applied to this job, but you took the time to think it through again. You ultimately came to the same conclusion.
âLook, I wonât lie to you. The things Iâve already seenâŠtheyâve changed me. Just like Iâm sure this job has changed you,â you said. The look on Deniseâs face confirmed your instincts; you saw a kindred spirit. âBut I want to do something that matters. I want to help people that have been hurt, whoâve had something taken from them. Because I know what that feels like.â
You held her gaze, hoping she would see the weight of sincerity in yours. Eventually, Denise smiled.
âEven if itâs just the lighter stuff, like keeping us organized, and joining me for the occasional latte run?â she asked.
You raised your half-drunk coffee in its paper cup. âLatte runs are my specialty.â
Yep, your pride was suffering a bit, but you were determined enough to ignore it.
Denise set down her notepad and held out her hand to you.Â
âThen youâre hired,â she said.
Your face dropped, and your coffee hand lowered.Â
âReally?â you blurted out. âYou donât have any other candidates?â
âWhat for? I found the one I like,â she said, giving you a wink. âI mean, Iâll need to talk to Cassie, but Iâm sure sheâll be on board with this.â
Embarrassingly, you found yourself fighting tears. You blinked fast to get rid of the sting.
âUm, thank you,â you said.
 After talking through the compensation and benefits part of it all, Denise gave you a hug before you left. It wasnât the most professional interview youâd ever been through, but it was definitely the easiest.
As you got back into your car outside the Dewell & Hoyt office, you connected your phone, already excited to call Beau to tell him the good news, then Ava.
But then, an idea sparked in your mindâsomething youâd never done before.
Beau considered lawyers to be a necessary evil in his line of work. But even Alan Shaffer, Assistant District Attorney, usually didnât try Beauâs patience this early in the day.
âWhy the hell wouldnât the Daltons take a plea?â he asked, crossing his arms at the man standing at the business end of his desk. âNot that Iâm surprised theyâre that stupid, but with the mountain of evidence weâve got against themââ
âAgainst Clay Dalton,â Shaffer corrected. âThe rest is mostly circumstantial. Your guys couldnât recover any forensic evidence that puts Ezra or Jack at the Farm either. The place had been wiped clean by the time your team got there, all their shit burned. Now, Clayâs claiming his brothers werenât aware of the trafficking operation. The other two are going along with it, hiding behind their lawyers.â
âWhat?â Beau said incredulously. âAre you fucking kidding me?â
Shaffer shook his head. âBloodâs thicker than water. Ezra and Jack will only roll on their brother for an immunity deal. Clay wonât implicate them at all, which means weâll need the Omegas to testify in order to put away all three brothers.â
Beau sensed another shoe was about to drop.
âOkay, whatâs the problem? That was the plan from the beginning.â
âThree of the four Omegas that originally agreed to testify have backed out,â Shaffer said, âafter I disclosed my witness list to the Defense.â
Beau rubbed his chin grimly. âGoddamn it. These bastards got to them somehow.â
âThe Daltons have deep fucking pockets. Their real wheat farm is one of the biggest and most profitable in Montana, and we already know who some of their private clients were,â Shaffer said grimly. âWealthy farmers, a few heads of industry in the state, even a couple of congressmen. We can work harder on getting one of them to roll, but the Daltons have too many goddamn friends and resources. They could throw hundreds of thousands of dollars in their defense, tie us up for years. The Omegas are our best bet.â
âSo protect them,â Beau said heatedly. âPut them in fucking Witness Protection!â
âObviously, Beau, but only one of them agreed, and sheâd only been there a couple of weeks,â Shaffer said. âWe need a few of the others who were there longer, saw more. Both the ones who were kept in the house, and in the barn out back.â
Beau shook his head at the mere thought, while the ADA pulled out the list of names on his phone. He read them out: Lucy Hernandez, Theresa Miller, Carlos Fuentes, Ashleyn Levi, and even you.
Beau tensed when your name was mentioned. Shaffer eyed him knowingly.
âNo,â Beau said, with a cutting gesture of his hand. âNot her.â
Shaffer considered him with a measure of sympathy, but it was tempered by thirty years of experience as a prosecutor, and a steel-coated fire for this case.
âI understand youâre in a hard spot here, Sheriff. You want to protect your mate, but sheâs part of this. You can't pretend otherwise,â he said.
âIâm not pretending, but I'm not the one whoâll be put in a hard spot, counselor,â Beau said sharply. âYou know full fucking well what's going to happen if she gets up on the stand. Sheâll have to relive it all. The way they kidnapped her, abused her, tried to break herâsheâd have to do it right in front of the men who did it. Not to mention have their lawyer try to pick her apart. She shouldnât have to see their faces again, let alone go through all of that bullshit.â
âItâll be no different for her friend Lucy, or any of the others," Shaffer countered. "They just donât have the county sheriff shielding them. I don't want to have to charge you with hindering prosecution.â
Beauâs jaw clenched, and he looked away with his hands resting on his belt. He knew he was being selfish, a hypocrite even, but the one thing he wasnât going to do was let you testify. Youâd need to go into Witness Protection, and he couldnât see himself letting you go without him. But he also couldnât just leave his post here either. It was all too much to contemplate.
Shaffer seemed to have good enough sense to know he wasnât going to make any more progress here today.
"Just let me do my job, Beau," he said.
"Yeah, why don't you go fucking do it then," Beau snapped.
Shaffer gave him an exasperated look, leaving Beauâs office with a shake of his head. They both knew what was at stake here, but it didn't make the snake's pit any easier to navigate.
Beau sighed and rubbed his face as his thoughts spiraled into deeper worries, namely your safety.
But then, his brows began to furrow. He thought he heard your voice in the hall.
He quickly stepped out of his office and found you near the reception desk, reluctantly taking a business card from Alan Shaffer as you listened to him speak.
Beauâs heart plummeted as he watched you look down at the card, your face pale and shell-shocked. The ADA gave you a nod and resumed his path out of the station, but you were barely able to acknowledge him.
When you finally looked up and noticed Beau approaching, you took in a subtle breath of relief.
âHey, baby,â he murmured, pressing a gentle kiss to the side of your head. âWanna come over to my office?â
You nodded, unable to form human words at the moment. He didnât know it, but that sunny excitement you felt just minutes ago, when you were belting out Rihannaâs âOnly Girl in the World?â
Well, it just got punched out of you, like a frigid dousing of reality.
Beau guided you into his office and closed the door behind you. He put you in his comfy desk chair and offered you some coffee, then water when you declined. If you drank any more coffee today, you were going to start twitching like a crack addict. Â
âUh, you want half of my sandwich?â Beau said, holding up the rest of his early lunch that sat on a greasy spread of foil on his desk. âSome hot pastrami from that little diner where I got us those burgers last week.â
A smile tugged at your lips. You knew he hit that place for lunch at least three times a week.
âWow, one of your favorite sandwiches from Tonyaâs?â you remarked. âNow I know youâre worried.â
He gave you the sandwich anyway, and sat on the edge of his desk afterward. He crossed his arms while you ate, almost looking more agitated than you.Â
You almost sighed. You didnât like seeing him stressed out, especially about you. You tentatively reached for his hand.
He gave it to you, smiling a little as his thumb brushed over your knuckles.
âSomehow I didnât think about this part, even though I know I shouldâve,â you said. Your lower lip got pulled between your teeth as you weighed the lawyerâs words in your mind. âDo I really need to testify?â
âYou donât have to if you donât want to,â Beau said firmly.
âBut if I donât, wonât it hurt the case?â you asked.
Beau paused. His free hand rubbed at his temple as he thought about how to answer you.Â
âBeau,â you prodded. âIs there something youâre not telling me?â
He met your gaze at that. He was still reluctant, but he knew then that he couldnât keep this part of it from you. He explained what Shaffer told him earlier, about the Daltons likely trying to intimidate the other potential witnesses. Anonymous phone calls, emails, and even a case of a man following Theresa in a grocery store. She hadn't recognized him, but his scent had been familiar to her. Fortunately, her older brother was with her. As an Alpha himself, he managed to scare off the stranger.
That still didn't go a long way to make you feel at ease though.
âThe idea is to put them in Witness Protection,â Beau said. âShaffer will get them on board, okay? You donât have to worry about this.â
You folded your hands at your lips in contemplation. Could it really be that easy? Were you really allowed to say it wasnât your responsibility?
âAnyway, thanks for coming to surprise me here,â he said. âI donât think youâve seen my office yet.â
His desk was a wide behemoth of laminate wood. It held the weight of an old cup of coffee, his computer, and more stacks of paperwork, both loose and gathered together by large paperclips. Though he did have one framed picture of his daughter from when she was younger, holding a small fish she caught. She wore a wide smile that was missing a couple of teeth.
âHow old is Emily there?â you asked.
Beau chuckled. He grabbed the picture, and you got out of your chair so you could both take a look at it, him with some wistfulness in his eyes.
âAbout four,â he said. âMe and my dad took her fishing out on McGovern Lake. Poor girl was bored out of her mind for about an hour, until she almost lost my fishing rod trying to catch this little quarter-pounder.â
You smiled over at him. âIâd like to meet her, you know.â
âYeah, weâre overdue on that,â Beau said, setting down the picture. âSheâs just had a lot going on at school since graduation is around the corner, but weâll do that soon.â
You nodded in agreement. Your hand wrapped around his arm, earning his attention.
âHey, I actually came here with some good news,â you said with a smile. âYour friend Denise gave me the job as an assistant at the PI firm.â
Beau blinked in surprise. âWhat? Thatâs the assistant job you were talking about?â
He didn't necessarily look pleased. Your face began to fall.
âUh, yeah. Didnât I tell you I saw Cassieâs name in the listing? Youâre the one who told me that was her business: Dewell & Hoyt. I even texted Cassie. She confirmed they were looking for an assistant.â
Realization dawned on him, but not the pleasant kind.
âAhâŠI gotcha, I just didnât think youâd actually applied there,â he said. âBut thatâs good, sweetheart.â
He tried to smile for you, but it fell short.
You quirked a brow. âColor me crazy, but Iâm not getting the feeling youâre actually happy for me. I finally found a job that pays decently, and itâs even with your friends.â
Beau rubbed the back of his neck, feeling the sting of guilt.
âI know, Iâm sorry,â he said, reaching out for you. Despite your better judgment, you stepped closer into his orbit, allowing his hands to find purchase on your hips. You crossed your arms and gave him an expectant look. Was he going to explain himself, or just try to butter you up with his big man hands creeping toward your ass?
âDonât you think youâd be better off with a less stressful job, though?â he asked.
âI donât know what job isnât stressful,â you remarked. âHonestly, I donât think a little filing and Google searching is going to be all that taxing on my mental health.â
âMy daughter was their intern last summer, and you know how that turned out,â he said pointedly.
That reminder made the sarcasm fade from your tongue. You softened.
âCassie and Denise deal with some gnarly cases sometimes. Missing persons, cheaters, and beaters, even murderers,â he said.Â
You nodded, more solemn. âI know. Thatâs the reason I want to do it. Even if itâs in a small way, if I can make a difference in someoneâs life, then maybe what I went through might turn out to be worth itâŠâÂ
Then, you smiled. You uncrossed your arms and playfully gripped his shirt collar.Â
âAside from you and me,â you said.
Beauâs slow grin overtook most of his lingering worry. Inside, his chest was caving in a little; he couldnât help but admire your heart.Â
He tugged you those last few inches closer, enough to press a lingering kiss to your lips.Â
âAll right,â he relented, âbut if ever it gets too much over there, all you gotta do is call meââ
You smothered his lips with your fingers, laughing before you kissed him again.Â
âYou think thatâs all itâs gonna take to distract me?â he said, between the soft meeting of your lips and his. Your teeth grazed his bottom lip, both answering and retaliating as your hands slipped up his chest and into his hair. You pressed yourself more flush against him.Â
âI think youâre a very protective Alpha, who needs to relax,â you teased, tugging on his hair at the back of his neck.Â
A guttural groan caught in his throat. Now that your scent was inevitably going to invade his office too, he thought it was only fair that he get you acquainted with the weight of his desk, damn the paperwork he still had to sort out on it.Â
But a short knock, followed by the creak of the door opening, had you gasping quietly, jolting back, even if the cage of his arms wouldnât let you go far.Â
One of his deputies paused in the doorway, raising a brow. You smiled sheepishly.
âHey, Jenny,â you said, a hot blush of embarrassment rising in your cheeks.
Her mouth quirked. âLunch date?â
âUh, yeah. Whatâs up?â Beau said, clearing his throat. There was another bitter twinge of guilt stuck in there.
His hand slid more casually to your back as you moved to sit beside him on the desk, rather than half-sprawled in his lap.
âGot a robbery in motion,â Jenny said. âYou coming?â
Beau looked torn for a second, but he gave you an apologetic look. You waved a hand in understanding.
âItâs okay, go,â you said. âJustâŠbe careful.â
âNow whoâs being protective,â he winked. You rolled your eyes, but you still smiled when he kissed you goodbye.
He quickly grabbed his wallet, keys, and department-issued gun from inside his desk, while you rescued your purse off the floor. Even with Beauâs hand lingering on the small of your back while walking with you outside the station, he carried on his conversation with Jenny about the specifics of the report.
âYou catching a ride with Popcorn?â he asked.
âHeâs already there,â she said, digging for the car keys in her jean pocket.
âWell, my carâs right here. I can give you a ride,â Beau said. He nodded at his Jeep parked out front.
You didnât miss the way Jenny glanced at you, albeit briefly, and with a slight smile before she waved him off.
âItâs okay,â she said, pressing the red button on her keys that made her car honk its presence just a short way down the parking lot. âIâll meet you there.â
It wasnât much of a moment, but for some reason, it stuck in your mind for the rest of the afternoon. You could almost smell it in the airâa hint of tension, an odd thread of unspoken subtext that made you curious.
Beau, and even Cassie had told you some stories about Jenny already. Hothead, spitfire, stubborn and reckless were all adjectives that had worthy anecdotes when it came to the former private investigator turned police detective. And with another Alpha as one of Beauâs deputies, you wouldnât be surprised if theyâd butted heads once or twice on the job.Â
You thought to ask him about it later, but the robbery turned into a shooting at the local outlet mall. The only one hurt was the perpetrator himself, but it still ran Beau into overtime.
You wouldnât see him that night, and by the next morning, Jenny Hoyt was far from your mind.
Three Weeks Later
âHey, can you find me the Ashburn file?â Cassie asked you. The digital file was on her iPad, but the client had actually printed out about three months' worth of his wife's social media activity and bank transactions. He claimed it was relevant to his suspicion that she was sneaking around.
You paused in your task of processing an expense report on your computer to look up at your friend and boss.
âSure,â you said, spinning in your office chair away from your desk and wheeling yourself toward the new file system youâd created. Now the monstrous gray filing cabinet that took up half the wall was organized by year, month, and last name instead of the free-for-all it used to be. You quickly found Tyler Ashburnâs file in the special Active Cases section and handed it over.
âWow,â Cassie rose a brow. âAnd itâs not covered in sticky notes.â
She cut a sly gaze at Denise over at her desk. The latter good naturedly rolled her eyes and raised a pointed finger in her own defense.
âMy notes are helpful,â Denise said. âI always put down when we actually opened the case versus when it closed, who we needed to follow up with, and how much gas mileage you put on the company card, including a certain ATV rental with our resident mountain man, Mr. Cormack Barnesââ
Cassie swatted the messy bun on Deniseâs head with the file, making her yelp in protest.
âWe were following a lead into some rough terrain,â Cassie said, though her slight smile gave her away.
âRight,â said Denise. She was relentless, sliding a pen suggestively between her fingers. âI guess that hot pursuit led you to that cabin in the mountains too.â
You tried and failed to stifle a burst of laughter, especially at that look on Cassieâs face; it said she couldnât deny a damn thing. It wasn't quite a That 70s Show-level burn, but close enough.
âDoes Cormack usually help you with cases?â you asked. You met the man a few weeks ago on a double date between you and Beau, Cassie and her boyfriend of nearly a year.
âNow and then, when I can use the backup,â Cassie replied. âBut lately heâs been busy helping his brother get his Park Ranger license.â
You quirked your head at that. âThat makesâŠa lot of sense.â
By now youâd heard more about Walter, the real resident mountain man, and every tragic event of last summer. Frankly, you admired the fact that Cassie and Cormack were still together, after she basically helped unravel the fact that his father was a serial murderer, a sick bastard. And now a dead bastard, thanks to Cormackâs own mother.
