Confused Suggestion

I keep losing parts of myself and I don’t recognized who I am in the mirror anymore.

How long have I been like this?

Do you ever wonder about all the people that could of been in your life and what role they would play in it?

What the hell is wrong with me?

why did you do this

I’m lying in bed and part of me is screaming to get up and live for once, but the rest of me can’t find a reason to live to the end of the day, and everything is so crushing that I feel like I can’t physically leave my bed anyway.

you’re awake. you’re asleep. you’re awake. you’re asleep. it’s six in the morning and you can’t find your balance.

will you still think im beautiful when i am surrounded by holy holy holy fire, golden flames licking at too many wings that are covered in too many eyes ?

If you loved me, why’d you leave me?

We didn’t need to do this, so why did we?

love is rushed and forgetful. although it departs suddenly, it leaves remnants behind. 

where do I belong? Asleep and slowly drifting away