Concussed Crazy Christy

You’re not going to put your life on hold if you don’t, you’re going to put your life on stop if you don’t.

When ED tells me that everything was better when I was sick

It will hurt. And then one day it won’t. And until then, I will allow this pain to let me grow.

The desire to be sicker, to prove that you are sick, itself is indicative of sickness. A well person doesn’t desire to be sick

"How did you lose so much weight???"

When a physical activity you used to really enjoy becomes disordered

When you started dieting to lose weight and just ended up mentally ill at a higher weight

Wondering how much lower I can get before I admit I need help

The constant inner dialogue between my healthy self and my ED self

When it’s just one of those days

“You’re going to have to just grow up one of these days and eat like a normal person”

When someone asks me why it’s so difficult for me to fully recover