Sunny Barnes had a long stretch ahead of her, but Beau got the ADA to knock it down to ten to fifteen years instead of twenty-five to life, citing severe emotional disturbance and self-defense, among other things.
âTheyâve gotten close, havenât they?â Denise said, bringing your mind back to the topic of Cormack and his half-brother.
Cassie smiled. âYeah, itâs kinda cute. They just went on a road trip to Yellowstone not too long ago. But apparently Walterâs already talking about getting his first apartment, if things go well with the ranger thing.â
âHmm, does that mean youâre gonna make some room in that big ranch house for Cormack?â Denise teased.
Cassie chuckled. âLetâs not get ahead of ourselves. Weâve barely been together a year.â Â
âBut itâs been a good year, right?â
âYeah⊠Yeah, it has.â
You restrained a sigh. You envied the relationships of Betas. It seemed so much moreâŠsimple. Go with the flow. Less charged with the social expectations (and primal urges) that too often came with the dynamics of Alphas and Omegas. Even Denise had been surprised when you had to admit that you and Beau werenât mated yet.
âButâŠisnât he your true mate?â sheâd asked.
A blush spread across your cheeks. âWe justâŠwant to take things slow. Weâve only known each other for a few months.â
Denise uttered a snort, then held a hand over her mouth in embarrassment.
âIâm sorry. I just remember what it was like for my sister. She was fortunate enough to meet her true mate too. She had her first heat about two weeks in. Obviously, I didnât see her for a few days.â
Your smile was strained at best.
âBy the end of the month, they were mated, planning to move in together, and picking out a wedding date,â Denise said, punctuating her fun little anecdote with a click of her pen in your direction. âNot that itâs any of my business, but you and Beau must have some monumental restraint.â
Yeah, it hadnât exactly been your most professional conversation at work. But from the beginning, Denise and Cassie had treated you more like a friend than strictly an employee. Overall, it was nice to have more women, more good people in your corner. Theyâd started inviting you to grab a drink with them after work, with Denise often bringing you coffee in the morning (despite you reminding her that latte schleping was your job).Â
And of course, they showed you their processes on cases, but you also werenât used to so many people knowing your intimate businessâespecially when you were just trying to get a handle on it yourself.
âWhat about you, hun?â Denise asked predictably, swiveling her chair in your direction. âWhatâs our dear sheriff up to? Iâm surprised he hasnât come through today already to check up on you, making sure weâre not locking you up in the back of the sweat shop.â
You snorted. âI think he just likes seeing what youâve brought him to eat. Which reminds me, you think you could give me that recipe for the German apple cake?â
Her eyes lit up at anyone who enjoyed her food.
âOh, sure! Iâll text it to you.â
Meanwhile, Cassie tucked Trey Ashburn's file under her arm. His wife was being distant lately, white lies here and there, not wanting to talk, just focusing on their two kids. He didnât want to expect the worst, but paying Cassie to look into it was somehow easier for him than forcing the truth out of his wife. Cassie already felt bad for the kids. It looked like their mom did have a side thing going onâwith Trey's brother.
âHey, howâs Emily?â she asked you. âBeau mentioned that sheâs been stressing out a bit about graduation next week.â
Your brows furrowed slightly. âReally? Thatâs more than heâs told me recently.â
Cassieâs perceptive gaze caught something in yours.
âOh, have you met his daughter yet?â she asked.
You bit your lip. âNo, not yet. Iâve been wanting to, and I told him that, butâŠI guess heâs not ready for that.â
You couldnât deny, the thought hurt. Youâd been with him for over three months now, and Emily was seventeen years old, a young woman. But maybe it wasnât Beau. Maybe Emily didnât like the idea of her dad with someone newâsomeone other than her mom.
Carlaâs been married to that tech guy for over two years though, you reasoned. Then again, Emily was still a teenager. She was allowed to have unreasonable feelings about her parentsâ divorce, and the way they were both starting over.Â
âHas he given you a reason?â Denise asked.
âNo, not really.â You tapped your nails lightly on your desk in contemplation. âBut heâs been so respectful of my boundaries, Iâm just trying to respect his too.â
Both women nodded, a little solemn.
âThat girlâs been through a lot,â Denise said. âItâs just great to see how well sheâs bounced back. She told me she got into NYU. Sheâs looking to major in Journalism.â
âOoh, out of state?â Cassie said, raising a brow. âBeauâs gonna love that.â
All of you shared amused smiles at that. The Alphaâs protective instincts ran deep for his daughter, understandably so. But you actually felt a little bad for Emily. She was going to have a hard time convincing her dad to let her move to New York by herself.
âSo,â you said, drawing a bit of your courage. âWhat about Carla, his ex? He told me she remarried some shady crypto enthusiast.â
Cassie snorted at that particular description.
âYeah, well, suffice to say that last summer was a hot fucking mess, Buck Barnes aside,â she said. âAvery got involved way in over his head stealing from the wrong people. Nearly got himself, Emily, and even Carla killed too. I think the only reason she took him back is because heâs also her true mate. For better or worse.â
You frowned. You never really thought youâd feel bad for Carla, after the way she literally left Beau scarred and at his worst, butâŠ
âMen are fucking stress,â you muttered.
Denise shook her head in wry agreement. âEven the best of them let that thing swinging between their legs drive shotgun more often than the brain God gave âem.â
You laughed, despite yourself. âCanât argue with that, butâŠI guess right now I canât complain too much. Like I said, Beauâs been really patient with me. He makes it easier for me to open up about some things, andâŠwell, I think Iâve done that for him too.â
Denise smiled at you gently, Cassie knowingly, though with a wry edge.
âI guess heâs trying harder now,â she remarked. And more under her breath, âBetter late than never.â
You paused, brows furrowing. âWhat?â
Cassie blinked, instantly regretting what she said as she met your eyes. But you didnât miss the brief look Denise threw her way.
âBeau told me how it ended with Carla, about what happened to his partner Randy,â you said. âI donât think their split was all on him.â
Denise nodded. âYeah, we know a bit about that. And weâve met Carla. We know she can be a tough lady. He seems to have a type though.â
Another knowing look, this time with a flash of warning from Cassie. Your suspicions began to grow like a reedy vine, splintering off with weeds around your heart. Your face fell.
âGuys,â you said, earning the attention of both women.
You took in a breath that didnât make you feel any steadier.
âWhat is it that I donât know?â you asked.
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He breathed out his lingering tension. âHave you already eaten? I can take us out to dinner.â
You hesitated. âIâm not really in the mood to go out tonight.â
Beau thought he heard something off in your tone, but maybe you were just tired too.
âThatâs okay. I can pick something up. I just wanna see you,â he admitted.
Again, there was a pause on the other end of the line. It made Beauâs brows knit together slightly.
âOkay, yeah. We do need to talk about something.â
He frowned. âUh, oh. Is this our first âwe need to talk?ââ
He heard you sigh, and it only made him feel worse.
âSomething like that.â
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Summary: When Beau had the bright idea of going undercover to observe a pair of questionable Alphas at a casino, he never expected to meet you, caught in the crossfire of a perilous operation.
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Series Tags & Warnings: (18+) | Omegaverse, mutual pining, love triangle (I feel for Jenny on this one), angst, trauma and PTSD (please see the series masterlist for full tags), emotional support, hurt/comfort, protective Beau, A/B/O dynamics, and smut (v. fingering, fem. receiving oral, handjob, penetrative sex, romantic smut)
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Part 4: Catharsis
The stakeout began on Saturday. By Tuesday, Jenny and Poppernak had photographic evidence of a gray mid-size SUV coming in and out of the farmhouse with groceries and other packages. The driver was an unknown male, but the passenger was Clay Dalton.
He helped his subordinate heft three tanks of kerosene to the back of the property, where Poppernak was able to get long-lens pictures of a barnâthe broad side, in fact. The officers had to assume Clay was preparing for one hell of a bonfire.
Even though the property wasn't listed under any of the Daltons' names, Beau discovered that the deed was held by an alias, Terry Stevenson. It was a nickname of their dad's, Terrance, combined with their mother's maiden name.
Which meant that Jack and Ezra Dalton lost their last bargaining chip of leverage with the ADA that day.
Beau's team partnered with SWAT in order to raid the house, the barn, and the entire ranch behind them. They caught Clay Dalton and his right-hand men in the middle of some kind of sick prostitution fire sale with the handful of young men and women they had left, getting ready to drug, blindfold, and move them into the SUV.
All Omegas must go.
Beau did exactly what he had promised Jack Dalton that night over two months ago. His brother was rounded up into custody, along with his intended "clients," and Beau made sure that every Omega was taken to the hospital under police protection. His deputies would make sure each of their families were contacted. Hopefully soon, they would all be going home.
After that long and harrowing night, Beau asked Jenny to join him for a drink at their usual bar. She knew, just by that look on his face, that there was a reason for it.
She was sitting across from him at the small table, half a whiskey sour down, before he finally came out with it.
"You probably already know this, but I need to tell you anyway," he said, meeting her gaze. "Because you deserve to hear it from me."
"I know. You found your Omega," Jenny said. Her smile was knowing, but it didn't reach her eyes. She glanced down at the dark liquor lightly sloshing in her glass. "I'm guessing she doesn't know about ourâŠwell, what did we even call it? Because it certainly wasn't a relationship."
Beau sighed, rubbing his face tiredly. That was enough of an answer for her.
"Typical man," she said, shaking her head as she drank.
"Listen, it's not that easy," Beau said. "You know what she's been through. I just don't want to overwhelm her."
"You mean you don't want to make it harder for her to let you in," she countered. As she so often did, she hit the nail all too painfully on its head.
She drained the rest of her glass and set it down with a heavy clink on the table. It sounded like finality and hurt like raking nails over an old wound.
"Do what you want, Beau," she said. "Clearly what we had isnât the same as finding your true mate, but for her sake, I hope you get better at this."
Beau shook his head and expelled a sigh. Resignation, frustration, guiltâit was all relative.
He leaned in and spoke quietly. âListen, I didnât mean to lead you on. Really, itâŠshouldnât have happened.â
Jenny huffed incredulously, her brows raising as if she couldnât quite believe his audacity.
âWhat I mean is,â he quickly pivoted, âI shouldnât have let it get as far as we did. I know, weâre both adults here and it takes two to chimichanga, but I am your superior. It was my responsibility, and I was too deep in my own head to keep that into perspective. I realize how weâŠhow I ended things wasnât fair. Wasnât right by you. But a relationshipâa real go of it, out in the open for the Department to scrutinize, hell, the whole town... I just couldnât see a way it wouldnât blow up on both of us, especially on you.â
Jenny considered him for a moment. She turned his words over in his mind, and if she was honest, there was a fair bit of truth there. They were the very same reasons she maintained the hard line of professionalism for so long. But one late night in the office, catching him half a bottle of whiskey deep with eyes that needed to forget, and a give in her chest that wanted to help himâsomehow, that night had led them here.
âI think,â she said, âyou want to use that as an excuse, because you were afraid. Because youâve been burned before, and letting someone in means letting them see the parts of you that you havenât forgiven yourself for.â
With that, she got up from her seat.
"Jenny," he said, briefly stopping her from leaving. He was wrestling with himself, but still deeply sorry when he said, "I care about you. You gotta believe me on that. I didn't mean toâŠ"
"Hurt me?" Jenny said, smiling ruefully. Tears began to shine in her eyes; the ones she had never let him see. "I didn't see it before, but now I get why Carla left you."
Jenny left him there too, contemplating yet another mess he didnât know how to fix.
Beau was good at swallowing his guilt. Whiskey was a good chaser.
Seeing you was another balm entirely. It was harder to remember the sting of his mistakes whenever he called you and heard the smile in your voice.
He took you horseback riding that weekend and got to see how natural you were, how much more at peace you seemed whenever you had the sun on your face and a mountain breeze to stir your hair.
You put him onto your favorite restaurants in town and got him to try Vietnamese food for the first time, telling him more stories about Mrs. Liu and the way she met her wheat-grown, Midwestern husband during the Vietnam war. Theyâd been literal star-crossed lovers on opposing sides.
âHe saved her, defied his orders and his duty,â you told him. âShe saved him, just by being who she was.â
Beau wasnât always a good listener by nature, but with you, that part came easier. You also got more out of him than he expected; he told you more about Emily, of course, but about his parents too, and how their divorce forced him and his brother to grow up quicker than they probably shouldâve. And how his sergeant father had a very narrow view of what would make his sons into men.
Beau would never forget that look of disappointment. You would think a father would be proud the day his son got into the police academy.
âYou shouldâve enlisted in the army if you wanted to follow in my footsteps. At least then youâd have some real discipline. Real backbone. Then your badge would mean something,â heâd said.
"He's softened up a bit since then, but not gonna lie, that one stung," Beau admitted. The horses plodded along the trail, clopping into the dry dirt and trodden grass.
You listened, as you always did, with rapt attention. This time, you wore a thoughtful frown.
âAll due respect to your dad, but it sounds like he and my mom need to write a book: How to send your kids to therapy in 20 years or less,â you remarked.
Beau could only laugh. âYeah, well, my brother Tomâs the favorite. Heâs the doctor. Cardio surgeon, actually. Married with two kids, got the steady hands and the damn near perfect life.â
You smiled then and drew a little closer on your horse. You tentatively reached for him and slipped your hand into his.
âThese seem pretty steady to me,â you said.
He chuckled, feeling that suspect warmth prickling in his chest, steadily pooling south. He kissed your hand then, contemplating how soft your lips would feel.
Beau eventually found himself in that teenage girl phase of looking forward to your calls after work and texting you good morning the next day. And every time he got to see you, it was hard to say goodbye.
Heâd drop you off in front of your building and walk you to the door, like tonight, after going out to see a movie. You looked up at him with the glow of the moon shining in your eyes, and a soft smile that felt like it was just for him.
âGoodnight,â you said, while the spring breeze tousled your hair.
Beau tucked those wily strands behind your ear, his thumb brushing your cheek.
âGoodnight, sweetheart,â he said. âSee you soon.â
You nodded, biting your lip. âYeah.â
Beauâs thumb moved across your lower lip, freeing it from your teeth. Your gaze slowly met his, your warmth breath puffing softly through parted lips. Your fingers curled around the edges of his jacket, and you leaned into his broad frame.
Beau tilted your face up to his as he began to close the distance, but you drew in a breath and held your hands flat against his chest, a small press of resistance.
He paused, blinking, meeting your eyes in confusion. But when he saw the uneasy hesitation on your face, he relaxed.
âIâm sorry, I justâŠâ You couldnât finish the thought, peering up at him anxiously.
Beau shook his head and stroked your cheek again.
âItâs okay,â he said. âWeâll take this as slow as you need.â
You blinked the shine of guilt and embarrassment from your eyes, still biting into your lip.
Beau gently tugged you into his arms instead. He would stand here and hold you. Hold you until you felt safe. Hold you until you believed him when he said he wouldnât push you for more than this.
He would wait for you. By now, he knew he wasnât going anywhere.
The next afternoon, you kicked off your flats and landed beside Ava on the living room sofa, heaving a long and exaggerated groan.
You disturbed her annual rewatching of House M.D. to plop down, reach back underneath your blouse, and unhook your bra. It soon flew across the room, rocketed by your frustration.
Her lips tugged at a smile. You had a flair for the dramatic today.
"How was the interview?" she intoned.
You covered your face and let out a long, irritated groan into your hands.
"It started off so well! I mean, I thought I was better than the guy ahead of me who had peanut butter stains on his pantsâŠor at least, I fucking hope it was peanut butter," you said. "It's a simple copywriting job! I proved that yes, I am literate, and yes, I can write a description of a goddamn kale and banana smoothie. I mightâve been basically home-schooled by Animal Planet and the cast of Friends, but I can string English words together. You know what they did?"
"Hired peanut butter guy?" she guessed, while eating a piece of celery. She dipped another one in her side of ranch and fed you a bite.
"They hired peanut butter guy!" you said with your mouth full. Maybe Beau was rubbing off on you. "They said he had more experience. In what, cutting the crust off?"
Ava gave you a sympathetic pat on your cheek.
"Maybe you should get back into retail. You actually have experience in that. Haven't you talked to your old boss at the bookstore?" she asked.
"I did, but he already hired a replacement for me a while ago," you said, heaving a sigh as you slumped back against the couch. "I got the feeling she's better at the job than I was."
"He could still give you a recommendation if you apply to another store," she suggested.
You sighed. "I really don't think I want to go back to retail. I liked managing the store, I guess, but I want to try doing somethingâŠmore. Something I'm not just doing because it's familiar or convenient. Something that matters to me."
