luca.

forgive me lord for I have imagined a life far more soft and tender than the one you created for me

I leave a piece of me in everyone I’ve ever loved and every place I’ve lived and I can’t let go of anything and my heart aches with the weight of it all

please i don’t want it anymore

"what are you gonna do with that degree?" I don't know. probably kill myself.

i wish sadness didn’t feel like agony. i wish i could feel a negative emotion without wanting to rip out my eyes.

guy who is not necessarily nonbinary but also not NOT nonbinary. guy who doesnt fit into the binary-nonbinary binary. if you will

bitches be like "i'm fine" and then put emily i'm sorry by boygenius on repeat