9Teen

I love how you haven't really changed much. Most guys would change after a while into the relationship, but with you, it feels like you're just as sweet and attentive as the days you were still asking me to be your girlfriend. Sure change is inevitable, and both have changed in certain aspects. But what made me fall in love with you definitely hasn't changed. Like how I have told you before; I love you as much as yesterday, even more, actually. I never knew falling more and more in love with someone was possible till you came around. You've just been such an import part of my 2014 and honestly, your presence has stopped me from making some pretty stupid decisions, last year. You've made me into a better person and I just want to thank you for basically everything. I just love every single bit of you, baby. I can't even-- Thank you again for an amazing year, and honestly I'm hoping for more to come. 

There have been some moments where I've been scared to trust you and may have doubted your friendships with certain girls, but over time you proved to me that you deserve to be trusted. Sure were some times where you tried to look out for other girls feelings but I know you just wanted to hurt as little people as possible. Despite everything though, thank you for being loyal to me baby. I know other people have different views on how things should be in rpw, but in the end you got rid of your accounts just to be with me and I can't thank you enough for that. I can honestly say to you that since I've gotten together with you I really have been loyal to you and only you. The idea of hooking up with other guys or even having a short fling with them just didn't feel right cause I already had you. Thank you for always being loyal and honest with me, baby. I love you~

Aha! Another of our similar traits! Although, we'd probably still debate over who's lazier...you, but I don't think that's the point. I love how we can be talking about nothing, but it'll still be special to us. Or how both of us can enjoy simply just cuddling without talking about some earth shattering topics in life. Your presence is relaxing to me already, honesty. I'm often stressed these days, yet you somehow manage to cheer me up just by being there for me. Despite what you may think, I don't always need someone who will give me advice or say the right words to be. Sometimes, I just want someone to talk and rant to, and know I'm not being judged. Which is why I also want to thank you for everytime you've been there for me. 2014 has been a pretty difficult year for me but you were always there for me when I needed a shoulder to cry on. Thank you baby, for listening to my endless rants and stories. I hope you'll know I'm always here to listen too if you need me.

Bet you never thought you'd hear this from me, huh? But, it's the truth. I actually love all of your perverted jokes and pick-up lines. Even when you send me perverted pictures, I find it pretty funny. It makes me feel like you're comfortable around me enough to make such jokes and not worry about me being grossed out. You know what the funny part of everything is though? Even though we met in a smut rp, I'm probably not as dirty minded as I thought I was before. I'm always learning new things from you, both green minded and normal things! And I find it kind of sweet how you're trying to protect me from watching porn too. Even my friends say they don't want to completely "corrupt" me, which is why I think you're pretty firm on that stand of yours. But regardless of if you're being sweet or perverted, I'll still love both sides of your affections.

I can't even begin to start on this, honestly. You've always been patient with me in numerous ways. Whenever I have to go out and usually end up being gone the entire day. Or those times I take hour longs showers and eat for eternity. But what I'm most thankful for is when you're patient with my attitude and personality. I know I'm not the easiest person to be with especially with my quick temper and habit of over-analyzing things. But despite those traits of mine you've always put up with it, and sometimes you've even managed to tame it. Honestly, it's difficult being angry with you...after I get out what I want to say, my anger usually subsides and I want to make up again...but my pride holds me back. I've never really been this in love so it can be a little scary knowing you can break my heart anytime you want. I know you're not cruel enough to do that, but after seeing so many relationships crumble around me. I've always been scared to fully trust someone. I've always been taught to only trust myself. You're the only person who I've really taken seriously so I can be a nervous wreck at the idea of us ending things on a sudden whim. I'm sorry if I've hurt your pride at times cause of my stubbornness. But I promise, this year I'll work on being less prideful and more importantly, hopefully lessen our arguments.

Okay, I know this rarely ever happens. But I find you completely adorable when you get jealous over small things.  Remember when I got called "darling" by a member in nms and you suddenly seemed to hate the word? You were too cute! But I probably don't have to remind you that my heart will only be for you. Sure, I fangirl over certain guys, but in the long run, none of them will ever be able to compare to your spot in my heart. And my block b hubbies are not gay, okay?????  Hahaha-- I love you, baby!