Ava could understand that. She worked as an assistant in the therapist's office where you had been going to see Dr. Granger every week. Ava was also a year into her master's in Clinical Psychology, with a focus on child and adolescent development. While you couldn't afford to go to college, you had devoured every book that ever sparked your interest, and you had learned plenty just by getting through your life. Still, you appreciated your best friend's input on this stuff.
"That's brave, you know?" Ava said. "But it's also natural to want a change, after everything that's happened."
Putting it mildly, you thought.
"Speaking of, it's beenâwhat, almost three months?" she said.
"Yeah. I've been living with you longer than I was in that house," you said quietly.
She eyed you knowingly. "It doesn't feel like that, does it?"
You shook your head. "No. Feels like I was in there for a goddamn year."
She rubbed your arm in comfort, but likely seeing the way your mind began to spin back into those shadier corners, she changed the subject.
"And how's it going with Mr. Beau Arlen?" she asked teasingly. She even picked up a few celery sticks to fan herself with. "God, what a name. What a face. What a beautiful ass."
"Okay," you laughed a little, if through a tiny spark of jealousy. Your cheeks still began to burn though. "Don't you have a boyfriend?"
"Yes, and I love him, you know? But he is a Beta," she said wistfully. "There's just something about Alphas. The dick game is always excellent, for one thing."
Your mouth fell open in shock. "JesusâŠwait, really? I mean, I know. But you're an Alpha too. You're saying it's just as hot with other Alphas?"
"Hotter," she admitted. She sighed softly and broke off another piece of celery with her teeth. You could tell she was reminiscing over some lovely tryst in her mind. "But maybe if I ever meet the right OmegaâŠmy Omega, it'll be different."
You hummed in contemplation. That just brought her attention back to you with a sly smile.
"So, really. Beau. You've been hanging out a lot with him lately," she said.
You conceded that with a nod. "Yeah, he's a good guyâŠsurprisingly easy to talk to. He actually invited me to a movie night on Friday. He wants to introduce me to Cassie."
"Cassie?" Ava asked, raising a brow.
"Yeah," you said, chuckling lightly. "Apparently his friends are allâŠwomen."
Ava's face became tinged with playful suspicion. "Do I detect a note of jealousy?"
"No," you said, putting up your hands in surrender. "It's no big deal. I'm looking forward to meeting her. Beau's going to host it at his apartment, so I want to make some brownies to bring over there."
"Aw, that's great! I'm sure you'll have fun," Ava said. "Are you planning to stay the night?"
You paused, fidgeting with the hem of your blouse.
"Um, I don't think so," you said. "We haven't really done that before."
Ava blinked at you in surprise. "You meanâŠthings haven't progressed with our lovely sheriff? The man who looks at you like I look at red velvet cheesecake, full of beauty and full-bodied decadence?"
You tried to smile, but it didn't last. Your gaze fell to your hands, twisting together in your lap.
Ava's face softened. She rested a hand on your knee.
"It's okay to take it slow," she said.
You nodded again, but the tears still welled up with a hot sting in your eyes.
"I know. I know that, and we have been. But he's been so patient, and kind, and I won't even let him kiss me," you said, wiping furiously at your tears. "I want him. I want him so bad it really does hurt."
Your hand splayed over your chest where the bond thrummed the strongest, and sometimes, the most painfully.
"I justâŠdon't know how to let go of all the shit I saw, Ava. And what I did. Yeah, they may not have fucked me, but they made me do things that still make bile rise up in my throat."
Your words came out like raking over gravel, like acid on bare skin, harsh and filled with hate.
Ava had a hand pressed over her mouth while her own tears welled up.
"I feel like damaged goods already," you choked out. "Beau saved us. He saved so many of us. And he's gone through his own shit too. He deserves more thanâŠthis."
Ava shook her head and gently took your hands, so that you looked her in the eyes.
"I'm sure he doesn't see you that way. I certainly don't. Of course I don't want to tell you how to feel, but I can tell you that I love you because of who you are. Youâre loyal and kind, and stronger than you think. I've been telling you that since we were kids," she said, drying your tears with the back of her hand. "And I think if you can learn to love yourself again, it'll be easier to let him love you too."
Somehow, she accomplished in one moment what Dr. Granger hadn't in two months. She was going to make one hell of a child therapist.
For the first time, you finally let go of that tightly clenched chain inside you that had kept you from fully unraveling. You clung to Ava's shoulder and released it all in body-wracking sobs.
It wasn't an end-all, fix-all, but it was a catharsis. Maybe it was enough to actually start healing.
Friday night came quicker than Beau expected, and he was a little nervous about it. Not because he was worried about you meeting Cassie. In fact, he was sure you two would hit it off.
He just wasn't expecting Jenny to show up at his door.
With his brain glitching, unable to find a civil reason not to, he let her come in. Now she was in his kitchen, as she'd been many times before, cutting up some strawberries to dip in a giant jar of Nutella: a movie night staple. She turned to look over her shoulder and found him standing there, still unable to form the right words to address the unspoken tension underneath the quiet chopping.
"Hey," she said.
"UhâŠhey?" he said eloquently. "I didn't think you'd come tonight."
She snorted, crossing her arms as she turned to face him. "Clearly."
Beau's brain was still struggling to compute. "But you know I invited her."
"Her?" Jenny echoed. Her brow arched in thinly veiled sarcasm.
He sighed and frowned at her. "You know who. MyâŠgirlfriend."
He was uncertain about that label, only because heâd never felt the need to clear up that particular gray area with you. True mates seemed to cover just about everything shy of legalities.
"Oh, her." Jenny smiled and grabbed a Nutella-covered strawberry to pop into her mouth. "That's right. I'm looking forward to seeing her again."
Beau's smile was strained at best. In retrospect, maybe it wasn't fair of him to expect Jenny to sit out of movie night, just because it had the potential to be massively awkward for everyone involved. But they both knew she was holding a loaded gun here.
"Okay," he said. "You're not gonna shove me off a cliff here, are ya?"
"Oh, no," she said, pushing off the counter to pat his arm. "You're usually pretty good at doing that part yourself."
Cassie ventured back into the kitchen as Jenny walked out. She picked up on the testiness in her friend's wake, and the tension in Beau as he watched her. Cassie raised her brows.
"Yikes," she said quietly. "Are you sure this is a smart idea?"
Beau took a deep (supposedly calming) breath. You had already called to let him know you were on the way.
"Too late for that," he said. "Can you do me a favor and get the wine opener, so I can bludgeon myself?"
Cassie smirked. "Oh, you're not getting off that easily. Though it looks like you're trying hard, Romeo."
Her gaze pointedly dipped down his form, to what looked like a new pair of dark-wash jeans and a hunter green buttoned-down shirt. He was freshly showered and groomed. She even leaned in a little and sniffed him.
"Are you wearing cologne?" she asked. "I may not totally understand the dynamics here, but isn't the raw scent of your true mate supposed to be enough to get you going into a frenzy?"
Beau grimaced. "All right, no need to take it there."
But yes, was the answer. Yours had the added effect of calming him down and arousing him, sometimes in the same breath. It was pretty damn confusing (and addictive).
He subtly cleared his throat and crossed his arms. Cassie's gaze on him was shrewd.
"What? You two still haven't�" she trailed.
He quirked his head. "No. And since when do we talk about my sex life?"
"Since you startedâand stoppedâhaving sex with my best friend," she said pointedly.
Beau sighed, rubbing at his face. Maybe he should've just taken you to the movies and let Cassie and Jenny destroy his apartment in revenge. Would that make everyone happy?
"But in this case, I think it's for the best," Cassie said, surprising him. "Not just because you work together, but for the obvious reason being that you've found something rare. Something not everyone gets to have."
Beau paused at that. Eventually, he nodded.
"Trust me, I'm not taking it for granted," he said. Then he sighed. "Look, I'm sorry for how it's all shaken out. It's not fair to Jenny, or even you, caught in the middle hereâŠ"
Just then, he noticed your car coming down the street from the kitchen window. He lived on the first floor of his apartment building, so it wouldn't take you long to walk over from the parking lot.
"But I really do think you're gonna like her," he said, smiling.
Cassie found herself smiling a little too, just at that dumb look of infatuation on his face.
"You look at her like that, and you two still haven't had sex?" she asked.
Beau's brief happier mood hitched with embarrassment, heat rising from his neck to his ears. He cleared his throat, shifting on his feet uncomfortably. Cassieâs face fell into confusion.
"But she's had to at least have had her heat by now. Not even then?" she asked. By now Beau had filled her in on what you'd gone through, the broad strokes at least, but she knew enough about Omegas and Alphas and their...urges. It made her glad to be a Beta.
"She's on suppressants," Beau whispered in frustration.
He didn't need this conversation overheard by Jenny, let alone you, or any of his nosy neighbors. He was very glad Emily was staying at her mom's this week. Sometimes, divorced co-parenting had its plus sides.
"Anyway, we really don't need to talk about this," he said, hearing a knock at the door. "She's literally at the door."
Beau went over to the living room, but of course, Jenny was the one who opened the door for you. You gave her a surprised smile.
"Hey! I didn't know you'd be here," you said, giving her a tentative hug.
"It was a bit of a last-minute decision. Good to see you," Jenny said. At least for you, she seemed genuine as she hugged you back.
Your eyes lit up when you saw him, though. "Hey, stranger."
"Hey, sweetheart, come on in," Beau said.
He was very aware of multiple pairs of eyes on him when he hugged you, kissing you on the cheek, but he couldn't help himself. He hadn't seen you since he took you to see the new Wuthering Heights last weekâfeaturing far more sexual tension than he was expecting from a 19th century classic. It probably did him more harm than good on keeping a tight grip of his self-control. Your thumb brushing the inside of his wrist while he held your hand had been a weird little torture move, but somehow, heâd managed.
Now your scent was invading his living space, not just his car; his living room, his kitchen, his bathroom, and even the two bedrooms. One of those was his, of course. It took more restraint than heâd like to admit in order to stand by the doorframe while he gave you the grand tour.
You looked around with the curiosity of Alice peeking around the corners of Wonderland, but you stopped and smiled at a small, framed picture of him and Emily on matching dirt bikes. Your fingers gently traced the corners of the frame.
His inner Alpha was pleased that you were here. Every time you turned your back to him to admire something else, his hands itched to mold to the curve of your waist, to hold you from behind, protectively and possessively, and begin to map out his future claim along your neck.
"Well, this is the two-cent tour," he said, as he rubbed the back of his own neck, ignoring a shiver when brushing the edge of his own mating gland. "What do you think?"
You turned back to him with a smile, but before you could reply, Jenny's voice interrupted in the hallway, on her way to the living room with a large popcorn bowl.
"It's an upgrade from the tin can you had last year," she remarked.
Beau raised a brow at her. She didn't have a problem with his tin can all those times she brought over a case of beer to go along with late-night conversation and laughter. Though he supposed he fucked that up tooâthe friendship they had before.
"Hey, I stand by my trailer," he said. "I got this place for my daughter, but if it had been just me, I had everything I needed there."
"Yeah, for a few years growing up, my mom and I lived in a trailer park not too far from here," you added with a shrug. There was a stigma behind the idea, but in Montana, it was more common than the transplants from California and New York realized. "It's not always easy, but we made it work."
Beau turned back to you with interest, especially knowing now what he did about your family.
"Really? It wasn't the one on Melrose, was it?"
"That's the one."
"Wow, seriously? That's where I lived."
Jenny hesitated in the hall, just a second, before she joined Cassie in the living room. The longer Jenny watched you and Beau connect, like fucking magnets, the surer she became that coming here was a mistake.
You watched Beau with his friends while they got the pizza, snacks, and the TV set up. Sometimes the inside jokes flew over your head, but seeing them laugh made you smile just to be a part of it.
Until you saw a certain look pass between Beau and Jenny after he handed her a beer. You didn't know why, but there was an ease and familiarity between them that sort of irritated you, on instinct, no matter how much you fought it.
Realistically, you knew it was hard for two Alphas to be truly compatible romantically. They both had natural dominant instincts. Neither one was likely to back down when challenged, especially by another Alpha. But like Ava told you, you were sure it didn't stop the sex from being explosive.
You tried to shake that particular thought out of your head.
Beau had told you before, these were just his friends. Jenny was one of his deputies, for God's sake. That kind of relationship would probably be too complex to navigate. Plus, that could have had ramifications on both of their careers, on Jenny especially as a subordinate officer, and as a woman.
âŠStill, you tried not to think about that. Stuffing more popcorn in your face was a decent distraction.
"All right, we have pizza, junk food, alcohol, and several streaming options," Beau said. "I'm gonna leave it up to you gals to decide on a movie, since I'm clearly outnumbered tonight."
Jenny and Cassie shared a look.
"Oh, well, there's always our old favorite," Jenny said. She searched on the TV until she found it: Crazy, Stupid Love.
Beau groaned. "Again? Look, as a father, that one's very cringe."
You bubbled up in excitement. "Aw, I get that, but it's an awesome movie! Ryan Gosling and Dirty Dancing references? I mean, come on."
Cassie and Jenny smiled at you like theyâd just found a sister in crime.
"She gets it," Cassie said, offering you the popcorn bowl for another handful. You giggled and matched their energy. The three of you were occupying the small sofa, leaving very little room for your host.
Beau rolled his eyes and sighed good-naturedly. "All right, you ladies take the couch then. Are we missing anything?"
"Ooh, the brownies! I accidentally left them on the kitchen counter," you called after him. He gave you a lazy salute.
You smiled and turned to deliberate with your new friends about the best Ryan Gosling movie. By the time you all finally agreed on The Notebook, Beau was back and making himself comfortable on some pillows and blankets on the ground, in front of the coffee table. You had to admit, if only to yourself, you were feeling the itch to make a small nest out of those soft-looking blankets. You were sure they would probably smell like him too.
"Shit, think I did forget my beer in the kitchen," Jenny said. While she left the couch to grab it, you turned to Cassie with a sheepish smile.
"Do you mind if I change seats?" you whispered, gesturing down to Beau. âYou and Jenny can have the couch.â
Cassie gave you a smile, knowing what you were really asking. "Go ahead."
"Thanks," you said, through a light blush.
She chuckled under her breath, pressing play on the movie as she watched you grab the popcorn bowl and slip down to sit with Beau.
"You take that," you said, handing him the bowl, "so I can have this."
You curled your hands around his arm and tucked yourself under one of the blankets. Beau grinned over at you and wrapped his arm around your waist.
"How about we just do it like this?" he said.
Your smile agreed, and you settled in more snugly against his side. You couldn't help the Omega purr that trilled quietly in your chest. Beau tried not to smile any harder, this time in amusement, but his thumb rubbed along the hem of your sweater, brushing the smooth skin underneath. You didn't seem to mind.
When Jenny came back into the living room, the opening credits of Crazy, Stupid Love made her smile. It faded when she noticed you and Beau, how well you two seemed to fit. How happy he looked.
Jenny didn't know what she had expected, coming here. Maybe she had done it to prove that it didn't matter, and it wouldn't hurt.
Cassie smiled a little sadly at her, wordlessly beckoning her over. Jenny accepted the warm blanket offering of comfort, and one of your brownies. She would hate to admit it, but it was pretty damn good.
This might just end up being a longer night than any of you had thought.
After the movie, Cassie and Jenny stayed long enough to help you and Beau clean up. You exchanged numbers with Cassie, but Jenny ducked out quicker than you expected. All the same, you were glad to have met them.
After the living room was put back in order and even the dishes were clean in the kitchen, you reluctantly started to put on your coat. Beau helped you slip your arms in. Afterward, he rubbed the faux fur near your collar between his fingers. You hesitated to start zipping it up. Instead, you looked up at him as you contemplated something in your mind. A steeling breath.
Then, a decision.
"I'm gonna follow you in my Jeep, make sure you get home okay," he said.
Your lower lip got tugged gently between your teeth.
"It is pretty lateâŠcould I just stay over?" you asked.
Beau's brows raised. His lips formed an almost disbelieving smile.
"Oh, yeah? You wanna stay?"
You laughed lightly. "Is that okay?"
"SureâŠ" he hesitated, watching the way you slipped your coat back off and tossed it over the back of the couch.
Your palms laid flat against his chest, but slowly, your hands slid up to hold his face. His beard prickled against your skin. Nerves trembled through you, but Beau's soft shock was giving way to his desire, his eyes falling to your lips.
You leaned up on your toes and lured him into a soft kiss. He breathed into it and held you by your waist. You were able to savor the moment, and his scent invading your nose again, like a small dose of ecstasy igniting your blood.
