Somebody told me to calm down...and breathe deep

Somebody who everybody knows - But nobody sees for real.

Who is he?

Where does he belong?

How would you describe his identity?

I will try to explain it to you although it might be difficult for you to understand:

Imagine the people we see on TV. We admire them for their looks and their glamour. We see them as modern gods and wish to be a part of their happiness and share what they share.

The character, the fame, their perfection, their beauty.

We want to adjust ourselves to become like them and take what is the best, so we can become someone more powerful. They shine on us and give us strength.

Nevertheless, who are they? Those modern Gods figures?

When I look at you, I understand their existence and see you as one of them.

At the beginning, you seemed to be nobody to me, but I strangely felt attracted and knew I could trust you without even knowing you.

I knew I would have better chances to be someone (or to be me at first) then to be no one.

Because my existence felt useless to me. You lifted me up without knowing.

You brought light in my life. That is what you do. That is who you are.

People around you admire you wherever you go and you enjoy the glow.

But in time I saw that you have many layers.

You show to people exactly what you want them to see or to believe.

You do not show yourself. Never! -Almost. The real you appears in little pieces sometimes.

That is why you are strong in front of others. You do not show your weak spots.

You know to hide them very well, so no one can ever touch you or try to destroy you.

I wish o understand you not 100%, but hopefully more than others.

I wish to learn about you like I already did over the years and open a door to find a new piece.

So one day I can become you and be there for you , exactly when you need me.

Although you say that you need no one.

I wish to be no one for you.

I know you are not that selfish as you seem or that heartless as you want to show.

But the next words could be yours and I am way to sensitive to say them:

 “The best way to not get your heart broken is pretending you don't have one.

― Charlie Sheen

 To be continued……