😵‍💫🎸🖤 cøsmo !! ᯓ★ ♱

I CANT BELIEVE I MADE FORT THUNDER,

I’m so fucking tired of everything. I dot. Want to keep having to fight, and truck through my life. Waking up every day and just telling myself to get through it, lock in for a bit and then I’ll get a break. But I never fucking do. It’s always continuing and getting through and then falling back into shit again and again and knowing, remembering how easy it used to be. How happy I was how much of my life I enjoyed and genuinely loved how much I wanted to continue and then after all that, after crawling out of a horrible depression and fixing my dangerous and harmful thoughts and belief I just fall back into it? It just starts to seep back in, after all that work and effort I still have to keep going I can’t let myself have one fucking breath or it all starts to crumble again

max i’m so sorry you feel this and have to go through this. i cried a bit reading this. you’re such an amazing and wonderful person and should never have to experience something like this. i do understand it though, things were just so different when we were happy, carefree kids. depression just didn’t exist really. i’m really happy you do fix ur horrible thoughts sometimes though, and i am always always always here if you ever need help with that or just to talk about anything. i’m sorry though it feels like a cycle. i think that’s how most people feel though at this age, and that sucks and i can understand. i don’t really know what advice to give besides just keep going. i know the whole point of that post was to say even when i keep going everything just repeats and im tired of it type thing, but that cycle will eventually end. you will start to be that happy kid again. i think its really the teenage years where you feel like everything falls apart. and i know depression is still a natural feeling in adults, im not saying you’ll never feel it again (unfortunately), im just saying id like to think of it as just try to push through these few years then you can move out and try to live your best life on your own. im sorry if i wasnt much help but i love you so much and i want you to know you’re loved and cared for. im always here for you.

Max, I love you too. and of course i’m just looking out for you🩵🩵 you’re amazing as well.

that’s really deep, i’m so fucking sorry max. i love you so much, im sorry.

I love you tysm you’re genuinely one of the best things to have happened to me

i love you too and thank you so much that means more than you’ll ever know, and i mean this, you’re one of the best things that have happened to me too out of all my friends you’re one i’ve never had doubts about or anything like that. 🩵

that’s really deep, i’m so fucking sorry max. i love you so much, im sorry.

I’m so fucking tired of everything. I dot. Want to keep having to fight, and truck through my life. Waking up every day and just telling myself to get through it, lock in for a bit and then I’ll get a break. But I never fucking do. It’s always continuing and getting through and then falling back into shit again and again and knowing, remembering how easy it used to be. How happy I was how much of my life I enjoyed and genuinely loved how much I wanted to continue and then after all that, after crawling out of a horrible depression and fixing my dangerous and harmful thoughts and belief I just fall back into it? It just starts to seep back in, after all that work and effort I still have to keep going I can’t let myself have one fucking breath or it all starts to crumble again

max i’m so sorry you feel this and have to go through this. i cried a bit reading this. you’re such an amazing and wonderful person and should never have to experience something like this. i do understand it though, things were just so different when we were happy, carefree kids. depression just didn’t exist really. i’m really happy you do fix ur horrible thoughts sometimes though, and i am always always always here if you ever need help with that or just to talk about anything. i’m sorry though it feels like a cycle. i think that’s how most people feel though at this age, and that sucks and i can understand. i don’t really know what advice to give besides just keep going. i know the whole point of that post was to say even when i keep going everything just repeats and im tired of it type thing, but that cycle will eventually end. you will start to be that happy kid again. i think its really the teenage years where you feel like everything falls apart. and i know depression is still a natural feeling in adults, im not saying you’ll never feel it again (unfortunately), im just saying id like to think of it as just try to push through these few years then you can move out and try to live your best life on your own. im sorry if i wasnt much help but i love you so much and i want you to know you’re loved and cared for. im always here for you.

it's easy to ignore because of everything else about him but david is god's shittiest frontman in terms of whatever the fuck he is doing onstage when he's not actively seducing an audience member, and i think that's truly incredible (/aff)