You're not the type of person who will do things for his own personal gain. In our relationship, you've always been the first to put his pride down, to wait for me whenever I'm taking forever to eat / take a shower, and even when I'm whining about silly little things, you'd find a way to change things so that I would be contented. You have no idea how amazing you are and sometimes when you try to deny my praises, I can't tell if you're being humble or you just don't see how I and probably many other people see your worth. Although you may joke around a lot, sometimes, I think you really do need a bigger ego. It saddens me whenever i see you down because of an issue with a friend or just plain worrying about something. It's normal to worry, but you know what? You're really smart baby, I know you can get past any problem hurled at you. I really do love when you're selfless, but don't ever forget to put yourself first too sometimes, and it's not bad to be confident too~

Despite you being shy sometimes, we all know how fond and comfortable you are with skinship. Mainly cause someone used to be a cassanova, ehem ehem. But that's not my point. Even though you're not the type who blurts out his feelings all the time, I love how you never fail to make me feel loved, be it by your actions, or occasionally by your words. Even when you bully me, I might pretend to get annoyed, but inside I know that it's just another way of you being playful. And that's just another of the many reasons I love you.

You've always been a bit shy when it comes to talking about your feelings or in the small things you even do for me. But that's just part of why I'll never question your actions towards me. When you do something sweet, it's not because you want something in return, but just cause you feel comfortable enough to go out of your comfort zone and do such and act. I'm so thankful people like you exist. I know of the kindhearted things you do, not cause you're hoping to get a reward in return, but cause you're just that amazing of a person. And seeing this side of you always makes me fall more and more in love with you.

Because of how I tend to overthink and misunderstand things, we've often fought because of your way of being thoughtful, but now that I think about it, you were just trying to be sweet. For example, how you always try to send me off to bed earlier than you, and how you may sometimes get upset when I skip meals, or whenever I go out at night alone... I know it's because you're looking out for me. I'm sorry for whenever I've gotten upset at you when you only had my wellbeing in mind. I'm really thankful you're thoughtful enough to still worry about me, despite how long we've been together already.

They say that you can see how a guy will treat his girl in the future just by watching how he treats his mom. And honestly I believe that. And when I see how you talk about your mom and sister, I'm very impressed. You try to act like you like living your own life, but your actions make it obvious that you really do stand in the shadows and watch out for them even though you may not live with them. I love you caring you are towards them and how it shows how amazing you really are. 

You're not the type of guy that tries to command what goes on in the relationship cause you're always thinking about me first. Whenever we talk I can see how respectful you are to girls, not just your female friends when you defend them and whatnot, but I can also see it when you're talking to me about your mom and sister. Seeing that side of you just makes me fall even deeper for you, idiot. You're the type of guy that deserves respect just cause you know how to give respect too. 

I know you're sometimes a little shy to say whatever it is that's clouding your mind, you still push past your pride so you can stay honest with me. I love how despite how worried you may be at time about the consequences you still remain honest with me cause you want to always tell the truth when it comes to me. I love how you do that, cause I feel like you trust me enough to get past my petty personality and forgive you cause you know I love you that much. But don't think that means you can get away with everything baby! :p

You're so incredibly chatty, baby. Like seriously. But that's just part of your adorable charm. We never run out of topics because of you. You always manage to keep us talking about something, and that's just one of the many things I love about you! There's never a dead moment when we're together! Except maybe when we fight...but that's another story. Just by seeing how much you talk to me about so many random things, one can easily see your effort in this relationship. 

Like I always tease you, you really are a genius in my eyes baby. You just can be a little lazy at times. But I'm really happy whenever you come to me all excited about doing well on a quiz or test. And making the DL last semester was amazing! I already knew you had it in you, you just needed to believe in yourself a little more. You really are smart, baby, it's okay to be lazy but never put partying or even me before your studies, okay? 

You enjoy bullying me but underneath that tough personality, you're a complete sweetheart. You can never stay upset with anyone and you always try to be the better person in tough situations. Sometimes you're too kind that other girls may mistake it for flirting which terrifies me at times, but I know you're only like that cause you don't want to hurt anyone. That's part of the reason I fell so hard for you, honestly speaking.

You're not like any normal stereotypical Taft boy. You're too humble, you don't see how amazing you are in my eyes. Your jokes are unusual and mostly perverted, but they never fail to make me smile, my weirdo.