He kissed you this time, a second taste and a firmer pressure. Your fingers slipped into his hair. His hands tightened on your hips. His arms soon wrapped around you though, caging you in and bringing your body flush against his. A small moan caught in your throat. It electrified his brain, rewiring it just to earn that sound from you again.
His brows furrowed as he kissed you deeper, his tongue seeking entrance past your lips, and afterward, your name fell from his. You tasted like chocolate and movie theater butter. You felt like the missing piece.
"This little sleepover is gonna make it hard for me to be a gentleman," Beau admitted, between kisses. He felt the shape of your smile press to the corner of his mouth.
"How about tonight, you untighten your belt a little," you said.
Already he felt your hands migrating down, your fingers edging at his belt buckle.
He chuckled and cupped your face in his hands. He looked into your eyes.
"Are you sure, sweetheart? I've been trying to follow your lead hereâ"
"I know," you nodded. Your eyes burned with emotion. "I'm not gonna lie, there have been some things holding me back from what I want, especially with you. But Iâve realized just how much of my life I was wasting before, on jobs I didnât really care about, relationships that never went anywhere, because I was aimless. The only constant I ever had in my life was Ava.â
You smiled then. âI donât need to be the same as before. Thatâs never going to happen. But youâve helped me figure out who I want to be moving forward.â
âReally? Whoâs that?â he asked.
You took his hands. âSomeone who helps people, like you do⊠Well, maybe not exactly like you.â
He laughed. âYou certainly donât have to be a policewoman to do that.â
âIâll figure it out,â you said, nodding. You squeezed his hands. âBut I know I want to be with you. I'm ready for us."
Beau felt the weight of what you were saying. He smiled, and he pressed a tender kiss to your forehead.
It started with the little overnight bag you left in your car, just in case. You got to see his night routine, brushing his teeth, changing into some old threadbare sweatpants and a faded Houston PD shirt. You had never seen him take off his boots and socks before, but you told him he had cute toes. He snorted and pretended he wasn't embarrassed.
He saw your routine too, the brushing and the skincare, and of course, your choice of pajamas didn't go unnoticed. Normally you would have worn an oversized shirt and little else besides your panties, but this time you put on shorts. You weren't trying to torture the man. (Not yet.)
He was the one who suggested you two should just sleep tonight, but there was still an undercurrent of anticipation; the threat of more that didn't feel dangerous, just inevitable.
"What side do you want?" he asked, gesturing at the bed. "Usually I just sprawl out in the middle somewhere."
You giggled. "The left, I guess."
It was closer to the bathroom, where you might want to escape to touch up your face and hair in the morningâhopefully before he saw you in your natural grunge.
Beau easily agreed; the right side was closer to the door. It was just odd for him to see you slipping into his bed like you had always been there. Your cheeky little smile wasn't helping him much at all, but once he settled in beside you, his arm curled around your waist on reflex. You turned to him on your side and reached out to caress his cheek. You leaned in for a kiss, nice and slow, as if you could drag out the clock before the words goodnight.
Neither of you wanted to say it, because neither of you wanted it to end.
Beau turned his head and pressed a kiss into your palm, then another down your wrist.
"You're so beautiful, you know that?" he said.
You smiled softly. "You're not so bad yourself, cowboy."
He grinned.
He scented you there at your wrist, his nostrils flaring. You inhaled a little sharply. Just that was enough to spark a tendril of heat down your spine, the dull pulsing of arousal and slick forming between your legs.
Even in the room lit only by his bedside lamp, you could see that his green eyes were darker, more of the Alpha bleeding through his irises.
"Hmm, I can smell you," he said. His voice was richer, thick with a pleased rumble, just shy of a growl.
You nodded. "Yeah? What're you gonna do about it, Alpha?"
His gaze snapped up to meet yours. You knew exactly what you were doing. You had never called him that before, just like he had never called youâ
"Omega," he said in warning.
You took his wrist, and you guided his hand down your bodyâpast the band of your shorts and your lace panties, down to the mess that would soon be leaking down your thighs. His fingers slipped between your folds and found your slick arousal before they even reached your aching channel. It tightened on nothing, just anticipation.
You squeezed his wrist. "Alpha, please. I want this, and I want you," you pleaded.
Beau slowly nodded. "Okay. Let's do it right, then."
He withdrew his hand from you, just so he could help you slip out of your clothes. The shorts and panties went first, followed by your shirt. His own clothing wasn't far behind. It was an intimate unveiling under warm blankets and soft lamplight, threaded with smiles, and sometimes gentle laughter between the heat of itâespecially when Beau almost fell out of the bed trying to get his rolled-up boxer briefs off his ankles.
You guided him back with your arms wrapped around his shoulders. He turned onto his side and held you close, kissing you deeply. His right arm was tucked under his head and yours, while his left hand caressed your cheek, down your shoulder, your arm, your waist. He briefly squeezed your hip and ass, slowly starting to grind his risen cock against your wet folds.
You reached down to caress him in slow strokes. He groaned into your mouth.
His cock was hard and warm and heavy in your hand. You knew you would have a hard time getting your mouth all the way down the length of him, but when you tried to shimmy down the bed, he stopped you, gripping your shoulder.
âWait,â he said quietly. âLike I said, if you want me to touch you, let me do this right.â
He preferred to turn you onto your back and map his way down your body, mainly with his worshipping mouth and big, warm hands. He started with a burning kiss at the hollow of your throat. Then his lips moved down, and down, leaving open-mouthed kisses and the tingle of grazing teeth in his wake.
You grabbed his hand and brought it back up to your breast. He took the hint and squeezed, rolling a budding nipple between his fingers while his lips, teeth, and tongue toyed with the other. You sighed at the delicious friction of his fingers. Already you were imagining their talents further down.
"Beau," a needy moan escaped you. Your hips rolled beneath his, seeking friction. His hand moved away from your breast and gave you exactly what you wantedâtwo of his long fingers slipping deep into your pussy.
He devoured your hint of surprise in a thorough kiss. You clung to his shoulders, your nails biting lightly into his skin. He stroked you inside, just as his thumb joined in to circle your clit with delicious pressure. Your thighs clasped tightly to his waist, and you whimpered into his mouth. Desperation mounted.
"Come on, Omega," he rasped. "Let me feel you. Let me hear you."
He moved down your body and spready your lower lips open, giving him more room to suckle your clit. All the while, his fingers still inside you curled firmer against the most sensitive places within your inner walls. Your hips rolled, your pussy pushing against his mouth as he lapped at you, drawing your keening whimpers until he tumbled you right over the edge of a trembling release. Your cry was sharp in his ears. He felt the truth of it in your pulsing walls.
He mercifully withdrew, letting you come down in peace as you both caught your breath. He licked his fingers clean, making you blush hotly.
By now, his cock was painfully hard, but he willed himself to remain in control of his Alpha, briefly closing his eyes.
He slowly pushed himself up and moved back up the bed. He caressed your flushed cheek, earning your smile.
"If you want to take it easy now, we can," he said.
You stared at him, both amused and incredulous.
"What?" you asked.
He blinked at you. "What?"
You laughed. You couldnât blame him for being confused, actually. But now that you had gotten a taste of thisâof you and him together, you were far from sated.
"That's very sweet," you said, guiding him back into a kiss of reassurance. It reforged the connection with heat and promise. "But I'm gonna need you to finish what you started."
Beau chuckled. You felt the tension in his body relenting. He even allowed you to hook your thigh around his hip and roll him over, until you were the one hovering over him with desire bleeding into your eyes.
Beau's head fell back onto his pillow when you began to kiss down his chest. All he could do for the moment was hold onto your thighs. That was all you let him do, as your lips burned a sinfully sweet path from his stomach to the V between his hips, and the patch of hair that led you back down to his thick and straining cock.
What you really wanted was to repay the favor of his mouth, butâŠyou hesitated. Not because you didnât want to, but nerves and memories threatened to overwhelm a moment that should only belong to you and Beau.
âHey,â he said, half-sitting up to squeeze your shoulder. âYou donât have toââ
âI want to. You deserve this,â you said stubbornly, laying a sweet kiss on his chest. He affectionately curled a few strands of hair behind your ear.
âItâs not about what I deserve. Itâs about whatâs gonna make both of us feel good...and what you're comfortable with,â he said, quirking a smile to cover up his sadness, and even the reflexive sting of guilt. He didnât want to make you feel like you owed him something, especially not if it triggered an unwanted memory. Â
Slowly, you nodded, biting your lip while you considered the path of your fingers grazing down his chest, down his stomach, drawing a shiver from him in their wake. You then wrapped your hand around his rigid length.
âWell,â you said, âwhat if I still want to see you come undone for me this time?â
Beau chuckled weakly, though he closed his eyes on a moan as you began to stroke him.
âSweetheart, youâve been unraveling me from the start,â he said.
But he squeezed your arm, resting his forehead against yours as he watched you dribble spit into your hand, then begin to caress down his length, from the thick knot at his base, all the way to the tip. Another full-body shiver ran through him, pleasure pooling low in his gut.
It was one thing to play handball on his own, but having your gentle, but purposeful hand working him over was beginning to make his eyes cross. Your thumb swirled over the sensitive, leaking head of his cock, and his breath hitched, his hips beginning to buck into your hand.
âLie back,â you said, a little breathy as you pushed down on his chest with your free hand. He let you do it, his back once again meeting the mattress, but a warning trembled in the back of his mind, in tandem with his balls.
"Baby, I'mâ"
Whatever he thought he wanted to say hitched in his throat as your strokes eased down in a twist. Your free hand slipped underneath to cup his balls, massaging gently.
"Sh-shit," he stuttered, then groaned, his back arching off the bed just like yours had.
He just didn't let you finish.
"Wait, wait," he said. He squeezed your shoulders and gently guided your hands off of him. Before your confusion settled in, even your hurt, he sat up enough to tangle his fingers in your hair and kiss you. It was a deep, toe-curling kiss that made you melt for him.
"Didn't want to come just yet," he panted, giving you another quick kiss, plush and wet. "Wanna do that inside you."
You hummed at the thought, and nodded in agreement. Beau wrapped his arms around you and brought you back to lay at his side.
The difference was, he turned you over this time, hitching your thigh over his when he tucked in close from behind.
"You want my knot, Omega?" he said in your ear. The timbre of the Alpha in his voice went straight to your pussy. Again, you nodded, scrambling for purchase on his arm wrapping around your waist.
"Yes," you uttered, from the depths of yourself. "AlphaâŠ"
"I've gotcha, don't worry," he promised, laying a kiss under your ear. It was mere inches from your mating gland, and you shivered on reflex. He licked along the edge of it.
"Soon," he said, without realizing what he was saying.
You were too lost to the feeling of his cock breaching your folds, entering you slowly, with shallow thrusts. He worked his way inside, his low groans echoing with your lighter ones. By the time he bottomed out, your hold on his hand was all that grounded you. Being filled by him was a delicious stretch, and you felt him everywhere. But stillâŠ
"Wanted to see your face," you panted.
Beau paused. He released your hand and turned your head toward him by your chin. He leaned in over your shoulder, so he could look into your eyes.
"Just look at me, then," he smiled. He stroked your cheek and stole a kiss, his tongue carressing yours. Your fingers curled around his hand, keeping it there for a moment.
Soon enough, he began to truly move inside you. His breaths started to become heavier along with yours. Whenever your eyes met his, he kissed you. You were connected in a way that felt real, warm, dewy skin against skin. Beautiful.
You guided his hand lower, across your belly and farther down to stroke your clit. Still slick with your arousal, it didn't take much to feel it swell beneath his fingertips. Pleasure flashed deep inside you where his expanding knot brushed your G-spot, pulsing in time with your clit. Your body shuddered like an accordion, the muscles in your lower belly contracting.
He was starting to feel the same stars behind his vision, but he was determined to wring one more orgasm from you before his own.
He shifted the angle of his strokes, still keeping it slow and steady. But his last thrusts were more of a firmer rocking inside you. You guided his fingers on your clit, helping him find the right angle.
And then he felt your body seize up against him, your back curving. He buried his face into your neck and sucked hard near your pulse point.
Your hand flew back to grab onto his hair, your nails raking against his scalp. He held you tightly while his own release rocketed through him, balls tingling and sweat trailing down his spine beneath the sheets. A shout tore from his lips, and his hips stuttered against your ass as hot ropes of his come painted your inner walls.
It wasn't long before you felt the mix of his spend and your slick coating between your thighs, even before he would be able to pull out. His knot would be locked inside you for the next several minutes.
When you were eventually able to breathe, let alone move, you turned to look at him over your shoulder with a tired smile on your face.
He smiled too, leaning in for another slow kiss laced with heat and contentment.
You startled awake on instinct. This time, it wasn't because you had had a nightmare, but because Beau had.
You could tell by the way his body jerked, and his eyes opened in weary confusion.
"You okay?" you whispered in concern. You stroked his arm, but he sat up in bed, evading your hand.
"Yeah," he said, a little gruffly. "It's okay, go back to sleep."
He grabbed his boxer briefs off the floor and stepped back into them before he left the bed. He also left you in confusion, naked in the dark.
He probably just went to get some water.
You lay in bed and listened to the wall clock.
TickâŠtickâŠtickâŠtickâŠ
You ended up dozing off for a while, but when you realized the right side of the bed was still empty, you forced yourself to blink your eyes open. Heaving a deep breath, you dragged yourself out of bed and threw your sleep shirt back on. Your hair was a frizzy mess. Your makeup had probably been wiped off on Beau's pillowcases, but right then, the only thing that concerned you was whatever Beau was choosing to deal with alone.
You found him in the kitchen with the glaring light on, drinking a glass of scotch from a bottle heâd pulled from underneath the kitchen sink. The cabinet was still open. You frowned.
Beau had to double-take when he noticed you. His mouth threatened a smile at the way you ambled toward him like a zombie, half-asleep.
"What're you doing?" he said. "Go back to sleep."
You shook your head and stepped right into his arms, slipping your arms around his waist.
"What's wrong?" you asked, muffled in his chest.
He hesitated, sighing through his nose.
"Okay, come 'ere." He guided you to the living room and settled you both on the couch, though he brought you a throw blanket to curl up in; he didn't like the way goosebumps ran all the way up your arms and legs.
You took his hand in yours. The concern etching across your sleepy face told him that you weren't going to let this go. But after thinking about what Jenny had said to him, what Carla had told him, and even what his own daughter had had to say about his inability to say what locked deep in his mind, and in his heart, he knew that he had to get better at this.
If he didn't, you would probably end up leaving him too.
He squeezed your hand.
"For, uh, four years," he said, his throat sticking. "For four years, I've seen different versions of the same nightmare over and over. Sometimes the faces change. Times and places shiftâŠbut it's the same script. The same blood."
You became more alert then. Your face furrowed in concern, but you didn't interrupt him. You were listening.
He slowly told you about the day Randy Santos died.
Back in Houston, heâd been Beau's partner on the job, his best friend. Beau had failed him before that day.
Heâd failed when he thought arresting the leader of a biker gang would be enough to scatter his crew, after he almost violated a sixteen-year-old girl on the run from her parents. At the time, Beau had thought it was a fortunate coincidence that he and Randy had been at that bar off duty, and that Beau had heeded his gut when the girl tried to leave, slipping past the eyes that followed her with thinly veiled interest.
Beau just hadn't counted on retaliation.
The day he and Randy went out to follow an anonymous tipâa murder in the parkâthe detectives found that teenage girl dead in the cobblestone fountain, along with an ambush waiting for them.
"They beat him to death, right in front of me," Beau said, through trembling lips. "They started on me next, would've had their way if backup hadn't arrived. Every single one of those bastards went to jail, but in my heart, I still want them all dead."
He swallowed, wiping the beginnings of old tears in his eyes. You still held his left hand tenderly between both of yours. Your mouth parted, but you sensed that there was more.
He gave it to you.
"I couldn't handle it. It's the reason my marriage fell apart, even before Carla met Avery. Hell, I almost got that smug bastard killed last summer. I almost lost my daughter," he said. His jaw clenched, and he raised a pointed finger. "That's what's really still fucking me up. Ever since I climbed out of the bottle the first time, I've tried my best to be a good father, the kind she needed me to be. But last year, I couldn't even protect her in this town."
If possible, that concerned you even more.
"What happened?" you asked.
Beau looked up at you, and again, he found the depths of sympathy in your eyes.
He couldn't help but tell you everything.
AN: So, how'd you like their first time? đâ€ïžâđ„
But honestly, my heart still breaks for Jenny. Beau made a hot mess of things where she's concerned, but was she right to crash the party? Was Beau still the asshole on that one? And will history repeat itself with our dear reader?
