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thinking about that post that’s like “Cas just went insane for a bunch of seasons and then they gave him a baby and it cured him like a sitcom wife,” and how Sam was just full of rage and trauma for a bunch of seasons and then he found a place in the community that he felt was right for him and it cured him because he like, grew up successfully, and how dean is just like. static. he never successfully confronts his past and never manages to grow up. he was just like “I wish I could find a home and retire but I know I’ll die young” and then he did.

literally sam spends 5 seasons being angry and 7 being traumatized and looking for ways to throw himself on a sword, and then he gets 4 seasons to become the person he actually wants to be before his characterization is thrown down the drain in the finale. Cas spends 8 seasons having his entire worldview changed and then going nuts, and then he becomes a dad and that’s who he wants to be. dean just spends 15 seasons being always right about threats to his family and doing worse and worse things to keep them safe, and then he dies.

LOT is one of the few storylines where Astra gets to be an independent character with agency. She gets to grow up. She gets to take revenge. She has wants and needs and friends and magic. At least one of her parents loves her.

i am obsessed with ruby supernatural as being one of the most unwaveringly devout characters on the show. so many angels and demons act in their own self-interest, disillusioned by god or lucifer or archangels or the entire structure of the afterlife. fine. but RUBY?!? a human. a witch. sells her soul. dedicates her life to lucifer. in death she is tortured and molded and shaped into a demon. and yet she still worships. she is recruited into the ultimate satanic plan, cast as the delilah of the apocalypse. she spends multiple years publicly siding with the beloathed winchesters, being seen as a traitor to her kind. being hunted. being tortured repeatedly at the hands of her brethren for treason. painstakingly slowly seducing sam, convincing sam. luring sam to enact the plan. she lets sam drink her blood. so much blood. she is the sacrificial lamb. she is the best of those sons of bitches. all to be killed. and she knows this. she has to have known this. and she doesn't care. she's done it, the holy work. incredible character.

truly rough for crowley that even in sacrificing his life for dean he gets immediately upstaged by cas

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