Next Time:
Even with Beauâs hand lingering on the small of your back while walking with you outside the station, his carried on his conversation with Jenny about the specifics of the report.
âYou catching a ride with Popcorn?â he asked.
âHeâs already there,â she said, digging for the car keys in her jean pocket.
âWell, my carâs right here. I can give you a ride,â Beau said. He nodded at his Jeep parked out front.
You didnât miss the way Jenny glanced at you, albeit briefly, and with a slight smile before she waved him off.
âItâs okay,â she said, pressing the red button on her keys that made her car honk its presence just a short way down the parking lot. âIâll meet you there.â
It wasnât much of a moment, but for some reason, it stuck in your mind for the rest of the afternoon. You could almost smell it in the airâa hint of tension, an odd thread of unspoken subtext that made you curious.
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I love the progression from Beau feeling like a teenage crush gettint excited for texts to the đ„ once she felt safe with him. Also so happy beau was able to open up too :)
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Summary: When Beau had the bright idea of going undercover to observe a pair of questionable Alphas at a casino, he never expected to meet you, caught in the crossfire of a perilous operation.
Author's Note: Ready for the one where the teenager outfoxes the cowboy sheriff? Plus, reader makes some more progress with Beau (in more ways than one), including a big breakthrough in the Dalton caseâŠ
Word Count: 6.4K
Posted on Patreon: April 3, 2026
Series Tags & Warnings: (18+) | Omegaverse, father-daughter fluff, angst, semi-flirting, deeper bonding, PTSD, Beau tap-dancing on the truth, hurt/comfort, A/B/O dynamics (see series masterlist for additional TWs)
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Part 3: Trust
This April marked twenty years of Beauâs life spent in law enforcement.
It signified two decades of working himself up from a patrolling officer to a brief stint in Organized Crime, then a lateral move into Homicide, eventually earning a Lieutenantâs rank, followed by a crossing of state lines to become sheriff of Lewis & Clark County. Though he still had to muster up the mettle to pry some of that away from his skin when he came home for his daughter.
Over the past few months, that had meant shoving beers to the back of the fridge, and a couple of larger bottles hidden deep under the kitchen sink. Today, it meant compartmentalizing the episode at the coffee shop.
Beau had later dropped you off at home, where he had that intense, but necessary heart-to-heart with you in his car. Afterward, he sat there in the parking lot of your apartment building until you got safely inside.
He wished he could do more for you. For now, though, his team was hard at work on not only convicting the Dalton brothers they had in custody, but also finding the one they didnât. Beau checked in with Poppernak and Jenny while driving out of your neighborhood. So far, they were still hunting down new leads, following the path of their finances and any other transactions.
The goal, of course, was trying and find a connection to something other than the legitimate multi-million-dollar business of Dalton Farms. But thanks to one of Beauâs old friends in Houston PD, now a federal agent, they were getting help from the FBI in sorting all the data.
In the meantime, Beau brought home takeout for himself and Emily that same afternoon. She had a car now, courtesy of her mother (which Carla loved to hold over his head), so Emily was able to take herself home from school on a Friday.
She was lying on the couch of his newish two-bedroom apartment, reading a book while her music played loudly on the Bluetooth speaker when he let himself in.
âHey, hey, Mrs. Neimanâs gonna complain again. Turn that down a bit,â he said.
He set the large pizza on the kitchen table.
She begrudgingly shut her book and lowered the volume on her music before she came over to the kitchen. She opened the box, getting a waft of that mushroom, pepperoni, and double cheese.
âMmm, nutrients,â she remarked with a wry grin.
âYou wanna eat rabbit food, you can get that at your momâs,â Beau retorted. He pulled out a soda from the fridge for her and a beer for himself. When she was with him, it was easier to keep himself down to one in the evening. It was the days in between that were harder, lonelier, sometimes leaving him too long with his thoughts.
Emily grabbed the paper plates from the kitchen and a few napkins. He offered her first pick on her slice, and after, he took a big one with more cheese and toppings than crust.
âWhyâd you get home late if you were off today?â Emily asked.
âHad errands to run, got caught in some traffic,â he said, keeping things vague on purpose. He hadnât told her about you yet. He felt a bit guilty about that, but he thought this was the right way to go about it for now, to protect both her and youâif in different ways. Just like there were reasons why heâd held back from you a bit too.
The problem was, his kid was just too damn sharp. She hummed thoughtfully as she chewed, sniffing the air near him as if he had decided to spray on some Chanel No. 5 instead of his cologne that morning.
âWhy do you smell different then?â she asked.
âDifferent?â he said. Aw shit.
She clocked one of his nervous tells, that small quirk of his head. She started to smile.
âYeah. Your scent. Youâve never exactly smelled, like, sweet before. Youâve got a hint of vanilla milkshake going on,â she said, raising a brow.
Beau grinned on reflex. âWell, my milkshake does bring all the boys to the yard.â
Emily stared back at him, unimpressed, and threw her used napkin at him.
âFirst of all, gross. And no, itâs actually more flowery vanilla. Like a scented soap or something.â
Beau paused with a slice of pizza folded in his hand and poised to his mouth.
Jasmine and vanilla, the rain after a summer stormâŠ
Slowly, he set his food back down. He contemplated more than just the amount of grease soaking through the paper plate.
âDad, what? Did youâŠdid you actually find your true mate?â Emily asked.
Despite all the ways he thought she might react, when he picked up his head, he found her smiling. A little deviously.
âIt just kindaâŠhappened,â he said.
The legs of her chair screeched as she leaned forward, now entirely locked in.
âOh my God! When did this happen? Howâd you meet?â
Beau hesitated as he tried to figure out how to answer all of those highly predictable questions.
âWell, uh, itâs been a few weeks now,â he admitted, causing his seventeen-year-old to stare at him in shocked disbelief.
âAre you serious?â she asked. Her brows furrowed in confusion, even a little hurt. âWhy didnât you tell me?â
He sighed. âLook, itâs a little complicated. I met her on one of my cases, not an easy one at that. There are legal things still in play, so I canât get into all the details there, butâŠsheâs been through a lot. Weâre just trying to take things slow, thatâs all.â
Emilyâs expression dimmed with a little understanding, even sympathy.
Really is a good kid, he thought.
âOkay, can you at least tell me where you met?â she asked.
Beau flickered at a smile. âRemember that casino on Monroe Street, where I busted you and your friends a few months ago trying to sneak in for some after-school delights?â
Emily rolled her eyes at the way he said it, but her face turned mischievous.
âWell, at least sheâs interesting,â she said.
Beau huffed in agreement. You were definitely that.
âWhatâs her name?â
Beau did answer that too, but just your first name though. He couldnât trust her not to look you up and find you somehow.
Emily hummed, her smile growing.
âYou were hanging out with her today, werenât you?â she asked, narrowing perceptive eyes at him. He tried to answer, but her teasing smirk didnât let up. âWhatâd you guys do on your little dateâgo to the movies, bowling, split a milkshake?â
She popped her eyebrows on the last one. Beau spluttered laughing, almost helplessly shaking his head. When did this girl start to overpower him?
And how did she figure out how to go for the kill?
âIs she hot?â she asked. âSheâs got a hot girl name.â
Beau almost choked on his beer at the question. He set the bottle back on the table with a clink and shot her a chiding look, despite the threat of his smile.
âOkay, fine, Nancy Drew. Yes, I saw her today. No, it was not a dateâŠper say,â he said. âWe just got some coffee and got to know each other a little bit more. No milkshakes.â
He shook his head at the thought, even though it had his face burning a little.
âAndâŠyeah, sheâs very pretty. Beautiful, actually.â
Even now, he could picture the rare sight of your smile, the shape of your face and the shade of your hair. He remembered the feeling of your body tucked against his when he held you for the first time. Heâd felt you trembling inside, and could even feel your distress through the bond that was already starting to solidify. Every time he saw you, it got a little bit stronger. And every time, it got a little bit harder to walk away from you.
His deepest, strongest instinct was to keep you safe. He couldnât do that if he wasnât with you, couldnât see you, or feel you through the bond. It sat idle now, but every time your name crossed his thoughts, it was like a pinprick behind his ribs, tugging all the way down to his gut.
Emilyâs smile gentled at that look on his face.
âOkay, well, are you going to see her again?â she asked.
He hesitated. "I'm sure we will."
She raised a brow. "You don't know? Have you sent her the post-date text yet? You know, 'I had a good time today. Can we hang out again soon?'"
Beauâs brows furrowed. âWhatâre you, my teenage relationship guru?â
âWho elseâs going to help you with this? Jenny?â she said pointedly.
His lips pressed together. He gave her a real dad look of warning this time, but she just stared back at him, daring him to deny what they both knew to be trueâdaring him to insult her intelligence by lying.
After a long moment, Beau relented with a heavy sigh. He rubbed a hand over his mouth and chin in defeat. He pulled out his phone and opened your new number in his messages, his thumbs hesitating over the keyboard.
âI donât want to pressure her,â he said.
âYouâre not, Dad. You just need to let her know youâre invested,â Emily advised.
âOkay, Doctor Phil," he remarked, smiling wryly. "I think itâs pretty damn obvious that Iâm invested. Weâre literallyâŠâ
True mates. It was hard for him to admit too, probably because it was so hard for you. He didnât want to make your life any more complicated and stressful than it already was, as Doctor Morgan put it.
âNot just the cosmic-y part of it,â Emily said, regaining his attention. âLet her know youâre thinking about her. You know, just because.â
Beau contemplated it, but after a little while, he still came up empty. It had been a hot minute since heâd tried to flirt with a woman who wasnât already his wifeâŠor his subordinate.
âHow do you think I should say it?â he asked.
Emily smiled, and she leaned in to hang over his shoulder.
âOkay, start with thisâŠâ
You were just coming out of the shower, wrapping yourself in a fuzzy towel warmed by the bathroom humidity. Your phone buzzed on your bed.
âHey, you want to order a pizza, or try out that new Mexican place?â Ava called over to you from outside your bedroom door.
âYou know, Iâm kind of feeling pizza,â you said. You sat down on the bed and checked your phone.
There was a text from Beau. The notification popping up with his name unconsciously made you smile, even before you realized it.
âOkay, cool. What kind?â Ava asked.
âUm, pepperoni, I guess? Iâm good with whatever though. Thanks,â you replied distractedly as you unlocked your phone.
Hey, just checking to see how you're settling in.
I'm all right. Thanks again for driving me home.
My pleasure, sweetheart. Sorry you didn't get to finish your muffin though. Should've saved it for ya.
You couldn't help the smile that curved your lips. You texted back:
It's OK. What you did for me is today is better than muffin heroics.
If you say so... Would you want to do this again soon? It was good to see you.
You chewed the end of your thumb nail as you thought about what to say.
You worked past the nerves, and even a few surprising butterflies, to type out a reply.
Your idea of a good time is me snotting all over your jacket?
Well, I did think about sending you a dry-cleaning bill, but decided it was worth a little snot.
You laughed lightly.
How gracious of you đ
But seriouslyâŠthank you. You might just be a decent guy.
You held the phone to your chest for a moment, biting your lower lip. You didnât want to believe it. You didnât want to be stupidest woman in existence for making the same mistake twice.
But in that moment, when heâd held you, you felt him through the bond. You felt his heart pulsing with pain and protective instinct. It had taken time for your mind to accept what your inner Omega inherently sensed, but today was hard to deny.Â
The phone buzzed again, earning your attention.
I appreciate that... We may not be able to change the way we met, but I'm glad we did. Seeing you with Lucy and your friend Ava made a lot of things clear to me before today. So I gotta be honest. I think you're beautiful, inside and out.
Your cheeks warmed in a heated blush. You smiled harder.
Thank you. I might actually believe you mean that.
You can believe it, sweetheart.
You could imagine the words in his voiceâthat smooth baritoneâlike a warm caress down your spine.
âDaaaad, look at you,â Emily teased, her eyebrows raised high. âYouâve actually got game.â
Beau pressed his phone to his chest on reflex, glancing over his shoulder at her as he cleared his throat, his face burning. He knew he had to put the kibosh on this before it got any weirder.
âOkay, you know what? Iâve got it from here,â he said.
âWhat?â Emily giggled and leaned harder on his shoulders, reaching for his phone. âCome on, Iâm helping! You shouldâve sent what I told you to writeââ
âHey!â Beau protested, but he was laughing as she all but hung off his back. He had to pry her fingers off his phone and hop out of his seat.
âWhy donât you just go and, uh, do your homework,â Beau said, nodding at her room down the hall. âDonât you have a history project due next week?â
She rolled her eyes and sighed long-sufferingly.
âYouâre hopeless, old man.â
His lips pursed, and he watched her steal the last slice of pizza on her way out.
âYou know, you sass me a lot more than you used to,â he said at her back. And he muttered, more to himself, âIâm not that old.â
âIâve always been like this,â she called over her shoulder. Then she headed into her room and shut the door behind her.
Beau was actually glad about that while he retreated to his own room. He sat down heavily on the edge of his bed and started unlacing his boots.
His phone chimed in his pocket, making him pause. When he pulled it back out, he found a text from you in reply that struck a tendril of reluctant anticipation through him. He was worried that his last text had been a little too forward. Too flirtatious, too soon.
But he blinked at your reply.
I guess weâll seeâŠ
We could graduate from coffee to lunch next time. I wouldnât mind if you wore that black Stetson again so I can find you more easily, cowboy.
Beau smiled, the kind that hurt his cheeks a little. So he had made an impression when he met you that nightâaside from the casino brawl and broken whiskey bottles.
I can do that. How about sometime this coming week, I take a break from work around noon for lunch, barring nothing pressing comes up. Thereâs a new Mexican place in town. I think itâs not too far from your apartment.
Sounds like a plan, Sheriff.
Beau was only about 15 minutes late leaving the station. He had gotten caught up with the paperwork on his desk, but when Jenny asked where he was going on his way out, he just told her he had a dentist appointment.
He hadnât stuck around long enough to gauge whether she believed it or not, but he did feel guilty for lying. He knew he owed Jenny a conversationâŠprobably a long one. He knew he hadnât been fair to her. He knew the words sheâd slung at him in the end had been justified.
He knew he had to explain the way he spun out again, after last summer, clinging to some comfort in her in the aftermath of his many failuresâas a cop, as a father, as a former husband.
Beau would eventually have a lot to explain to you too, when he thought you were ready to hear it.
But he also knew that it wasnât wrong of him to want to see you. Technically speaking, he was a single man, and you were hisâŠ
Well, time would tell on what youâd be to him.
That was why he requested a quieter corner of the restaurant for you and him to actually be able to hear each other while you talked.
You two had continued the thread of texting throughout the past week, even the occasional phone call, just to check up on you when he got off work in the afternoon. It was a nice way for him to unwind on the drive home. You gave him the play-by-play on catching up with your favorite shows, or some angsty grunge band you thought he should listen to, or the time you accidentally burnt one of Avaâs nice pans when you forgot about the chicken stir-fry you were making. You even told him about the therapist you'd started seeing a few weeks ago.
The point was, he felt like he already knew you a bit better. He felt like he had your trust, or at least, the first stages of it.
Though it took a round of margaritas and a bowl of guacamole and tortilla chips split between you before he gained some of his courage.
âSo, we went from coffee to lunch. Does that mean we do dinner next time?â he asked.
You licked the edge of your margarita glass, picking up some salt before you sipped. The flash of your tongue distracted him for a second.
âMaybe,â you said. âLetâs see how lunch goes.â
Did he spy some flirty mischief in your smile? That was new.
âOkay,â he nodded, chuckling. Progress was progress.
A safe topic of conversation for both of you ended up being food. You compared notes on Tex-Mex and authentic Mexican food, and argued over the finer points of churros vs. fried ice cream. He was team churro, by far. This restaurant dipped them in Nutella, which was tantamount to putting crack on the table.
He happened to be a self-confessed chocolate fiend. He was guilty of hiding Snickers and Almond Joys in his desk drawer. You were more of a Skittles girl, except for the purple ones.
âWhat? Those are my favorite. Grape and lime,â he said.
You gaped at him. âYou mean the worst ones?â
âYou know what, theyâre mature flavors for a kidâs candy. I could pick those out of the whole pack and be just as happy,â Beau said.
âYouâre weird for that,â you said, with a giggle falling from your lips. You might have been a little tipsy.
âYou know what, Iâm okay with that,â he said with a wink. âI embrace my freak.â
When you snorted, tequila almost came out of your nose. He just laughed and handed you his napkin, while embarrassment crawled up your face and neck and set them aflame.
You two bantered more about stupid things, like whether tomato soup constituted a fruit smoothie, or if a hot dog was actually a sandwich just because it was on a bun. He made your head spin and laughter bubble out like a reflex you couldnât stop. He was funny in a silly, endearing way, and you didnât even mind as much that he talked with his mouth full and ate like the food was going to walk off his plate.
Being here with him was easier than it should have been, you thought. But it was also more of a relief than you initially wanted it to be. The part of your mind that instinctively wanted to rebel at the thought of any man becoming a fixture in your lifeâlet alone an Alphaâwas starting to soften at the reality of Beau Arlen.
âSo, whatâve you been up to this week?â he asked, wiping a bit of Nutella from the corner of his mouth with his thumb. He had offered to get you the fried ice cream, but you insisted on splitting the churros. You enjoyed seeing him light up like a little boy who had just gotten his birthday cake set in front of him. You had to admit; fried dough covered in cinnamon sugar was just as good.
âWell, I have my car back, but Iâm still looking for a new job,â you admitted.
Beau paused, his expression softening a touch. âYou can give yourself more time on that one, you know.â
âIf I take my time too much, Iâll never stand up on my own again,â you said.
âWho says you need to do it alone?â he said. âItâs okay to have a little help.â
It was a valid point, and you acknowledged it with a nod. There were things you wanted to do for yourself though. Finding a job was one of them.
ButâŠ
âThere is something you could help me with,â you said, âif you have the time.â
Beauâs brows raised in surprise, but he smiled.
âName it,â he said.
You adjusted the rearview mirror and took a steadying breath.
You were finally in the driverâs seat of your carâa white Kia Soul that you hadnât touched in a month. It felt like a year.
âYou got this,â your passenger said.
You glanced over at Beau, smiling a little. You nodded, and even with a slight shake in your hand, you started the car. She was an old gal, so she struggled at first, groaning and coughing like the Montana chill had seeped between her bones.
Out of habit, you beat the dashboard a couple of times until the ignition finally rumbled a steady rhythm. You and Beau laughed a little at the struggle.
âStill has some life in her,â you said.
After rolling the windows down to let the fresh air in, you eased onto the main road and started driving with no particular destination in mind. The radio played low while a companionable silence rested in the car. This was the calmest and steadiest you had felt all month.
Beau didnât seem to mind when you eventually drove out of town and toward Mt. Helena. He just tapped his fingers along the car window to the rhythm of the song that was playing. The afternoon sun shone on the side of the mountain face, painting the rock in shades of orange and watercolor pink, bleeding into true blue.
You didnât know why youâd had so much trepidation about this. Lucy was right.
Weâre free.
As you drove past long stretches of farmland that was once just land, with those little winding rivers in between, you pointed out a couple of wild horses grazing.
âYou ride?â he asked.
âI grew up here. Of course I ride,â you nodded. âThatâs how I paid for this car when I was in high school. That farm over there? I used to muck out stalls and feed the horses for minimum wage.â
Beau smiled. âAh, first job. Always fun.â
âYep. I also dated the instructor, got some free riding lessons out of it.â
Your small smirk told him you had definitely gotten the most out of that experience.
âBut that was just one of a few odd jobs I had growing up,â you said.
Beau raised a brow. âIn high school?â
Your smile dimmed. âYeah.â
His head tilted. âIâm sensing more of a story there.â
You chuckled, but it had little humor in it.
âWell, by then I was crashing on Avaâs futon more than my own place,â you said. âMy mom, she was pretty much too strung out most of the time to do mom stuff, like cook or clean or hold down a job for more than a few months. I kind of had to pull my own weight.â
Beau frowned. âWhat about your dad?â
You shook your head and shrugged.
âLeft when I was four. Looking back, I guess I canât really blame him for not being able to take it anymore,â you said, sighing deeply. âHeâŠwanted to take me with him, but my mom wouldnât let him. One of her friends told me that she threatened him with a kitchen knife, daring him to try it. So, he cut his losses.â
Beau processed all that with consternation and knitted brows. If there was something he always found difficult to swallow, even after all heâd seen, it was when parents didnât protect their children the way they should.
Hypocrite.
But it also put a lot of things into perspective for him. It explained why you said you didnât have family to call when you ended up at the hospital, after that night in the casino. It explained what you said a few weeks later.
âAre you sure you want to know me?â you asked. âEven before all this, I was kind of a mess.â
Beau pushed that aside for the here and now. He focused on you.
âWhat was her poison?â he asked.
âI think it started out with coke. I was too young to really know what was happening,â you admitted. âBut by the time I was fourteen, she leveled up to heroinâŠamong other shit, Iâm sure. For a while though, she figured out how to keep it together. How to make a box of Kraft mac & cheese stretch a whole week. How to earn peopleâs sympathy, and get favors from neighbors, especially when she went out.â
The more Beau asked, in that patient tone that didnât judge, the more you told him. You told him that when you were little, you wore clothes from the Salvation Army and shoes that didnât fit. Avaâs family bought her clothes every year. She started giving you some of her old ones, or even a couple of the new outfits she thought you might like. One time, she forgot to take off the tag on a blouse. She wouldnât take it back from you.
Her parents hadnât been sure about you at first, though. It was a small town, and they heard how people talked about your family.
Your neighborhood was just on the edge of the wrong side of town. It did have some scary people, but Mrs. Liu looked out for youâan older, widowed Vietnamese woman who had never had kids of her own. Whenever she saw your momâs car drive off, she had you come over for an actual meal and let you watch TV with her. Jeopardy was her favorite.
It was more difficult for you, but with the sun on your face and a new kind of peace in your veins, you found yourself telling Beau about what you overheard when you were fourteen, the last night you ever spent in your momâs house. About a debt she couldnât pay to her drug dealer boyfriend, and the âcollateralâ she was willing to give him. You.
âAvaâs family took me in that night, and I never went back,â you said. âMy mom tried calling Avaâs parents. She even showed up at the house once. But Avaâs mom? Sheâs a piece of work herself, certified PTA mom. She was calling the police before my mom even took one step on the porch.â
Beau nodded. âAnd she ran?â
âShe ran,â you confirmed. âBut eventually I saved up enough money to get a car. I went back to the old neighborhood, just to see Mrs. Liu. I tried to have dinner with her every Sunday, up until the day she died last year. Sometimes, family means the people who just stick to your heart, you know?â
And if you brushed away a tear or two, Beau certainly didnât judge that either.
âThat I do,â he said.
He respected the fact that you werenât ashamed to tell him all this. It was your past, but the things your mom did and the decisions she made, those werenât who you were. It was just where you came from. He thought the decisions you made said a lot about you: your resilience, your strength, and your heart.
His expression softened. âDo you know what happened to your mom, after you left?â
You shook your head at decadesâ worth of memories.
âLook, I tried to take care of her, of us. I know she loved me, in her own way. She tried to clean herself up a few times, but it just never lasted,â you said, sighing heavily. âWhen I went back to see Mrs. Liu the first time, she told me my mom left town. Trying to escape from her boyfriend, probably.â
Beau gave a solemn nod. âWell, if you ever want help finding her, I can see what I can do.â
You aimed a smile at him, even with a golden afternoon shining in your glassy eyes.
âThanks,â you said, wiping under your lashes. And you laughed a little. âAnyway, whatâs your family like?â
He smiled. âFor me thereâs not much story to tell. I mean, I also had a single mom, but she did her best for my little brother and me. Worked two jobs, but she always took us to Little League on a Saturday. Stayed the whole game too.â
âAnd your dad?â you asked.
âAn Army man. A Sergeant, mind you. But that split with Mom was mutual,â he said. âTheyâre all back in Houston. My mom and my brother definitely made their voices heard on how they felt about me coming out to Montana.â
You nodded in sympathy. âThey didnât want you to leave.â
âOh, they said I was damn stupid,â Beau said. âBear in mind, at the time I was following my ex after she got re-married and moved out here. But I wasnât holding out hope for her or anything.â
Beau hadn't been under any illusions; he knew it was over long before she served him the papers.
âI just couldnât stomach the thought of not being around for my daughter,â he said, though he hesitated on the words forming on his tongue. âBut if Iâm honestâŠI hadnât been around for her in a while."
You perked up at that, even as you frowned. Up until now, heâd seemed like a real, present father. The kind you never had.
âWhat do you mean?â you asked.
âWell,â Beau said, rubbing a hand over his beard. An anxious tick. But after what you just shared, he felt it was only fair that he give you some honesty in return. âItâs a long story, but uhâŠwhen I first put my feelers out about transferring here, I had just recently made Lieutenant. Before that, I was a homicide detective. My partner was killed in the line of duty.â
Your face fell into shock. You slowed down a little, so you could give him more of your attention.
âOh, my GodâŠIâm sorry, Beau,â you said.
âI didnât exactly handle it well,â he said, clearing his throat.
âYou shouldnât have to,â you said softly. âWhat happened?â
âUh, maybe we can get into that one another time,â he said, with a struggling swallow, tension in his jaw. âBut the point is, I basically drank myself through the next year and a half. I was still drunk when Carla handed me the papers, and she refused to leave the room until I signed them. By that point, she knew I wouldnât fight her on it anymore, even when I was sober again.â
He finally found the courage to meet your gaze again. He found your gentle sympathy. What he didnât find, surprisingly, was judgement.
âIn a way, coming to Montana was my chance to redeem myself,â he said. Even though the thought was twisted up with fresh wounds and darker shades of memory; a ringing in his ears and gunpowder in his nose. The day he thought he lost everything.
âWell,â you said, breaking him out of that pleasant little reverie. You offered him another, more hesitant smile. âIâm glad you did come out here. Actually, Iâm grateful.â
Beau started to smile too. He itched to reach for your hand, where it rested on your thigh. Your left one was on the steering wheel, guiding the car in an easy cruise back to Helena. First, you were approaching a smaller town on the left. Quaint stores and narrow roads would give way to farmhouses in the near distance.
âAt this point, Iâm thinking I was meant to,â he said.
Your mouth parted softly, losing your words, as well as your train of thought.
You stared at him so long you almost missed the set of antlers in your peripheral vision.
âWhoa, shit!â Beau shouted over your gasp.
You managed to punch the brakes, stopping just shy of a deer that stopped in the road.
The buck blinked its black eyes at you, as if he were just as shell-shocked to see you as you were him.
âJesus Christ,â you uttered, panting for breath. You finally noticed that Beauâs arm had stretched out across your chest to brace you.
He blew out a sigh of relief and lowered his arm, but he still grasped your arm gently.
âYou okay?â he asked.
You nodded, and you even laughed when you noticed the deer was still there. You honked the horn a few times.
âMove, bro! You gave us a goddamn heart attack!â
It took a couple more insistent honks, but eventually the deer thawed and scrambled off. You two took a moment just to sit there and work through what just happened.
âJesus. You almost killed Bambiâs dad,â Beau remarked.
Your mouth fell open, and you stared over at him incredulously.
âYou did not just say that!â
âHey, I should be arresting you for reckless driving right now.â
âRight, because you were totally innocent riding shotgun, distracting me with your heartfelt confessions.â
âOh, come on, I wouldnât exactly call that a confession. More likeââ
âYou basically just said you came to Montana to meet me one day,â you pointed out smugly.
But that wasnât what had Beau suddenly at a loss for words. More like that cheeky smile, and the way your gaze lowered and roamed up his body, until you reached his eyes. That kind of smile said you knew you could get just about anything you wanted from him.
It might even have been true.
The air churned differently between you now, flirting on the edge of something tempting, for both of you. His gaze fell to your lips without him meaning to. Your heart tapped out a more insistent rhythm, but this time, not with anxious thoughts.
The sun began to set over your shoulder, casting your hair in its softer glow. It also brought a chillier breeze, along with the sound of church bells.
Youâd heard them before.
You sucked in a breath, and your eyes widened. Goosebumps broke out across your skin, familiar and wrong.
A phantom hand gripped your hair tight, forcing your head down. Your nails scraped the grout you were meant to be scrubbing between the floor tiles. Not good enough.
You shuddered and clenched your teeth, pushing the memory as far as it would go.
Your head turned in the direction of the chiming melody. You saw the church in the distance, maybe about a half mile off. You didnât see the way grim realization dawned on Beau as well.
âIsnât that what you heard at the Farm? Church bells?â he asked.
Slowly you nodded.
âOkay,â he said. âLetâs check it out.â
There was nothing sinister about the church itself. You didnât remember actually seeing it, because before the night at the casino, you were never allowed outside in the entire time you were kept by the Dalton brothers. You barely remembered waking up in an SUV and being dragged inside a large, daunting house.
Beau encouraged you to drive on through the small farm town. According to the GPS on his phone, you were about 45 minutes outside of Helena.
But you paused with both hands on the wheel. His brows nearly met.
âYou okay? You want me to drive?â he asked.
After a moment, you shook your head.
âIâm okay,â you said. You let your foot off the brake and allowed the car to move forward.
Nothing else there looked or sounded familiar, until you slowed to a stop near a large ranch house. Beau warned you not to park too close. From the outside, it looked nondescript, even a bit run-down, as if abandoned, but you eventually noticed the symbol of an old cattle yoke spur above the door.
You blinked as something dark and deep flashed in your mind.
âThat symbol,â you whispered. âI rememberâŠâ
You turned to Beau with tears welling up in your eyes. âI mean, I was mostly out of it after whatever they drugged me with, but I remember.â
Beauâs jaw clenched. He reached over and grabbed your hand.
âOkay. Letâs head back, and Iâll round up my deputies. We gotta be strategic about this.â
You nodded, even tightening your hold on his hand. Right then, you needed his stability.
He was more than willing to give it to you.
You pulled to a stop outside your apartment building, where his Jeep, Pedro, sat waiting for him.
âThanks for coming with me,â you said, as both of you climbed out of your much smaller car. âI hope I didnât take you from your work for too long.â
You had spent what felt like all day with him. Already the sun had dipped behind your building, making the parking lot darker and colder. He shielded you from the chilly wind, rubbing your arms. He had also been ignoring the silenced text messages and missed calls on his phone.
âItâs okay, I needed the fresh air. And now we have a solid lead on where you and Lucy were kept,â he said. âIâm going back in now to tell my team and scope things out. You just stick close to home for me, okay?â
You nodded in agreement. âThank you.â
Beau curled a flyaway strand of your hair behind your ear. His thumb then brushed your cheek, and at the sight of your small smile, his own grew.
You slowly stepped in and grasped his jacket, testing both him and yourself on closing some of the distance left between you. His scent was all-too inviting, warm and earthy and grounding as he held you by your arms in return.
âBe careful,â you said, barely above a whisper.
He nodded; if he let himself speak, he didnât know what nonsense might come pouring out.
After a moment, you released his jacket, though your fingers brushed his as you stepped away.
Somehow you dragged yourself inside, but all the while, you felt his gaze on you, watching you get in safely.
He was forced to rein in his Alpha. He had almost rumbled low in pleasure when you came to him this time, with quiet intention behind your eyes and a hint of arousal mixing in with your scent.
Slow. Deep breaths, he reminded himself.
He was following your pace with this, every step of the way.
Your heart pattered wildly with every step up the stairs. You made it to the second floor just outside your apartment, where a window faced the parking lot. You were too curious not to hurry over and get a glimpse of Beau as he got into his car. You watched him drive away with disappointment curling in your belly.
A reflexive whine even escaped your throatâuntil you realized what you were doing. You were fucking pining.
âUgh!â You groaned and rubbed at your face, turning away from the window. Already your Omega craved more of him than you were prepared to handle right now.
Or maybe, your heart whispered.
Maybe heâs exactly what you need to anchor yourself.
AN: "You're as smooooth, as Tennesse whiskeeey..." sigh fucking love that song. ahem Anyway. Lots of juicy stuff in this chapter! đ§Ą How'd you like Emily facilitating her dad's little crush? lol She's gotten better at pulling the truth out of him, but Beau's still keeping some things close to the vest, with her and with reader.
The good news? You'll get more of Beau and Jenny and the awkwardly awkward in Part 4. đ
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She was sitting across from him at the small table, half a whiskey sour down, before he finally came out with it.
"You probably already know this, but I need to tell you anyway," he said, meeting her gaze. "Because you deserve to hear it from me."
"I know. You found your Omega," Jenny said. Her smile was knowing, but it didn't reach her eyes. She glanced down at the dark liquid lightly sloshing in her glass. "I'm guessing she doesn't know about ourâŠwell, what did we even call it? Because it certainly wasn't a relationship."
Beau sighed, rubbing his face tiredly. That was enough of an answer for her.
"Typical man," she said, shaking her head as she drank.
"Listen, it's not that easy," Beau said. "You know what she's been through. I just don't want to overwhelm her."
"You mean you don't want to make it harder for her to let you in," she countered. As she so often did, she hit the nail all too painfully on its head.
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So much happening here!!! Love Emily sheâs too smart for her own good hahaha. The car ride bonding?? And now they may have found the farm?? I canât wait to see what happens next!!
Summary: When Beau had the bright idea of going undercover to observe a pair of questionable Alphas at a casino, he never expected to meet you, caught in the crossfire of a perilous operation.
Author's Note: And weâre back with Part 2!
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Posted on Patreon: March 27, 2026
Series Tags & Warnings: (18+) | Omegaverse, angst and trauma, references to kidnapping, human trafficking and non-con (non-graphic, but read with caution), emotional support, hurt/comfort, protective Beau, A/B/O dynamics, love triangle (??)âŠ
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Part 2: Magnetism
Three weeks agoâŠ
Beau sized up their suspects behind the one-way glass. His stern gaze fixed on Jack Dalton, who sat hunched beside his brother with a black eye and a split lip that mirrored the sheriffâs. Beau was mollified a little by the sight.
Ezra yanked his cuffed wrists at the chain that connected to the table. He sighed boredly.
âHow longâre they gonna fucking keep us here,â he muttered.
âLong as it takes for Velasco to get here,â Jack said, eyeing the cameras in the upper-right and left corners of the room. âJust keep your mouth shut.â
Their lawyer, James Velasco, arrived about twenty minutes later. Beau led him into the interrogation room with Jenny coming in behind.
âAll right, Sheriff. Youâve made your point,â Velasco said.
âOh, yeah? Whatâs that?â Beau said as he and Jenny took a seat opposite the lawyer and his âclients.â
âYou may think you can throw your weight around with the local businesses, have them turn a blind eye to you literally beating down my clients in front of witnesses. But that doesnât mean you have anything to actually pin an arrest warrant,â Velasco replied.
Beauâs lips twitched at a humorless smile. He glanced over at Jenny, who opened up her file folder of evidence.
âHow about pandering, kidnapping, and sexual assault?â she said. âWeâre three for three on major felonies here.â
âMake that four. Assaulting a police officer,â Beau remarked, raising a finger at his deputy to punctuate his point. Jenny nodded in agreement.
âThe two Omega women we rescued tonight from your clients told us where you were keeping them at the Delta Hotel,â she continued. âOur unit rescued three more victims and apprehended the man you had watching them. Most importantly, we know about the Farm.â
âThe Farm?â Velasco echoed. âExcuse me, Deputy Hoyt, but what the hell are you talking about? The Dalton family owns and runs the largest wheat and barley farm in the state. Nothing small to brag about, but it ainât illegal. It certainly doesnât have anything to do with what youâre suggesting. And thatâs all beside the fact that Lucy Hernandez is Ezraâs legal mate.â
âShe already told us that his claim was anything but consensual,â Jenny replied, her voice and blue eyes hard with thinly veiled disgust. âSheâs undergoing a procedure to remove it as we speak.â
Ezraâs jaw clenched in anger. He opened his mouth to protest, but both Jackâs dark look and their lawyerâs sharper verbal warning stopped the younger Dalton from saying something stupid, even to deny it. At this point, Miranda rights were in full effect.
Anything you say can and will be used against you in a court of law.
âWeâre in the process of getting a search warrant for every Dalton property in Montana,â Beau said, directing his gaze at Jack and Ezra. âNot only are we gonna find your brother, Clay, but weâre gonna find those Omegas. Phone records, emails, text messages, voice memos, private homes, vacation homes, to the last place you took a shit. Weâre gonna ransack your miserable lives, fellas.â
âThis is fucking outrageous,â Jack said. He didnât burn as hot as his younger brother, but there was a chilling anger in his eyes, dangerous too. âYou donât have any evidence.â
âAside from the bruises littering the womenâs bodies, their statements that directly implicate you both, and staff at the casino who saw how you treated these women for weeks?â Jenny said pointedly.
Velasco gestured at Jack to calm down. He then addressed Beau, not Jenny.
âSo why are we sitting here talking? It sounds like you actually think these supposed witnessesâ statements will hold up in court.â
âWell, weâre gracious here at the L&C. We wanted to give these guys a chance to make it easier on themselves and tell us where this Farm is. Thatâs the only leverage they have to get some leniency from the D.A.,â Beau said. He leaned forward, his eyes meeting Ezraâs, and then Jackâs. âBecause otherwise, I think we all know itâs just gonna get messy from here.â
The Dalton brothers remained silent, even with their testy tempers threatening to break loose. Beau leaned back in his seat, crossing his arms.
âThey may think their little business has gone under the FBIâs nose this long because they havenât been caught crossing state lines to take, or move, their victims,â he said. âBut while I may be a Montana transplant, Iâve still got some friends in federal places. Theyâll be more than willing to help us find the other Omegas. So, until these guys get transferred to our countyâs finest detention center, I think this conversationâs over.â
He gestured at Jenny, who helped him take Dumb and Dumber back to the holding cell. Now, they just needed Dumbest to complete the collection.
Where they found Clay Dalton was likely where they would find the Farm.
NowâŠ
When you once again found yourself blinking awake at the Lewis & Clark Hospitalâs Emergency Department, the first thing you noticed was the familiar scent of antiseptic and fresh pine.
At least I get my own room this time.
From the sleepy haze of your hospital bed, you noticed Ava dozing off in the corner, curled up in a recliner. You glanced down to find an IV hooked into your left hand. Sheriff Beau Arlen held your right hand. He was sitting there, dressed down in jeans and a plaid shirt rolled up to his elbows, pieces of his short hair falling in his eyes while he scrolled through his phone.
That explains the evergreens.
You frowned, instinctively confused and conflicted. Your inner Omega wasâŠsteady? Soothed? This past week, you had been restless, anxious, and uncomfortable.
Now, there was a sense of calm in your chest. You didnât want to think about what it meant as you bit your lip, so you pulled your hand away on reflex. It earned Beauâs attention, and his furrowed brows.
âSorry,â he said, âthe doctor said itâd be a good idea if I, uhâŠwell, anyway, howâre you feeling?â
Your lips twitched at a smile, despite yourself. You then actually considered his question, this time more practically. Your nausea was gone, your headache too.
But thatâs just the IV and whatever drugs theyâre giving me, you thought stubbornly. Not the calming touch of an Alpha you were starting to trust.
âIâm feeling better, I think,â you admitted, clearing your throat. âUm, why are you here, though?â
âWhat do you mean?â Ava said. She was a bit groggy as she woke, rubbing her eyes. âYou told me to call him.â
You paused, blinking in surprise. Your gaze shifted from her to Beau. He smiled a little sheepishly.
âI did forget to give her my direct office number, just in case you needed to reach me,â he said, âbut she did the right thing and dialed 9â1â1, told the dispatcher to tell me what was up. So I came down here just to make sure you were okay.â
Ava was already smirking, head in hand.
Your cheeks heated up in a blush. What the hell was I thinking?
âOhâkay. Um, thanks for coming, butââ
You were interrupted by a knock on the door. A nurse in teal scrubs popped in with a friendly greeting. She looked to be in her early 40s, wearing a kind face and a nametag that read Nurse Gloria as she wheeled in a small utility cart.
âHey, there, glad to see you awake. Howâre you feeling, hun?â she asked. After taking a quick look at the clipboard hung at the end of your bed, she went about checking your vitals on the monitor while you told her, honestly, that you felt fine. She checked your temperature with a portable device from her cart.
âThatâs good. Looks like your fever broke too,â Gloria said.
âI guess I just have the flu or something,â you say, rubbing your face.
Gloria chuckled. âI think whatâs happened here is a little more complicated than that, unless the Sheriff here was suffering from the same flu.â
You looked over at Beau in surprise. âWhat? You were feeling sick too?â
The Alpha looked between all the women in the room staring at him. His jaw clenched with indecision, but he settled on confirming your question with a nod.
âYeah, I mightâve been battling a bit of a cold this week. Nothing crazy,â he said.
The nurse raised her brow at him and huffed. âIf I remember right, you were pale as a sheet, clammy enough to keel over when you got in here, Sheriff. Last I checked, you had a fever of 102. Matter of factââ
She whipped out her digital thermometer and held it level with his forehead.
âWell, uhâŠâ
Beepâbeep.
â97.8,â she noted, making a notation on her clipboard. She smiled at him, at both of you. âThe exact same temperature as yours. Just what I would expect from a fated pair.â
Your face once again fell into shock. Your mouth opened and closed, and you blinked hard as your mind processed what had just come out of Gloriaâs mouth.
âFated?â you repeated.
The nurse covered a laugh by âcoughingâ into her hand.
âWell, thatâs what we used to call it back in the day. The more PC version nowadays is true mates. Not exactly the medical term either, but itâs the part of Alpha and Omega biology that canât entirely be explained by science, even though itâs undoubtedly true.â
A sigh of frustration escaped you. âI know what true mates are. I justâŠno. This just has to be a coincidence.â
It was one thing to suspect it, that unspoken thing tingling just under your skin, like the mysterious pain that had evaporated from your chest. But there was a reason you hadnât allowed yourself to say it out loud. It was hard to be confronted with the very thing you had been shoving out of your mindâand out of your heartâfor weeks.
You glanced over at Beau. You felt guilty just by the way he was looking at you, like he was trying to hide the sting of rejection.
The nurseâs gaze flicked from you, to Beau, and back to you.
âSweetheart, you could do worse,â she said.
Avaâs gentle smile agreed.
Beau chuckled, sorting a hand through his hair and rubbing the back of his neck a bit bashfully.
âWell, thatâs nice of you to say, Gloria, but I think weâd both like to get some confirmation before we make any assumptions here,â he said. He aimed another look your way, but you were too embarrassed and frustrated to do more than nod in agreement.
âOkay, then Iâll go ahead and get the doctor, and weâll see,â Gloria said.
Yeah, you thought as you silently simmered. Weâll see.
Doctor Morgan explained it to you this way. Fated Alphas and Omegas, true mates, were drawn to one another like magnets. Their scents were unique to one another. Once they actually met, their scents became intertwined, because their souls were actively brushing one another, craving the bond that would connect them fullyâfor life.
âCompleting the bond is, of course, the Alphaâs claim,â the doctor said, addressing Beau. She turned to you next. âBut that, as you know, can only be done while youâre in heat. The problem here is that for several weeks, you two remained completely isolated from each other after you met. The strain that places on the bond eventually has physical consequences.â
âMeaning, we canât physically be apart?â Beau asked, rubbing his temple.
It made you feel a little better to know he found all of this just as disconcerting.
Doctor Morgan gave you both a patient look.
âI understand that the circumstances around your meeting have been very...complicated, and stressful in itself,â she said. âOf course you can take your time before making the claim, as long as you donât completely cut off all contact from one another. âŠGenerally, true mates want to spend time together.â
Beau glanced at you with a flicker of a smile. It didnât reach his eyes.
âWell, Doc, like you said. This is a unique situation,â he said.
You sighed and stared at your hands, folded in your lap.
When the doctor eventually stepped out to make her rounds, it left an atmosphere of tension in its wake. You sorted through your tumultuous thoughts, enough to raise your head and find Ava still sitting in the recliner with her iPad.
She was trying not to seem like she had been listening the entire time, even though you knew she had had no choice. She hadnât left your side throughout all of this, which you appreciated. Now though, you thought it was time for you to face this situation for what it was.
âAva? Hey, Iâm sorry, but can you give us a few minutes?â you asked her.
She nodded, eager for an opportunity to escape the awkwardness.
âYeah, sure. I could use a cup of coffee,â she said. âYou guys want something?â
âIâm good, thanks,â Beau said. You similarly shook your head, but you covered your hand over hers when she squeezed your shoulder, giving her a grateful smile.
After she left, you focused on Beau. He gestured at Avaâs retreating back.
âGood friend,â he remarked.
You nodded. âWeâve been best friends since sixth grade. Sheâs like my sister.â
And this wouldnât have been the first time she held you down during rough times. You had tried to do the same for her over the years, but somehow, her problems had never seemed as big as yours. You couldnât help but think you had asked more of her than she had ever asked of you.
The thought felt like a ball of lead in your gut, and a bit of anxiety returned when you met Beauâs gaze, finally coming to terms with the fact that you couldnât escape your biology. You were an Omega who would never be able to avoid being claimed by an Alpha, no matter how decent he seemed on the surface.
Maybe Beau was perceptive enough to see the trepidation in your eyes, because he sighed and shuffled closer in his seat.
âLook, I heard you loud and clear the last time we were here. I know youâre still not ready for all this. But I do hope itâs the overall situation putting you off, and notâŠwell, me.â
You softened. âNo, itâs notâŠitâs not you. But Sheriffââ
âBeau,â he said. âYou can call me Beau.â
âBeau,â you said, smiling a little. âI donât even know you.â
He nodded slowly at that. âWell, then how about I give you my number. My real number, not just our dispatch center. And, uh, weâll get you a new cell phone. Iâll save my number to that phone, and then we canâŠyou know, talk. Maybe meet up for coffee once in a while, so this thing doesnât drive us crazy. Although, I guess itâs kinda cool. Like our own little WiFi signal. Wonder if we can AirDrop our thoughts too.â
You snorted, fighting a smile. This guy had the tendency to ramble, but he also seemed so sincere that your throat constricted. Your eyes stung.
âAre you sure you want to know me?â you asked. âEven beforeâŠwhat happened, I was kind of a mess.â
Beauâs face gentled into a smile.
âFrom what Iâve seen, youâre strong, smart, and resilient, even if you donât see yourself that way right now. Not to mention, being away from you literally made me wanna hurl, several times in fact.â
You laughed through your tears.
âSo if we just take this slow, I think we can figure it out,â he said.
After a moment, you nodded. âThank you.â
âYou donât have to thank me,â he said. âThis is a lot for anyone, aside from everything else youâre dealing with.â
You bit your lip. That everything else reminded you of what it had been like the last time you were here in this hospital, but it also reminded you of something you should have done before you ended up here the second time.
âHey, can you help me with something?â you asked.
Beau was all ears.
In a couple of hours, you were stable enough for Ava and Beau to help guide you downstairs, where you stopped at a recovery room and knocked on the door.
âCome in,â a familiar voice said quietly.
As soon as you did, Lucyâs eyes widened in pleasant surprise. While Ava and Beau hung back, you sat with Lucy at her bedside, taking her hand in yours. She looked better, with more color in her face and an easier smile. She felt more at ease, if a bit tired. Sheâd had three procedures in the last few weeks.
You were almost afraid to ask, butâŠ
âDid it work?â you asked gently.
She managed to sit up a little and lifted her hair to show you the left side of her neck. She peeled back the bandage, revealing her mating gland. It looked like someone took a hot iron poker to it, the flesh singed and raw. It had to be painful, but she was crying happy tears. Ezraâs claim bond had been severed.
âWeâre free,â she said.
You sucked in a shaky breath as your own tears made your eyes blur. You blinked several times in attempt to clear them.
âWhatâre you going to do now?â you asked.
Lucy nodded at Beau, who she knew was standing right outside the door.
âThe police reached out to my parents. When they saw me, it was like Iâd come back from the dead,â she said. After another deep breath, she wiped under her eyes. âTheyâre at their hotel, packing up for the drive tomorrow. Iâm going home.â
You smiled, and you gave her a hug. You would be sure to give her your new cell number too.
Deputy Jenny Hoyt was taking a muchâdeserved lunch break with Cassie and Denise, the team that made for the best private investigating firm in Helena, Montana.
Denise had finally shared her culinary talents with her female friends for once with her veggie lasagna (made famous by a certain sheriff, who had developed a very literal soft spot for her cooking before he started running again).
While clearing the spare desk to fit the paper plates, Denise moved aside a huge stack of papers that needed to be organized and filed away.
âMan, look at all this crap. How much easier was it when we had Emily here, huh?â she said, even though the thought immediately reminded her why they had had to let go of their unpaid intern. Namely the Buck Barnes of it all. Denise sobered, pausing when she came across a notepad Emily used to use.
Cassie didnât miss it, but she did help the conversation from lingering on Beauâs daughter, or the things that happened last summer. She brought over the plastic silverware while Jenny broke out the beers from the kitchenette.
âHave we been slacking on the paperwork side of things?â Cassie asked.
âI mean, yeah, to be honest. Weâve been getting so many new cases this year, itâs hard to keep up with the office maintenance,â Denise said. She went into the kitchen to grab the lasagna. âPlus, an extra set of hands on the research while youâre doing the legwork would be nice.â
âWeâve been doing better this year, businessâwise,â Cassie said. Jenny passed her a can opener to uncap her beer. âWe could probably afford an assistant if you think we really need the help.â
Denise would have actually skipped back into the room like an excited kid, if she hadnât been holding a heavy glass tray. Her smile was bright from ear to ear though.
âI would love the help,â she said, presenting her dish with a very Denise-like flourish once it was on the table. âIâll get right on a job description for LinkedIn, Indeed, hell, even Facebook Marketplace.â
âUm, Iâd scratch off that last one,â Cassie said, gesturing at Jenny. âI donât think the place she bought a used mattress and a freeâstanding tub from the â60s is the right forum to hire a quality assistant.â
âHey, donât you slander my tub,â Jenny warned, smirking. âI get my best me time in there.â
âIâll bet you do,â Cassie remarked. Denise laughed and started serving out pieces of lasagna.
âSo, whereâs our dear Beau today? I told him I was making lunch for the gang,â she posed the question to the table, though her gaze cut predictably to Jenny. The blonde rolled her eyes.
âHe had to take a personal day,â she said.
Cassie hummed, not missing the slight edge of snark under there.
âAnd how is your selfâproclaimed nonârelationship progressing with the man?â she asked.
Jenny defended herself with a pointed fork.
âThereâs nothing to progress.â
She punctuated her point by spearing at her plate more than eating. When she found her friendsâ eyes on herâsympathetic, but not convincedâshe gave in a little.
âLook, we all know Beauâs a good man, but we canât both be the volatile one,â she said, almost muttering the last bit.
âHeâs volatile?â Cassie chuckled. âIn what way?â
âIn the way that means heâll yap all day long about the most inane shit, like his lucky boxers that havenât been washed for two weeks. Or his favorite way to eat pizza, folded up like a tacoâwhich is wrong, by the way,â she snapped. âOr the way heâd rather fuck in his car, in his office, or in a goddamn supply closet than go out for dinner, in a restaurant, with clothes on, and talk about something real.â
The whole table fell into a proverbial DJ record scratch.
Cassieâs fork was halfway to her mouth, while Denise just tilted her head with a wideâeyed stare. She pushed up her glasses on the bridge of her nose and cleared her throat.
âLike?â she asked, with a prompting hand.
âLike how heâs started drinking again,â Jenny said, more gravely. âHe still hasnât opened up about what happened in Houston, to his partner. Or what happened last summer. Every time I mention it, or even ask about how Emilyâs doing, he just gives some basic answer and changes the subject⊠But hey, if he doesnât want to talk to me, Iâm not going to force him. I just wonât be his goddamn stress relief anymore.â
With that said, she went back to stabbing at the piece of cheeseâcovered eggplant on her plate. Cassie and Denise nodded and started eating again as well. There wasnât much they could say after that, but their thoughts were louder than the sound of clinking forks.
The edge of your spoon tapped a little too loudly against the ceramic as you stirred a hefty dose of cream and sugar into your coffee.
Beau watched with a slight raise of his brow. He adjusted his seat across from you at the small twoâseater table, clearing his throat. This was the first time he had gotten you to agree to meet him under a more normal settingâthe coffee shop closest to your apartment.
It had been a slow start. You were quiet, and heâd been awkward, not quite knowing what to say. He already finished half his cheese Danish. He noticed you stirring, stirring, stirring, until your drink turned milky beige.
âWant a little coffee with your cream there?â he joked.
Your gaze flicked up to his. A small smile tugged at your lips, and you set down your spoon.
âYouâre one to talk. Iâve never seen a Venti triple latte with my own eyes before,â you said, tearing off a piece of your blueberry muffin. âWas the extra pump of caramel really necessary?â
Beauâs lips twitched upward.
âWell, first of all, itâs about 50% ice in here,â he said, shaking his drink. âSecond, I told them no sugar, so my extra caramel goodness is warranted. I donât care if it puts inches on my hips.â
You snorted, sipping from your cappuccino cup to disguise your smile. He knew he got you, no matter how corny his sense of humor was. Somehow, that small victory made him feel accomplished.
âItâs fine. You can laugh at me,â he quipped gamely. âThis would be about the time where my own daughter calls me lameâŠoldâŠlame and old.â
You did smile at that one. âCome on, youâre only what, 45? âŠThough Iâm not sure kids say lame anymore.â
âOh, good,â he nodded with a chuckle. âPlease, educate me on the Gen Z lingo. Something about simps and sus? The other day, I heard one of her friends say the carne asada at Chipotle was bussinâ. I didnât know if she meant they needed to clean the tables or what.â
You had to cover your face with both hands at the cringe, but you were laughing all the same.
âPlease, stop,â you wheezed.
Beau grinned. That small feeling of triumph grew and turned honeyâwarm. It was the first time he had seen you truly relax, and the sight of your genuine smile?
Beautiful.
Another couple of giggles escaped you before you took another sip of your coffee to get ahold of yourself.
âWhatâs your daughterâs name?â you asked.
âEmily. Seventeen going on 30, that one,â he said with a sigh, crossing his arms. âStill can barely believe sheâs going off to college in the fall.â
Your smile softened. âDoes she have a major picked out yet?â
âYou donât think fashion is intense? Havenât you seen The Devil Wears Prada?â you countered.
He chuckled. âAll right, youâve got a point there. I guess itâs me being overprotective, as usual, but I just want my girl to be safe, no matter what she chooses to do with her life.â
You nodded, your expression turning rueful.
âYeah.â
He seemed like a good father. You only wished your mom had been more like him. Maybe if your dad had stuck around long enough, he mightâve tried.
âSo, Iâm thinking you share custody with your exâwife?â you said. âCarla, right?â
He nodded. âBoth of us have busy schedules, so weâve gotta be flexible with one another.â
âDoes Emily knowâŠabout this? Our situation?â you asked. You couldnât quite let yourself say the words true mates, or whatever anyone wanted to call it. The idea alone was still a bit much for you, but you were trying.
Beau hesitated, but he shook his head. âNot just yet. Carla doesnât know either. I just want to give us a chance to figure this out a bit more, you know?â
âI appreciate that,â you said, though he had brought up something else that made you curious about the Alpha. âIâm sorry if this is an intrusive question, butâŠyouâre not bonded with Carla anymore. What, umâŠwhat happened?â
How did his claim get severed?
Beau sighed. âWell, we were divorced first. But you know biology doesnât care about a piece of paper.â
You nodded at that too, listening intently.
âIt didnât happen until she met her true mate, Avery,â Beau said. His tone was deeper now, more subdued. He hesitated, but he showed you the back of his neck, along the left side. His mating gland looked singed, a painful scar. âIt burned like holy hell.â
Your face fell into dismay. It looked just like Lucyâs mating gland after her procedures, after her own claim bond was severed. You thought about Theresa, and Carlos, and Ashleyn, and all the other Omegas you knew who hadnât been rescued yet, who were still in that fucking hell hole. How could you just sit here, laughing and drinking coffee, whenâŠ
âHey, you okay?â
You flinched at the question, and at the hand that touched yours on the table. More than one memory flashed behind your eyesâthe things you saw and lived through. Even though you hadnât been claimed or taken by force, you had to debase yourself in other ways. And you had known all too well what was coming.
Beau called your name a little more insistently, but you found it hard to speak, let alone meet his eyes.
You pushed away from the table and fled the coffee shop, forgetting half your drink and the rest of your muffin behind.
Beau followed you outside. His heart was in his throat, but at least he found you quickly.
You were trying to catch your breath with both hands clenched against your chest, blinking up at the sun in the sky like it was your only anchor. You didnât care that white spots glared in your vision.
Your head turned sharply when Beau approached, but he moved slow, his hands raised.
âHey. Iâm sorry if I said something that upset you, or uh, sparked something,â he said.
After a beat, you shook your head. âWasnât your fault.â
He hesitated. âOkay. Then, uh, can I take you home? Ava dropped you off, right?â
Briefly, you closed your eyes. Shit. She had dropped you off because you were still not comfortable driving by yourself. You just couldnât help that you were still spiraling. You tried to breathe through it, but that immense pressure on your chest made it feel like it was impossibleâlike you were drowning on dry land.
Beau called your name more gently.
The timbre of his voice struck something in you, earning your attention. It was probably just the Omega in you responding to the Alpha in him. Or maybe it was just him.
He stepped into your line of vision, but didnât crowd you. His hands framed your arms, but didnât touch. You met his eyes, and you could see the concern there.
Slowly, one of your trembling hands moved from your chest and reached for something to hold, to ground yourself. He offered his hand. Your fingers curled around his palm tentatively, and you braved a step closer. Then another, more of a lean in his direction than a full step. Increments of trust.
You couldnât deny how good it felt when his arms gradually wrapped around you. The tension around your heart, in your throatâit all eased. Hot tears leaked from your eyes, but they would eventually get absorbed by the burgundy fabric of his shirt.
You buried your face there as your eyelids screwed shut, but you would never admit to the way you inhaled his scent, letting it wash over you in grounding relief.
You trusted him just enough to drive you home. You were quiet most of the way there, though you smiled a little at the way he rumbled a tune to the country song playing on the radio.
âTim McGraw fan?â you ask.
Beau tossed a grin your way. âWho isnât?â
âNot surprising, for a Texas cowboy,â you remarked, remembering that black Stetson of his. âWhatâs your favorite song?â
The manâs lips twitched at your teasing. He was glad to see you hadnât lost your sense of humor.
âWell, now thatâs hard,â he said, rubbing his chin. ââWhere the Green Grass Grows.â Thatâs definitely on the list. âJust to See You Smile,â and, uh, âLet Me Love You.â I like that Spanish guitar.â
You hummed in interest, raising your brows. âHeâs a romantic.â
Beau chuckled. âI guess I am. Though donât question my ex on that one.â
Your smile dimmed. The image of his singed mating gland reappeared in your mind, the pain he mustâve feltâŠ
âTim McGrawâs a good actor too. Did you see 1883, the Yellowstone spinoff?â you asked, mostly to distract yourself.
Beau took your change of subject in stride (and a little relief).
âYou know what, I havenât, but maybe you could get me to sit down and watch it someday,â he said, flashing you a smile.
You found yourself blushing.
âYou know, my friends and I have a Friday movie night going. Youâre welcome to come,â he said.
âWhich friends?â you asked.
âWell, youâve met one of them. Jenny Hoyt, one of my deputies. Then thereâs Cassie, a local private investigator. Sometimes her partner in crime, Denise, joins us. Even my daughter hangs out, when sheâs with me.â
Again, you raised a brow. âAll your best friends are women?â
He quirked his head. âYeah, donât ask me how that happened. But they got no problem overruling me on the film selections, thatâs for damn sure.â
âHmm,â you responded, trying to make your tone sound interested rather than suspicious.
Beau looked over at you anyway. âWhat?â
âNothing,â you shrugged. âWell, I mean, maybe itâs none of my business, butâŠâ
âAâhuh?â he prompted. Finally he was turning his car into your neighborhood.
âDo you have aâŠthing with any of these women?â you asked, laughing a little. You felt weird for asking, but you were fighting the instant spark of jealousy from your inner Omega just at the thought. It was stupid and irrational, but it was there.
Beauâs gaze cut to you in slight surprise, but he recovered quickly enough.
âAh, no,â he said. He averted his gaze back to the road ahead. âNo, weâre all friends.â
He pulled the car into the parking lot of Avaâs apartment building and found a guest spot to park in. He lowered the radio a bit more and offered you a smile.
âWell, thanks for coming out with me. I had a good time,â he said.
You bit your lip as you unclipped your seatbelt. Did he really?
You sighed and turned toward him in your seat.
âLook, Iâm sorry for freaking out on you back there,â you said. âYou told me something real, and I couldnât handle it. What you said about your exâwifeâŠit just made me think about Lucy, and the others, andâŠâ
âAnd what?â Beau prodded gently.
Your fingers twisted together in your lap. Eventually, you found the strength to raise your head, even though yet again, you had tears swimming in your eyes.
âYou know, Jack and his brothers, the Alphas they have under themâŠthey donât touch you at first. I mean, they have other ways of humiliating you, breaking you. But Iâm sure you know why they wait until the next time an Omega goes into heat.â You sniffed, wiping at your cheeks.
You didnât think you could look at him when you said this, but you felt that if you didnâtâif you couldnât say the words out loudâthen youâd never be able to overcome the reality of them.
âYou know how fucking vile that is?â you said. âFor them to get off on the fact that your body almost canât resist?â
You did look at him then, while fighting the urge to rip the car door open and bolt. You forced yourself to meet the weight of grim understanding in his eyes, even though yours were blurring over.
âI knew I was next. I was going to end up just like Lucy, chained to a monster. I just wasnât smart enough or strong enough to find a way out,â you said. âAnd even though it couldâve been a lot worse for me, itâs stillâŠitâs just been harder than I thought it would be for me to figure out how to go back to my life. How to be a person who can drive and have a job, and a cup of coffee with you.â
That deepened the crack in Beauâs chest for you. You didnât know how much.
You hadnât been able to tell him the details of what you went through when he first took your statement, but he had seen too much not to have a few ideas. They had been keeping him up at night. Or rather, his Alpha, who internally growled low at the thought of it allâlet alone another forcing their claim on you.
A clearing of his throat, rubbing a hand over his beard and chin, gave him a beat to get himself under control, and a moment to think through his words before he opened his mouth.
âFor what itâs worth, Iâm truly sorry we didnât find you earlier. Iâm sorry for the ones we couldnât save, and the ones weâre still fighting for,â he said. âBut try not to put so much pressure on yourself, sweetheart. A few weeks isnât enough time to work through it all.â
You gave a small nod at that.
âBut I can tell you that the Dalton brothers were denied bail. Theyâre sitting in prison right now while we help the ADA build his case against them,â Beau said.
âHave you found Clay, or the other Omegas?â you asked.
âNot just yet,â he admitted, âbut weâre working on it. We know that when we fish out wherever that ratâs hiding, weâll eventually find where they were keeping you and Lucy at what you guys called the Farm. Can you think of anything at all that wouldâve given an indication of where you were though?â
You shook your head in frustration. âBelieve me, I tried to figure that out every damn day. They had just a few of us in the house, two floors. All the windows were boarded up. We made sure the house was clean, cooked and brought them whatever they wanted. They treated us like fucking slaves, really.â
That was how you got your first âcorrectionsââby getting particularly mouthy at being forced to do menial labor for a veritable den of wolves. You quickly learned that keeping the house in order was by far the most coveted âjobâ on the Farm. Youâd been lucky to even be in the main house. At the thought, you swallowed the lump of nerves rising in your throat.
âI know there was another building of some kind connected to the house. Like I told you before, the others were kept there,â you said. âI would hear a lawn mower sometimes. A church bell in the morning and evening⊠And I know it wasnât a long drive from there to downtown Helena, to get to the hotel, then that casino. Maybe about an hour? Like I said, they blindfolded us, but that means it canât be that far, right?â
Beau nodded as he processed. âRight. Thatâs a good lead. Weâll continue canvasing the area within 50 miles and see what we find.â
You nodded; you knew it wasnât a lot of new information, but you hoped it helped.
âDo you feel safe and comfortable at home now, with Ava?â he asked.
âMost of the time,â you answered honestly.
It had been hard for you to feel completely safe anywhere. You doubted you ever would again.
âOkay,â he nodded, and hesitated. âDo you feel safe right now, with me?â
Again, you took the time to consider it. Eventually, you smiled and nodded through your tears.
The problem was, his kid was just too damn sharp. Emily hummed thoughtfully as she chewed, sniffing the air near him as if he had decided to spray on some Chanel No. 5 instead of his cologne that morning.
âWhy do you smell different then?â she asked.
âDifferent?â he said. Aw shit.
She clocked one of his nervous tells, that small quirk of his head. She started to smile.
âYeah. Your scent. Youâve never exactly smelled, like, sweet before. Youâve got a hint of vanilla milkshake going on,â she said, raising a brow.
Beau grinned on reflex. âWell, my milkshake does bring all the boys to the yard.â
Emily stared back at him, unimpressed, and threw her used napkin at him.
âFirst of all, gross. And no, itâs actually more flowery vanilla. Like a scented soap or something.â
Beau paused with a slice of pizza folded in his hand and poised to his mouth.
Jasmine and vanilla, the rain after a summer stormâŠ
Slowly, he set his food back down. He contemplated more than just the amount of grease soaking through the paper plate.
âDad, what? Did youâŠdid you actually find your true mate?â Emily asked.
Despite all the ways he thought she might react, when he picked up his head, he found her smiling. A little deviously.
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